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inpursuitofnunchi · 3 months ago

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NOOOOOOOOO GOD PLEASE NOOOOOOO WTF WTF WTF tell me ivan kun can bring him back like he did luffy and the way zoro survived kuma NO ACE NOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭

#one piece #marineford #where the fuck is chopper when u need him 😭😭😭#luffy #ace #akainu sakazuki u fkn dickwad i will kill you #whitebeard #i want luffy and ace adventures in the new world #buggy the clown #jimbei #one piece ivankov #THIS IS NOT DONE #im so fkn upset #i barely got to see him #😭😭😭😭😭

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wu-wakfu-undertale · 9 days ago

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Re-watching wakfu for the first time in years and s1 Yugo was so silly???

dude discovered he could make portals at will and his first thought after actually acknowledging it is "i can do so many cool pranks with this"

#he was just a kid..... guys he was just a kid....#HE WAS SO SILLY #also the fact that after eva told him they used to call amalia princess gobball he just laughs at it ☠️#was he 12? i think he was in s1 #why dont they ever celebrate characters bdays tho #thinking over it now there was little to no chill time for these guys #sure there was a good amount of non plot stuff to get to know the characters but like #idk? ummm like in the first ova they gave them some chill time and i wish they had done that more #s4 was an amalgamation of “FUCK NOT AGAIN JFC”#OH ACTUALLY #there was (1) episode with chill time and i loved it #despite having gone thru alot of effort to be like look!!! chibi and grougal!!! theyre bros!!! yugo spent like. 5 minutes of screentime #with them. like actually being their brother.#and like it was kinda funny because imagine like the world sorta blowing up a little and then ur child comes back just to say #'dad im rlly fucking upset. ive been to the house of the gods btw. and i met my mom.'#alibert mustve been so fkn confused hdhdbd #then again. its like. average shit for his son #alibert went from gay dad with his lil guy from a species he does not know of who basically works a farm inn to like #a literal demigod. he def has made some enemies #i remember the most abt yugo bec the hyperfix was strongest on him #current thoughts on the others in the brotherhood:#tristepin: yugos nickname did not translate well into en lmao. also my guy pls stop harrassing women?? he gets an arc ik but like. my guy.#yes specifically s1 them #amalia: i mean. she does in fact act like a spoiled 13 yr old. but like. girl they did u kinda dirty.#eva: they also did you kinda dirty. love that your the only one just sick of everyones logic defying shit.#ruel: yk what. no notes. that is the most realistic old man ive ever seen. hes hilarious #az: this mf gets his ass in trouble every five seconds. u can tell he grew up with yugo. also according to s4 he gets bitches so XD #wu's rewatch notes #thats what im calling this #wakfu

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bunnihearted · 8 months ago

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#i feel so lonely now bc i have no one to talk to sksksk #my sisters gets mad whenever i try to talk 2 mom and she just slammed doors nd got irritated at me #nd my mom is so stressed nd in a bad mood so she just got annoyed when i tried saying smth to her #so ig i should just vent to my bestfriend beloved diary confidant thats been here for me for 5yrs<3333 #anywayyy today was rough.. i woke up w a headache after 3hrs of sleep :((#but still had to get up nd get ready nd eat boxed mashed potatoes for breakkyy 🤢🤮 (it's so gross after eating it everyday lol)#then w my hunchback nd achy stomach i went to school. it was frustrating bc ppl r so fkn rude #they bumped into me at the bus nd i had to sit like a weirdo caging my left stomach side from everyone. had to elbow some dumb fkn guy bc he #pressed his backpack into my side. so i had to basically push it away from me lol he thought i was so weird. but move tf away asshole??????#got to school nd checked myself in the mirror nd i was so pale i look like absolute garbage its annoying :((#it was next to insufferable to endure class bc my head hurt so bad (it was the worst part i think) nd i couldnt sit up straight so my back #hurt so bad too sksksks :<#but i managed to write a little but on my assignment #then i left a bit earlier bc i couldnt stand it anymore i was feeling so bad #wrnt to the library bc i had to return some books. could only carry two small ones tho so have to go back multiple times sksksk #felt soooo bad but ate some more disgusting mashed potatoes nd took a nap w an ice pack. took a migraine pill even if it upsets my stomach🤣#now a few hours later i feel better physically #buuuuuut im so miserable im not even kidding #idc if it sound pathetic or fatty but genuinely that moment w a cup of coffee nd a small chocolate treat everyday makes me feel sm better #like im not kidding!!!!! it does a lot for my peace of mind sksksk T-T #im so miserable bc i cant eat anything still im so hungry :((#and im weak. im pale. my skin's dry. it's itchy bc of malnutrition... i feel faint nd dizzy nd slow nd just not good at all #im so frustrated i hate this sm i wanna feel strong and healthy!! i dont wanna be constantly hungry. i wanna go to the gym nd go for walks #i wanna be able to sit up straight nd not get back pain!!!#i know i know it's only been 8 days since surgery and it takes time to heal i get it..... :(#but theres just too much going on and im so sick and tired of it all #mostly i just wanna be able to eat and feel strong bc i feel so weak nd i miss food so much sksksksk

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bpdbunnyy4ngel · 4 months ago

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#should i ask him #even if im scared he'll get mad at me #but i lowkey wanna die bc #idk #it has been almost a year since i told him abt my feelings and he has given me nothing #like he hadnt told me anything #but im scared that he'll get upset if i ask him... idk what to do #but also he knows i love him and if he just #did that #and then didnt tell me anything #when i even told him that im terrified of just wasking up and he has a gf and not knowing....#then i will go non contact w him #and forget he exists #it will hurt so fkn badly but idk #i cant be friends w him if he doesnt give a fuck abt me #and maybe im just making up stories now #the problem is I DONT KNOW #bc he isnt fkn talking to me or telling me anything and im scared #fuck it im just gonna ask and if he gets mad at me then i know he doestn care for me #nd i will lose someone i love so much but.#:(((((( fuck this is so terrifying i wanna die

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izzy-b-hands · 5 months ago

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Putting on last year's trans rigs stream from Drawfee before i have to get ready to go out with my mum and her bf today (bc i have the worst feeling in my gut he's gonna make that An Thing for me if given the chance today, aka whenever i eventually need the restroom while we're at Mystic)

#text post #Housemate was amazing and helped me calm down a bit before ae went to work bc my brain woke up in meltdown mode over this tbh #it sucks bc like. im excited to see my mum despite the Everything with that lmao #but im not excited for how her bf has been acting since they got here (and it's been day 1 out of 7 days)#with some outright homophobic comments while Housemate and i hosted them briefly at our house yesterday afternoon #not abt us but like. i mean. u know we're both queer so #doesn't really matter if it's abt us or not it's still fucky and makes me worry abt how he's gonna be today!!#doesn't help that he really wanted to go to Italy with her instead this summer #(despite the passive aggressive complaints from him & mum to a degree abt how expensive it was for them to come out here)#(we're ignoring the fact that a European trip would be even more expensive lmao tho i do think if they want to/can afford it they should go)#like. the Vibe from him has just been that he'll be Just Polite Enough but that he didn't want to be here #and he doesn't expect to have any fun and it's like #dude i am Trying. i and Housemate have looked up stuff to do that includes things he likes (like guns and historical weapons)#we tried making comments abt that yesterday like hey u might like this but if there's anything u have in mind already #and he was just. whatever idc but then made comments that made it clear he's not excited for anything else #like museums or the beach for sea glass hunting or the bird sanctuary or even the zoo #and all have places to rest/sit plus restrooms and food so I don't think it's a worry abt facilities thing for him #i think he's just fed up that I'm still involved in my mum's life since i moved and like #yes there's a detangling of the umbilical cord i and my past therapist were trying to eventually get my mum to cut #since cutting it myself in any attempt has had her metaphorically taping it back together #but like. it's not entirely on me here. I'm trying to set boundaries and make sure she's giving him more attention than me since he's w/her #more than i am now #i know he's upset when she helps me financially too (i offer to pay her back but she always refuses it) bc she took me aside yesterday #to give me some cash for the time with them for souvenirs/fun stuff i might not buy otherwise bc im trying to be mindful of money #aka still waiting on money my fkn job should have already paid me like. a week or more ago now #he makes her happy so even if he hates me i still care abt his frustrating ass #and i do want him to have as much fun as he can while still relaxing during the trip out here #but i feel like im gonna have to physically shake him by the shoulders screaming this before he listens #and even if he listens he probably won't believe me #sorry for the tag essay the edible hasn't kicked in yet can u guys tell lmao

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sakhafa · 1 year ago

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god i feel so absolutely garbage

#cant fucking do work bc I can’t stop thinking ab what’s happening in the world #& then I get behind on work and get upset ab that too and it’s just a vicious fkn cycle I hate it #how do I get the energy and the capacity to actually read these papers and do my research…like…ugh I feel like such a shit student.#fal7a bas a2ool enny b3mel masters…7assa enny fashla awy :(#im genuinely just so upset w myself ugh

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subdueddoll · 6 months ago

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#my mom just got like super upset....#and she started talking about how sick she is of all of this #and that she wont care anymore #so when she gets an apartment she'll move and she doesnt care what we do.....#so like ummmmm #now im super fkn anxious bc i've never though she'd actually let me end up homeless #but ig she's being pushed further and further to the breaking point so now she would #idk im even considering to contact my dad and grandma like just in case #i havent talked to my dad in years... and he's a selfish prick i doubt he'd let me live with him. but maybe if i guilt him plus tell him i #miss him and stuff. maybe my grandma would?#idk they arent exactly kind helping ppl. they'd def let me be homeless #idk im just so stressed now bc i have NO ONE #my mom is all i have #i dont have any friends or anything that would help me #so idk what to do #im so stressed now i have to like??#i just have to finish high school and apply to university and then i can get a student apartment #fuckkkk i didnt think it could get this bad?#what am i gonna do bruvvvv #🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

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straycalamities · 1 year ago

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i wanna draw but the thing is: i Think too much when i draw and so the horrors flood in

#txt #a big reason why i had a bigggg art drought for a long time #just could NOT sit and draw without upsetting things assaulting me the second i put the pen to tablet #and like within seconds id be in tears #and i think rn im just not in a good headspace after today so :(#6 day work week with max hours dude #im dying out here #and things that have been adding up for months are starting to spill over finally #rip me #x_x #my therapist suggested just do uh basically vent art but she didnt word it that way #but i forgot how to do that ?????#and would it actually help?????????#and social media's brainwashed me to only draw things worth posting?????????????#and i wouldnt wanna post something that i vent arted in my heaviest moments probably #maybe #idk maybe itd be vague and cool enough #but again idk what id draw to get the feelings out how does that work anymore #do i go back to what i did in highschool and just draw dudes fkn killing each other brutally

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imreallyloveleee · 2 years ago

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I'm probably going to rewatch a s5 episode later today for fic writing purposes and ughhhhh why am I doing this to myself

#im enjoying writing so much during this weird month where i have nothing else to do #but for some reason all I'm writing is s5 adjacent stuff?? which brings up a lot of upsetting feelings lol #this fkn show i s2g

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faebriel · 1 year ago

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something i will never not be obsessed with doing is picking apart how different characters address each other

#in dsmp fic this manifests as unpacking exactly who refers to who as family or friends or whatever #this is big in all's well that ends but also rousseau's man #tommy refers to tubbo as his brother but tubbo doesn't call him a brother in return and it's not bc he loves him any less #it's just that tommy filters a large amt of his important relationship thru a familial lens (<- in my interpretation TM)#wilbur does the same fkn thing bc guess who tommy learned it from but with more of an emphasis on lineage than the bonds themselves #for tommy he can call wilbur and techno and tubbo brothers and the fact that those three people are not each other's brother is Not His Pro #whereas wilbur is im going to put the concepts of brotherhood and countrymen and succession into a blender #niki has many friends and she calls many of them her best friends too. just bc it's best friend doesn't mean there's only one #even though each of those friendships are very different from the other #whereas for wilbur his inner circle is so small it's half cutting itself off. schlatt is still His Bestie and no one talks abt the upset to #the status quo because they're insecure! even though it shouldn't matter #i was also going to rant about ocs and nicknames but i think i may have ranted enough here ngl

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jazzi-fizz · 2 years ago

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This is in regards to people spreading that Knives translated pic where it supposedly says he’s in love with his brother 😒

Before this gets out of control, I’m gonna try and explain why we shouldn’t use Google Translate as a reliable translation tool:

It’s bad.

(I feel like I don’t need to say more on that.)

Even in school (both college and high school), they have told students to not use it as concrete translation.

I’m posting the pic below of what translated for me without Google translate. That being said, I’m sure this isn’t the most accurate translation, but it goes to show that words and phrases can be translated differently and do have different meanings. So I pray to anyone to please take this with a grain of salt until an official translation comes out for the Trigun Stampede website.

I’m just not gonna sit by and let my man Knives be slandered 😭 not after everything he’s been through. Nightow himself said he’s part of writing the script so I really doubt he would go down this route? Knives is unhealthily obsessed with getting Vash to take his side, but that does not fkn mean he’s in love with him. BIG YIKES.

#everyone who’s read the manga just knows knives loves Vash just as a brother AND THATS IT #enjoy Knives as he is until they reveal more #like Nightow is helping in writing the script & I REALLY FKN DOUBT HE WILL GO THIS ROUTE #like how problematic would that be?!?!#i just don’t see it happening #i needed to get this off my chest #millions knives #twitter is insane and I’m tired of it #Japanese speakers give us ur input cuz this is a mess #IM SO UPSET #trigun stampede official website #trigun stampede #knives #i hope I don’t regret posting this

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bunnihearted · 4 months ago

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i just find it kinda interesting how i get plenty of mean anons when i simply vent abt being in love w someone who's w someone else???? i've never gotten as many weird condescending and mean asks as i have venting abt this situation..... like honestly that is kinda fkn weird 💀 esp since it's one of the most normal things in life and like idk i just think it's weird that ppl see me sad abt having love for someone that cant go anywhere more and ppl are like "omfg i cant take this i have to be cruel to this stranger i dont even know just bc they're sad abt being unhappily in love". like fr wtf is wrong w some ppl... how is this anyone's business... 💀

#and like i know not all anons are the same person #but like if one is who i think it is...#why tf would i want u or like u when you're fkn mean cruel and demanding like use your head to think... 💀#idk i just think this is very very weird #i've vented and cried and whined abt so many things but i never get any anons #and like 2yrs ago i complained everyday abt my unrequited crush on my physical therapist and no one said anything #now all of a sudden i get more mean anons than i've evr gotten just bc im fkn sad bc the person i love choose someone else???????#like i dont know im just a bit flabbergasted abt this bc it is actually so weird #and honestly it's just making me even more sad and upset bc the safe space i had hoped for and wanted to nurture cant be done so #people are awful and i just dont feel any hope of being lucky enough to meet someone like that again </3 #genuinely i've never gotten this many weird or condescending or mean anons #and its like wow im fkn in pain and heartbroken and sad and that is smth normal and smth #manyyyyy ppl got thru and some ppl see it and get... irritated and need to be mean to me???#like what kind of person are u to be like that....... 😐#bro this is my blog and the only place i have to help me deal with things #what the fuck is wrong with u to take things i say that dont concern u personally #its none of your business that i dont have emotional intelligence bc i havent asked u to be in my life so....????

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biioniic-biiohazard · 2 years ago

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GIGGLES LOUDLY I GOT THE CD I GOT IT I GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHEH YAAYYYYY <333

#im SOOOOOO fucking excited u guys have no damn idea #this and getting money for other shit later and all the gift cards n stuff #ANDDDDD HAVING MOTIVATION TO WORK ON MY WEBSITE AGAIN??????????????#*AND* SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO POSTING ABOUT WHEN I UPDATE IT???? OUGHHHHH #AND ANDNNDDDDD ANJDNDDD!!!!!! IM LISTENING TO MY FAV ALBUM RN ????? RAHYHHHHH I LOVE HARDCORE RAVE MUSIC FUCKING EATS IT #im veryt silly and very stimmy and im full of pasta and very happy rn <333 #a few small bumps n stuff today but im sure everything will be okay #peace n love to the fkn universe or whatever cuz I WIN IM NOT FUCKED UP TODAY IM NORMAL WOOOOOHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #rhgfsdjkjdfauihguiHUJKHFVJKDKHFNJKEEHHEHEHERHERH SORRY SORRY FOR TAG RAMBLING I DO IT WAYYYYY TOO MUCH #but like im geneuinyl so fkn happy about some stuff minus itty bitty issues but i can work those out later #and tmrw is crimmis and...i have a feeling i might be getting more figures to show off soon <3 asked for tons of sonico n touhou things #dunno why those two but i think its just the autism kicking in #very VERY excited #bit upset we didnt celebrate it on the solstice this year like usual but mom was busy #OH WELL closing up the tag rant now #proxxtalx #also if anyone read this to the end TYSM ILY MWAH MWAH THANX 4 LISTENING U GET A COOKIE

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chaoticfandomthot · 2 years ago

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I want to try writing a sex scene and posting it on ao3 but my ex follows my ao3 and reads all that I post and tells me about it and since we still live together until july I would have to face the reaction of reading the filthiest smut that came from my brain and idk if im strong enough

#idk his handle so i cant even block him #if you can block people on ao3 #im so upset about it #my writing is very personal and i dont like knowing he can read it #sometimes knowing that influences how i write #like its fine if you read but bitch dont fkn tell me #be like everyone and comment under a usename i wont recognize #dont face me and tell me face to face hey i read that heavily self insert fic #its my trauma fuck you #this is my escapism i dont need you here #i dont want you here #im so fkn angry #venting #aiden originals

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2811y · 4 months ago

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#here i am to rant again!#so my home has some plumbing issues #so we got a plumber in today to sus it out #essentially told us that he cant do anything and our best bet is to literally renovate the entire bathroom :')#which is gonna cost anywhere from 20k-40k #which is like. not achievable for us rn #we're a 9 person household w not a lot of income #its just really unfortunate circumstances rn i wish i could just win the lottery or smth #or i go on tinder and find a bunch of cute tradies who'd be willing to do the work for us and as payment i can blow them or smth #im kidding but like. am i? cos id do it!#on top of the actual issues going on #my ex and i recently admitted that we still love each other #and now this mf has gone radio silent on me :')#'hey i still love u and i wrote this song for u all abt how im so upset that i lost u'#'but now im gonna basically ghost u'#oh! sick! thanks so much!#u fkn dickhead #GOOOOODDDDD this is so fucking frustrating #delete later

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izzy-b-hands · 2 years ago

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I was watching this absolutely horrible pretentious French film earlier (yes i had to pay to rent it, no i did not manage to finish it, and yes the supposedly at least interesting to watch per the reviews softcore/nearly softcore was exactly as bad as you're imagining lmaoooo)

However, it did give a lovely NSFW scenario I'd love to pull in for a Steddyhands fic:

One carriage, but one of the bigger ones with a bench on each side of the carriage interior. Stede on one side, Izzy on his cock, Ed sitting on the other bench jacking himself off while telling Izzy when and where to touch himself and when he can come

I need to stress this was one of maybe two actually interesting scenes in the film, but even at that making it Steddyhands will be a massive improvement on it I think

#text post #like...it was so disappointing it had potential to be sort of gothically sexy bc they're all hiding in the woods due to some political shit #and instead no the most boring assholeish ppl imaginable spending more time talking abt how they had so much better knowledge abt sex #compared to others #they spent more time talking abt it than actually fucking of any sort and supposedly this movie was racy enough to upset ppl #and im over here like uh. i guess?? it's definitely not everyone's cup of tea but idk abt 'racy' or 'exciting'#barely call it 'a film' and that's fkn generous in my opinion

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