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have some more (ft. 2 homeless (rich) men)
every morning i wake up and refresh toshiro's tag in hopes of new (lai)shuro content
#i have so many toshiro images#im not even going to try with laios' armor#can you even eat yokai#senshi would find a way i trust#due to lack of shuro fics i must now spend the time i usually spend reading fanfics on drawing#god i need a fic where toshiro takes laios (or squad) to the east for funky chaos (eat yokai)#im so close to doing it myself#im so bad at drawing tachi im going to cry#im sorry shuro my sword skills arent there yet#can you tell i just gave up on the leftmost big one#laishuro nation must be fed#marcille is so tiny here i wont even tag her#(aka frog marcille)#the drunk besties#chilchuck#namari#shuro#シュロ#toshiro nakamoto#laios touden#ライオス#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#ダンジョン飯#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#i did not just see gale of ballsdeep as a tag#bg3#akiyama shun
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Since I'm almost done working on em here's my demolition lovers costumes so far!
I started this in like mid/late March I believe
This is my first time doing beading ever, I probably should have started with something smaller or even tested on some scrap but I am nothing if not stupidly ambitious.
I wanna say this is roughly 14hours of work so far, I still want to add more to the dress and possibly make some accessories, we will see what I can get done by Saturday lol
#goin to the helena church Saturday for ghouls day out :]#i had this idea for so long i cant believe im actually doing it#i wanted to talk abt it SO BADLY but i didn't want someone to steal the idea and finish before me lol#i started with the dress and i can absolutely tell so im gonna go back over some parts#id show the side/back of the dress more but i cant close it properly in the back by myself lol#mcr#my chemical romance#demolition lovers#demolition lovers cosplay#my posts
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I know I'm made of clay that's worn / blinded by imperfect form (creature - half•alive)
a drawing i did a few days ago that im extremely proud of. its about nonhumanity of course, about how a person is not their body, but how they see themselves. it represents my three kintypes: dragon, enderman and unicorn, and how phantom shifts can make them overlap sometimes over my physical body.
edit - i based my drawing on this one by @mossymenagerieart! go look at his art its really cool
#this is as close as im gonna get to ever doing a face reveal btw#like the being on the drawing? thats me :D i used a photo of myself as a reference (so please be nice about it)#alterhuman#otherkin#nonhuman#therian#theriomythic#dragonkin#endermankin#unicornkin#traditional art#talons art#whispers of the dragon
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Eta on the YouTube video? No rush, just exchange
im gonna be honest man please do not count on me here lmao. my follow through rate for these projects is like 5%. real ones remember gourdquest and other related failed projects i came close to the sun on. if i succeed it will be huge for me on a genuine personal level and it will be the first time i've finished a creative project at all in years but if i do not. neither you nor me should be surprised
#lichens#yeahhh not gonna lie#the reason ive never added like a ko-fi or anything to this blog is because i see my dim reflection in a million failed internet projects#i almost added a ko-fi once and actually got a couple donations but i refunded them and closed it because i was like. no. this wont work#my dream job would indeed be to be a youtube essayist that talks about plant topics#but im at my most reliable as like. a capitalism worker clocking in and out at a set time at the work location lol#this is also why i have not gone back to grad school yet lmao like i just do not trust myself not to deviate from the set topic#also im starting my EMT classes and jobs very very very soon so i was trying to get it done before that but as the time comes i go o. oh no
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Fanart for @honeydots Fire Emblem fanfic. I've been using it as a reason to fluke out of social interactions for the last two weeks and boy oh boy I will continue to do so >:)
#But jokes aside I love the fic#Some of Takumis monologues hit a bit TOO close to home#I have like 2k words left to read and I find myself a tad hesitant to do so because then it would be OVER and who's gonna save me from bein#ugh#SOCIAL#with my FRIENDS#then huh??#anyway#forrest admission to being bullied to Leo made me tear uuuup im not jooooking and that was the moment I decided I needed to draw fanart#I've read so much fanfic in my life but this is the first time I actually drew something for it#so feel special I guess?#thank you for writing this wonderful fic#have the praise from another long fic writer because gurl I KNOW how difficult it is trust me#i KNOW#fire emblem#fire emblem fates#fire emblem leo#fire emblem takumi#leokumi#ao3 fanfic#fanart#my art
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sketched out all the human partners!!!
#cassette beasts#kayleigh cassette beasts#eugene cassette beasts#meredith cassette beasts#felix cassette beasts#viola cassette beasts#no b@rkly im sorry i did these all at once and its 4am at the time of writing 😭#i realized ive never rlly drawn these guys before!#ive stared at them intensely while recreating the portrait styles#and ive drawn like. 2 of them from the shoulders up#but like#ive never sat down and tried to learn their designs#long story short i have a silly animatic idea#idk if ill actually do it#but it involves these five#and i didnt wanna throw myself into drawing it without at least kind of having a grasp on drawing these guys#so here they are :DD#anyways im queuing this#bc as i said#it is 4am#and no one's gonna see it#meredith turned out the best i think. her bottom left portrait is probably my favorite out of these drawings#violas top left portrait is a close second#edit: i hit post. whatever
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ARE YOU FOR FUCKING REAL
#thinking out loud 🏵️#honkai star rail#WE WERE SO CLOSE#OH MY GOD#ARE YOU KIDDING ME#IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF#WE COULDVE HAD IT ALL#GODODOHSGIOOHIDSFHIDSFOHSDFIJODSFHIO#IM GOING TO BASH MY HEAD INTO THE WALL#before anyone comes after me. if you want. i will write a whole ass essay on how stellaron hunter sunday works.#i will do it.#LIKE HEAR ME OUTUTUTUT#yes ae sunday also works BUT THE POTENTIAL OF SH SUNDAY#IM GOING TO CLAW MY EYES OUT#INHALE EXHALES
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east asia 1/4: korea
#hetalia#tiart#hws korea#aph korea#hanbok#east asia series#<- my name for the painting series im doing. posting one by one to encourage myself to finish#ngl this painting i am NOT happy with but im closing my eyes and tossing it out there so i cant obsess over how much i hate it#painting
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uh oh guys, hot take alert:
i think revali may have invented hand held aerial archery HEAR ME OUT- (this is a long one boys)
okay. evidence one: why the fuck would a rito shoot like that. like, it makes nearly zero sense, it would be such a hindrance to their flight and their main stake is that they can be higher than you can shoot whilst still pinging you... which revali has overcome with his gale
evidence two: tulin and the concept arts. obviously rito style archery would be held in their talons. before totk came out idk if anyone had really thought about it too much, but the developers had, as you can see in concept art (from the creating a champion book). and like, its logical, powerful, and allows for peak maneuverability. also, when in flight revali (and teba) holds his bow in his talons before switching to his wings. surely its easier to keep it in your wing (obvi ignoring the effects to flight but hes doing that anyway firing the damn thing) rather than switch back and forth- unless you were taught that way, because why would you hold it elsewhere, you need it in your talons to shoot.
evidence three: we dont see any other rito do it (...kind of). throughout botw and totk, we never see another rito flying with a bow in their hands. in totk, its mostly tulin, who holds it in his talons, but in botw the big one is teba. during the medoh quest, he actually gives *link* his bow, and therefore does no shooting in the sky. teba and harth had both tried to take on medoh before, but we never see this, and while they holds their bows in their hands *on the ground,* we dont see it.
...except for aoc (uh, spoilers?). there are two times we see a rito other than revali hold their bow in their hand for aerial archery. but it is not with any rito soldiers, either during cutscenes (the bows are only on their backs) or gameplay (they swoop down, and then hand hold bows on ground. they arent seen flying at all but thats prolly for the same reasons as botw: its very hard to code that (and so they write the lore around that fact)). the first time we actually see another rito do this, we dont see it. Its teba, as he comes thru the portal, but all we see is the arrow shot, and then him freeze frame with the bow in one wing. we dont see the bow in his hand for the rest of the fight. the second time we actually see him fighting like this, it *is* in the air, but its noticeably different to revali.
hes a lot slower, it clearly takes a LOT more effort to shoot the bow, and he only pulls off one arrow at a time. its canon that revalis bow is heavier/harder to draw, and he manages to effortlessly stream arrows whilst fucking floating midair. i think teba, forever a revali fanboy, heard of how the champion mastered his own style of archery and sought to teach himself, but lacked one key thing: revalis mastery of wind.
evidence three point five: revali could easily use his powers to hold him in the air longer/slow his descent long enough for him to fire his shots. it makes sense, really. if he can use his gale to propel him, he can sit on the updraft for a hot sec, or even curve the path to carry him along while he lines up the shot. this would mean he wouldnt need to flap as much as other rito, who would obviously need to keep flying
evidence four: revalis fighting style and his needs. revali works with non rito, obviously. he needs to be able to communicate with them on the battlefield, and they wont understand the muffled chirps if he holds his string in his beak, so he needs his mouth free to speak hylian. also, revalis main tactic is fly up with gale, shoot, fall, either shoot more or use velocity and weight to knock around opponents, and then fly back up. he often needs both feet planted firmly on the ground to get a good hold of his gale, something that is harder to do if you have a bow in the way.
also, take for example the kick he delivers link in their fight (aoc). that would possibly damage the bow, or give the opponent a chance to grab his weapon, if he held it in his talons. and to switch from feet to back is a risky maneuver during freefall, and could lose precious seconds, and then when you get back in the air you need to get it off your back again. its much easier to keep the bow loosely in your wing the whole time, meaning your free to attack melee, land and rise all while not wasting a single moment getting your next shot lined up.
so yeah, i think the rito used the talon grip for aerial archery, and would often use the hand held method on the ground for a variety of reasons (more powerful shots?, easier in some situations like hunting), but revali was perhaps the first to use hand held aerial, another reason he was one of the greatest archers ever.
#you cant fly and i cant hold a bow in my wings midair so this is the perfect middleground to#fight each other on but jokes on you i literally invented new archery to beat this flaw and im going to kick ur ass and/or teach it to you#its late rn i hope this makes sense#also from a revalink perspective its giving#idk i might go back through this in the morning and clean it up but probably not i have never done that before i always forget about it#this came to me as i was talking to myself trying to justify WHY ON EARTH rito would shoot like that when i went#“wait. have we even seen other rito do that.” and the answer was basically not it was only one other guy#important to note that 1- those two times we see teba do it hes on vah medoh which has A LOT of updrafts and wind which would make it easie#and 2- his moveset is all very close to the ground and often doesnt involve a lot of actual flying so im choosing to be selective about it#god DAYUM i love thinking about these birds#revali#teba#harth#tulin#rito#botw#totk#aoc#loz#archery stuff#hoping a certain moot sees this and gives their opinions bc i know they know archery stuff#moss' madness
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Trans? Need a Name?
i will fucking name you hmu
#“oh but a name is so personal how can you name a stranger?” I'm your fucking dad now. I'm gonna name my fucking kids and you cant stop me#if youre trans and already have a name but still want a mostly deadbeat internet dad that works too#i can send you a shitty lil digital card at the holidays it'll be great#if you want a more personalized name (i.e. not a random name that pops into my head but a name w a specific meaning theme etc)#i will do it but itll cost you like 1-5 dollars idk#i need an outlet for naming things other than pets stuffies and myself#im this close to making my middle name Sievert-Nathaniel-Russel#and thats too many fucking names for a middle name#imagine trying to get that monogrammed#it's five names in total it would be a fucking nightmare#thats why i have to name you ppl now#queer#genderqueer#genderfaun#transgender#ftm#nonbinary#transmasc#trans#lgbtqia#transfemme#trangender#transfem#genderfluid#name suggestions#naming#trans names
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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way
#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION#listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc#time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our#own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that#and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt#wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal#whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it#i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in#the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time#but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every#day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more#of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts#i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head#than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well#being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own#like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it#and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo#and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience#the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes#no offense krobus#yapping#stardew#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#this game has me by the ankles man
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im going to go insane on september 6th 2024 send tweet
#my art#drdt#drdt fanart#drdt spoilers#(does that one count??? idk)#drdt david#david chiem#danganronpa despair time#no genuinely im actually so proud of this piece i NEVERRRRR use cool colours or do perspective w hands#anyways don’t do ai art kids it’s bad for the environment and there’s so many drawing tutorials out there#quality sucks doodoo on tumblr js click 4 higher res#man david isnt even close to being one of my fav characters i just love drawing ppl losing their marbles#when i started the lineart for this i just started rewatching drdt and now im on ep 7 so. figure out how long this took from there#comparing my drdt art all the way to that teruko doodle three years back….. i never got rid of those eyelash spikes huh#proud of myself tho :3 yippee
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Completely broken (in a good way) because I flipped back to my goals page in my journal where I had written 'this is the year I leave him' and remembering how sad I was about not having done it while doing my half year review in June, thinking it wouldn't happen at all. But I did!! I did do that!!!
#moral is don't discount your goals until the year is actually over.#jesus fuck im so proud of myself IT FEELS SO GOOD#i mean it sucks but in the best way possible!!!! if you're seeing this and you're stuck in unfavorable conditions#i hug you so close and i press my heart to your heart. you got this you can do it!!! we can live a better life!!!
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just finished malevolent relisten. needless to say the obsession has been rekindled tenfold its previous magnitude
#im so fucking isnane about this podcast#ok notable reactions:#john.. Oh my god. It’s so insane to go back and hear how much he’s changed in the way he talks and reasons and treats arthur#i love you john doe malevolent#fav trans allegory ever!!!!!#definitely relate to him a normal amount (liar voice)#and then. S2. I really need to make that animatic with lonesome dreams#godddd i forgot how painful the ep18 divorce was#and then!!!! the canna mentions helping noel escape!!! completely forgot about that part#s3. oh my god. absolute fav season. soooo many crazy moments.#like coda??? “You want him back.” “I want him safe.” You want him baaack.” “I want him back”#KAYNE I FUCKING HATE THAT RAT BASTARD.NEED TO BASH HIS HEAD IN WITH A ROCK BUT HES A FREAK AND HED ENJOY IT SO I CANT#piece od shit#and then 23/24??????? arthur’s happy cry-laugh???? dead#part 25. “I killed myself. For a voice in my head. Do you know how mad that sounds?” what if IIII killed myself#26. god. Then 27. And 28. Literally my fav season ever#followed closely by s4#ohhhh my god i forgot how hot the butcher is like genuinely#i completely forgot prelude somehow???? giggling kicking my feet twirling my hair the whole time#i need to be this homicidal gay irishman hes so hot oh my god#the 29 divorce. with the movie lmaoo#i need to draw them going on a night out and seeing a movie and getting dinner and drinks and dancing and (gets shot)#gooddddd i remember listening to 31 for the first time and being so fucking confused#PART 33. HIT ME RIGHT IN THE EMOTIONS. OH MY GOD. BELLA SALTZMAN I COULD’VE TREATED YOU SO MUCH BETTER#34….. i can’t speak about 34 without barking and howling like a rabid dog#dog. Is that a butcher refere(gets shot for the third time)#NOELLLLLL MY DARLING WIFE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#this has just inspired me to keep writing hofth with ella tbh#lowkey don’t even get the obsession with oscar tho i can’t be talking#to each their own or whatever
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i just think itd b cool to wake up to someone shushing me n telling me to go back to sleep while they fuck me ://
#except i know its cool i just wnt it to happen again#bc it was cute#n when im all sleepy brained n confused its nice to hav someone tellin me wht to do#thinkin ab when it happened n they told me it was just a dream n to close my eyes again#n when i woke up in the mornin they wouldnt tell me if it was a dream or not for so long i convinced myself i dreamt it all#do u think i just crave the sleepy sex bc im half asleep n still needy#just lemme come nap w u u can do whtever u want bc i wont know if i just dreamt it or not:oooo
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“im gonna lock in this week”
*⭐️es, exercises, does generally great*
“Yay! I’ve lost, and im being consistent, great! Nothing can go wrong.”
*binges*
#4nor3xia#light as a feather#tw ana bløg#black ana#poc ana#tw 3d shit#ed ednotsheeran restriction#i just want to be thin#tw disordered thoughts#Ben and Jerry’s ice cream is good tho I don’t really blame myself#but I do#I was so close bro#Why#im locking in tomorrow guys#tw ana rant#thinspø#well technically not bc im not thin#tw 3d vent#3ating d1sorder#3d not sheeran
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