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i wanted to see what a piece would look like if i finished it in my three main mediums, pencil, ink, and watercolor (+colored pencils) >:*)
#my art#naruto#yamato#yamato tenzo#tenzō#kakashi#kakayama#image desc in alt text#okay now to talk shop. SO. i did these in the order theyre presented#which means that the pencil was done first#and by the time i got to the watercolor id drawn this same picture quite a few times#so if the quality seems to improve thats more than likely a matter of repetition and the benefit of past foresight or whatever#like yamatos shin is too small in the first picture.#and i noticeably lengthened it in following pictures. i also shortened kakashis thigh a little bit#yamatos torso looks really long but thats partially because he's slid back a little bit—his flack jacket is up high and you can see#it gapping at his shoulder#but ultimately that doesnt make the anatomical weirdness completely forgiveable so if i drew this again id do it differently probably#THAT SAID IM STILL SOOOO HAPPY WITH HOW THESE TURNED OUT#drawing the same picture over and over and over again? kind of great actually. i recommend it.#if you want to try doing this and you dont have a lightbox (u dont rlly need one) just like. take one drawing you like#and a blank sheet of paper#and tape it to a window thats getting a LOT of light#and then trace ur old drawing's bare bones (the forms. u know)#and then once you have that down. draw on top of it. or use new materials#it allows you to preserve ur previous drawing also which is great#once i was doing a commission and i realized i got the room i was drawing the characters in backwards#so i just. turned the paper around. put it against the morning window. and traced the now-mirrored image onto a new sheet of paper.#saved SO MUCH TIME LMFAO#the paper on the last picture is different and more yellow in tone so thats why the color is weird there ajxjskhfjahx#anyway happy testostone tuesday to all who celebrate 💚 love you
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Had so much fun with these!! (template by @cereovo)
commission info || ko-fi (tip jar)
#oc#original characters#city of mist#ocs#oc dialogue meme#oc meme#image id#image description#my art#digital art#candle light#bluebell littleears#peter berrydots#bluebell/peter lore is. a wip for sure lol but this meme did unintentionally help me lots in brainstorming so that was great C:#also im gonna try to do image descriptions;; ive never done em before and the time n energy to do them is often not there#but i think it'd still be good to try when i do have the time/energy for it;#i think even a small/simple one would be better than nothing (?)#and ofc i welcome anyone who reblogs with an image id for any of my art that doesn't have one already!#I keep an eye out for those so i can reblog em/add them into the alt text
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physically restraining myself from redrawing a bg n making it unnecessarily complicated n detailed
#I AM NOT DRAWING A BUNCH OF DETAILED BUILDINGS FOR A SMALL BG PIC IM NOT IM NOT#one of my nr 1 rules making the ask blog was that i was gonna half ass shit more#so that id actually get shit done#i can either go complicated or detailed#if i do both ill never finish anything u_u#i should actually be going 2 bed tbh............#But! im at least working on shit for the blog again which feels great!#still have some other projects i gotta finish also.... But i have abit more wiggle room 2 also do my own shit inbtween#for now..........#until deadlines catch up with me again B)#tho hopeully i can plan out my time better n not spend like 2 or 3 months filled with anxiety B)#rambles#also semi related i am also restraining myself from making an aradia ask blog................. u dont know how tempted i am#but i also know i dont have the time for it.................................................................#but.................................................................................#i wanna
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hey so like for no reason whats your favorite form of sundrop fnaf like.............. unhinged,,, silly,,,??? like how do YOU like your sun fnaf
anon this is such an impossible question to ask me i love all forms of my boyfriend auuughh
i'd say clingy sun is my favorite sun <333 yknow when he's holding me and won't let go because he doesnt want me to leave... thats great thats GREAT. silly sun is a good runner-up though i love all the banter potential
#sunhinged is GREAT but only in small doses#in order for it to be effective he needs to be silly and positive like 99% of the time#and then when he finally snaps its like WOAH#but yeah id say the sun who is good at childcare drew me to him at first#so sun who loves kids and is good at his job im a big fan of#ask#dca fandom
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This is roughly the emotion I feel when, whenever I say I study comic art, people always follow up with "oh?? Will you be able to make a living out of that" no of course not!!!! But thats not the point let me have fun not everything needs to be a lucrative Career
#the comic market in sweden is small only a few can live of it but goddammit if im isnt in this for other stuff than money!#like i have a side job for a reason#like if id happened to make a living that would be great#but i have no illusions about this so#mio talks
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Whoecer cooked this pizza tonight deserves millions of dollars
Real rn
I love whoever they are this is the best pizza ive had in years (i usually dont eat pizza nor like it)
#or i just havent eaten in 12½ hours#that could also be constituting to tgis greatness#i csnt finish it because small stomacb and im sleepy but#its so good#id give every mutual a slice but then id have none#so archie and ryuu and gunter and unkown and uhm#white#can get slices#sorry white i forgot your name for 2 seconds#and hapi#yall are really nice#i should claridy i didnt starve myself or anything#the reason i havent ate in so long is cuz uhm#fuckin#ive been busy#715 to 215 ive had school#230 to like 530 i had prep concert (changjng clothes which took a second) getting new shoes new hair cut the whole deal#630 thru 730 i had concert#and at 830 we got home
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wrote 30k words and decided I didn't like them or the order i put them in and so started over. alright cool great thank you brain 👍👍
#ah the joys of fanfic#writing in general but since i rarely write anything but fanfic its all intrinsically tied up with the fanfic experience for me#wish i could have realized id end up unhappy with it 20k words ago#some of it will get used but the rest goes in the great gdoc trashpit with all the rest of the stuff i wrote and said naaahhh to#on the upside im feeling mildly hopeful about this attempt#god work is bad for creativity#all i wanna do when i get home is play noita and listen to naddpod#but i also like living in a building and food and my medication so#work it is#also people ive helped are now pregnant which is exciting#there will be babies that i had a very very small part in bringing into the world#a kind of funny thought for a person who does not want children personally#but anyway reset the “its been x days since saro scrapped a fanfic” clock
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watching a brutal horror movie but my neighbor has resumed stomping around in what I imagine to be shoes made of bricks so I can no longer empathize with the victim and instead im forced to imagine brutal torture carried out by yours truly
#im saying resumed bc at this point its more like there's always Thud Thud Thud with little pauses rather than the opposite#it drives me insane to an embarrassing extent#when will science discover the option to turn my goddamn hearing off this is literally the biggest dream in my life#if i was rich id fund research for this#i mean it#noise cancelling headphones my bestest friends. unforch my head is stupidly small and all headphones are slightly too big which is great for#when you're already in an irrationally pissy mood#justice for peanut sized brain people when .#misophonia representation. thats what i provide to this community#funfact about me is thinking about how sounds make me aggressive makes me think about my father which makes me more aggressive#bc he's the type of person to say “oh IM SO SORRY SHOULD I SHUT UP SHOULD I STOP BREATHING SHOULD I FUCKING KILL MYSELF HUH”#if you say like. anything to him. anything at all#this is why i love internet guilt tripping trends btw bc my automatic response is like yeah please do kill yourself thanks#wtf am i talking about rn. i forgot what the post is about. as usual. welcome to my diary
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So I'm really into genealogy and have been for a few years now and I'm blessed with being really good with names and dates etc. So in conversation I can remember like a ridiculous amount of:
Jane Doe Smith Johnson
b. 1805 Tennessee d. 1879 Missouri
Married 1828 to John Patrick Johnson. Had five children. Died of TB
Etc etc
And that's cool enough apparently but I've mostly been using it for
A. Making up bullshit but real sounding names for stuff (i.e my name is Emily Stewart, Grace Kolár, etc). The point is that they're normal sounding and varied.
B. Having a bizarre frame of reference for historical events. Like "oh [small town],[state] 1942 had [random] event happen? My 1st cousin 4x removed got married there that year, small world!"
It's so dumb, like I'll read about some historical event from my area (where I've had family in the vicinity of since the 1840s) and I'll link up the time frame in my head and be like hmm... I wonder what 3rd great aunt Helen thought about that happening next door to her church.
#anyways im haunted by my ansesters and their lives#and driven actually crazy when i hit a dead end until ive solved it#like if i dont figure out credibly who my 3rd great grandfather's parents are soon im genuinely going to lose touch I'm serious.#i realized the other day that id been 'investigateing' it since Jan 2021 DO YOU KNOW HOW DIFFERENT MY LIFE IS COMPARED TO THEN?!#and I'm not like casual.. I am multiple times a week searching the LoC as well as physical genealogical libraries for records#it lives in my brain like a tumor#he was born in 1857 in 'western' America this isn't fog of shit#its goddanm out there!#part of the obsession is because this particular ancestor is where my surname came from#he's my paternal paternal paternal grandfather.. yea... I'm just like curious as to specifically where my surname originated#sometimes especially on my mom's side I can track this shit down to a specific small european towns and I can find neat historical stuff#but this guy is just a fucking mystery#he appears in Oklahoma in the 1870s has like 15 children and then offs himself after losing money gambling#oh my god im actually ranting#and I guess it bugs me more than others because he has a very prominent newspaper trail#there are tons and tons of mentions of this guy#he has a long ass obituary but nobody ever fucking mentions where he came from other than like vague ass statements#his obituaries literally contradict each other too#I have searched everywhere for any misspelling of this guy's name#but his name is very easy to spell it's freaking William and the last name is very easy as well its a third person singular verb#ugh#anyways#ive cooled off#geneology#is interesting as fuck honestly
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I think.... over the last two days I think I've read just about every Murderbot fic on AO3 that meets all my (current) filter criteria... I'm pretty sure the only one I have left now is a 200k epic....
#halp#now what?!#*paws through my current list of prompts*#there's gotta be one here that'd make for a good place to start writing my own fic...#drawing fanart is great & all but there r Some Things that I *need* that just rn't possible for me to conceptualize in a way i can *draw*#the murderbot diaries#current filters basically include: must have MB and ART in the fic together in Some Way; no noncon; and none of my squicks#and even then there were some fics where id eye the tags and be like HMM thats definitely not my Usual but color me Intrigued#and i probably had about 20 pages to comb through but now im done and I'll probably go through them again but I'll definitely#be reading fics that just wont Hit the way i need/want them to rn#i was dumb and read them all while not logged in so idek how many ive read#ive been Spoiled by big old fandoms with Lots of canon and fanon and fic#ive forgotten what its like to be in 1) a small fandom and 2) a BOOK fandom#anyway I really wanna write but im a Scaredy Cat and i don't really have anyone to spitball with who will also enable me
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its really wild to me that i can be known as just a chill guy. or like soneone who can be generally nice and funny. its not because i have some secret dark interior its just because it felt so out of reach in my recent memory yk
#if i went back in time and told me from like. even 2 or 3 years ago that i would show up to work and make people laugh#or talk to my tumblr followers regularly or make small talk with the cashier when i buy tea#i know his ass would be like 🤨🤨#i was being told woahh yr so scary youd probably kill me if i did xyz. on a regular basis. (not out of nowhere i did fight a little lmao)#and thats nice for a little while its great to feel strong#but in the long term people dont want someone strong to fight for them they need someone to help them move the furniture#and whats wild is theres some freedoms that have been granted to me that id attribute the majority of this change to#like it was not me! i did not self improve i just got to high school and improvements happened#and now my baseline feeling is not that of Oh fuck im a weird freak and they hate me already unless im scary or useful#like bro. getting to wear headphones at school was genuinely life changing to me and i think is such a great case study#on why people need help if they ever want to improve#i can wear headphones at school -> i am no longer constantly in trouble for wearing headphones because theres no rule ->#im less overstimulated and calmer and happier -> im nicer to other people especially the authority figures that i#would have formerly expected to punish me for wearing my headphones#anyway. thanks guys i guess 👍
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Oh Boy if the naruto brain grips me as hard as it did in 2018, I really just might end up doing a trigunxnaruto crossover. Specifically with trigun characters in naruto world
Listen. I am just utterly fascinated by Naruto's world building. And if I can find a way to fit Vash (and Nai) into the Naruto world's lore in a way that is both convincing and fitting. Then fuck YEAH I wanna do it
#speculation nation#i cant make vash a tailed beast bc A: that would make me unable to have Knives as his Equal And Opposite.#even if i made knives a tailed beast they still wouldnt be mirrors. different tailed beasts means#different abilities and different power levels. + id have to get rid of existing holders of the tailed beasts.#no. vash and knives have to be something More. im thinking maybe something related to the kagura business#though i'll have to do some more lore research into it to cement the idea.#given that ive neved actually finished shippuden so i dont 100% know how that all went down#(every time i end up stopping in the great shinobi war shit. it's just So Much...)#anyways. wolfwood would be some genetically modified human turned weapon etc etc as ww goss#meryl and milly... well theyd be lovely kunoichis. milly heavily in taijutsu with big heavy weapons#while meryl. i think as a shinobi she'd be into genjutsu and/or poisons#bc shes so small she cant brute force it. she's gotta be smart about it all.#OMFG.... WHAT IF SHE LEARNED SIMILAR STUFF TO SAKURA...?? i think she'd have the smarts for it#ths chakra control for the pin-point strength... the terrifying knowledge of the human body#for both medical and assassination purposes... oh that would be so good for her.#AAAAAAA I JUST KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT OH NO.......... i just have. Thoughts on..#*ok lol#***KAGUYA. SHIT.#can u tell ive never actually watched the end of naruto lmao
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NO YOU’RE SO RIGHT ABOUT THE MAJIMA STUFF THOUGH. GOD. God forbid you speak poorly about the fandom silly guy etc etc. I rt’d one post about someone being annoyed abt majima getting an insane amount of merch (especially compared to other characters- even other PLAYABLE characters) and suddenly my TL is filled with ppl taking it as a personal attack….. like?? Settle down???
My one fear is that instead of Mine content we’re just gonna get Majima Saga 2 for yk3 and rgg will call it a day. WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO SAY ABOUT THE GUY !!! GENUINELY!!!
at this rate we’re going to have a complete record of Majima’s life from birth until modern day bc you knowww they’re never gonna let the cash cow die or retire. + god I lowkey need the 3jimas to break up Now so saejima and daigo can stand on their own again (w/out being overshadowed by Majima)…. Saejima especially… I miss the days when he felt like a character………
(I may have a lot to say on the topic) (he’s a fun character but at this rate I’m getting so sick of the fandom around him)
gen is kinda funny how when there's the Monthly Critique Of Majima post on twitter the rggtwt part of the tl is flooded with majima fans being upset. its like clockwork really LOL
as for saejima, i do miss him being solo... like he's funny with majima at times, but as wack as Y4 was i still really liked his coliseum scene, and his prison adventures in Y5 were a real treat too..
#snap chats#like you say one mild comment about majima in passing and then you have mates acting as if you burned their crops#like .. its never this serious .. also i think people have the right to be a littttttle miffed that other charas barely get anything#its starting to change with the plushies and saejima/akiyama figures so thats great but. still a way to go LOL#its just esp Lol inducing because kiryu and ichi are protagonists so it makes sense for them to get stuff#but majima is quite literally a side character that wasnt meant to have this much popularity#the concept of a chara becoming popular by accident isnt bad thats not the thing- its even cool when that happens#its just sometimes you just see people act really entitled to stuff for that character while every other chara is ignored#and then the same people acting surprised when others go 'actually ive had a bit enough of this guy'#honestly if they did another majima segment for a hypothetical yk3 id laugh. like id be a bit annoyed but id mostly laugh#cause truly what else is there. he's like a comic book character we just gotta keep making situations for him til hes 90#idk. just so funny majima's been given a sort of 'weird' protagonist status#and i say weird because he IS a protagonist but just compared to how he actually functions throughout y1-y6. lol. lmao even#like youre right in that majima's a fun character but he really is better in just small doses imo#or. at least i need people to relax on the idea of a 'majima gaiden' or making him any more prominent in the games than he is now#anyway i cant be bitter posting my dad is being funny as hell. he got us bracelets and he was like#'in our family you and i are the only ones who like these. makes us cool' and i was like 'yeah dad we're so cool'#and this old man is just 'we're so cool ☺️' LIKE PL E A S E THE EMOJI TOOK ME OUT. i love my dad. all bitterness is gone from my heart#anyways bye if rgg gives majima a saga in yk3 im gonna livestream playing that and only that#not even yk3 just the majima part 😭😭😭😭
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Rode a horse for the first time today! I would show pictures but I'm weirdly committed to concealing my appearance from Tumblr lmao.
My horse's name was Socks, and he was a spirited little chestnut. It felt surprisingly natural to be on a horse! I wasn't expecting it to be so easy and to come to me so naturally. Me and the horse got into a little groove after a while, despite how picky he was being. My mom also got kicked off by her horse! She's totally fine tho. She's ridden horses before and knows exactly what to do if a horse starts to throw you off. I also found god in the colors of the flowers! So that's good!
Felt fine until a few hours later when my ass started to hurt (I got no meat on the cheeks) and let's just say, I Was Not On My Period Before I Rode The Horse.
#saddles were not made for the cheekless#ppl think id be great at riding horses cuz im naturally fit and im almost small enough to be a jockey#but my fat sister#(not derogatory)#doesn't feel shit lmao#and she gets the big kind horses#shes also much better at swimming cuz my twig limbs do nothing#super fun i will now revolve my entire personality around horses#my posts#dragon speaks
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Y'know I will say, it is actually so much nicer having a dedicated art blog instead of shoving everything on my main. I like how easy it is for me and everyone else to see all my stuff :)!! Feels like I've been getting more visibility here too, which is awesome and thank y'all who like my art for sticking around.
#recall speaks#it gets buried too easily on main its so refreshing to just have this#espc bc i feel i can post literally anything i want on here including small silly things#i just wanted to say that to have a bit of positivity on the dashboard#and as a recc to get an art blog urself if u draw regularly! its good feels good#i only have 17 followers but im smooching u all on the head#routinely being able to get at least 5-10 notes feels great id be lucky if i got 2 on my main account
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#ok. so the guy from school i visited emailed me today like: good news! we unanimously voted to extend u an offer here#so expect the formal offer in the next week. and im like uuuugh i wanna say yes so bad#bc in the us i would have more flexibility in the program than i would in the uk#and my options in the us r either to b a big fish in a small pond at this schoolor a little fish in a big pond at the other#bc this school is underfunded and a bit isolated out in the mountains but the staff r pretty great and big egos dont seem like a big issue#but if i go to the other school its like a big well funded school. the application was like 75 dollars. fuck u and really annoying#and i mean id have to live in new jersey. so in the city with city driving and prob a more high pressure school environment#and more of a chance of dealing with big egos. but like career wise im sure it would b good. assuming i don't mentally collapse#but i mean that doesnt seem as fun as spending 5 years out in the rocky mountains#like thry have fucking moose and bears! there were deer and turkeys in town!#and my dad just sent me a video of all the spring peepers singing back home and im like 😭 bc froggies and he was like i bet u could find#frogs out in [redacted city] and im like 😭 ur right. it just seems like the better choice for my poor overtaxed brain and the project is#so cool too. i want to get the cyano species as my computer background asap. and the guy is nice and apparently super supportive#and i could probably walk to hiking trails. god. i mean i have to say yes to that. i wanna say yes so bad. send me the formal offer bro#ill fucking take it before i even hear back from the other schools lol. ugh. i hate making choices#oof i am so excited to kno where im going and plan my departure. its gonna b such a pain moving tho i pray that my mum or dad can drive#with me bc otherwise the 20hr drive by myself might kill me. thats almost as bad as my initial move out here lol. the us is so big#ugh. again choices. is this the right choice? probably one of the biggest decisions of my life. the project feels so right. cyanobacteria#my algal group of choice. and hot springs. how tf do u say to no to that? i mean. id b doing that in new jersey too but with red algae#ugh. put me out of this misery lol. also as an aside. shout out to my fucking disaster brain for not being able to focus on a single thing#my boss in a meeting: so glad to have students and staff so excited to b working on this project!! me: lady i hate that im on this project#bc im just sitting in until they can get an actual student. i just do what im told but appreciate the enthusiasm lol#ay. im so tired. i wanna see the snow and mountains. and fix my head. and get outta the desert. and listen to frogs 🐸 😌#unrelated
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