#im rambling bc i just smoked
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the best part about owning a well behaved elderly cat is she is more akin to having a chill, loving roommate that just so happens to be fuzzy and black bear shaped
#she speaks English literally#i got in the bed and she told me loudly she didnt wanna move. so i scooted into the bed and asked her#dont you wanna lay with me? come snuggle?#and her eyes lit up and shes like oh hell yes. of course!#and now shes laying on the pillow next to me like a human person. her head propped up on it and paws on me#shes so. Smiles#she for the longest time was easily agitated and had issues with her grooming bc she was struggling from diabetes#but now shes on insulin and is her old self again. shes so sweet and cute... snuggliest cat i have ever owned#but shes so independent like she wants her space sometimes and then when shes in the mood she comes to you#she would make such a good therapy cat#we spoon like a romantic couple some days it tickles me how human like she is#im rambling bc i just smoked#rambling Abt how much i love my sweet baby angel lolo#🐈⬛#honey's words
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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi pd#william wisp#vyncent sol#THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece#i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that#if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho#BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH#FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE#i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony#recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day#ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS#its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not#well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i
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just saw a commercial that reminded me of some dumb shitpost comic on here from like the early 2010s that i can never find but i swear existed
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it has been found lol
#if anyone has been on here for 11+ years and knows what i'm talking abt lmk bc i know im not crazy#it was like a comic of ariel (the little mermaid) and she turns into a human with like 10 legs/feet instead of 2#and that old dude who advises eric or whatever is like taking a drag and saying ''imagine the possibilities''#the smoking might have just been in my mind but yeah#personal ramblings
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I know I technically passed the Trigun Stargaze date but I was busy fighting demons (sane Trigun fan reactions) until night became morning
#NO BECAUSE ITS INSANE#WDYM ITS NOT JUST GONNA BE TRIGUN STAMPEDE SEASON TWO#ALSO THE SECRECY OVER MILLY HAS TO BE WORTH IT BECAUSE GOD I LOVE HER SO MUCH 😭😭😭#THE CONCEPT ART IS TO DIE FOR DAWG LIKE THE PUPPET MASTER IS SO MUCH MORE SINISTER AND IM PRAYING THAT ELENDIRA WOULD BE LIKE THE ART#I NEED THEM BOTH BACK SO MUCH 😭#also THE NEW PLANT LORE????#THERES SO MANY IMPLICATIONS BECAUSE WHAT DO YOU ACTUALLY MEAN BY TWO POWERS WITH ONE BEING ABLE TO TAKE AND ONE BEING ABLE TO BRING#AND THE FIRST ENTITY???? PLANTS BEING PROGRAMMED???????????? AND MORE ABOUT THE DIMENSION??????????????????????????#God I hope that Trigun Stargaze would be a little longer because I need to know all this#and hopefully they would go in-depth with other stuff too like the Eye of Micheal and the cities#maybe even delve into backstories of the Gung ho Guns… (puppeteer in the manga was sooooo vague bc wdym Vash knew him#like bro really came and went without any further knowledge of that)#oughhhh this is me rambling but holy smokes dude I’m going insane over this#also praying that Milly Thompson comes back 😭🙏🙏🙏#Trigun
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who the fuck smokes weed at 10:30 am on a monday
#one of these days im going to kill the people across the hall#USE EDIBLES AT LEAST I DON’T WANT TO HAVE TO SMELL IT EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY#UGH#< obligatory disclaimer bc people have misinterpreted this before. i am not morally against smoking weed i just really dislike the smell#rambling
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when both ur fav girls visit u at work (they both hangout in ur chatroom while u cam💖💖💖💖💖💖) <<<<<<<
#camming is fun bc it is anyway but my favs can come talk to me during n i love that im gonna meet them both irl one day manifesting it bc#its gonna happen idc dream would b all 3 of us hanging at the lakehouse one day tbh bc i think theyd get along too#gna make a discord with them im just ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#also one said something rly hot with her n her daddy n im a lil 🥺 bc hot theyd do that but also shes so hot n i totally would with her#...but thinking about it i think were both subs how would that go idc tbh would#sorry 4 the tangent tbh theyre both the hottest ever n would ngl i need sleep lol and to eat but need to smoke first bc neither r happening#batbaby rambles
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#lol while i was out with my cat#i saw that couple that goes out for a smoke at night#and tbh the guy is kinda good looking#but i've never thought that before and tbh i think it's just bc#as i like someone. whenever anyone has any attribute similar to that person#im like omg so attractive?? lmao.#cant even imagine that anyone could ever think that way about me tbh :/// like when u like someone and u subconsciouly search for them#anywhere u can...#but yeah i just started thinking and#i dont know i so badly wonder#what it is like to to be with a man you like#and have him call u his girlfriend. and be allowed to call him your boyfriend#and to stand infront of him and put your hands on his shoulders#and gently trace along his nose and cheekbones with your fingers#to stroke his hair and brush some strands of it away from his eyes#to kiss him on the cheek to put your arms around your waist and feel his arms around you pulling u tight to him#to kiss him on the lips to feel his body against yours.... to lie next to him and bed and fall asleep to his breathing#to get to touch his dick to jack him off to suck him off#to have him care for you and ask u questions abt your day#and listen to your rambles about the book you're reading or or or whatever#i dont know... i cant even imagine liking someone#and being allowed to touch them at all. why would anyone want me touching them#all of this is not for me. it is just smth human i look at from far away.#not smth for me to experience for myself. but i wonder i really wonder#especially when i see couples sometimes that seem like they really love eo#or tbh even if they dont. bc theyre still together#and i just wonder what all of it is like
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I understand the people who get upset that F/Os and selfships who's sources aren't cartoon or anime or similar vein based get less less attention
#fate rambles#im not one of those people i promise#honestly if you all put up with my stupid school kid crush on this idiot ninja kudos to you#i just remember seeing people talk about it in the past and never gave it much thought bc that doesnt bother me#but cartoon and anime and similar style really are the more popular things in this community#which i mean most of my fos are in that category so#realism scary sometimes i guess lol#anyways i just woke up and you all will still have to deal with my tomas brainrot#because mk1 smoke is very cute and i am going to hold his hand and kiss him on the mouth
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Looking back I think its rlly funny that 18 is considered like the Adult™ age bc it's not. You're 17 one day and 18 the next and nothings really changed. You're probably still in highschool or just starting college. You have the same annoying teenage habits or something except now everyone tells you to be an adult about it all. But you're fundamentally still a kid. Something about roses by any other name would still smell as sweet but here its used to mean that just because someone says you're an adult doesn't mean that you are. You're 18.
#this is abt how funny it is when i see someone turning their age from 17 to ''adult'' its so funny bc its like. ur literally just 18#ur still a kid. slow down.#i did start to get a little poetic abt the passage of time but im not doing that#rambles#i sit on my throne of Nearly 20 and smoke a cigar like the catty pillar#i think 18 being the legal adult age (here in the us at least) is so fucked bc it encourages predatory behaviour#of ppl whos brains arent fully developed who are in a transitional point in their lives#they made the smoking n drinking age 21. its time to maybe do that for actual legal age#or maybe 18 could be psuedo-adult age in where you gain independance but the military cant snatch u until ur 21#among other things
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i came across this post about a mom taking her severely autistic teen son into the women’s bathroom because there was no single bathroom and wow it’s such a mess. an employee was rude to them and said it wasn’t a transgender bathroom and called the police on them which is horrible of course and shouldn’t have happened and i hope the mother and son get a good settlement.
but everyone in the comment is like ‘see, transphobia harms everyone!’ like yes obviously the employee referenced trans people but other than that this scenario could have happened exactly the same way 20 years ago, when most people were not really aware of trans people. the idea that men/older boys shouldn’t be in women’s bathrooms isn’t exactly new lol.
and then some 14 year old (i imagine) in the comments is like ‘gendered bathrooms are pointless’ and a muslim woman responds that female-only bathrooms are important to her and someone tells her that her religion is a choice but being trans isn’t :/
the situation was just really interesting to me bc i have a young adult autistic brother who can’t go to the bathroom by himself, and i don’t think it would be appropriate for someone to take him to the women’s bathroom. obviously if that’s the only option available it would have to do, but i think if there’s no single bathroom available he should use the men’s, even if he’s with a female caregiver. he’s not a little kid being brought into the bathroom with his mom, he’s an adult man who happens to be disabled.
another commenter was like ‘wtf the kid is nonverbal who cares if he’s in the women’s bathroom’ as if that turns you into some sort of sexless being. i can assure everyone that it does not. idk it’s like a weird denial of disabled people as sexual beings like everyone else.
and again if i was in the bathroom and saw a disabled man with a female caregiver, i would assume that that was the best option available and obviously wouldn’t say anything to them, they’re just trying to go about their business. but the intersection of discourse here is just fascinating to me idk. like everyone just forgets about sexism and makes Everything about trans people.
#the intersection of trans stuff and islam is always interesting bc a lot of liberals are straight up delusional about islam#like refuse to criticize it ever in any way. even tho they are also ideological purists andmuslims tend to disagree with them on LGBT issue#truly just rambling to myself bc im trying not to smoke and i dont know what to do with myself
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hmm. i hate to say it but i do think my art was more creative when i was smoking weed.
#augh its such a stereotype!!!#but i look through my old sketchbooks from that time and i was just doing a lot more interesting stuff#like objectively now my art is more skilled technically for the most part but i was more experimental back then idk#sigh. if only it didnt put me into psychosis that one time.#idk i should give myself grace though bc im also more in a writing than drawing phase rn#me that smoked weed could Never have written as much as i have this year.#i actually thought i outgrew fanfiction for a bit there#and then that weird megamind phase sucked me right back in ...#mine#this is just a ramble lol
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#idk what to tag this#poll#polls#my ramblings#smell#??? im sure smell is a very popular tag on the interwebs#vanilla extract just for the meme#garlic#books#dirt n grass#bread#petrichor#smoke#autumn#laundry#lol guess im just naming the poll options now bc why not#yes i am forgetting SO MANY it only lets me add 10 i wanted to include cigarette smoke and gasoline too but nah. maybe ill do a part 2
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ur bitch gave herself a possible concussion which is actually so funny if slamming my head hard enuff against a brick wall i saw white for a sec did that bc like i have no one but myself 2 blame n it was over messing up cookies i was bakin 4 someone n that was todays final straw
#im doing v well i also opened my skin b4 all that but yeah was gna go out n just scream but turned n just immediately went 4 it#i cant tell fully tho bc already on decent amount of xanax rn n im smoking now bc my head fucking hurts now n i feel slower than b4#but fuck it we ball i also kinda might throw up so gna smoke more#i dont feel like googling concussion info rn either way thats my L n i gotta hold that but im kinda vibin now halfway until i feel like imma#throw up or cry otherwise its like hehe quiet brain#batbaby rambles
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I was cranky but then I found a rly good job listening even tho it's in Boston. Instead of hoarding potential listings and trying to apply all at once which is wicked overwhelming im just gonna apply to this one for now and honestly I'm feeling much better. Gonna grab some white claws in a bit too bc I keep forgetting just how fucking much I now hate svedka and juice
#ive always hated the way cheap vodka makes juice sweeter and more syrupy but i used to take it...now i cant#its gross and bad. im soooo close to having my addictions no longer be addictions#idk when i last smoked weed its been more than a week and i havent even cared or noticed#i havent been this sober since college and tht was just bc i had to be...being kinda sober by choice...it sounds so beautiful#im so proud of myself for making it through the last few years i literally did not think i would#but here i am and i just keep getting better everyday. just made myself cry im so happy with my progress#rambling
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if i graduate its over for you motherfuckers
#if i graduate that means ill have more time to write whatever i want#like yeah writing about some ocs is fun but i would also like to write something else#if ya kno wat im sayin#ive also gotten really into splatoon but not like lore wise#im into splatoon the way dudebros are into every fps#lets see what else#i wanna draw but my mom is next to me and drawing in front of her idk me da vergüenza#ugh can it be tomorrow already i wanna smoke some zaza#im boreeed#.-.#i havent played nss in a while but im still burnt out on it#i havent played anyother game besides taiko and splatoon actually#honestly i dont know what to do after i finish school like i was thinking of going to a temp agency and finding an office job#the dream is to work for a game company but thats just a dream and i gave up on my dreams a long time ago#its funny bc my profs would talk about the publishing world n selling their stories and im like#lol im not gonna be writing books im only in the program cuz 1. i didnt do the remedial math class bc that shit costed money and#b. i wouldve been miserable in anyother program so#if you made it this far in my tag ramble congrats#you found him: 🐀
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istg sometimes i feel like my brain decodes things in an abnormal way bc here i am seeing this whole drama surrounding taylor and im like...... what
#im genuinely wondering if im missing something#bc i have absolutely no idea who that britany is and i still dont understand how cutting her off of her life would be a political statement#like i get that she apparently supports trump but my question is... what's the political impact behind ignoring her?#then again im not from the us so im just here clearly being online for too long lmao#crazy how i only find out so much about going on there when im on social media#otherwise we have soooo much stuff to worry about here lmao#like the fact that outside everythings foggy 24/7 and the sun is sosooooSOOO RED bc of the wildfires#and theres smoke all over the country#also how it's 36°C even tho its supposed to be still winter and cold???#which is insane????????#i mean so much stuff to worry about#IM RAMBLING idk
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