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notwaitinginthecorner · 1 year ago

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I was cranky but then I found a rly good job listening even tho it's in Boston. Instead of hoarding potential listings and trying to apply all at once which is wicked overwhelming im just gonna apply to this one for now and honestly I'm feeling much better. Gonna grab some white claws in a bit too bc I keep forgetting just how fucking much I now hate svedka and juice

#ive always hated the way cheap vodka makes juice sweeter and more syrupy but i used to take it...now i cant #its gross and bad. im soooo close to having my addictions no longer be addictions #idk when i last smoked weed its been more than a week and i havent even cared or noticed #i havent been this sober since college and tht was just bc i had to be...being kinda sober by choice...it sounds so beautiful #im so proud of myself for making it through the last few years i literally did not think i would #but here i am and i just keep getting better everyday. just made myself cry im so happy with my progress #rambling

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