this is a personal speculation/headcannon of mine (it’s probably extremely ooc so i apologize in advance); but i feel like king baldwin iv would never approach his beloved or confess his love willingly. though he views this illness as a blessing from God, i feel like there’s some part of him that will not allow himself to love his s/o like any other *normal* lover. because there’s still that part of him that views himself as nothing but a battered body- carried only by weak tired bones and ruined skin and polluted blood, and you are far too precious to be burdened with his suffering. he loves you too much for that. so he loves you from afar, and contents himself at the sight of your smile, bright and laughing and innocent, his blue, blue eyes cloudy with longing. and he aches, oh, he aches. (and the worst part of this is maybe the fact that he knows it has nothing to do with his sickness this time.)
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I mentioned this briefly yesterday but basically my mom lost her little purse while walking the dogs and we’ve looked everywhere in our neighborhood and someone definitely took it bc it’s nowhere to be found. We have no way to track the location of anything in it bc she still has her phone, but the purse contained literally everything else we had. All of our money and all of my mom’s cards and important items were in it and now we have absolutely nothing. So if anyone could help us out so we can pay for food and bills and stuff while we sort this out it would really be SO appreciated like we’re just completely screwed rn 😭 Anything any of you could spare would really help us so much like we’re currently just penniless with no backup plan or anything and we used the rest of the little food we had to make dinner tonight and now we have nothing left
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having shri’iia thoughts as one does bc GUESS who’s save file completely died when the new patch came out nooo we have to replay her again 🤭 alas. just stewing on the thought of how she never got to fuck her Mistress even though she wanted to…!!!! like she was out there getting psychologically tortured and mind broken but she was just like WHY won’t you fuck me im literally doing everything for you. which is so bad for her, woman who already has an excruciatingly low self worth because she missed the mark on the standard for lolth’s children (and that’s worse than not fitting in the standard at all) by something out of her own control btw (not being born in a noble house) but she’s been recognised and blessed by her goddess, and she’s been invited to join a drow house so everything should be good right?? she should be desirable right?? finally everything is correct and well and good and the way it should be right????? but no..!! it’s not..!! and so she’s doing everything for this woman, no dignity left, literally doing anything to get her approval, to be told that she’s finally enough, and she’s finally fitting in - and she gets it sometimes, she gets ignored most times tbh and it’s just this painful excruciating stew of self loathing and insecurity that she’s in, and she’s in there for a century but the thing is she can’t even give up. it’s not in her nature to. and she’s done too much to just give up , and she’s been doing this for a long time that she can’t give up and lolth didn’t raise no quitters so she sticks by it, trying to achieve that hopeless praise. but then one day she gets dropped like nothing, everything she’s done and suffered and worked towards and sacrificed gets thrown out bc her goddess isn’t pleased with her and good luck going home btw you’re not welcome here anymore bc ur pathetic. the rug gets pulled under her feet and she’s left in this strange world that she can barely navigate in let alone speak the language and u expect her to b fine with that…?
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i really like the idea of kuroba and matsuyo becoming friends independently of karamatsu, ( kinda, she ends up going to kuroba's flower shop after he gives her one of the rose bouquets he bought from them. he still isn't aware they're friends until later on. ) they're already pretty popular with older women since they're easy to talk to, complimentary, give really good advice when it comes to taking care of plants ( or life, in general, ) and has a nice face to top it all off. matsuyo would like them for similar reasons, along with being glad that there's at least one person who can stand being around her sons. she's a little confused why they became friends with karamatsu out of all of them, though. once she gets to see them interact and how kuroba reacts to kara's passing, the reason why becomes a little clearer to her.
i also feel like after how much they tried to help out after matsuzou's hospitalization and the sextuplets' funeral preparations, matsuyo becomes fucking determined to have kuroba as an in-law because of how reliable they seem to be. plus, this could be her best bet at getting one of her sons married off. her attempts at subtly letting karamatsu know she hopes they get together and get married don't really work, though.
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i’m a little bit surprised that george is the one who seems so freaking infatuated all the time since the meetup, but at the same time i’m kinda not. george has been waiting just for this. he’s been waiting to see dream and to be with dream. whereas dream has been waiting for so much, he’s been waiting to see george, to see all of his friends, to see his fans, to be on camera, to go out to places... dream must have so much on his mind right now, whereas george mostly just has him
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