#im obbsessed with start

[zynithvoid]

I just impulse bought unnecessary things...

just a few stuffs to make some artsy crafty stuff...?

who am I?? I have shopping anxiety and I hardly ever do physical art yet I have beads n JEWELRY shit on my wishlist now wtf I'm becoming an old person who stays home and does arts and crafts all day like nobody's business

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okay besides the old part- that is kinda me- ;-;

ANYWAYS

I really really don't need another hyperfixation, i have too much shit to do this stuff

but.

If it involves glow in the dark stars, it'll be worth it, right??

right...?

[the-gay-trashmouth]

One thing watching the 42 hour long Henningverse video has got me thinking about all the animals that played on the Beverly hillbillies. Despite the show's popularity, I can't find any readily available information on any of the animal actors or what happened to them throughout the show/after it ended. I can't even find if the same monkey played skipper throughout the show. Does anyone have any resources on this? Or at least somewhere for me to start?

[icedgarlic]

thinking abt my wip

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Here's my interpretation of fairy the dog if she was closeted transfem furry Jin Ling's secret twitch streaming furgirlsona

[karakuliiii]

Binged the first two books of The Locked Tomb series and obviously gay necromancers are my new obbsession now Gonna start Nona tommorow (so no spoilers pls!!) and i swear to god if it once again ends on a cliffhanger, im gonna eat someones arm off

[that-bitch-kat3]

so as you you may or may not know i am obbsessed with data and i have been tracking my fanfiction reading for 2024 (im at a little over 5 million words read this year). anyways i’ve started putting my monthly stats with my top 3 fics from each month in my bullet journal and i would just like to thank @charmsandtealeaves @athenasparrow @wearingaberetinparis @kay-elle-cee and @marigold-hills for being over half of my top fic writers. yall are so amazing and you are so famous to me!!!

[requiolis]

Been thinking a lot about what Viola was like before starting her adventure... 🤓

One idea I have is that she was a scholar that traveled to the abandoned colony in the Dravanian hitherlands, searching old scriptures to archive. It was quite the obbsession, neglecting to care for herself in favor of adding to her hoard. Outside forces drove her away from that life, but im still thinking about it okay 🫣

[ghxstyfae]

Heart Eyes ♡ J.B Routledge × Mentally Ill Kook

Warnings: manipulation, paranoid schizophrenia, anxiety, obsessive gf, knife play, spanking, overstim, edging, NOT x reader, daddy kink, casual dominance, etc

Laufey met John B when she was snooping through the cut and probably chasing a raccoon through the forest

JJ and John B stopped her and asked her what she was doing there. It was pouring raininag out and tensions w/ the kooks and pogues are at an all time high

She was wearing a trashy y2k inspired fit, and her her was very long and sorta wavy/curly, neither of the boys recognized her

She told them she got into an argument with her now ex boyfriend Rafe (she of course used some very ***interesting*** words to describe him) and jumped out of his car, then walked into a park, found a raccoon and has been chasing it ever since

"We cant just leave her out here in the rain" "bro shes a kook? What if shes undercover" (jb and jj to eachother, whispering like idiots)

By the time the look back up for Laufey, She has caught the racoon and is now carefully(?) womanhandling it into submission.

Now shes walking back to the chateau beside JB, holding her new raccoon friend all "youre really handsome you know... could kill a girl with that smile" Just openly flirting w him, Jj laughing his ass off behind them

"Oh yeah im sure pretty girl, did you get hurt in the forest? You're bleeding" of course hes just going straight into daddy mode. She just laughs it off "The raccoon bit me when we tussled. Its okay i have antibiotics for rabies at home just in case... you single?" "Jesus fuck. Mhm"

When they got back home, JJ made himself food and John B took Laufey back to find a change of clothes.

"This hoodie'll be big on you but'll fit. You can try these pajama pants" handing her one of his few hoodies and womens pajama pants.

"Why do you have girls pants. I thought you were single" "getting jealous pretty girl?" "Yes."

And he was kinda hooked from that conversation. He knew it probably wasnt good or sane, but he liked the claim she felt she had in him after barely knowing eachother

Maybe it comes from his own traumas, but he adores feeling needed and wanted.

They clicked very quickly, not doing anything inherently romanatic or sexual for weeks/months, just flirting and a lot of clingyness.

The pogues got use to her being around, not that they rlly had a choice because she wouldnt seperate herself from JB.

I imagine very early into their friendship, she explained a bit about her history to him, and that connected them even more. He wanted to be there for her

Laufey grew up in a pretty rich household with three older siblings. Her mother passed away and her father was extremely abusive growing up. He doesn't physically abuse her or any of her siblings now, but the damage has been done.

When she was 13 she was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. At that point she was sent off to a mental institution by her father (in her eyes to "get rid of her")

She explained to Jb that they shouldnt be friends, and she would eventually hurt him, she didnt want that

He didnt care, in a nearly toxic way the didnt care if he got hurt, he wanted her selfishly.

When they finally do get together, they are 4lifers

Laufey is absolutely obbsessed w him

He likes to do little things to take care of her, especially things that help take a bit of stress off her and make her faily life easier

Like brushing her hair and doing it in the mornings, picking out her outfits, making her food and making sure she eats, making sure she takes her meds and picking up the prescriptions, etc, etc.

Some nights are really rough. Its not all sunshine and rainbows especially after Laufey had her first big breakdown while dating him.

It started when she was left alone, and she got carried away even when he came back to her, tryning his best to ground her but instead she just called her dad and guilt trapped him into sending her enough money to buy herself a house to get an apartment on the cut with, and hid herself away in it for a weekish.

Jb realized he needed to take better care of her, he became more intune with her emotions and began to know her mind better then she did.

On rougher nights he would take of her makeup, change her clothes, wash her hair, hide her pills in food, brush her teeth for her, anything she needs

He needs it too tbh. He needs the feeling of being wanted.

Following him around everywhere, on all his adventures without a care in the world for her own safety.

Even when he tells her (in his stern daddy voice) that she'd better stay home and let him go on this one alone, because it would be so unsafe for her

Laufey of course ignored all his warnings, ("you'll take care of me daddy!!") hid herself in his boat, and sneaking up behind him once they were far enough away from the harbour for him to not want to turn back.

She got herself a spanking right then and there (although she enjoyed it)

When they finally go back home in the safety of the chateau, he had come up with actual punishments for her, for whenever they'd be needed. He had learned that edging her, overstimulating her, spanking her, making her cockwarm him, all of those were just incentives to her.

Things like taking away her vibrator, or not letting her wear any of his clothes for a bit, not doing her hair for her, etc

Speaking of incentives, he also has those set for her. The list os mostly things he wouldnt usually do, that make her horny asf.

Like cutting her, biting her (hard enough to draw blood), hunting her in the woods, etc, etc

Laufey adores fighting random cunts that try to hit on JB.

He has had to pull her off of many a drunk stranger at a party before she breaks their face

She actually almost fucked up jj on a bad night where be decided to fuck around and find out

He was drunk and making some stupid quips about some pogue girls checking Jb out. Saying that they were more "his type"

.......

Didnt go well for him😭😭💀

"I swear to god Johnathan if you even think about any of those other skanks id stab them in the kidneys"

And that just turns him on

Might add more to this later, let me know how you feel about her!!

[oh-for-fic-sake-library]

A Selfish Sin

Masterlist

Summary: in which after months of conditioning vaders obbsession with a little mustafar serving girl finally comes to an end. And the offer of a life time is made will you accept your new rile, or try to deny your masters lust.

Warnings : dark fic, manipulation, obsessive vader, non con?(she doesnt realise he's mind fucked her), mind games, conditioning, power dynamics, coercion, smut, grinding, dry humping, crispy vader, this is some twisted dark shit.

A/N: basically this came from the idea of vader using the force's mental ability to coerced a crush into loving him. Not that she'd notice her lord warping her mind.

Unbeta'd because im lazy and one notes spellcheck is shit.

It was wrong. Completely wrong and unthinkable to most but he couldnt help it. He really couldnt. It was your fault, your soft skin delicate features. The expressive innocent eyes that stared at him with a doe like expression each and every day. The supple cherry red lips tinted from gloss that he shouldn't technically allow you to have; but oh how the delicate colour enhanced them as they curled around his name so respectful, so sweet. Parted and pouting naturally every time your spoke. Your curvaceous form though tall to the average man still remains full ,round and soft teasing him through your uniform, he'd have you standing at attention for him all day if he could. He craved seeing you, he wanted to adore you in the most depraved of ways. The naive little girl, and evil incarnate.

But most of all it was the way you waited on him. So iunafraid of him as opposed to the others, while most of the staff within his mustafar home avoided him like the plague, ducking into small coves in the wallsor hiding behind structural out crops, you did not. Instead flocked to him, everytime you saw him asking if there was anything you could do for him, anything he needed. Maker if only you knew the thouasnds of times he'd almost accosted you, the times he'd nearly taken advantage and dragged you towards him, locking the great doors of his halls to trap you with him.

He had fantasised about it many times, it was maddening. He'd pull you close, either by hand or the force. He'd be slow at first uttering a variation of 'there was something you can do for me little one' watching as your face lit up rosey cheeks and gasps caught in your throat. He'd tease you, toy with you peeling the layers of your uniform from you with delight, prolonging the his victory. You'd fight him at first, confused, unsure and embarrassed. Your resistance to being stripped bare is only the result of nerves and modesty that had been bred into you. He'd be sure to fuck it out of you soon enough, well for him, no other would ever see you in that sstate. If they did it'd be the last thing they ever state.

But the spft refusal would soon change as he explored you, your shy hands would ultimately drop their gaurd and lithe fingers would curl themselves into his cloak.

Thats when he'd strike, press you against the closest surface and truley enjoy you. Sate his lust, the lust youd rekindled after ten years of reprieve. It would be wild, ferocious and oh so satisfying. He'd rut and fuck you for hours, releaseing the frustration into your welcoming body. Youd be sore, bruised even but youd cry out for him as he plucked away the innocence that clung to you. He'd make you do the unthinkable,cruel and downright sickening things for him. Use you like a pricless whore. And when all said an done, and your body is forever stained with his cum? He'd drag you into another room and start all over again. Continue from room to room until there was a memory of your desperate pleading, echos of your rapture in every crevice in the fortress.

He hadnt pounced you, hadn't coiled around you and made a home between your thighs. Not yet. He had shown restraint, denying himself untill he truley deserved it. Untill he had a true victory to celebrate. But he couldnt abstain completely. In a way what he does is worse. But he doesnt care, its a kindess and cruelty. That's if you ever found out.

He marched down the familiar halls heading deeper down into the oldest parts of the building. He had no fear of being seen down in the servants wing. He'd decreed everyone was to stay in their rooms from 8pm. The thing with his mustafar staff, was that their fear of him gave him complete obedience. That was a blessing, untill it came to you. With his sweet angel his dominance felt more like a curse, because he knew all he had to do was order you to sit astride him and ride, you would eithout much hesitation. But he wanted more then blind obedience, he wanted you to need him, crave and adore him. He wanted you to love him.

His steps lead him to the end of the corridor. Your room was on the left. He paused by the door, stretching out with the force feeling your own aura. Asleep, as always. But he knew you would be, his closest followers here made sure of it. The tablets were always meticulously hidden in your food, just enough to put you under. Just enough to keep you peacfully unaware of his visits.

Not that he did much. He'd not harm you, kriff no. He was just? Preparing you. Spending time with you to help you unconsciously relax around him. Sometimes meditating beside your sleeping form, watching your dreams or wandering into your mind learning more about you, seeing your memories. Other times he'd plant little seeds of thought and watch you grasp onto them and nurture them of your own accord. His efforts paid off, he'd coaxed you into a secret infatuation of him.

In waking hours you truley belived this was of your own making, that your longing wasnt carfully constructed by him. And you ventured a step further. You thought he didnt know, that he was unaware of your slowly growing feelings. It was cute, in a sickenignly naive innocent way. A tiny thing like you, so weak and pliant. Vulnerable, the fact you thought you could hide anything from him when you served him so closely was laughable.

He almost felt sorry for you, you had such a weak mind twisted so easily. But any guilt was quickly chased away with pride, the satisfaction of holding your own mind and emotions within the palm of his hands was thrilling. He could do anything he wanted with you, and youd thank him. It was dangerous, but rewarding. But nothing will ever compare to the moment he finally invades your body. There'd be no better feeling then finally having you mewling seated on his cock and clutching at him desperately as he fucked you into depravity.

You attended him so sweetly throught opyour waking hours, always at his beck and call. Delivering the sustenance packs he had to survive on, cleaning the great hall and his own personal rooms. He even allowed you to initiate the bacta cleasnsing protocols, simply because he wanted less people within his private chambers. Youd also begun tending to his droids and personal holo tablets and tables. Making sure the mundane maintenance was taken care of, that they were all fully working, charged and updated. Freeing him to tend to important business.

Occasionally his nightly visists would take a turn. When he felt you were stressed or deserving he'd ease in some... heated thoughts, before sitting back and watching. Theyd quickly become wild fantasies that had you mewling in your sleep. Sometimes if things got to much he'd have to pull away and tend to himself, fucking his fist as he listened to your pants and gently breathy moans, the way you shifted in the bed hands tensing reaching out for something to hold on to.

It was cruel. Feeding you his lust and locking you in the fantasy, leaving you unable to wake from the fevered dream's. He'd observe you carefully. The crease in your brow, light sweat leaving your face with an almost ethereal dewy complexion. The delicate arching of your hips as you desperately sought out the sexual release. Grinding in the bed trying to cum for him. The rise and fall of your chest was always a delight to watch, your breasts giving the slightest of jiggles with every sharp stuttered moan, each mound tipped with perfet pebbled buds. The way you kicked out in reflex wax also very cute, parting your thighs in your sleep lost in sweet deviant thoughts torn between fighting his lust and inviting it.

He'd only ever watched you. Only allowed himself the sight, sound and smell of you in those moments of wanton bliss. Keeping his hands firmly to himself. Atleast untill the fantasy passed and you settled down, slow deep breaths taking hold of you and exhaustion smothering you, usually with a light frown marring your face. You very rarely succumbed to your rapture. The dream not being enough to sate you, and throw you into ecstasy.

Between these erotic dreams and watching your memories he spoke to you, low comforting words. Recounting his day or reciting memories, future battle plans anything at all, all in an effort to subconsciously associate his voice, his aura his very exsistance with the unquenchable thrist and euphoric high of your sexual desire. He wanted you to only ever think of him, want him, dampen for him! He needed you to come alive at the sight of him! The distance sound of his boots on the gloss floor, the sound of his ventilator sending your body aflame.

He wasnt entirely sure what the end game was. He just wanted you, that much he knew but it was a possessive sense. Dark, and selfish. He wanted to keep you as his doll. Something he could have beside him as a stress relief, someone to serve all of his needs, who he could twist into to always choosing him. Always needing him. He needed to be needed, worshipped. He wanted someone to covet his attention, not for personal gain or out of fear but just because they wanted him.

He wanted the control, to see the affect he had on you. And whilst all of the dark nefarious lust fueld obsession was good and all. He also enjoyed speaking freely to someone, a normal conversation even if it was one sided. He couldn't wait until he could sit with you like this when your fully awake. He can see it now, you talking away shyly to him, trying to cheer him up by telling him about your day; not that youd need to. If he has his way youd become his little shadow. Constantly behinde him all day everyday, following him around for his own amusment.

He wont have his doll on her hands and need scrubbing oil stains and blood. No. Youd be gifted books to read, or drawing materials to occupy yourself with through out the day. He might give you the odd task of polishing a piece of armour maybe even mending holes. His chest puffed up at the thought. Yes, he liked that. Your delicate hands tending to him in such a traditional way. But above all youd simply be there to entertain him with small talk and offer you feminine charms to distract him and break up his days. On demand of course.

But those scenarios were for another day, for now the only luxury he would allow himself at is a light pat to your head, a soft featherlight touch to your back as he pulled the tousled blankets over you again. Or if he was really desperates he'd ruffle your hair delicatly, lightly detangling the knots youd thrashed into them as you withered in the center of your bed crying out for him pitifully.

He took a seat beside you, not worried by how the bed dipped. You woudltn wake. The tablets were efficient, and kept you under their spell effectively. His heavy gaze roamed your form, he always felt an odd calm emitting from you. A gentle peacefull warmth that only grew, his mind ran wild as he continued basking in your presence. Growing until there was a rageing fire in his blood. The type of fire he'd thought was forever lost to him since being confined to his suit.

It was at that point he would casually begin to dip in and out of your consious. Peering into you in the most intimate of ways. He was always pleased knowing hee was he onlyone to see so much of you. It was the closest anyone had ccome to owning you. It made his excitement grow, tingling up his spine, his blood running hotter in his veins. He couldnt help it, you did so ethingmto him, awakened something he thought he'd lost a long time ago.

You gasped jolting up on to your knees, the blankets quickly falling away from your shoulders. You eyes were wide heart thundering in your chest as one hand moves to press against it. The other raking through your damp hair. Something woke you, a primal sensation. Not quite fear but shock? Panic? You couldnt put a name to the feeling. It just felt ancient and instinctive. It rattled you to your core in the strangest sense.

Your not entierly sure what happened. You didnt have a bad dream, you just felt something. And it was strong enough to pull you from sleep. The hair on the back of you neck raised, skin prickling with goosebumps. You couldnt shake the unease.

You drew a deep breath shuddering at the slow release only to falter when your ears finally stopped ringing with the loud panicked thrumming of your pulse as your heart settled somwhat. What was?... no. It cant be? You thought, beliving you were just hearing things.

But a few seconds ticked by the hissing inhales fell into the rythm you knew all to well. Lord vader was here. You cursed looking around anxiously you eyes still trying to ajusted to the dark slower then youd have liked. Seeing this the sith raise his hand, a curt wave sent the force towards the tiny bedside light flicking it on.

Suddenly the room glowed a dim orange and your lords huge mass took shape, the blinking lights clear as day. You felt yourself shrink slightly completely unsure of what the purpose of this visit was? Your sure you hadnt done anything wrong, and even if you did lord vader wasnt known for such intimate setting for punishment or dismissing via saber. Infact he used such opportunities to make a show of his power, reasserting his dominance among the staff. Not that you ever forgot just who your master was. But he liked to make sure everyone remebered the command he had over you all. It ,ept everyone inline.

"Oh god; m-my lord?" You squeaked leaning to your side, bottom slipping from your feet to the matress, tilting away from the hulking figure you somehow missed. He moved lowering his hand that had waved in the direction of your lamp lighing it.

He turned himself towards you fully, silently assesing you before rising to his full hieght taking the three steps to your bed before seating himself on the edge. You swallowed dryly, attempting not to flinch as a hand ficked towards you, a gentle pressure coaxed you backwards into the center of the bed making more room for him. And there he remained, watching you his head tilted slightly.

Feeling his eyes run over you slowly prompted you to move tugging your blankets around you consiously, feeling more and more uncomfortable as the seconds passed. What did you do? Did you stand? Or remain still? And why was he here? Had you done something? Did he need somthing? Are you in trouble?

You stretched your legs, preparing to throw them over the blankets and stand, but the once gentle pressure returned. This time restircting you. It was like a huge weight had draped over your form holding you still in the center of your bed.

Okay. So that answered that. You were to remain seated and still. Fuck. You weren't sure if that was better or worse for you.

"Is everything okay sir?" You spoke ater a few moments of silence. You were accustomed to him. Used to interacting with him on an almost daily basis. You were comfortable even! But something here was off? A shift in the tone. He felt more? You couldnt descrube it. Stern? Intense? Determined? None of these yet all at the same time. It was thrilling, but your not completely sure if yoh were mistaking adrenaline with excitment. Or dare you say mistaking lust for excitment.

Oh stars was that it? Did he know of the thoughts you harboured? The fond feelings that had grown towards him. The lust, and longing. Fuck, it that were the case he's sure to be livid with you. Maybe he was here to end you. To choke you to death personally, to assure your demise.

"S-sir? Did you need something?" You tried again, fear creeping into your voice as your mind seemed to have decided on your fate already. You were almost resigning yourself to your death. Be ause surely he was here to deliver.

"Many things; though im unsure your truly ready pet" he spoke, breaking his silence with nothing less then a confusing mix of riddle and decree. Your breath hitched in your throat as your mind latched onto the name. Your chest swelling with a strangeness. Elation and trepidation. The rest of his statment was almost lost on you as you repeated the simple word. Pet, pet. Pet? An endearment or insult your didnt care. Eitherway it made you quiver.

"Ready? My lord if my performance has lacked in any way please allow me a chance to correct it, i wont disappoint i swear to try my best to fix it;" you began speaking evenly. Professionally and politly willing yourself to calm down. It'd do no good to let yourself fall prey to those kind of thoughts. You were here to serve, and you will not let your sinfull thoughts result in disappointing your master.

"Your perfomance exeeds all my expectations. You exceed my expectations, in every task i give you" he spoke softly, wel, as soft as his mask would allow. His gaze still resti g on you. Drinking in your facial exessions. You felt yourself shift slightly, hnsure if you were relived or disappointed that his gaze had not wandered lower. Were you not desirable? Did he not find you pleasing to look at?

You cast aside the thoughts. No, of course he wouldnt onjectify yoh like that. This was no weak man with little restraint. This was lord vader for kriff sake. He'd never allow himself to be so vile and lecherous. He may be a feared brutal sith lord. But not once had yyou heard of him stoing to such atrocious lows. He was not a depraved man that preys on the fairer sex. That was left to the generals.

"I'm.. im glad to hear that. Thank you my lord" you hesitated, unused to receivei g compliments. Especially from your lord. He was not one for pleasantries. Your reward and praise was keeping your position, and life.

"I'm sure i would be able to assist you in what you need sir. If youd like for me to assist that is?" You spoke up once more, slowly relaxing. Feeljng more confident that there was no problems. Perhaps he just needed something more from you. That he wanted to add another task to your rota and had forgotten to inform you this morning?

"Belive me there is no other i would consider for this task pet. But im uncertain of burdening you with such... duty" your brows pinched together at that. He sounded so cryptic? Sure sometimes he spoke in strange riddles, but he was also a straight talker, blunt and never really hide behinde riddles when appointing tasks. All his orders were very clear. And yet what ever new task he had in kind was almost causing him to shy away from the topic? It was very unusual.

Feeling your confusion he began to elaborate a little more. It almost sounded li,e he was unsure of himself. He was? Doubting his own request? Maybe? Perhaps not.

"The position is life changing, it might be premature to ask such things of you yet. Your heart may not be in the right place, you should not have woke. An oversight on my part. Perhaps youve grown immune" he trailed off, loosingnhimself in thought. Debating his own decisions. You frowned growing more unsure. He was not himself. Was this dangerous?

"Immune? Immune to what? Sir i dont? Did something happen?" You spoke before you could register how rude you may have sounded; insubordinat even. You gasped quickly covering your mouth shaking your head in instant regret. You made to apologise for your outburst but he had spoke first.

"Id rather you not question me sweet one. Id hate to think our trust is broken and your suspicious of me. Suspicion can arguably be considered disloyalty" he hummed, not accusatory but the words were firm enough to make his slight displeasure known. You trembled, whimpering under your breath. The mix of fear, guilt, and joy was enough to make you squirm. Another pet name, another soft tease from your pord, that set you ablaze. Did he even kmpw how much you were lapping up the delicate sweetness? The whispers of what could be? It made your eyes water as shame washed over you. How dare you long for him? How dare you lust for him, even with these gentle terms of endearment you could never be enough to please this godly man.

You shuddered to think of just what he'd do should he find out about your infatuation. He wou,d make and example of you for sure. Make you pay for such disrespectful thoughts. Youd hate that. Hate for him to think you were a whore, a deviant. Itd destroy you if he every saw you as anything but a devoted loyal servant of his.

"You wouldnt want me to belive your a disloyal little thing now would you?" He coaxed, leaning forward slightly, bringing his face close to yours. Close enough for you to see the glowing of his eyes staring at you from behonde the mask. He'd crossed an invisible line and entering your personal space. Something he'd never done before now. It made you quiver.

"I assure you my lord im loyal to you i swear it; id never ever wish to think me anything less then that. Please if i could find a way to prove to you" You pleaded desperatly, tears now slowly trailing down your face. The fear and pain of him beliving you would betray him cut sharper than and blade ever could.

He shifted on the bed slightly, as if he were uncomfortable. The subtle movement almost tset you toppling forward as his weight jostled the matress. You yelped thwoing your hands out catching yourself quickly. Only to freeze when you realised youd captured his thigh. Accosting him! Fuck. You stuttered looking up at him wide eyed flushing brightly.

You scrabbled back muttering apologies but his hand snapped out, capturing your wrist, holding it to his thigh before pulling forward, and thn back making you pet the thick muscle. You squeaked embarassed but didnt dare pull away. Even after his hand left yours when you began rubbing of your own accord. Fuck this was torture. But he didnt let the odd contact intterupt the conversation.

"Not the empire? Now that is interesting" he teased, not that you realised he was toying with you. No whilst he shifted leaning back to give you metaphorical breathing room. His words drew you out of your embarassement and gasped beginning to try to correct your mistake.

"No! I-I mean yes sir. I am loyal to you;and the empire of course th-that goes without saying; im sorry" he tilted his head humming quietly as if pondering what to make of your stumbling apology. But he was grinning, he did enjoy seeing you so flustered. It was quite endearing seeing you accidentally renouce the empire in favour of him personally. He wouldnt want it any other way. You were his, and his alone.

"Thats to say? I swear I will do my absolute best to maintain any positions you see fit to allow me;" you continued still trying to dig yourself out of the hole you inadvertently landed yourself in. But you paused when he groaned. A low, hissing deep sound that was odd coming from him. Somthing youd never heard before, not once. It sent a shiver through you, it was definitely a sound youd revisit on your lonely nights.

"Do not tempt me pet. Even the strongest of men have their limits" he warned unable to drown out the loud, sensual thoughts that engulfed your mind. You clutched at his groan with both hands and desperately tried to lock it away. Far too eager to replay it in your mind the next time your fingers wandered. Fuck, he could see it! The way youd cry sweetly as your dainty fingers swirled and plucked at your clit.

And then the almost dissatisfaction when your small hands ventured lower, fingers exploring your depths in some fenzied sexual frustration. Yet he could see that it wasnt enough. Frustration crept in your own hands not bog enough to bring the fantasy to life. He felt smug, he was a large man and you new it. Your slight fingers werent thick enough, long enough or fast enough to endulge yourself. It would seem your sexual frustration was sweeter then he'd imagined. It'd only make his defiling of you much more euphoric. He will ruin you completely, drown you in a sea of ecstasy in ways youd never felt before.

It didnt help that your hand was still placed on his thigh, youd stopped moving, tried to remove it from himmand subtly pull your ha d to your own lap. But he hadnt allowed it, he commaneded a tendril of the force to hold your palm to him. He'd given in, enticed you to touch him and now you'd not retreat untill he decided to let you.

"Tempt? My lord im sorry i didnt mean to bait you. I just wanted to assure you of my loyalty; m-my willingness to do anything for you and the empire;" your excuses cut through the delicious thoughts that had enticed him images of you riding your sweet fingers longing for them to be his own.

"Anything you say? Youd do anything i ask? And thats not teasing me little one?" He uttered quietly. The voice more of a purr, an inviting unsettljng noise one that you werent sure was an entirely good thingnfor you. Afterall this was lord vader, and ilhe was an unpredictable powerful man with a mighty temper. He didnt stand fools, you were unsure if he now believed you foolish after your blunders.

"Teasing? My lord im sorry; i dont understand" your words faltered, you were at a loss. Did he not want your utter devotion? Was your unwavering obedience displeaseing? Did he want you to fight? Argue and challenge him? You knew some co,manders enjoyed the odd fight for dominance. But youd never thought your lord would be one for such futile games.

Your gaze droppeto your hand still pressed to him, slightly curled. In your embarassement and building panic youd clawed at him, digging your fingertips into the thick muscle. Your breath hitched and quickly you relaxed your trembling hand to rest delicatly on him. You squeezed your thghts together unconsciously.

Your mind was swaying to and fro. Caught in a storm of questions and answers. With the way your lord fought, and held such impossible physical strength youd almost belived him to be an android. A next generation mech that could control the force through some miraculous AI consciousness. But no. You could feel it, below your hand, squeezing the huge relaxed muscle. Flesh, flesh and blood. He truly was a man.

Your attention was pulled back to him with a jolt as his hand landed ontop of yours once more, casually directing it higher with a low chuckle. You yelped trying to pull back out of reflex but he was firm, letting your palm lingers inches from his codpjece. Youd never know but he was analysing you. Carfully monitering your reactions. The red tint to your cheeks glowed brighter, pulse fluttering erratically and lips parting, onyl to be bitten anxiously.

His other leather clad hand rose to your face, the lightest feather touch sweeping on your cheek as his hand curled around your chin and squeezed gently puckering your lips into a soft pout. He groaned when your eyes watered fear and lust overwhelming you. He could almost smell it.

"Of course you dont, your far too naive. To oblivious to your own potency. Your innocence is like a drug pet. Your something to covet, addictive. You could lead people into obsession" the words had a sting to them, a mocking accusation. It was difficult to discern if her were angry or excited. He seemed to be on. Knife edge of something, you just couldnt tellwhat he intended. All you knew was he had a determination, he had fixated on something.

"Well...You already have." He uttered tilting his hand, pivoting it at the writs to press his thumb insistently at your lips. You whined, cheeks flushing as your mouth opened to him. Accepting the full lenght of his thumb into your mouth and suckled without a thought.

He grunted, his breaths fell out of rythm for the shortest of moments as your tongue pressed to the digit. Tasting the leather. You ahdnt meant to prod him as such, but you truly coudlnt ignore the temptation. He pressed down on your tongue making you encase the thumb, curling your tongue around it.

"You say youd do anything i wished, yet im unsure if you realise how dangerous that would be for such a small sweet thing like youself" he pondered outloud pulling back frommyour mouth before he snpped and pushed you down to your knees and scull fucked you into passing out. Fuck! He doesn't even think he'd be able to stop. He'd most likely suffocate you on his cock, drown you with his cum unable to refuse his need to finish. Rut your face like a beast.

The whine you made at the loss of his thumb in yohr mouth would have broken a lesser man. He huffed still debating if now was the time to ram himself down your throat or not. Insead of completely pulling away he wiped his saturated glove over your lips, smearing your spit across them.

"I-i dont think youd hurt me my lord... not without good reason, your not the irrational sort; your anger though frightening is justified. Should i end up injured im sure it will be my own doing"you stuttered, trying to form words around the mans hand petting your face as if trying to wipe away the sordid feeling of you suckling at his finger like a little whore.

His reaction was immediate. A his damp hand snapping to your throat and squeezed before pressing you back onto the bed. He was over you in seconds, one ha d beside your head, a knee between yours. His crotch pressed threateningly into your stomach.

You gasped, mewling at the sight. This wasnt happening. It couldnt be, it was to dream like. The way he held you still, controled you with a single hand and the his weight. The press of his codpiece agaisnt your soft tummy, imprinting the bulge. Light almost unnoticeable arches of his hips pressing his cock deeper gainst you, rocking against your body as if redy to hump it like a lust fueld animal.

"Kriff! Even after a warning you still play with fire. Its the threat of being burned not enough? Your so lost in your need to please me youd forgo all reason?" He seethed to himself feeling the threads of his resolve singed, buring and snapping as the heat of his own need roared to life.

He arched into you deeper, slowly dragging his full codpiece along your soft tummy. Sighing as he did. The first feel of your body pressed against his cock was heavenly. It wasnt long before he found a soft rythm pulling and pushing along you, useing you like the fuck toy your were destined to be.

"And you dont see the danger in that? Dont feel the fear? Stupid girl! Tell me what if i told you i wanted you? No more, no less. That i want to reduce you to nothing more then my personal whore! A toy? A doll slave that will survive only to please me, your whole life becoming nothing but constantly being at my beck and call. Fucked and defiled at a moments notice!" You mewled panting, arching up to him, chaseing his gyrating hips. It sounded perfect! You wanted it, wanted to be his doll!

You couldnt form words, just odd desperat breathless cries. Trying to curl you hips high enough to grind your needy slit on him. You whined as he didnt let you. Always one to be incontrol he shifted, not letting you hump him into your own frenzy. No. He was going to make you work for it. Force your cooperation, make you swear yourself to him and only him whislt he could stillpretend you were lucid enough to make that decision. And then when you finally fell to him, when you gave yourself to him fully aware of the consequences he'd fuck you. Ruin you once and for all after he had made your new position completely clear. Because there would be no backing out, no second guessing. And no escape once you pledged yourself to him.

"This is the new position you seem so desperate for. Would you be so eager to tie yourself to me in such unbreakable bonds that you will never know whether your thoughts, dreams and desires are your own? so needy, so willing if told you of the isolation id subject you to?" His words fell from his lips, he refused to stop. Refused to pretend to be civil and act as though he wasnt a beast of a man. A predator excited to sink into your pure supple flesh. He needed it, and unquenchable thirst that had haunted him since you entered his halls.

"I want nothing more then to keep you secluded and locked away within my own rooms, never to see the light of day again;" his word took on a snarl, a possessive rage that melded into a moan as his hips rutted against you faster. Spurred on by your own whines and airy breathless moans. You arched into him, at this point not even seeking out your own end. You simply wanted to please him, to serve him as some sort of inanimate object for him to grind on. To hear him as he found his own ecstasy.

"Or drag you out and put you on display when the mood strikes. My sweet naive angel, i want to clip those wings of yours and force you to my side permanently, parade you around my home and fleet for my own twisted pleasure" his words were harsh, but his breathing was harsher. The ventilator was uneven, shorter and more pronounced intakes accompanied by almost non existant moans and grunts. His hips sped up arching almost viole tly into you, rocki gnyour on the mattress below.

"I want you beyond anything you could ever comprehend. I want to own you in the most vile depraved ways anyone could own another being." You whined, pleading wordlessly whislt tensting your stomach as you withered below him. Despite not finding your own relief, your pussy was throbbing on its own. Clenching itself into a frenzy as he vocalised his pleasure.

He monaed louder, swearing as he ran himslef over your tensed stomach. The hand beside your head laced itself into your hair, curling tightly around the locks before pulling. Pinning you to the bed. He released your throat to wander across your chest instead.

He tilted his head down drinking in the sight. Red face, eyes weeping for him. Delicate tears rolling down into your hair. Mouth open swpewing silent pleas. Begging him for more without ever uttering those desperate words. You arched, twisting yourself as if to escape him, yet he knew better. It wasnt him that had you so worked up and shy. It was the lust. The sexual desire and overwhelming need he'd ignited in you without actual touching your weeping cunt.

"What if i told you you had no choice, that its already begun. That you'll be my fuck toy, my pet, my doll and there was nothing you could do to fight it" he urged letting his words, his voice; the very voice he'd been training you to shudder to in your slumber. It was undoing you, tearing you down i to a sordid little harlot.

He pinched your hardened nipple tightly, drawing a yelp from you. A sweet high sound that was lost somewhere between pain and pleasure. He twisted pulling lightly before releasing and then plucked at it. Flicking back and forth before pjnching once more. Forcing the blood to race back and forth to the tiny defenceless bud in an effort to build you up. To push you farther into your erotic lust fueled daze.

"Tell me. Would you still be so eager to give me anything, if i told you of the ways i want to fuck you, mount you like a beast and force you to squeal and shout until your throat is raw. I know your heart, it aches for your lord. It calls me, beckons me here into this room" his voice dropped low and he stilled for a moment. Halting his powerfull hips and held them against you. Humming, scoffing as you used your feet to try and rock against him. So desperate to make him cum. To please him. He grinned below his mask.

"Calling, crying, pleading for me to come and find you. Your dreams entice me. There own sweet seduction drawing me closer and closer. The promise of rapture is too hard to bare some nights." He explained thoughtfully, decoding it'd be in his best intrest to share some of his secrects with you. Hopefully it'd take away any silly ideas of sha,e and secrecy from you. If you realized he already knew of your fantasies youd be less likely to deny him. Your embarassement wouldnt send you in the opposite direction.

"So i haunt the halls, drifting to you like a phantom. Unable to resist the sirens call. And i sit and watch, waiting. Waiting so patiently for the day my resolve snaps and i finally capture you. Wrapping you so tightly in your sheets you cannot move.And then once your trapped inside my own chamber i stike" he added echoing the thoughts he'd held so close. The reality of it all, and then his voice fpgrew darker once more. Low and thick as if he were reciting darkened lustfull forbidden incantations.

"I take and take and take, over and over untill my obsession has been saited and you are little more then an exhausted mewling, weeping, drooling mess of a woman tangled in the sheets. But i wont let you up. No, no. Once, twice, five, ten, one hundred times of fucking you wont be enough. No. Once ive lain witn you, there will be no other. No remorse, no mercy and no escape" his words painted divine pictures of rapture. Debauchrous promises, your ,ind conjured every scene in every dark sexual fantasy and novella youd ever read. It was perfectly twisted. The thought of him; your dark lord falling into the depths of such sordid love making with you sent your mind realing. It was almost too much for you to handle.

"So tell me. Do you still want to give me anything i desire?" He uttered now letting you choose. Poseing the all important question. Would you have him? Agree to be his and accept him and all of his vile depravity?

He finally relented, relaxing his hand and switch from fisting his fingers in your hair to lightly petting it, dragging his fingers through the tresses soothingly. Almost in adoration, as if he had to be gentle, despite his threats of fucking and mounting you like some unfavourable whore. He was giving you the chance to speak, to decide.

"I-i am here to serve. I am happy to assist my lord in any way i can" you warbled, your tongue felt like mush. Your thoughts muddled after such a strange yet pleasant encounter with your lord. You felt it though, the longing. A deep greed, gluttony even. You wanted more, this was a sweet taste to wet your appetite but it was jot enough. You wanted the feast, the full five stars the entire experience.

Nothing, nothing would deter you, not the threats of humiliation, degradation or rough callous words and desperate love making. If antything it ,ade you long for him even more. He was brutal, powerfull and perfect! He was everythingnyoh wanted him to be and more! You loved it, loved him. You needed him.

"Very well. Just remember pet, i gave you a choice. This is your doing.first i will steal that innonece from you on yohr own sheets; then you will drench my own" His pleased hiss was little more the. Triumphant gloating, his inched his hands dow. Once more, the lithe leathed clad Fingers clawed across you, donw further and further, closer to your molten wanting heat. Your legs fell open wider i. Anticipation. Tonight will be the beginning of your new subservience and you couldnt be happier.

[perrysglasses]

Get to know your Mutuals

ive been tagged by @hballegro :p

what's the origin of your blog title?

in middle school i was obbsessed with doodling the planet saturn in my notebooks. eventually i started using it online bc i think it's neat

otp(s) + shipname(s):

sam/al, asheiji, literati

favourite colour:

orange

song stuck in your head:

OK. theres this ethel cain cain song that somebody edited noah wyle to and i can't stop listening. it's an unnamed unknown song but i guess fans have dubbed it "football" its so beautiful

weirdest habit/trait:

i bite my nails

hobbies:

journaling, editing, shitposting about fictional charecters

if you work, what's your profession?

i used to work at a bowling alley

if you could have any job you wish, what would it be?

book store owner

something you're good at:

ive been told i do a pretty solid jfk impression

something you hate:

people who talk just to hear their own voice

something you collect:

trash. i junk journal.

something you forget:

where i put my phone

what's your love language:

quality time + words of affirmation

favourite movie/show:

movie: the matrix

show: changes every month. rn it's ER

favourite food:

calzones

favourite animal:

penguins and sometimes deer

what were you like as a child:

unsocialized

favourite subject at school:

english

least favourite subject:

math and science

what's your best character trait?

no matter what the situation is i'll probably find a way to be on your side - so loyality? i guess?

what's your worst character trait?

annoying

if you could change any detail of your life right now, what would it be?

this is a loaded question. i would probably make it so my car is fixed. idk whats wrong with it and im too afraid to find out bc ik that bill is gonna be insane

if you could travel in time, who would you like to meet?

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh stephen sondheim

im tagging @spidermanspleenless :0

[anemonet]

hi hi, hello hello sorry if you've already answered but reverse iterators au? (Saw it and started squealing, kicking my feet, twirling my hair it looks so so so cool and the vibes are immaculate)

hi hi hi!! no need to be sorry im shaking out of my skin in excitement to talk about this :DD

so i got a couple different asks about this so im doing it in categories so in this one ima talk a bit about map changes and stuff!! if you want a general explanation go to this post :))

Just as a general rundown, the idea of the reverse au is that instead of moon being accidentaly screwed over by pebbles, its moon accidentaly screwing over pebbles, and pebbles is now stuck in a half way collapsed iterator can suspended high up in the sky, moons structure is semi fine except for the mold colony in her gut!

Ok first off im just gonna drop this here

its a veerrry vauge idea of how i imagine the five pebbles region would look in this au, its also totally tailored to my region prefernces but it be like that,

quick summery is that some of pebbles legs collapsed and hes now leaning against the sky bridges by chimney He collapsed for reasons explained here and also sidenote, its not gonna be a saint era pebbles kinda deal, shaded is still moslty fine (with some smushed areas but overall whole, actully would be a bit brighter without pebbles blocking all of it) - and is instead a result of metropolis collapsing onto a side leaning pebbles, mixing the regions of five pebbles, metropolis and the exterior. This is fueled by my own love of doing jumps between pipes high up in the air, so alot of the region is gonna be that.

The area now being divided into a couple different types of terrain, with where the wall was is now still connected to chimney but with the structure leaning sideways making the parkour much harder, also im obbsessed with the idea of having a gate hang in the air so thats how the chimney entrence looks, also its the gate from top of pebbles, that fell down, so the karma requirment stays at one in both directions - both for the mechanic of making it less punishing if you die, and also because i think theres something in having the first karma being the only requirment to meet pebbles , which actully drives me crazy in normal rain world to but anyhow - also having upsidedown dens like the one on top of metropolis but flipped over would be sick. you will then find pebbles at the top of it all

Second theres collapsed metropolis which, while still similar to normal metropolis also has alot of areas like the open air pipe swinging in chimney canopy and is much more accesible, as other slugcats than artificer needs to be able to traverse the area. This area is probably the most creature infested with the scavs still hanging out (they would be able to make it back to metropolis after artificer murdered them all, seeing as the citizen drone gate is lying crushed somewhere) there would also probably be some fun funky merged structures because of how the living blocks work - i asume they try to repair and mend damages, presumebly leading to accidental merging between collapsed buildings - and then theres pebbles own guts, whith all his chambers, antigravity is overall gone, even if i think it be nice to leave less damaged areas still with wonky gravity, but overall its a crambed tunnel maze with the occacional open mega rooms, this is probably where the yellow lizards set up camp, super fun, also probably lantern mice who crawled up from shaded to the partially collapsed underhand and then up to pebbles.

other area things worth of note is that i coulnt help but sprinkle in the karma murals up by pebbles in the broken down metropolis, most of them got shattered but i think it would be ironic if the fifth (survival) karma stayed intact \/

it also raises the question of what happens to the echos, while the echo by the wall is likely hanging out, im kinda like wondering about the echo up in metropolis, the question being if the echo is tied to the specific coordinate - high up as fuck - or if it will follow the structure it resides by, the tallest tower - i dunno but well im voting for them following the place in this case (and not just because i think it would be sad to be trapped miles in the sky surrounded by nothing at all) so the echo is staying, even if the dialouge would be different.

Also for anyone curious im saying that moon in this au is resposible for the scav king, she tought it be fun to make a scav enlightened and it scampered up to pebbles, pebbles is not happy about this.

another general note is reverse pebbles is still above cloud levels and rain is not a factor in the usual areas of pebbles and metropolis, also also im banning vultures after a certain point, specificly in the worst parkour areas high up with hard jumps that totally exsists, im doing that because fuck vultures, and also because i genuinlly think they ruin the thrill of making hard jumps, i am misrable about how the priciple bridge turned out because a vulture can just fuck up a cycle. anyhow!!

Moon on the other hand is much the same, similar to spearmasters campaign but with some parts infected with the rot similar to unfortunate developments and sans the wonky gravity..mostly, also the priciple has collapsed and you cannot go between moon and pebbles

also her chambers would be much more active, with alot of overseers hanging out , not just her own but neighbor itertors also, seeing as pebbles lockdown woudlnt have happened, also there will be the semi often ERROR and red blinking messages which is from pebbles cyber attacking her, hes petty like that. Also think it be funny if she had a livefeed of different creatures in her facility grounds.

other notes would be that shoreline likely would stay as waterfront facility, the acid pits would probably still disapear, same goes for garbage wastes, but the brother long legs would not be there anymore. but thats the major changes to the map from this au, really its just to have pebbles misrable high up in a broken box unable to escape!!

I was about to go into detail about how the story route would change because of this reversal, but uh i already talked alot so ima not do that!!

so thats all i had for you, hope my confused ramblings on game levels was....semi fun, but anyhow thanks for the ask! also you wont belive how hard i fought to not have all drawings just be this kind of shot of a leaning wall, but have the one that survived!! have a great week :D

[genshinconfessions]

The Genshin fandom sometimes makes me feel homophobic because I dont care (or straight up dislike) most of the gay ships.

It took me some time to realize that actually im fine with most of these ships, its their fans that pisses me off and ruin these ships to me. Theyre so damn obbsessive and annoying that it ends up leaving a bad taste in my mouth for these ships (i know not ALL shippers are like this, but most of who i came across are).

Still, it makes me feel so weird because usually im down for Gay ships, and Genshin is the first media in a while where i dislike or arent excited for most of its gay pairings. I either dont care or like most straight ships, but i dont think i dislike any of these as much as i dislike some of the gay ones and that makes me feel so guilty.

I know this is a dumb thing to get upset over but it makes me feel guilty still, does anybody feels the same? Or anybody has something to say to make me feel better about this dumb situation?

(Btw Beinguang and Wrioney are some of the best ships, loved them from the start).

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[whotf-atemywaffles]

Betty

idk what my obbsession is w bucky rn (its august) (I write my fics in advance bc i forget otherwise lol im planned up till october)

(High School!Au)

Pairings: (Highschool!Au)Bucky Barnes xreader   (Highschool!Au)Steve Rodgersxreader

Summary: A Teenage girl reflects on her past mistakes and decides to apologize to her ex-boyfriend, Bucky, for hurting him. She faces her fears and goes to his party where she apologizes and they eventually start dating again, taking things slowly. They spend the summer together and fall in love all over again, but know they have to face the reality of going back to school.

“Bucky, I won't make assumptions about why you changed your homeroom during the school year, but i think it's because of me” you sighed after speaking to yourself in the mirror, it was summer now..

How could you fix what happened? What do you say? what would he say when he sees your face again? would he tell you to go and fuck yourself? you stayed silent, looking in the mirror, trying to find the words for an apology, “Bucky, one time i was riding on my skateboard when i passed your house, and it felt like i couldn't breathe'' No that's stuipid. he had heard the rumors from Tony, usually you can't believe a word he says, but this time, this time it was true. as you stared at yourself you couldn't help but try not to look yourself in the eye, you had hurt Bucky, deeply. You took a deep breath and tried to calm your nerves. You knew you had to face Bucky and apologize for what happened, even if it meant getting rejected. You couldn't keep avoiding him forever. It was time to face the music and hope for the best. What was the worst possible outcome? What if you told him it was just a summer Fling? You're only 17, none of you know anything, except you, you knew that you missed him.

Where did it all go wrong? Was it when his favorite song was playing from the farside of the gym, during the school semi-formal? and you were nowhere to be found because you saw him start to dance with a blonde girl from your calculus class? Or was it when you saw him at the party, and he was making out with someone else? It didn't matter now. What mattered was that you needed to talk to him and apologize. You couldn't let your pride get in the way of that. You took a deep breath, grabbed your skateboard, and headed to his house. It was time to face the music and hope for the best.

it was Late, and a friday night…when you got there bucky had been throwing a party, would he let you in? Or tell you to go fuck yourself? would he even want to see your face again? as you walked closer to his house steve drove passed you, he said “Hey, Y/N Need a ride?” smiling “Sure” you had replied not thinking about it even though Steve had been part of the reason you were in this position. Steve unlocked his car door and told you to get in. we drove, into the summer sunset, days turned to nights as you slept next to him, but dreaming of bucky. Eventually after you got back from your little getaway with Steve you started to walk to Bucky's house again once again. It was a Friday night…there was a party.

As you approached the party at Bucky's house, you could hear the music pumping and laughter coming from inside. Your heart raced as you knocked on the door, not knowing what to expect. When Bucky opened the door and saw you standing there, would he tell you to go fuck yourself? Lead you to the garden? Kiss you in front of all his stupid friends?

You took a deep breath and tried to steady your nerves as Bucky opened the door. His eyes widened in surprise at the sight of you, but before he could say anything, you spoke up. "Bucky, I know I hurt you and I'm so sorry. Can we talk?" He hesitated for a moment, but eventually nodded and led you to a quieter area of the party.

Yeah, I showed up at your party. Would he have you? Will he love you? Will he kiss you on the porch In front of all his stupid friends? If he kissed you, will it be just like you dreamed of? Will it patch your broken wings? I'm only 17, I don't know anything But I know I miss you

You explained everything to him, how you were a stupid teenager who didn't know what she had until it was gone. Bucky listened to you intently, his eyes never leaving your face. When you finished, there was a long silence between you two, standing in your cardigan. You feared the worst, that he wasn't going to forgive you. But then he spoke up, "Y/N, I forgive you. I've missed you so much." You felt tears prick your eyes as you hugged him tightly, relieved that he was willing to give you a second chance.

a week later you decided to start dating again yet taking things slowly You spent every moment that you could with Bucky, trying to make up for lost time. You went on long walks, visited museums, and saw movies together. It felt like you were falling in love all over again. As the summer drew to a close, you both knew that you had to face the reality of going back to school.

A/N Buckys POV coming next week!!!

[thatguylucass]

Lore on ppl or events that were very important to u ? I will say mine I had a friend who used to send me pictures if there pet chamlion but one day they got grounded and we have not speak for 3 months :c

Here’s a drawing of an RP im doing where @toxicundernet got married to Dust!Sans and have a daughter names Bane (Like bane of my existence) (Dont ask about the rp too much)

Just a cute lil art before i drop heavy lore:

On People:

have someone who is very important to me, someone that i would die for (Like in an obbsessive wierd wierd way guy you dont understand) Let’s call them Oats, We have been friend since like 2011 and its all been online.

I have never meet him in person, or been anywhere near them, and even though he Lives in another country compared to me, he makes me happy. Hes caribg, sweet and we have still so much in common.

Why do i say i am obssed? Oh its cuz i am, as we are now adults commonly i cant talk to them as often as i would like this caused me to write about them and draw about them non stop, and I worry that this is an obsession that could turn sick or horrible, so i force myself to not pass a line, Idk why im like this

Guess im clingy but im glad we have never had any problems in our friendship, well expect for me crying about my ex’s lol (My love history is horrible)

On Events

I have had the same nightmare since I was nine, It was in a small room in my dead grandmothers house. It’s a repetition on a traumatic event that happened.

Idk if its important event but i like to call it the start of where it all went wrong, but i do think about it constantly thanks to the nughtmares, Wonder if i would ever let it go lol

[delulu-enough-for-you]

Hello:))

I requested Ur newest newt fic AND WHEN I SAY I AM OBBSESSED- omg but I noticed that u said u might do a part two and I was wondering if you would do one?? Maybye where they listen to them at the bonfire?? Obviously not the Lana del Rey one (I would sob) but more high energy? Maybye ABBA or something (idk I'm bad when it comes to stuff like this lol) but anyways I hope Ur having a good day/night<3

Im so glad you liked it 🥹🩷 and yes! That sounds amazing! Enjoy!!

⚠️ Warnings: Y/N used, no gender specified, physical touch, music doesn't belong to me, underage drinking (honestly I dont know whats in gallys drink 🤷‍♀️)

The song is Voulez-vous by ABBA 💕

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- Y/Ns POV -

The fire crackled and popped as ABBA played through the speakers. Ever since the records have come up in the Box, everyone seemed more relaxed and happy. Alby and Gally had taken my advice and started throwing parties so everyone could enjoy the music. I'm glad they listened to me, because all they boys seemed to be having an amazing time! I was swaying to the music, talking to Chuck and laughing at the others dancing.

𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛

𝑉𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑧 - 𝑣𝑜𝑢𝑠

𝑇𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑜𝑟 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑡

𝑁𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝑡

𝑁𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑, 𝑛𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑠

- Newts POV -

I was sitting on a log, holding some of Gally's drink and talking to Minho and Alby. "Man, are you listening?" Minho asked, snapping his fingers in front of my face. "Yeah, I'm fine, why?" I tore my gaze away from Y/N and looked at Minho's glaring face. "Dude. You're totally staring at Y/N. For god's sake, just go talk to them!" I just frowned at Minho and looked back at Y/N. They were clearly having fun dancing with Chuck, but several other boys were trying to dance with them too. I glared, upset that other boys were giving Y/N attention. Alby and Minho followed my gaze. "Um, dude?" Alby asked. "Are you sure you're okay?" "I'M FINE!" I shouted, causing several people, including Y/N, to look over at me. All I could do was smile and turn back around, facing Alby and Minho once again.

𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘

"𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝑏𝑢𝑖𝑠𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎 𝑑𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑘"

𝐿𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑑

𝐼 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒, 𝑝𝑢𝑠h𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑜𝑤𝑑

I couldn't stand this. I stood up, wincing at my leg a little, and made my way over to Y/N. They looked at me, confused, as I grabbed them and started to dance to the beat. Several of the boys saw this and finally left Y/N alone. Y/N smiled at me, laughing and moving to the music.

𝐼'𝑚 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑔𝑙𝑎𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒

𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑠, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑎𝑚𝑒

𝑀𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑒

𝑊𝑒'𝑣𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒

𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑒'𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒

𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛

Y/N pulled me in and placed their lips on mine. Was this real? I blushed before pulling them back in for another kiss.

𝑉𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑧 - 𝑣𝑜𝑢𝑠

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I hope you enjoyed 😌

Have a lovely day 🫶

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[mads-is-a-bit-strange]

NEW FIXATION ALERT!!

alr guys my continue watching on Disney+ started to get a lil bit ~boring~

so.....i started watching Craig of the Creek and i fucking love it. like as im writing this, im literally watching se 1 ep 14.

so yeah im extremly obbsessed, and i cant stop watching it.

i will update u guys whenever i get a new fixation :D have a good day pookies :3