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Bigender Hershel layton. His afro phase was entirely to play around with androgyny in a socially acceptable enough manner so as to not draw any suspicions. She figures out she's also a woman sometime in the year between uf and nwos so she probably spends like half of nwos trying to figure out when would be a good time to come out lol. She ends up using two names, Hershel and Hera-Lee, and she doesn't have much of a preference in general HOWEVER it has to match her expression. If she's wearing a dress, call her Hera and use she/her. If he's wearing his normal outfit, call him Hershel and use he/him (projecting big time here)
Agender luke but he's pretty apathetic about pronouns and shit. He does care if one tries to deny his ability to do/have something because "oh but you're a young boy you have to play with model trains not dolls" they hate that shit
Alfendi and Hilda are t4t i am correct
Lucy is also trans. Idk why, I just get those vibes from her
Genderfluid Claire :D
Des is non biney solely because the first time I ever saw them I immediately knew they were a trans theatre kid lol
Aurora's also non binary but I feel like that's more of a cultural thing for her than just a gender thing like how we think of gender. Same as luke, she doesn't care about pronouns
Anton has some kind of funky gender but he doesn't vibe with labels so he never bothers with trying to define it. His gender is Anton ig
if you have trans layton hcs PLEASE tell me them ššš
none of my intrests r safe from my trans beam š£ā¼ļøš„š„š„
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kinda venty/rant thing in tags cause im embarassed by it and dont wanna put it in a post HDJSK
#not that tags are. any less visible than a post#i honestly have no idea why this feels safer but it does so like#im gonna take advantage of this loophole my brain has created for me#anyway#i am being very dumb recently and i dont really know why?#i mean it's social anxiety but i dont know why it's so promenant right now cause i've not had too much of a problem with it for a lil while#my brain has convinced me once again that all my friends are just kinda. putting up with me and don't really like me all that much#which. i hope i'm wrong#yk these are the things i would love to be proven wrong about#but in the process of my brain bein stupid i have kinda. left a bunch of discord servers that i care about#i've been fixated on what i'm 'allowed' or 'supposed' to say recently and i got too freaked out by not knowing if i was 'allowed' to#say anything that was more self indulgent in case everyone got mad at me or i was ignoring someone by accident so i just kinda left#and now im worried that ive made it seem like i was mad at people in those servers cause i wasn't saying anything for a little while and#then i just left without saying anything#i tend to isolate myself if im worried ive done something wrong which does end up with me in dumb situations#equally idk if i should actually like. say any of this#i genuinely have no idea what the best way of aproaching this is#like. do they want to know? or would i just be dumping a bunch of shit on people who dont know how to help#cause i dont wanna do that cause thatd just be a lil rude#i get freaked out if someone just Tells me a huge thing and i cant help them with it cause i wanna help but i have no idea how#which i dont wanna do to someone else cause. i mean obviously GDSHJ#anyway uh#my hopes is that someone involved reads this and knows im not mad it's just my dumb brain#but also i dont want anyone to read this cause im being very dumb#this is all very silly#the bright side is that my depression means im not actually feeling any emotions about this#which doesnt sound like a huge bright side but yk im kind of chilling a bit#vent#cw vent#tw vent
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ok but actually. i know i said this in the tags on ur post but genuinely i love ur faggy infinites i love ur attitude i love how u post whatever u want and put it in the main tags bc u are unapologetically urself when it is so easy to try and fit in. u have the confidence i aim to have for myself and it's so refreshing to see somebody who embraces being Weird <3 i've never engaged because i am unwell about people being aware of me but i've literally been lurking on you and the dog and hog gang for at least a year (i never really spoke much about liking them despite having interest for years) and. just. you're all so chill. the critical thinking, lack of judgement, this world needs more of that shit fr!! i hope u have a great day ā good vibes from a transfag autism brained freak (and thank u for ur tags on my essay. i'm so glad other people care as much as me <3)
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I IWISJ I COULS ANSWER TJIS AND KEEP TJIS IM ,MY IMBOX FOREVER RAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO GLAD U LOVE MY BOYSSSSSSS<33333 RAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! i usually try n segment my replys to address every beat but this is so much........ to my liddle tiny heaet........ im ,iteralkly cyinf rnn can you tell????? UIVTBJVJBJVBKJ. this means. the world to me<33333 im glad<33 im glad i can inspire some of that in u<3 like for the longest time i was literally larping as one of the normies :sob: like i get it 100% the want 2 fit in and b accepted esp in fandom is strong but in my case it is utterlly unsustainable 2 follow the crowd. i cant pretend i dont like what i like. i cant pretend to be normal r have normal relationships 2 things r have normal opinions jnkjjkjbjk. and its hard!!!!!! there rlly isnt a real tangible space to be fucking insane and into weird n gross shit n etc in fandom like there is for the sanitized kiddy friendly stuff or the hyper horny stuff, its an awkward middle line 2 tread.(n im wayy too autistic 4 fandom anyways.... lol) and ik im not the only one. i wouldnt b able 2 be so unabashed and real and freaky w/o the support of all the amazing ppl ive met in my little freak circle<3333(IT IS SOOOOOO cheesey n cringe-sounding but im being so fr when i say my weirdoes n infinite the jackal saved my life<3333333333 i literally probably wouldnt even b alive today w/o em<333 thanks 2 all of u for helping me grow stronger btw hehe....)
Every day i choose to be insane and gross and a freak and a transexual faggot and autistic and TOO MUCH !!! for meself obv<3 but also for the ones i love and ppl like YOU!!!!!!!!!! >:D i cant change the world w just my little paws. but i CAN b crazy on main. i CAN show everyone that you dont have 2 be afraid of your own interests for fear of not being accepted in the greater fandom<333 even if these ppl never rlly come out of their shell... theres always someone, someplace out there thatll accept u. theres always more freaks, theres always more faggots<3 even if you never come out and yell it to the world if i could inspire just a tiny bit of this love in ppl thatd be enough for me :)
anyways. lol. kjnobjbiubjk thank you<33 a lot<3333 i mean it<333333 so many words i wish to say in this moment but ik you get it<3 mwamwa<333333333
life is short babey!!! dont be such a stranger okay ^_^
#asks#inf1nyxw0rlds#infifi#literally just been chewing on this 4 an hour.............. lmao#RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!! ily man<3333333333333#n ofc!!!!!! yw 4 the tags<33 the real infinite freaks gotta support each other u know how it is<3333
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whenever I have a character I like I try to put them into as many different situations as possible. so I was thinking about caname in horror movies/games and no matter how I spin it, Alfred dies everytimeā¦ sheās not very final girl core
the only way I can see him surviving though is if heās one of the killers and even then im imagining him screwing up so horribly that everyone he tries to kill gets away.
I was also thinking of a caname scream 1 au but one of the things I like most about scream is how itās not super obvious who the killer is and how itās usually someone youāre at least a little attached tooā¦. but I think caname give off too much freak vibes to not be immediately clocked as the killers
anyways Iām sorry for rambling but Iāve come to you to humbly ask for caname fic recs pretty please (āĻā)
true LOL maybe its my bias but ame dies so much in my head. lack of self preservation, and also hes just fit to die i think? š¤ the kind of character thatd say and do stupid things continuously and then get killed karmically
i honestly like it if cana is the killer and ame is just one of the victims. to be honest āŗļø punished for his meanness and crueltyness. but then i guess cana would be punished karmically too(in a way this is marriage) im reading a fic about serial killer cana and tbh i dont rly like it but the cana and ame interactions are rly funny to me. i hope they never get to it
for caname fics... givwme a second... i honestly struggle with fic recs please patience. open borders by tianshan i can rec easily i think its very sweet. but even here its nsfw š
the other fics i read either make me nervous to rec(crazy nsfw) or not even listed as caname(looks at gen tag for fun). sory... you could probably find golden canames yourself in the tag. if you do you should relay it back to me š
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OHMYGOD I JUST HAD A REVELATION
What if someone makes a dazai!oc or dazai himself in an alice in borderland universe?
without the abilities ofc, thatd be cringe
WITH CHUUYA TOO OMG (i mean if ya want i mean)
((i want a chishiyaxdazai!oc tho fr)) (((im not joking, make a dazai!oc pls big thank)))
but here's how i'd do it (if it were a dazaixchuuya) if you're planning to make a fanfic like this, please tag me!!!!
(tw; death obvs)
"Ah, Chuuya, this is so fun!" Dazai exclaimed, his arms wide open as he watched the red lasers drop down from the sky and explosions from distant buildings.
A beautiful red '9 of Hearts' card in his bandaged, bloodied hand they received as a souvenir for their first game in the borderlands. A manic grin stretched on his face. His giddiness shown through his shaky hands.
The chocolate-haired man breathed into the air that smelt like metal and gunpowder, a chuckle threatening to bubble from his lips to which he didn't bother stopping. The suicidal maniac can't get enough of the adrenaline and the exhilarating feeling of death. The thing he wants the most is just at his fingertips.
Chuuya looked at his partner standing on the railingā nearly falling on the edge to his deathā under the brim of his fedora, his arms crossed against his chest as he leaned against the rooftop bar.
"Fun for you, maybe," Chuuya mumbled as he looked away from Dazai's figure to the smoking gun wrapped in his calloused fingers.
It was fortunate for Chuuya to be given the role of mafia in the game they just had. After all, he is mafia before the original world had gone. Unfortunately for the other players in the game, Dazai and Chuuya were the ones playing mafia.
It was two hours between sessions, and Dazai enjoyed exploring the hotel that hosted the game. Instead of killing those players painlessly, he took the time to use suicide methods on the innocent.
'Barbaric but not completely uncharacteristic of Dazai to do,' Chuuya observed the suicidal maniac. Unlike Dazai, Chuuya did his best giving his victims a quick and painless death.
Both mafiosos didn't give the doctor the chance to give someone a grace period either. After all, the first victim they killed was the doctor.
Pity for the innocents.
It didn't seem to be completely by chance that their first victim was the doctor, who was unfortunate to die by Dazai's hands, who he seduced by the time the game had started. That bastard maniac clearly knew the victim was a doctor.
Chuuya didn't know how the doctor died but the body was already placed on the bed looking quite serene as if she had rested in peace. Her school uniform was neat and arranged, with no crease or dirt in sight. The middle part of her hair was clean and not out of place like how Chuuya had seen when she was still alive. A plastic bouquet with her hands placed on her chest. Everyone but the detective was there in the room.
"Pretty..." Chuuya had heard someone mumble beside him and Dazai had the audacity to reply to him in a soft tone, "Right?" and an audible gag from one of the participants before all of them dropped one by one on the floorā either in seizures or foam forming in the mouth.
"That looks painful, alright..." Dazai hummed when he knelt down and inspected the bodies, "So much for a quick death." he mumbled, throwing a little bag of drugs into the corner of the room.
'Ah,' Chuuya thought as he blinked, 'he probably used the drugs that were supposed to be taken to Mori.'
He probably placed it somewhere along the water bottles he found a while ago. Chuuya was sure Dazai was going to use it for himself.
A rush of footsteps "What is goingā" The detective had barely spoken when he already felt the bullet of Chuuya's gun digging into his stomach.
"Should I go join more games?" Dazai happily hummed to himself, pocketing the card and a gun into his pants, and went down the stairs with a bounce to his step. Chuuya scoffed but went after him anyway.
"Do that yourself, you idiot,"
"But you're following me though."
"I wanna see you die." The ginger simply said, grumpy enough that this lanky brunette was walking beside him.
"Chuuya!" Dazai exclaimed, his voice echoing through the empty streets of Yokohama. "I didn't know you cared for me!"
"Like hell, you dumbass!" the shorter man grumbled, slouching like an old man and walking faster than the brunette. "I can die peacefully once I know you're in hell."
Dazai scoffed out a laugh, a grin painting his face.
"Whatever you say, Chuuya."
With this new hell that Dazai somehow managed to drag into, at least it's another way for himself to die, albeit caught Chuuya into this mess as well.
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i have to say tho that ending is ass but u get the point lol
#alice in borderland#alice#in#borderland#bungo stray dogs#soukoku#double black#osamu#dazai#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#chuuya#nakahara#nakahara chuuya#bsd#aib#i havent seen any aib crossovers yet#dazai!ocxchishiya when#chishiya is so hot fr
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TOO BAD YOU GET THE CROSSPOST. SO I FINISHED ACOTAR BOOK 1 hot takes thoughts etc . [cat's name] had to hear this outloud said 2 him several times.
1. THE FANTASY OF IT ALL
i dont mean this section as value judgment i mean it as pure observation: theres very little masking The Fantasy of this book. it feels in the same vein as like, a cornerstone of certain dub/noncon fantasies, right (NOT SAYING THE SEX IN ACOTAR IS NONCON JUST GO WITH ME ONE MOMENT) , that there is something you cant/wont bring yourself to desire and so it must be Done to you and so you are blameless and innocent of the crime of wanting things as the circumstances have been FORCED to change, not that you'll ever admit it. its kind of funny tbh watching her go noooo i am beholden to my hellish life!!! dont you DARE give me beautiful clothing and hot delicious food (1). especially with how the narration is going SOOOOO hard on how lush hot erotic sexy delicious everything often is lol.
the last third of the book almost feels like amarantha is breaking unspoken rules, like everyones in on a big playpretend game except for her, whos being evil for real. but even she creates the conditions for the rhys stuff to appear later in which is like... its more fantasy. oh nooo im beholden to you im absolutely sickened by this intricate beautiful helpful tattoo. etc. anyway i could go on more but tldr this book knows exactly what it is (sexy romance fantasy) and feels like reading blueprints or a skeleton at times. not a bad thing if you like doing that.
2. THERE R SOME SPECIFIC ASS ``SITUATIONS`` IN THIS WORLD
the reveal was so so so good i loved it. fayre is The Chosen One in the way of the typewriter monkey who finally got a page of hamlet down. it feels like a laterbook twist thatd have me going no WAYYYYYY that was planned from book 1 except it LITERALLY WAS. its wild. i was already cracking up at rhys trying to move the romance plot along but like realizing in hindsight he was going BREAK THE CURSE DUMMIES is even better. if u cant tell by now rhys is my fave.
3. hehe narssstyyy gore
no but rly she doesnt pull her punches huh??? the slow zoomout of the initial wolf killed being a person w friends, loved ones, but also a knowing sacrifice.... WAUGH that was good imo. i think the only nasty stuff that felt Extraneous to me was the 2 ppl fayre had to kill immediately before Getting It All lol like cant u have done that 5 min previous. lol. anyway a lot was soooo gross creepy scary
4. rhys stan 4 lyfe and nesta RULEZ those are my 2 faves
every single rhys dialogue tag save for 1 conversation being like he eargasmically crooned in an erotic way regardless of appropriate for situation (2) (THE GUARDS AT EVIL DUNGEON???) is sooooo funny to me. except that one where hes like im miserable im tired. hes blood hnkna coded to me so i instantly love him sry the second he appeared and hes doing some sillyvoiced ``yaaaaa ojousan``-equivalant stuff it was over 4 me.
also HES DOING EVERYTHING HE CAN TO HELP...... GO GO RHYS.
anyway i assume his arc will be like the sexiest men are the most abusetraumad. i suspect he'll kiss her passionately and die defending her.
ALSO NESTA NESTA NESTA i love her i love her anger that stems from true care. i LOVED the middlepart re-meeting and how it allows her to be re-framed from Bad Conditions Backdrop to a real person with internality.... maybe maybe even a similar zoomout to the wolf maybe in a way? this person is more than just an npc in your story. they have dreams you know. etc. anyway. GO NESTA!!!!
Lucien is good but idk much what to say. cool eye?
tamlin is bog standard romance lead i dont care for him one way or other.
5. This is a distinct book1 take but rn i think if theres any character whos """problematic" its amarantha. everyone was having a gr8 time at the kink party till you started making ppl uncomfy for real. tho maybe some ppl are into the harder fantasies she provides lol..... i was hoping thered be feyre/amarantha toxic yuri but really no no absolutely not (2) (<-as well)
6. JURIAN RING RULES. like do you see this shit jurian.
7. i thought the riddle was either "time" or "fame" lol i feel silly now
(1) saw a tiktok 2 this effect once, only now realized it mustve been a direct acotar parody
(2)this is an *aggressively* het book. AGGRESSIVELY, so much abt females and males and their attraction....but hiiii hiiiiiii rhys making lucien and tamlin beg. i know im Power Play Georg (outliar, uncountable) but it is the book not me that said he said it like "like a lover". even if it was just doing its usual sexy dialogue tagging. heloooooooooo.
i read acotar over the last days of sukkos who wants the #takes
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From the most random idea i want to organize a writer challenge kind of thing where like every month there is a prompt or a starting plot and the people who take part in it can interpret them in any ways, and at the end of the month we compare them and just stare in awe at how many different ways people can interpret the same concept
But idk if anyone else would be interested in it or which platform would be the best for it (out of the 3 main ones ofc) or if this is just gonna be overlooked and ignored cuz im a nobody on the internet :D
#al rambles#uhh very much idk#probably a shit ton of work tho#i just thought we should do smth similar to hq in color#cuz ye coloring manga and art is tough#but i think artists have it easier?? idk i feel like they get more recognition#i can say at least 3-4 fandomwide known and loved artists on the top of my head whose works everyone has seen#but not a single writer whose work is a fandom classic#in hq at least#cuz george devalier is a huge other topic omgš#anyways#im rambling too much in the tags but i am willing to sacrafice my sane hours or anything for this cuz writers also need some recognition#and loveeeee#but idk! will probably flop and make me look like a fool!! but im still gonna post it cuz what if its not gonna!!!#living life on the edge huh x3#i wanted to say might delete later but thatd ruin the whole purpose
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ok feck labels im just vibing now
#i am not anything ever. words are too hard#im just chillin#considering switching labels like. Again#why bother i can just. not call myself anythin#ughuguh why is shit so hard#who could i possibly like? it doesnt matter abt possibilities it wont affect my life in any way#all itll do for me is let me wear either this flag or that flag#i like flags. and terminology#do i use this word? do i use that word?#same w gender. ugh#im feeling much more fluid than usual lately and its fucking me up#and i guess shouting it hidden in tags to strangers is the easiest way to talk abt it#but uh. feel fucking bad lately !!!!!#feeling really strange lately. really bad#if any1 wants to send some affirmation shit to me thatd be sexy of you#no pressure tho. i prob wont post anything i get either ill just keep it for myself#but im :/#me: yo can i add this pronoun to my list.#everyone i have ever spoken to: yes ily. never gonna use it though. ever.#jesus i wish i could just talk about shit that bothered me#i feel so fucking guilty and ashamed each time tho. who fuckin knows why#im the kinda person thats 100% open about everythin but i freeze up when it comes to this shit#guess its easier to treat shit like a diary i guess. back on my bullshit#using tumblr as a personal diary.#anyway ill prob just say fluid and like bi or smth idk. for now. this may soon change.#w gender i honestly just say whatever im feelin in the moment and its usually agender but#lately its been goin stronger to like. an actual something. so who the fuck knows anything. not me#kolo emerges#i guess one of the reasons labels are so important to me to figure out#is because with every new 'What If Im Wrong' i feel more and more like an invader to that space
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#posting from mobile#i guess i ought to give a short explanation of what is going on in the tags here#anyway. this is zi m's blog but im not z im. it's an alter that we think probably started existing after some traumatic experiences#im the much-complained about system host. yeah.#zi m will probably let everyone know when it gets back#im not gonna reply to messages though because if i talked to its friends then it'd probably be really upset#idk how long it'll be gone or why im here but like. it will be gone for however long it will be gone.#im dissociating a whole bunch but i guess also less than usual considering ghat im here at all#dissociation -#negative -#swearing -#ask to tag#ugh. i feel bad about not answering messages from its friends bc theyre probably wondering where it is#but like. it would also be super weird for me to talk to them. bc like. theyre z im's friends#theyd all probably be like. who the hell are you?#or else theyd think i was it and itd be confusing#or if i tried to pretend then thatd probably make it angry#whatever. i dont blame it. i hope it gets back soon because turns out i havent got any idea how to feel emotions when it isnt here ?#or maybe i am just dissociating too much. or both. whatever.#point remains this sucks.
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list of people that made this year pretty neat :)
Hi all
Ok so 2020's almost ending (it just ended i started writing this post like....5 days ago??) and i just wanted to do this thing where i have a message towards everyone who supported me/who i think are just very cool and very epic, i only really got into the twst fandom just at the beginning of the year and im just gonna get straight to the point now messages are under the cut :)
@permanentlyexhaustedowl - AYAAAA ;;;;; bro you're literally one of my first long time friends here in the twst community and i just want to thank you for everything, our convos in either public servers or in pms, your love and support for my content,,or whenever i vent to you,,,,,just- your love and support man i appreciate it so much and i cannot thank you enough, you're just so sweet and caring and supportive and friendly just aghhhhhh ;;;;; even your reblogs make me smile uncontrollably and i explode, also all the brainrots i have about my interests ;;; thanks for listening to all of them,,even tho you really didnt have to ;;;;;; I love how we make our twst ocs interact and the little brainrots we have with them ;;; You've helped me so so so much and in so many ways, I am beyond glad that we're bestfriends, you're one of the nicest most caring people ive ever met and i love you so so so much, beyond belief ;; š pls never stop being you?????? You quacking amazing person??????? šš¤šššššššššššššššš
@shoujoqueensstuff - AYYYY SHOUJOOOO!!! šš¤š¤ hhhh you're also one of the first people ive ever had a long time friendship with here in the twst community, and seriously bitch i love you so much ;;; so so much..i cant go a day without talking to you about literally anything and just vibing, the support and love you've given me over these months is insane i cannot thank you enough for that, all of our rps, convos or just pure brainrot have been so much fun, and i fucking love it that we built our own little world outside of canon,,all the aus we built with our ocs???? I love them. I love them all to death, including your amazing ocs, and even tho we live on literally opposite sides of the world you're always there for me whenever i vent or when im feeling extremely down or insecure ;; ,,im just so so so happy and glad that i met you and that we're bestfriends, i care about you so so so so so much- hhhh i cant put it into words my brain is dying i just- i LOVE YOU BIITCH, I AINT NEVER GONNA STOP LOVING YOU, BITCH.ššššš¤š¤šššš TAKE MY LOVE BITCH ššššš thank you so much for sticking around ;; i love you and support you in everything you do so much I could never ever thank you enough for the friendship you've given me..
I can literally go forever on how much i love and appreciate the both of you, i can just scream into the void for all eternity,,but i cant put it into words anymore. You both made my year so great and so epic ;;; i love you guys so much
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@thetwstwildcard - hi ma :D you're just so cool and so epic lizz ;;; i cant- all of our conversations and brainrots have been super fun and i enjoy your company very much;;; you are just so nice and friendly,, and your ocs (especially staff ocs) are god tier amazing, i will love the nrc mom squad to death. I am honored to be ur child and i love you and father claude (and my four (?) other dads you married) very much ššš
@alpyssketch - bringer of father claude,,,,i owe you my life alpy,,,,,,but no seriously you're also a very epic person and you're honestly so nice and sweet!!! You never fail to make me feel welcome in any conversation and you're just so damn friendly!!! We may not talk that often but I very much enjoy your company ;;; ily!!! ššš
@multi-ankin - another very cool and epic person!!!! you're very fun to talk to and you're also pretty funny in the vc fjfjfj, your ocs are all so amazing too! (djdjjd although my staff oc bias makes me go for kas) we should totally talk and make our ocs interact more in the future tho!!!!!! šš
@just-patchy - pATCHYYY!!!! :D hi!!!! you're also a very cool person!! our interactions have been so much fun and i hope we can have more in the future ;;; the ideas you have for your ocs and how you put them into writing is so good!!! like really good!!! And your art has been greatly improving too!!! Never ever think that i dont see you as a friend because i do!! š¤š¤šš i care about you bro!! Never forget that!!
@bakujho - :D hi jho!! you're a lot of fun! And I THINK YOU ARE SO DAMN COOL AND BADASS it's unbelievable,,i look up to you jho i wish i could be almost as cool as you when i grow up ;;; the things you've done for this fandom are also very admirable! like the whole gravedigging (jellyfish) situation! But we're not gonna talk about it now- hhhhh you're just so epic jho ;;; seriously šš
@Kurui - hhhhh you're probably not gonna see this ;;; and i cant find your tumblr (if any of the other chaddams could possibly show this to her thatd be so great ;;;) but nonetheless i still think you're just so fun and cursed ;;; and you give so many amazing ideas!!! Your ocs are all also so cool too! Your art is just so detailed you clearly put a lot of thought into them i just admire that sm ;; (also your edits are extremely cursed and epic i love them dearly-)
@twst-the-royals - JULIE :))) HELLO,,,you were actually the first ever person i spoke/interacted with in the fandom! And you were just so nice and friendly and patient with me ;;; im glad that i got to talk to you,,and we dont really talk that much now but pls pls PLEASE know that i care about you so much and that i support you in everything you do ;;; šššš ill do my best to make you proud!!
@girl-in-the-tower - hey Az!!! ;;;; you're so epic and cool,,honestly i admire you so much, the lore/writing you have for your ocs/fanschools are just so well thought out and so well written ;;; i hope to become a better writer like you in the future, but for now ill just take notes and learn from you ;; you're super encouraging and supportive too!!! I know we dont talk much but i could never thank you enough for all those little yet meaningful moments ;;; šš
@rikanoctrix and @mirrored-pomefiore - hi!!! i know we arent that close but just know that you two are huge inspirations for me when it comes to art, the both of you draw your styles so incredibly well and i admire that so so so much ;;; š
@ocean-water-tea - FATHER TEAAAAA QAQ okay so first of all,,,,how can you draw so well using ibispaint, i ask for tips, specifically on how to draw hair and tits š¤² but seriously though you are so fun to talk to!!! So cursed!!! So āāāāāāā!!! You encourage me to my true cryptid self (despite aya's protests š) and i thank you kindly,,,you are also very funny š a funny little clown simp, and you're super friendly and cheerful too! I almost never feel nervous when reaching out to you ;;; I hope we can have more wacky adventures in the future šš
@zonamemoryverse - HEYYY ZONAAA!!! you're a fairly new person and you've already come so far ;;; you're a very chaotic person to talk to and i enjoy all of our conversations!!! Also our interactions with our ocs were super fun too, and i love hearing any shred of content i can get from ur epic ocs,,,dont stop being epic!!! šš
@namelessfish - Hi fish!!! :DD you've been a very supportive friend to me over these past few months,,and im happy i have someone i can relate my not-so-great experiences with ;;; please know that i care about you dearly and that ily ;; šššš
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@wondersbeyondcompare - JFFJJF BRO DONT THINK I DONT SEE YOU WHENEVER YOU REBLOG MY CRINGY ASS POSTS šš I SEE THEM AND I CHERISH THEM ALL I REREAD THEM ON SAD DAYS. All the little tags and comments you put on them always make me smile so hard ;;; im just very happy to know that you like whatever the hell im doing and it pushes me to do more!! You're incredibly sweet, dont worry!!! Ill be sure to make you proud!!!! šššš
@circuscarnage - Anna!!!! We dont talk that often but whenever we do it's always so much fun ;;; you're so sweet and i appreciate you so much ;; all the stuff you drew for my ocs are all so incredibly cute and i really have to give back- jUST YOU WAIT ANNA. IM GONNA MAKE FANART OF YOUR LOVELY OCS AND YOU CANT STOP ME- šššš
@twistedapple - hi crow!! :DD again we dont really talk that much but i support you greatly in everything you do!!! You're another epic and cool writer ;;; your writings for your ocs are just sooooo well written and are just so good!! You're also super good at art too!! And i hope to see more from you in the future!!! ;;; šššš
@not-twst-enough - Ellie!!!! ;;; bro you've been supporting me from the very start, from lillet's old ass bio to now, and i very much appreciate it!!!! You're also super friendly in the twst server too ;;; and all the content you have for your ocs is just so exciting! Good luck with the fandorm and all future stuff ;;; ily!!!! ššš
@fumikomiyasaki - FUMI. DONT THINK I DIDNT FORGET YOU DKDKDK,,,Another cool and amazing person!!! All our brainrots and conversations have been really fun ;;;; thank u for that,, You are very fun person to interact ocs with tho!!! Especially with ships!! MadScientistĀ² will forever hold a place in my heart.,,,ššš
@oiseaunoir11 - hey Al!! :) you were one of the many people i admired and looked up to when i first joined the fandom, your art is something im deeply inspired by and your shitposts at like...4 am in the morning always give me the big funny,,one thing i really admire about ur art tho is how you'd draw backgrounds :0 you've gotten so good at them!! And your poses look super natural and effortless, i hope to be almost of a better artist like you šāāļøšāāļø also i cant wait to see ur animatics š they look dope- hope we can talk or maybe even interact ocs more! šš
@leonasbitties - luuuu :))) hiiii,,,we dont usually talk on servers that often but that doesnt mean that i dont consider you as a friend! You have a lot of super cool ideas for ocs and your art is just getting better and better and better with each piece!!!! i look forward to seeing more from you ;;; ššš
@peteza-mozzarella - PETEEE :DDD another very cool and friendly person, you're literally the sweetest person ive ever talked to and i love our little chats!!! Hhhh you're just super nice and your ocs are super cute,,please never stop being you you epic bean ;;;; šššš
@the27th - Hi Andhra!!!!! You've been quite the long time mutual,,and your reblogs always make my day ;;; you're just so sweet and kind and i always feel at ease when talking to you, the hunger games sessions you host are always super fun even though im often asleep to even participate š thank you sm for the love and support ;;; ill be sure to give them all back to you šš starting now ššššš
@mamushroomoracorn - MAMUSH :DD we've only really started talking recently but you're just so nice and friendly ;;;; all of our talks have been so wholesome and great and im so happy about that, and your art is really really really good!! Ur art style is just so unique and so cool!!! ;;;; and dw mamush,, ill show the froggies like i promised soon šššš
@rookvonhunt - HEYYYY ššš hi hello i would die for your ocs. If theyd ask me to perish then i will 200%,,ur so epic and cool and all of your ocs are just god-tier, i cant wait for what else you have to offer!!!! šš
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@lawlessofdusk - lawless ;;;; aaaaa honestly you're just so kind and sweet, i couldnt thank you enough for all the love and support you've given me!!! And i desperately need more content of ur ocs bc they're all so cool and interesting š¤š¤š¤ššš i hope to talk to you more soon!!!!
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Fkfjfjfj i think that's all!! Id like to thank you all for sticking around with me with my first year in the fandom ;;; you guys make all the bullshit and drama here worth it ššš
If i forgot to include you in here then PLEASE DM ME I AM SO SORRY-!!!! I dont want to leave anyone behind!!! So please feel free to confront me about it ;;; happy new year everyone!!!!
#admin post#oooo also feel free to tag any of ur mutuals in ur reblog too!!! make them feel loved yeah?
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Hi again!! This was the anon that asked what the character limit was. But in that case, what about some headcanons about what Korekiyo, Tenko, Toko, Mondo, Gonta, Leon and Hagakure would do for their S/O's birthday?
Hey there!!! This is a good group of characters, i love all of them!! I made the reader gender neutral, i hope thats okay!Ā
I hope these hcs are okay, as this is my first time writing for a few of these characters!! ~ mod sayaka who didnt put a pic bc he wanted to save room.Ā
KOREKIYO, TENKO, TOKO, MONDO, GONTA, LEON, AND HAGAKURE ON THEIR S/O'S BIRTHDAY
KOREKIYO SHINGUJI
--he wont talk about it the days leading up to his s/o's birthday.Ā
--He doesnt wanna give away the surpise.
-- Once their special day hits?Ā
--The second they wake up, He has the whole day planned for them.Ā
--That includes their favorite activities, watching their favorite movies, ect.
-- They are the best of humanity to him, and Korekiyo wants them to know it.Ā
-- In genral, he just wants them to have the best birthday.Ā
-- you'll finish off the day with cuddles, something he doesnt initiate often.Ā
TENKO CHABASHIRA
--She's panicing.Ā
-- the whole week leading up to her s/o's birthday, Tenko is in a panic.
--" Their day needs to be perfect!" Is why she's in this state.Ā
-- She tries to get advice from everyone, even the degenerate males.Ā Ā
-- Eventually, she decides to take you to a movie, a nice resturant, and let you choose a few other placesĀ
-- She'll also decorate their place, with streamers and ballons.Ā
--and she buys a very expencive present.Ā
--Tenko may be broke now but !!! As long as her s/o's happy its fine!!!!
TOKO FUKAWAĀ
-- She doesnt plan out much.Ā
-- Maybe renting her s/o's favorite movie, baking a cake for them, and getting a good present.
--BUT!! It is not because she doesnt care!! Toko just doesnt want to overwhelm them.Ā
-- But if they wanted to do something else, she'd comply.Ā
--Shes more worried about doing too much than too little.Ā
--During the movie, Toko will cuddle them, no arguments or self-depicating commentsĀ coming from her.Ā
--When the day is done though
--"Im s-sorry if i didnt do enough for your birthday,,,"Ā
--Toko no--
MONDO OWATA
--He is
--Surpisingly calm.Ā
-- Because he already planned this weeks before.
-- May or may not have had his bike gang threathen people to make sure the places his s/o wanted to go werent too crouded.Ā
--Lazer tag.
-- No its not just for kids its a fun game for all ages shut uP--Ā
-- He plans a bunch of stuff
--Mondo just wants to make their birthday fun.Ā
--and he wants them to be happy too.
LEON KUWATA
--Makes sure he doesnt have a baseball game on that day.
--Thatd suck.
--But he doesnt! So thats all good!!
--To be honest, him and his s/o just go around and do fun stuff
--He's not good at planing things.Ā
--Thats okay though, because they still have fun.Ā
--He also gets a very good gift for them.
YASUHIRO HAGAKURE
--They have a lazy day
-- wow hiro how unexpected
--But!! He does by his S/o a buch of things
--Where did he get the money? Who knows??Ā
--Hagakure just,, chills out with his s/o on their birthday.Ā
( i have been working on these for hours so i kinda got lazy sorry :(( )
#danganronpa imagines#DR imagines#Korekiyo shinguji#Tenko Chabashira#Toko Fukawa#Mondo owata#Leon Kuwata#Yasuhiro hagakure
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I don't often visit your blog and usually don't understand anything when I see any discourse on your page... So that's what this discourse with paganism and anti/pro ship is all about?
im honestly not familiar with the pagan shipcourse part of all this since ive never seen it before until i got an ask for it, so i cant really explain anything about that since i ultimately dont know a lot of details. you can check my ask tag (#starry asks) for some recent asks on the subject if ud like, though. theres just 3 posts (other than this one) about it rn on my blog.
if youre asking about anti/proship stuff specifically too tho, i dont really feel like getting into it right now and really dont want asks about it (as you can see in my pinned post) but i can give a general explanation for you here. at the very basic, the cores of the beliefs are:
anti: against people shipping anything that can be deemed problematic
proship: support people shipping problematic things
there can be additional sides to it, some antis treat fiction affects reality on a 1:1 ratio, and that your fictional interests inherently define your real life morals, while some other antis arent as extreme as that. some proshippers take the full opposite approach and act like fiction never affects reality, while others arent as extreme as that. im unsure on how common either of these extremes are, but i defintely see extreme antis way more than extreme proshippers, personally. the idea that your fictional interests dont equal your real life morals is pretty much a universal proship stance, though.
a lot of proshippers define it like "against harassment over fiction," as harassment from antis is EXTREMELY common (but ofc not all of them are harassers), but inherently, when theres any sort of wide group of human beings, theres always a bad bunch, so its not like theres zero proshippers who engage in harassment too. and also, not all proshippers engage in problematic ships, but they support those who do.
i myself do not ship things thatd fall under proshipping, as im a csa victim and it makes me very uncomfortable. but i know that a controlled exposure of triggering topics through fiction is a legitmate way some csa survivors, or other people with triggers, can sometimes work past being so heavily affected by their triggers. and i also do not believe people should have to expose something so personal such as their trauma, especially to complete strangers, for others to deem it okay for them to engage in a fictional thing.
i know fiction can affect reality, but its usually more watering the seeds of gross things already set in some peoples minds, than planting new seeds. someone growing up surrounded by racists and falling into that mindset is going to be affected by racist propaganda, while someone who didnt have that upbringing and knows a variety of people of different races is more likely going to find it gross and harmful. fiction simply doesnt affect everyone the same. and personally, since i very much enjoy whump, and thus call myself a "fictional sadist," im deeply offended by people treating others fictional interests as their real life morals. real people suffering horrifies me. i cant even watch true crime shows without getting anxiety. i know first hand that my fictional interests do not match my real life morals, so i know as a fact that others can be in the same situation.
so yea, generally i take the stance of "yes fiction is complex and there can be real world effects from it, but that doesnt mean someones fictional interests represent their morals, and people should not be harassed over it." i think how fiction can affect reality should absolutely be discussed, but not in an trying-to-enforce-censorship sort of way. just keeping people aware of how to safely engage in fiction, and separating it from reality in their mind, so there would be even Less effects on reality.
#starry asks#again. dont send me more anti/proship related asks. i just answered this one since its more general like ''what is this#-and also im just kinda in a unfeeling mood rn since im not fully woken up yet so the topic isnt too uncomfortable for me rn#anti vs proship mention#discourse mention#anti anti#anti fanpol#sorry if u were only asking specifically about the pagan relation to it kfhfh i wasnt sure
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hi!!! Iām a puertorriqueƱo/nicaragĆ¼ense enby looking into resources for learning bruja stuff, any good place you know to start?
Iāve gotten a couple of asks about this lately, and iām so happy to know there are more latinos finding their way to the practice, tumblrās brujeria tag often gives the impression that theres so little of us out there reclaiming our practices but getting asks like these brings me a lot of faith that thats not true :) first and foremost:
GETTING INTO BRUJERIA IS HARD.
it really is. baby brujos like us know that better than anyone- getting started, is often the hardest part of doing anything, and its no different with brujeria. it can feel so overwhelming and feeling lost is natural. from my experience, although i am still a newbie ive been able to find a lot of information out there, here are the best places to find info, sorted by priority:
FAMILY! a little self explanatory, but brujeria at its best is truly is an inherited, familial practice. If you can, before delving into internet resources, definitely connect w your family if youāre able to and ask them for guidance and about their experiences!
Your family is always the best resource over anything you can find online; theres so much misinformation out there or information not relevant to your region and if someone in your family already has established practices, always trust them first
Ā Do some thinking back to all your cultural traditions, quirks, stories, and superstitions that youāveĀ learned from your family across time and never thought too much about- and rediscover them under a new light
KEEP IN MIND: brujeria is NOT a singular , concrete practice w concrete rules in itself, the term blankets a lot of traditions across latam, the caribbean, mexico, but imo its always best to stick with brujeria related to your heritage and where your connection is.
this can be hard for people (like me!) with huge family taboos toward brujeria that make it unsafe to ask around about, and/or limitations in family connections (also like me unfortunately). I personally can really only get the tidbits and stories that my family accidentally slips out when I occasionally see them. i try to write them down as much as possible, but the info i can get is limited... and thats where the following comes in.
ONLINE COMMUNITIES. i.e, youtube, tumblr, instagram brujx communities. notice I havenāt said āinternetā in general- the reason why i trust community based social media more than random individual websites you find on google is because, in the case of brujeria and honestly any non-european craft, youāre often gonna find a LOT of white people writing blogs, books, etc about theirĀ āspiritual experiencesā in latam countries and wrongly/incorrectly taking ATR or indigenous traditions (like with smudging). I know, with social media, although those same white people are also on insta and tumblr, itās a LOT easier to see the face behind the accounts and differentiate who to trust, whoās legit and has real experience to share, rather than a nameless, faceless, website that is actually some colonizer sharing colonized ideas who thinks theyre on a spiritual journey taking traditions all willy nilly. And the fact that in social media, its much easier to find a lot of good brujas at once bc they tend to follow each other lmao.what ive personally done to find information tho is essentially SCOUR tumblrs, insta accs, and watching tons of youtube videos for posts, accounts, videos, etc, and narrowing down good info from there through , namely:
CHECKING WHO YOUR SOURCE IS!!!
ASKING YOURSELF FROM WHAT EXPERIENCE THEYRE SPEAKING FROM
ALWAYS TAKING EVERYTHING WITH A GRAIN OF SALT
AND STICKING TO INFO FROM CULTURES OPEN AND RELEVANT TO ME.
again, brujerĆa is different depending on where your family is from in latam, and if you have an established connection to indigenous and/or black roots, so itās useful to use keywords relating to that when searching (like if ur black, you can look into ATRs(african traditional religions) which tend to mix deeply with brujeria, if ur indigenous, finding other people from your tribe is great, and if youre not pursuing your already learned traditions you can think about connecting to them more deeply(altho indigenous traditions are their own thing, sometimes they do mix with brujeria too), and apart from familial roots, if ur catholic/christian and/or want to explore it, saint work/catholic brujeria might be a good fit for you!)Ā Ā
tumblr: there are a couple of fantastic brujxs on this site with great blogs and resources who have sadly left the site, but i still go through their posts heavily for spells, rituals, scraps of info! etting started w brujerĆa is hard bc thereās really not that much info out there right now, but i compile as many good brujeria posts i find on my acc.
@brujeria-n-bongs great for catholic brujeria, now at @Upliftherbs on instagram
@brujeria-lost @barberwitch @reina-morada @highbrujita
@naomi121406 is by far the most active and informative tumblr resource ive found, shes an afro-indigenous diaguita curandera from argentina so shes also really helpful if ATRs are in your path!
Im not black myself and dont follow ATRs so i donāt really know many good blogs for afrolatine brujxs out there but if anyone would like to tag some in the replies thatd be awesome!
instagram: Ive found that instagram #brujeria tags has a pretty healthy active stream of posts. Youāre gonna have to sift through a lot of them to get to the good stuff though- imo a lot of hispanics use the brujerĆa tag not to mean ālatine brujerĆaā but just the spanish word for witchcraft, so a lot of white hispanics will put wicca/neo witchcraft in the tag. imo thatās really not something iām personally interested in bc itās not true to brujeriaās traditional nature, is very white/eruropean , and that wicca shit basically just got here. its a relatively a recent thingš so i try to stick to bruja accounts that arenāt influenced by that.
youtube: The youtube brujerĆa tag is hit or miss? and again, contains a lot of wicca. But there are some good practitioners on there like The Mexican Witch! You just gonna look around, and dont be afraid to click on videos by really really small youtubers; they often are the ones with the most informative and legit things to say!
Everyoneās path as a bruja/o/x (sjdf trying to be inclusive w gendered language is difficult) is different but here are some topics i think are great to look into as a beginner!
ancestors: start at the bottom and figure out who they are, where theyre from, and set up an altar. itāll help you a lot with figuring out your identity and path as a bruja later on.
setting up a grimoire
divination: tarot is actually what got me into brujeria at first! tarot isnt strictly traditional and is european in itself but its a wonderful tool for connecting to dieties, saints, etc as well as super fun and helps a lot with introspection
ritual abrecaminos, aka road opening spells!
amarres (love spells... proceed with caution)
limpias, mal de ojo
saint work: even if youāre not catholic (im ex catholic), a growing number of us (especially lgbt latines like @/upliftherbs on instagram) are starting to take back and decolonize our view of saints like La Virgen Maria and removing her from the rigid european/colonized interpretation thats been forced into us
candle spells in general (i fucking love candles tbh, cheap, easy, fun, and WORKS)
spiritual colognes, how to cleanse
finally, here are some helpful posts yall should definitely read and think about moving forward!
about using tumblr as a resource
about looking into brujeria as a part-white part latine
bruja psa + about reclaiming lost indiginety
honestly naomiās entire brujeria tag is great and super informative for beginners and basically holds answers for almost anything at this point
hope this post helps yall out!
EDIT: oh lord now that this is posted the outline format i tried to use is all kinds of fucked up please dont mind the odd numbering lmfao tumbr hates organized formats
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predictions for hxhĀ
ā¢pairoās head was in tserriednichās jar
ā¢kurapika never meets Tserriednich or the PT on the boat
ā¢kurapika has to choose between revenge/his past and woble/his future
ā¢maybe gatekeepers of DC are linked to Kurtas- that's how kurapika ends up going to DC
ā¢illumi dies on the boat or solves his problem with killua on DC
ā¢queen oito dies
ā¢i cry about tserriednich because togashi found a way to make me empathize with him
ā¢no one wins the succession war - something happens and it stops
ā¢black whale sinks : the only way to survive is to reach lvl 1 (which is the boat)
ā¢ 95% of the boat dies and its somehow linked to succession war
ā¢woble is entrusted to Kurapika who vows to take care of her
ā¢Kurapika finds out he has roots in the DC : either Kurta clan is still alive and he now has a new home OR theyāre not : he makes an alliance with Ging (archeologist) to restore the site with nen and spends the rest of his life protecting his cultureās legacy
ā¢Kurapikaās emperor time nen pledge gets cancelled with death and rebirth
ā¢ Wobleās nen beast revives Kurapika after his deathĀ
ā¢killugon reunion right after succession arc - but NO REUNION CHAPTER - we see them reunited and now we focus on their healing
ā¢killua explains that he left not because he was mad but because he didnt want gon to get hurt in killuaās business with illumi (but now that heās dead he can come back)
ā¢gon explains he didnt realize how much he wanted to stay with killua until they parted - then they reaffirm their want to stick together
ā¢nanika ended up bearing all the consequences for killuaās direct orders onto her shoulder, and that includes the wish of healing gon (maybe she felt like it wasnāt fair to make killua pay the price to heal), thus sheās hurting herself to satisfy killua
ā¢killua finds out about gotoh. it directly parallels and contrasts kiteās death
ā¢Gyro ends up on DC
ā¢kite, knuckle & shoot end up on the DC too
ā¢gon gets a nen beast that stems from his ancestor don freecsĀ
ā¢ or gon never gets his nen back proving that heās over that constant need to get stronger and stronger
ā¢open HAPPY ending on DC, (like netero said, their mission was to explore DC and return with HOPE) - they all chill on DC or somethingĀ
ā¢DC is the last arc and arc where everyone is involved (killugon+leopika)
ā¢ Kurapika hits rock bottom during succession war - then second part of DC arc focuses on kurapika, killua and gonās healing, putting them in situations where they showcase their growth and how differently they handle things
ā¢killugon becomes canon
ā¢leopika becomes canon
ā¢ging pregnancy rock was real (im convinced by this theory and i hate it)
ā¢killua/gonās dynamic reversal : killuaās the one with the goals and gon follows, happy to be wherever he is
ā¢melodyās dark sonata parts are on DC, but she does NOT regain her original appearance
ā¢killua breaks the cycle of gon being abandoned and stays by his side
not predictions but what i wish would happen
ā¢knuckle and shoot tag along for the DC expeditionĀ
ā¢maybe killua tags along for morelās boat ride to the DC + gon tags along too cuz might be nen related stuff?
ā¢at killugon reunion, gon explains that he had a lot of time to reflect and that he doesnāt want to stay away from killua ever again, that he wants to stay with him forever even though its selfish : killua was theĀ āsomething more important than the huntā
ā¢fugetsu and kacho ended up foiling gon and killuaās separation (gon/fugetsu feels sad about it // killua/kacho was only acting tough and cold to keep the other safe)
ā¢ gon and killua end up as the boar and the rat of the zodiacs(or are offered the position)
ā¢ killua finally has goals : stuff he wants to see, stuff he wants to do for himself
ā¢ killua and gon are on the boat ? i feel like itd be possible cuz killua would go for nanika - and gon would have wanted to tag along/or hunted killua : thatd explain why illumi is on the boat when he should seemingly be out chasing nanika
-> or since morel takes care of the trip from NC to DC, maybe they tagged along on morelās boatĀ
cuz HONESTLY theres no way killua and gon would be missing for the entirety of DC arc especially with nanikaās ties to DC
ā¢I'd love it if killua called gon his light to his face and if gon told killua that he was his best detour pls mr togashi š„ŗ
ā¢confirmation of the hc that gon fell for killua first
ā¢ sharnalk being a kurta ?? idfk he looks like kurapika. im also probably very wrong. but itd be interesting.
ā¢ trans pika
ā¢ leorioās character trait of being thirsty for women written to emphasize that he fell in love with a MANĀ
ā¢this is my brain on crack but I'd love for gon and killua to end up adopting a child to symbolize both of them breaking a cycle and them completely cutting their ties to their past - by emphasizing Killua being able to have a good, normal life and prove how different he is from his family and by Gon being a good and loving dad and prove how different he is from Ging
ā¢ leorio and pika burying pairoās head together - pika telling him he found the doctor he was looking forĀ
(im only making this post so i can have something to come back to and see if i was right by the time the manga finishes in like 20 years + ill probably add some more as time goes on!)
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i think i may possibly be a bi lesbian, but im pretty confused. i used to identify as a nonbinary lesbian, and i was 100 percent not supportive of mspec lesbians. i had an account and was friends w lesbians who also disliked mspec lesbians. im inactive on the acc now, and i identify as possibly bi/pan. i feel fake, since i have a major crush on a boy atm. im also nonbinary, possibly genderfluid, but im afab and female presenting (and p much okay with being that way). any advice??? idk.
you should use whatever labeling feels right for you! theres no "being fake" when it comes to queer identities, and ive never liked that sorta thing pushed by exclusionistic people, bc it just makes the questioning process/changing labels very stressful :O so try to get that sorta thought outta your head! trust your feelings, got to live and learn!
(fjkdjf sorry ! im absolute sonic trash and had an overwhelming need to put the escape from the city lyrics when i typed "trust your feelings" gkdjgk BACK to being serious-)
only you know what your feelings are, so only you can decide what feels accurate for yourself. and if youre unsure on your feelings/are questioning? then just use what feels best for now! use multiple labels! switch between several labels! use vague ones! super overly specific ones! whatever floats your boat!
since it sounds like you were in a more exclusionary environment, its important to just try to get in the thought of feeling anxious about questioning or changing labels out of your mind. exploring labels and your identity is supposed to be solely your business, we are all complex and forever changing beings, you shouldnt be made to feel stressed over a natural and common human experience!
its okay to question. its okay to be unsure. its okay to change, to be complex, to be fluid- aka, to be human. its even okay to have exceptions to your identity, if thats something you are worried about as well. exceptions are common in our lives- doesnt apply to everyone, but applies to some!
if you are thinking about using bi lesbian because you have very rare attraction to men (like homoflexible), are questioning whether youre bi or lesbian, or other things, thats really valid! you should use what feels best and right for you in the moment! and if you decide later youd rather use something else thats valid too! just let yourself feel open to exploring yourself and your labels! also you can check out my #explanation tag to see if your feelings feel reminiscent to things others have said for why they use the label, if you think thatd help!
and since it seems youre more accepting of mspec lesbians now, im glad to hear that :D! thank you for being more open to accepting the labels!! and also- female-presenting nb/genderfluid afab solidarity ! you are HELLA valid!! theres no right way to be nonbinary, and theres a lot of nonbinary genders! you dont need to strictly present anything But your assigned gender to be nonbinary- theres no need to present only in certain ways for any genders! i hope all of this helps at all ā”!!
#sonic is my special interest for all my life i cant. resist the urge to be a sonic nerd gnndnfjdmfkd#bi lesbiask#bi lesbian#got places to go gotta follow my rainbow !#man now i gotta listen to that song
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oohohoho you just opened the deepest can of worms on the planet
-mod dave, who wrote a fucking ten mile essay
first off, addressing the second anon, no theyre all humans. h., half humans at least. cause yall know me i fucking love my humanstuck aus off my ASS
(that would be funny as hell though. a troll from space walking into a camp on earth goingĀ āI AM THE SON OF ONE OF YOUR EARTH GODS. BITCHā like... holy shit)
so first things first their parents. im gonna lay this out, the beta kids and trolls are all greek (EXCEPT sollux hes roman cause his parent has no greek equivalent), and all the alpha kids and trolls are those gods roman equivalents (,,EXCEPT dirk cause he kinda balances sollux being roman out). i havent figured out how thatd happen like 16+ times yet cause in the percy jackson books theres only ever been one instance of two siblings of the same godly descent being greek and roman respectively in HISTORY so like.. i guess th. i guess thats just not a problem in this au
anyway this gets really long so im gonna talk about the beta kids and trolls cause i havent elaborated on the alphas at all ((peep the tags if you wanna see their parents though))
johns the son of zeus, rose is the daughter of athena, dave is the son of apollo, and jade is the daughter of demeter. they were all raised in their respective states, all had to come to new york for various reasons. jades been there the longest, shes been there 9 years and shes been on a couple quests. her biggest accomplishment so far is how she protected the camp from this big vicious angry hellhound that got past the barrier. naturally the girls fluent in Dog Training, so she steps up and instead of trying to kill this thing, she reaches out and tames it as fast as she can. it ends up actually working, and ever since that day she, her cabin, and the camp have a whole bodyguard sleeping right outside the demeter cabin! hes her steed in battle and hes a Very Good Boy. and his name is becquerel
johns the newest kid at camp, he has no idea who he is or why the fuck his school got attacked or why in the hell those anemoi thuellai were so fixated on him or HOW in the hell he absorbed the lightning one threw at him and ended up fine,,, hes just a big mess right now. a big enough mess that when he got claimed by literally zeus, no one else was around, he shrugged it off as some basic magical happening, and he stayed in the hermes cabin far longer than he should have cause no one! fucking knew he got claimed! by zeus of all people! dumbass. he ends up figuring it out though. like an off-hand mention about how thisĀ āweird lightning thing appeared above my head a couple weeks ago, haha weird right?ā once he figures it out he realizesĀ āhey i might be able to flyā so he sneaks off into the woods to try it. he succeeds fairly quickly but god almighty everyones face the one day the dude just yote himself off a small cliff without warning,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
dave and rose are really tight, theyve been there roughly the same time length, and since their cabins are across from each other they just bother each other all the time. daves the resident Doctor even though he really doesnt look it cause hes got the apollo powers. apollo is the medicine god. so if you wound your stupid ass in battle daves in the ER room patching you up with his glowy hands. rose on the other hand is a very good strategist. shes one of the only athena kids ever recorded to actually have a power - telekinesis. she has no idea how she developed it, she thinks its from birth, but it freaks her out. shes training it though.
so the beta trolls, are also all human(ish). aradias hades kid. but i pulled a pjo trope on her based on one of my favorite characters (im not saying for spoilers, but if you recognize the situation, You Probably Know Who Its Based Off) and aradia died. her mom, the handmaid, had been pulling some Shady Ass Shit and ended up getting herself killed, but aradia tried saving her and ended up going down with her.
so handmaid gets sentenced to the fields of punishment in the underworld, and aradia gets sentenced to elysium, heroes paradise. shes likeĀ āno i want my mom to be okayā so they take that away from aradia and they put them both in the fields of asphodel, the neverending grey space for Not So Good But Not So Bad people. her mom becomes a shade (shadow spirit, no human resemblance), as all people do, but aradia. doesnt? and she gets dunked in the fucking river lethe and if you dont know what that does it erases your memory. so she just. comes out of the river likeĀ āhello? wgat tae fukc goin on??ā but she still remembers one thing. there was anĀ āaā in her name.
tavros is the son of hermes, hes just kinda taken on the role of backup counselor for when the actual cabin counselor is out. hes in a wheelchair, but he also has prosthetic legs for when he needs to actually stand up and fight. hes really good at it too. also catch him in winged converse cause he Owns Those and Uses Them To His Advantage. hes trying his best to keep focused on the camp, cause aradia was his childhood friend, he misses her a whole lot, she never got to camp in the first place. and to his knowledge, shes still dead.
sollux is a janus kid. thats a problem cause janus is roman, and this is a greek camp. he grew up with dave, he showed up with dave, hes been at camp as long as dave. but hes been unclaimed since he showed up so he thinks hes unwanted by whatever parent he has. he knows hes a demigod, he got through the camp barriers, so what the fuck is wrong with him? he also feels shitty cause hes shit at the greek lessons, he cant read a lick of it which literally every demigod without exception should be able to do, he cant name any gods- well, he can, but.. he gets their names mixed up. why does he keep calling poseidonĀ āneptuneā? and he has a much, much different way of natural fighting than other kids. they slice, he jabs. he wasnt taught to jab.Ā
karkat is an aphrodite kid with vitiligo, and to make matters worse, hes ace and on the aro spectrum. to make matters WORSE, the aphrodite kids are kinda notorious for being really shallow, really materialistic, and really mean. karkats been dubbed theĀ āruntā of the cabin, he gets made fun of for his spots to the point where he uses make up and magic to conceal them. worst of all? hes the kid of the goddess of love, for fucks sake. being reminded thatĀ āloveless people shouldnt be able to stay in this cabin, mom must have made a mistake claiming youā is kind of.. a blow to the self esteem. long story short he hates aphrodite for claiming him, and would have rather stayed in the hermes cabin. but he eventually goes on this big quest thats vague as fuck right now but Its The Main Plot, he ends up proving to himself that hes worth something and that his siblings are wrong, and my FAVORITE LINE IN THE WHOLE THING i came up with is HIS when he deals a final blow to some big monster:Ā āREMEMBER MY FACE THE NEXT TIME YOU REINCARNATE. MY NAME IS KARKAT VANTAS, IāM THE SON OF APHRODITE, AND LOOKS CAN KILL.ā
nepeta isnt anywhere near developed as others are unfortunately, shes a daughter of ares and shes really really good at hand to hand combat. shes small but she leads groups of people in things ranging from camp volleyball games to actual literal wars. shes a tough little shit
kanaya isnt really developed either, i have yet to figure out most of her powers too actually, shes a daughter of iris, the rainbow goddess though. (blatant reference to both kanayas vampirism and. h. her. sh. es ga. gay) ONE THING SHE CAN DO THOUGH is iris message at will without water or drachmas so really shes just everyones go to cell phone and its fucking hilarious cause people just come into the cabin likeĀ āKANAYA I NEED TO TALK TO [X]ā and shes likeĀ āYou Better Fucking Pay Me I Am Not Your Personal Cell Phoneā
terezi is the daughter of nemesis and she has this really peculiar power she hasnt really gotten the hang of yet. she has synesthesia, so while she cant see she can smell and taste the colors of her surroundings and its really helpful. sometimes though she gets messages from her mom. they dont even come as dreams half the time, they come as almost a different plane altogether. tez has the power to literally tip the scales, pretty much. and when she gets like that, she can see. shes not on earth though, shit on earth stops when shes like that. shes just kinda In Her Own Head, i guess? and in her head she holds the two scales in her hands. she is the arms of the scale. and depending on which one she lifts up, she can literally alter the fate of the battle or happening thats going on By Herself. once she chooses she just whooshes back to real life though and nothing has changed. the only downside? it takes a LOT of energy and cant be exploited for little things. her one thing on her bucket list is to tap into said powers while getting something from a vending machine so like three things will fall out but it hasnt happened yet and shes upset
vriskas a daughter of tyche, the luck goddess, come the fuck on you knew i was gonna, i havent really elaborated on her either and im upset about that. but hey now you get a break from all those fucking paragraphs
equius is a hephaestus kid, and he kinda stays in the background. hes a range fighter, he spends a lot of time in the forge, and even though its been a project looooong since forgotten, hes been excavating the tunnels under cabin nine for years. by himself. he has no idea where they lead, but dammit hes gonna find out where. he has no idea about a certain bunker in the woods though...
gamzees just there for a fucking laugh tbh hes a son of dionysus and i love that cause hes the god of wine and parties and insanity. usually gamzees just zoning out somewhere hes Not supposed to be, and hes not affected by the maenads FUCKED UP BULLSHIT that goes down the forest sometimes. also hes so fucking scared of tavroses wing shoes he tried them on once while he was high and JESUS CHRIST
eridan is the son of kymopoleia, a SUPER obscure goddess. lets just say dont fuck with eridan cause his mom is the goddess of violent sea storms,
and naturally, feferi is the daughter of poseidon. cause who the FUCK else would she be the daughter of. WHO. NAME ONE GOD
OH AND JUST CAUSE I FORGOT CALLIE AND CALIBORN ARE SATYRS IN THIS AU. CALLIE HAS PAN PIPES. and caliborn still has a gun
#LONG#LONG LONG LONG LONG LOOOOOOOOONG#god DAMN this took a minute and a half to write#okay here are the alphas parents#jane - jupiter // roxy - bellona // dirk - hephaestus // jake - mars#yes that does mean dirk and the zahhaks are godly half brothers#damara - pluto // rufioh - mercury // mituna - janus // kankri - venus#meulin - mars // porrim - arcus // latula - invidia // aranea - fortuna#horuss - vulcan // kurloz - bacchus // cymopolea // meenah - neptune#not a quote#mod dave#homestuck#demigodstuck#john egbert#rose lalonde#dave strider#jade harley#aradia megido#tavros nitram#sollux captor#karkat vantas#nepeta leijon#terezi pyrope#vriska serket#equius zahhak#gamzee makara#eridan ampora#feferi peixes#calliope#caliborn
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