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feels like some very key pieces have entered the lore tonight
#oasis#liam#liam's tweets#tweets#is it just gonna be like this for the next year#liam constantly tweeting about how much he loves noel#and hyping us all up for the gigs#cause if so#im not sure im even gonna make it til then
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We as a fandom don't talk enough about how Annabeth and Luke being some of the oldest campers means that everyone who was there when they arrived is likely dead.
#like???#i dont think weve EVER met anyone who was there longer aside from the satyrs + staff#weve never met a single adult demigod from chb#except deadalus but im not sure he counts#percy didnt even realize it was a POSSIBILITY til bol/son#there was literally NO protection at this camp before thalia died#noone came to their defense#also typically campers go on quests in groups of 3#but theres no mention of anyone going with luke on his quest#so if anyone did go theyre likely dead#which like oof#and honestly?#this kind of makes the size of the hermes cabin make sense#like if everyone keeps dying theres not gonna be as many campers#which means the hermes cabin likely had a lot less people#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#luke castellan#annabeth chase
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#so like is the rest of my life just gonna be Yearning from now on NZNXNXJXNXMX#ok maybe not the rest of it. but the forseeable future. god how do ppl do this. how have ppl BEEN doing this.#ignorance is truly bliss like. i talk to my friends about him n they dont like fully understand bc theyve never liked someone so mucg#its just so embarassing to talk about n i just BDNDJDJNDJD#i just !!!! always imagined myself single. and would Say Stuff about not wanting anything like that but now im a big clown JDJDJDJJDDJ#BUT HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW ITD BE LIKE THIS. GOD#im also like. trying to talk myself out of it. like oh maybe its all in my head JDJDJDJDJDN#but like just too much has happened. idk. im just........ im feeling impatient 😭😭😭😭#but like. its progressed well so far with me just progressing things when they feel Right. hhhhh god#and like things wouldnt have progressed this far without him liking me at least a little????#idk !!!!!!!!!!!! this stuff is so hard. and like i cant even see him now without making plans hhhhhhhhhhh#it was so much easier before we graduated NDJDJDJDJDMMFMD#ah well..... soon i guess. soon#itd be really nice tho if he like asked me out. but i have a feeling that maybe im not being obvious to him?? maybe i gotta spell it out idk#he also said (in ref to a job offer tho) that he wouldnt take it unless it was for sure#and i have a feeling......... that maybe hes not sure ????????? god idk#rip to my simple life. guess i gotta wait til i see him again hhhhhhh#personal
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That moment when Fiddleford has the personality nice & southern 😶🌫️😶🌫️😶🌫️😶🌫️😶🌫️
#my post#srsly so many fics#like the man is a good guy sure#but he does NOT have his shit together like ever#he was scared of the portal BEFORE the incident#man left his wife & child for one dude#then procedeed to derail his own life & his sons life#idk#hot take i love fiddlestan art#but neither of those dudes would be able to function properly in a room together#esp post portal immediately after#boty dudes are severely stressed and took vastly different ways of coping#maybe itd pan out in a harmonious way#but like fiddleford would be too paralyzed by fear to even help stan turn it on#hed deadass wipe his memory or his own#stan would Not Trust the dude and even tho hes a good guy and more emotionally intelligent than ford#im not sure hed be able to discern what fiddlefords deal was w/out context#and making fiddleford more sane in these fics is the solution#which kind of leads to him being blander idk#i rlly hope no one takes this too seriously#im gonna keep reading fiddlestan til i find a fic that clicks with me#so like obviously im ignoring my own issues with this trope by engaging with this media at all#honestly in mg heart of hearts i think fiddleford deserves the self confidence to return to his old life & ambitions#let the man be a bisexual father in peace
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I know I should just block (and not OPEN) tags and posts ab '24 but my brain is stupid and likes to be informed even if it makes me worse
#marquilla#im not even joking when i say this next election makes me wanna kms so bad. im fucking terrified and i feel like we already know what's#gonna happen. not bc people arent voting or organizing i mean bc of how far the right has gotten and how angry they are that a#dem won so theyre gonna show up in droves and it's like god i wish we could idk have some safegaurds in place??? like oh idk you#incite an insurrection you Can't run for president?? but also that wouldnt fully stop shit bc florida has its own neo nazi running and#theres more behind him in the wings. but like idk man i just get so fucking suicidal thinking ab the future#and my drs. are like well then dont look at the news??? 'i sure dont' mkay thats great (not) but um i CAN'T not watch bc i need to#be informed i need to know. and they're like well then stop worrying ab it til election day?? LIKE THAT HELPS#so i just dont bring it up. and i just spiral and have breakdowns in the shower and think ab making a will and shit yknow normal stuff#bc this is fine! just dont engage! stop worrying it's like a year away! it MIGHT get better! idk Join in your community then??#like yes yes thats a start but with what fucking energy when im bedbound most of the time im not working and that doesnt stop these fascist#s like me helping the community garden would be good for the community and probably my mental health in general BUT that doesnt deal with#the actual fear that makes me wanna Kermit#like it really fucking feels like all i can do is pray and hope god somehow intervenes (rapture anyone?) and that things do go well and#that the outright outspoken nzis don't win but like I really just wanna die man#i know the outcome more than likely will not directly affect my life bc im white. cis passing. and can go back in the closet regretfully#but like that doesnt reassure me any bc i have friends and loved ones and generally just give a shit ab other people and how this WILL#affect them directly and that terrifies me. it really feels like we cant ever have a moment to just exist yknow??#idk man i just wanna die bc im so scared haha how fun (: how normal (: this is fine. everything is fine.
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#my boo is an aries#aries x libra was always gonna be intense but i don't want the end to be dramatic#in all honesty i dont want to go through the end of it at all but it has to come at some point#i dont think either of us are fulfilled in this relationship#but for some reason neither of us ever fuck off for long#before we come back to eachother again#its been three fucking years and its exactly like it was six months in#he was having a go at me because i said i didnt think we are in a position to have a baby yet and ima wait til im married to pip another out#apparently hes wasting his time if thats the case#like ok bye if youre not in it for the long run why would u even knowingly bring a child in to that situation#i stilll feel so guilty that i couldnt give my daughter a 2 parent upbringing#im still not sure it wss the right thing to do#for my own sanity i know i couldnt keep living like i was but for my bb she would have had everything she could ever have wanted#ive made our lives harder by having to be true to myself and i love being able to live authentically and not having to pretwnd to be someone#that im not#idk im stonef and lost my train of thought wnd cant read that tag back now so idk lifes just complicated isnt it#i feel like no matter what choices you make theyre always gonna hurt a little#one way or the other#its gonna hurt#aaa
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I originally was making these into keychains bc they are about the size of a business card, but with the tiny magnets they aren't super portable.
recently I thought they'd make nice altar/mantelpiece toys instead. I remembered these tiny easels I saw at the store, painted it to match, and am completely obsessed w these all over again lol
I know it's only 8 months to Halloween so maybe these are outta season, but I would love to sell a few more of these if anyone wants a custom >:)
To best of my knowledge these are all OOAK. I found some other trick ouija boards, like this electromagnetic one running on Python scripts (which is very sexy if I do say so myself), but I don't know anyone else selling miniature magnetic ones that are not themselves simple thin refrigerator magnets.
I use Puduo epoxy resin and a mold from Gea Creations @ IG. The rest of the inclusions (glitter, dye, flowers etc) are variously sourced/salvaged from my craft bins.
#me#art#resin art#say something nice i am so stupid proud of this little idiot toy i made lmao#i know i was just bitching about how doing resin is eating me alive and i have to stop#but i need to a) get rid of the resin i have or else it goes to waste#b) make money to live#it makes me feel less evil if im doing a custom too bc then it's like. weve got a plan and specific vision and its paid for.#its a gamble when im just mixing plastic i don't even know will sell. then im like. why am i doing this#then im making a mess and i dont even know for sure if itll be worth it#at least when its a commission it already has a home#and this one here is Nfs. i am going to love and cherish this stupid trinket til i die#and then I'm gonna haunt it and use it to spell out swears at the living
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its times like this when i really wish i had an SO's shoulder to cry on
Because I think i factrued/sprained my foot the other day it happened wednesday but its still pretty swollen and pops when i try to walk on it without hobbling. i know i signed up for health insurance through work. i wrote down the insurance company name as Bayside and I have my personal insurance id number but the card never came in/got lost in the mail (and i already called for one replacement that never came so idk if theyll send me a third) so i cant confirm the insurance name nor call them, but i need to because ive called/visited 5 health care facilities around me and NONE of them have even heard of Bayside. So im calling the phone number that my manager provided me with telling me that was the insurance company. I keep calling the number (and mind you ive called them before to try to get a second insurance card sent to me but that was in like April) and i get that its saturday but theres no answer and the stupid automated machine wont let me leave a voicemail. the automated answering voice on the phone also says that theyre called National Benefit Plans by SafetyNet and google says the phone number im using belongs to National Benefit Plans out in San Antonio Tx (i live no where near there). I found National Benefit Plans' website on SafetyNetPlus dot com but National Benefit Plans doesnt have their own website, just through SafetyNet, and also the SafetyNet website says on a side panel that "this is NOT insurance" and instead keeps saying "health benefits" instead so idk what the fuck ive been paying for for the last 6 months tbh and im having an emotional breakdown bc i dont want to fuck my foot up for life just cause i couldnt figure out my health insurance/benefits shit
#ive been fucking sobbing on the phone for 20 minutes calling the phone number over and over again#im about to mcfucking lose it and im sad and confused and scared because my foot is still so swollen even though it doesnt hurt very much#and google says if swelling on an injury like this persists after 48 hours to go get it looked at#all the walkin clinics near me dont have any xray techs til monday & quoted me anywhere from $130-$300 if i dont have insurance which i can#provide proof of nor am i even sure i actually have at this point and im ngl my guys i only have like $180 to my name until next friday#but then basically my entire next paycheck is going to Geico#and overall im just having a really really really bad time rn and im scared that if my foot is actually fractured im gonna fuck it up worse#by walking around on it without a boot/cast. yeah ive been sitting at work the last few days#but its front desk at a hotel so at least for the first hour of my shift and last 1.5 hours i HAVE to be standing#my foot was so swollen after work today it hurt to get my shoe off#im just really fucking stressed and anxious and confused and im sitting here sobbing my eyes out realizing theres literally no one i can#call just to vent and cry it out with#cant call my mom cause i busted my foot leaving her place after her husband got in my face & screamed at me for saying you cant hit people#cant call my siblings cause none of them can help/we dont talk often enough that i feel like i can burden them with this#i have a few casual friends but same sitch im not close enough with them that i feel comfortable venting while sobbing to them#i could call my ex but shes got a new boo now/its not her problem/we rarely talk anymore/she cant help so no point in calling#only other person who knows/is worried about me is my ex's mom but she wont be home from work for break til 2pm & its 11:30am rn#not close enough to any of my coworkers either#its times like this that i realize how truly alone i am these days with no one that can physically comfort me#which of course is only making me more upset#thats what i get for being depressed and reclusive the last 2 years and only letting people get an arms length reach from me emotionally#there is a medical clinic i can go to that is a 50 minute drive from me and without insurance you just pay a $20 sliding fee plus a little#extra for the care services but again theyre not open until monday and also its a 50 minute drive from me#so all im learning is i shouldve gone some place thursday morning after it happened and im fucked at least til monday#FUCK my STUPID BAKA life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#whatever. guess imma keep icing it try to keep it elevated and just endure it and hope it doesnt get worse#emma rambles#vent tag#DONT REBLOG
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My friend that's buying totk for me as a super early bday present so we can play it together isn't getting it til after this week cuz theyre a teacher and its the last week of school and she knew she wouldn't get nothing done if they got the game when it came out (which yea mood)
So im currently trying to beat botw in a week
Not the whole game. Just my current playthrough (tho I probably COULD beat the entire game in a week if I just did the divine beasts, got the master sword and fought Ganon....but that sounds stressful so im good lol)
I technically could just go fight Ganon now but I wanna get all the shrines, finish the champions ballad dlc, maybe at least part of the trial of the sword dlc, get enough korok seeds to max out my weapon inventory, and then fight Ganon. Which I haven't done since my first playthrough back before I even had a switch and was partially living on my friends couch so I could play on his switch. But I feel like I need to give it a proper send off before my brain becomes completely absorbed by totk. Considering I have almost 900 hours in game (more if I count my first playthrough but idk how many hours that was) and ive literally only fought and beat Ganon once lol
#im so fucking excited#im avoiding the lets plays on youtube cuz i dont want spoilers#also in this case it would just make the wait more unbearable#like obviously i know about the game play mechanics with building machines and stuff#ive known about that for weeks#but i dont want storyline spoilers#normally i dont mind spoilers (and if it gets accidentally spoiled i wont be upset or anything) but id like to experience things for the#first time on my own for once#i dont normally get games this close to release#like i didnt play botw til like a year after it came out and i watched an entire lets play for it first#and it didnt take away from my enjoyment at all but its been awhile since ive been able to experience a game without watching someone#else play it first#and ive been waiting for this game since they first started hinting at it in 2018 man#and i wasnt even sure i was gonna be able to play it this soon after release but my wonderful amazing friend offered to get it for me#i will be completely incapable of being normal about this next week and i apologize in advance
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his rage throughout this chapter was so quiet, it was definitely a slow build up of rage til the end. for him to have this as a last resort for sukuna, in trying to make him feel sympathy even if he knew it wasn't gonna work felt desperate to me. but that's kind of the beauty in it too, like after everything, the chaos and the deaths of all he loved. ofc he was gonna be desperate and at least he tried. i dont think it was useless. he made sure sukuna heard everything and i think this chapter was a nice one.
yuji :( everybody is cheering you on boy, you tried your best and you did such a good job. im so proud of him
#NOW CAN GEGE PLEASE LET HIM KILL SUKUNA OFF FOR GOOD NEXT CHAPTER? THANK YOU#😭😭😭😭😭#jjk spoilers#jujutsu kaisen#jjk 265#yuji#yuji itadori#[rue talks]
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Impulse cooking moments
#rat rambles#I tried christmas crack for the first time last christmas and I wad feeling a craving for it so I impulsively decided to make it#I may have accidentally fogged up the kitchen a lil from a butter incedent but shhh it turned out fine in the end#well I havent tasted the full thing yet just the first layer to make sure I didnt like burn it super bad#I considered trying to dig for smth to top it with but tbh I dont think Id like any toppings on iy#I already did not like the sprinkles as a topping at all and just picked them off so I already know I like them plain#which is very in character for me ofc I like even the christmas candy without toppings dhdjydkdy#if we had like caramel I might have tried that as a topping but we dont so rip#maybe in the future#but yeah Im surprised this didny go too horribly wrong yippee (its a 4 ingredient recipe and it near did fuck it up this isnt impressive)#now to be impatient while it cools#Im gonna break off a bit to put in the freezer so I can eat some tonight but I wanna wait til the chocolate has cooled a bit more#Id put the whole thing in the refrigerator but there isnt room 😔#anyways prepared to eat most of this myself since I dont think any of my siblings liked it last time dhdjgdjdy#who knows maybe the fact I made it and not my mom will magically make it taste better to them fhfjgdjd#tbf the chocolate actually did spread way better this time so it might have a better chocolate texture
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Please the lil ex-hubby fic got my heart melting I'm such a whore for jealous Al 😭
May we please have more jealous!Alastor. Maybe he didn't even know he liked reader THAT way until some sinner genuinely tries to court her and then he's just like "NOWP. Mine now."
This been sitting in my inbox for weeks!!!! I finally got around to it!
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Alastor had always found you to be good company. He enjoyed having someone who could appreciate proper entertainment. He enjoyed the chats you two had and even let you join him when he went on outings.
He considered you a friend.
So why is his eye twitching as you smiled, clutching a bouquet of flowers from the sinner who had asked you out?
“Oh they are beautiful!” You beamed, pulling the sinner into a hug.
Alastor let out a soft growl, before materializing behind you, flashing the nervous man a sharp smile “Dearest who is this” he asked as his red eyes narrowed at the demon.
”My date for tonight silly. I told you I was going out for a night on the town” you giggled happily as you ushered the man inside.
”why don’t you two chat while i finish getting ready hmm?” You smiled reassuring at the demon before leaving.
Alastor smiled lovingly at you and as soon as you were out of sight, he set his sights on the sinner who was trying to avoid eye contact.
The sinner cleared his throat “I t-thought she was lying when she said she was friends with the Radio Demon”
awww he was trying to make small talk
Alastor eyes narrowed, “oooh so you know WHO I am? Good good then introductions are pointless.” He stood tall, claws gripping his cane. “This ugh date you call taking her out on? Canceled.” The sinner eyes widened “w-what? No…no way! I been planning this for weeks!” He frowned.
Alastor let out a chuckle “maybe you didn’t hear me”. The lobby lights flickered and he transformed slightly, growing in height, antlers curved to the ceiling and eyes as bright radio dials.
The sinner shook in fear as the Overlord leaned down til they were face to face “You will NOT be going out on a date tonight because 1. That pretty creature upstairs is way too good for you and 2. She’s mine. Now…when she comes back down, you’re gonna apologize and say something came up and NEVER contact her again. Or I eat you and I am happy either way…your choice”
He dawned an air of innocence as he let out a fake laugh when he heard you were close enough.
”I’m ready! How do I look?” You beamed, twirling around to show off your outfit. Alastor whistled, grabbing your hand and turning you in a slow spin, grinning “You are stunning my dear.”
You turned towards your date and he looked a bit shaken.
“U-Um s-something came up suddenly and…and im gonna have to cancel.” Your bright smile faded as he rubbed his neck nervously. A pout formed on your lips, as you wrapped your arms around yourself “O-oh…I see”
He looked at you and went to take a step forward but that only caused you to step back and into the Radio Demon’s embrace, seeking comfort.
Alastor pulled you into his chest ‘protectively’, rubbing your back soothingly ”oh it’s alright my dear. Im sure the two of you can reschedule this little date.”
The sinner mumbled his apology and slipped out the door.
You were pouting. You thought that he genuinely liked you. He even planned a whole date to your favorite club! So why…
You felt Alastor lift your chin, your pouty face making him grin.
”Since you’re already dressed how bout we go out on this date?” He asked tilting his head. You blinked at him, a little shocked “Y-You wanna go on a date with me?”
He chuckled, giving you a squeeze as he snapped his fingers and both your clothings changed to a more elegant style.
He raised your hand to his lips, red eyes wrinkling at you “Oh darlin I would be a fool to pass up the opportunity of having a pretty dame on my arm” he laughed as he twirled you around, before looping your arms and waltzing out the door.
#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#alastor#alastor x reader#alastor the radio demon#hazbin hotel fanfiction#jyoongim#alastor x y/n#alastor hazbin hotel#alastor fluff#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel fluff#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin hotel imagine
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bleedin' me dry | luke castellan
runaway with luke ending here!!
summary: luke has a proposal. it doesn't go over well.
a/n: so um. obviously im a huge percy jackson stan ive got annabeth in my name and ive literally wanted to be her since i read the books in second grade and by virtue of being an annabeth stan i hate luke but i also think he is so interesting and so good for angst and i also love the pjo resurgence we’ve got going on here from the show!! so here you go. here's some angst
title from vampire by olivia rodrigo
wc: 2.8k
warning(s): fem!child of demeter reader. luke is his own warning lmao. pushy and manipulative behavior, not the healthiest relationship! and no happy ending
“You know I love the forest,” you mused, “but you have to have a reason for bringing me out here.”
He gave you a wry smile as he squeezed your hand. “Do I have to have a reason? You said you love it—that’s gotta be reason enough.”
“I love it, but there are monsters here.” You twisted your free hand and flowers sprouted up a few feet away. “It does give me a chance to show off, though.”
You were in your cabin helping Katie clean up everything—it was the last day of summer and most of the Demeter kids had already left—when Luke knocked on the door and asked you to accompany him on “a little adventure”. Despite the teasing of your siblings, you bashfully accepted.
It wasn’t the smartest thing, admittedly, to find yourself in the forest with your boyfriend with a couple hours ‘til curfew when you still weren’t even sure if you were leaving or not, but you had your dagger. Luke didn’t have his sword, but you had been practicing.
It wasn’t like it really mattered, anyways—he probably just wanted to make out with you. It was far from the first time, and for all he knew you were leaving for the school year in a few hours.
He chuckled but didn’t say anything. You looked up at him, a slight frown creasing your brows, and nudged him with your shoulder.
“Is everything okay, Luke?” you asked. “You’ve been… oddly quiet.”
Again, it took him a moment to respond before he just shrugged. “I’ve been thinking, I guess.”
“About what?”
“Life,” he said. “Our lives.”
“Very philosophical for the hour,” you said dryly. “Are you sure you’re okay?”
“Yeah,” Luke nodded, “yeah, I’m fine. I just wanted to ask you something.”
“Ask away.”
“Have you ever thought about leaving?”
“I’m still deciding whether I want to go back home for school or not, but—”
“Not after the summer,” Luke interrupted. “Leaving camp. For good.”
You frowned, a chill running down your spine. “Of course not. Camp Halfblood saved my life, Luke. I could never leave.”
“Says who?” Luke stopped and your intertwined hands pulled you back, stopping you as well.
“Says all the monsters that tried to kill me last time I went home,” you said slowly. “Don’t tell me you forgot the dracaena that nearly got me on that field trip.”
“‘Course I didn’t forget,” he said, inclining his head. “I just think you’re good enough now to make it without this place.”
“Luke,” you said with a strained laugh, “you— you can’t be serious.”
He shrugged. “Why wouldn’t I be?”
“Because if we leave, we’ll die,” you said slowly. “I barely made it on my own out there.”
“You’re more powerful now. And you won’t be on your own,” he said, tugging you closer. Despite it all, warmth bloomed in your chest. “I can protect you.”
“Luke…” You trailed off as he cupped your cheek with his other hand, bringing your gaze back to his.
“What’s the point of staying here?” Luke murmured, an unmistakable softness in his eyes. “Just so we can sit around at summer camp for the rest of our lives? I mean, it’s not like that’s gonna be much longer, the way Chiron tells it.”
“I ha— we have friends here,” you said, huffing another laugh as you took a step back from him. It was easier to think when he wasn’t touching you, when you were still able to sever the string connecting the two of you. “We have a life here. A safe life, Luke, where we don’t have to look over our shoulders constantly.”
“Not me.” Luke shook his head as he moved a step forward in tandem, and he took your hand again, his grip tighter this time. “You’re the only thing I’ve got keeping me here.”
“Please,” you said in disbelief. “You’ve got a whole cabin of siblings that adore you. You’re the best swordfighter here. I’m pretty sure even Mr. D has a soft spot for you.”
“Please,” he mocked, “you can’t seriously believe that.”
You shrugged. “All I know is that when you finally asked me out, I gained a whole lot of enemies.”
“Like that means anything,” Luke said.
“The kids love you too!” you exclaimed. “Their eyes light up with stars whenever you help them with their sparring. You’re a beacon of light to this place— where is all of this coming from?”
“I’m tired,” Luke said roughly. “Tired of the gods ignoring us when all they’ve caused is pain.”
You frowned, but he continued on.
“You’re telling me you haven’t noticed it?” he asked. “When’s the last time you ever saw my dad give me any kind of attention besides some fun-colored smoke? He ruined my mother’s life— he ruined my life! And our cabin is damn near overflowing with unclaimed kids. Where are their parents?
“Luke—”
He shook his head as he forged on. “And you can’t say that Demeter is any good either. I bet she makes your cereal tastes real good in the morning, but she’s abandoned you for your whole life.”
“Luke, where is this coming from?” you asked, your frown deepening further and further as you let go of his hand and took a step back. “You— you know I’m not a fan of them, but you can’t just go around saying things like this. The last thing I need is for my mother to— to smite me, or strangle me with vines or something because I’m not appreciating her enough.”
Luke huffed a laugh. “That would be the most attention she’s paid to you since she claimed you.”
“She’s a goddess,” you said. “She’s got more important things to do than send me emails asking how my day is going.”
“Really?” Luke asked, his eyebrows rising.
“Yes, really,” you enunciated. “I expect it. I consider myself lucky she claimed me at all.”
“Do you even hear yourself?” he marveled as he said your name. “Your mother has never been there for you, and you think you’re lucky?”
“Luke—” you started, but you couldn’t even finish as he continued on.
“Demeter wasn’t there for the year you spent feeling like the scum of the Earth because you hadn’t been claimed yet. Demeter wasn’t there for the childhood she gifted to you then abandoned you for.” He pushed forward still. “Demeter wasn’t there for all those sleepless nights you spent in the Hermes cabin wondering if you were ever going to know who got you into this mess.”
“Luke, stop,” you finally managed to get out, moving back in turn.
“You know who was?” He continued to forge on, capturing your wrist when you tried to take another step back, eliciting a shaky exhale as you flinched. “Me.”
You ripped your arm away from him, fire in your eyes and blazing in your blood. “Don’t ever touch me like that again.”
“I’ve been here for you since the moment you stepped foot into Cabin Eleven!” Luke’s voice rose, and you’d never been more aware of the dagger hanging off your belt. “Through every tear, every tirade, every godsdamned rant about the gods—”
You stumbled back, and your heart stuttered in your chest as your back hit a tree. Your jaw was clenched, attempting to stop your tremors trying to wrack your body.
“And you’re telling me,” his voice suddenly lowered until it was scarily soft, little more than a whisper as he leaned over you, noses nearly touching, “that you would still choose them over me?”
“If you do not get away from me right now,” you said, quiet and even, “what we have, and anything we could have, will be over.”
Luke didn’t move. “Answer me.”
For a moment, it was just that—you and Luke staring at each other. His chest rising and falling just so from the effort of yelling, his beautiful eyes devoid of any previous softness. You thought your teeth might crack with the pressure in your jaw.
“No,” you said. “I wouldn’t choose them over you.”
And for an even shorter moment, his eyes do soften.
“But I won’t leave my family,” you whispered. “Not for whatever cause you think you’re fighting for.”
And just like that, the armor went up again.
“So that’s the way this ends,” Luke said evenly, and when he moved a few steps back, you felt like you could finally breathe again.
“You know who I am,” you argued, though you couldn’t make yourself move. “My siblings are my family— my friends are my family. I’d never leave them.”
“Oh, I should have expected it,” he said offhandedly. His laughter was a cruel thing. “I always knew you were a coward.”
“Don’t you dare turn this on me,” you spat. “Why do you even want to leave in the first place?”
“Because I’m sick and tired of all the bullshit that goes on here!” Luke yelled. “We’ve been here for years, and what the hell do we have to show for it? A couple scars? A lot of near death experiences? Some deadbeat parents that ruined our damned lives?”
“I have a family that I never could’ve dreamed of!” you exclaimed. “I have sisters and brothers that love me, friends that understand me, and—”
Your voice broke for a moment and you swallowed the lump in your throat, forcing the tears back. Some of the fire burning through your veins had been extinguished as you continued.
“And I thought I had a boyfriend that was there for me.”
It was there again—his eyes softening ever so slightly when he looked at you. But then he clenched his jaw. “And I thought I had a girlfriend that was there for me.”
“I won’t leave,” you enunciated. “I’m not going to help you with whatever crusade you think you’re meant to lead against the gods!”
“You don’t understand,” he insisted.
“You don’t understand!” you exclaimed. “You’re ready to leave all of this behind, and for what?”
“I don’t want to leave it all behind,” he said. “I want you by my side. We could be something truly great together— can’t you see?”
Luke took your hand again and pulled you away from the tree, gesturing with his hand around you. “You can control all of this. The whole world is your domain—we’d be untouchable.”
“Luke, you sound crazy,” you said roughly. “Where is all of this coming from, seriously?”
“I just know that we can live a better life,” he said. “Together, without the gods.”
“Witho—” You couldn’t even manage to finish the word, shaking your head at the pure absurdity of it. You hardly recognized your boyfriend purely because of the insanity he was spouting. “Luke, we don’t need to leave! We don’t need to stand against the gods, or— or whatever this is!”
This time, you took his hand as you tried to smile. “We can make this work, Luke, and we can make it work here,” you begged. “I promise.”
“Things need to change,” he said, voice steely, pulling his hand away. “And they’re clearly not going to change here.”
“Yes, they can,” you insisted, your hands clenching into fists at your side. “I want things to change too, believe me! But going off on your own isn’t going to do anything for it. We can start it here—together.”
His eyes were colder than ever as he looked down on you, and you truly didn’t recognize him. The glint in his eye and edges you would cut yourself on and the insanity he was spouting for no damn reason. You didn’t know what in Hades’ name had gotten into him.
“All we do is sit around and wait for that hag in the attic to spout prophecies, and then Chiron sends some kids off to die, and then we sit around and wait to do it again,” Luke said. “The gods keep making kids and the kids keep dying because they leave them in the world alone— we’re practically grandparents here because we’re lucky to make it past sixteen! The gods don’t do a damn thing about it, and neither does Chiron.”
He shook his head as he stared right into your eyes. “You’re not as smart as I thought if you think you can change anything here.”
“So— so what?” you asked brazenly. “You’re just gonna leave?”
Luke shrugged. “I was always gonna leave. It just depended whether you were with me or not.”
He turned around and started walking, and for a moment you were fully dumbstruck, unable to move. Then something snapped inside of you, and you moved your hands straight up through the air. Vines sprouted from the ground and tangled around Luke’s legs, stopping him and nearly causing him to fall.
“You don’t just get to walk away from me after spouting this bullshit,” you fumed as you ran to catch up with him. “What in Demeter’s name has gotten into you, Luke? Gods— this isn’t you!”
“See?” Luke smiled, ignoring your question. “You are powerful.”
“Answer me,” you seethed.
He shrugged, that small smile still on his lips. “It’s always been me. Maybe you’ve just been too stupid to realize.”
“Where are you going to go?” you asked, ignoring his jab. “Not home, clearly.”
It was a deep cut, something you never would have said under normal circumstances, but his expression didn’t change.
“I’ve got plans,” he said, ignoring your jab, and he huffed a laugh. “And I guess they don’t involve you anymore.”
All you could do was stand there, stunned as you stared at him. It was cliche, but it really wasn’t him, because you loved Luke and he loved you.
He’d always been a bit spitfire, always a little sharp around the edges, but you loved that about him—and he softened those edges for you. He was strong-willed and caring and passionate about everything, and you didn’t want to lose him. Not like this.
You knew what he’d been through. You knew what happened to his mother, what happened to Thalia, everyone he’d lost and every reason for every scar. But you never thought—
Gods. You never thought he’d actually do… this.
“Let me go, will ya?” Luke asked, tilting his head. “Or else what we have will be over— or whatever it was you said back there.”
The vines receded against your will, like his words just connected to your subconscious. You stayed rooted in place as he continued walking away.
But then he stopped. Turned around, looked right at you.
And for a moment you were fourteen again, feeling alone and forgotten going into your third month in the Hermes cabin. Grumbling your way through sword practice because the excited camp counselor who just happened to be your age refused to let you sulk for another day.
It was days after your fifteenth birthday, and the golden sickle with sheaths of wheat had finally appeared over your head at lunch. Luke had lunged at you, wrapping you in the tightest hug possible, and looked at you with all the stars in your eyes as he congratulated you. He helped you move your meager belongings into the Demeter cabin the very next day.
It was the first time you decided to go home since arriving at camp, and Luke was sidled outside your door, making wry comments every so often as he kept you company while you packed.
It was him kissing you right before you went over the hill because he said he couldn’t keep his feelings in any longer. It was you kissing him right back wondering why he waited so damn long.
It was three years of the best thing you’d ever experienced, of the most steadfast companion you could’ve had by your side—three years of Luke Castellan’s love.
Then you blinked, and you were back in the woods. Luke’s expression had softened, but the brimming tears in your eyes blurred your vision.
“I really did love you, y’know,” Luke finally murmured. “But you should know that love isn’t ever enough.”
He was out of your view before you could even muster the strength to move again, and then you were running through the forest faster than ever before.
But when you reached Cabin Eleven, there was no sign of him. And when you checked the pavilion and the forge and the amphitheater and the training arena and every other godsdamned place, you were just as disappointed.
But by the time you got to Chiron and found out the chaos that had spouted in his wake, that he had wanted you to be a part of, it was much, much too late.
Percy Jackson was fighting for his life. Camp had been left in complete disarray. Luke was working for Kronos.
And the man you loved was truly gone.
#this is especially funny to me bc luke is all for kronos but kronos literally ate her mom#couple goals!!#also she spent like 30 minutes looking for him after which is plentyyy of time for him to try and kill percy#luke castellan x reader#luke castellan fic#luke castellan angst#pjo x reader#x reader#sadie writes
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° ᡣ𐭩 . ° . 𝒆𝒔𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒐 Y.JW ᡣ𐭩 . ° .
₊˚⊹ In which - 𝗃𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗐𝗈𝗇 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄, 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒𝖽𝖺𝗒 𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝗁𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗉𝗅𝗈𝗉𝗌 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖽 𝗎𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗅 𝗒/𝗇 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖾𝗅𝗉 𝗁𝗂𝗆, 𝖻𝖾 𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝗂𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋, 𝖻𝖾 𝗁𝗂𝗌 espresso.
₊˚⊹ contains - smut, smut, and more smut!, blowjobs, unprotected sex (he pulled out but stay safe), cowgirl position, won calls reader princess, afab reader.
₊˚⊹ a/n - sorry this was lowk rushed and has to be my worst smut
:( but I hope y'all enjoy!
“𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝑒, 𝑒𝓈𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈𝑜”
you heard the front door close, as you laid in bed scrolling through titkok. having an idol boyfriend who has to work 247 isn't for the weak. you always miss him when he even leaves the house for even twenty minutes. sure people might call it attachment issues but you just think its just another form of love. you can hear wons keys being placed onto the counter letting out a big sigh as you heard his heavy footsteps approach the bedroom.
"hey baby" you smiled up at the clearly sleepy man, "hey my princess, how's my baby doing? he spoke in a raspy monotone voice sending goosebumps down your spine as he smoothly dipped his body to lay on top of you. sleepy won always looked good to you, maybe since he's your boyfriend but something about a man being exhausted from work. he had on his grey sweatpants on with a black compression shirt that hugged his muscles perfectly.
you couldn't help but rub your thighs together at view of the man laying on top of you. his hands wrapped around your waist pulling you so tight as his head rested on your stomach. jungwon was such an handsome man, the way the dim light shined on his tan skin showing all his moles on his face that you've counted already multiple times. your pure thoughts about your boyfriend slowly turned into filth, thinking about the time he ate your pussy til you came all over his tongue or when he fucked you in the dance room leaving handprints all over the mirrors leaving the janitors to clean up the mess.
getting too caught up into your nasty thoughts your boyfriend took a notice to you tightening up your thighs. "is my baby getting needy mhm?" won mumbled against your belly leaving pepper kisses down to the band of your pink shorts beginning to slip them off. your breathe began to hitch once he reached to pull off your pretty panties but you grabbed his hand.
"no baby its okay, I wanna make you feel good" you look down at the man who looks as he wants to attack you like prey. his face frowned up, one thing about won is he loves making you cum on his tongue its a need for him. “but baby eating you out makes me feel good, like it gives me a rush im telling you-“ you brought your index finger to the boys mouth shushing him.
“i’m telling you won, you’ve been so stressed and i don’t like seeing the love of my life upset so please let me take the lead, just sit and look pretty yea?” you said biting your bottom lip sitting up on your elbows. your words went straight to jungwons dick. he looked up at you with low eyes before grunting, “fine but what are you gonna do to me mhm?” he smirked up at you as you guys switched positions, his hair covering of the pillows as you straddled his waist.
you bent over getting closer to his ear before whispering, “everything” as you dived into his neck leaving love bites everywhere. won groaned outloud feeling your tongue lick and suck his neck. “fuck baby please, please kiss me” he hissed out a soft moan pulling you off his neck reaching for your lips. you leaned back teasing the boy shaking your head no. “let me please you baby” you whispered as won whimpered in frustration.
you slowly took off his sweats palming him through his boxers, pre cum dropping from his cock as it entered your hands. jungwons breath hitched. “keep touching me like that and i’ll cum right now” he groaned grabbing his face impatiently. you chuckled and finally gave into the man’s request.
your hand moved up and down his shaft, you took at deep breath before fitting his whole cock down your little throat, jungwon sucked his teeth, “fuckkkk” he dragged his words letting out a whimper. you started to deep throat his cock and stroke the rest you couldn’t fit in your mouth,”fuck baby it feels like your mouth was just made for my cock, you’re doing so well princess” he hissed grabbing you hair and making it into a ponytail as he started to fuck your face. you moaned against his cock at his words squeezing your thighs together.
“oh my gosh princess i’m about to.. im about to fucking cum down your throat” he spoke as you forced your head down to suck his entire dick making him let out the loudest whimper as he finished down your throat. his cum tasted a little salty but it was mostly sweet due to his good eating habits.
you smiled up at him with fuck me eyes as you licked the rest of his cum off your lips. jungwon pulled you up and said, “fuck baby i need you to ride me, can my baby do that for me mhm?” he teased as you shook your head yes almost immediately.
hopping onto the man’s lap grinding your damp panties on his member, “don’t tease me baby” he chuckled as you smiled at the man below you. removing your panties laying them besides won for later (his request) and began to lift your hips up ready to slam down on his member. sinking down onto his cock feeling him stretch you out more and more as the two of you let out a soft moan fuck he moaned. you began to grind on his member practically drooling at the feeling of him inside you.
“fuck baby i’ve missed your tight pussy, has she missed me too?” he asked once you leaned down to his level feeling his dick now in your stomach it seems causing you to moan directing in his face. “yes! she missed you so bad won” you whined. you would’ve cringed at yourself if you weren’t so horny at the moment. you felt won starting to take the lead and fuck up into you trying to match your rhythm.
the sweat dripping from jungwons forehead causing his hair to stick to his face almost made you cum on the spot. he placed his thumb on your clit gently rubbing it as you bounced up and down on his member feeling your high approaching, “fuck please don’t stop please i’m gonna!” you said as you felt your cum leak down your thighs causing you to shiver. the sight of you made jungwon groaned outloud and pull out of you causing you to wince at the emptiness.
“baby let me come in your mouth, open up for me” he spoke in a raspy voice as you bent down ass up and starting stroking his cock sucking on his mushroom top. “you look so pretty like this y/n, i love you baby” he groaned before painting your face white once again.
as you swallowed and licked up the remains you looked up to see your now sleeping boyfriend lay peacefully above you, so handsome you thought. you always loved the little moments like this. you scooted up and laying on top of his chest.
“i love you more baby”
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[3:18 pm]
three months later
“i haven’t seen haechan this happy in months.” mumbled jeno, watching the scene unfolding across from him. there you were, animatedly explaining some workplace drama to haechan, who definitely wasn’t paying attention to anything coming out of your mouth, too busy staring at you with hearts in his eyes.
“i know, right… it’s disgusting.” renjun deadpanned.
“c’mon jun, acting like you weren’t also rooting for them back in school.” mark chided. “he finally got his shit in order, now look at him, like a lovesick puppy.” he teased.
“are you guys gonna keep to one corner for your date the entire afternoon or are you gonna tell us how haechan finally romanced you.” chenle sighed, waiting impatiently for the story.
“oh he romanced me alright,” you gushed, ready to fill them in, while haechan only grumbled, sinking in his seat, not wanting them to know the nitty gritty details of three weeks prior when he finally asked you out.
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“so are we gonna go on a date yet or what?” haechan couldn’t hide the jittery excitement even if he tried, his leg bouncing like he was ready to jump at any moment now.
it had been two months since you made up with him, accepting his apology, and vowing to rekindle your friendship at the very least.
“hm… well i don’t know, i haven’t been properly asked…” you sigh dramatically, looking around with a rather bored expression. something finally clicks in his brain, you can almost see in the corner of your eye, a lightbulb over his head flickers.
what does he do?
“oh my dear y/n, please please please please can i take you out on a date? y/n i promise, cross my heart, swear on my nintendogs, i will make it worth your while i will wine and dine you so hard, we could do a classic romantic dinner and a movie i heard inside out 2 is doing super well right now… would you do me, lee donghyuck, the honor of going on a date with me?” the room is silent save for the literal panting he was doing, having said it all in one breath, on his knees, hands clasped together as he begged for a proper date.
your mouth was agape, you should’ve expected such theatrics from haechan, but it wasn’t any less surprising to hear such a sincere level of dedication and desperation.
“inside out 2 sounds like a good plan,” you murmur, which is immediately met with haechan doing a victory dance of sorts.
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“check out romeo!” even jisung took part in the teasing, making haechan’s ears burn bright red.
“okay, cut it out! i thought it was cute, that’s all that matters.” you pouted at their relentless teasing.
“i thought that was a great way to ask someone out, i expect nothing less from a real man!”
“sure, jaemin.” renjun muttered.
“it’s fine, y/n,” he grabs your hand softly, “i can put up with the jokes, as long as i’m yours.”
“barf.”
“renjun!”
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a/n ; its over……………….. i would like to thank u guys 😖 for being here with me ☹️ for my first ever fanfic 😣 i have a long way to improve still,, especially with happy endings🤓 cuz this is kinda corny im w renjun….. BUT srsly im glad u guys enjoyed urs up til now and i hope it lived up to ur expectations,, feel free to leave ur thoughts and comments and opinions or any questions in my inbox (so i have an excuse to yap),, i do think with time i will eventually add more bonuses and standalone content that can tie in to the urs!au (so i have more excuses to yap) ,,advice is still appreciated!! xoxo jelly
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