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hi!!! im new on here and ive been binge reading all of ur stuff đ im not sure if this is where you send reqs but if it is in begging for an older brotherâs best friend trope w katsuki đ i absolutely adore this trope and i js imagine katsuki pretending to be so annoying w picking you up or âbabysitting youâ for his friend bur he secretly rlly likes it. thank u sm! <3
OMG HELLLOOO!! THANK YOU FOR BINGE READING MY STUFF!! this is where u send requests and Iâm totally inlove with this idea you just opened my eyes. 2 POSTS IN 1 DAYYY?? Iâm spoiling all 50 of my followers đ
Off-limits, Right? â katsuki bakugo
IN WHICHâŠkatsuki was your older brothers bestfriend, you hated him, he hated you, I mean why else would he constantly tease you? so yeah, you guys hated eachother. rightâŠ?
Pairing; Katsuki bakugo x Afab!reader
Content contains; fem!reader, SUGGESTIVE! mdni, swearing, corny scenarios, katsuki uses âprincessâ in a mocking way, reader is 19, katsuki is 21, and brother is 22, swearing.
Word count; smth over 1k
A/N; this was a wonderful request Iâm sorry I couldnât do it justice !! đ© I hope ur happy with the result nonetheless!! <3
he was insufferable, he just couldnât leave you alone. everytime he comes over to hang out with your brother, you avoid him and stay in your room at pretty much all costs; yet he always finds a way to still get under your nerves.
the stupid calls behind the door as they make their way to your brothers room,
âaww princess, you donât miss me?â he yells behind the door, you can hear the cocky bastards smirk. you groan and just ignore him as he laughs with your brother. stupid boys.
it doesnât stop there though, if you ever decide to come out of your room you better prayyyy hes not down there because heâs teasing you to absolutely no end.
âoh the beast has awoken I see?â he smirks and rests his elbows on the kitchen island, eyeing you up and down like you were a piece of meat. you roll your eyes and continue to open your fridge and get a drink.
âwould you just shut up for once katsuki?â you bite back and he lets out an airy mocking laugh, putting his hands up in fake defense.
âeasy there, just playin around sleeping beauty.â that stupid smirk never leaving his lips, you groan and grab your drink before descending up the stairs back to your room.
and you see, it would be a lot easier to avoid katsuki if him and your brother werenât constantly in eachothers back pocket. It was frustrating, all you wanted was for him to leave you alone!
and then the worst possible thing happened.
âyoo, y/n.â your brothers voice speaks, tapping you on the shoulder, you tilt your head to look over your shoulder and hum a response. âokay donât kill me but..memomanddadaregoingtoabarandkatsukihastobabysityou.â you stare at him blankly.
âokay what the actual fuck did you just say to me.â he takes in a deep breath and repeats himself slower. âme mom and dad are going to a bar and katsuki has to babysit you.â he has an anxious scrunch plastered on his face, prepared for you to blow up.
âwhat the HELL?â you slam the book you were reading closed, the sound echoed through the house. âI donât need a fucking babysitter! Iâm 19!â he sighs and attempts to calm you down.
âI know, i know, I agree! I tried to tell mom and dad that but I guess they just didnât trust youâŠâ you scoff at this and slouch in your seat with another loud groan rumbling past your lips.
âso they decide to have fucking katsuki babysit me? you know how much I hate him.â you glare up at him and he sighs for you.
âyeah I know..look itâs only for one night! Iâm sure youâll survive right?â you scoff at him and slam yourself up from the couch and reach your room, spending the rest of your time there before katsuki shows up.
âding dongâ you hear the doorbell and immediately plant your face in your pillow, mentally preparing for the night youâre about to have. you can hear him buttering up your parents, talking about how their âprecious daughterâ is in wonderful hands. what a fucking joke. the minute everybody left, he sighs before yelling up the stairs.
âyou gonna sit up in your room the whole time?â you can hear the cockiness dripping in his tone even through a whole staircase and your door. you sigh, bouncing off your bed and opening your door walking down the stairs with the least pleasant expression on your face.
âah thereâs the princess, wipe that look off your face. Iâm not any happier about this.â you scoff and continue your walking down the stairs, reaching him at the bottom and glaring into his eyes. âyeah right.â you remark sarcastically and push past his shoulder and walk back to your spot on the couch. he sighs to himself and grouchily walks over to sit next to you, creating a respective distance.
âthe tv remotes right here,â you toss it at him and he catches with no problems, gosh fucking loser has to be good at everything. âput whatever you want on, I donât care.â you dismiss him and open your book again, deciding thatâs the best way to drown him out.
ïżœïżœoh so the princess isnât always cold hearted?â he bit his lip partially with a slight smirk, you couldnât help but shy away from his gaze back onto your book and stutter out a âyeah whatever..â he put on some creepy ass movie, you werenât even watching it but the noises and jumpscares were kind of getting to you, you put the book down for one second and then got invested into the movie, katsuki took notice of this but decided to not say anything to scare you off just yet.
a certain jumpscare got to you, and you flinched with a high pitched âeek!â he only laughed at you and looked at you with a faux mocking pout.
âaww princess you scared?â his pout turned into a smirk, and he licked his lips slightly. âs-shut up katsuki.â you roll your eyes and attempt to play it off before he just has to open his mouth again.
âcmon you want me to hold you so the monsters wonât get you?â he opens his arms and laughs when you immediately protest. âew, katsuki! quit!â he nonetheless throws your âstupidâ book across the room and before you even have time to think heâs grabbing you by the shoulders and planting you on his lap.
âkatsukiâ eughâ let me go!â you whine trying to wiggle out of his grasp, he sighs before speaking, âkeep movin like that on me and youâre definitely not going.â you gasp at his comment and hit him on the arm.
âgross katsuki!â he just laughs and you eventually accept your fate on his lap, trying to avoid the fact youâre on your older brothers bestfriends lap. You continue on with the movie, eventually relaxing into katsukis hold when another jumpscare causes you to jump in his hold, he mocks you with a laugh and suddenly his mouth is very close to your ear, you can feel his hot breath trickling down your neck and it causes you to stiffen. âyou scared, princess?â he whispers deeply into your ear, you try to shake off the flustered feeling and shake your head no.
âare you sure? maybe this will help take your mind off things.â and before you can even think to protest, your being spinned around on his lap, face to face with him. your legs were straddling either side of his now and he rests his hand on your lower back, pushing you closer to him.
âkatsukiâ mm!â you were cut off to him pressing a kiss to your lips, even though your mind was telling you âno, no, back away!â your body seemed to have a different idea, leaning into his touch and kissing right back causing his signature smirk to envelop his face, smiling into the kiss.
it turned into a heated makeout session, your hands resting on his neck, one of his hands rubbing down your back and the other behind your neck, pulling you impossibly closer. the only thing that could be heard was the movie you had both long forgotten about and the smacks of your lips colliding.
âyou donât knowââ he breathes out before planting another kiss to you, ââhow long Iâve wanted this.â you continue your assault to his lips and only pull away for a short response back. âyeah?â he hums an agreement into the kiss, at this point youâre practically grinding on eachother, your brows furrowing and mouth parting slightly, and suddenly it all hits you.
you pull away abruptly, his lips chasing yours before a look of confusion wipes over his face. âwe shouldnât be doing this.â you speak and nervously tuck your hair behind your ears. âwell itâs a little late for that princessâŠâ you groan and bury your head in your hands, what were you thinking?
âI mean we donât really have to stop nowââ you shush him quickly, he rolls his eyes but listens nonetheless, as if on que you can here the doorknob jiggle, you spring off his lap and back onto your designated place on the couch, katsuki grabs a pillow to cover his crotch which you gave him a disgusted look for, as if you werent practically leaking through your panties right now.
they walk through the door, everybody greeting their hellos before your mother speaks up at the sight, âaw look at you two! finally getting along I see?â you grumble at her words but katsuki speaks up with a sly grin, âyou could say that.â she gushes over this fact, katsuki was always her favorite friend of your brothers. only you and him knew the true meaning behind his words, eventually everybody gets ready to part their goodbyes, and youâre about to ascend up the stairs again before katsuki calls your name.
you spin around to face him, and stride over he unexpectedly hugs you, which your mother âaweâsâ at, little did she know he just whispered âcall me.â in your ear, leaving you a flustered mess, you say your quick goodbye and rush up to your room.
what weâre you gonna do.
a/n; if this does well Iâll do part 2 but prolly not
#katsuki bakugo x reader#bakugo katsuki x reader#katsuki x reader#bakugo x reader#katsuki bakugo x you#bakugo katsuki x you#katsuki x you#bakugo x you#katsuki bakugo x y/n#bakugo katsuki x y/n#katsuki x y/n#bakugo x y/n#mha katsuki bakugo#mha bakugo katsuki#mha katsuki#mha bakugou#bnha katsuki bakugou#bnha bakugo katsuki#bnha katsuki#bnha bakugou#mha x reader#mha x you#mha x y/n#bnha x reader#bnha x you#bnha x y/n#.thenaoneshot
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Excuse me? Oh no
Part 1 - curiosity
platonic!yandere!batfam x reader
Warnings: this was made with MALE reader in mind but please interpretate the gender however you like, the reader here is minor coded but no confirmed age, invasion of privacy, out of character depictions, this is a joke fic but taken seriously, mentions of kidnapping, no beta we die like jason
Dividers by aquazero
(this is a series) part one (your here) , part 2 , part 3, part 4
PLOT: you were given a phone, but your "family" can't help but feel nosy about your own privacy
You hate it here. There was no doubt to that, you have been held hostage by the Wayne's for a couple of months now and it was terrifying AND somewhat annoying. You don't these guys, you haven't met them until like when you were kidnapped, it was horrible.
They promised you can have boundaries, they broke those, privacy, you don't know they don't actually allow that, you felt like they were trying to be as considerate to you as possible for you to stay and you can't help but be in sort of awe, they are your kidnappers and despite their possessive and terrifying tendencies you felt like they geniuely cared for you (you didn't even wanna be here), so to cope with this situation you do what other people do- staying on social media.
Bruce gave you a new phone a few weeks ago and you have been obsessively using it so you could feel you have security again, not ideal nor healthy but hey, what else is there? You found a way to log in into your old Tumblr and/or Wattpad account, obviously you were trying to hide th fact from the bat family, you would be lectured for hours! So you tried to keep it in a down low, removing every search, hiding apps, deleting shit is saddening but it's for your safety and security.
Damian. He was the first to notice you spending much more time on your phone recently and as the little as he is, he tries peeking behind on what your doing but can't see clearly but he sees words? No texting- what is it your reading? "What is that?" He asked with a raised eyebrow and weirdly stern tone of voice, you flinched and quickly existed the app "o-oh! nothing." You are horrible at lying when it comes to Damian, he makes you feel.. uneasy.
Damian wasn't convinced as expected and he tries to grab the cellular device in your hand and with your idiotic instincts you slapped his hand away, he gasps and he turns irritated. That wasn't your best move. "How could you? All I want is to make sure you're safe and this is how you react?!" He huffs and now you're scared, like they are always so unpredictable when they are mad.
"i-im sorry." You apologized, you wish that Damian doesn't convince Bruce to put you back in the white room. It was torture, Damian scoffs and walks away, you were left shaking, what happened just now..? You just went back reading a stupid FNAF fic to calm your nerves (you are such a weirdo)
It was dinner time, you were eating in the so called "room" you were in everyday, Bruce said you weren't ready to eat at the dinner table, whatever that means. Alfred bought you your food, you thank him and he left, is the grandpa okay?
As you eat you listen in the conversation in the dinner table, "When will we ever have them eat over here?" Seemingly to be Dicks voice, he was the one that seemed to be the most clingy to you. "When they are ready." Bruce said to him in a stoic tone. You continue to listen in..
"Father, there's something I feel that needs your attention." Damian announces, oh no what is he going to do? Bruce perks his attention to Damian with the 'hm?' sound. "I feel that Y/N is hiding something from us. Just today they slapped my hand away when I asked." He said recalling the event from earlier.
Tim who was also here (don't forget him) looks confused "like what?" He asked, Damian always seemed so dramatic about you to Tim, Damian gave an annoying sigh "Their phone! They might be hiding something in their phone!" He shouted, "they shouldn't be keeping secrets from us, were family!" He continued to argue
Oh god.
"Damian calm down, I will handle this little situation later, if they are hiding something they aren't supposed to they are going back to the white room." Bruce exclaimed and/or added.
"Doesn't that seem a bit extreme Bruce?" Jason teased with a smirk in response with Bruce's statement, Jason may present himself as the most normal and gives you a lot of freedom but he is just as controlling and possessive as the others.
"of course not, it's for their own good." Jesus Christ he is so ominous and cryptic. This is the same guy that is seen as a good billionaire?, the family continue to eat and banter
While they were eating, you were stuck in a position, when Bruce mentioned the "white room" you don't wanna go back, you don't wanna go back. That place was awful. Your privacy is not valued.
They don't care about you, they just think they do. what can you even do?
#this took too long#yandere!batfam#yandere!batfam x reader#m!reader#rare m!reader win#batfam#batfamily#tim drake#bruce wayne#dick grayson#damian wayne#damian al ghul#jason todd#batboys#yandere!batboys#platonic#im procastinating#dude.#yandere#yandere stories#fanfic#platonic yandere#batsib!reader#IM SO SORRY YOU GUYS :((#yandere batfam
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Couple goals ONCE AGAIN!!!??!?! im in love with their love??? like is that possible?!?!?!!! theyre so cute w their teasing and banter and just general fluffy and in love-ness!!!! plus to be so in sync with your person you know their needs before they say anythinggg i want what they have part 2!!!!!!
Also i love the whole fic BUT THIS PART STUCK W ME SO MUCH cannotttt stop thinking about this scene!!
And the chunk at end ngl hehehe đ i have grown to look fwd to belle's writing!! (esp the mingyu ones cos lets face it im so biased to him)
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OKAY I RE READ IT COS??? I JUST DO THAT W FICS I LOVE AND COS I KNEWWW I WAS MISSING SMTH AND THESE ONES!!!! THESE SCENES GOT MY HEART SOARING
an afternoon hike where you teased him for tripping over his own feet and then held his hand the rest of the way up
mingyu blinks down at you, his chest aching in the best way possible. youâre looking at him like youâre proud of him, like you see every part of himâeven the parts heâs tried to hideâand love him anyway.
his grin widens, and you laugh, leaning forward just enough to press a quick kiss to his jaw. your lips linger there for a moment, and mingyuâs thoughts scatter like leaves in the wind.
Want what they have so BAD
....re-reading was a mistake im gonna start quoting the whole story
Hello hope you're having a good day! If you are still taking requests I love the idea of fluff 27 + suggestive 5 together! Reader doing/saying it to best boy Mingyu please <3
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fluff prompt #27: "did you plan this whole day just to make me happy?" +
suggestive prompt #5: "is that your way of asking me to stay the night?"
mingyu doesnât think he deserves a day like this.
heâs been feeling a little off lately, the kind of off where his brain works too hard to convince him heâs not enough. not good enough for his members, his fans, and definitely not good enough for you. he hadnât told you any of this, of course, because what kind of boyfriend lays that weight on someone else? but somehow, you just knew. you always did.
youâd planned the entire day down to the last detailâevery moment overflowing with warmth and ease.
his favorite breakfast, eaten slowly at the cozy cafĂ© heâd shyly confessed to loving on your third date. an afternoon hike where you teased him for tripping over his own feet and then held his hand the rest of the way up. dinner on the balcony of your apartment, fairy lights strung above as the city glittered in the background.
he sits now with you on that balcony, your legs tangled under the small blanket youâd pulled out when the air turned cooler. youâre leaning back against him, his arms wrapped loosely around your waist. the scent of your shampoo drifts up every time the wind catches your hair, and mingyu thinks itâs the happiest heâs felt in weeks.
he kisses the top of your head, unable to stop himself from smiling.
âdid you plan this whole day just to make me happy?â
you tilt your head up to look at him, your lips quirking in that way that makes his heart stumble over itself.
âmaybe.â
âyou did,â he says, a little breathless, tightening his arms around you. âyou totally did. how do you evenâhow do you know what i need without me saying anything?â
âyou think i donât notice when youâre not yourself?â you reply softly. âi know you, mingyu. itâs not that hard to figure out.â
mingyu blinks down at you, his chest aching in the best way possible. youâre looking at him like youâre proud of him, like you see every part of himâeven the parts heâs tried to hideâand love him anyway.
he leans down to kiss you, slow and deliberate, his fingers slipping into your hair as he cups the back of your head. you hum against his mouth, the sound sending a shiver down his spine. when you pull back, thereâs a teasing glint in your eye.
âi hope youâre planning to return the favor someday,â you say.
âsomeday?â he scoffs, brushing his thumb across your cheek. âas if i donât spend every day trying to make you happy.â
âyouâre sweet,â you murmur, your voice dropping just enough to make his pulse skip. âbut i think youâre overestimating yourself.â
mingyuâs jaw drops. âoverestimatingâare you serious? youâre lucky i donât pick you up and throw you over my shoulder.â
âyou wouldnât dare.â
his grin widens, and you laugh, leaning forward just enough to press a quick kiss to his jaw. your lips linger there for a moment, and mingyuâs thoughts scatter like leaves in the wind.
when you pull back again, thereâs something playful in your expression, but itâs layered with a warmth that makes his heart race.
âso,â you say casually, brushing nonexistent lint off his sweater, before settling your hands around the back of his neck, "you donât have to go home tonight if you donât want to."
mingyu freezes.
he can feel your eyes on him, waiting for a reaction, but his brain seems to be short-circuiting.
you tilt your head, a small smile tugging at your lips. âwhat? too subtle?â you tease.
his throat feels dry, but he manages to swallow and find his voice. âis thatââ he pauses, his lips quirking despite himself. âis that your way of asking me to stay the night?â
you roll your eyes, but the blush creeping up your neck betrays you. âdo you have to say it like that?â you complained.
âme?â mingyu grins, leaning closer so his nose brushes against yours. âyouâre the one whoâwait, are you blushing right now?â
âno,â you say, but your voice wavers just enough to make him laugh.
âyou totally are.â his grin softens, and he reaches up to gently cup your cheek, his thumb brushing over your heated skin. âyouâre cute, you know that?â
âshut up,â you mutter, but your lips curve upward as you lean into his touch.
for a moment, mingyu just looks at you. the city lights reflect in your eyes, and he thinks itâs entirely unfair how beautiful you are.
âokay,â he says quietly.
you blink up at him. âokay?â
âyeah,â he murmurs, his hand slipping to the back of your neck as he kisses you again.
you hum against his lips, your hands sliding up his chest to rest on his shoulders. he doesnât think heâll ever get used to the way you touch him, so soft and careful, like youâre holding something precious.
when you finally pull back, your forehead rests against his, and youâre smiling in that way that makes him want to promise you the world.
mingyu laughs, his breath warm against your skin. âyou know, iâm starting to think you planned this whole day for more than just making me happy.â
you pull back slightly to meet his gaze, your eyebrows raised in mock offense. âare you accusing me of ulterior motives?â
âmaybe,â he teases, his hands sliding to rest on your waist.
you smirk, your fingers tracing absent patterns on his chest. âguess youâll have to stick around and find out.â
his heart stumbles again, and he wonders how he got so lucky.
âoh, iâm not going anywhere,â he says, his voice low and certain.
mingyu doesn't move though, his eyes trained on you, taking in the way the wind blows in your hair, the way your cheeks are still tinted pink, and the way your eyes keep flickering between his own & his lips.
âwhat are you doing?â you ask softly, your voice barely above a whisper.
âlooking at you,â he murmurs, his tone low, like he doesnât want to scare the moment away. his hand comes up to brush a stray strand of hair away from your face, his fingertips lingering against your cheek. âyou're so beautifulâ
your breath catchesnas you pull mingyu him, his lips meet yours slowly, like heâs memorizing every detailâthe softness, the warmth, the way you gasp softly against his mouth. his hands cradle your face, holding you gently but firmly, as if heâs afraid youâll disappear if he lets go.
you donât know who moves first, but suddenly youâre closer, pressed against him, your fingers curling into his sweater. his lips part slightly, and the kiss deepens, sending a shiver down your spine. mingyu tilts his head, his thumb brushing your jaw as he kisses you like heâs been waiting for this forever.
itâs not just a kissâitâs consuming. the world around you fades until itâs just him. the faint scent of his cologne, the way his chest rises and falls against yours, the soft hum he lets out when your fingers tangle in his hair.
he pulls back just enough to rest his forehead against yours, his breath warm and unsteady.
âyouâre dangerous,â he says softly, his lips brushing yours with each word.
âme?â you manage to whisper, your own voice shaky. âwhat does that make you, then?â
he smirks, his eyes dark with something that sends your heart racing. âcompletely yours.â
before you can respond, his lips find yours again, hungrier this time. his hands slide down to your waist, pulling you impossibly closer, and you can feel the heat radiating off him. he kisses you like he needs you, like he doesnât know how to stop, and youâre not sure you want him to.
your hands trail up his chest, slipping over his shoulders and around his neck, and the sound he makes when your nails scrape lightly against his skin sends warmth pooling in your stomach.
he breaks away just long enough to press a kiss to the corner of your mouth, then your jaw, then the sensitive spot just below your ear. âyouâre gonna be the death of me,â he murmurs, his voice low and breathless.
you laugh softly, tugging him back to you. âthen donât stop.â
& mingyu doesnât.
#user daisymbin has once again written a couple thats goals asf#maplegyu reads#maplegyu faves#maplegyu screams
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"now we got to choose who we want to be"
"like what?"
"whatever we want kid, whatever we want. "
and he chose to be her father.
#im not okay but like in the best way possible#thank you tbb and thank you hunter for surviving and becoming a sexy old man#grown up omega is so</33 hearybreakingly beautiful#techs death finally hitting me after a full year of positive denial chat this is gna be hardđđđ#the bad batch#tbb#the bad batch season 3#tbb season 3#tbb spoilers#the bad batch spoilers#star wars#star wars: the bad batch#tbb omega#tbb hunter#omega bad batch#hunter bad batch#sergeant hunter#tbb s3 spoilers#star wars tbb
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ARE THEY A WOMAN WHO LOVES WOMEN?
*TL;DR she is technically not a canon lesbian, so no, this poll does not break my rules. i am, however, going to treat her as canon sapphic due to the rule of BFFR. as a result, i have taken out the usual "they're not attracted to women" options. see tags if you want more detail
#poll#homura akemi#puella magi madoka magica#madoka magica#pmmm#wlw poll#sapphic poll#OKAY. SO.#i got an ask requesting every pmmm girl#which to be honest i was kind of dreading literally because of her. but i WILL see every request through if i can help it.#i agonized over this very very badly#did a bunch of reading and searching#the most i could scrape up is that her relationship and feelings towards madoka are STILL frustratingly ambiguous in terms of canonicity#despite being Extremely Freaking Blatant#anyway what i mean by 'rule of BFFR' is i am going to honor word of god as best i can. but i refuse to be obtuse.#i can accept that TECHNICALLY there's nothing saying she couldn't be wlw in a way that's not lesbian#i can accept seeing her as 'madokasexual' rather than specifically lesbian#or thinking of her as bi bc she hasn't interacted enough with men to rule it out or bc she would love madoka even if madoka wasn't a girl#but i am not going to concede to the possibility that she is just not wlw#that's too stupid even for me#sure you can argue she's not canon sapphic with a particularly stretchy train of logic! you can use logic to any end! but: BFFR!#hence. this poll may proceed.#sorry again if this makes like no sense i can never tell if im making sense or not
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Someone please tell me this is really happeningđđ
[PROCEEDS TO RECREATE ISABELLE ADJANI GOING TITS OFF INSANE IN THE TUNNEL SCENE OF POSSESSION IN THE OFFICE BATHROOM]
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EVEN WITH ALL OUR CLOWNERY WE WILL BE THE PREVAILING CLOWNS FOR ALL FUTURE CLOWNS TO LOOK UP TO AND THAT'S THAT ON THAT
#OKAY BUT LIKE SERIOUSLY#in 2024 they had to ride the last twilight hype train i get it whatever#but they can't let the JIMMYSEA HYPE die down now that it's at its peak#so not giving them a new series for 2025 wouldn't benefit anyone#SO LOOK AT ME @ P'THA#ANYWAY THANK YOU FOR SENDING ME THIS ANON IM NOW SPIRALLING IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE#I NEED THEM TO ANNOUNCE THE DATE FOR GMMTV 2025 SOON OR IM GONNA LIVEBLOG IT FROM THE PSYCH WARD#ANYWAY x2. i hope you're having a wonderful day anon!!!!! đ#jimmy jitaraphol#jimmysea#gmmtv 2025#m: ask
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sometimes i like to imagine a future where i write that (y/a or adult targeted) dragon book series i desperately want to, but i know that i wouldn't be able to do it without including art in the book. every time a new important character is introduced the next page would have to be a reference / art of them to Show What They Look Like
#i dont think id be able to handle like. publishing or whatever Without that#maybe that stems from my control issues maybe im just an artist at heart#but i would also need there to be a glossary and a detailed map and maybe footnotes or a basic bestiary-#but then sometimes i wonder if i'd want it to be like... a comic instead#manga style in a way??? i wouldnt color it. it'd be in b&w with only the occasional colored spread or somethin#but all of that If Possible or plausible is a very long way off which is okay its okay#ill get there ill get there#unless something changes and i want to do something Else but its been a goal for many years already#its only recently that ive buckled down on the worldbuilding and character crafting and genuinely considering the plot and themes#its a hot mess! but theres something in there! im determined to find it#its definitely a couple years yet of changing things and switchin stuff around and Thinking....#who knows if ill ever get there! i hope i will!#but yeah it'd be a book with a bunch of art shoved in it httyd style (kinda)#bc if im gonna Make something im gonna combine my favorite hobbies as best i can#absolutely unprompted#its an exciting but daunting prospect. writing an actual Thing#mostly the plot part of it#i can craft characters i can do worldbuilding#but the plot? oof#there's this other one ive been working on since 8th grade#and its still... barely anything lmao#its for my favorite personal characters - my very first real oc my special boy light of my life but Man.#plot has hands!!!#and then ofc there's my beloved idiot squad... i want to do something for them some day maybe....#so many ambitions so little energy... i will strive to make future me healthy enough to achieve Something we so desperately want!
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QSMP kidnappings
THEY HAVE A PROBLEM
have you noticed just how much kidnapping there is in QSMP?
here is the list:
1.Forgot how many but all the frozen ppl
2.the worker BBH kidnaped
3.Fred
4.Quackity
5.evryone on purgatory
6.a code monster aperently
7.all of the eggs. More than once
8:trapping phill in a fucking birdhouse
9. team bolas kidnapped tina
conclusion: kidnapping is good ,as long as its for plot
#qsmp federation#qsmp#qsmp eggs#qsmp purgatory#qsmp cucurucho#its concerning#like why are there so many#someone needs to talk to quackity#cause this is not okay#and no#im not over the bird house shit#that was horrible#but in the best way possible#whenever someone gets kidnapped i am adding it to this post
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As for my post this morning. If anyone was worried. Me personally I'm okay (I guess) but my dad's in the hospital and things r still very up in the air. So.
#speculation nation#bracing myself for the possibility of Major Grief.....2!!!!#well actualy more like 3 or 4 or 5 (lol lol lol)#but likely the worst one bc it's. my dad. that's my dad.#i left work early to visit him at the hospital. hes stable rn at least (he wasnt this morning)#he wasnt conscious though. and i really really hope he ends up okay#but. i still saw my dad unconscious in a hospital bed hooked up to like a million tubes and#thats my dad. Thats my Dad.#im really trying to not do my processing until after i know for sure how things are gonna go#dont wanna start grieving until after he's officially gone#so im trying not to think about it. but it's still... yeah. unpleasant.#and theres a part of me thats so so resentful. if i have to have a dead parent why would it be the Good one?#take my fucking mom instead. hell my life would even be BETTER without her. horrible as that is to say.#but it's my dad. he's not perfect. he has his flaws. but he's still tried in a way she never ever did.#seeing him like that makes me feel so... small. makes me remember being picked up by him.#makes me remember riding on the back of his harley as a tiny little 10 year old with a helmet that was giant on me#we'll hope for the best. we'll hope for a recovery. even if not a full recovery. i just want to have my dad.#sorry. this is probably too real for my tumblr dot com. it's just been... a lot today.#negative/#death/#hospitals ment/#idfk. sorry
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youtube
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#WHERE DO I BEGIN#CHRONOLOGICALLY I GUESS#omg the whiplash beat is so insane so addicting literally a cyperpunk meets vogue and make it SICKENING af#i'm so happy i can always trust in my girls to deliver with the title tracks that's so crazy#they have an incredible run#NEXT#KILL IT !!!!!!????? DONT PISS ME OFFFFFFFFFF#literally if i could craft a perfect cunty badass aespa bside it would sound somewhat exactly like this ....#it's so good i'm in awe i can't imagine how good the rest will be#FLIGHTS NOT FEELINGSSSS#the floating figure on her back so true that's me levitating when the song came through my headphone speakers#i will be soooooooo annoying about that song that's literally such an henna song you guys wouldn't understand#time to make that my entire personality#the sme rnb goodness on the beat???????????? don't piss me off#PINK HOODIE#OKAY a fun track i like it maybe not as much as the previous ones but bet i'm gonna be addicted to it when it comes out#it's kinda reminding me of earlier piwon bsides but edgier?? if that makes sense?? but i mean this in the best way possible#FLOWERRSSSSS#AGAIN i neeeeed someone to gif that dancing girl from the video for me ARE YOU JOKING SHES ME#like ae ning dancing like that one kermit the frog meme PLEASEEEE I NEEED ITTTTTT#also the song literally sme rnb perfection again this album is perfect#obsessed!!!!!#JUST ANOTHER GIRL#OMG SCREAM ANTHEM#i hooooooope they play this at the concert so i can scream it with them i looooove it!!!!!!!#licorice sister that has her room right across from hers and with sparkly letters on her door#CONCLUSION this albums is already perfect i couldn't have wished for better tracks i'm seriously so pumped#so much rnb goodness im so happy sm finally listened and gave the girls the bsides they deserve!!!!!!!!!!!#thank you for coming to my ted talk everyone#if you made it this far i love you <3
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about to watch Star vs. the Forces of Evil wish me luck
#famous last words#lets hope i dont end up throwing my chair at my computer#its not that im expecting a bad show im just already anticipating my thoughts on the will they wont they ive heard about#im gonna say in advance that will they wont theys when done wrong are possibly one of the most annoying tropes you could put into something#when done right they can even be the best aspect of your show but when done WRONG like im expecting this show to do#it frustrates me and just ruins a lot of the show#i often end up skipping over any âromanticâ scenes between the people in said will they wont they#because i dont wanna fucking know okay this is the trashiest aspect of your show im not paying attention to it#im not forcing my eyeballs to stare at it not am i forcing my ears to hear it#i dont wanna vomit dude#but anyway lets just watch the first season and hope for the best#maybe everyone is just exaggerating it cant be that bad#theres no way its as bad as all the millions of videos made about how bad it is make it seem
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i am just...so profoundly tired of being me
#char.txt#there is something that is so revolting about me I am incapable of shaking the shame of it#Theres nothing i can do to make myself happy its just not possible i think i have to accept that#but im tired of pretending for other people its so stupid#everything feels fake even when im being honest i dont know who this person is anymore#its just stupid idk im thinking about too many things#my life feels like it exists for other peoples entertainment and if im not interesting im failing and im wasting peoples time and energy#but i can't be alone anymore I legitimately cannot be alone anymore ive tried so hard it only makes things worse#I need to feel wanted and maybe its something im missing thats keeping me from feeling that way#but I feel so deeply that when i stop being funny or when the person ppl actually want to talk to comes around ill stop being relevant#i dont exist to people when im not infront of them and...idk i have to be okay with that because im never anything more#and like this genuinely isnt a dig because there are people who I am friends with who have access to see this and I don't want you to feel#like its something youve done cause its not your fault its kind of not even about any of you or the ppl wholl never see this#Its something im missing its something about me and i dont deserve cruelty ik that#but i can't make anyone want me more than they do and thats alright#i just know that ill always be second fiddle at best and it just exausts me sometime#its be easier if I liked me but I wouldnt wish my presence upon anyone#but im selfish and i need the attention or ill actually self destruct so here we are this is my boulder
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haaaaiiii guyyyyssss (gn) probably gonna be on here more often again soon. life events occurring. have occurred? still occurring, i suppose.
i'll probably post abt it more in depth at some ltr point, still in the very early stages of some stuff. i dont want to classify them as positive or negative things, however they're certainly things.
there's a lot of thoughts in my brain (hah), and ultimately i want to share them, but for now this is kind of me waving at everyone with a smile while my life has an "under construction" sign
#the last sentence also pertains to system stuff bc there was a major split from a significant alter#so like imagine an 'under new management' sign as well#not a host shift tho afaik but the split has resulted in a new fronter who's very active and has been co-con very frequently since#i've been having a Time recently in ways i'll ltr divulge abt but i finally established a solid communication with her today and that helped#i dont know how many splits/alters had broken off because intuition is saying a few but she's the most present and active in my awareness#i think we settled on her name being Lily but that may not be concrete#for a few alters i get like a single letter for their name and i try to work with them to find a name within that letter that feels right#one of my oldest and closest alters has only had the letter 'E' for the longest time and he and i cant find a solid name yet#every now and again im like 'edgar??? edwin??? edward??? emil???' and he's like 'fuck if i know' so like. fair enough dude.#i wonder if he'd like ez/ezara given that's a name we picked for ourselves pre-diagnosis however he doesn't fit that name in my opinion#ANYWAY. Lily is a teen girl in very much every way possible and she's very much an ANP#she is loved but as i type that she made it clear she's having an eyeroll reaction but that is the best i've got lol#i dont really mention system members often on here and mention them moreso to friends however i have a feeling she'll want a sideblog tbh#which is not something i've created/done for alters before as generally most of the system choose to be more private#but she seems extremely social and i want to give her her own space#i hesitate to give her an okay posting on her own on here mainly because i am an adult and i consider this blog an adult space#but im also okay discussing her in reference if that makes dense#anyway. yeah. as you can probably imagine shit has been Going On given there was a major split/restructuring but again that's for later#that's enough rambling from me lol ttyl
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i just dont think anyone ever truly really fully understands how much i actually fucking love kip sabian
#its complex thoughts hours i really need to sleep#hes just. SO. UGH#im going to cry jfc#night is an absolute mess on main#lol update i did cry im just. filled with so much emotion about him. and i feel like tonights stream shows perfectly why#im just not okay in the best way possible tbh
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went to the theater today and did not watch either Barbie or Oppenheimer but a secret third thing (2022 chinese suspense drama Lost in the Stars/æ¶ć€±çć„č (it was good and i liked it))
#had to go all the way into the city for it but worth it#as usual with cn films there was no poster advertising it and it was shoved in a corner#i spent a good portion of the run time trying to figure out if the male lead was tony leung before realizing he was like two decades too#young oops#anyways! i thought the plot was good and the weird things i brushed off as just part of story telling actually make sense in light of the#solution#also lawyer chen is peak girlboss in the best way possible#im in love with her okay??#lost in the stars
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for most mountain goats alpha couple songs when im making the sadalinar amv in my head while listening to it im mentally substituting references to modern day things with a rough roshar equivalent but see america right in my head actually is dalinar drunk on a greyhound bus in florida
#dalinar really was driving up from tampa when the radiator burst#luke.txt#purple dragon jungle juice#although i dont picture it as florida i picture it as the neighborhood where i get my groceries#the panda express parking lot is where he steals the vodka from a random car and then the bus stop he walks to is the grocery bus stop#which is not two miles away but it sure feels that way when youre carrying a gallon of milk from target. sigh#sidenote that panda express is the only panda express ive ever seen in my life thats in a free standing building and not in a mall#its a freak. but it has the best panda express ive ever tasted. its almost edible#okay enough details that could possibly doxx me if anyone cared enough about where i lived to track it down. im losing focus#is dalinar's love like a dark cloud full of rain thats always right there up above you? discuss
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