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idk ive probably read too many books about found family that my standards for friendship are so high but when she wont even watch a 20 second video that i want her to because it means a lot to me makes me question myself
#im not forcing her to#i just want her to see it#she just says i dont want to <3#like to you i listen to you and i validate you and i give you advice#but i dont like sharing my personal stuff and these are what i want to show you but no you wont !!#am i overreacting? this has happened way too many times and it makes me feel awful every time but maybe im just reading too much into it#its such a trivial thing#but i feel so aoshos ergh
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amys :33
dont forget ur daily clicks!!
#ive foudn more old drawings guys im so hapy#theyre not even that old but i forgor them anyway#im also kinda mad at myself for only drawugn amy very cutesy and all but never anything else#shes a force to be fucked with but i can only draw her sillyness :((#sth#sonic#sonic fanart#amy rose#amy the equidna#nov.aart
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part 4 of a lot funnier in my head than on paper
#before anyone asks its not a series the part 4 is a joke dont go looking#the solver granted me this mental image#definitely not at the right skill level to draw it correctly but i did good enough#nori forgetting her ipod in space and then needing n to launch her into orbit to get it back#yknow now that im actually stopping to think about it v would be the only one of the two in functioning order at this point#or they just waited for n to regen and then forced him to do this#we both know n is fully capable of punting nori into orbit#something something stupid mutt#my hatred for this is growing the more i look at it im gonna finish off the tags#art#murder drones#murder drones n#murder drones nori#murder drones uzi#murder drones flesha#i guess#or#murder drones cyn#serial designation n#one day ill be able to draw n in a way i like#noris text box is supposed to be a rose it did not come out looking like a rose#i dont know how to draw roses help
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u should think of tiny megu. To keep the stress at bay. You should draw him actually. Ooooo you wanna draw tiny megu getting the love he deserves so bad /j
he's with his 2 best friends
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#they r just BABIES#these 3 r the fiends of the playground . they make me SICK#thinks abt yuuji with his scuffed knees n the socks/crocs combo covered in dirt n mud still beaming at megumi with the force of 1000 suns#thinks about nobara making the two of them push her on the swingset :((((((#thinks about them climbing trees collecting cool rocks looking fr bugs being KIDS#i want to die actually. i shouldnt have drawn this#in other news! hina put yuuji in something Other than a plain white t shirt challenge clear!#u cant see all of it but th shirt says explore#N NOBARAS OUTFIT IS SO CUTE tbh i lowkey . want.#coordinated her bracelet n hairclip bc she Would. best dressed 8 year old#omg but speaking of best dressed 8 year olds#looking through kids fashion on pinterest fr ref and . WHO is dressing these kids children r not meant to look that put together#where r the obnoxious layers where r the clashing colours wtf is up with all this beige n cashmere n collars#i do not like this world we live in where toddlers can look more expensive than me#put those preschoolers in bright purple and orange as god intended >:(#anyway enjoy pls anon im miserable thinking abt the childhood none of them got to have <3
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I feel like 99% of the Silmarillion fans forget that Fëanor was actually a very likeable guy for most of his life.
That is literally a significant part of why people followed him. A lot of people loved and admired him. He wasn't mean to random people, and definitely not "a toxic husband/father." The whole point of his story is that he was universally beloved, which is what made his fall so impactful.
#the silmarillion#feanorians#feanor#2 am thoughts#tolkien#silmarillion#i swear people do this guy so dirty#just because he was an ass after being driven to insanity must mean he was born like that#i mean there's a reason nolo loved him#and im sure that wasn't just because feanor was good at smithing#and then there's folks claiming he ABUSED his kids??#or Nerdanel???#the worst he did was yell at her even in his worst moments...#besides he allowed her to leave when she wanted too#if he had been as bad as people claim im sure he would've forced her to go with them#nowhere in the text is it implied he was ever bad to her or the kids#incoherent thoughts of an insomniac#jrr tolkien
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blink and you'll miss it moments around skyhold....
#solavellan#solas#gotta put out some tender stuff to balance the chaos target team leader solas has caused.#look i just need to go feral in the tags for a moment#okay the fucking. what's he call himself? the great adversary of her people's mythology....falls in love w a woman being forced into a role#not unlike his own#i t makes me c r a z y#like at one point he's all ooooh we're elves need to make sure the humans trust us to ensure safety. gives them a castle......#then he's all ''ooh you cant change the way your legend is getting out of hand. might as well accept it''#but he disapproves if you lean into it/call yourself the herald.#he approves of you fighting against the status quo. encourages sera to sow chaos and has a VERY interesting convo w her about power#''what lop of the top?'' ''yes.'' ''well what's that do except make room for a new top to come and fuck it all up?''#at which point he fuckin STUTTERS and is like. oh fuck. you're right. my bad. and then he shuts up in quiet contemplation#he's clearly wrestling w himself. and Ohmygod the felassanstuff.#like the Guilt. the Regret.#haunting that fucking rotunda.#and yet he's so in love w lavellan if they go that route.#like clearly some stuff was missing/fumbled in game. but like#how he fuckin screams for the inquisitor at the well?????!?! OK BOI?!#im just. the dread wolf. great adversary of the dalish pantheon.#turns out to be some somber grim guy with a fatalistic sense of humor who hates tea and greatly values free will#pina art
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Sae Niijima is such a good character it drives me insane a little. She's not a mother nor a maternal or doting older sister but instead a twenty four year old who was thrown into a position of responsibility that she never asked for. She loves Makoto just as much as she resents her and its so apparent every time they talk up until November. "Are you studying?" (I want you to do well) (I need you to get a job and stop making my life harder) "I'll use any method necessary to get this promotion" (Life will be easier for us) (So stop distracting me with your problems) "Focus on your future" (I know that you're capable) (I can't afford to waste my time on you, so stop wasting time on others)
Makoto is not only the sole reason she pushes as hard as she does for a promotion, for success, and the reason that she loses herself in her animosity over her fathers death, but also someone she can't stand for so long. Makoto was 14-15 when their father died. Sae was 21. As soon as she got the career she wanted and things started to look up, her stability was robbed from her and she was disillusioned with the system that her father had taught her to rely on and completely adhere to. How do you manage, the daughter of a cop, following his footsteps towards law enforcement, when you're suddenly reminded of how unfair it is? You can't quit, your little sister relies on you and she's so young and struggling just as badly with this grief. So you pick yourself up and you get moving again. You push harder, press further. You abandon your morals and your ethics because punishing criminals (guilty or not) is almost like punishing the man who killed your father.
And the whole time she's fighting for promotions, going for drinks with the SIU Director to make herself more favourable for promotions, trying to navigate being a woman in a competitive, suffocating, male-dominated field, falling behind despite doing so much where others are promoted for doing so little - all the while your little sister comes back from school and her biggest issues are so small compared to yours.
Persona 5 revolves so heavily around grief and loss and change and Sae embodies all of that so well, all of the sharp and unpleasant and jagged parts of grief.
#sae niijima#persona brainrot real#idk what possessed me for this i jsut love her#beyond her being rlly hot and such a driven and compelling character#the way that we see her on screen is so heavily shaped and influenced by grief that its almost crushing when you notice it#she focuses on work because if she falls behind it could cost her and her sister everything#yet she lives in her fathers house. works a job her father would be proud of. is praised through her proximity to her father.#her sister idolises her and relies on her like a parent. sae was never supposed to be that to her#how am i meant to be your mother and your father? how am i meant to be the source of stability in your life when im not stable in mine#and the whole time your little sister sits there and where shes actually putting on a brave face and forcing through her own grief#struggling to put a life without her father into perspective#to you she just looks ... complacent. willfully ignorant to the situation that you're both in and the struggles you're both facing#why WOULDNT you hate her?#and then you realise that shes not ignorant. shes not as stupid or as oblivious as you thought#every time she was being distracting and asking pointless questions she was just reaching out to you#and each time you had to push her hand away and tell her not now. focus. study.#they drive me insane actually#persona 5#p5r#persona 5 royal#makoto niijima
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Kota the minotaur doggy! //redesign for Turtle! 🐮🐕🏺💜
#ANOTHER ONE FOR TURTLE BECAUSE I LOVE HER AND I LOVE REDESIGNS#the other design i forced on her but turtle asked me to do this one herself#its one of her mains so im so SO excited to be the one to make this redesign for her#my art#art#digital art#oc#furry#anthro#fursona#illustration#doodle#art for others#minotaur#dog#canine#bovine#cow#purple#gold
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whatever. fem law be upon ye
#guards! hit that man with the forced feminization beam#tumblr didn't upload the full clip the first time i tried but anyway#uploading. just for me.#this is a big lesbian moment for ikkaku as well <3 good for her#''im less strong than usual'' is a big L but understandable given the rib and organ removal required for hourglass transformation???#nice to know that flat ass law is a universal constant though#same VA is also a massive W#low husky voice for fem law confirmed <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 imma pass out#one piece#trafalgar law#fem law#one piece spoilers
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stop blushing i fucking hate your fake ass.
(pot gets into altercation with kettle, more at 8)
#what i f.#we were both instagram influencers. with diametrically opposed aesthetics to cling to.#but we shared the fact that we were empty shells playacting at being people#and then i discovered that experimenting on you psychologically and trying to force you to break character#was the only thing to make me feel anything in about two decades . and im a vampire also. and you arent#harlow#art#oc#macmodean#<- owns the little pastel bitch#original#top is they/them bottom is she/her
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one of the most important things terry pratchett has taught me is that it's okay to be angry. no one has ever said that to me before. he taught me that anger was an engine. that you can use that anger. that it goes hand in hand with love. he taught me to never underestimate my anger, because it's one of my strongest points. he taught me genuine anger was one of the world’s great creative forces. he taught me i shouldn't be fighting my anger, but what caused it. he himself said rage underlines everything he wrote. i never heard anger talked about so openly like that before and it's freeing, i suppose, to realize you are truly, truly not alone in your rage at the world. you never were.
#“Granny Weatherwax was often angry. She considered it one of her strong points. Genuine anger was one of the world’s great creative forces.#But you had to learn how to control it. That didn’t mean you let it trickle away. It meant you dammed it carefully#let it develop a working head let it drown whole valleys of the mind and then - just when the whole structure was about to collapse -#opened a tiny pipeline at the base and let the iron-hard stream of wrath power the turbines of revenge.“#not a moment goes by that im not thinking of that quote#ill stop going on about anger and pterry i promise it's just that im angry all the time and he's the only thing that has helped so far and#you dont get over that sort of thing#gnu terry pratchett#discworld#terry pratchett
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"most amicable sibling"
#pachidraws#limbus company#hong lu#jia xichun#<-i dont know how to tag her. so sorry to the redologists of tumblr trying to find book xichun lore#canto 7#i would do anything for these siblings. im SICK#and jia huan too ig. maybe.#pachiposting#xichun is a grown ass adult with a faction of people under her command not to mention being very skilled on her own#HOWEVER she has 'small violent animal with bite force strong enough to suspend its body in midair' energy. hope this helps!
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more sketchy shadowheart
#been forcing myself to draw her more#cuz im not gonna get better at drawing her if I don't draw her at all#I love her so much why does she have to be so hard to draw
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I guess the new spiderman show had a "I'm upset I wasn't told about your secret identity as a superhero" arc. It's reigniting people talking about MAWS Lois again and how "she did nothing wrong for being upset that Clark lied to her" and just.
What do you mean "she's rightfully upset because her boyfriend lied to her" they weren't a couple yet!! They knew each other for less than a week!! "she's upset he missed out on important life events to run off and be a hero" WHAT LIFE EVENTS THEY KNEW EACH OTHER FOR 5 DAYS AT THAT POINT????
it's part of the show's wack writing but it's so upsetting that the later half of S1 has this whole "the city is xenophobic to Superman" shtick which is a huge justification for why Clark would keep his identity secret. And people are just like "no xenophobe Lois is right, he lied. lying bad"
#ramblings#jesncin talks maws#no im not watching the new spidey show i have too much on my plate but i hear good things- more substantial racebends#i wish muting maws on twidder was enough so i can avoid xenophobe asian lois. alas.#i should be compensated whenever i see her face. just drop my kofi link whenever im forced to see her. reparations
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im seeing very little coverage (at least on here) about how moo dengs popularity on the internet is leading to her being harassed at the zoo as well as how the khao kheow open zoo has a history of multiple cases of animal abuse for sake of entertainment (tw for the last link specifically- its a video that begins with a few seconds of moo dengs image but shows a baby elephant being stabbed & swat with a stick by a keeper for ‘discipline’).
while im glad that moo deng IS bringing awareness & a new love for pigmy hippos (which have a dwindling suggested 2000-3000 number population in the wild), i think we should also take into account that not all zoos/animal sanctuaries take the best interests of the animals they are supposed to care for to heart- especially ones that put more of a focus on entertaining tourists than caring for their animals.
#personal#moo deng#i understand that a lot of the ways the animals in zoos like this are treated have cultural ties & are methods that have been used#for hundreds of years but there are ways to not do that… its 130 am i cant really put everything im thinking of into a more professional#looking post but. i just think we should at least keep this in mind#something something chappell roan talking about being an overnight celebrity & being forced to cater to the publics every desire at the cos#of ur privacy#im not saying & posting all this to be a bummer btw we SHOULD celebrate her !! but we also have to be conscious about how animals like#moo deng are being handled & cared for#sorry i put so many tags im just sitting here thinking#u can reblog the post btw
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Omega and Echo reunion at the rebel base c:
Saw ppl freaking out that Echo isn’t with the bad batch at the end but i offer you this: Echo is a workaholic and was absolutely the only reason Hunter let Omega go off on her own to rebel.
Echo: Thought I told you to stop growing, tooka.
Omega: As soon as you stop gettin’ old, ruug’jag (old man)
#omega#echo#tbb spoilers#the bad batch#imh he is training the rebel alliance and trying so hard not to be biased to his bby sis#and they are covering for her and saying that he is her dad#his coping mechanism is ill sleep when im dead#and i hc that hes forced to retire on pabu bc he physically cannot fight anymore and rex said im retired ur move!#also can we talk about how in bb echo has old been out of cryo for like a year to 2 years#let this man get a tan and give him back his hair i can see that hairline AND i saw that stubble in clone wars come at me!!!
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