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batcavescolony · 8 months ago

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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.

#katniss everdeen #the hunger games trilogy #the hunger games #primrose everdeen #hunger games #batcavescolony reads the hunger games #suzanne collins #'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl #and this isn't negative just bffr girl #your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is #old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU #...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in #CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the #reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously #shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent #so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to #district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie #and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give #them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like #some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12 #cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact #that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good #these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the #hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to #comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but #of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.

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dragonbreathing · 1 year ago

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#the understaffing at my job is insane rn #to the point where im making a vent post on TUMBLR THE APP about it #im like Girl what if i just. died #the fact that im the only one working legitimately half the time is insane!!#all the other students work like. 10 hours. and then theres me #its at the point where im frustrated and angry constantly both at work and outside of work #which is not good for me or anyone else lol #and i just literally do not have time to do schoolwork so im failing like two weeks into the semester #idfk what to do about it other than threaten to quit #i dont even need the money theres no fucking reason i should be working 30 hours a week lol #😀🔫

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freyadragonlord · 1 month ago

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Finished Heavenly Tyrant and my first comment is.........

......... Qin Zheng was WAY too funny for how much he sucked. Made me feel so conflicted.

Anyways, Heavenly Tyrant is an amazing book, highly reccomend!!!

Power to the people ✊️

#rest in pieces you hilarious bastard #...........is what i WISH i could say #unfortunately he lives #sometimes love makes you a better person and sometimes it makes you a disgusting prick #are we surprised #shimin i love you please go back to yourself #you're the best of them all #yizhi you morally ambiguous king #i love you #quielo wen'er and taiping i love you #i love women #women solidarity rules #sima yi you continue to be funny despite being the worst #impressive #im sorry your boyfriend died #zetian.....#last but not the least #best for last #best disaster girl #keep trying keep winning #i believe in you #still hoping she can have a fling with a woman in book 3 #are women inherently better? no. just statistically less likely to become a possessive psychopath about feeling lust for you #anyways great communism in this one #will maybe make some more coherent comment about the intersectionality of peace at some point #and how you cant have justicr unless EVERYONE has justice #heavenly tyrant #iron widow #heavenly tyrant spoilers

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chessb0r3d · 1 year ago

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i cracked the code.

#believing dirk is the worst guy because its what dirk thinks of himself #ignoring daves bisexuality and think hes a gay man in denial even when he explained hes bisexual #believing john 'im not a homosexual' egbert is explicitly straight while he makes out with his mcconahey and cameron posters more #than he kissed women(literally only once)#believing that rose is an edgy psyhcotic little bitch when she was neglected. she speaks elegantly to cover that shes silly and a total ner #and how did people forget that rose also writes gay wizard fanfiction. reads Wikipedia. and her beautiful artstyle as a result of neglect #(and by neglect meaning having SO MUCH TIME to draw)#jake wasnt into dirk. he also told di that he didnt like how brobot getting touchy with him during strifes #but as part of the repression 4(prospit kids). he refused on changing the bot settings #what jane said about roxy being better when she was drunk. it was fucking sarcasm. its the least insane shit you could say to a best friend #all the kids have issues and of course people get mad over a girl being sarcastic.#when KARKAT said THE SAME THING to rose when she was drunk on the meteor nobody bats an eye #trolls are just grey humans that are bugs. he doesnt get an excuse for being an alien. humans were made from KARKATS BLOOD #jade isnt all silly girl and is so FULL OF HATE towards the trolls. she called karkat a fuckass (VERY FUNNY) to do her a favor #“jade would rather have punched karkat in the fact then had a pleasent conversation with him.”#“she viewed the trolls as rude mean and cruel. and even thought that nepeta was just making fun of her.#despite it being that nepeta just wanted to roleplay and have fun."#dred.loki #I HAVE YET TO ADD MORE. THESE ARE JUST NOTES #homestuck #chss

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xxplastic-cubexx · 7 days ago

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absent mindedly thought about how lilandra probably uses like ninety terms of endearment in a sentence when talking to charles and let out a cheeky chuckle

#snap chats #As In using ninety obnoxious pet names. My Love My Universe My Darling Dearest Light Of My Life etc etc #and i laughed because thats how i talk to my dog and. well. jaLKJALKJ BUT I ALSO KNOW IM RIGHT #i think theyre cute..... when theyre allowed to be cute..... i still love how charles' like. SINGLE successful relationship #is with a space bird. and now she's dead vALEKRGJAELKJG #bring her back marvel and my life is yours..... just let charles hang out in space with his alien family atp idk..#i think its cute for charles to call her lily ....... his lily 🥺#what if i died ...... girls i dont want to do these assignments <- theyre the easiest things in the world #im gonna go do them BYE

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kawaii-kushami · 2 months ago

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having one of those mid-20s moments where you're like well damn. im really not a teenager anymore i dont hate myself anymore actually. like its insane

sorry i gotta ramble but this feels too silly to post anywhere else

#kk.txt #not snz #like for a while even the thought of like admitting i didn't hate myself felt like.. like i was being full of myself #idk what clicked in my brain a few years ago but it felt like i started to see myself more and like understand myself as a person #like i would a friend. and i just didn't think like that before i guess lmao #but like idk i dont talk about my personal life much but ive been recovering from post-pandemic agoraphobia #and i just went on my first big trip alone and im like. god its barely there anymore its just a little shadow in the corner of my mind #that only spreads occasionally now instead of overwhelming me #like im still terrible at a lot a lot a lot of social interaction type stuff but im like.. doing better than i thought id be able to #a few years ago. like idk im not good at.. change and especially conceptualizing myself as someone who can change and be fluid #like i really do think a majority of my person like my core morals and demeanor havent changed that much. and i like that #it makes me feel more secure to be that way #but at the same time its like my mental image isn't nearly as self hating as it used to be #like i used to picture myself as coming off basically the same way as that girl from watamote lmao like #ugly greasy awkward offputting weird #but now im like.. im just some guy... like yeah i have less experience putting effort into my appearance and i slouch and i have acne #but i am also capable of looking good occasionally. i dont need to do it all the time #ok i got off the bus and my train of thought died goodbye

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unhealthy-obessions · 6 months ago

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Fun fact: Stanley Forbes explicitly stated, “It’s OK, Pip. This was always going to happen. I deserve it.”

Let that sink in. Stanley believed he deserved his death. He thought he was so rotten because of what his father made him do that he thought he earned the right to die early.

Did you realize that Stanley never ever tried to fight off Charlie?

Did you realize that Stanley only tried to resist when Pippa stood in front of him?

Did you realize that Stanley never even tried to fight to survive?

Did you realize that Stanley thought that it was fair that he died?

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thetorturedlovergirl · 3 months ago

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Blessed be the dinosaur that died and became the petroleum used by the truck that transported the tree whose wood became the bed in which your parents decided to conceive you, Sacha Dhawan.

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sonknuxadow · 2 months ago

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my honest reaction

#once again the trailer just kind of makes me feel nothing but confusion at why theyre doing things the way they are #why is gerald still alive. even if it turns out to be time travel or him being frozen alongside shadow or something #it still takes away a lot of the emotional impact of shadows story ... why .....#the fact that theyre just seemingly having gerald be rouge's replacement in the dark story trio too???? what. thats stupid .#and speaking of rouge. where are rouge and amy. ive never seen a single good argument to justify their exclusion here #why is the only girl character from the games whos present the one who famously dies horribly for male characters' motivation #(to be clear im not saying the way maria's death is handled in the games is bad writing or anything #just that having her be the only girl character to have a movie counterpart is certainly A Choice.)#and. why are team sonic (and human characters associated with them who are supposed to be the good guys) working with gun .#gun literally does nothing but cause problems for sonic in sa2 ?!?!?!??!?!#even if it does turn out theyre not being completely honest with sonic about what shadow's whole deal is thats still. why ...#i wasnt expecting an exact recreation of sa2 but that doenst mean i have to be okay with every possible change they make either #especially when a lot of this stuff just actively makes the story worse. sa2 im so sorry they did this to you #honestly probably wouldnt bother me quite as much if this was a comic or tv show or something #and not . a big popular movie that is probably going to overshadow the game in a lot of peoples minds. ughhhh #also shadow has still only had a couple lines so maybe its not fair for me to say anything just yet #but i dont . really like how he sounds from what we've heard .. why did the ycast keanu reeves this sucks #idris elba as knuckles is starting to annoy me too tbh . like i didnt care for it at first but then it grew on me #and now im back to not really liking it . that is NOT knuckles #anyway. im honestly struggling to understand how so many fans of the games are uncritically excited about the movie ?#and dont have any problem with the writing choices being made here.. ?#do they just not care how shadow's story is portrayed as long as he looks cool doing it .. ?#im not saiyng the people who are excited are fake fans i just . dont get it

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laikamaeris · 4 months ago

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sorry for even posting this one. but its kind of true to me

#legendlark #dames and dragons #SORRY VERY STUPID. havent posted here in like 6 months and this is what you get.#mostly an excuse to draw the whole family. also so sorry to lorea for posting this righ tafter i found out she DIED its very disrespectful #FOR REFERENCE im operating off of my 'girl zaroth' belief with milava here. and orestes hasnt like done anything gay or anything #i just assume he is because orestes has like a gay thing in oresteia. idk i havent read the play.#my art #this really should not be put in the tag but ive got to bring some life to the community so i will take this one for the team.

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gourdnightbugs · 5 days ago

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cookie9 with dimples (said before they kill me with bricks a million times)

#i just Died #When would you even see tgem. when is he smiling . What is he smiling about #( My Cookie9's gender identity is as Ambiguous as possible . Half because im not even sure #and half because neither are they. like he/she/they is a package but DONT LOOK AT ME #TALKING TOO MUCH)#buglivia was like . Yeah common sense to me. She loves bugs and women and bug women. she SPAWNED with that already established #But with cookie9 IM IN HELL IM IN HELL #other comments on The Other Reviewers are locked in the discord server where i am completely lost all of the time and the only member #IM LOCKED IN A MAZD THEY LOCKED ME JN A CORN MAZE #WHERES THE OTHER 8 #a girl and also bug #i am So Embarrassed i dont even know what happened here.#I THOUGHT I ALREADY POSTED THIS?SORRY #nyka talks

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starjunkyard · 10 months ago

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"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.

#house md #james wilson #gregory house #hilson #johan being crazy about yaoi md #johan's mindpalace #Im crazy #like im tearing up #this scene is so romantic it genuinely makes me nauseous #the lowlight setting the lingering stares the soft little smile a dam thats finally broken #I need a 12 gauge bullet in the thigh #Please watch this scene screencaps do not do it near enough justice #do you know whats so genuinely actually sickening #its been months since i finished house md #and i have not watched a single show that has managed to fill even a quarter of the gaping bleeding hilson shaped hole in my heart #shows that have actual gay people actual representation and not a single one has managed to alter my brain chemistry the way hilson has #since day 1 episode 1 #Like its actually nauseating a little its so over for me for the rest of my life #Like im actually never recovering #people say “they dont make xyz like they used to haha” But Guys they Genuinely dont #Im going through withdrawls #I need my yaoi cocaine so bad but my plug died 12 years ago and i cant fucking Move #House md capital of fatphobia homophobia transphobia early 2000s edgy humour outshining modern shows with actual rep like im sick #Its not even because i want to like i feel like there are worms in my brain. I feel like ratatoullie if the rat was evil #This is not what the stonewall riots were for #I feel like so nausous why couldnt i be crazy about an actual gay pairing like a normal gay person. Im gonna throwup #Why couldnt i like music and girls #Its not even that house md is objectively logically better than these shows like no. Im just crazy #Im so sick they make me so sick i feel like there are worms in my head. My head #Dont know when i will ever be onorlmal again. Sorr

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grongleboy · 8 months ago

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every time i discover another queer woman character being fucked over by the writer(s) i start biting rocks and breaking things and making bombs to explode big time

#im watching the mikes mic vid on scream queens pilot #i definitely watched an ep or two when it premiered but dropped off quickly #super super super cool that one of the characters was a butch woman nicknamed predatory lez #and she dies shortly after kissing a girl for the first time onscreen #like i get it the characters aren’t supposed to be good people #but someone on the writing team made the decision to give the one butch woman the name predatory lez #and (judging by the wiki) didn’t bother giving her much of a personality #and you just KNOW they were like wow we’re sooo groundbreaking having a lesbian character #but now that she’s kissed a girl idk what her purpose is anymore let’s just kill her #tbh it was probably this character that made me stop watching #like oh ok so a portion of this show will be dedicated to popular girls calling me slurs #im gonna check out here thanks #macaroni chats #lgbtq #sapphism #media analysis

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dailykugisaki · 1 year ago

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Day 104 | id in alt

*Kugisaki voice* Itadori, your mom is a fucking freak.

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #itadori yuji #kenjaku #my extension #geto suguru #Kenjaku going down to get a new favorite one of Itadori's friends since junpei died #She likes the ones that are just a little wack #im sorry that motherly shit cannot be extracted #immediately started shaking the nearest kid and the favoritism shined through #treating a random ass girl decently by kenjaku standards than choso bc i think its funny #plus gege just got scared by how many interactions Kugisaki could make interesting i just find it funny #this one is for my one mutual. and the fact i kinda wanted to see what drawing kenjaku would be like #gege fumbled the bag but i dont plan on not grabbing the bag myself #gege dosent know how to properly write a fucked up mother #contrary to popular belief #i do enjoy kenjaku talking and i think xey should talk more actually we haven't milked all the information and interactions outta her yet #also the one glimpse of Kenjakus pupil i based off of the parasite that takes over snails! I thought itd be funny #*cracks knuckles and starts weeping about typing out the id*#yes i use neo pronouns she/he/they/it pronouns for kenjaku. yes i will continue to so unless i am told it is wrong #if i am told it is wrong i will change my shit IMMEDIATELY #i hope i characterized kenjaku correctly #i think i should open asks....

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sammygender · 6 months ago

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i just rewatched the rapture ohhhhh my god. such a good episode the jimmy stuff is actually fucking horrifying somehow even worse remembering claire grows up to be a hunter. then dean and bobby at the end locking sam in the panic room oh i hope they suffer. forever. he shouldve never spoken to their asses again

#im watching with my mom and she is having none of it. she was like BUT SAM SAVED THE DAY??? MORE PEOPLE WOULDVE DIED OTHERWISE #and as soon as sam and dean started talking in the car she was like Why is dean always so mean to him???#so true girl… you would do numbers on here #literally what good did it even serve. he gets OUT. they dont know he’s addicted they dont know anything it’s literally just because dean #sees sam drink blood and he freaks out and somehow thinks he has the right to fucking trick him and lock him up god im so mad….#can u imagine. i just dont think their relationship ever got over that. imagine knowing someone would do that to you #dean in s2 is all Omg i can’t kill sam :((( but he still accepts the idea that it’s his choice whether to do so. that all decisions about #sam are dean’s to make. dean can kill him if he wants. dean gets to lock him up if he misbehaves. it is harrowing!!!#the panic room is literally a punishment like there is NO reason why detoxing needed to be that hard #dean could’ve been with him talking to him it could’ve been something they approached together there are so many ways #he could’ve gone about it which still would’ve been fucked but would’ve been so much less worse #i literally cannot comprehend how you watch this show and come away thinking sam and dean are on equal footing #they hardly are from the start and they certainly arent after season 4.#after that stunt sam could kill dean and i’d support him #spn #oliver talks #sam winchester #sam & dean #spn s4

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xxplastic-cubexx · 29 days ago

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obsessed with how the literal second charles first dies in the classic comics magneto finally comes back for the first time in like twenty issues

#snap chats #THEY BEEN NAME DROPPING HIM EVERY OTHER ISSUE SINCE HE FIRST FLED LIKE STOP TAUNTING ME #‘SNAP SPOILERS’ GOD sorry. yeah charles dies in like what. issue 42????#oh bitch i was just guessing yeah it is 42 LMAO #anyways no crying cause the literal last page its all ‘ a moment of silence for our fallen professor.. AND IN NEXT ISSUE MAGNETO’S BACK’#crying tho at pietro going to charles’ funeral and wanting his help for wanda :(((((((((( oh my beautiful boy and my lovely lady …..#also take a shot every time magneto curves a bullet. what is wrong with him.#lol shot. anyways.#group meeting to kick mags’ ass starts in five minutes #ok but Double Crying at pietro sneaking back in the castle cause why does it have the energy of like. some cinderella shit #yk what i mean like sneaking back in the house and toads all IM TELLING MAGNETO 🫵 fucking SNITCH #he doesnt even LIKE YOU stop pissing me off <- i love toad #i live for the drama tho cant lie ….#‘pietro how dare you go to charles’ funeral’ bro just mad he didnt go himself smh. whatever.#but now im forced to imagine pietro sneaking off to meet with charles like once in a blue moon #Can He Help Him And His Sister but now its too late to know …#girl i got so sad when he fled tho … peitro please the fam’ll help you 😭😭😭😭#anyways im about to have dinner with the fam so im gonna have ideas swirling in my brain for the next two hours BYE !!!!!!!!

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