#im legitimately so happy rn
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He showed up, showed his tits, got identified as Hot, was confirmed Super Romantic by his fiance, was a bitch with his bestie, killed something spooky, and showed off his sword. Perfect Fjord episode.
#cr spoilers#like you might say: did fjord actually do ANYTHING#and i point you back to the list above#he did everything he needs to#fjord stone#critical role#spoilers#im legitimately so happy rn#mentally i am twirling my hair and kicking my feet#like sooooo there's this half orc...
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*materialises out of nowhere*
what’s your least favourite ship (not including the obvious ones) in the fandom you’re currently in?
hgnghnghn im currently in sbg fandom
not including the obvious ones *cough cough* looks at hernancest *cough cough* LOOKS AT MAVERICK ASHLYN MIKE AIDEN POLY INCEST PEDOPHILIA POST COUGH COUGH
i'd say. ashler
like sorryy i know its chill and all but they have no dynamic to me-
tyden has the dynamic, taylyn has the dynamic, tayden also has the dynamic but. sorry i cant see it with ashler, i cant see tyler with women in general actually
that being said not like i hate it it's just my least favourite. ship whatever you want tbh ur cool and lovely and amazing have a good day and drink yo water
#yes i made up the name hernancest like rn#but its the official name now#(this is the first legitimate anon ask i got im so happy)#sbgblr#sbg#school bus graveyard#sbg (webtoon)#sbg aiden#aiden clark#sbg ashlyn#ashlyn banner#sbg tyler#tyler hernandez#sbg taylor#taylor hernandez
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Oooooooo you wanna find me great incredible Undyne centric content that I haven't seen before and will be consumed by ooooooooooo
#i say this because you genuinely cannot understand just how insane over her i am that i have legitimately seen almost all the interesting-#-content about her#i am not fucking kidding#if its on like the first 3 pages of anywhere ive searched for her ever. i have seen it. tumblr youtube ao3 google i HAVE SEEN!!!!!!!#ok well not as much with ao3. simply because im always searching for something specific on there. so like. there probably will be some-#-really good things on there i havent seen yet#but still. i have very high standards if there is anything I don't like ill spontaneously combust#and im legitimately like 94% i know literally every single thing about her mentioned in the game. so you wont be able to surprise me with-#-anything there either. but also you never really know so#i mean yeah just feel free to talk to me about her at any time. I wont be able to start the conversation. because like i just cant#but if you mention something interesting enough in the first sentence ill probably be able to keep the conversation going for a good while#sorry i probably sound really rude and snobbish rn cause im all like ''ugh i already know everything im so smart'“#''whatever show me will be beneath me'' BUT I SWEAR THAT IS NOT HOW IM TRYING TO COME OFF#IM REALLY REALLY SORRY I JUST GENUINELY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GET ACROSS HOW I N E E D IT TO BE SOMETHING NEW AND SOMETHING THAT ILL REALLY-#REALLY WANT TO SEE#IM SO SO SORRY I HATE THAT I SOUND SO RUDE HERE I JUST. like guys i just really want to see something new‚ something thatll make me happy.#sigh#okokok.#all good guys#uhm. yeah. maybe if you find something maybe tell me but also idk because what if i already know about it then dont know what to say. i just#i j . i dont even know man#ok im done#undyne
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ok two things. #1 i am IMPOSSIBLY exhausted. just took a nap for a couple hours and have been awake for a bit but i feel like ivr been whacked like a punching bag like good god. and #2 is gonna have to make me delete this post later bc i feel weird and bad and paranoid abt saying it lol but. it’s just fucking weird and bad kinda bc im literally 2 years older than / removed from the students who work closest with us rn (who i spent most of today tabling w) and it’s so awkward bc we’re at the same-ish life stages and ik we totally would’ve been friends if we’d gone thru the same programs together as students but they ignore me / don’t and can’t talk to me like we’re friends bc im a staff member and my attempts to talk to them are lame and weird so idk. it’s just a lot and stressful and sobering
#purrs#aldo one of the interns who will be working w us this year just found a living situation that is like… EXACTLY the kind of thing i think i#would want and she was telling me all abt decorating her apartment and getting / buying stuff for her cat and having all this freedom and…#RRAUGHHHH im so proud of her and happy for her bc her situation was rly hard before this and she told me all abt it and it’s exactly what#she needed and deserves but it’s just so WEIRD bc i need the exact same thing and still live w my parents and share a room and can’t drive a#and am literally like… ‘in competiton’ w students im working w for resources and also im about to be a grad student and idk how to act#arojnd undergrads or if i get to / should sympathize with them or like talk abt anything bc im also a staff member and a semi-supervisor of#theirs and i know things they don’t and have power over them and it’s like. aughhhh it’s just bad. i feel really horrible saying this but i#just need time to pass. i need to not be going thru the same life milestones undergrads are going thru. i need to be 3-4 yrs in the future w#where no one ever knew me as a student (a couple of them did just as a senior when they were freshmen etc!). so that it’s not weird anymore#and there are no blurry lines that make us confused abt how to interact w each other or make me feel so fucking bad abt myself lol#<- which i literally shouldn’t like i have no reason to and it’s ridiculous and childish to. but idk. imjust depressed and exhausted i think#delete later#also for the second semester ina row im about to be an instructor of a class with someone i literally… took a class with as a student in the#class 💀💀💀💀💀 like she and i were classmates in spring 2021 and my co-instructors were O UR instructors and nowi am also an instructor. and#its just so fucking bizarre and uncomfortable aughhhhh#i just feel very lonely abt all of it. and im isolating myself again which isn’t helping esp bc the guilt has been gnawing at me hard lately#not to say this but it’s even weird on here. like a lot of you guys are in college rn and… i work for one. and it doesn’t matter but also it#just feels weird and i feel weird abt complaining abt the semester or being like yeah the semester is so hard haha fellow kids. which im not#bc it legitimately is hard for staff too it’s just… a lot. idk. idk how to explain it
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mini ramble again before i go n do my hw!
#miyo.chatting#BYE IM LOSING MY MIND#MY HEART IS SO FULL#I AM SO#I AM LEGITIMATELY PUNCHING AIR AND BURYING MY FACE IN MY PILLOW RN#MY HEART!!#ITS SO FULL OF LOVE!!#I CANT BELIEVE ONE HOZIER SONG IS ENOUGH TO REDUCE ME TO A GIGGLING MESS#THIS WOULD BE SO EMBARRASSING IF I WASNT SO HAPPY#DHFGYEDFEWDBJS ITS A WONDERFUL DAY TO BE ALIVE#TO BE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO LOVE AND BE LOVED#EVEN IF ITS JUST A CHARACTER ON A SCREEN#THE LOVE I FEEL IS NOT ANY LESS REAL THAN THE LOVE I FEEL FOR MY CLOSEST FRIENDS!!! FOR THE WORLD AROUND ME!!!#IVWDYVHSBHJED#IM SO HAPPY TO BE ALIVE!!!#TO BE GIVEN THE PRIVILEGE TO HAVE MY HEART GROW SO FOND OF SOMEONE THAT IT LEAPS IN JOY WHEN I THINK OF THEM#BEING HUMAN!!#BEING HERE!!#ITS SUCH A WONDERFUL THING!!!!
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It's so jover guys
#rat rambles#sekai posting#I have never been so like legitimately terrified for an event before Ive been spending the past hour heart racing#I am fighting for my god damn life to have faith rn#cause like if it is good I know its going to be GOOD#but if it isnt? :|.#this has the potential to like. completely unwravel the entire story of 25ji so far and continue to for the rest of time#I am trying to believe that they wont completely drop the ball but I am bracing myself for the real possibility of immense disapointment#again I want to have faith because assise from a few small things (aka kanade) 25ji's writing has genuinely far exceeded my expectations#every time a major plot point happens or even more minor stuff#its one of those beautiful examples of a story that you can look at the characters and practice character analysis and have that analysis#directly come up in the story in meaningful ways#and this especially applies to mizuki which is why I really Really want to have full faith in this event to be good but alas. the horrors.#my gut tells me to keep my expectations low so that as long as its at least innoffensive Ill be happy#just imagine me with a death grip on the writers shoulders begging them to not fuck this up#like if yall can clear this hurdle then I can forgive the lack of big boy kanade development no problem#also ena get behind me Im so scared for you girlie
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I have to start writing for comfort again school can't keep taking shit away from me
#school will legitimately turn everything u love into NOTHING absolutely MEANINGLESS#esp drawing for like my brain cant allow that u telk me we r drawing in any capacity im happy to do so#well except for rn cause i had the whole week for my portrait but couldn't work on it and its due Tuesday cause i legitimately can't get#out of bed lol#i feel like i complain to much 😭😭😭
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Yeah… I’m not having the best time rn
#it’s just ive been on six days for three weeks now this is number 4 next week is number five and with the way shots going rn there’s likely#going to be a week six and possibly a seven and an eight#and it hasn’t helped that sleep is being a bitch to me rn and I’m really dysphoric so while the coat helps the aprons make it worse#and I’ve been grumpy because I legitimately have not been getting enough food in my system#and they’ve been shifting me here there everywhere and while on the outside I seem really flexible and easy going my inside isn’t happy#and I’m glad most nights I’m able to kinda sit and#some tho nope#so yeah having a slight break down#and it’s mostly because my body is so out of wack with the constant moving locations and times with work that it’s not sleeping and sometime#my stomach is like no#sigh it’s not the worst I’ve been#not the best either but I have my cat#and Im actually getting decent amounts of social interaction at work now so that’s good#I just wish my brain wasn’t so fucking overwhelmed and tired right now#can’t wait until I have vacation#two more months to go
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vibrates intensely hello hi. we are here to infodump a bit about jirachi (the lil yellow and white creature you rbed earlier) ok so:
It has its own movie and it sounds absolutely adorable in it. Here is an iconic scene of it disappearing one of the main characters into a pile of candy. Jirachi Wishmaker was one of our FAVOURITE Pokemon movies growing up, right next to Lucario and the Mystery of Mew FHDNDNFJDKSKD we watched that film SOOOOOO MUUUUUCH GHFJDJFJFJD
It is a psychic/steel type! This typing is. Fairly rare iirc! The only other ones that come to mind rn are the Beldum line and they're pretty cool too (Beldum has the same catch rate as Jirachi/most legendaries despite it not being a legendary!... Its catch rate is 3%. That is. VERY VERY LOW HFJFJSJFCJDJDJFJD)
Jirachi is one of very few legendaries you can still, if you're lucky/wealthy enough, obtain legitimately whenever! You can obtain it from non American copies of the game Pokemon Channel (which is EXPENSIVE) or you can obtain it from the Pokemon Colosseum Bonus Disc (which came with the actual Pokemon Colosseum games if you preordered it. It is also. EXPENSIVE!!)
Expanding on fact 3, these methods of obtaining it mean it is not shiny locked like most legendaries! This is VERY UNUSUAL and shiny hunting the WSHMKR Jirachi (aka Bonus Disc Jirachi™) is one of the most tedious hunts to go on, but it is WORTH IT. Because having a legitimate shiny legendary is super fucking uncommon. Those are usually only found via events that have long since passed FHDJSJFJFJ
The movie goes over this as it's the whole plot but Jirachi only wakes up for a week once every 1,000 years! Once its awake, it will grant wishes for anyone!
Again you did not ask for this we apologize fhdjejdkdks but. we thought. you'd like to learn a bit abt the lil fella since you rbed it a few times :3c
HELLO HI BELOVEDS!!! YAY YAY YES!! its fumking jirachi time mfers!!!!!!! >:3 delighted to get to hear about this fella omg :3!
WHAVKJFGKJ MAY NO LMAO?????? "Jirachi, what did you do to my sister? D:" FUCKGUJNGJMN??????? ive never watched this movie before, so when yall said "disappearing one of the main characters into a pile of candy" i thought you meant turned her into candy, and when it didn't immediately show May after she disappeared i was AGHAST HFKJGKJ LIKE JIRACHI NOOOOOoh she's fine lmao hfkj <33 its voice is so cute omg :'0!! sweetheart <33 this seems like a lovely childhood movie wah :']!!! <333 <222
oooh psychic/steel!! i was expecting fairy, but i think this about most cute pokemon (<- there are MANY cute pokemon) fkjkj <33 3% is VERY LOW FR hgkjk?? hard to catch friends hfjkg <33
OUGH. EXPENSIVE... capitalism getting in the way of letting people get a STAR FRIEND kjgkj but waow! thats so cool that you can technically still get it :D
!!! aND GET IT AS A SHINY WOAG :O!!!! not locked, but just very very rare shiny jirachi!! ✨✨
!! AWA WHAT A SWEETHEART??? :'0 <333 thats so cool, i too would like to sleep for 1000 years and wake up for a week before going back to sleep fkjgkj i love you little wish maker friend, what a darling <33
!! don't worry, and no need to apologize!! im happy to hear from yall and im happy to learn about it yayayay!!! :D :3c <333 <222
#volta transmissions#my very limited pokemon knowledge consists of pixelmon and sparse episodes of the anime and anything from osmosis hahjgkjg#reblogging thoughts were mostly just ''ohh lil star baby lil baby friend star creature <3333 :>'' so im happy to know more about it hehe!!#tyty ilya!!!!!#☄️#esprit: Euclydia
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Flight of the Eisenstein 7
Edited novel cover courtesy of LoreLover/liedata11/IIonezerozero:
you're welcome
so let's go see what decius is up to
#relatable reminds me of this summer
decius' situation really sucks
yep Decius chooses life (evil laughter)
THE LORD OF THE FLIES IS HERE AND HES LOOKING FOR SOMETHING TO KILL it's too bad this isn't a little more grimdark and we can't kill garro
and now over to my favourite nerd and i have a bad feeling because he's the guy currently watching over decius they take turns
TemplarWarden: Just like Lucius, it seems remarkably easy to just go full chaos. Its kinda like these books have chaos corruption is presented as inevitable conclusion. Lucius' Narcissium, Decius' sickness. You see it bleed elsewhere in discussions as an assumption that isn't true.
i get it but also he was literally stabbed by nurglite knife it's a supernatural infection
LoreLover: I think it's a common flaw of all Chaos corruption. Despite being a supposed mental or moral corruption, it is pretty surface level and at times physical with the prime contenders being Khorne and Nurgle. There usually aren't any philosophical debates, or concrete justifications for falling.
but yeah tbf the books are legitimately bad about it meanwhile the writers can't even agree on if horus got fundamentally eaten by chaos or if it's supposed to still be the real him there im going to be salty about that as long as i'm here in 40k
I think the conclusion in TEaTD is that not even Horus knows which is which. If it were executed better, it would have been a good portrayal of how power corrupts and that there is a duality to being an aspirational revolutionary. i.e. similar to how Dune does it by having Paul's internal monologue about how easy it is to predict what a rebel will do, because at their core they want power just like the current nobility. Like, FSN did this the best, with Sakura and how Kotomine confronts her that there is no alter-ego Dark Sakura, but the woobie who was hurting this whole time is human and has the ability to hate everyone who has wronger her viciously to the point even those who were just standing by and not helping her are equally hateful in her eyes.
soon we will be free sendek smells something weird and also blood oh full horror novel now
but also i appreciate that the horror in these novels is in general the kind of stuff i can tolerate in text form
oh ew brain eating again RIP Sendek I hoped you at least would survive this novel
Hakur shows up to say he's worried something happened to Sendek lol Garro tells Voyen to stay there and decides to go looking for Sendek
Garro and Hakur go to the infirmary and find all the blood and dead bodies and also iridescent beetles bursting out of the remains of sendek's body
also the lord of the flies completely bodied a load of sisters they find the bodies
and there's 6 sisters fighting him at once rn
Kendel gets injured Garro is weirdly happy that at least the Sisters aren't attacking them at least it's not another betrayal
yeah garro figures he's Decius pretty fast
i know this is me letting it get personal when it shouldn't but man i want to punch garro here
Garro spits and calls Decius a traitor and following Grulgor
Swallow, I'm trampling you with my hooves you're on my actual BL writer shit list along with Brooks
TemplarWarden: Full victim blaming, truly he is an exemplar of the Imperum
us, the audience, are meant to agree with him also i know i've been banging on about the killing kids thing but the way it was presented was doing it to make them as gross and ugly and unsympathizable as possible and make it look like he was fully justified
oh, we're not done maybe things will improve Garro: I should have killed you
TemplarWarden:
Yeah, I did recognise that back when you posted it. It's made him right. 'Should of killed you because you suck' Garro, truly an honorable and self reflective man. I can see why he helped form the Inquisition.
ohhhhhhh im stomping on you with my hoooves
BITING YOU BITING YOU BITING YOU
LoreLover: Well, I feel like I'm reading the clown meme where it starts off trying to play it off as normal, and then we're just in kookoo land by the last panel.
TemplarWarden: I mean, the problem is this is all weird narrative pandering. Because he's arguing with a wall.
like, i've felt this the whole time but i felt like maybe it was being unkind to swallow but it feels like the book is…genuinely trying to shill for Emperor worship
having hit his low point of despair, the loyal and honourable knight gets to fight the literal forces of evil and regain faith in himself and renewed belief in the emperor he worships i feel a bit gross for having typed that
LoreLover:
at the expense of literally everyone else except himself … which kinda describes the Emperor so now I'm back at where I started wondering if this satire was actually multi-layered.
maybe this story was too big brained for us
TemplarWarden:
Yeah I mean I can absolutely take that being a conclusion to a 40k novel but the story presented doesn't really seem like that Or maybe that's our bias speaking anyway.
yeah lol i haven't made any secret of my biases anyways they fight for a bit and then garro seizes his chance and has kendel open the hatch
decius gets dragged out and garro is dragged along with him oh no stop come back wait he did legitimately get decompressed he's on the surface of the moon
the fight IS STILL GOING ON RELEASE ME, SWALLOW
oh here we go again
this is supposed to be a triumphant moment but i am not feeling it are you feeling it
he then feels uwu compassion uwu for poor decius uwu who was forsaken by his own spirit uwu and then he beheads decius in one sweep yay you know, Lord, when I asked for more stories with religious protagonists portrayed positively, this wasn't what I meant
LoreLover: Was it though? Is this a positive portrayal of Garro?
anyways move over vulkan there's a new babykiller in town i'm going to meme about this until everyone starts thinking about Garro as the guy who killed babies only then will my task be complete
if this is genuine satire, then my apologies to Mr. Swallow, this is too big brain for me okay i hope this is the last chapter
LoreLover: Definitely not the sign of a job well done as an author.
me: what makes you think that I've thought Swallow has done a good job at anything except the Mortarion simping
anyways Valdor and Malcador have come to see him and Qruze
okay so like really??? dude you got the message to DORN i don't get this Malcador: that's right you don't understand Malcador: anyways, message received so what next, is Valdor here to kill them nope
LoreLover:
He wanted to see the crested golden breast plate of the Master of Mankind while the wind whipped through the Emperor's magnificent raven hair (which Garro was secretly jealous of, as he had none himself). He wished to see that solid auramite plate rise and fall with the Emperor's breath as he filled his lungs to give the words he had been waiting for. "I have heard you Garro"
me: well you know what fair after the Emperor grisped his soul like a bird for banding
he just…gets away with it
Malcador: I'll have a job for you Malcador: someday Malcador: at some point Malcador: just be ready
oh huh voyen did survive but… bleehhhhhhhhhhhh :(
Voyen read the tracts and he feels responsible for everything that happened i have this better not end with him killing himself
blargh
blargh
oh okay she said throwing aside a large rock
they shake hands and wish each other well that's…a lot better than i thought but still
but why is this even allowed
meanwhile mersadie is gonna get stuck in solitary confinement in the dark for seven years because she's tainted by association
okay there's a final meeting with keeler who managed to escape for a bit i guess
blargh and it ends on that the evil is defeated, my friends i feel i have formed new bonds of fellowship with you all on this arduous journey
you know i'm pretty sure swallow wanted to have them kiss here but no romo im so glad this romance is only subtext
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Sorry for the lack of sally face vomit last night guys I was eepy </3 I'm waking up in less than 8 hrs so let's go
THE FUCK YOU MEAN 60%
HOW DID I MISS SHIT I TRY SO HARD TO NOT
-oof not meds being shitty
-"is anyone really happy?" Mood
-hoooly fuck bro I am notnin a good enough mental state for this rn "I mean, were all just going to die anyway. So what's the point" pookie can we donting
-guysss whay the flip this games writing is rlly good
-"it feels like nothing puts me at ease. It's this constant feeling of discomfort like my soul isn't aligned with my body" okay I know this is prolly some ghosty supernatural shit but I feel this so hard ??
-HELP THE SCRAMIMG JUMPSCARED ME SO BAD mood tho
-hey what.
Whats this.
Larry if this means what I think it means
"ITS TIME FOR ME TO GO WHAY NO
Fuck
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
NO
I KNEW HE DIED BUT HE CANT DIE LIKE THOS
MY HEART IS RACIN
NO
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
"Don't do anything stupid" the amount of times I've had this told to me and had to tell me loved ones bro
Fuck
No
Guys this isn't even fucking funny this isn't like me getting spooked easy it's like I legitimately am crying so fucking hard right now like mt face is red and all nasty
Shit Larry please
I think this is the most I've ever cried over a game.
Shit
Fuck
No..
Please.
I knew he died.
It can't happen like this I'd rather anything else god damnit why.
Im shaking
okay in texting one of my friends and he's kinda helping a Lil 👍
He was supposed to move in with us.
He's in the treehouse.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Shit.
I'm sorry I know this isn't entertaining to read but
Fuck..
Larry why.
Larry face.
No ghat was really well done. And that's what makes it hurt sk much more. Fuck. Why.
[Tw suicide] this Honestly is making me really glad I never went through with it. Seeing those messages from a fucking fictional character is able to break my heart so much I can't imagine how my loved ones would've felt receiving this
sorry this is getting a Lil venty and dark but just like.. jeez. This is well written and that fucks it up so hard
ash what the fuck. You shitty traitor.
Ash I hate you.
Why.
Ash you fucking suck
Wait did Larry die with alcohol
Uck that makes it so much worse too
Im lowkey having to take breaks cuz this is hitting HARD
Larry's note. Oh my god.
phrophecy??
Oh right the cult
Fuck I'm sk glad ghosts exsist but I wish he was really here larry why
"You asshole! How could you do this?! Why did you leave me? Why?!" Fuck. Dude. Shit.
guys I'm stuck this is embarrassing
A times thing r u fr
Nvm easy as shot
oh great! guys that's great why is there black leak that's not good
what's happening with 501 what the florp
"The shapeless man walks in awkward strides"
Is everyone like possed or on the verge of possession or smth ?? Because like it's the red eyed demon right- based on the cutscene with Todd we saw during the bologna incident and the black stops righr before their eyes so..
The guitar sections are so stressful ngl
Oh wow mr Sanderson blew his brains out hub!
"yoy look like shit dude" Larry fucking wild thing to say to someone who shot themslelves
HEY GUYS ROOM 404 IS SLIGHTLY SUSPICIOUS
"These ghosts. So full of life. Strong, healthy blood. Tender meat. Oh how we crave their flesh. Yet, they deny us.. soon." what the fuck.
Wait guys in the vhs tape screen TV reflection it's younger sal he has pigtails
Larrys dead. I can't accept thst wth..
yall. Why us everyone being all deep n shit
"I'm sort of in the middle of something" honestly props to sal for not just giving up. I would be strong enough for that.
Yea these fuckers r possessed how do we unposses them
am I is have stupid
Im dumb
Gwyss who's quitting for the night cuz I couldn't figure out the guitar thing !!
Will do tmmrw
Aorry for this one being kinda depressing </3 I'm waking up in 5 hrs save .e
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GET TO KNOW YOUR ADMIN !!
name: Boo! pronouns: She/They (no preference, i like both :3) preferred comms: tumblr ims mostly! if we mesh well+spoken ooc a lot we can chat on discord too :) i uuh do tend to forget to check my discord messages outside of my webhooks however names of muse: Ophelia, Doc, Copycat and Father Necrosis rn! A few ✨secret-menu✨ muses/npc’s as well
experience in RP: been rp’ing since i was 13 so bout 14 yrs exp rn! (i say 10+ in my rules tho cause that’s one less number i have to change each birthday)— most of my experiences have been w/ a close knit group of buds that soon turned into 1+1 rp’ing with a bestie im still VERY close with :3c
i dabbled in online rp’ing around eeeeeehhh 2015ish but i certainly wasnt putting myself out there like i am now sdfsdfg
best experiences: the entirety of this blog tbh. a few bumps in the road and learning curves to get back into the groove of things, but ultimately i feel like a carved out a really excellent and chill lil’ corner on this site :”) special shoutouts to some really INCREDIBLE partners and buds that make rp’ing on here beyond delightful:
@pzfr is a phenomenal writer, a beyond thoughtful rp partner and perhaps a bit too powerful of a creative— personally if some horrific yet comedic demise should befall me then i trust full custody of doc & ophelia to him 100% HE GETS IT (don’t u worry i’ll live forever tho). For real though, there's such genuine love in the way he works with the genres that inspire him as well as with writing as a whole! @5mind GAAAARLIIIIIIIC. we continuously cook up dubious foods in the dms; our plots are forebodingly diabolical (affectionate) and [covering garlic's ears] i still plan to consume their brain for power. he’s got THE most creative and inspired never before seen characters on this side of the universe that i adore so so so much and tbh if you aren’t following her like…….bro be fr with me rn like why @riiese Mark’s writing legitimately inspires me. They are THE voice master dude. The way they weave words together feels right out of a fairytale with this whimsical magic to it that gets me lost in the moment!!! i can’t help but get swept up in their beautiful prose!!! @dynamoprotocol BRO lowkey i remember being shocked when I saw he followed me. From the writing, the care to detail, the art, Clarissa/Chance’s development, the worldbuilding, AND he’s CHILL AS FUCK??? and you wanna follow ME dude??? for real though, i cant sing enough high praises!! @natterghast i stumbled upon her by chance and sooooooo happy i did <33 their ocs absolutely captivated me, each one has this cozy cosmic horror vibe that im? obsessed with?? AND THE WAY SHE WRITES IS SO GORGEOUS AND FULL OF MEANING AND CARE THEY PUT IN AND [wrattling the bars in my enclosure]
there are so many more i can shout out but i will have to cap it here since this post has gotten ... so long and i am now so sleepy. Genuinely though, everyone I follow and get to see pop up on my dash both makes me day and inspires me as a creative each and every time!!!
pet peeves/dealbreakers: the biggest ones for me rn are like … needlessly aggressive ooc attitudes, be it towards anons, in rules, in posts— esp if someone is flaunting about being mean i uh. have fun i guess? not for me.
Condescending rules, especially those geared towards oc’s, might even result in an insta-block from me. (i promise it’s okay to just say ur selective overall and leave it at that).
muse preference ( fluff, angst, smut ): I generally like to lean more into light-hearted & comedic stuff, esp when first interacting but cus it’s fun! Once I get comfy with my rp buds tho i do loooooove to get into the meat n potatoes— the drama, the action, THE DRAMA!!! <- but a nice balance is important to me!
if everything is doom n’ gloom all the time without either a break, some sort of bitter-sweetness, and/or light at the end of the tunnel— then The Dread™ starts to feel too much for me :0 that being said … horror is … so much fun too <3
plot or memes: memes are a life savior esp when it comes to breaking the ice— i wouldn’t be cookin’ up like. any of the delectable plots i got brewing in the dms without em >:0
long or short replies: BOTH! i tend to naturally lean towards longer replies, moreso because i always have A Lot To Say™️ but i love goofing around with shorter stuff <3
best time to write: if i had my way it’d be an hour or two after i wake up in the morning and made myself my fancy energy drink + did my n.eopets dailies 💕 i try to make sure i get one day off like this each weekend it’s so lovely. Otherwise, i try not to stress about it too much and do what i can. i want my rp buds to know i genuinely dont mind waiting for replies or anything and i think it starts with how you hold yourself to that same degree too
are you like your muse?: ooooo aren’t we all in some way? it’s important to sprinkle some part or facet of YOU into them, especially ocs!
i will say, Doc is far closer alike to me versus anyone else on this blog, esp when it comes to values! he’s just far more gung-ho that i could ever have the energy to be tho. also i hope im not as stubborn as him 💀
i did give Ophelia my weird girl tendencies tho but cranked that shit up into MAXIMUM OVERDRIVE!!!
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tagging: i uh. i think most of my mutuals already got tagged this SO if you see this and you havent........PLEASE do this and tag me weeheehee <3
#//under a readmore cause as usual i had SOOOOO much to say#//this was a lot of fun tho!!!#ᯓ👽˖° ooc#ᯓ👽˖° dash game
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Hi again…I’m sure we all know what the hell this is for 😭💀
Sorry ik I keep coming on here about my stupid personal problems but lowk I think I might take another break I still wanna draw and write and stuff but that junior year depression hit me so hard I literally can’t rn 💀 I feel so isolated and alone and I feel like my friends hate me ( except for like one but still I don’t even get to see them cuz we have no classes together anymore.) I’ll still post art when I feel like it but I think the depression actually hit me so hard I don’t even care about how many people like my art anymore 💀 that’s saying a lot and school is not a help- I’ve felt like this for a while even before school but like at least I can write it off now I can’t and it’s literally only the second week 💀💀😭 this shit is sad as fuck.
So yea I might just go offline I hope to come back on here and I may like stuff every now and again and check in on some people but other than that idk I just feel so unmotivated I haven’t done much of any digital and the ones I did I hate or I just don’t feel like working on them, like I legitimately feel awful 😭 Hades and Rina is my only comfort it makes me so happy I love talking about them idk why I made it feel like such a job when literally no one gives a fuck about this shit but me. It’s why all my friends hate me, why everyone thinks I’m weird. And literally I already know no one in my school fucks with me they legit look at ppl like they’re some science experiment. This is basically a fucking repeat of last time but yea. I literally can’t it’s about to be my birthday and I feel so ass I’ll post for my birthday but that’s it I can’t do this anymore I love Hadina with all my might I want them to be real I wish they were I don’t understand why I have to here at school practically completely isolated I feel like I don’t have anyone anymore, like I don’t even feel important whatd the point do I even matter at all?? Like what if people just pity me or something idek why I care I feel so stupid saying this but I need to get it out and I can’t go to my friends because 1. I feel like most of them don’t like me 2. I’m so sick of them trying to reason with me I’m grateful for the help but it’s the same every time it feels insincere or like they don’t even care anymore. It lowkey might be karma but yea.
Sorry for the vent I don’t even know if I’ll leave I’m literally so desperate but I don’t even care. I miss when i started this blog when I was actually having fun and stuff now it just feels like I’m working I don’t want to do that it sucks all the fun out. I never complete any writing or anything and this is why. I hate school I hate everything about it.
OAKY AGAIN SORRY FOR THE VENT IM SO SORRY THIS IS SO STUPID
#this is dumb#THIS IS VERY DUMB#personal vent#vent post#vent#personal rant#I actually hate school#last year it wasn’t this bad#SOPHMORE YEAR WAS SO FUNNN#I dunno what happened this year#we’re two weeks in and look at me#i might fail again if this feeling keeps up I feel so alone and it feels like the staff intentionally fucked up everyone’s schedule#which is dumb asf#why do I have all teh annoying ppl in my class but not my friends?? like what#I don’t get it#like they have friends but I’m all alone#like I basically spend the entire day alone or with people I don’t want to talk to#i hate it here#I hate school so much#I literally don’t know why I wanted to go back#no one should feel this short on their birthday or this close too it#like I feel like I wanna die bro#like why am I feeling this immense dread rn it feels so unnecessary
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you're gonna get me gushing over you for a second, so STICK WITH ME.
badlands made me go through the five stages of grief and i'm scared to even move onto unreal unearth. like, i KNOW i'm gonna cry, and i'm not emotionally prepared for it.
but in all seriousness, badlands (and waterloo as a whole) is so phenomenal; it's like, becoming my new roman empire. i don't know if i have ever been so in love with dazai before, but if i wasn't already, it completely sold me.
the attention to detail, the dialogue, the characterization was so fantastic. like, when i wasn't gaping at the plot details, i was fangirling over your writing style, because it was legitimately so perfect. like, please LEND ME some of your characterization prowess. (and i'm obsessed with the dialogue as someone who is terrible at writing it).
phenomenal. 10/10. added to the list of works i wish i could read for the first-time all over again.
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muse when i tell you ive read ur ask like 40 times and each time never fails to make me weep ilysm my heart feels so big & warm rn it makes me so happy that u enjoyed it waterloo is genuinely my baby and i always get so nervous posting each part like i kid u not sit here having to hype myself up to post them HAHAH it’s a little embarassing but this fic - more than any other i’ve written - rlly feels so much like sharing a part of myself with u guys so it literally makes me weep when i hear that you enjoyed it
AND ACTUALLY ITS SO FUNNY U MENTION DIALOGUE BECAUSE I ACTUALLY AM SO INSECURE ABOUT MY DIALOGUE HAHHHAHH LIKE i literally sit here having a conversation w myself sometimes & im like “would someone RLLY say that” or “is this RLLY a natural flow of convo it seems so forced” and i double guess and rephrase it like 40 times LOLLL like i kid u not sometimes i speak the dialogue out loud acting out the part trying to figure out if its actually natural or not HAHAHH
but muse i adore you so much truly thank you so much 🥹 i am literally going to treasure ur ask forever
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i will actually be watching over all the auditions repeatedly. do you guys get how happy i am. people are reading my writing, my characters. theyre becoming alive. god im so happy rn. kihf real??? <- okay that was silly but like i could legitimately cry out of happiness. i love you all
#kai drew#oc#tkwdlm#the kai who didn’t like musicals#tgwdlm#the guy who didn't like musicals#hatchetfield#kai in hatchetfield
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Kenny im not even batshit crazy over Leon like that but the one of Leon fucking you so hard that you pass out had me legitimately sweating my skin was so hot that i had to take off my 2 layers of faux sherpa blankets because i was overheating so bad and my hands are sweating rn writing this and im in a baggy t shirt and shorts this is like the 4th time i've reread it and im a very cold girly 🥶🥶🥶🥶 but that fic heated me up like i was at the center of the earth and idk im just 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯
omg yay i'm so happy you liked it!! thank you for letting me know 🥰
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