#im legitimately so happy rn

[demenior]

He showed up, showed his tits, got identified as Hot, was confirmed Super Romantic by his fiance, was a bitch with his bestie, killed something spooky, and showed off his sword. Perfect Fjord episode.

[thurio-edau]

*materialises out of nowhere*

what’s your least favourite ship (not including the obvious ones) in the fandom you’re currently in?

hgnghnghn im currently in sbg fandom

not including the obvious ones *cough cough* looks at hernancest *cough cough* LOOKS AT MAVERICK ASHLYN MIKE AIDEN POLY INCEST PEDOPHILIA POST COUGH COUGH

i'd say. ashler

like sorryy i know its chill and all but they have no dynamic to me-

tyden has the dynamic, taylyn has the dynamic, tayden also has the dynamic but. sorry i cant see it with ashler, i cant see tyler with women in general actually

that being said not like i hate it it's just my least favourite. ship whatever you want tbh ur cool and lovely and amazing have a good day and drink yo water

[bogos-bint3d]

Oooooooo you wanna find me great incredible Undyne centric content that I haven't seen before and will be consumed by ooooooooooo

[pepprs]

ok two things. #1 i am IMPOSSIBLY exhausted. just took a nap for a couple hours and have been awake for a bit but i feel like ivr been whacked like a punching bag like good god. and #2 is gonna have to make me delete this post later bc i feel weird and bad and paranoid abt saying it lol but. it’s just fucking weird and bad kinda bc im literally 2 years older than / removed from the students who work closest with us rn (who i spent most of today tabling w) and it’s so awkward bc we’re at the same-ish life stages and ik we totally would’ve been friends if we’d gone thru the same programs together as students but they ignore me / don’t and can’t talk to me like we’re friends bc im a staff member and my attempts to talk to them are lame and weird so idk. it’s just a lot and stressful and sobering

[bl-inkstone]

mini ramble again before i go n do my hw!

[arolesbianism]

It's so jover guys

[bandomgay]

I have to start writing for comfort again school can't keep taking shit away from me

[fulokis]

Yeah… I’m not having the best time rn

[99pansy]

im actually tweaking rn (im not a fan of msi btw. their music pisses me off if i hear it for more than like five minutes, and also the terrible things jimmy has done, and their racism, and everything ew theres no way to defend it, its terrible) but i genuinely love lynz so much simply for how happy she seems to make gerard and all the things hes said about her, plus he wrote summertime about her and thats just so sweet, so if this shit about her seeing another guy is true i'll be really sad. i dont trust anything jessika says since she's been proven time and time again to be a huge liar and she practically prays on lynz's downfall. but that random anon who said that lynz's seeing another guy on the mcr confessions page has no reason to lie, except maybe theyre a huge lynz hater idk. anyway i just hope its not true. especially because of their daughter and also the fact that i have daddy and mommy issues so seeing someone i looked up to in a happy relationship means a lot to me.

holy shit im yapping but yeah

awe you don't have to explain yourself, all opinions are welcome here <3

their relationship does seem very sweet on the surface, but we'll never have the full picture of what goes on between them.

i do agree jessicka is a questionable source, but I think her lunacy stems from a legitimate place sometimes. i strongly believe her and lindsey are on an even playing field, so i wouldn't believe one of them over the other.

and i definitely agree with what you said about the person on the mcr confessions page. like why would someone lie? it's not like anyone would really believe them anyway. unless lindsey and gerard actually are broken up, nobody's gonna remember some anonymous message on a relatively obscure forum. like what would they actually have to gain?

i do hope their family is happy and healthy though! :(

[volivolition]

vibrates intensely hello hi. we are here to infodump a bit about jirachi (the lil yellow and white creature you rbed earlier) ok so:

It has its own movie and it sounds absolutely adorable in it. Here is an iconic scene of it disappearing one of the main characters into a pile of candy. Jirachi Wishmaker was one of our FAVOURITE Pokemon movies growing up, right next to Lucario and the Mystery of Mew FHDNDNFJDKSKD we watched that film SOOOOOO MUUUUUCH GHFJDJFJFJD

It is a psychic/steel type! This typing is. Fairly rare iirc! The only other ones that come to mind rn are the Beldum line and they're pretty cool too (Beldum has the same catch rate as Jirachi/most legendaries despite it not being a legendary!... Its catch rate is 3%. That is. VERY VERY LOW HFJFJSJFCJDJDJFJD)

Jirachi is one of very few legendaries you can still, if you're lucky/wealthy enough, obtain legitimately whenever! You can obtain it from non American copies of the game Pokemon Channel (which is EXPENSIVE) or you can obtain it from the Pokemon Colosseum Bonus Disc (which came with the actual Pokemon Colosseum games if you preordered it. It is also. EXPENSIVE!!)

Expanding on fact 3, these methods of obtaining it mean it is not shiny locked like most legendaries! This is VERY UNUSUAL and shiny hunting the WSHMKR Jirachi (aka Bonus Disc Jirachi™) is one of the most tedious hunts to go on, but it is WORTH IT. Because having a legitimate shiny legendary is super fucking uncommon. Those are usually only found via events that have long since passed FHDJSJFJFJ

The movie goes over this as it's the whole plot but Jirachi only wakes up for a week once every 1,000 years! Once its awake, it will grant wishes for anyone!

Again you did not ask for this we apologize fhdjejdkdks but. we thought. you'd like to learn a bit abt the lil fella since you rbed it a few times :3c

HELLO HI BELOVEDS!!! YAY YAY YES!! its fumking jirachi time mfers!!!!!!! >:3 delighted to get to hear about this fella omg :3!

WHAVKJFGKJ MAY NO LMAO?????? "Jirachi, what did you do to my sister? D:" FUCKGUJNGJMN??????? ive never watched this movie before, so when yall said "disappearing one of the main characters into a pile of candy" i thought you meant turned her into candy, and when it didn't immediately show May after she disappeared i was AGHAST HFKJGKJ LIKE JIRACHI NOOOOOoh she's fine lmao hfkj <33 its voice is so cute omg :'0!! sweetheart <33 this seems like a lovely childhood movie wah :']!!! <333 <222

oooh psychic/steel!! i was expecting fairy, but i think this about most cute pokemon (<- there are MANY cute pokemon) fkjkj <33 3% is VERY LOW FR hgkjk?? hard to catch friends hfjkg <33

OUGH. EXPENSIVE... capitalism getting in the way of letting people get a STAR FRIEND kjgkj but waow! thats so cool that you can technically still get it :D

!!! aND GET IT AS A SHINY WOAG :O!!!! not locked, but just very very rare shiny jirachi!! ✨✨

!! AWA WHAT A SWEETHEART??? :'0 <333 thats so cool, i too would like to sleep for 1000 years and wake up for a week before going back to sleep fkjgkj i love you little wish maker friend, what a darling <33

!! don't worry, and no need to apologize!! im happy to hear from yall and im happy to learn about it yayayay!!! :D :3c <333 <222

[pastelpousay]

Hi again…I’m sure we all know what the hell this is for 😭💀

Sorry ik I keep coming on here about my stupid personal problems but lowk I think I might take another break I still wanna draw and write and stuff but that junior year depression hit me so hard I literally can’t rn 💀 I feel so isolated and alone and I feel like my friends hate me ( except for like one but still I don’t even get to see them cuz we have no classes together anymore.) I’ll still post art when I feel like it but I think the depression actually hit me so hard I don’t even care about how many people like my art anymore 💀 that’s saying a lot and school is not a help- I’ve felt like this for a while even before school but like at least I can write it off now I can’t and it’s literally only the second week 💀💀😭 this shit is sad as fuck.

So yea I might just go offline I hope to come back on here and I may like stuff every now and again and check in on some people but other than that idk I just feel so unmotivated I haven’t done much of any digital and the ones I did I hate or I just don’t feel like working on them, like I legitimately feel awful 😭 Hades and Rina is my only comfort it makes me so happy I love talking about them idk why I made it feel like such a job when literally no one gives a fuck about this shit but me. It’s why all my friends hate me, why everyone thinks I’m weird. And literally I already know no one in my school fucks with me they legit look at ppl like they’re some science experiment. This is basically a fucking repeat of last time but yea. I literally can’t it’s about to be my birthday and I feel so ass I’ll post for my birthday but that’s it I can’t do this anymore I love Hadina with all my might I want them to be real I wish they were I don’t understand why I have to here at school practically completely isolated I feel like I don’t have anyone anymore, like I don’t even feel important whatd the point do I even matter at all?? Like what if people just pity me or something idek why I care I feel so stupid saying this but I need to get it out and I can’t go to my friends because 1. I feel like most of them don’t like me 2. I’m so sick of them trying to reason with me I’m grateful for the help but it’s the same every time it feels insincere or like they don’t even care anymore. It lowkey might be karma but yea.

Sorry for the vent I don’t even know if I’ll leave I’m literally so desperate but I don’t even care. I miss when i started this blog when I was actually having fun and stuff now it just feels like I’m working I don’t want to do that it sucks all the fun out. I never complete any writing or anything and this is why. I hate school I hate everything about it.

OAKY AGAIN SORRY FOR THE VENT IM SO SORRY THIS IS SO STUPID

[osarina]

you're gonna get me gushing over you for a second, so STICK WITH ME.

badlands made me go through the five stages of grief and i'm scared to even move onto unreal unearth. like, i KNOW i'm gonna cry, and i'm not emotionally prepared for it.

but in all seriousness, badlands (and waterloo as a whole) is so phenomenal; it's like, becoming my new roman empire. i don't know if i have ever been so in love with dazai before, but if i wasn't already, it completely sold me.

the attention to detail, the dialogue, the characterization was so fantastic. like, when i wasn't gaping at the plot details, i was fangirling over your writing style, because it was legitimately so perfect. like, please LEND ME some of your characterization prowess. (and i'm obsessed with the dialogue as someone who is terrible at writing it).

phenomenal. 10/10. added to the list of works i wish i could read for the first-time all over again.

╥﹏╥

muse when i tell you ive read ur ask like 40 times and each time never fails to make me weep ilysm my heart feels so big & warm rn it makes me so happy that u enjoyed it waterloo is genuinely my baby and i always get so nervous posting each part like i kid u not sit here having to hype myself up to post them HAHAH it’s a little embarassing but this fic - more than any other i’ve written - rlly feels so much like sharing a part of myself with u guys so it literally makes me weep when i hear that you enjoyed it

AND ACTUALLY ITS SO FUNNY U MENTION DIALOGUE BECAUSE I ACTUALLY AM SO INSECURE ABOUT MY DIALOGUE HAHHHAHH LIKE i literally sit here having a conversation w myself sometimes & im like “would someone RLLY say that” or “is this RLLY a natural flow of convo it seems so forced” and i double guess and rephrase it like 40 times LOLLL like i kid u not sometimes i speak the dialogue out loud acting out the part trying to figure out if its actually natural or not HAHAHH

but muse i adore you so much truly thank you so much 🥹 i am literally going to treasure ur ask forever

[pastriibunz]

i will actually be watching over all the auditions repeatedly. do you guys get how happy i am. people are reading my writing, my characters. theyre becoming alive. god im so happy rn. kihf real??? <- okay that was silly but like i could legitimately cry out of happiness. i love you all

[dollfacefantasy]

Kenny im not even batshit crazy over Leon like that but the one of Leon fucking you so hard that you pass out had me legitimately sweating my skin was so hot that i had to take off my 2 layers of faux sherpa blankets because i was overheating so bad and my hands are sweating rn writing this and im in a baggy t shirt and shorts this is like the 4th time i've reread it and im a very cold girly 🥶🥶🥶🥶 but that fic heated me up like i was at the center of the earth and idk im just 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

omg yay i'm so happy you liked it!! thank you for letting me know 🥰

[isjasz]

I hope you know that mochi and I have been in VC both times we've seen your (AMAZING BEAUTIFUL INCREDIBLE) art and it's just been. Noises. so many noises of disbelief and sobbing and cries of exactly how much we love it. I hope you're happy with what you've wrought /silly

(seriously tho legitimately blown away by your art for our little fic we both have it as our laptop backgrounds rn I will never be normal again)

YOU BOTH HAVE IT AS YOUR WHAT /POS

HEGHEKEJE IM HAPPY. I'm so happy you guys like them sm thank you ueueueueehkwiekekwk, this fic has ruined me and made me experience extreme fear /pos I hate it I fucking love it

Can't wait for where it goes I love scar burning shit down and I love pearl and I love jimmy and I am not prepared to see scars reaction to what will happen eventually and 💥💥💥💥💥💥

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

this girl one time wanted to have sex with me and when i asked to use a condom she laughed it off and said it wasnt cool, and began to chip away at my boundary until i gave her what she wanted. she kept trying to get me to do things and i would say no, and she would continue asking anyway. in bed she said something like “you said you would” and that legitimately scared me, because it seemed like she was just blatantly lying to my face, or just forgot. then she called herself a succubus (A DEMON) and my gut screamed at me to be careful around her. sorry this may be TMI, but im anon so whatever, she said i could nut in her, which is the complete opposite of my original boundary. she was so sweet otherwise and communicated really good. except for when i texted her my concerns about being manipulated. she just became really defensive. im really happy im not “under her spell” anymore. i dont know what she was trying to do, but she could have hurt me really bad

its not tmi, its ok, you know me :p <3.. im sorry your boundaries were disrespected :( ill put my answer under read more cus its probly gona be long , this message had me contemplating some things..

IMO : sex is so tricky its been a struggle my whole life to understand how i feel about it & where my boundaries lie + allowing myself to express them so i understand the struggle u present here altho it's a different perspective.. some people use sex as a vehicle to gain power over others, by way of luring their partner into a state of vulnerability, i dont think that's something demonic necessarily i think it's usually more surface level than that. however

you do see a huge rise in the amount of ppl kind of, trying to personify the succubus nowadays? ppl have always wanted to be sexy but it's like different than the way ppl wanted to be sexy when i was younger. it got rly mainstream to have kind of a demon aesthetic if that makes sense? when i was younger this stuff was reserved for the relentlessly bullied & punished Goth and Emo kids.

but ok when i worked at spencers gifts in 2021/22 they had all these shirts of anime succubus girls getting choked and in bondage n shit, and these shirts were their best sellers they were outselling most the band tees and franchises like naruto.. and im telling youuu it was like, the youngest girls always buying these shirts, it made me so uncomfortable!! sometimes i would walk away and get my coworker to ring them up cus i was like nah im not selling a child that shit...but it really made me think like wow if i was in 7th grade and wore this shit to school it wou;dve been like wearing a giant KICK MY ASS!!!! target on my back but it's like, a popular thing rn.

and im not saying the bullying should return ofc, not the point. but it lead me down the string of thought wondering why this stuff is being pushed into the mainstream so heavily. sex sells i guess $$$ but yeah i think right now it's especially common to refer to yourself as a succubus if you're trying to feel a sense of power as a woman. because as a woman there are very few ways to gain power other than using sex. and many people want power! but i dont think most of them are demonic. just lost..

still its good u followed ur instinct to stay away from that girl because it is really cruel to manipulate someone in a moment where they've trusted you enough to be close to them like that.

yeah i think its rly rare for someone to be in some true demonic possession shit but i feel there can be dark things that linger *around* people who have weak spiritual armor and sort of, feast off their energy & create misfortunes around the person that generate bad energy for it to feed off of. but i dont think they have too much control over your actions like i would imagine for someone who's truly possessed. i feel a lot of ppl have these sort of ambient malignant attachments especially if they keep a lot of dark imagery & symbols around thinking it's just an aesthetic.

thas just my thoughts....really bored tonite so im typing a lot.... i love sex i think it can be so beautiful and restoring, it helps me feel so much happier in life to have good sex regularly i dont think sex or sexiness is evil. i just think its easy for ppl w bad intentions to turn it into this whole twisted ass mind game when it shld rly b so simple and natural and a loving connection that sets u free......be safe out there anon be discerning! protect you heart..<3