#SOPHMORE YEAR WAS SO FUNNN
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Hi again…I’m sure we all know what the hell this is for 😭💀
Sorry ik I keep coming on here about my stupid personal problems but lowk I think I might take another break I still wanna draw and write and stuff but that junior year depression hit me so hard I literally can’t rn 💀 I feel so isolated and alone and I feel like my friends hate me ( except for like one but still I don’t even get to see them cuz we have no classes together anymore.) I’ll still post art when I feel like it but I think the depression actually hit me so hard I don’t even care about how many people like my art anymore 💀 that’s saying a lot and school is not a help- I’ve felt like this for a while even before school but like at least I can write it off now I can’t and it’s literally only the second week 💀💀😭 this shit is sad as fuck.
So yea I might just go offline I hope to come back on here and I may like stuff every now and again and check in on some people but other than that idk I just feel so unmotivated I haven’t done much of any digital and the ones I did I hate or I just don’t feel like working on them, like I legitimately feel awful 😭 Hades and Rina is my only comfort it makes me so happy I love talking about them idk why I made it feel like such a job when literally no one gives a fuck about this shit but me. It’s why all my friends hate me, why everyone thinks I’m weird. And literally I already know no one in my school fucks with me they legit look at ppl like they’re some science experiment. This is basically a fucking repeat of last time but yea. I literally can’t it’s about to be my birthday and I feel so ass I’ll post for my birthday but that’s it I can’t do this anymore I love Hadina with all my might I want them to be real I wish they were I don’t understand why I have to here at school practically completely isolated I feel like I don’t have anyone anymore, like I don’t even feel important whatd the point do I even matter at all?? Like what if people just pity me or something idek why I care I feel so stupid saying this but I need to get it out and I can’t go to my friends because 1. I feel like most of them don’t like me 2. I’m so sick of them trying to reason with me I’m grateful for the help but it’s the same every time it feels insincere or like they don’t even care anymore. It lowkey might be karma but yea.
Sorry for the vent I don’t even know if I’ll leave I’m literally so desperate but I don’t even care. I miss when i started this blog when I was actually having fun and stuff now it just feels like I’m working I don’t want to do that it sucks all the fun out. I never complete any writing or anything and this is why. I hate school I hate everything about it.
OAKY AGAIN SORRY FOR THE VENT IM SO SORRY THIS IS SO STUPID
#this is dumb#THIS IS VERY DUMB#personal vent#vent post#vent#personal rant#I actually hate school#last year it wasn’t this bad#SOPHMORE YEAR WAS SO FUNNN#I dunno what happened this year#we’re two weeks in and look at me#i might fail again if this feeling keeps up I feel so alone and it feels like the staff intentionally fucked up everyone’s schedule#which is dumb asf#why do I have all teh annoying ppl in my class but not my friends?? like what#I don’t get it#like they have friends but I���m all alone#like I basically spend the entire day alone or with people I don’t want to talk to#i hate it here#I hate school so much#I literally don’t know why I wanted to go back#no one should feel this short on their birthday or this close too it#like I feel like I wanna die bro#like why am I feeling this immense dread rn it feels so unnecessary
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