#im just so proud of myself i love myself sm lmao

[badcountryofficial]

Also I realized earlier in all facets of my life I like a healthy Challenge and I wanted to squeal and kick my feet that's so cool. I'm so cool

[ironmanstan]

I am coming to the realization i have been slowly killing myself with work i think oops

[elis-blawg222]

November 8 - Friday

Whew! Caught up at last!! (took me long enough)

Today was actually pretty good. I called Angel before school which made me really happy!! (I love him sm ill sob rn actually). My class wasn't toooo bad. The teacher talked sooo much ugh, but I drew the whole time so it was fine. I made my oc thinnn n pretty, love him. Also we had to go around the room and talk to people for like 30 minutes. 30. (did yk you have 30 minutes??)

It was so nerve wracking, especially because I was unprepared lol. I bet I looked like such a total weirdo with the lack of eye contact I was making, but at the time I was just trying not to break a nervous sweat LMAO.

Then, after my class I went to the library (on call w/Ange) and did an assignment. I went home afterwards because my phone was gonna die, and I needed my charger.

After a bit at home, I went to my next class, and I had a test in this one. It went good I think! We studied beforehand which I'm really grateful for.

We had a break in this class, so I went to walk around for a minute, and during this my mom texted me with:

"Eli

What did u eat today"

...

nothing. So, I said "I had some chicken nuggetss after my class hehe"

to which she responded "No fries no pop. How many nuggets"

GURL. So i was like "I did get some fries lol? and i got 10 why?"

and she just CONVENIENTLY NEVER RESPONDED. UGH.

(but wait theres more.)

After my class ended I went home and got ready for work. I was otp w/Angel (because seriously when am I not?) and he was playing minecraft. It was so peaceful and entertaining to watch and listen to him play- I loved every bit of it. Then, we talked about how we should play together (I ltrly will do anything to idc).

Work was actually ehh, not toooo bad. My dad and friend and her mom stopped by which was nice, and also my hairdresser LOL. They both tipped really well (obviously my dad did but yk).

I went home after what felt like one billion years, I was so so so happy. When I got home I just said a few things about my day like I usually do, and made sure to slip in the fact that I got a free meal at work. Which isn't wrong, I did, but I didn't get anything. I actually am just gonna let my friend get something tomorrow. but they don't have to know all that shhhhhhhh.

Then my mom stopped in front of me and was like what did you eat? and so i repeated myself bc no one listens to me <3

(I told her fried chicken tenders, fries, mac and cheese for context, a very 'me' meal tbh or at least it was)

Then, she was like "how many chicken tenders?" "no drink?" "did you finish it? all of it?" "so then you ate 2 full meals today?"

oh. my god. like. genuinely.

why. is. she. interrogating. me. pls. fucking. leave. me. alone. IM GENUINELY MORTIFIED AND HONESTLY IM SO AGGRIVATED. LET ME STARVE IN PEACE HOLY FUCK.

I tried to act like a normal person and be like ??? why are you interrogating me? BC WHY ARE YOU (as if I'm not literally starving myself)

She was just like "because I need to make sure you're getting nutrients." ok girl.

Then, I went to my room and she went to bed. I cleaned my room a bit and did a homework assignment, so I'm pretty proud of myself.

Also if you couldn't tell by now I fasted today. I was gonna either 48 hr fast or do 2 24 hr fasts back to back, but I think I'm just gonna do around 36 hrs. I wanna eat in front of my mom tomorrow so maybe she'll start leaving me alone (I seriously doubt it).

It just gets really frustrating when every meal I have she thinks isn't enough, even when I'm genuinely full. I can't eat like I used to like I physically cannot, she has to get that.

Anywho, I was thinking of making some cucumber boats tomorrow, I think it'll be fun.

Total Steps: 6.7k

Look at me meeting my step goal for once. I'm gonna start really making an effort at meeting it!

'Til tomorrow :)

(P.S. actually getting activity on these makes me so nervous but haiii)

[fizzywashere87]

:(

@serendipitous-girl i remember when i first met you on here and we started talking about rottmnt and generally getting to know each other

and we made lil scenarios

and you were so kind and friendly to me and i was so excited to talk to you because you were the first online friend that i had made :(

and i remember when some weirdo dmed u saying 'i like your blog' and then they asked how old u were and then u told them you were a minor then we tried to find the blog and it was nowhere to be found:

"i like ur blog" *deletes bc ur a minor*

and remember when

and remember when we face revealed to each other and we were like omgomg ur so pretty and just like LUIYTRDHCGFVJFTGH

and remember when we manifested that u got discord so it would be easier to text and i would have to keep logging back onto tumblr

and remember when we made the blog and tried to troll our moots on it :(((

@fashionablysouly i remember when lori told me i should text u and that ur super cool and i said the only reason i didnt is bc i was too scared (i thought u didn't like me LMAO) but then i did it like a minute later

and you replied pretty quick

and you were like HIIIII

and i was like :DDDD

and we texted sm and abt rise donnie and i loved talking to you

i thought you were so so so so sweet

and then i got ur discord

and then i yapped more aboyt rise donnie ( i was so scared u wanted me to stfu but werent telling me)

AND REMEMBER WHEN WE STAYED UP TILL 4AM TALKING AND WE FACE REVEALED TO EACH OTHER

MY JAW DROPPED IN SHOCK BC OF HOW GORGEOUS YOU WERE AND YOU MADE ME SO HAPPY WHEN U TOLD ME U WANTED TO EAT ME

i was like THIS GORGEOUS GIRL THINKS IM PRETTY

and i had excited hand flaps or whatever tf

and then remember when i suggested i make a gc with lori so we could be bsfs and The Trio™

and then u had to do it bc i didnt know how

and then we all started chatting

@serendipitous-girl @fashionablysouly remember when the gc was made and we IMMEDIATELY all clicked like it was meant to happen

and we had the most fun time ever talking

and remember whenn i went through my breakup and you guys were telling me he aint shit and that i will be okay

(i was :D)

and i remember when the first thing i did when i came home from school was text you guys and we would text until late at night

and

and

the autism jokes :((((

remember when we would all three of us rant to each other and we would get hype with each other

and remember when u and lori got mad at each other and i was trying to fix it

i was littttt himothy

i like listening to the music i listened to at this time bc i was rlly happy and i always remember the feeling i had when i would text u guys

and @fashionablysouly remember when i tried your math work and i understood it

i felt so proud of myself bro

@serendipitous-girl i could NOT do urs tho LOL

and remember when we made ocs with each other and we made up the whole ass backstory

and remember when lori started her server and we became staff

i felt so himothy

remember when i was paranoid asf (lowk still am) but i was hella spiralling and u guys were like mf chill but liie <3

and remember when i made fun of u guys for sleeping so early

and remember when we got into beef with some people and we lit thought we ate

that shit was so entertaining i was cackling

i also remember actually laughing at ur guys' text msgs

like thats actually so hard to do

but u guys would actually make me laugh

istg i thought we were all platonic soulmates

i loved the racist jokes we made (towards each other)

i remember when lori almost stopped being friends with us and we didnt text her for two days until we couldnt take it anymore and then i literally ate and brought us back together

shit was so romantic omg

*literally combusstsss a nuttt*

pause

anyways

remember when lori started the mha roleplay and the server and then we got into hella beef and we started cooking like fr

that server was so fun

guys remember when i got into my fitness arc and i started lifting heavy ahh weights like i was himothy

my winter arc is coming up dont even fret

OMG GUYS

remember when souly was talking to one of her friends and then he started hinting that he wanted her so she took ten steps back LMAPAOAOA

and remember everytime souly mentioned a guy i would be like send that mf my way

and then i would crashout bc u guys always said no

and remember when we used to rate each others booties

and remember when we used to tmi

and remeber the tmnt OMG THE TMNTTTT

theres sm more that will come back to me but this was my peak 2024 :(

we didnt even make it to my birthday :(

ily guys sm and im gonna miss our gc and our servers and our tmi

i miss it sm :(

[seaweedbraens]

GIRL AHSGRKAKAGSJSLSGDSJSJSHDDGDGDGDGDGDHDGDGDGDVXBCBBXBDHSHSHAHHAHAHSJAJAJAJAJA

The last chapter ??????? Annabeth's eye????? (Actually share your thought process for that decision me is interested) APOLLO ARE YOU OK? THE BATTLE OMGGGGGG

BOW BITCHES YOU NEED TO TORTURING MY LITTLE BABIES LIKE THAT

Glad to see that luke is not proclaimed a hero because tbh he isn't maybe he turned good at the end that doesn't make him a hero that doesn't excuse all the people who died because of him turning good at the end didn't justify Silena's actions they don't justify yours either. I said what I said.

Thank all the gods he didn't ask Annabeth if she loves him that was wild af

Tysm for the therapists

im impertinent gold

Smalltalking??? smiling??? Are we sure these are the same gods 💀

He's follow her straight through the gates of Tartarus if he had to, and he'd do it with a smile.

YOU DO THAT IN ANOTHER UNIVERSE ACTUALLY.

Also love how that references the title in a way

I am shooketh this feels like the end of an era honestly tysm for this gem I haven't read the epilogue yet but I'm sure it will also be earth shattering good too

Also THANK GODS PIPER AND FRANK ARE OKAY ASUGSUFSUSUGSGIGS

Still not over the deaths of others i absolutely hate you for that ಠ⁠_⁠ಠ (no I don't)

I love you sm for writing this gem

ufafugkgjg i end my rant here ty for coming to my very *eloquent* ted talk lmao

idk how i missed this!!! but AAAH thank you thank you ily <3 and i LOVE that you caught the title reference! i actually had that line be the title exactly, but i scrapped it because it was way too on-the-nose haha

the 'did you love me' line from luke...not gonna lie i did consider putting it in just so annabeth could like definitely clarify that she loved him like family and that it was never ever romantic, but like you, i hated that line in canon so much that i couldnt keep it. it's...it's just bad.

and omg i did wonder if i made the gods too...smiley? but i think the situation called for it. like they were on the edge of extinction (to some degree) and it didnt fit for them to be haughty and hoity-toity. like. they AND the demigods know who saved their asses. i think they'd be thankful for it (at least for a while). i do think they'd truly try to change and be present and all of that, but if i'm being honest, over time i think they'd slowly pull back to something like we see in the canon pjo series. like they're there but definitely not parental. but that's okay, because like we see in the fic, the demigods know now how vital they are and they intend to create a world for them. they'll be okay.

this truly does feel like the end of an era. it's so weird waking up and not having to put something into my planner related to writing this fic. it's very emotional and while i know this fic isnt perfect, i am so proud of myself for finishing it. i wish i could put it on my resume haha

as always tysm for the support <3 it means the WORLD fr. ily <3333

[aachria]

AACHRIA.

WHAT.

WDYM ACE WAS STILL KIDNAPPED AND TAKEN AND MIGHT DIE.

☹️

im in so much agony.

what the hell man ☹️

ALSO SABO (semi, he never got clarification 💀) KNOWING LUFFY AND ED ARE MARRIED LETS GOOOO 🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥⁉️⁉️⁉️

SABO AND ED DYNAMIC IM IN LOVE.

imma be so fr i understood maybe half the plan. like i got it, i kinda know whats happening, but thats only for phase one..... phase two and three im so fucking lost they both said sm and i felt my mind explode. i forgot to read half the sentences and my mind was so blown i just decided to not go back and read them even though they will probably fix me and make me realize exactly whats going on LMAO

i once again request a 10k chapter, although still no threats bc im scared of my weird dream curse 💔 which i still have..... its better tho- its evolved into tumblr becoming a weird celestial being because when it said ur discontinuing ur fic as an ad and caused chaos people ended up worshipping tumblr to try and get you to keep writing ur fic- so no longer a nightmare just a really weird dream.... 😭

UR SO AWESOME, AND SO COOL, AND I LOVED THIS CHAPTER, I READ IT INSIDE THE MOVIE THEATER FOR THE DEADPOOL AND WOLVERINE MOVIE BC I COULDNT WAIT (10/10 movie btw) UR FIC IS AMAZING 100000/10 MAKE ME SOB NEXT CHAPTER 💞💞

Teehee. Be so honest with me did you think I would just leave that prime angst real estate unpoked?

Poor Sabo will get real answers one day. Hopefully. He was so damn much fun to write I just love him. Him and Ed are the two smartest people you know who also happen to be the most unstable and likely to cause an international incident by being a lil silly and goofy.

That plan... oh that plan. Writing that plan was fun and I got very carried away. I was terribly proud of myself for remembering half the shit in there before I had to pull up the wiki, and the Enies Lobby bit will be my smartest move until the next time I do something remotely smart.

Baby I'm going to hold your hand as I say this because I am being so for real, at this point if you are still having this dream every night you need to genuinely consider seeking professional help. That's not normal or healthy. Talk to a therapist or guidance councilor or something.

I hope to god you mean before the movie started or when it was done because if you had your phone out while that movie was playing I will be very disappointed. I wanted to go see it this week with my mom but it didn't end up happening ✊😔 I did rewatch both Top Gun movies though. Love those.

[adhdduckie]

jjk headcanons ( as people in a class)

ft. Toge, maki, yuuta, nanami, todo and sukuna.

pt 2 of jjk headcanons ( as people in a class ) pt 1 here

my masterlist here

( should be studying for exams but procrastination so oh well)

Toge we all know hes such a sweet misunderstood boy. We love him tho. He's definitely gonna have either the worst grades you've ever seen or he's gonna be in the deans list ( honours list? depends where ya'll at) we all know how he talks in ingredients, but that's not gonna stop him from having a bunch of friends that hang out around him just for his aura yk. He's gonna be the sweetest boy and he'll remind you of a little cat. His handwriting, it's gonna be so cute. i feel like he has little stars on the Is instead of the usual tittle. he writes small and slightly cramped but it is so easy to read. When writing essays i feel like he'll have so many pages of all these tiny tiny words. I think he's definitely got an affinity for the sciences and maths. I think that there would definitely be many people who would be interested in him romantically, but he's only going to have eyes for one person. ( maybe i'll write a fic abt that ( x reader maybe ) )

Maki Zenin

def a girl boss. so proud and pretty. I think she would be a jock like yuuji but man shes got some of the best grades you'll ever see. she's gonna be really intimidating to everyone when she first introduces herself in class, but that isn't going to stop a bunch of guys from going up to her and being rejected ( lmao at their pain) her handwriting i think, would be like close to calligraphy. She's so extra like megumi but special in her own way, like her z's would be crossed. I think that she would be quite good at drama and acting but her preference would be in musical theatre, and hell she's good at it.

Yuuta

quiet boy reborn. Man, he's gotta be the most awkwardest boy you're ever gonna know, but he's also very shy and kind. Would not hesitate to beat someone up if they've hurt his friend. personally, he would be the one i would like to be friends with. His grades are above average for someone who doesn't spend a lot of time studying, and his friends get so annoyed about that. His handwriting would be cute and childish, but still really neat. I think that his laptop background would be a collection of images of his friends, like him and rika when they were really young, and everyone else is several different locations. When you first see it you instantly know he's a really good friend, and would cherish everyone. Gotta paint his nails. idk but i would want to so badly

Nanami

he's practically the professor. Super serious, constantly asking questions and getting answers right. His exams results are like in the 99 percentile which is like insane. HE is so consistent with his grades, like damn bro what else you do with life?? He looks so tired and done with life half of the time or he's just sipping on his coffee. I think he drinks two cups of pure expresso in the morning and has a cup of tea for the rest of day, in his fancy little cup. His handwriting, i don't know how to describe it but it's like so extra. Definitely prioritises his handwriting over contents of notes but he does well either way.

Todo

you would never see him in class. He's got like some crazy excuses, but i swear you're not even aware he's in your class until you get paired up for something and he's like, "wanna meet up? if you get it wrong Im doing it myself" I think he would be so annoying to work with but like if you're friends with him he would actually be quite helpful. You would have no idea what his handwriting is like. He's never written a thing in his life for school and he's happy about that. He skips out on school a lot to go see the model meets like takada. No clue how he even passed high school if ur in uni together.

sukuna

bro if i was in school or uni with this man i would instantly drop out. He's a fucking pain in the ass and i hate him sm rn. But i'm sticking to the head-cannon. His grades- probably pretty good, maybe like a genius or something but so irritating. His looks gain the attention of many girls, but his misogynistic and shitty personality pushes a lot of people away. He's a pain to work with for group projects, would totally run off and do the work himself and get everything wrong and blame everyone else for not doing anything when he wouldn't let you help. He's fine, but like not impressed with him. His handwriting would be old and traditional and if you live in japan, he would write in traditional Japanese. and practically no one knows what he's writing.

lemme know if you have any suggestions for anything else i should write! hope ya'll enjoyed, have a nice day/night!

[burnyouwithacigarettelighter]

Omg I’m so happy you replied!! I definitely have more questions.

1. What Cillian character do you like writing about the most and why?

2. What story from your master list are you most proud of?

3. Do you personally have any fic recommendations/ must reads? Other sites included.

4. What gets you inspired to write? Following that question have you ever abandoned a fic?

5. What do you think made you a better writer? If you have any doubts about your work, how do you get past it enough to continue?

6. Is there a Cillian character that you just don’t like, or aren’t interested in watching/ writing about? (Sorry if that’s a loaded question)

omg thank u so much for this!!! i srsly love interacting w u guys, tysm for the thought provoking questions😄🙌

i think i like writing most about robert fischer:) ik it probably doesnt translate considering ive written most for jonathan crane but robert fischer is just such a little sweetheart to me,,, and can go both ways in being a sassy dom douchebag or being a sobbing daddy issues sub darling LOLLL i just think he has a lot of duality to delve into and develop (which ive definitely not done so far☠️) and it helps that his characterization in inception was also very surface level— i have a lot of wiggle room y’know??

i think im most proud of “dine & dash” which im aware probably no-one has read, but getting chris o’doyle’s sassy little dialogue down was like taming a wild beast,,, otherwise, considering my more well-known work, i rly liked writing “honey, i’m home”. i go crazy for the unhinged readers (if u couldnt alrdy tell lmaooo) and seeing jackson get messed with like that was a real treat.

i seriously just recommend anything by @mypoisonedvine,,, they’re literally genius & are the reason i started writing for cillian:)!! other mentions include kitten fics by @pictureinme and, a personal fave, @floralcyanidee’s jackson rippner mile-high club fic!!! these writers are all incredibly talented and im just blown away at their work every single time🫶

my thirst is such a big motivator for writing LMAO😭i wrote “guinea pig” ‘cus i wanted to absolute wreckkk jonathan crane and have him be a sub, and i got a 6.8k words long fic out of said thirst! music & book quotes motivate me a lot too— i spend sm time digging thru my pinterest for a good quote for the beginning of my fic its actually insane☠️and yes,,, im ashamed to say ive abandoned fics numerous times,,, but thats because they were series’, not oneshots. i get bored of series’ pretty quickly, ‘cause i feel kind of trapped by the initial dynamic or mood set in the first chapter. with oneshots, its like writing one long chapter of this trope and this kink or whatever and then its done, and i dont have to exhaust myself going back to tropes or kinks or storylines ive already done.

i think reading made me a better writer. expanding my vocabulary through the words of others was a biggie; seeing something be described in a certain way in someones story had me thinking of out-of-the-box ways to describe another thing (that doesn’t make much sense but lets pretend it does😭). i have many, many doubts about my work, like constantly, but i usually just suck it up. i sound like an attention whore but seeing the reposts & comments & tags on my other work reminds me people like what i’ve written before and certain people will enjoy what ive written now, so i should just finish my work for them. i also take like 100 years rereading my stuff until i think its good enough lmao,,,

ive kinda watched his whole roster of films (atleast ones i could actually find on the internet and not gone missing as a lost piece of media lmao) and i could probably write for any cillian character given i had a good idea and proper motivation. writing for certain characters is definitely harder for me to do though, so its likely i wont write for them/will take a long time to do so. an example is lenny miller— anna was such an insufferable movie to me, and lenny’s screentime wasn’t long at all, atleast not long enough for me to properly grasp his character. he just felt like a horny hardass fbi goof the whole time i could not take his 5’7 ass seriously😭cillian is smexy as hell in anna tho, so we’ll see😈another would probably be robert capa from sunshine,,, hes beautiful and deliciously musty in that but the whole spaceship setting kinda freaks me out (considering i know 0 zilch nada about space, spaceships, or anything of the sort, so it’d definitely be inaccurate). an au with him id definitely do, though! (with that hair of his my mind is already forming a 90s band au, guitarist!capa x singer!reader story…)

again thank u so much for these questions!! i feel like i rarely get to chat to u guys so this was well appreciated😄🫶thank you so much for reading, for sending these questions in, and for being an overall sweetheart, anon!

[sweetnnaivete]

ii. 10 things i hate love about you

i give you with a book boyfriend / girlfriend after a short description of yourself and your fandoms! + moodboard

HII POOKIE CONGRATS ON THE FOLLOWERS!!! LOVE YOU SM AND IM SO PROUD OF YOU <3333

ahem lemme try & describe myself lmao I am easily anxious but brutally honest, I'm mean as a joke but I can be a genuine bitch to ppl I don't like/are rude. I am very loyal and clingy to my friends, i also love to flirt with my friends (as a joke). I am kinda like.a black cat with golden retriever traits. I try to be optimistic but I am mostly a realist. Grumpy asffff (Lmk if i should add more)

Fandoms: pjo/hoo, aggtm, hp, kotlc, bttm, tmnt, caraval series, mha uhhh yeah. Even if i don't know the boy/girl that's ok :) it'll just give me sum book/media recs

10 THINGS I HATE LOVE ABOUT YOU for mori

a/n why are we the same person help

ok so i had to put a lot of thought into this because i was like "hmm, you need someone who compliments you in having a more chill personality while also being able to have fun and whatnot" SO i went through a couple options in my head, the first one being jason grace. but ultimately i think peeta mellark would be a better choice for you

hear me out !! ik it wasn't on your fandom list, but if you haven't read it then what are you doing go read it /j !! if you read it but didn't like it then .. erm 😐 mb you guys ✋😔

so here are my thoughts: peeta would 100% value your honestly and love love love your clinginess. his generosity and compassion can balance out your more grumpy/brutal side, and you guys would have so much fun together! it's definitely a "he fell first" situation, too, which honestly 🤭

here's the moodboard!

[usuallymyenthusiast]

there was so much I loved about that episode!! lowkey super disappointed in some of the endings (rip 🛋️) but at least the fandom-verse is so great in 911 and we always have amazing fics.

a few things I loved, off the top of my head, in random order:

bobby corralling the team in the beginning

HEN WIPING BLOOD OFF OF BUCKS FACE .. no listen that revived me body and soul. oh my god

eddie in the hospital “he refused to take anything!” “I’m fine” “NO, you’re not!” SOOO eddiecore of him. also his pained face the whole ep was so chefs kiss

Seeing more of Henren’s foster kids!!! THEM POSSIBLY ADOPTING A BABY GIRL!!!! yesss!!!!

“Marisol it Eddie” what an idiot lol 🫶

Buck delivering Kamerons baby was SUCH an amazing scene, Natalia or not. His tears and the “he’s all yours” whooo boy. And I was so glad to see Connor and Kameron reunite 🥹🥹

The Madney of it all!? Chim being so proud of his ring, Maddie so relieved to hear he’s okay, THEIR HANDS IN THE HOSPITALLLLL

Speaking of Maddie, she was so amazing at dispatch. Ugh 🫶

Bobby and Athena. Like what else can I say ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Soulmates

I loved Athena and Maddie in the hospital too. When Athena said “all the 118, except ours” I loved that line!!!

Hen wiping blood off of Bucks face I’m gonna say it again bc I loved it sm. She was concussed and confused but that’s what she knows, healing people, trying to help. And that’s basically her brother and like KAJSJS I just can’t 😭 so soft. Hen this whole ep was amazing. Her dedication to trying to get to Chim 😩

Also the emergency itself was pretty awesome like I really found myself gasping

A glimpse of Christopher I’ll take what I can get

The meditation scene at the end. First of all, yes so important. Second, and this is weird, but I loved Buddie’s reactions, so on brand. Eddie like 🤨👀 we doing this? alrighttt fine I’ll close my eyes 😤. And then Buck idk kinda fully on board taking it almost too seriously?? Idk I just feel like Ryan and Oliver nailed the micro expressions here lmao

Im sure I missed some stuff- not at all a perfect episode but lots of great stuff in it. I might make a post about what I DIDNT like but what’s the point lol. Anyway see y’all on AO3 🫶

[konata-the-izumi]

// implied lightfan

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GOGO GADJET LIGHTNING AND FANNY GIJINKA REF SHEETS1!!21!!1!1!1!1! Plus nationality hcs and some doodles because yes.

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First off Lightning!1!1!1 ⚡️⚡️⚡️ and yes i headcannon him as French.

Theres literally nothing wrong w/ my gijinka of him, hes literally perfect ahhh 😭😭😭 I LOVE HIM SM RAGGAGHAGAHAGHAJAJAJAHS i might platonically steal him from fanny /JJJJJJ

(NO BUT SERIOUSLY WHY DO I WANNA GIVE MY GIJINKA OF HIM A HUG SO BAD??????????? WHAT?2!2?2?2,2?1,1?,1,1,2?1?1,1,,1?1,1?1,1?1,1?1,,1,1?1,1,??1?1??)

I love him grahhhhhhhhh 💛⚡️✨

heres some side doodles i did of him 💛💛💛

(is it just me or does his face look slightly different here? maybe bc lack of makeup or something but it still looks good either way 🥰🥰🥰)

OMGGGGGGGG 💛💛💛💛💛 *epic fangirling noises*

Oh and also this one thing i can’t remember why i drew it- at least i got to draw my daily dose of lightfan yay

There’s also a couple more side doodles of him that i did but i reserved them for another post 🤫🤫

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And now for Fanny’s!1!1!1!1 🌀🌀🌀 i hc her as haitian! (fun fact im of haitian descent myself lol)

I’m so glad i finally have a consistent hair texture for her yay. Now one thing I’m currently having trouble drawing consistently is her face. She just looks different averytime i draw her help 😭😭😭 (you’ll see once you get to see the side doodles i did of her, actually i currently have the same problem w/ my ruby gijinka ever since i redesigned her 🥲)

Btw i drew her w/ no face paint this time cause i wanted to actually make her other facial details visible.)

Anyways off to the side doodles (I’m not too proud of these).

i actually tried drawing her w/ different hairstyles (i usually almost never give human characters the same hairstyle or outfits twice lol, but since i had trouble with finding a consistent hair texture for my fanny hummie she was one of the exceptions)

Also this is what i was talking abt when i said i couldn’t draw her face consistently…

OMG WHAT????? FANNY IS SMILING2?!1?2?2!1?1!2?!2?2? (I don’t like this doodle either LMAO, in fact i think it’s my least favourite of all three of them)

And finally small side doodle again

This one is definitely better than the other three lol

I really need to practise drawing my fanny gijinkas face properly or else ill end up with odd results like the latter three-

Anyways that’s all the refs i have for now! I’m working on some for my other character gijinkies as well so stay tuned lol

[icyfox17]

mayyyhapz 24 25 26 ? for ur ask game u reblogged ? (one thing ur proud of urself for, fave season n y, fave color n y)

24. what’s one thing you’re proud of yourself for?

Oohhh hmmmm I'm not sure which to choose hmMmmM

Honestly? I've been really proud of myself on this trip!! I was terrified to be away from home for a whole month. I was terrified to be in another country. Like dawg I thought I was gonna DIEEE dhfjfkd

But I've been handling it pretty well!!! I havent been nearly as homesick as I would've expected from myself and Im a lot more street smart than I originally thought. Maybe a little too paranoid at times hahaha but better to be safe!!

Oh also, I'm proud of how my social skills have developed over the years!! Bro I used to be terrified of interacting with Any stranger irl, and now it's something I actually get a lot of joy from:)) ive been socializing with ppl at the hostels and just ppl on the street. I've gained a lot more self confidence over the years!!

Also speaking on the trip, I've been trying a *lot* of new things. I've been ordering sm food I've never had before. I went to the opera because I could even tho I was worried I wouldn't enjoy it. Ive also!!!! Done cooking!!! I made dinner!! And pancakes!!! Without worrying I would die!!! That is HUGE for me, oh man Im so proud of myself for going to the grocery store and cooking.

I feel like I've done a lot of personal growth and I'm proud of that:))

25. fave season and why?

Spring!!! This used to be a hard question lmao. I used to always be like ALL OF THEMMM!!! And i DO still love each and every one of them but over the years I've learnt that spring makes me the happiest. It's a time of life. Flowers are blooming, baby animals are being born, the birds are starting to sing again. The sun is shining but not in a way that it's unbearably hot. The rain is fresh and with it comes petrichor. You get to look forward to summer and going to the beach and stuff. I just aaaaa, I love spring:))))

Autumn is a close second but as much as I love it and love the colourful leaves, the leaves are representative of death and shfjdkd i dont like the coldddnfnm😭😭

I do love autumn tho it's a close second bc i LOVE cinnamon and autumn has everythinh cinnamon. Pumpkin pie YASS pumpkin spice YASSS apple pie and apple cinnamon YASSS hot coco YAAAA hot coco WITH CINNAMON YASSSS

But yeah!! Spring just beats it out for me bc it feels more hopeful of a vibe:)

26. fave colour and why?

So blue and green have been tied for almost my whole life with blue being my default if I have to choose one. However,

One day in Discord lmfao i had my nickname colour as teal BUT my friend also had their nickname colour in teal and bc my nickname was "[friends name]'s number one fan<3" everyone kept mixing us up HDFKKFFM AND THUS. I changed my name to pastel green and then uh. That just kinda became my colour. And going forward every server I joined I made my name green. And then I started to have pfps with a character who was green coded so it reinforced rhe green theme and now like 5 years later I realised I connect way more to green than blue because of that djfkdks

Like all my clothes r green now too 😭😭

So green is!! But blue is a very close second and my fav colour combo is the two of them:))

Idk if pastel green is still my fav specifically but it's a green. of some kind LOL

For this ask game !!

[what-if-nct]

Hiiii I saw your post from a few weeks ago about not getting many asks and messages recently! I’m sorry that there are less :/ but I don’t think it’s cause you say nonsense or yap. Tbh I don’t think you say nonsense and I actually like that you yap a lot! I used to send you ( and other blogs) messages more in the past but lately, I’m so busy all the time. I also use tumblr a lot less now cause I was kinda sad in the past and spend a lot of time indoors online. These days, I’m really busy and life has changed a lot. I feel like I could talk about this forever but I’m looking at which uni I want to go to which feels unreal because a few years ago I thought I’d be dead by the time I got to uni (I was very sad, probably depressed but I had no diagnosis). I’m doing really well in my studies lately and I’m currently aiming for one of the top 2 universities in my country. I’m a bit nervous because sometimes I question whether or not I really am that clever and there’s also going to be a lot of people who have had extremely privileged lives at that uni. I’ve got a pretty shit background but I’m trying to stay positive and use that to motivate me! The course I’m hoping to do is called human, social and political science but it’s split into three sections: sociology, politics and social anthropology. (Also I went to an open day there recently and there were 2 guys who were quite hot lmao one looked simultaneously a bit like the white version of Jun from svt and Devon Bostick and was extremely tall, taller than 6’5” and another guy looked sm like Ben Barnes with long hair and he kept looking and smiling at me hehe) I’m really excited for whatever is going to happen next in my life and I’m really proud of myself! Ik I’ve gone on a tangent but basically, I really like your blog but I don’t have as much time as I used to :/ I totally appreciate you and I honestly think you are really kind and lovely! Thank you sm for continuing with this blog for so long and ilysm 🫶

Its fine don't worry and i don't spend as much time on Tumblr as i used to either but i try to check in once in awhile. So i understand. Firstly i really hope everything is well for you now, and things only gets better for you. And i'm sure you absolutely are clever enough for the top universities in your country. You've got this i just know it. And sometimes having a more difficult background is exactly what will set you up for success and that is a great motivation. Im sure the next chapter of your life will be filled with so much happiness, opportunities and success. And it will make everything worth it. Thank you, you are so very sweet. I really appreciate it. You are so lovely and i send you so love and positive energy🌸🌸🩷🩷🩷

[cowboybobsrodeo]

About Me - extremely long introduction post

im new here and in search of accounts to follow/mutuals! I thought I would make a list of the things I enjoy in an effort to find myself on the right side of tumblr. so in no particular order, here are the things that i love most!

Music - im a huuuge music lover, and although ill listen to anything once, i mostly reach for pop, rock, and indie/alt and a dash of rap. some of my face artists (in abc order) include:

5sos - im not the most dedicated listener but i do have my faves and would see them live in a heartbeat

the aces - one of the most underrated sapphic bands!!

ariana grande - i love my messy messy cancer girl sm

beyonce - not the most dedicated listener but i do love watching her from the sidelines

boygenius - would die for them!!! im especially obsessed w miss lucy

cardi b - love my messy libra soooo much

chappell roan - proud listener since 2020, will always defend my fave emotional support mean confrontational lesbian

demi lovato - underrated vocalist and underrated rock writer! ive been in the trenches for demi since day ONE

doechii - im a new fan but im really serious about it

halsey - another underrated fave! been here since tumblr badland days, will never turn my back on them

hayley williams - best believe ill be at that solo tour if it ever happens, hayley is maybe my fave lyricist of all time

JADE - as in jade from little mix, love her so bad

katie gavin - went to opening night of her tour, life was CHANGED

lucy dacus - i dont mess around about miss lucy....i love her with a fire only quenched by devastating sapphic lyrics

mac miller - the only white boy rapper who deserved rights, rip

maggie rogers - love love love

mega thee stallion - best rapper ever maybe, im deeply in love

muna - praying for their next album asap

paramore - im a late paramore fan, but ive always loved hayley and now that im a full blown parawhore theres no going back

sabrina carpenter - been here since disney days, not going anywhere

sammy rae and the friends - ive seen them every time they come to seattle. also my partner and i went to their concert as our first date so they will always have a sweet spot in my heart

taylor swift - biiiiig folklore, midnights, rep baby, ruthless lover defender

books/tv/movies- im less of a reader and more of a film/tv person. i loooove comedy but im really picky. i particularly love to study books and plays being translated into movies. heres a list of my fave stories in no particular order

little women - maybe my fave book ever, equally obsessed w the movie

hunger games/ ballad of songbirds and snakes - ballad of songbirds is easily my second fave book. i reread the og trilogy for a project in college and haven't looked back since

gilmore girls - late in life fan, but diehard none the less

new girl - plenty of girl content clearly

modern family - underrated comedy imo ?? deserves more hype

wicked - new fan bc of the movie, but insanely obsessed

avatar/legend of korra - unpopular opinion but i love lok more.......complain about it idgaf

the good place - recently rewatched and have it on the mind lol

rent - the musical NOT THE MOVIE !!!! don't bring that nonsense into my house

glee - sorry

biopics in general? - i loved milk growing up, and ive come to appreciate the art. things like battle of the sexes etc

Abbott elementary - best thing on tv rn i don't care argue w the wall

really dumb tlc documentary shows - think long island medium, mom swap, say yes to the dress, honey boo boo etc. if it was on tlc from 2008-2014 i was probably obsessed w it briefly

other topics i just enjoy- idk what im doing anymore, im just trying to connect with people lmao

queer/gender theory - i love this both in the actual real-world implications, but i more love it in terms of writing, performance art, and visual art

disability theory - i grew up in a house with a brother with disabilities, and ive spent so much time

creative nonfiction - this was what i majored in at school. i love the act of representing an emotional truth and how it conflicts/works within our lived reality

fashion and design - im not great at creating textiles, but i love art and fashion. the met gala and grammys are my superbowl fr

criminology - this one might be strange, but i studied it in college as my minor and i didn't realize how much it would influence my worldview for the rest of my life.

pop culture in general - i have a lot of opinions on how people consume media, how people present media, marketing campaigns, trends, the way we connect with others etc

being outside/environmentalism - i work in the outdoor industry as does my partner, so this is just a topic i tend to ruminate on. i love watersports, primarily paddle boarding and kayaking, as well as biking, exploring tidepools in the salish sea, and hammocking. i have a lot of opinions on many of the outdoor companies, but they rarely come up outside of work and my partner lol

drag - i used to do drag ! im not a giant rupaul girl, but im quite found of katya and bob the drag queen for sure. i mostly love gender diverse drag, like drag kings and things

visual art - im an abstract painter, photographer, and a wanna be ceramicist (in desperate need of a kiln and a wheel). im kinda new to art history in general, but as i get older i love to learn more about the greats and what made them so great

learning to cook - ive struggled w eating issues for most of my life, but ive recently been learning how to cook and really truly enjoying it for the first time in my life. im still learning so i wouldn't call myself a good chef yet, but i got some banger dishes so far

astrology - i looooove reading birth charts and transits an insane amount. get some liquor in me and suddenly i have astro.com up and im giving full natal chart readings in the middle of the bar

thats pretty much all there is! its long but pretty representative of what my brain is thinking of 99% of the time. hopefully this will prompt something ? no idea how this site works in our lords year 2025 so

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heyo vaygus 💪🏼 i jus woke up 🥱🥱🥱

nawrrr, i hope it gets better for you, make sure to have hella fun at hiking !! <333 that’s gud LETS. STAY. POSITIVE 💪🏼

OMFG YOU PLAY VOLLEY ??? I WANTED TO START A SPORT THIS YEAR AND I THOUGHT ABOUT VOLLEY ‼️‼️ how it is ? would you recommend ?

can’t wait for your 2 fics, but i saw you started a virgin series 😈😈😈 how do you manage to start so many series at the same time 😭

YES I SAW BRAZIL TOO BUT HAVE YOU SEEN SIMONE ??? AND LMAOOOO HAVE YOU SEEN THE GUY WHO GOT BETRAYED BY HIS OWN PENIS JAJAJAJAJAJJAJA the headlines were so fckn funny 😭 yeah the breakdancing was…peculiar 🥰🥰🥰

ohhh so that’s love and deep space i heard about it but i never knew what is it about, what kind of game it is ?

ahhh i think i confused you but i’m not writing smut i was just calling you sexy (if it’s okay with you!!)😞😞😞 but thanks for the tips i’ll try to apply them! i write for brazil hinata bc i have a crazy about him brainrot atm… do you have some dialogue tips ? or any tips i can use for the ambiance like how can i describe it smoothly ? sorry i’m asking a lil too much but i really sick at that and i think it’s gonna be my first long fic…😭😭

don’t forget to take care of you and not to overwork yourself, drink and eat sufficiently, hope you have better days begas!!💕💕💕xxx

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hiiii star i hope you slept well 💓!!

i’m doing pretty better now, i think it’s bc i’m approaching shark week soon 🫡 the cramps are killing me maaaan. i don’t think we’ll make it out alive but we’ll try 💔. MWAAAAH THANK YEW

YEAAAA i play volleyball. i’m my team’s setter and our season is about to start back soon so m excited for that. i missed it BADDD. it’s very fun especially when it’s competitive—i recommend!! beach volleyball is fun also

feheheh thank yew 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️💓 yes i did, y’know i really don’t know either! i have a habit of starting new stuff and not finishing the rest, i get bored so easily but i just had to </3 but i make sure to take lots of breaks ‘n pace myself :P

YESSS SIMONE IS INSANEEEE. she did so good m so proud of her. rebecca from brazil too i was stunned >>>> gymnastics is so fun to watch ahh. LMAO THE BREAKDANCING i’m surprising that’s considering a sport let alone in the olympics but yk 🧍🏽‍♀️🧍🏽‍♀️

ya !!!! it’s basically a gacha game and it’s kind of like genshin impact / obey me if you heard of that. it’s very story driven and it’s so good so far, you can wish for characters and battle to get rewards n it’s also super cute side tasks to build relationships with the male characters.

OH HELP IM EMBARRASSED. well 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️. oooh okay i see! for dialogue, i find it easy to describe dialogue by simple talking out loud to see if it flows well. i also use synonyms to build up my sentences and make them stronger. depending on the character, ill add humor / cockiness, etc. but its okay no worries !!! long fics yummy i bet it’d be amazing xx

BUT THANKKKK U i appreciate you sm <3 you too, luv 💓✨

[mosviqu]

idk how they are not embarrassed or how did they think that that's a normal thing to do🥸 WE CAN BURN SM TOGETHER THATS FOR SURE!!!

ahhh i agree i hope they realize soon that noise music is not really the way for every band😟 OOO IM GLAD U ENJOYED THEM!!!! yessss 3 I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE THEM!!!! but im struggling so hard with recognizing them😭

WELL IF I WASNT LIED TO THEN YES SHE DID THAT!!!! UR REACTION😭THATS KIND OF FUNNY MY NGL

istg i started to associate u with him cuz of ur profile pic that u had it was such a nice pic!!! WELL I GUESS THAT BETTER THAN NOTHING (i feel like this sounds rude but i do not mean it in a rude way so i hope it doesn't come off that way) BUT I CANT BELIEVE EVERYBODY OTHER THAN TREASURE BASICALLY WAS DOING THAT CHALLENGE JUST SMH

aaaa i wish i could have other accents💔💔💔 i just have one general one and it just doesn't change so💔💔💔 lmao thats relatable but for me it never stays in my mind when i try to do a british accent i'm saying it loudly wrongly and proudly 😌🤞 (liebestraum anon💓)

LIKE they woke up and were like hm. lets send a truck to hybe. TO BOYCOTT ALL THE HARD WORK OUR FAVS DID WHEN LEARNING THE DANCE. sigh. anyways!

okay update since the boys debuted- i only vibed with the title track (?) so its a 😔 for me. but i adOOORED that song its such a feel good song and their concept is so cute i love it but i dont see myself listening to the other two songs....😔😔😔 mourning the 03 liners very deeply rn 💔 BUT BUT BUT you know what i remembered the other day ??? LIKE I LEGIT WANTED TO MESSAHE U ABT THIS but basically i got reminded of p1harmony's existence again, right, (bc i forget abt groups when i am not hyperfixated on them lol) AND I REMEMBERED INTAK IS A 03 LINER so. our crew so far consists of doyoung, seunghan, intak aNd us two. (Also im pretty sure minjae from mcnd is a 03 liner too bc i had a mental breakdown over that too when i was getting into them like 2 years ago 👀)

I HAD NO IDEA THAT HAPPENED LMAOOO THANKU FOR TELLING ME I FEEL LIKE THIS IS AN IMPORTANT INFO 😭😭😭😭 has the same energy as keeho having a stan account before being an idol LMAOO.

i was NOT a wilbur fan when hearing that song let me tell u it was on the speakers every other day i was so annoyed

im gonna cry thAT pic was so adorable wasnt it 🥺🥺🥺 like he may be 4 years older than me but i go all protective over dino like anyone dare to hurt him and i will SWING like i know how to fight. try me. TRY ME. also u never sound rude omg stop worrying abt that 😭💕 and LITERALLY i also dont get it like they arw the biggest svt fanboys and THEY DIDNT DO THE CHALLENGE ?? 😭

no bc my accent changes depending on the amount of english i speak out loud too like the less often i speak it the more slovak i sound 🤡 i dont have eng classes anymore so the only opportunity i have to speak eng is when im sending voice memos to my peruvian bestie and like the other day i listened back to it and i cringed so hard bc my english really got rUSTY 😭😭😭 i should like record vlogs so i dont lose my accent or something idk. also SPEAK THAT BRITISH ACCENT LOUD AND PROUD. show them what the uk youtube scene did to us.