#im just not valued..
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Trying sososo hard not to snap and kill everyone in this store.
#i hate that i love this job#i like doing the work!#but when i am literally the ONLY ONE DOING THE WORK OF THREE PEOPLE WELL THATS SOMETHING DIFFERENT ISNT IT?#changing the way we do things without telling me then getting onto me when i do things the way i know how!#really had to stop myself from just going home at lunch...#but i cant afford to just quit#one of my coworkers just got a new job thats still hiring for WAAAAAY more money than im making rn....#idk tho#i enjoy this work#its easy and im good at it#im just not valued..#mc og
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don't you ever read a piece of fanfiction so good you just
#yes im-abanana im looking at you#now i might be wrong on my predictions but#if you take DD's words at face value and make them go through a therapy session w stickler im going to lose it beyond repair#expect fanart of the saga.this is less of a warning and more like a threat#OHSHIT I JUST CHECKED NOTIFS AND SHE STARTED FOLLOWING ME SOME MINS AGO WHAT WHY HOW omg hiiiii
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kras mazov lookin ass
#unironically started understanding disco elysium when i started reading more leftist literature. would recommend#i still think the gameplay is kind of a hard sell for most people but ykw. joyce messier as a concept has been immeasurably valuable to me#everytime i talk to my boss and im confused by her politics i think wow....its just like joyce messier#i don't know how you can claim to have all these socialist values and still uphold the capitalist system for your own comfort...WAIT.....#it's just like joyce messier.........#disco elysium#my art
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infinitely funnier visuals in my head, likely because they werent subject to my actual skill level in art
#he read space facts book and found out the sun is a star and nearly got them all killed#dont ask how they didnt notice sooner i ignored that for comedic value#i dont know how to communicate that the sun is supposed to be out in the second panel#well i do but i didnt feel like coloring#i had this awesome visual earlier i was like “im gonna like color and shade in a painting style and its gonna look awesome”#and then i realized i dont know how to do any of that#so here we are#i read requiem and made like a mental plan in my head of what their home looks like and have not been able to fix it since#im too tired to tag more and i want this out of my sight before i start despising it for realsies#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones v#serial designation v#nuvi#violentbitingbiscuits#i love me some nuvi. favorite ship right now#second place is jessa but like i dont know how to draw humans so itll be a while before ya see that#oh i forgot#murder drones cyn#if im being totally honest this entire thing was just an excuse to draw uzi in that second panel
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Dunmeshi request, Chilchuck and Marcille interacting? 🥺 Or standing next to each other that works too. Could be hugging, or sharing a meal/food, or…
Got a bit out of hand with the prompt XD I ended up doing a scene inspired by this fic! Based on that time Marcille Izutsumi and Chilchuck were sharing a bed in chapter 47. It felt very memorable so I tried to recreate it but I kind of went offscript because I was basing it on my recollection of the fic lmao
^Obsessed with this guy and how he lets Izutsumi use him like a hot water bottle bc it's comfier.
I think he'd hardly ever act this soft + tolerant of physical affection unless it's situations like this: When the others are too sleepy to remember it LOL
#dungeon meshi#ダンジョン飯#chilchuck tims#chilchuck#marcille donato#fullertom#izutsumi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#also i ended up drawing his dottirs whenever possible#idk if i like the values for the colors all that much but it's been around too long#so i really just want to post it LOL#uncaptioned#<- ill do this later when im not sleepy asf. or if you want to caption for me ill credit you and add it in alt#january 2024#my art#sorry i havent stopped drawing chilchuck sorry for being a chuckhead.#except not sorry. you will see more of him
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dramatic :/
#art#digital art#my art 🦷#digital painting#iwtv#interview with the vampire#iwtv fanart#smoking tw#louis de pointe du lac#this was gonna have a timelapse to go with it but uhhhhh. lost all that lol..#either way tho. im pretty satisfied with this portrait :)#i think im done with adding the sort of hatched lines tho#i think it doesnt add the type of texture i want#overall tho im happy with the values n texture stuff#wonder if anyone recognizes the reference photo i used for this lol#i just really liked the vibes of it#i think it suited that one promo photo/screencap of the last ep
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blink and you'll miss it moments around skyhold....
#solavellan#solas#gotta put out some tender stuff to balance the chaos target team leader solas has caused.#look i just need to go feral in the tags for a moment#okay the fucking. what's he call himself? the great adversary of her people's mythology....falls in love w a woman being forced into a role#not unlike his own#i t makes me c r a z y#like at one point he's all ooooh we're elves need to make sure the humans trust us to ensure safety. gives them a castle......#then he's all ''ooh you cant change the way your legend is getting out of hand. might as well accept it''#but he disapproves if you lean into it/call yourself the herald.#he approves of you fighting against the status quo. encourages sera to sow chaos and has a VERY interesting convo w her about power#''what lop of the top?'' ''yes.'' ''well what's that do except make room for a new top to come and fuck it all up?''#at which point he fuckin STUTTERS and is like. oh fuck. you're right. my bad. and then he shuts up in quiet contemplation#he's clearly wrestling w himself. and Ohmygod the felassanstuff.#like the Guilt. the Regret.#haunting that fucking rotunda.#and yet he's so in love w lavellan if they go that route.#like clearly some stuff was missing/fumbled in game. but like#how he fuckin screams for the inquisitor at the well?????!?! OK BOI?!#im just. the dread wolf. great adversary of the dalish pantheon.#turns out to be some somber grim guy with a fatalistic sense of humor who hates tea and greatly values free will#pina art
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Hello sweetcheeks! Just letting you know that the OUROBOROS old demo is now uploaded here: OUROBOROS ON COGDEMOS
Although... it is not as pretty as the new app, coming to you soon.
:> ❤️
#interactive fiction#ouroboros-if#dashingdon#soon as in I'm in uni freshly separated from my longterm partner and JUST moved into my new apartment#and life is a tornado and im just the cow being spun around for cinematic value#but lsdhfskljdhgf 🥹 it's coming together SO GOOD. AUGH. !!!!!!#see u soon xx
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This stupid comic took longer than it should’ve
#im experimenting with panels and values and textures#it’s not meant to be good#it’s just meant to exist#shitpost#bsd#art#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#digital art#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#bsd akutagawa#bsd mori#skk comic#bsd comic
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Bell after falling from the helicopter in Break on Through for the 17th time probably
#Meanwhile their ‘best friend’ is yelling at them and is proclaiming how much he does not value Bells life or health at all#I SWEAR i will post something good eventually—trust </3 i just need the motivation to finish what im working on#bell cod#bocw#cod bell#cod cold war#cod cw#Anyways POV i slowly turn into an art account whoops
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Can I interest you in some Troll Currency
#p#homestuck#bugs are coins the rarer the elytra color the more value the coin has#wings are bills the more pristine the wing the higher the value is#yes i know trolls use caegars im just making a funney lol
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the melini lovers
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#marcille#laios#laios touden#marcille donato#laicille#laimar#demon king laios#dungeon lord marcille#winged lion#the winged lion#this isnt done cuz i just wanted to do a value study so idc (also im sick and i dont wanna work on this anymore)...#could be fun to revisit this in a few months if i remember
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woag .. otp
#fma#royai#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#talking to user chrysopoeias reminded me of this doodle i posted on twitter ages ago#im too dumb to make analysis textposts with my opinions so you get (checks notes) royai experiencing post nut clarity#about how funny i think it is that riza bases all her self value into how useful she is or isn't being#while roy is like wow.. i love riza can't believe she still by my side after all i've done ..#in the hospital scene after the lust fight where roy is scolding her there's a part he says he's going to keep trusting her with his back#and she looks genuinely surprised as if she really expected him to just throw her out because she failed and lost her utility#when he's mostly angry because riza gave up on life so easily and he doesn't want her to die. he can't live in a world without her#riza babe ur so mentally ill <3
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redraw of one of my very first tmnt drawings!!
had meant to do it exactly the one year later mark, but i blinked and suddenly april was may was june -- so ended up being more like a year and 1.5 months lol
May 11th, 2024 vs. April 6th, 2023
its so funny seeing them nest to each other now, but i remember when i finished the first version last year, i was so proud to have finally made a proper 'finished' piece.
like, yall, i struggled for years to every be able to create a piece i would ever call close to 'done'. part of that is me being a very knit-picky kinda person, and wanted to continue to tweak everything all of the time forever, but on top of that i also do work slow af, and before last year i didnt really have access to any digital media. and i love traditional mediums, but im defintiely not practiced enough to be able to get the results i was looking for with any sort of speed. like im genuinely not sure i created a single 'finished' work in my life -- not in school, not in work, not even in the free space of silly fandom doodles.
and then this piece happened!
and i knew even then that it was messy and rough af, but it had a background!! and color!! sure, the linework wasnt polished at all but still, for a silly little fanart? it was defined enough to distinguish the separate characters, and read expressions! there was even a little tiny bit of lighting!! i hate lighting!!
seeing the two versions side by side honestly i kinda have to laugh at how Rough the first version looks now. but you know what. im still so so proud of it. the colors are muddy, theres no shift in value; their clothing designs arent at all defined, leos teeth look weird af and theres lines on caseys face that are definitely from me accidentally dragging my fingers across the tablet when i didnt mean to but like. its there! its finished! i did it!
idk. ive never had a piece ive ever wanted to hang on my own fridge before. :)
#disappears off tumblr for like two months#im alive i swear#my art#human tmnt#rottmnt#redraw#did the old one in early April of 2023 and this new version May 11th 2024#(and then promptly forgot to post it for like a month)#i genuinely didnt think my art had changed that much this past year#besides just getting more comfortable with the digital media#but im actually really really pleased and kinda proud with the improvements!#understanding values and composition esp#always struggled with having characters feel like they actually existed in the same space#and werent just stiff seperate drawings that happened to be next to each other#and color and lighting have always been enemy number one#still definitely cannot begin to say i 'understand' them#but im starting to be able to fake it better#:)
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who is she?
she invests in herself. she is healthy and wholesome.
she gets what she wants, easily. she is wealthy and abundant.
she knows herself inside and out. she is confident in her ability to achieve whatever she desires.
she is a polyglot. she loves learning and reading. she is productive and efficient.
she gets along with everyone. everyone loves her.
she always looks put together. her style is immaculate.
(images are from pinterest)
#elonomh#elonomhblog#student#that girl#student life#academia#chaotic academia#becoming that girl#productivity#study blog#it girl#it girl aesthetic#it girl energy#pink pilates princess#girlblogging#girl blogger#pinterest girl#vanilla girl#clean girl#wonyoungism#wellness girl#girlblog#this is a girlblog#girlblog aesthetic#im just a girl#live laugh girlblog#who is she?#her#high value woman#academic validation
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oh, to be taken care of
#cabbage draws#little witch academia#diakko#mine#I.MISS.MY.GF#shes just busy lol#and im busy#so well#wow i did this like 2 hrs#longer than i expected but faster than what i thought it would be#im so rusty at drawing lmao#i learned that i grasp 3d better#due to sculpting#but damn it is still a skill i must learn#i still cant color im so sorry about this mess lmao#i tried learning color theory but by god i cannot wrap my head around it#for some reason#i know the opposites the tertiary the complementary the meanings hue value brightness saturation etc#but i cannot put it into practical#when i learn how to color its going to be over for yalls#lmao#obligatory post when i have time cause i will probably disappear for months again
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