#im ill im ill im ill

[sainteddie]

something so sick about paramedic chim being so far gone he isn’t even able to determine what’s happening to him.

[lumashoes]

its been hours. mizu5 is still making me SICKKK

THIS LINE ESPECIALLY. GOD FUCK. IM WORRIED SHE'LL ATTEMPT

[dayurno]

dear reader can you be 12 years old again with me and imagine a jeanee angel with a shotgun amv. please

[deadisplant]

[lesbian-cowpoke]

Hes so small he's only 10 I'm going to die I'm sick and ill Oh my god

What if I died what then

[puppyeared]

filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

[squidflavoredsoup]

mama n her babies

[starridge]

also deciding to make stuff that 12 year old me would have wanted to draw

[churroach]

Full of Desires

[lowpawly]

I like how people on tumblr/twitters examples of irredeemable media are always coincidentally media that had been highly popular online 5 years prior and would, say, potentially be something a young adult might be embarrassed about having liked as a teenager at one point

[brightdeadthing]

love as recognition

anna gavalda / friedrich nietzsche / clarice lispector / jandy nelson / rebecca perry / mhairi mcfarlane

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[rittzart]

a fat fluffy femme and her scrawny little butch <3

[buzzrds]

here's my wonderful isopod child, handcrafted in leather

[isjasz]

[Ready for a new game?]

day 11 definitelynottober - heart in your fist & week 1 weeklyhermittober - beginnings

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IM SO READY LETSGO SO EXCITED FOR THE NEW LIFE SERIES💥💥💥💥💥💥

[spidertroupeart]

the jokes write themselves