#im horrible at explaining and all
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
saw someone saying something like "do you really think veilguard story would be better if you could do evil choices?" and actually yeah. i think if they let us act more like the dreadwolf on the "you are a paralellism to the dreadwolf" game, it would be more significant when the story tells you "you are a bit like him/you are nothing like him" because , thats how you chosed to play it.
#like i think the game could be good without the evil choices. but i would like a choice at all tho.#it can be just pragmatical vs idealist it can be about how much would you be able to give or sacrifice#how the game is now when you lose people it feels more like you failed more than you sacrificed them#veilguard critical#also#i can see all his memories and judge him in veilguard#but the thing that really made me be on his shoes#was the inquisition mission In Hushed Whispers#where you wake up in a horrible world and you just want the old one back#da4 spoilers#da4#dragon age#stuff like the emmrich mission i thought it was gonna be a paralelism to solas#of “would you sacrifice your people in order for you to have more power to save others?”#“would you move on from the dead or try to get it back ?” like it worked both ways#there was a moment in game i thought all the companion missions were thematicly connected to the themes of the plot#but idk the themes are there but at the same time there are not idk how to explain it#when varric is like “you are not like solas!!!” doesnt really work for me when its impossible to be like him#it never worked for me when charas in videogame tells you “you are X” for things that you are forced to do in game#and its always a gut punch or very satisfying when you actually chosed to do them#anyways im rambling
509 notes
·
View notes
Text
so tired of tudor dramas where there are no women… and even when there are women… there aren’t…ykwim?
#im occasionally on the cusp of rewatching the tudors and then im just like… naur#it’s very annoying that we see men ‘networking’ and not women even tho we know that they were#like the ladies of each queen being basically decorative . it is annoying to me that henry has friends#more or less#we never see his sister interact with other women in a substantial way#we never see anne and mary boleyn with their mother#that he has these long talks with and his wives… well. don’t . you only get the shape of that (even Margaret pole and coa seemed like …#idk. affectionate but weirdly distant )#we only really see mary interact substantially with Chapuys#and pretty much surface-level with other women#and wolf hall/TmATL it’s the same thing . it feels like women are there only when the story cannot AVOID mentioning them.#and those are the two longest series about the Tudors . and one is prestige and one is not but it’s where you have the most ~material ~#some of these tags are out of order . im typing on my phone#you can all . sort them out if you made it this far lol#i just need to reread my fav Tudor books instead … I think ….#there are like . three-five novels i reread in rotation#also honestly I’ll say it : I think that dearth explains PGreg’s popularity#the way she writes women is um… horrible#but they are very prominent . they’re the main characters#in a way they’re just not in other Tudor stuff#(& also in wolf hall/TmATL they are only there in relation to crom…#how is this in any way a substantial improvement#from the precedent of that series which is all the women#only as they are in relation to hviii?#like all that was ‘subverted’ was picking a different man to centre the story#where all the women are just satelliting him)
34 notes
·
View notes
Text
she's so important to me (crying sobbing)
#I RAMBLED A BIT ON MY TIKTOK ACCOUNT BUT I WILL DO IT AGAIN#spitfire deserved so much better. Aftermath too#yknow the only two adults who gave them an opportunity or that at least showed the tiniest bit of interest in them??? Elita and Breakdown.#Elita who the writers ignore half the time and only had a single spotlight episode#also oh my godd. what was up with Megatron and Optimus being so indifferent to her. SHES A DAY OLD TWITCH SAID IT#she doesnt know manners because shes a day old and no one fucking bothered to explain things to her#how to behave how to act.#im her VERY short life she didn't have an adult to properly look after her#WHOEVER SAYS STARSCREAM YOURE WRONGFG#TO HIM SHE WAS ONLY A TOOL IN HIS PLAN. HE DIDN'T CARE ABOUT HER AT ALL#i hate the writing of this season so much#the handling of the Chaos terrans was horrible#ughhhhhhh exploding and dying#transformers earthspark#earthspark spitfire#earthspark twitch#tfe spitfire#tfe twitch#i love her sm ☹️
60 notes
·
View notes
Note
Discord is basically a spyware program with the NSA crawling through it so no shit Russia blocked it. If I were in conflict with the USA I'd block all the shit I possibly could
usa is shit, but don't you come to my DMs trying to defend russians gov
bc they are shit too, I'd say they are worse but honestly I don't think its productive to argue on which's government is crappier
#Like... Just don't even start it#Get lost#Leave me be#Im tired#Yes YES there are fucking spies everywhere and internet is a horrible place yes we all know#But regular people just want to be able to talk to their friends and family and coworkers and commissioners and etc#And what alternative they have?#Im sharing my friend's post about the ways people in russia can walk around ban and still use discord to be able to contact to other ppl#I dont think i need you to come and explain me russian governments perspective because i sincerely wish most of them to die and rot in hell#And before you ask yes im russian but at this point anyone should wish the same imo
34 notes
·
View notes
Text
My submission for @aimportantdragoncollector's trioholders event (bonus round)!!
they are at the beach
#why? to smash childrens sandcastles and so yoichi can force third to let him give him a sand mermaid tail#jk its because yoichis pale ass needs to photosynthesise#even just a smidge of tan would be a miracle#anyways it took me 16 days but i did it yall#im gonna go cry in a corner now this was a PAIN to draw#was nearly gonna draw thirds hand on yoichis waist but then i realised i'd have to draw hands 😔#i was gonna give yoichi sunglasses but i ran out of time (ironic isnt it)#i had to make sure my first proper piece with the third ofa user was immaculate. i simply had to go plus ultra on him#....then the abs came#suddenly my will to art vanished#dont ask what happend with yoichi.... i cannot explain this phenomenon/miracle#something snapped in me after all my horrible yoichi arts i did the previous month#third only took me 3 days to draw. BLAME YOICHI FOR HOW LONG THIS TOOK!!!#his prettiness became the weakness for me finishing by the deadline#mha#shigaraki yoichi#yoichi shigaraki#one for all#my hero academia#first ofa user#third ofa user#my art#Three Weeks Of Trioholders#ichisan#i swear if i forgot a tag in here im gonna cry ITS TOO DAMN MANY#being someone that overdoes everything and is a artist AND writer is so painful. limits dont exist in the eyes of tien#just like sugis many ways to store me away#YEAH YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SAFE HUH SUGI NOW EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR A VAULTER#i will escape from under your shoe. one day.
111 notes
·
View notes
Photo
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/ba80257de584e8bbe1ea20f80662b737/89f47bb86990a901-e3/s540x810/2dfdb152598b90f87272088bd85744ca80ce46ba.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/8bdffba317b7ad13aa2f1d98872da53e/89f47bb86990a901-d7/s540x810/dae6bbd7eb3e0ad23e770f4bf1200a61596cae9d.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0103a3830bf6f317b549056023c11bac/89f47bb86990a901-c1/s540x810/574e24ddbce1b03ec48e8402a6c299f392fc6e45.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/4e481e280a71d30674f2fa6e25b3b514/89f47bb86990a901-f8/s540x810/513cff7bce94432f23f4057f93728f7801691ce3.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e62a7335eafd0a63727168e7c1d4afff/89f47bb86990a901-d0/s540x810/e34af9bf1971adb6fecb938ab738285c6b5e16ef.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/9625203825750319ea6bd3b51b651dd9/89f47bb86990a901-8f/s540x810/d06bb37deafdb2a5dcae8d760a6382149841b7a7.jpg)
odd little comic that’s been in the drafts for a while
#ichiruki#kurosaki ichigo#kuchiki rukia#artist life#bleach art life#bleach fanart#bleach#the vague idea behind this was. the first three and a bit pages#before the very long vertical dash#that's all rukia dreaming#but the last two pages is real life#and the irony of rukia dreaming that ichigo will do and say all these cruel things to her#and she just thinks. ah yeah that's normal. that's reasonable#but the moment he tells her he loves her#that's what she thinks is a fantasy....#the idea that nothing ichigo can do or say to her will be crueller than. i love you#idk im doing a spectacularly horrible job at explaining it. i believe in death of the author anyway#if you didn't get what i meant to convey with this through the pictures alone#that just means i need to improve on my visual storytelling
293 notes
·
View notes
Text
not-yet-dead-person
silly comic of a conversation in-game i thought was too funny not to make something proper for instead of a doodle ww
(timelapse + wip images (thus silly process commentary in read more if you like artist commentary :3)
i think the sketch looks silly and goofy and funny so i find it important to share with you the mere presence of the faces i drew on it. i drew it on top of the boxes without staying inside its borders because i find my proportions can get wonky if i draw them cropped in a restricted space. and I feel trapped otherwise and i will draw BAD!!! give me spaceeeee to go wild!!!!
the head circles are there for emotional support
very low res speedpaint because truth is the canvas was much bigger than the space where my comic was placed. i didnt account when exporting my timelapse in 720px that that tiny space would look so pixelated ... but it's able to be percieved, so its okay.
(i will now comment on my process and it is not brief sorry)
usually i would try to clean up my sketches and figure out what goes on top before jumping into linework, but since there are multiple panels and drawings i chose to jump into inking right away for the sake of brevity. i just went in with a brush that uses pen pressure and drew what was needed. i added extra line thickness and contrast in areas around the face because it helps direct your eyes there more easily that way.
according to her equipment rei has a chain belt but i only remembered it existed once I was going to color, and i did not like that discovery... I chose to ignore it to maintain my peace. i already have the color palettes for these characters figured out, and i didnt really want to think about a new element at the moment www I tend to overthink those things a lot so i skipped it
the rest is rather straightforward! not that anything else wasn't, but in here i could turn my brain off and sing. linework and sketching require mumbling so i cannot turn my brain off. just block in the characters with a solid color so i can have a mask (something along those lines,) where the color can stay inside. then just color in !!!
Base colors just had slight cell shading on the skin, and for the hair i airbrush a bit of the skincolor in low opacity near the forehead... I'm not sure what it means, but i can look at the faces easier with it somehow. i like the gentle subtlety it adds even if you cant really tell. it makes things look nice.
background was just me blocking in the color of the wall and floor, shade the wall a bit, then slap a noise and free use wood texture on top. work smarter not harder ! yet it took a bit to make it look stylistically fitting with the characters, and even now i think bottom middle panel looks odd. whatever!!!
for the middle panel i thought itd be funny if the background was a solid silly and colorful one to contrast the next panel's sketchy black one. a contrast to how the word widow is seen. on that note my handwritting is not pointy. i gaslighted my hand into thinking that it was indeed pointy in that moment so i could write "not-yet dead person" in letters that didn't seem cute. my hand did not fall for it but it complied anyway
that's basically it! I'm not sure what else i could say that doesn't feel barebones because it really is that straightforward. if you're curious I used clip studio paint for this. only special brush used was for linework (a brush named Lemon Brush), the rest used were just the default. my computer gets the least credit. it was trying to convince me a 20mb file was going to nuke it all the time and hardly let me save multiple times so i do not appreciate it
#re:kinder#fanart#sayaka re:kinder#rei re:kinder#OH I ALREADY RAMBLED IN MY POST WHATEVER SHOULD I TALK ABOUT NOW IN MY TAGS UEEEEEEE😭😭😭#oh yeah do you want to know a fun fact about this drawing#i started it yesterday. i wasnt meant to I DID NOT HAVE PERMISSION...FROM MYSELF... i was meant to be on break#i self imposed a one week break from doing any rekinder related project after the transcript to avoid accidental burn out#NOT THAT I GOT TIRED OF IT AFTER THAT TRANSCRIPT NOT AT ALL#but jumping straight into more hours of creativr work after over 30 hours of it is asking for disaster. it is asking for burn out#yesterday was the last day . 12 hours were left but i was going to die if i didnt draw anything it would have been OVER#(aka my period started recently so i got very gloomy and depressed so i needed to run to my favorite stress relief...drawing rekinder☺️)#(on that note seriously what the fuck please explain the evolutionary advantage to getting horribly depressed every month)#(like hello?!?! rant real quick— i get enough flashbacks everyday i DONT need them to last longer and have me more msierable ?!?!?)#(periods are so dangerous to my mental health for no reason can i get a restriction order on them or some shit what the fuck)#(anyway thats enough of that break of character DONEEEE :3333)#SO YEAH I DIDNT EVEN LAST 7 WHOLE DAYS i even played a new game in between those 6 days youd think itd het my mind of rekinder. WRONNNNGGG#not even another devastating rpg horror gamr could divert my attention for long i hsd to draw rekinder😊#using the newfound power of mt transcript i was decided on drawing rei because i dont draw her enough for how high she is on my fvaorites#i was initially doodling random lines but then i stumbled upon this interactkon and it doesnt really fit into my usual expression sheets#so i thought hey lets do it asife#i thumbnailrd it and from there i was like hey lets do it in comic format isntead of separated messy doodles in tint canvas#and the rest is hisotry .... aka i spent the last two days doing this instead of doing MY HOMEWORK!!!!!#on my defense when i wasnt drawing i was horribly depressed i had no other choice#(seriously fuck off periods WHAT what do you mean i need to be distracted 24/7 to not be struck by crippling meltdowns LEAVE ME ALONE?!?!?)#(they should be banned we as a society should find like a . cure to them it dont do me good to have a whole week where i cant function)#these tags have been more of a weird rant im sorry IVE BEEN FEELING PEEEVEDDD LATELY SO YOU GET. STRANGE DROTTER LORE ????
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
As I'm dealing with that, I also want to know about the development of amalgamation within all the African empires.
#thats a whole continent away and also i need to unpack china first tbh.#but itd be so interesting to see how THEY responded to the change from panning gold to requiring additional processing#this was undoubtedly well-recorded by Timbuktu too#ahhhh i love history so much this makes me so happy#Oh additionally; if anyone has been following this saga and reading this far: I was reading Mercury Mining and Empire which is EXTREMELY#well researched and its such a joy to read although the subject matter is... god its hard. But im getting into the mercury toxicology bit#and the guy is explaining the difference between methyl mercury and inorganic mercury and im like u have done such a good job plz dont take#my thesis lololol#But also I'm hanging on this because its so well researched and he's spent time painting the picture of brutality that was enforced.#The Spanish Empire was so horrible.#I cannot emphasize enough how many people in the colonies knew this was wrong and even petitioned the king about the mita#and the petition was denied. They all wrote about the horrors of Potosi. They all knew where their silver came from.#One official notably wrote: 'I didnt come to the colony to have the doors of heaven closed upon me.'#and that plea to the crown hits harder than most of the descriptions.#ANYWAY sorry for the tag essay but my three hour flight was historically exciting~
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
feeling a little crazy
#like actually#i feel guilty for everything and okay let me explain#i’m on my fathers prime bc well i’m not paying for a subscription and added a gift card onto there from my bday and he also had a gift card#he added after that and bought something and used it but it also took from mine bc amazon does so automatically and he texted me saying he#owed me literally the most normal text ever explaining it in like two sentences lmfao and i read it and started bawling i feel so bad and i#don’t even know why and now i feel like a horrible daughter and like im gonna regret something when he dies which is literally not#anything that has ever been in the realm of recent possibilities#so ANYWAY my point is what the hellllllllll is wrong with me like get it together#i literally can’t stop crying#this happens all the time it isn’t exclusive to my father or anything#from a very early age etc etc
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
plain and simple i am not going to be able to remain in this fandom long-term if i have to keep putting disclaimers on every single one of my posts that say i don't condone dennis' bad, bad actions and that i am in fact aware he's got a history of sexual assault and dubious/nonconsent. the entire gang has done heinous shit. why is dennis the only one who needs to be treated like this? if some rando wants to post about how dennis is pookie pie that doesn't automatically mean they're blind to his crimes. every single member of the gang is a piece of shit. that's kind of the point.
draw dennis with cat ears who give a shit
#ada speaks#i'm not vagueing this is a constant thing ive experienced#i still have angry anons sitting in my askbox mad that i didn't explicitly condemn him last time i got into this#i'm really not a fan of the tension in the fandom the last few days#and like. i know its a hot button issue rn. everyone's going back and forth abt mac and dennis' SA#but this fandom genuinely does have an issue SPECIFICALLY MENTIONING things mac does to dennis and uwu-ifying them#when they are explicitly classified as SA in canon (which is an actual present issue i think needs to be addressed)#rather than like. just the mere MENTION of dennis outside of his SA is somehow condoning his actions#im sorry but i really do not feel the need to constantly talk about him assaulting women#everyone knows. everyone sees it. just bc i am dissecting other parts of his character does not mean i forgot he's a horrible person#it just means im trying to understand where he's coming from (which obviously does not change the facts.)#viewing dennis as a person with unresolved trauma stemming from elsewhere doesn't negate the damage he is doing to other people#he's not a real person where humanizing him does tangible damage#so i am going to continue to look into shit. when i talk about the CSA he went through it's not a justification.#but it does explain his actions in a character motivation type way which is what i am interested in#seeing what makes him tick#i think most people who follow me understand this by now. but i also don't think shit we see him do constantly in canon needs bringing up.#it's the subtle stuff that ties everything together and i want to put it all together to solve a puzzle
52 notes
·
View notes
Text
hey guyssshahgahgahaaaaaaahhaaaa
obligatory silly posting about my ocs/sonas!!!!!!! and. me
and the amongus crewmates because i made a joke on insta that my followers were little guys and it was a silly "where do u wanna be on the drawing" w my mutuals over there :3
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/1b6855b03829b463e29345286e8bce5f/2464a5b99d862c07-c7/s400x600/87f4724b98a97f910d2e251b7a5a4d4a0704a095.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/9bc13c9cb468587b4db2dbedf424e1b9/2464a5b99d862c07-8b/s400x600/c6a0c3605565679c5c3875d2a424c7d120093ea7.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/7c024c79ceebdfe3159420da689fba0e/2464a5b99d862c07-13/s250x250_c1/5c2255b65b8634b9db48b084e63b0e1690023fc7.jpg)
those characters are like my sort of sonas in my little oc world, the mind, body and heart!! i have this lil goober with headphones to more accurately represent me ^___^
(LMAO THIS WAS THE ONLY PIC I COULD FIND)
Theres like a big biiiigg storyline as these three being main characters thats going on here with several different characters that i wish to update more accurately on my Toyhouse and i have several posts on my instagram but i decided to use tumblr as to rant and ykno fanboy about my own ocs aswell!!!!!!!!! lol
okay long infodump that probably makes little sense my bad
The way it goes is themed after infinite realities, death,, living and basically heaven? Which i came up with after having like several years of haunting dreams LOL
For the longest time since i was little ive had dreams of being in some sort of messed up apocalypse so thats what the mind is from!! His name is Xiety and he looks like me when i had those dreams, or like some fucked up bird thing heheh
After all that though i started having dreams where i was,, different people sort of?? Dreams with different povs or dreams where i lived entire different lives. Thats Jerri! the body.
The last little guy is called matthew and isnt based off any dreams but more based off the feeling i get when i realize im dreaming. Ive never lucid dreamed but ive always had like a moment to realize "this isnt my life" and im just like viewing whats happeining o_0
All together i made a story for when they get sort of seperated, Xiety, the mind is seperated from the two in a apocalyptic world they have control over and hides the heart (matthew). The body being basically a carbon copy of itself just wanders around this world. Jerri cant remember how they got there or where they are from, but they die, over and over and over. Until eventually, they find the heart, in some rubble, and they sort of gain concious enough to realize "um im stuck in infinite zombie reality hell and this is NOT my reality" they take the plush and try to survive, but xiety kinda catches on and feels betrayed by this. He cant comprehend why on earth the body would want to live knowing what he knows (news flash only the mind knows what he knows of their og reality) HENCE the breaking out and being stuck in a infinite inbetween of constant realities woooo. Jerri and Matthew try to find to find the og reality, going through different bodies, meeting different minds and dying in ALOT of them. It becomes kinda clear that in most realities NONE of them do they live or are happy LMAO
that was like a shitty simplification BUT BESIDES ALLAT they litterally stumble into heaven and meet gods and Reapers and souls BUT they cant stay which SUCKS cuz imagine losing it it and one day people see you for yourself and you cant STAY cuz ur technically not dead just abstracted into peices and yaddah yaddah more ocs hehehe
(ALSO BASED ON A DREAM I HAD)
anyways heres a silly video i made with all of em:
ALSO ALSO OBLIGATORY TAG @moenmomentsthemoe-en
:333333
#j oc snippets#GOD THIS MAKES NO SENSE GRAAA#anyways the sillies ive had for like 4 years heheheheohoh#jerri was like my main sona for like 2 years but they all represent me in some sorta weird dream way#jerri grew xiety didnt and matthew just k n o ws#i lvoe this storyline so much and the rest of the ocs i needa loredump too because can you imagine jerri interacting with people aft alltha#me when i stumble into heaven but am not allowed bcuz im stuck in limbo#real not clickbait#i still get these weird dreams till this day btw HEHE#follow my toyhouse im tryna upload more everyday#fanboying#oc cringe#WAHOOOOOO#erm if u want u can ask questions but idk this is rlly horribly explained#theres also lots of more art on insta#OK DIES GOODBYEVIGWTFGH
36 notes
·
View notes
Note
sometimes i forget you wrote ahb because you are this literal fandom celebrity and ahb was so popular for a while. but now you are my little sweet friend who i see on tumblr all the time. and you make jokes and tell us about your day and sometimes we talk. idk man the internet is weird, i love your blog and ily <3
not a celebrity!!!!!! in fandom or otherwise !!! this i can promise !!!!! (also u think i make jokes ???? hellooooo why is my ego like skyrocketing rn????? 🤭)
so happy to hear u love my little blog hi!!! this is so nice <3 we are just people chattin across the internet 😋 yelling to the void etc etc
love u back <3
#also ik this was sent w the nicest and bestest of intentions but fandom celebrity#makes me very nervous bc well it is simply not a thing#and when people start acting like it’s a thing then Bad Stuff starts happening#to regular people w jobs and lives outside of wizard fanfic writing#like life would just be so much better if we were all like ‘ah fellow human w feelings n stuff’#i’m doin a horrible job of explaining everything rn i’m sorry im tired#but yes okay <3 love u. not a fandom anything. just a freak on tumblr in 2024 🙂↕️🙂↕️#asks
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
How to convince my Balkan mother who thinks that cats should be kept outside to let me keep our (fully vaccinated, neutered, that she agreed to let us keep as long as we can take care of him) cat indoors so he can stop fighting with street cats, no borax no glue?
#seriously ive tried to explain to het that cats should be kept indoors but she just says its an animal and cats have germs inherently#and that women especially have to stay away from them because they affect fertility or whatever that rumor is#seriously he came back home two days ago with like a horrible scar on his side which i think he got from fighting and im so worried if he#goes outside again it might get infected and i love him a lot and i dont want to be an irresponsible owner and let him out where he can get#injured or killed. i cut down the hair around the wound and cleaned it a bit with sterile cotton and some rubbing alcohol#and he doesn't seem to be in pain and hes not bleeding but im so worried because it still looks pretty bad#we live in a pretty wooded area. kind of a village so there is a couple stray cats here and there. our boy was one before we picked him up#so my mom says that it's more natural to let the cat outside. but im still so worried about him and ive read a lot of stuff about how#outdoor cats are more prone to injury and disease and all that stuff.#dont missunderstand. my mom is really good. she just doesn't think cats should stay indoors and it makes me worry for our cat a lot#personal stuff#outdoor cats#she also has a problem with the cat being indoors because he sheds fur a lot and its just everwhere when you clean. which. fair.
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
i dont like self diagnoses for myself specifically but at what point do my own observed symptoms stop just coincidentally matching up with concerning shit
#this is years of self-observation and research too#with what i believe to be very strong examples for certain thingsss lol#acting like i really want a diagnosis when all i fucking want is help#i dont think i can be truly medicated for this and thats fine i just . need resources#and therapy would help very much#which is why i am .seeking therapy#even though im kind of iffy on therapy because my first therapist ever was not great like at all and i still hold that grudge#she laughed at me for trying to make suggestions about certain things#because she kept trying to suggest that I just wanted special attention#like bitch..? i told u i wanted to kill myself because i felt like a horrible person#and when i couldnt explain what made me a horrible person you laughed ??#this has turned into me bitching about my old therapist that i hate sorry#vent#whatever#i need to fuck a man in the butt tbh that would fix me
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Another year of frieren discourse ahead lads
#no u dont get it the drmons just look and sound like us and they dont comprehend language only mimic it#they explain what a mother is. they get it wrong but they explain it in their own words. no one else told them that definition#like people have mocked lovecraft for ages because his horrible rldritch unknowable thing is#thing that looks and sounds indistinguishable from people but its ontologically evil and not even human sapient anywayso dnt worry about it#people mock dnd for the orcs being a species that evolved distinct from humans but were all evil and barbaric#this is one of the oldest tropes. it being true and accurate in universe doesnt negate that its not naturally like that by coincidence#well the orcs were just in actuality murderous barbarians so its just the way it is#bc people wrote thrm to be so#i dont even dislike frieren tbh i just see people say well the demons are so interesting and im like stunned
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
my fwb is very sweet he tries so hard to understand even though he absolutely cannot
#I say fwb I haven’t seen him in a year not the point#im explaining why im so sad after Xmas and why I have a rly horrible time around family#and he has genuinely the most lovely well adjusted family they all love each other#it’s crazy to me#so he said very well intentioned. asked if I know why they’re snubbing me and being so rude#and he asked if I could take someone aside and ask#like bro bless u that’s so sweet. but it’s literally just the family culture and dynamic#I have my theories why they’re like this with me#but I don’t think they’re even aware#shit i don’t think they’re even aware of how cruel they are to me#being single is defo a part of it tho.#cos a few weeks ago at my cousins bday everyone thought I had a boyfriend and they were all nice to me#and then I said actually no we broke up now they’re back to being shitty#but also being a party took the heat off me. Xmas is too close and personal
2 notes
·
View notes