#im honestly so happy rn
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Short time follower, first time asker. Not a question just fanart submission. Your Freehoun animatic from 2 months ago correlated perfectly with my Half Life hyperfixiation and was unironically my gateway to HLVRAI so thanks for that. Here's Barney Calhoun and Benrey fanart as thanks but how dare you drag me down such a wonderful rabbit hole.
Would've joined the magma sesh too but Africa said it's 4 am, you should be asleep😔
I’M SO JOYOUS RIGHT NOW I LOVE HIM SOMUCH
#hlvrai#half life#gordon freeman#benrey#barney calhoun#half life vr but the ai is self aware#half life 2#ask#inkzectz#answer#YYAAYY YAAYY AYYY#HONESTLY IM SO HAPPY RN#freehoun
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Totality.
#agent 32 confirmed peak via the fucking stars bro#if you think about it agent 4's like the sun and 8 is the moon so the eclipse is just them kissing#sorry im obsessed rn#honestly wish I took the time to make this better but it iiiis what it iiiiiis#im making them better art later on i just needed something for 4/8#happy 4/8 btw#agent 4#agent 8#splatoon#agent 32#agent 48#arg… that be me art matey
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Happy Birthday, Satoru Gojo! ♡
Mwah mwah ~ ❀
#i think im in love with curly haired girl satoru rn#pretty girllll#anyway happy birthday loveee#👁👁👁👁👁👁's bestie#this took 8 hours guys#sigh#jjk#satoru gojo#satoru gojo fluff#satoru gojo x reader#satoru gojo x you#satoru x reader#satoru x you#gojo satoru#female satoru gojo#female gojo#ugh im so in love#😔🙏#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen#should i draw the teen version but female too?#with geto?#honestly that sounds amazing#fnjdififhuf i want to kiss him sm
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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Split I drew for funsies and I wanted to draw an updated full body of her digitally :3
#regretevator fanart#regretivator#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#regretevator split#split#split regretivator#i still think the idea of her having droopy beagle-like ears is peak cause it reminds me of hanging bananas…..#But the new redesign has ears on top of her head#CMON HEAR ME OUT#but I’m honestly so excited to see her new model in the gameeeeeee#GRGRGRR IM IMPATIENT#I WANT IT NEOWWWWW#And if bive ever gets a redesign I might faint from happiness#ALTHOUGH I ALREADY REALLY LIKE HER MODEL I DONT WANT HER STUCK IN THE BLOCKS#sorry for being a block hater<\3#Who tf is reading this?!#Comment a black heart if you read this through!!! I’m joking I’m being a YouTuber rn
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Slomo clip of me stopping, dropping and rolling because I am destroyed from the inside out
My favorite screenshots under the cut your honor
#my thoughts. man. ough.#the plottwists#the confirmation that Via is INSANLY powerful#she could beat Anderealphus#who might i remind you has not only his own power but ALL of stolas' as well rn#sad that we did not get Panimon but eh#STOLITZ KISSY#thems <3#milli being pregnant is not my favoriteeeee but hey im excited to see it play out#the clip of Stolitz Happy Family AU absolutely destroyed me#when octavia took the happy pills i thought she was about to commit suicide and i had to pause and backtrack#ALSO HER SINGING 😍😍😍😍 my queen i will do anything for you#Stolas not doing well with being poor is honestly so real. if i see any hate istg. he did not know and now is living in it and thats fine#he is struggling everyone struggles so how about you shut the fuck up and sit the fuck down#helluva boss stolas#sinsmas#helluva boss#stolas x blitz#helluva boss blitz#helluva loona#helluva millie#moxxie helluva boss#octavia helluva boss
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I binged this webtoon today and yesterday and it's rly good i like it sm... "your wings and mine"
I didnt know what to expect going in(i keep my hopes low tbh) but I kept getting impressed w the writing... it's rly funny but also surprisingly emotional, it has me laughing out loud 1 moment and then crying the next and then laughing my ass off again... there's a lot of silliness but the serious moments don't feel out of place or cheesy at all bc they did such a good job of building the charas up to that point... and the genuine and heartfelt exchanges btwn the charas are simple but surprisingly feel fresh? like the writer was lowkey galaxy braining writing these kcdnfj And they actually did such a good job w the slow burn romance, it's so sweet and cute and fun to watch grow... 😭 i'm caught up now and im sad i need more
#i decided a while back i would post whenever i found a good webtoon bc ik they're hard to come by#i start a lot of webtoons on a whim but theres only v few that i would actually rec to ppl#and... i like this one enough to rec it!!#and its not daily pass or anything so u can binge it woo~#webtoon#webtoon recommendation#your wings and mine#ywam#the slow burn romance buildup was so sweet and cute aughh im sad bc theyre in a breakup arc rn orz#i just want them to be happy#oh and its also interesting bc... the pacing and humor honestly felt a lot like a kor webtoon to me?? even tho its in en#even some of the lines i could picture the kor for it...lowkey wish there was actually a kor tl so i could rec to my kor friends lol#edit: i was wondering why the icon was so small instead of a banner and ITS CANVAS??? not an original???#genuinely shocked... it should be an original its better than a lot of originals damn. webtoon needs to pay them#it has 26.7mil views and over 300k subs...
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love & hate gacha / blind boxes LOL and i found a baby madara button?! hello!!
#even saw touken merch!!!! man flushing has changed..... gashapon & jp anime imports.... theres more jjk stuff than kinokuniya rn#이 지랄같은 인생#overall happy w the loot! i got the luka one from the gacha first try!!!#and my sis n i were opening our jjk blind boxes together for the photocards we Both got gojo then geto like we revealed at the same time#and screamed lmfaooo theres a lot of random charas for the cards so im happy we got a gojo and geto lol#this is honestly a bunch of random knick knacks 이게 뭐라고 but it makes me happy LOL
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i'm kinda really in love with the idea that if miles realizes something off about his gender identity, it's gonna be when hes around his late 30s to even early 50s honestly it will take him a while. he's the embodiment of this tweet
which will probably prove my point of him realizing stuff like that post soj or something, AND I'M ALL FOR IT!
i really like applying this to transfem miles the most cuz she'd have a realization from the most mundane of moments and spend like an entire week at the very least thinking of a new name she'd go by and it's all really beautiful old fashioned names and she spends all night researching about hormones and transitioning on top of finishing all her paperwork and when she finally starts... you know, transitioning and wearing more stuff that she actively likes she gets really gender euphoric and like. Yeah i love you (reads notes) Matilda Edgeworth it's always never too late to realize your identity queen
#miles edgeworth#my cute madame chief prosecutor#honestly sprinkles in some narumitsu and now phoenix is a fully fledged I Love My Wife Guy#this is my morticia and gomez#it just brings me so much joy whenever trans people realize theyre trans pretty old in their lives cuz its never too late to be happy w ur#identity and stuff#and also this applies to transmasc miles. i love transmasc miles#miles is just so transgender and Not So Cis that im just loving it#the frills was a big contender#a cis person's closet doesnt look like theyre from the victorian era in 2027 im telling you that#UGH I LOVE YOU MILES EDGEWORTH#(miles vc) im probably transfem but im the chief prosecutor so idrc about that rn
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guess who's back, guess who's back? me and i brought more arranged marriage AU writing. the last post was this one.
this post is shorter and features Asmo and Luci this time. Cause i needed to get some complaining Asmo in here. Anyways thanks for reading, hope you like it :] (and happy early birthday to Asmo!!! 🎂🎉 sorry for putting u in situations lmao)
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"Asmodeus stop hanging off me."
Lucifer tries to pull his brother off, but he doesn't budge. Asmodeus who was currently kneeling next to his study chair, continue to hold on to his arm with surprising strength.
"But you have to help me! Pleaseeeee!"
Lucifer lets out a deep sigh, continuing his work and looking through documents as if Asmodeus isn't there. "I already told you, Father's word was final."
"But-But there has to be a way to talk him out of this! And you're the only one he might listen to!"
"Trust me, the one suggestion I made was completely rejected. He's completely resolute about this marriage."
"Then make another suggestion!"
"Can you at least meet MC first before you throw a tantrum like a child? From what we've seen they're polite and mostly keep to themselves. So getting along with them should be easy for you as long as you don't do anything foolish."
"Hmmm…they sound kinda boring."
Lucifer pinches the bridge of his nose. He could feel a migraine coming on. "Behave when you actual meet them Asmo."
Asmodeus huffs and finally releases his older brother and instead begins pacing in front of his desk.
"But why does it have to be me? I know I'm a catch, but last time I checked, other people in this family weren't married!"
"I already explained this. Father expects you to be more involved in the socioeconomic affairs of the family. Which you've managed to avoid for years."
"Pssh but am I the only one though?"
Lucifer doesn't even bother answering him.
Asmodeus looks off to the side. Maybe he wasn't that involved in the more "serious" aspects that kept their family on top, but at least he went to all the important social events unlike Leviathan. That must count for something.
Though the idea of Leviathan getting married was definitely something he couldn't see happening any time soon. It might overload him. Only recently did his older brother start showing his face in public consistently….and it would be nice to see Levi fall in love naturally one day. Maybe he could convince him to go out on the town with him… Baby steps, baby steps.
Mammon was already married (surprisingly). Which much to his dismay, really cut a lot into their nights out. Though he would never admit it to his face.
Lucifer and Satan could probably avoid marriage if they wanted to, considering all they do.
All that left was Beelzebub and Belphegor. Shoveling off marriage to his younger siblings didn't feel right though.
Asmodeus visibly deflated. He sighs and flops down in the chair in front of Lucifer's desk. Even though he was doing this, he already knew it was over before it even began. It didn't stop him though. In fact, he had complained to Lucifer the day before.
And the day before that.
He'd cried to Satan and even bothered Mammon, who gave him terrible marriage "advice" that he made sure to tune out.
But it wasn't like him to not be at least a little persistent and complain when things weren't going his way!
And this was something worth complaining about. Him getting married? There's certain things marriage entailed right? Wouldn't he be expected to stop with his current lifestyle? Partying and playing around? Sharing his beautiful existence with the world? It just wasn't right!
He wouldn't do it, especially for a stranger.
Asmodeus crosses his arms. "….Are you sure I can't get out of this?"
"Asmo for the love of God. Father was serious about getting in this family's good graces, and this is a sure-fire way to do so. As you said so humbly, out of everyone here you're the most practical choice. And even if one of your brothers were picked instead, who says it won't be you the next time?"
Asmodeus's frown deepens. If he wanted to continue living such a comfortable life, he couldn't really just go against Father either. Even if he was okay with giving it all up, it was too scary.
"Meet them first. Now can you go find someone else to whine to. I'm busy."
Guess that was the end if the today's discussion.
#see i didnt forget about the AU#im just really deeply involved in the story im reading rn#if u follow me u probably saw the posts of me going on about it...#im over here using several translators to read this amazing story o(--(#good thing is that my motivation to learn korean past just the characters rose a bit#honestly its a miracle i had a moment of lucidity and managed to finish this writing up#ill be back later with more...i have to make mc and asmo hold hands and shit#obey me asmodeus#obey me asmodeus x reader#obey me asmodeus x mc#my writing#obey me nightbringer#sorry for any grammar issues#i think it should be good but im trying to learn not to over edit my writing cause it makes writing less fun#and i dont got that energy i used to back in my jojo days#someones bday is comin up....#his name starts with A#and ends with SMODEUS#i most likely wont post any more writing before his bday#so happy bday bb!!!! 🥰🎂 lol#how old is he? like 1 million or something?#heh im kidding
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I support Nons wrongs
#dff#dead friend forever#non#dff ep 8 spoiler#dff ep 8#dff spoilers#kinda disappointed he didn't do more damage#hes getting revenge in the future its okay its fine#barcode stop breaking my heart every episode#if dff ends with anything but non finally happy and safe i'll riot#im so excited to see phee and tan infiltrate the friend group#also we saw perth this ep :)#def think hes prob gonna play some part in taking down the mafia#and now im leaning towards white could be nons brother and playing up the scared act#honestly no clue who tan would be if hes not nons brother tho#i think its tan at the end of the episode#im sure someones gonna clip it and slow it down to get a better look but im too lazy to do that rn
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More matador!Fernando! Ferrari this time :D (I can't help myself.....)
- facial hair
+ closeups
I really wanted the vibe of this Nando pic, I think I did pretty well??
#GUYS THE BULL DO YOU NOTICE WHAT BULL DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE SUBTEXT DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY IMPLICATION#lmao tho i mostly put it there cause i saw this rly cool pic w the shadow of a bull on a matador's cape#i dont understand how i ended up making this one more intensive and detailed than the other#but im not mad cause i really like it aaahhhhhh#but i think this one took more than 6 hours and the other one was 5½?#and both i ended up working until an absolutely horrible time. dont ask me what time i wrote this post#okay btw i didnt draw that embroidery. thank you medibang pattern brush now beloved 🙏#i think it suits him!!!! i was thinking of doing stars anyways so I'm glad it worked out#two people id like to blame:#thank you 005 for accidentally reminding me of the sword!! im glad his other hand is not just idle :)#and thank you suzuki-ecstar for asking me at some point if id ever draw facial hair on nando#^ particularly the 3 Musketeers look. so thanks. i suddenly remembered and i had to draw it 😭#it kept shocking me how baby faced i drew him every time i took that layer off#also every time i worked on the suit red genuinely ceased being an actual color to me#its bright red right?? like very fluorescent?? but my brain kept going: is this too orange?? this isnt red right????#anyways happy with this!!!!! there were a lot more roadblocks than the other but it all worked out#but wow wish i had this level of diligence for yknow. schoolwork.#i can spend 6+ hours on a drawing straight but school? nah i give up every 20 mins or less fjfkkfl#also not abandoning my other aus or anything but i have a lot more ideas for this honestly#i think the ref pics are a lot easier and more interesting to find than for my other AUs#<- cause its so much more modern lmao. so i have a lot more inspo than trying to find ultra specific 18th century paintings#i wanna draw 3 things rn:#nando w the ceremonial cape. seb in a matador suit. and of course some silly vett//onso in this AU#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#catie.art.#fa14#matador au
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shes finally here. shes beautiful :)
#MY LOVE…… WAAAAUUUUHHHGGGGGGHHHH <3333333 …!!!!#AAUAGHGGHRHDHEKSLLDHDNENSUCUKRORUSHSNENXJCLFJSUJVNFM FUCK DUDE !!!!!!!!!!! IM SO FUCKING HAPPY RN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) 🫶🫶🫶#MY BELOVED. OUUHHGHHHGGHH <333333#idkhow#chase said something alright#honestly. was not expecting the signed portion to be a separate image but here we are#i will frame it <3#along w my poster :) AAUAUGGHH MY BELOVEDS <3
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Hi! I've been wanting to say this to you for a while now, but you and your art bring me so much joy!! \(^o^)/ Every time you pop up on my dash I always have a good laugh, I absolutely LOVE your energy and the way you draw! You have one of the best and most unique art styles I've seen, you're definitely one of my fave artists ever!! 🥰
I first saw your "Thy Mother" art with Lotus and I was INSTANTLY hooked xD As a bard enthusiast myself and my beloved Tav being a bard, I just DIED of laughter when I saw that artwork IT'S TOO DAMN GOOD 😂
I also have a huge soft spot for Lunara! She's so cute and also, one of my fave things you do is when you draw that funny wrinkly face on Karlach. It ALWAYS cheers me up whenever I'm having a bad day, plus I keep coming back to that "White Girl Shadowheart" artwork of yours and it never gets old! 🤣
Thank you SO much for gracing us with your art and for being such an awesome hooman bean all the time!! 🙌❤️❤️❤️
oh my gosh... well, if this isn't just the sweetest message i've ever read then idk what is!! 😭😭❤❤ THANK YOU!!! SO VERY MUCH!!! FOR THESE KIND WORDS!!! seriously, you have NO idea how much this means to me. i started this blog just to have fun and post some fanart of my fav game ever and did NOT expect so many people to tune in on my bg3 adventure!!
i am FOREVER GRATEFUL!!! and you have absolutely no idea how ECSTATIC i feel to hear you talk about my characters in such a way too!! lotus and lunara are my pride and joy so seeing people enjoy them as much as i do has been a blast <33
seriously, i cannot express how happy i am to have received this ask. you're so sweet!! i'm going to be thinking about this all day now HAHA
#i wish i could show exactly how grateful i am but alas...!!!#here's to much more silly doodles and comics!!#that is the one thing i know that i can do!!#but honestly thank you for this message and thank you everyone reading this rn :)#im very happy to share my art with you all and everyone has been so lovely :)#LOVE YOU ALL!! SO MUCH!! <333#AND PLEASE HAVE A LOVELY DAY!!! <333333#ask bob
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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I'm going insane this is not funny anymore Taichi Nanao can we please kiss right now. I'm screaming im sobbing im crying.
#THE SMIRK???#THE EYES???#THE HAIR???#HIS LITTLE GOLD EARRINGS AND THE GLOVES OH MY GOD#CAN WE KISS???#CAN WE HONESTLY EDATE???#I NEED TO KISS YOU ON THE LIPS RN???#ALSO ROY THE BOY WON !!!!!#IM SO HAPPY FOR THAT TOO LOOK AT HIM#a3!#taichi nanao#act! addict! actors!#a3 game#freedomsnotes
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