#im honestly not complaining tho..
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Sooo guess who's about to finish part 6 of jjba and it's barely been two days....
R.I.P my nonexistent sleep schedule
Ok so I know I haven't finished it yet but I would like to ramble about a character I didn't like at first and now is one of my all time favourites. If you don't wanna read all my bullshit fawning over a fictional character,ya don't have to.
But if you do want to..
Ok so I was a bit on the fence with anasui when I first saw him,now it's not that I disliked him but he wasn't liked either. In my opinion he looked like a diavolo rip off lmao.
And then that mother fucker did this
And I was sold. Like fawning over him and he'd only been on screen 1 minute if that.
Anyway he's hot,it's 5am and way too early for the emotional rollercoaster of this fucking part.
All it took was that one simple move and I was a fucking goner,someone has to give this man an award for how fast he won me over Jesus Christ.
I don't typically fall for them that fast,fuck I didn't even fall for doffy until I got to punk hazard and he had decent character development by then. But anasui? Literally one minute and one move. Get this man a prize he deserves it.
#the fucker watches#jjba part 6#narciso anasui#the fucker rambles#god damn did he win me over quick#im honestly not complaining tho..#he checks every box#long hair(not required)#decently built(again not required but prefered cause i like em strong)#decently smooth/deep voice#being morally fucked in a good way#(↑ doffys prime example when it comes to that one but anasui spent time in jail)#there's so much more i could mention and yet somehow he still checks them#hes actually so perfect#and so silly#that last one is important#im done talking about fictional men now#or am i.....
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vanweek day 2 - knife
does anyone else remember the knife game or have i finally gotten too old
#my art#vanweek2024#vanessa fnaf#vanessa sb#eyestrain#eye strain#<- 90% of my art will have these tags SORRY!#i tried to give the impression that she's being controlled to do this? like w/ the green hands and the eyes and face?#so i hope that came across lmao#also: the poofy sleeves. im using My vanny design which has similar details but a different silhouette bc it's not skin tight#which is what makes more sense to me. so her outfit is essentially made up of other pieces of clothes + patches of cloth for Style#my girl does NOT know how to sew she is NOT making an entire form fitting fur suit#plus it adds a little bit of mystery as to how she really looks when you can't see her entire fucking body through the suit lol#overall tho i didn't change much honestly. besides all the stuff i complained abt i do like her design w/ all the stitching + the mask
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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest
#not art#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit#kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it#until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it#until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her#but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs#she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying#probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone#lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear#Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked#but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now#yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc#man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet#and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out#lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help#it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around#but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever#its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous#its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot#yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry#doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it#ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking
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If I must suffer during Inktober, then so must Wally 😔
#he looks happy tho#and honestly im not suffering at all besides not being able to get full drawings of wally out#i have things in the works!!#i actually have something cute finished but i want to do something special to it#im really enjoying my ink tbh#just the desire to draw wally at every given second of my day still is there!#also i love wearing ink on my hand!#wearing my art!#ohh his profile is tricky!!#still working on it!#welcome home wally#wally darling#whps#welcome home#jazzsketches#i tend to draw them in three's...#i like the paper full!#i love you guys#you love my sketches and dont even complain about my handwriting#you guys are real troopers#i actually want to show you what im working on so BAD#ive done a prototype but im working out some things#uwaaaaaa!!
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trying to make teachers' (global) complaints abt kids theyre supposed to be teaching about "generational politics" and saying stuff like "people always complain about the young generation" is so dismissive and ridiculous. atp yall are being purposefully obtuse. these kids cant read. they cant write. they cant think critically. teachers GLOBALLY are begging parents to care, to no avail. kids dont respect their teachers, they dont respect their schoolwork, they dont respect their education, theyre severely behind across the board. to try and write that entire problem off as "complaining about the young generation" is so dismissive i have no words. obviously its the fault of the kids' parents but we are looking at an entire generation of people who are graduating high school with no skills. these people are joining society and dont know how to think. yall should be furious and instead youre trying to write it off as "hating on gen alpha". please get over yourselves
#i saw a post on here a month or so ago and i ignored it then even tho i RLY disagreed w it bc i figured it was probably made in ignorance#but in the past month i have gotten angrier and angrier abt this topic#to the point that if u try and come at me w any mention of 'generational politics' i will slap u across the mouth#i have never rly been into intergenerational competition bc its a distraction from real issues#but this isnt abt complaining abt a generation for no reason#that 'brainrot' we all laugh about is causing kids to genuinely behave brainlessly. its not funny. its terrifying#why are we just sitting here making jokes about it and laughing it off and then accusing teachers of nonsense#why do ppl not care abt this#teachers are trying to tell us smth and i see so many ppl ignoring them and dismissing them and making these stupid cynical jokes#an entire generation of ppl are going to be joining the workforce (GLOBALLY!!! NOT A LOCALIZED PROBLEM!!!)#having gotten by on lowered standards. these ppl will be doctors. they will be politicians. they will be in our society#this is so gd terrifying. i talk abt this and think abt this way more than i do abt the recent us election even.#i feel like im going insane. most of the talk ive seen on here has been dismissing these concerns and not treating them seriously.#im prolly going to delete this honestly but i wanted to rant abt it for a second#delete later
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mfw I have a rare and excruciatingly painful disorder that took 10 years of relentless testing to diagnose, characterized by pain (from NERVE!!! DAMAGE!!) so severe it causes panic attacks (10 years of it!!!!), and the place that diagnosed me says I'm not a candidate for the surgery (only treatment) bc my condition hasn't yet deteriorated to the point of needing a feeding tube? but at the same time, my pain is "atypical" and "too severe" to be MALS, the disorder characterized by atypical fucking pain?? and the vascular surgeon who diagnosed me with THIS disorder HER self LOOKS me IN the EYES and says TO me????
"but you know anxiety can hurt our tummies"
#me#mals#chronic illness#chronic pain#this was 2 years ago and im still seething. btw.#honestly. i should complain.#uofm has a no opioids policy tho. so of COURSE they dont want to help pain patients.
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im no hate to yall grapefruit lovers i think the outfit is cute but. my boi needs an outfit bad
#gummiart#plus lemon getting a champions outfit would be great#im not that good to do it tho :’]#also this update event id just like the previous one#which is dissapointing honestly as a cr vet#will i still play it out of spite yes#i like the new cookie tho#i might honestly create a new sauna outfit for him#not joking#also im complaining on tumblr cus my peeps will get this#cookie run#cookie run breakout#cookie run ovenbreak#lemon cookie
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OMFG WHAT IS WITH ART FIGHT AND ANEMONE
#sunflower rambles#HE GOT 2 ATTACKS IN 1 DAY??????#honestly when people attack characters from my lore it means a whole lot so im not complaining#wheres my boy tho :( (willow
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I hate living in this world.
#misc#negativity tw#first off i had an argument with a colleague at work#we had to move places for the millionth time in this stupid open space#which already annoyed me#but this guy came at bargained like he always do while i said nothing because it's not like we chooae#and he always does that for actual work because and idk at first i made a snarky comment about now that he got what he wanted he better be#ready to work instead of hiding when somebody ask him to do his job#and he told me he didn't understand the remark#and my hot temper that makes me snap every five years took over#i bet he has by now complaining aboutme like he does about everything#anyway i take hours to calm down (not calm after 4 hours)#I'm also pissed at me cause i can't get emotional without shaking stupidly which makes me look like an hysterical person (i mean sadly i am)#also if there has to have an explanation once my anger is gone tomorrow i will be back on social anxiety mode which is gonna make it worse#all of this reminded me that i need to find a new job for ten thousand reasons#but unfortunately all employers are shit and actually i don't even know what i want to do#and as usual i have no energy for anything because i am still a major piece of shit#then i wanted to relax#made the mistake to open Instagram because I'm also stupid#and i know i don't often talk about politics and stuff#but it's really draining me#i barely or read news just enough to be aware#and honestly its exhausting but I dont want to complain cause Im in a privileged position where i have the chance to be able to 'shut off'#and yes my country and especially this government is sickening me#and like its people too#and also insta is full of pride posts#and i am stupid to read the homophobic and transphobic comments#and genuinely these people alongside racist and islamophobic people really scare the hell out of me#hopefully i don't engage but i shouldn't read anything at all tbh#speaking of pride im spiralling because even tho i kinda identify as aro i feel like a freak and i have nobody to tell me im not
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TAG YOURSELF: ELO EDITION
Text in the description in case the text in the image is hard to read:
Fluff (Jeff)
-very shy and tries to be wholesome
-still tries to be the responsible leader
-gets irritated at society
-listens to the Beatles and wears floofy oversized sweaters
Chevrolet (Bev)
-has a planet fitness membership
-wears tank tops all the time
-obsessed with pickup trucks
-really tall, muscular, but not intimidating, acts like a parent and is sweet
Jelly (Kelly)
-obsessed with video game speedruns
-never gets tired
-does plushie and action figure hauls
-certified gamer
Randy (Richard)
-a genuinely great cook and loves food so much
-the quiet hippie one
-very nerdy and knows esoteric info on oddly specific things
-a peaceful eccentric
Milk (Mik)
-well behaved
-likes fart jokes
-has a Pinterest board of horses
-does nothing wrong
Hug (Hugh)
-wears the most flamboyant clothing in public without caring what others thinks because they’re oh so wild and edgy
-tries to act intimidating and scary towards people but cries easily
-huge animal lover and is kind and gentle to them
-weird and silly and goofs around during conversations
Smell (Melvyn)
-way too talkative
-loves hugs and is very nice
-is weird and just wants friends
-pretty and enjoys being dolled up
I’m Smell
#electric light orchestra#hugh mcdowell#jeff lynne#melvyn gale#bev bevan#mik kaminski#richard tandy#kelly groucutt#this would be a very odd friend group and i like that#i would love to hang out with the main person of the group and listen to the Beatles with them and complain about society hating us#id love to hang out with the fitness person in the gym and they can adopt me in the friend way (it was a trend in my friend group at school#id play video games with the gamer and have fun with them#id hang out with the hippie and have them cook food for us and id let them go on tangents of oddly detailed and obscure stuff like yes#with the jokester id make jokes with them and laugh until we cry and let them talk about horses even though im not really into them myself#with the scary edgy person id honestly hang out with them and go to them for advice on clothes because they’re pretty#the scary person being secretly soft hearted and cute is so beautiful asdfghjkl#I’d be kinda scared of them tho haha#and making a fool of myself and doing weird silly rebellious things with them would be so funny lol#and honestly? having the weird person want hugs all the time in order to live warms my heart#imagine one day i meet my friend group and i see them and they rant about how lonely they are and that they want more friends#and i feel so bad for them and they hug me and i approve of it and we become besties and they act weird and they talk to me all the time#i would also love discussing fashion with the weird one as well#ugh i just want that to happen please i need that in my life#that’s life in my opinion
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I'm gonna be honest though yall, I have an extremely hard time coming back here because I genuinely find it really difficult to like... write.. anything? the formatting here really sucks, and the site is overall just difficult to deal with. That and due to Tumblr rpc nature and whatnot, it's jsut hard to get a foothold really, especially after you've been gone for some time, and my nd ass overall just finds the whole Tumblr rpc hard to deal with formatting and energy wise. That being said! I'd yall want tk write on like discord or something or if anyone has literally any better options over Tumblr then my go's please let me know. I'm down for short things, for sure.! But I need, NEED to like... idk.. think/talk dynamics and plots and stuff otherwise it just doesn't really work for me tbh ;~;
#( ooc )#( tbd )#ive been thinking so much of ckming back here soooo so many times but i find it so hard to WANT to be here honestly#for a lot of reasons ! but jm not here to complain or anything like that im just getting it out there#i want to write but i have a lot of difficulty in finding the drive i used to have#esp with rpc culture as it is ?? not that i used to be the most extroverted wildly interactive person around but fhdjajfk yk yk#anyway!!! pleae hmu if you want to do anythjng??? like ill talk plots and what not but pls also keep in mknd#that i also have a 8-5 / 5 day a week job nodnod#so i probably will be pretty spotty activity wise but i really encourage poking for my attention wholeheartedly#but !!! discord is always a thing for mutuals ! fr tho hmu i wanna (KICKS MY FEET) TALK TO YALL (ily and miss u all)#again fjsojg im not tryina sound negative ofc or anything im just sayin yk? nodnodnod#ANYWAY its late and... hm... despite saying all this i might actually TRY to write stuff here... then again also maybe not. find me on#disco if not! or if so its up to you fjfhfjdk im around for a little while longer uwu
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got a psych appointment on friday at 10 so i can get a t prescription. and now the fuckign public transit has a strike between 4am and 10am on friday and i am out here with neither car nor bike. i stg cant they just pay the workers better so ppl get places and everyone is happy
#im out here completely unreachable if subway and bus dont work#i can sleep over at a place where i can use the sbahn from but honestly. kill the ceos and distribute their wages among the ppl who keep#everything running#i refuse to complain abt the workers tho they deserve fair compensation#spike spoke
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I love when critical role characters are annoying or get on my nerves or make decisions that hurt the party. Like maybe you only choose to engage with the good part of you're favorites and the bad parts of everyone else but im having a blast actually enjoying these characters and having a basic understanding of how longterm character development works.
#i promise if i ever complain about a character im doing it out of sheer appreciation for the writing#especially if you see me complaining about early c2 like im fully aware they get better#i suppose molly died to early for a lot of development but i still love him#despite (or honestly possible because of) the fact that hes my least favorite and i wanna punch him#little bit salty#rant#critical role#honestly tho if you want characters that get their problems introduced and fixed in one episode go watch a kids cartoon
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@crustybowlofcereal Found the image I'd been looking for. I saw it nonchalantly at one point, and then it vanished into the void, never to be seen again. Thank you 😭
#metal family#metal family glam#pole dancing glam is a must#Pole dancing Glam#Thank you so much#my moots came through for me#I was honestly expecting to never see it again#made my entire fucken night#hes not really pole dancing as much as he's tied to the pole#he's still hella sexy like this tho so#Im not gonna complain
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harvard a lame school i bet aoki never got woken up at 11PM because his roommates were blasting music cause everyone a square there
#snap chats#hi everyone.#i finished WMA3 :) still couldnt tell yoou what happened but it was still fun..#love the montage moment... theyre my fave in the WMA movies...#oh right. the post. //screams//#I WAS JUS LAYING IN BED THINKIN BOUT HOW IM GNNNA GO IN THE CITY TOMORROW#AND I FALL ASLEEP AND NEXT THING I KNOW I HEAR MY ROOMMATE AND HER FRIEND IN THE LIVIN ROOM#BLASTING MUSIC AND IM JUST. UU 👁️👁️#scariest moment was when her friend rattled my door cause apparently she used to stay in my room last semester#BUT STILL MY GOD i thought someone fell so i go out and shes like Are We Too Loud <:)#and i. like any self respecting adult. said no <3#honestly i probably could sleep through this. my sister used to have parties all the time in highschool and i slept through those#tho those were in the basement...... and theyre right outside my door ☠️#anyway i hope harvard DID have cool ass parties nd aoki never got invited to any of them and he just kept getting waken up eveyr night#yall think he dormed or did he just live in a house/apartment nearby.... ive always wondered that...#if sawashiro was there with him then i'd imagine a house/apartment#tho would there be a point in getting a dorm if he already lived close by ? prob not#im not thinking about it rn i just wanted to complain LOL
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Yay !! Im gonna talk about it with my friend today !! I think this is gonna help me not go completely insane !! I love love <3
#yeah i still feel super shitty#and its gotten like progressively worse too ?#i cant eat normally. i just chew ?#and im scared to go to sleep bc that means i have to lay in the silence#so i havent been sleeping well ? (at least that means no nightmares lol)#and the shivering and head jerks havent stopped either#ive been trying to pack and do all the practical stuff im supposed to#but i end up having to stop bc? idk? i either start breathing weird or zoning out#look im not an idiot. if this was an objective psych case file id have no problem coming up with a solid idea of whats wrong#unfortunately tho im a real person and i cant exactly be objective about myselt#i also cant focus for long enough to actually properly THINK about it ya know?#but honestly this is so dramatic for no reason lmao sorry for the melodrama#i just feel so awful i need to complain a little 🙏#but talking to a friend will for sure help ! 🙏💗💗💗#yay friendship !
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