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girl-bateman · 7 months ago
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Yay !! Im gonna talk about it with my friend today !! I think this is gonna help me not go completely insane !! I love love <3
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suiana · 7 months ago
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Hey!! I hope that you are having an amazing day 💞💞💞 If requests are open, may you please write some hsr yandere!Sunday headcannons?
✎ yandere! sunday headcanons . . .
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✎ warnings . . .
― possessiveness, manipulation, obsessiveness etc.
(gn! reader x male yandere! character)
✎ yandere! sunday who can't help but adore you. he'd never have thought someone who'd capture his heart would be so near to him! right here in the heart of penacony! of course he's going to talk to you! what, did you think he'd just ignore someone who's got his attention?
✎ yandere! sunday who is extremely touchstarved and probably fell for you because you hugged him once and told him he was cool. yeah bird man liked how warm your hug felt, what about it?
✎ yandere! sunday who gets to know you better as the perfect family head. surely you'd fall for him, right? i mean, he's perfect in every single way. you'd be a fool to reject him. and of course u rejected him😜🙏
✎ yandere! sunday who's absolutely flabbergasted when you reject his proposal to be his. what? are you serious? out of his league? duh he knows that- you're supposed to be thankful that he proposed the idea and accept!
✎ yandere! sunday who hates it when things don't go his way. he's a perfectionist and everything has to go according to plan... oh wow would you look at that? you went against his plans and rejected him! even said you wanted to be friends... hah! he couldn't believe you said that! you don't know how hard he bit down on his tongue to prevent himself from cursing at you.
✎ yandere! sunday who subtly changes the way he acts towards you. no, he's not acting passive aggressive. you're just delusional. what do you mean he's glaring at you? it's just the angle silly!
✎ yandere! sunday who obviously looks over you with his weird robot bird drone things. they resemble a real bird fairly closely (save for the Family crest he has embedded in them) and he'd be an idiot to not have an eye on you 24/7.
✎ yandere! sunday who's an obsessive freak and you'd think you'd know how obsessive he is by now but... it's far more worse than what you'd expect. bro has a whole ass shrine dedicated to you, and you just know that he has a small dreamscape designed for you. bro will throw you in there if you misbehave 💀
✎ yandere! sunday who gets other people to do the dirty work for him. he's a man of status, why would he need to dirty his hands? plus, he hates it when things get dirty. how uncouth.
✎ yandere! sunday who always has a smile on his face. you bet your ass he's going to be smiling when he tells you that your family mysteriously died in the dreamscape. of course, he's going to feign sympathy and comfort you but... there certainly won't be a frown on that gorgeous face of his.
✎ yandere! sunday who gracefully accepts you into his arms when you come crying to him that you can't leave. oh you poor thing. you did the wrong right thing coming to him for help. he'll definitely help you through this tough time. by making it worse 💗
✎ yandere! sunday who molds you into his perfect lover. oh dear me, you're permanently stuck in the dreamscape with him! it's an error no one has experienced before and you need to stay here with him to ensure your safety! no it's not a lie, why would he do that? after all, he only wants the best for you. don't worry, you can pass time by being his cute darling for now!
✎ yandere! sunday who will never let you go. and... why would you want to escape in the first place? he loves you and you love him now, don't you? besides, he's sweet, handsome, charming... you will never find someone better than him. so don't misbehave and just stay with him, won't you? besides, the Family doesn't tolerate traitors in the slightest. and you're a part of the family now, aren't you? his beloved little darling ♡
✎ "oh dear, now where do you think you're going my love?"
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jo-com · 6 months ago
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hello🎀
i read your fics,and girllllll they're so good.
I just wanted to make a request for a Carlos Sainz x fem reader. So the topic is yn and carlos are friends who have secret crush on each other. Basically, friends to lovers. But yn is not a famous person,she's just a normal girl💁‍♀️
and pls no smut 😔🙏
just fluff🤕✊
୧ ‧₊˚ 🍮 ⋅ ☆ ➛Best Friend Material?
Carlos Sainz x Fem!reader
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Summary: Based off the request above!
Genre: Friends to lovers! Major fluff
Note: Sorry for not making this earlier, I’ve been busy😭 also thanks for requesting!! There are some grammatical errors.
✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ ➛ My Masterlist
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Just/yn Beach day with idk who
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Carlossainz55 I shouldn’t have come😑
Just/yn Nah you’ll miss me too much😋🩷
Carlossainz55 sure if u say so…
Urbff Just smash already
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With a flustered face, you turned off your phone and threw it over the other side of the couch. Mentally cursing at your best friend. What was she thinking— commenting that on your post.
What if Carlos saw it? Is he going to distance himself or something? What if he feels disgusted? What if— So many what ifs.
Your heart started to race as many thought coursed through your head. Fuck, you’re so screwed.
Carlos stared blankly at your post. His eyes blinking abruptly and jaw hanging wide open from shock; He wasn’t imagining things right?
It was clear that he saw your best friend’s comment before getting deleted by you. What does she mean by that? Why would she comment something like that if there weren’t any hints to it?
Carlos let’s out a heavy sigh, “Fuck, i am clearly loosing my mind.”
Days go on by as they avoid one another; afraid to talk to each other and make things weird.
The two we’re oblivious about each other’s feelings and your best friend had enough of it. You guys were clearly suffering and was idiotically enough to think that distance would help. Face slap.
So as their cupid, your best friend thought of a plan.
“Hey y/n can i borrow your phone”, your friend asked nonchalantly— her body leaning closer to the couch to find comfort
You glared at her laid back figure. Your face scrunched up and eyes narrowing skeptically,“what for?”
“Nothing, just want to send something to myself through your phone” she shrugged, answering as if her request was normal.
You were hesitant at first but as your friend, you trusted her not to do something crazy like last time. So you grabbed your phone from the side and handed it to her.
“Here, don’t do stupid shit, okay?”
F/n rolled her eyes and took your phone. “Yeah yeah” she replied, waving off her hand and then opening your phone.
With a sly grin, she went to contacts and changed Carlos’s name to hers; making it seem that she was just chatting her and not Carlos.
If this doesn’t work, i don’t know what will.
➛ Messages (Y/n and Carlos)
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After that, they soon hit it off and started dating— they later found out that it was all f/n’s doing. They were both furious and grateful;
I am happy to say that they went and soon live a romantic life— just like those in fairy tales.
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Just/yn Happy 4th anniversary mi amour💕💞
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Carlossainz55 I love you so much mi vida😍
Just/yn I love you more carlitos💗
Urbff Fucking finally
I had so much fun making these!! I hope this was okay and that you enjoyed reading itt!! Always enjoy making requests
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luvhughes43 · 2 years ago
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bullshit on the internet | jack hughes x reader
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suki waterhouse masterlist - luvhughes43 masterlist🌷
summary: y/n and jacks relationship is new, and his past relationship with a model over-shines his new relationship. fans are always asking for jack and his ex to get back together, which leaves reader feeling stuck in a relationship thats not hers.
lyrics: "i saw you were with her only last night, i got caught up by your picture in a headline" & "it looks like you love her online" & "when they want you back together like a movie, then i wonder, is there any room for me?"
Note: for context purposes jacks ex gf is going to be named alice
word count: 1k 
1 year earlier
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present day
jackhughes just posted !
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jackhughes my girl❤️
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trevorzegras YOU HAVE A GF??
colecaufield u literally knew about this
trevorzegras yeah i know i just wanted to be dramatic
fan01 we want u with alice not whoever this is
y/nuser in love with u actually
jackhughes i love you the most actually
fan02 pls get back together with alice😭🙏 u guys were perfect
hockeyfan01 great now get back on the ice!
fan03 not the hard launch😭 she's so pretty tho😭💗
lhughes_06 congrats man
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aliceoffical on the cover of vogue💋
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dioralice LOMLS SO PRETTY 
fan04 congrats girly💗💗
lilyrose_depp insanely gorgeous
fan05 have u seen jacks new girl? Youre so much prettier u two need to get back together
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fan06 prettiest girl in the world
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y/nuser early morning⛅️
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jackhughes ❤️❤️
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fan07 BREAK UP WITH JACK!!!
yourbff prettiest girl💗 i miss u
fan08 there’s no way he left alice for her😭
fan09 we want our fav couple back
You and Jack had been dating for a few months. You knew he was in a very public relationship with a model before he started dating you and you didn’t mind. Not until you and Jack went public and all of the internet seemed to be against your relationship. You never blamed him for having a past with Alice, but being constantly reminded that nobody wanted to see you and Jack together… It hurt. You weren’t sure why you haven't limited your instagram account yet, or why you didn't just go private. it was hard not getting caught up with what you saw online, and if there were going to be news articles and twitter pages posting about his past relationships, they may as well comment on your page too. 
Jack was away for a game in Alice's home city when you got the twitter notification. 
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You turned off your phone and closed your eyes. You knew Jack was still friends with some of his exes, but with Alice it felt different. You knew they were serious before, and you couldn’t help but wonder that if he could, if he’d run off with her. 
There were a bunch of different narratives floating around. Talking about how Alice is Jack's true love, and that they were destined to be together. You couldn't lie, after once again going down a rabbit-hole and looking at all the photos of them together, you couldn’t deny how in love they looked. 
jack❤️: Did you see the photos of me and alice?
jack❤️: I only agreed to meet with her because of all the press. I don't want them talking about us getting back together. I made it clear to her that we’re over
jack❤️: I love you
y/n: I know. It's all just bullshit on the internet. I love you too. travel safe
jack❤️: I love you more. I'm really sorry about all of this. I’ll see you soon
When Jack finally got home things were different. you finally felt good in your relationship after the rough week when he was away.
“I’m really sorry about everything,” Jack reassured you for what seemed like the hundredth time. 
“I just… with Alice it’s different. I don't want you to see her again. It’s gotten worse” you look down at your hands so you could avoid eye contact with Jack.
“The comments have gotten worse?” he asked, sitting up in bed to look at you. 
“Yeah… I just, they want you guys back together so badly. It’s literally like a movie Jack,” your laugh was tense as you told Jack your true feelings. “I just don’t know if there’s room in your life for me,” you whisper after a brief pause and you feel Jack tense next to you.
“Pass me your phone,” Jack said, holding out one of his hands expectantly. You did as told and passed it over silently. He scrolled around for a minute, before showing you your own instagram comments causing  you to frown.
“I know what they’re saying about me” you were annoyed. Did he want you to be more upset?
“No look at the accounts” he said.
“I don’t get it,” you stated, pulling your phone back into your grasp and scrolling through more comments.
“Do you know any of these people?”
“No…” 
“Then what they’re saying shouldn’t matter. I’ve moved on from Alice, i’m with someone who I love” Jack cooed, reaching a finger up to touch your cheek causing you to smile. “There’s only room in my life for you. You’re the one I want y/n. I’m not reading these comments and agreeing with them. I text you, or I come home to you and I think I am so lucky to have y/n in my life” Jack smiles and so do you. He takes your phone back and disabled your instagram comments, and then limits his own. “I’m not going to let anyone make you feel like you don’t belong with me” was all he said as he started playing with your social media settings.
You sat back and admired the man you loved.
In the morning you and Jack laid in bed, your head resting on his chest as he combed your hair with his fingers. you felt so alive when you were with Jack. You could feel the little bubbles of happiness and excitement whenever you were with him. 
you moved to sit up, looking down at Jack you smiled and he smiled back up at you. “morning” he mumbled as he trailed his hand down your shoulder and arm. “good morning” your smile widened as you leant down and kissed him on both of his cheeks. 
you didn’t check your phone for the few days you stayed with Jack at his apartment. you were on a high, and you couldn’t believe how melancholy you’d get when you were feeling low.
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inkyarcturus · 4 months ago
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hii can you write part two of snape hcs 🙏💗
Of course here you go :D
Hogwarts Pre-Prank
So of course Lily and Sev end up getting their letter of acceptance. This leads to the rift between Lily and Petunia, as petunia becomes jealous over lily’s ability to do magic, getting the iconic scene of her sending a letter to Dumbledore asking to attend Hogwarts.
This is the first big fight Sev and Lily have. The first sign of troubles to come in later years.
Unfortunately, Sev doesn’t understand why this is such a big deal to Lily as Sev didn’t like Petunia in the first place. Besides the fact that Petunia mutually hates Sev for his “strangeness”, Severus dislikes her general personality and likely, for her muggleness. At this point in time, Sev has had no friends besides Lily, someone who is magical. All the muggles in the neighborhood dislike him for his lack of money and strangeness, his father despises him for his magical heritage, he has had no good experience with people who are not magical, except for Mr and Mrs Evans.
I believe the kindness of Mr and Mrs Evans is the main reason Sev doesn’t immediately fall into the blood supremacy pipeline. I do not think that Sev, at this point, was fully prejudiced against muggles, but there was definitely a small voice in his head saying, “we’ll show them one day, we’re better.” Sev is a boy quick to anger and someone who fights back in whatever way he can. This gets worse with age, inspired by people who laughs at his tears.
At this age, Sev still has a strong sense of empathy, while he may not like Petunia, he understands Lily is upset and tries to comfort her in whatever way he can. Lily doesn’t fight for long with Sev because of this.
They both get sorted in rival houses, something Sev was expecting and yet not expecting at the same time. While he hoped Lily would end up in Slytherin, I think he believed she could have ended up in any of the other three houses. Lily was quite smart and curious, was fiercely loyal and hardworking, and could be brave when it came to fighting for what she believed in.
This separation was terrifying for Sev. His first friend in a rival house, a house he was expected to hate, horrifying. Eileen likely told stories of the ruthless nature of slytherin house and the blood supremacy that plagued it, not helping his fears over the new environment.
The first person he talks to in slytherin is Lucius. He meets Avery, Mulciber, Evan, Wilhem, all his year mates, all bad influences. And so the downfall begins.
I think he spends the first three years relatively alone, going through his life being bullied by the marauders, bullied by the slytherins, and ignored by the teachers.
That doesn’t mean he does nothing of course. He’s learning during that time, learning and planning. He goes through potions text books like they’re water, he asks for as many books from his mom as physically possible.
Eileen absolutely snuck some of the books from the Princes with her when she was kicked out for marrying Tobias, quite a few of them were dark as well.
He starts experimenting, starting off small simply improving potions and then, 4th year he starts trying to make new spells.
As this happens the slytherin learn of his intelligence. Soon there’s whispers of the uses of an intelligent halfblood whose capable of brewing potions better than Slughorn or the seventh years.
Lucius has stuck to him since the beginning. As a prefect he’s able to have a good reason to know every new student, see if they would be a good fit for his lord. Therefore, he makes sure to keep a good report with everyone even if he finds them less than desirable. He’s more cunning in his youth than Draco, less spoiled and more raised for politics.
I think Narcissa is in a similar situation to Lucius. She’s prefect and watches Severus come into this new world, already thinking about how he could be. She is kinder to him than Lucius, she corrects his “mugglish” or “poor” behavior softly, unlike Lucius who thinks embarrassment is the best solution.
I think seeing Lucius and Narcissa interact with Sev while he was head boy is really the thing that slowly convinced the slytherins of his use.
God this is getting long- anyways, Lily and Sev stay close despite everything for the first three to four years. There are some highlights in those years that don’t include Lily. They come in the form of Charity, Aurora, and Remus when he’s not with the Marauders.
Severus has a track record of feeling more comfortable and safe with girls.
Ill break here and do a lil part just about those three later :,D
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pomplalamoose · 1 year ago
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Can we please have some luke fluff hc’s?🙏 from any era idc i just love your writing💗
Thank you so much, anon!!! <33
I'm so on board for more lighthearted Luke content to warm our hearts, it's what he deserves🤝🏻
Also I veered into kinda new territory for me; while many of these take place in the Star Wars universe as normal, I included some modern day AU ones too
• the Jedi are taught to take extra care of their clothing and appearance because whenever they're out and about they take on a mostly representative role, whether they want to or not
• this also includes learning how to correctly mend and take care of their belongings
• I don't think that this was at the very front of Luke's education though, Obi-Wan and Yoda really had more pressing conditions to work with
• however, as everyone can clearly see, nobody had to specifically tell Luke about this
• (just look at the man)
• not only did he grow up with maybe one (1) relatively good fitting outfit, I'm also sure that because of this he was taught how to fix holes and re do seams as well as sewing his buttons back on himself
• I'm even convinced he's able to make a simple pair of pants and a shirt from scratch should it be really necessary
• something about the picture of you and Luke sitting together on a warm summer evening or during a winter night and you watching him silently working away is just the peak of domesticity
• he enjoys fixing clothes, especially if by doing so he can do a favor to those he loves
• I think in a way it calms him too
• he'd definitely help out his Padawans with it as well
• I firmly believe he owns a small sewing kit, complete with a thimble
• (maybe two: one he's actually using and a second hand made one out of porcelain because he thinks it's really pretty)
• maybe, in addition and if he has the time, he'd try out similar activities like crocheting, knitting, stitching, etc.
• I don't think he'd be very good at it but everything he crafts is made with love and there is no one around who doesn't appreciate his efforts
• imagine him knitting little socks and hats and scarves for all of his students
• for some reason he really struggles with online tutorials though
• they're always going too fast, he can't see what exactly it is they're showing, and often times they're just overcomplicating really simple steps
• he finds this to be very frustrating
• he probably uses a very (very!) old fashioned book to learn instead
• its margins are full of scribbles of its previous owners and Luke adds his own
• he draws smiley faces next to the patterns he likes most
• Luke is a DIY king
• something that really comes in handy as a Jedi master
• at the very beginning, just at the start of his own academy, he definitely did most of the occurring tasks himself, also including preparing the meals for everyone
• he's a decent cook but I think he'd get really into baking
• baking bread is one of his favorite free time activities
• my sister insists upon the fact that he'd make the absolute best focaccia
• (or its Star Wars equivalent at least)
• he really likes trying out new recipes, especially those he never heard about before
• with varying degrees of success, as some of them are not meant to be made by humans
• but worry not, nothing is getting wasted
• Luke's collection of little fish friends is always happy to eat the remaining crumbs
• (for those that don't know what I'm talking about, check out my other random Luke headcanons if you'd like)
• he has special outfits for his training sessions, including many different shoes
• depending on what or where it is he's practicing, he chooses them carefully
• inside he's wearing soft slippers and soft slippers only, boots are a no go
• it's very much established that Luke is wonderfully emphathetic and always ready to stand by your side, may it be during your period or when you're struggling mentally
• he's still wonderfully emphathetic and caring when you're sick but like, only from very far away
• he'll refuse to come near you if you so much as mention you're not feeling well
• if you have to sneeze or cough even a little bit he's immediately asking whether you've fallen ill or are about to
• just say you feel like you're getting a cold and he's on retreat immediately
• he can't get sick as well!
• he's working with children!!!
• at least one of them is always sick anyways, he can't be contagious under any circumstances!
• he'd feel so bad if he were to be responsible for even more of them suffering
• he feels horrible for not being there for you too though
• so he still does his best
• he prepares warm meals and tea every day and let's R2 deliver them
• he always checks in on you when you're asleep
• he changes your bed sheets while you take a shower or a bath
• he'd totally make a doctor's appointment for you if you're too scared to make the phone call yourself
• he makes sure you're taking your medications
• he pats your back and strokes your hair using the Force
• Luke would absolutely hate quarantine
• at first he'd still be pretty optimistic, thinking it won't be that bad, maybe even fun?
• he'll just meditate a lot, right?
• after all he has mastered his temper now, his patience renowned among his friends and students
• this mindset works at the beginning and for a while he's happy to sleep in for as long as he wants to
• however he forgets about the concept of time quickly enough and soon has no idea what day it is
• when was the last time he had breakfast?
• since he's a very outdoorsy person, always on the move, always doing something, it wouldn't take long until he's getting kinda antsy too
• and while he does enjoy the calm and quiet, he's mostly used to being the center of bustling activities
• soon he takes desperate measures to pass the time, even trying out things he before swore to not be interested in in the slightest
• I see him taking lots and lots of Buzzfeed quizzes
• he texts you about every single result
• one of his first ones was about what kind of animal he'd be and he absolutely hated the outcome
• he eventually ended up making his own quiz because of it
• he likes watching you play video games more than playing them himself
• it's very relaxing to him, especially after a long day at work
• plus he gets to hold you extra close under the pretense of being very interested to see what's going on on screen
• he dozes off pretty quickly though
• while he's happy to let you play whatever you want, I think he has his favorites as well
• Animal Crossing being at the very front
• he loves when you show him your town or island, how you decorated your house and which villagers you're best friends with
• he too would have the newest game, simply because you were missing a few items and he was determined to get them for you
• it would totally escalate during quarantine though, and suddenly he'd have a fully decorated five star island
• (Luke Skywalker plays Animal Crossing with a passion and I'm ready to fight anyone about it)
• for some reason he gets really competitive during Mario Kart and Just Dance
• he unapologetically wins at every single Wii Sports mini game and no matter what you do and how much you practice, he's always better and not in the least bit sorry about it
• he is a Macher™ (please let there be some German fans who know what I'm talking about)
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larabiatasstuff · 1 year ago
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What if the sweettooth and the readers kid go into trouble with his friends for picking on someones else’s kids or on quiets & johns kids? ( like their son is 16 and they have a daughter whose 13 and readers prego 7 months in)
IF YOU DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE ON DOING THIS pls don’t write this, I love your work btw! 💗
This can be any if you are gonna write this, headcanon or one shot I don’t mind anything!
Hey anon, thank you so much for sending your request 🙏I absolutely love writing for Sweet Tooth and I think I can make something out of your idea. I'm glad you like my silly little writings and I hope you enjoy this too. 🖤
"Awww Quiet these clothes are so cute. Are you sure I can have them?" I asked looking at the little romper in my hands. "Yeah absolutely John and I are finished with the family planning. How are you so far? Is the little one giving you trouble?" she asked putting a hand on my belly. "I'm fine but it seems she's doing jumping jacks in there. I'm more worried about Marcus actually. I think puberty hit him really hard and he gets himself into trouble everytime he has the chance." I just finished my sentence when the door swung open and my thirteen year old daughter rushed into the kitchen." Mom! Oh hi auntie Quiet. Umm mom is dad home? "." No sweetie he's still on the road with uncle John what is it? "." Marcus had a fight with the neighbors boy and his dad wants to talk to you." I sighed "See what I mean? I'm sorry Quiet I have to handle that." I held my hand out and she helped me up from my seat. Lucy and I left our house and walked down the street where I could already hear the boys father screaming at my son. "Excuse me if want to raise your voice at someone I'm over here." the man looked from Marcus to me. "Took you long enough Missy. I don't know how you raise your kids but I won't let this hooligan pick on my son!" "First of all my name is not Missy and second why don't you try to calm down and explain what my son did?" the father took a deep breath. "Your son made fun of my poor little boy because of his stutter." I was shocked, Sweet Tooth and I always taught our children not to pick on somebodys disability. I looked him straight in the eye "Is that true Marcus ?" " Yes... but mom he deserved it..." My son started "Marcus Kane junior what did your father and I tell you about this? We're not bullying people! For gods sake!" "But mom...!" " No buts, you will apologize to that boy and then we're going home!" he took a deep breath "Okay... I'm sorry. Can we go?" Marcus said and turned to leave.
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Part two🖤
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httpiastri · 6 months ago
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some quick notes from your previous reply (i’m sorry i took so long ive been so busy recently but i finally have time now so):
firstly, i hope i never meet a handball player irl, ever. the fact that you just casually know people above 200cm?? i’m sorry but i’d actually feel like a pest around everyone 😓😓 (plus id get really jealous of heights) and id also be terrified to even stand near anyone close to 200 pls
and omg the fact that the guy who got you into coaching recently passed? i hope you’re doing okay 😓🙏 but if it helps— he may not have known how much he changed your life, but through coaching, you’re basically keeping his legacy alive, yeah? i think it matters, personally, that people are remembered and honoured and you’re kinda doing that through coaching, because you’re kinda solidifying (if that’s the right word for it) the fact that he existed, and he did enough good to change the lives of people for the better, and that his time here on earth wasn’t all in vain because he did good and he brought joy to people like you by leading you to being a coach and that his impact lives on even when he’s gone yk? it’s a form of closure, i think— to know that even if someone is gone now, there are pieces of them scattered behind in little things (in your case, in your daily life as a coach), and that not all is lost, just a little harder to find
also oops the fact that i called them girls even though they’re only a barely a few years younger than me 😭😭
and omg pepe would 100% make me feel comfortable meeting him at a race even if he might be stressed and no way you got to go to races at 8?? you had a chance to be one of those cute kids probably decked out in merch (if no merch was involved you probably got to scream happily at everything and good for you😭😭 because thats exactly how races should be experienced)
finding sponsors can’t be that hard… we could infiltrate the space in various ways im sure (my friend’s mum knows someone who works for Marlboro that gets invited to races bc the company was an EX-sponsor so anything’s possible)
on a rather unrelated note— pepe’s been acting very much like a muse for me recently… whatever that might mean… (might even be nothing honestly sometimes i don’t know what i mean either)
anyway! as always, i hope you have a lovely lovely friday, and weekend, and june (pepe’s month!), and that people are kind to you and that the sky looks beautiful and gorgeous all the time ❤️❤️
- 🪷💗
gosh dont apologize :( esp since you know im bad at answering….. its alright 🥺 just glad to hear from you 🥺🥺
shdjdhd it do be scary to meet really tall people!! when im around the men's team i work with sometimes, i almost get neck pains bcs staring up at them is so hard 😵‍💫 and i have this other job where i have to like sit by the court and do things for the match, and when players come over to talk to me and they literally tower over me???? insane 😶 but yes i too get jealous of heights, esp since in handball it's good for girls to be tall too so everyone around me is always tall asf? ive always been considered to be a tall person in school but at 175cm i am nowadays considered short in the team i currently play in 😐😐😐 so yes i feel u aaa (also several of the girls i coach are my height already and just. pls stop growing, you're scaring me. ��)
ALSO OMFG i almost forgot to answer this but i had a thought yesterday.... about my favorite volleyball player being 188cm and i thought "hm that's not very far off from pepe" so of course i have now started thinking about volleyball player!pepe 😶 idk if you enjoy volleyball aaaaaaa but i just thought about his height and his big ass hands that would make hitting the ball easier and just..........
thank you, im doing okay but it's still weird to imagine? because i haven't really had anyone close to me (or even semi-close) pass away so it's a very new experience, being in his neighborhood (very close to where i live) and thinking "oh what if i see him in the shop like that day-" before realizing... but god you put it in such a sweet way, im lowkey teary eyed :( i will continue to do my best to keep his legacy alive and honor him through my coaching!!! he created this thing that became so important to me and for that i will be forever thankful. but yes i agree, it means that he brought more meaning to my life and therefor also the girls i coach, and that's such a beautiful thing. it's life, i guess 😭 so hard but also so sweet...
skdjfhdjjf dont worry, i call them "children" to their faces very often even though some are even 16 😁 but to be fair ive known a lot of them since they were nine so to me they're still babies :(( also you being that young and still so smart is so cool and cute aaa
no because i have imagined meeting pepe MANY times and i really really think he would be so sweet about it. very happy that i recognize him and like "aw hey it's okay! no tears please" when i cry 😭 and i think he also would agree to do a silly pose with me for a photo aksjdhfjkdf 😭 i sadly didn't buy a lot of merch BUT (did i mention this already?? then i will be so insanely embarrassed....) we did get me a kimi lotus cap for obvious reasons 🥺 that i still have to this day actually !!! and ofc we took a pic of me next to the lotus truck 🤭 (also realizing now that i wasn't 8, i was 9 or 10 🤣 well well)
oh! then i think we can pretend to be your friend's mum's friend's kids? so we should also be invited?? or maybe we just need to get a job somewhere that has connections and can invite us..... to be fair my dad wrote to dino beganovic's manager or something about sponsoring him just for funsies (idk how u mean to sponsor someone just for fun tho 😶 he was like "what if i get my company's logo on his car and in return we get to come into the paddock once?..."), but then the manager responded with a full deal and stuff and my dad just got scared 😭 but we should keep looking, i'm sure we can find a good sponsor for us 🥰
aaaaa that's so sweet 🥺 i love that 🥺🥺🥺 if you feel like talking further about it, im all ears 🥰
aw dalring i hope you have an even lovelier lovely friday and week and month and year !!! and yes yes pepe's month, i think it will be very good to us all (esp him!!!!!!!) 🥰 i think that maybe the world listened to your ask because the sunset was so gorgeous tonight 🥺 so thank you for that <3<3
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chososcamgirl · 2 months ago
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HIII SIGMA ALPHA IYAAA HRUU?? 💗 I HOPE UR DAY WAS VERY SKIBIDI + DONT STAY UP TOO LATE CUS IK U READ THESE AT LIKE 1AM 😭‼️
I HAD MY FIRST TEST OF THE WEEK… ARRFHNRITBBTRBIUGTBIGUTR I FAILED SO BAD OMG… I HAD TO GUESS FOR HALF OF THEM.. IM DEEEEEPPP FRIED CUS THIS TEST AFFECTTS MY GRADE HEAVYY 🧎‍♀️UGIRGRIHUNGNRUG I DID NOTTTTT LOCK IN GANG…. 😪🤞
AJNTROGWWNTRJGNGT IM SO TIRED AND ITS ONLY 10AM HERE… I WISH IT WAS THE WEEKEND ALR CUS SCHOOL IS SO DRAINING I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN HERE FOR HOURRSSSS ALRRR 👿🐺
I LOWK MESSED UP MY SLEEP SCHEDULE AND NOW IM LOSING TRACK OF TIME.. IM GONAN TRY TO SLEEP RLLY EWARLY TODAY TO TRY AND FIX IT CAUSE I KEEP FORGETTING WHAT DAY IT IS AND WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO
NFJNTERNRTENJTRTR IM GETTING MORE COMFORTABLE IN MY NEW SCHOOL (lore drop?? IDK IM PRETTY SURE IVE MENTIONED HOW I BARLEY TALK TO PPL/IM NEW) BUT IVE STARTED LIKE WAVING TO PPL AND STARTING CONVERSATIONS.. THIS IS A GOOD SIGN.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE A NEW FRIEND SOON CUS IM LOWK LONLEY AF IN SCHOOL (even though it adds to my mysteriousness and nonchalantness… im too much of a lone wolf for this beta school… heh… lowk need to find a PACK in school… 😈🐺🥶
TELL ME HOW UR DAY WENT ALPHAA SIGMAAAA 💪 HOPE IT WAS SIGMA!!! IF U WENT TO WORK TODAY TELL ME HOW IT WENTT + WRITING CH.9 WHILE LISTENING TO CAUSAL… 👀 IM SO PUMPED FOR SJAP WEEKENDD (but make sure to take ur time and take breaks sigma… its okay to edge us.. I love being edged 😈 SRSLY THO DONT FEEL PRESSURED TO RUSH CUS IK MAKING SMAUs + WRITING CAN B STRESSSFUL)
OKOKOK QOTD ANSWERRR ID SAY PIE… CUS CAKE IS RLLY SWEET AND I PREFER SAVORY…. IVE ONLY HAD PIE LIKE 4 TIMES IN MY LIFE BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE ITS AS SWEET AS CAKE 🤤
+ WE STILL NEED A PACK NAME 😭‼️ LEAVE SIGMA SUGGESTIONS CUS IM IN A CREATIVITY CRISIS AND HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO NAME THE PACK 👿
QOTDD ‼️💪😈 THIS ONES FUN…. WHATS UR MOST JAW DROPPING, TOE CURLING, STOMACH TURNING, MIGRAINE CAUSING HEAR ME OUT CHARACTER ‼️ THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT I MUST KNOW SIGMA 🤤
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HI ALPHA!! 🐺🐺
srry i’ve been lacking in the ask department pls don’t be mad💔 seeing this ask made my day tho 😭 i’ve been crazy tired and busy but i am answering this at midnight LOL
AW DONT WORRY ALPHA YOULL DO BETTER NEXT TIME <33 a grade doesn’t define you🙂‍↕️ THE WEEKEND IS ALMOST HERE!! my body has been aching so bad so i feel you 👎 omg i hope ur sleeping pattern gets better! having an irregular sleeping schedule is crazy work and is so draining tbh😭
YAY FOR NEW SCHOOL! i’m so proud of u that’s a big milestone! trust ur aura is intimidating all the betas… but soon real alphas will come and join ur pack😈😈😈 ILL POST A SNEAK OF SJAP CHAP 9 TMR AFTER WORK!! IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS CHAP TO DROP YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!! OOO OKAY PIE I LIKE IT (opposites attract😏) yes we do need a pack name SO BAD PLA GUYS ANYONE HELP US🙏🙏‼️
AOTD‼️ …..mahito 💥💥💥💥🔫🔫🔫🔫 DIES
PLS TELL ME ABOUT THE PAST TWO DAYS ALPHA IVE BEEN MOSSING HR ASKS <33
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jayflrt · 6 months ago
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🎀 update!!
lol hi… it’s so funny coming on here because i literally said i was burnt out then vanished but hi!!! i’m at a better place mentally now. i think i was so burnt out because of school and just finals but im officially a junior meaning just 2 years away from a degree 🥹 kinda surreal but anywho. let me tell you spring semester CHANGED ME. proud to say i have officially found my forever friends ��, i love those two girls with my heart. people say trios don’t work and i agree to an extent. i think trios don’t work if there isn’t effort being put in. if each person is putting effort to the friendship i think it works out. the guy i was going to that formal with his name is marcus and oh my god. for context me and him have known each other for a really long time due to us living in the same city. so marcus is such a sweet guy. but there’s one flaw. he has a girlfriend. he’s very on and off but nonetheless he has a gf. so after i realized i was catching feelings i felt really guilty and distanced myself. i found out from other girls who knew his gf personally that around that time she had cheated on him big time. so they were off. and when they were off all these signs were so clear he would text me all the time, look at me between lectures (we have the same major.. coincidence i think not) and our study sessions in the library got more and more intimate. i was at this little get together at my friends sorority and he happened to be there and was talking to this guy that im really good guy friends with and i didn’t know he was trying to get my attention so when i finally spotted him i went over and he was asking what took me so long and i was like oh im just talking to one of my friends and he just instantly got jealous. he was so cold to that guy all night and even asked me why i was talking to him. its like he was possessive but it felt so weird because he has a gf. after that we talked a lot like texting each other then randomly one day he unfollowed me on insta and stopped replying and he got back with his girlfriend. now they’re still together but we still talk, like my friend she doesn’t have his number and we took pics on her digi cam so she made me send it (she was plotting) and one of them were of me and him like together with his hand on my waist. like we were really close, almost as if we were dating. and he immediately texted me back saying that he loved that pic of us and told me to post it and obviously i was like no and he was like it sucks because we both look so good then 5 minutes later he said YOU look so good. and i know i sound really toxic and homewrecky during this whole thing but he doesn’t even have proper conversations with his “gf” he talks so much with me about deeper personal things and with her he barely smiles. he laughs so much with me and with her it’s nonexistent. anyways that’s enough yearning for me today. how have you been lis, i love the jay smau so far 🤍🤍! give me some updates girl we haven’t spoke in forever!! - 🎀
hihi 🎀 anon it's so good to hear from you !! i'm so glad you're doing better mentally bae 🤍🤍 i'm sure summer vacation will also help once you can take your mind off the academic pressure too 🤧 but congrats on finishing your sophomore year!!! enjoy your next few years they fly by so fast 🥹
also i'm so happy to hear that you found such close friends!!! 💗 as someone who's in a trio they definitely work can confirm 🙏 i think they also work better when each person develops a friendship with each other before the trio is formed :')
omg he has a gf and agreed to be your date to the formal??? 😨😨 NAHHH BESTIE RUN FOR THE HILLS they should honestly just break up with each other if they're not gonna be loyal to each other 😩 never trust a man who treats another girl better than his girlfriend because behaviors aren't easily changed!! 😔 i hope this man doesn't hurt u bae,, she's 100% in the wrong for cheating but he's also like. pretty in the wrong too for treating you like that when he has a gf </3 AND THE UNFOLLOWING WHEN HE GOT BACK TOGETHER WITH HER 👎
omg i'm so glad you like the smau plsss :') and my life is honestly just work work work sleep 😩😩 adulting is a pain 👎 but i've gone on a few trips this month which were fun !! and i booked a vacation with my friends during summer so im excited for that 🤍 i've also been trying to either make or buy a new pc so that i can game more and my wallet is gonna die <//3 how about you?? do you have any plans for the summer 🥰
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ssparksflyy · 9 months ago
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hi could you make some percy jackson dating a child of hecate hcs plssss 💗🙏?
ask and thou shall receive ༉‧₊˚.
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percy jackson dating hcs ! ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊
pairing: percy jackson x child of hecate!reader warning(s): brujeria ( thats not a warning ), little bit of cursing, sprinkle of spanglish a/n: hellooo! tysm for requesting ♡♡ i actually had two requests for hecate readers hcs so yay :DD
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he was enchanted to meet youuuu ♡♡♡
you guys for sure had a meet-cute
like one day he found you sitting by the lake and decided to walk up to you :))
he'd heard of you before but like he'd never had the opportunity to talk to you before
so he decided to seize the opportunity ♡♡
long story short you got along really well and ended up talking by the lake for a good hour or more until one of your siblings came looking for you
from that day forward percy knew he was head over heels for youuuu
now dates by the lake where you just sit and chat are very common
whenever you guys do sit and chat, percy shows off by manipulating water and making it do something cool like making it float or something
you hype him up and give him a kiss on the cheek when he does ♡
percy loves watching you use your powers
he'll ask you to manipulate the mist and make fish look like a shark or something like that cause he's just so amazed
he's literally your #1 supporter
percy lovess when you give him a tarot reading
he asks you to teach him how and of course you do :))
then he gives grover one and they get all excited its so cute
GROVER IS THE BESTIEEE ♡
at first he was kinda scared of you
but then he noticed how happy you make percy and how nice you actually are so now yall are literally such good friends
you and percy have matching necklacessss
theyre the ones where its a crystal/stone wrapped in like wire or something
percy has your fav crystal (i dont know much about crystals but if you dont have a favorite then probably rose quartz ♡)
and you have a pretty pearl that percy got from his dad's palaceee (I KNOW pearls arent crystals but lets be honest, seaweed brain would want to give you something from the sea)
ok so i came up with this cool idea (i dont know if somebody has said this before)
but like children of hecate love reading, but because they have dyselxia its not easy, right? right.
SO they use the mist to make the books look like they were written in ancient greek so its easier for them to read !!
wow so cool am i right
lets be honest, even if he could read, percy would not be one for books :(
BUT at night, when you're cuddled up together, he likes it if you read to him ♡♡
you read him the hunger games (cause thats what im reading currently)
and he was SO INVESTED
he was coming up with strategies and techniques and shit
and while he was telling you his game plan on exactly how he would win you couldn't help but laugh cause he was so excited
literally so cute
flashback to the flirting era when he would talk about you to everybody
he'd be yapping about your powers and how cool you were and this and that and annabeth had to fight her demons to try not to punch him
DONT GET HER WRONG
annabeth loves you
she too thinks your powerful and cool and this and that
but percy would not SHUT UP
they could literally be trying to spar and suddenly he'd stop and be all like
"oh! and did you see them on wednesday before dinner?? they had a flower crown and they looked so happy! i want to be able to make them flower crowns.."
fast forward to now when juniper taught him and grover how to make flower crowns so now he makes them for you ♡
all your siblings love percy
they see how happy he makes you and that's enough for them
oooh all the other campers PRAY you aren't on the same team for capture the flag though
cause you do this thingy with the mist where you make like multiple variants of yourself while fighting somebody and they can't tell which one is actually you
yes i stole that from loki
now imagine that and mr hurricane over here? ay no
at that point id just forfeit
you 🤝 nico
having/had a crush on percy
no but honestly i feel like children of hecate and children of hades would get along so well
they're both thought to be evil and shit
but NO
that being said if they did team up to kill someone.. well...
no body, no crime
nico obviously moved on and is doing better things
so now you tell him all the drama going on
you guys literally get together and just gossip
weekly chisme sessions are a must
percy still talks about you 24/7 to everybody
even the new campers know your lore and everything
but he cant help itttt hes a yapper at heart, hes gotta talk about the things he lovesss
and he loves you
like a lot
if you couldnt tell
seaweed brain :(
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hyunverse · 2 years ago
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yes i do! i grew up in boston and ended up getting a rly good scholarship at a school here in nyc so i live here now :)) it’s not too bad. tbh it’s pretty much the same as boston just a little bigger. andddd what’s ironic is even tho i’m from two of the like most known cities in america, i am terrified of rodents 😭. i see them quite often in nyc but not as much in boston. no matter how many times i see them i’m still terrified of them and i am fortunate enough to not be rodent infested 🙏🏼🙏🏼. also yep teef in the muscles is the best way to do it. i want to eat minhos thighs. like chomp is an understatement for what i want to do to those thighs and i have no shame in explaining. the gods ddu du ddu performance …. that’s all i need to say
omfg what is even the point of dating someone like that ?? it’s exhausting. i agree with just wanting to do your own thing. when i was younger i always wanted to date but now i just want to be aloneeeee. i do miss aspects of being a relationship but tbh i’m fine w waiting to experience that w someone like every day yk ?
hey man technique is technique 😏. also yes hyunjin and felix hand comparison makes me crazy. ngl i’m big on size diff and hyunjin just does it for me. so tall and lankyyyyyy he’s just my type. like no joke he is my exact type all around but especially physically. nothing better than a feminine man with so much androgynous energy and duality. like it makes me insane. when i get home i want to measure my hands so i can compare mine w everyone’s. im sure it will be drastic so i will keep you posted ! how tall are you?? im 5’1 .. 😟 it’s bad ik
watch me cry at how sweet you are rn 🥲. u make me blush 🙄. i did take some earlier this morning and i’m trying to drink as much as i can (maybe i’ll purposely forget to do all of this just so you can come here but you didn’t hear that from me 😇😇😇). CONGRATULATIONS THAT IS SO AWESOMEEEEE!!!! you should be so proud of yourself and know i am very very proud of you as well <33 that is literally so amazing, hard work pays off my love 🫶🏻 that’s so awesome. if we happened to not live all the way across the world from each other i’d treat you to a delish meal but i guess our lives failed us on that one >:|. what’s ur fave food btw ? sending hugs back to ur sweet self 💗💗💗💗💗💗💕💕💕💕💕 and a happy heart attack bc u deserve it hehe
- 🐈‍⬛ much love from ur g <333
that sounds nice!! honestly, from experience, moving from one state to another is quite tough. i’ve been living in the city my entire life, but had to make an entire 180° for university life ‘cause my campus is in a village! like an entire village — on the way to my campus, there’s a sign that says, “welcome to ***** village!” good god u can imagine my terror 💀 the facilities are not bad but definite different compared to the city </3 okay i sound like a brat, don’t i? anyway! bae, i’m dead terrified of them nasty rodents too. i feel like puking at the sight of them </3 so i 💯 understand you honestly.
CHOMPING ON HIS THIGHS YEP YEP. minho needs to drop the workout routine cs god his thighs are. . . sighs dreamily. love em. wanna bite em. talking abt that performance. . . lee yongbok. i will never forget that signature ab showing move tbh. gonna show them to my kids being all like this is ur uncle felix! (get it? cs imma marry hyunjin frfr! yes pls entertain my delulu pls pls)
RIGHT i feel like my past experiences and friends’ relationships are the cause of me not wanting one </3 scared me off legit. i think imma stick to writing 🙏 why experience it rn when i can be delulu with u?
UR TYPE AND MY TYPE MUST BE THE SAME THEN CS I LOVE TALL AND LANKY MEN MMM EAT THAT GENRE UP ALL THE TIME! when they’re 90% legs and have big hands? call me up. call me up‼️that is my type right there.
yes keep me posted with the hand comparison, baby. tell me ur hand size too so i can compare with me 🙏 i’m 5’2 so we’re both not that far off HELP. short gang ig 😔
PLEASE DONT FORGET 💔 MY ANGEL I AM TOO BROKE TO FLY TO AMERICA 💔 ONE DOLLAR IS ABOUT FOUR MYR 💔 PLS TAKE CARE OF URSELF 💔 AND THANK YOU BABY!! means a lot from u hehe. i have sm fave food dang. . . it’s hard to choose. i like steak, and ramen and this malay dish u call tomyum! very yummers. also loveee hotpots. i could eat hotpot everyday of my life. and donuts!! what about yours, darling?
you make me blush too ^__^ kisses to u frm me!!
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strwbrryblues · 2 years ago
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drunken words are sober thoughts
Pairing: Bang Chan x Fem!Reader
Genre: Exes to Lovers AU, Non-idol AU, Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Talks about insecurities, Alcohol intake (please drink responsibly!)
Word Count: 2.7k
Synopsis: Drunkenness can either trigger one to make a mistake. You can say yours was a blessing in disguise.
A/N: Hello! Back with another short fic! I'm still not done with finals, maybe a week or two more, but I'll leave this fic here because so suddenly, I thought of this trope when I saw a post on twt 😭
Anyways, your thoughts about the story are welcome as always! please 🙏 i really do love getting feedbacks about my writing, it really helps me as a writer 😭 if you're too shy, my anon ask is always open! (i just recently fixed that one so yeah, I hope it's functioming well 😭) I'm just too busy sometimes to reply, or just I don't know what to reply, but I really do love all the comments and reblogs with texts or tags 🥺
But yeah, I hope everyone's doing well! I f you need someone to talk to I'm always here! I don't mind rants or small talks! 💗💃
© July 2022, strwbrryblues. All rights reserved.
“Another shot for the beautiful lady!” Chan hollers at the top of his lungs. You giggled, the sight of his never disappearing dimples sent your heart soaring. He’s as endearing as ever even when you’re both drunk as heck.
“Hyung, come on, you’re both drunk.” Changbin tries to stop you two from downing more alcohol, but the older just waves him off.
“Oh, don’t be such a killjoy, Binnie. We’re not harming anyone!” He bellows out. Changbin sighs deeply as he pushed away Minho’s head from his shoulders.
“You too, Minho hyung. Don’t you have work tomorrow?” Changbin sighs in defeat from Minho’s drunken state, who was very much a clingy-and-affectionate drunk.
“Hehe. I have a day off tomorrow,” the older man giggles as he continues to pester Changbin.
You watched and sighed contently. You barely had time to fool around like this anymore due to workload. Ever since getting a more stable job, you’ve had lesser time to spend for yourself.
“What’s got you smiling, honey?” Chan rests his chin on the palm of his hand, as his elbow rested on the dark oak table. He gave you that beautiful smitten smile, with an all too loving gaze, and it sent your heart into a frenzy of endless thrumming.
“Just…this is beautiful,” you crossed your arms on the table. After doing so, you rested your head on your crossed arms, looking back at Chan from your position. “I haven’t had the time for myself recently. It's nice to be with you guys.” You closed your eyes, feeling the numbing headache that’s caught up from your drunken state.
“We can always hang out whenever you want, baby.” Chan whispers, sneaking a hold of your hand that peeked out from your crossed arms.
There was a moment of silence that hang itself over you two. In your own space, with your eyes communicating as if you were connected once more. Before it broke in itself after Changbin finally called out to his other older friend.
“Agh! Hyung you have to go home!” The younger whined. Sadly, being the only sober one had its pros and cons. He was smart not to drink and suffer the consequences of his actions by hangover, but he had to witness all this shit and be the responsible one.
“Come on~ Just one last drink,” Minho whined as well. Throwing his hands anywhere to express his distaste for not getting more alcohol in his system.
“Chan hyung, go home with Minho hyung. I’ll fetch you both a cab. I’ll take care of noona.” He was begging at this point.
But Chan shook his head. “No! I’ll go with Y/n! I have to show her something.” He shook his head childishly, jutting out his lips as the pouty tone was evident in his voice.
Changbin looks at him worriedly, and a bit heartbroken; almost as if he was about to cry. And to be honest, he’s been that way since the start of the night. “Hyung…are you sure?” He asks, eyes nervously meeting Chan’s, as he fiddled with his fingers.
Chan only let’s out a hearty laugh, “of course! I can take care of myself and Y/n!” He takes full hold of your hand, intertwining them together and pressing a short kiss on the back of your hand. It sent you reeling with butterflies once more.
“If…if you’re so sure then…” Changbin pulls out his phone, albeit unsure, still. “I’ll phone a cab for you two, then.” He says, dialing for a cab as he watches you two with an aching heart, and worried mind.
The cab arrived, and Changbin made sure to get you two safely inside, before he went to his car, dragging along a drunk and half asleep Minho.
The ride was silent, after having Chan give the directions to his studio to the driver. He had his arms wrapped securely on your waist. There was comfort in the silence the loomed over you, and you relished being in his arms. It wasn’t a full cure, but it at least eased some of your headache.
Soon after arriving the destination, Chan had dragged you with him to the building. It was a miracle the staff had let you two inside despite how drunk the two of you looked. But Chan was thankful, because he didn’t want to miss this opportunity to show you what he’d been working on in his studio.
Ushering you inside the cramped space and familiarity of his studio, you settled yourself tiredly on the leather sofa that sat behind his desk.
“You’re going to love this, I promise you.” He giggles like a school girl. Opening up his laptop, and then going for the window where he earlier saved and closed his work. He taps on the play button, and turning up the volume just right.
He turned to you in his swiveling chair as the instrumentals started playing. The intro was calm before it progressed to a more upbeat tone. It’s resembling those of summer songs, and it quickly made you smile. Despite being mot a fan of the hot season, you agreed that most summer songs were fun and worthwhile.
Chan grins at the reaction he’s receiving. “You always love summer songs,” he says, swaying a bit as his drunken self invites you to a dance. You accepted, of course.
The two of you swayed to the music, enjoying how upbeat the music was. It brought you good vibes, despite the song lacking lyrics. The song soon ends end he was quick to go back to his seat, which left you confused.
He regrets moving quick, triggering the his headache from excessive drinking. “Hold on,” he grunts and holds onto his head. You rushed to his side, but also regretting as a wave of headache consumed you. You just held his hand in consolation.
“We both got headaches,” you blabbered out. And you don’t know why, but being drunk has lead you to find it funny. Soon, Chan was laughing along with you.
After recovering from the throbbing pain, Chan opened another file, and after clicking the play button, he sat beside you on the sofa as well.
This one was a big contrast to the upbeat, summer song from earlier. It was mellow, and smooth. But the tune was…sad.
Chan leaned back on the couch, almost slouching. The music played as he stared at the ceiling. You copied, leaning back as well and just staring upwards, however with eyes closed—savoring the instrumentals.
But then you heard a voice—particularly the one in the demo—along with Chan humming. You tried to make out of the lyrics, until you realized the song was directed at you. The lyrics a solemn anthem of what Chan had been feeling for months. And just like that, his words sobered you up.
And then he spoke.
“She’s beautiful.” A pause.
And you turned to him, waiting.
“She was my whole world…She still is. I guess I was just stupid to let go…or that, she never deserved me in the first place.” You were confused on who was referring to. Was it a different woman? “We had a beautiful boy and yet, I don’t know what came over me to just give up.”
You know now it was you he was talking about. Perhaps him getting so drunk have made him forgot he was talking to you, about you.
“Lady, was I a bad husband? She…I broke her heart, and it hurts so much seeing her that night when I told her.” That’s right, you two have been divorced for about half a year now. Suddenly, the joy and warmth that you felt earlier with him has been replaced with the overwhelming feeling of sadness and heartbreak. As if you were reliving the night he asked you for a divorce.
“I really was a bad husband. I hurt her, thinking that my career would only hindrance our relationship. But in truth, I really just gave up on my whole world for my stupid career.” He was sobbing all so suddenly, and you can’t help but do so as well, only quietly as you turned away from him.
“Lady, you don’t know how much I regret doing it. That day at the court, I was so close to crying. I wanted to stop everything but she just looked so angry. I made her mad and hurt, and I just felt that…I had not right to take it all back after putting her through so much…”
You remembered vividly as if it was only yesterday. You were feeling a lot of things, to be honest. That day, more than hurt, confusion, and sadness, you were mad. Angry. Mad and angry at how he chose to gave up on your love. On Jeongin.
Oh, God. Dearest Jeongin. Your poor son sobbed to no end as if he’d physically lost his father. He was too young to understand the concept of divorce, and yet he was pushed into it at such a young age. And although visits were allowed, Jeongin had been a lot more reluctant about everything since then because of it.
“I don’t want to let go, and yet…I feel that all I’ve put her through, was enough of a reason to say that I’m not enough for her. I really wasn’t enough.” The music stopped, and the only sound present was of his sobbing and the rustles his clothes made with every movement.
Your breathing was getting harder to control, as your nose clogged due to crying. You wanted to stay silent but it was hard to do so. And so you eventually let out the sobs that you held back, tears freely flowing but you were still turned away from Chan.
The man perks at the sound of your sobbing, and only then did his mind register once more that it was you who he is with. “Y/n! Love, why are you crying?” He was quick to wrap his arms around you. You don’t know if he was really too drunk to even process everything, to the point that he forgot where your relationship currently stands.
He cradles you in his arms, and for the first time in months, you felt at home. Safe. Despite the underlying problem that you shouldn’t even be doing this with your ex husband. That you shouldn’t be in his arms. And yet you feel like being selfish. Just this one time, and maybe then you can move on.
“Shh, it’s okay, baby. You can let it all out. You know you always have me. You can always run to me and lean on me, my love.”
How it hurts you to the point that your crying was almost mixed with the anguished screams. His words should have been bringing your comfort, but with the way he’s speaking those broken promises was too much for you.
“No! No!” You started to scream. “You gave up on us! How can you say those words when you left me?” Those months of grieving for him never seemed to have left. And the stress that piled up finally reached its breaking point. And two broken souls in a cramped room, with no other form of outlet, it truly sucks to be on the receiving end for all of this sword like words.
Chan gripped tightly on his hold on yours, as if the weight of the situation has now fully sobered him up. “I’m so sorry. I’m so ashamed of myself. I regret ever hurting you. I don’t even know how to put it into words. But…those first nights after the proceedings in the court, I—”
Chan choked out the sob once more. He was heaving deeply, and then letting it all out by crying. It hurts him to think about the nights you weren’t in his arms. Those sleepless nights where he had to be tortured endlessly with the thoughts of the consequences of his actions till day breaks. It was a lot of burden for him to carry.
“There was so much regret, Y/n. I didn’t think being away from you was going to affect me, especially when I thought it was the right thing to do. I should’ve taken it all back the moment I saw your face when I brought the topic of divorce.” He’d spoken each word, sentence, slowly as he can. Choosing the right ones so as not to fan the flames of hatred.
You silently cried, still. But you wanted to give your word as well. “You should have talked to me about what you were feeling.” You fisted his shirt in your hold, tightly, before speaking once more, “what was the purpose of our vows? Our bond? Everything—if you’re just going to decide for yourself?” You felt exhausted from crying, slumping in his embrace.
You just…wanted nothing, at this point. There was no use in being so mad at him to the point of holding a grudge, especially when he’d been transparent with you now about his thoughts.
“I know…I was wrong. I wish I could just, go back in time and slap some sense into past me…” Chan heaves out another heavy sigh. His breathing finally going a bit more stable than before. The uncomfortable position of being huddled together in a seated position was catching up to him, so he laid down on the couch, dragging you along.
“That’s a great way to put it. But, at least we’ve learned our lesson. I may have had a part in all of this, if you say that you were reluctant to open up to me about it…so I’m sorry too, if I’ve done something to make you feel like I’m not worthy of knowing what’s on your mind…” You sincerely voiced out. You just know that you may have played a part in this divorce.
Chan hushed you, bringing your closer to him, as if your weight on top of him wasn’t enough to close the distance. He stroked your back comfortingly as he spoke, “no, no. It wasn’t any of your fault. It was me overthinking, and compulsively making a decision…” He admitted, staring back into the ceiling.
There was silence that loomed over the two of you. Both of you finally ceasing the tears and just being in each other’s presence. Chan taking one of your hands in his, intertwining them together as his other hand rubbed comforting patterns on your back.
“Let’s start over.” You broke the silence. It was enough for Chan to halt all his movements, as he shifted underneath you to just look at you properly.
“Start over?” He asks almost dumbly. It made you chuckle, finding it endearing as you often see him give you this look of curiosity and confusion when he gets lost in the conversation.
You nodded, but spoke so as well to assure him. “Yeah.” You rested your cheek on the back of his hand that was in your intertwined hold. “We can work through ‘us’ properly this time. We’ll talk about anything and everything. We’ll make it all work.” You gazed into his eyes lovingly.
Chan was elated to hear it. But then his insecurity resurfaced again. “But…what if I messed up agai—”
“No.” You cut him off. Not wanting his insecurities do all the talking for him. “You won’t. Because like I said, we’ll go through it together. We’ll make it work, because we’ll help each other out. We’ll be there for the other. And I’m here for you now, telling you that I’ll stay with you.”
Chan stays quiet again, almost as if he’s going to cry again. But you spoke once more, “ we’ll work out your insecurities, but for now, don’t worry about anything. Okay?” You asked, staring gently straight into his eyes.
Chan nodded. He understands it well. He understands, that his soul is shaken with how steadfast your were. But most of all, he was relieved, and happy. He felt the heavy weight in his heart, finally lift off. His heart growing lighter as he felt you press a kiss on his forehead.
There was peace and lightheartedness as you two got caught up in your conversations. Chan, despite having visits to see Jeongin would still bombard you with question about him. He wants to know even the most mundane of things about his wonderful son.
You talked for hours until you can’t, and the sun has risen up. And despite having been drunk, you just both know you’ll get a clear memory of what had all happened, because you two were sober enough, and your hearts wouldn’t let you forget that something as beautiful as this has happened.
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pensoluv · 3 years ago
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Hello Mod yyxandere passing by your blog💗💗👋👋 How are you today mod bamboowrites how are you today?♡ I hope that your having such wonderful day :DD
Is it okay if I req for yandere (if you write them, if you dont want to it's perfectly okay) ningguang, visiting mondstadt favourite flower girl and falling inlove with her, please🙏
Thank you<3<3<3
Hiii! A wonderful day to you as well! This idea sounds amazing, and I’ll try my best to do this! This could become a series if y’all like this first one! (Not me writing way more than I should again ehe~)
TW: yandere behaviour (unhealthy infatuation)
female y/n as requested, gay panic go brr
long post ahead! yea i sure hope it does- vine reference go brr
‘Twas another busy day. This isn’t new to Ningguang, but today, she’s been invited by the owner of the Dawn Winery to visit Mondstadt, as well as for their business negotiations.
While waiting for Diluc Ragnvindr in the city, she decides to visit the flower shop that their guide mentioned. It should be open by now, and the displayed flowers are pretty too. It’d be nice to bring local Cecilias back to her office desk in Liyue, she mused.
“Welcome to Floral Whisper.” The woman behind the floras greeted with a warm smile. “How may I help you? Is this your friend, Moco?”
The woman’s smooth voice and smile made Ning’s heart skip a beat. Not to mention that the woman’s her type. It didn’t help that the afternoon sunlight was highlighting her beautiful features.
Maybe she’s the one Ningguang’s been looking for. The perfect darling. Maybe that’s why she felt a tinge of jealousy, when the florist first addressed the winery’s maid. She’d rather have the flourish beauty focus on her, and only her.
Feigning a calm composure, Ning tries to calm her heart down as Moco helped to answer the question. “Hi y/n! This is Lady Ningguang. We’re looking for some local specialties. Are there any flowers that you’d recommend?”
Upon knowing who the elegant guest is, y/n’as brows lifted in awe and her eyes lit up as she tries to find the suitable flowers Ning’d want. Ning found it adorable.
“It’s nice to meet you, Miss Ningguang. We have flowers that suit different occasions, so may I ask what purpose your flowers would have? We have a fine selecti-”
Before Ningguang could answer, y/n was cut off by Moco again. “Omg y/n! Just give your suggestions based on your own opinions! You always ramble on about the flowers and get scolded by Flora. Lady Ningguang is a busy businesswoman, you know. Unless… ehehe~”
Moco’s reprimands and teasing further fueled Ningguang’s inner irritation, of this unworthy host, standing in between her and her future darling. Not to mention the disrespect. It only became worse when she noticed y/n’s dejected face.
“Oh… I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to waste your precious time, Miss Ningguang. You’re right, Moco.” Y/n’s gaze drooped to the ground, and bowed slightly as she apologised. Ning wished that she could bring back the light in her darling’s eyes, like when she was talking about her precious florals.
Maybe if she brings her back to Liyue, she could spoil y/n and always keep that spark of bliss in her eyes. This dangerous yet tantalising thought creeps into her deeper thoughts and takes root. But for now, she’ll have to lock this idea away, to respond as nicely as she should to y/n.
“No, it’s alright. I’d love to hear more about the flowers, if you’d like to. I’m still considering if I need bouquets for other occasions other than for my office.” Gently, Ningguang finally gets the chance to reply to y/n.
‘It’s not a waste of time if it’s you.’ she thinks.
As she wanted, the florist’s face brightened once more.
“Thank you,” she said meekly, then began to continue her suggestions passionately.
“If you’re looking for flowers for your office, I’d suggest Cecilias, as they are beautiful and resilient. It gives me the same impression that I get from you.”
Y/n blushed as red as a Silk Flower at Ningguang. She quickly continued after clearing her throat, before her maid friend teases her again.
“Calla Lillies would be nice, if you’d like to keep them with Liyue’s Water Lillies. They thrive in waters, and look really pleasant!
I’d also recommend Small Lamp Grasses, Sweet Flowers and Windwheel Asters, if you’re looking for a bouquet for your Mondstadt business partners. They have good symbolisms, and popularity with our locals!”
“These are truly suitable suggestions.” Ningguang says with a thoughtful expression. Her head raises back up. “I’ll take three bouquets arranged as you see fit. Mora isn’t a problem, but I’d like to see what you decide to do.” She smiles more genuinely. Her cordial smile becomes softer than usual, but not that the commonfolks would notice. Especially not when the florist is still being too gay-panicked to notice.
“Yes ma’am. I’ll get them ready in 50 minutes. Would you like me to deliver them to specific places or people?” Y/n nods as she notices the half-adepti assistant come back towards Ningguang, with Amber on her side. “Hello! Amber, your sweet flowers are ready! I see you have a new friend?”
“Hello y/n! Did we miss anything?” Amber piqued. Both her and Ganyu were slightly sweating from their archery competition. Ganyu tilts her head at Ningguang as a silent inquiry, if the Tianquan needs her help to get away or assist her in other ways. Ningguang shook her head lightly in response, while Moco helps Amber carry a chunk of their bows. “Oh, and this is Ganyu!” “Hello. I’m Lady Ningguang’s assistant. Nice to meet you.” Y/n waved happily in response. “Hello Ganyu. I hope you and Lady Ningguang have a great time here! Oh and Amber, I’ve asked Noelle to bring your sweet flowers to your home. You guys live near, yes?” “Yea! Thank you!” “No problem.” Smiling, y/n starts to make the bouquets as she’s talking with her friend.
As they converse, Ningguang’s mind trails away. If she was to bring her back to Liyue, maybe she could get her darling her own flower store, or a greenhouse. She’d get jealous if her darling gets flirted with, or if people lead her attention away from Ningguang. Maybe it’ll be better if she keeps y/n at the Jade Chamber, with her adored flowers and various plants… perhaps she could take advantage of y/n’s personal delivery to her mansion, when both her and Ganyu would have returned from her trade with Mr. Ragnvindr…She’ll finally get to observe her darling right down to her very core, in private.
‘Buying those bouquets were truly great investments.’
“Y/n, it would be great if you could deliver my bouquets to the Jade Chamber. Ganyu and I would be busy in negotiations in Mondstadt, so we wouldn’t be available to collect them in time. Though, I’d have to have you deliver the third bouquet to Sir Diluc’s Winery before going to Liyue. I could arrange for someone to collect you.”
“Thank you, Lady Ningguang. Best of luck to you and Miss Ganyu with your trades! I’ll be waiting for my guide at the front gates.”
This would be the last time y/n is truly free in the City of Freedom. The last time she sees the Mondstadt sun on her leisure without unwanted companions. Or as a single person, at least.
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pxrxmoore · 2 years ago
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hello there beth i've come bearing gifts! did some watching of 911 edits as one does and came across a few 5sos/911 edits you'll enjoy: we got a cute want you back buck, bad omens buddie 🥲 and the bi anthem for talk fast buck
also as you remember a few months ago i came to you with a question about schitts creek/5sos question so im here again! if you had to assign each boy to a character in 911 which will you choose and why?
ok hope you have a lovely day 💞 thank you for the endless gifs i saw of this show before i finally caved in <3
maya my darling 💛 welcome to the slowly expanding group of 5sos to 911 stans, it’s so lovely to have u join us 😌🫶 i hope u are well and i’m sorry for sucking u in to this 😌
my love thank you for these gifts they’re so beautiful 😭🫶 not the want u back edit starting w buck getting the kid outta the claw machine that’s the cutest scene 😭 god i am Devastated 😭 BAD OMENS BUDDIE!!!!! because Evan. that fuckin ripped me APART 😫 talk fast !!!!! bisexual anthem !!!!! evan buck buckley !!!!! 🙏💕💞💓💗💖💘💝
ooffff ok ok yes!!!! i love this q!! under a read more u know how it be
ashton - bobby / hen / buck
ashton was a rly hard one to pin down because i see parts of him in a couple of characters. firstly bobby - absolutely the father figure and very much the voice of reason when it comes to his team/band/friends. but also shoulders too much of that weight sometimes until it’s noticeably heavy to others. little stubborn to ask for help. i see those characteristics in hen too. such a strong beautiful person who has a clear mindset in what she wants and how to reach it. but takes on way too much at once and only asks for help when it all crumbles. and lastly i see some of buck there too, maybe not so much now that buck is on his breakdown era 😌 like i think ash has come a long long way to break out of his self destructive habits and of putting others first without even thinking about how it could affect him but i’m sure old habits die hard. but i also see buck as ash in the way he lights up a room and is so charming and thoughtful
luke - buck / ravi
i also see a lot of the same destructive tendencies of buck in luke. passing out the ‘good’ pieces of himself to others, putting on a brave face. putting all of the weight of the world on his own shoulders. but also. youngest brother and all the teasing that comes with that 😌🫶 god and he is just so pretty they’re both devastating. but i also for sure see luke as ravi - again youngest brother (idk if that’s canon but he deff gives those vibes of the younger sibling) and getting ribbed by the others, slightly awkward in new situations and around new people and uses comedy as a way to deflect 🫶
calum - eddie
not because i said ash could be buck i swear 😌 no but strong silent type, takes a while to warm up to people but you have his full trust once he’s got you under his wing. he is so fucking expressive 😭 background eddie in scenes vs calum in any interview when he’s not being asked something directly 🫶 he’s made some fucking tough decisions that altered his entire life path, tho calum’s giving up soccer to play in the band is obv a huge positive force that changed everything for him whereas i think eddie has really had to come to terms with his decisions in maybe a more negative way to begin with. therapised eddie tho giving out that love and positivity freely to his friends reminds me very much of calum
michael - chim
god he is so fucking strong and he loves so deeply and loudly. will drop everything to be there for his friends and give them his full support. when he’s so fucking sure of something he’ll pursue it to the ends of the earth. very much michael putting everything in to the band to give himself and the boys a new start at life and he carries that with him now in every band decision. he’s such a strong force within the band he has so much faith in his friends. also he’s fuckin funny mans got jokes 😌🫶
thank u so much my love!!! i hope u have a wonderful day 🥰💛
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cherryblossom-chopper · 3 years ago
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Greetings, Liv!
So my friend Emma sees that you're accepting Mashup Reqs so they ask me to send this ask request to you for them;
Hello🙏✨
I just saw your page and think your works seem cool, So I'm here to send a request 🖐️💟
This is my firt time to send anyone an ask sor excuse my language and words haa-
I'm Emma. Or in Japanese ‘ Eima ’ (Ei that means Eternal)
I'm a Cancer, an ENTJ 3w4(But prefer to be alone rather than joining people in social-related stuffs) I have Depression and ADHD. Queer (She/Her, They/Them or anything—) I prefer any gender But mostly Masc.
I'm Thai and half Chinese. I know 6 languages and I can speak 3 of them.
I enjoy staying alone, Drowning in my thoughts. My hobbies are art-related like Drawing, Playing Music(I love playing Cello the most ayaaa💌♥️💗💓💟✨), Writing stories, read books (mostly European and Japanese classic novels like Crime and Punishment, No Longer Human, And Then There Were None)
I have a younger brother that's very energetic so I need to take care of him all the time since we were young.
My interest are Every king of arts, stories, cosplay, photography, writing, occult, music.
Not sure if this necessary but I'm Simping for middle-aged men lol
I'm scared of being in large spaces and crowds, also scared of socializing with people I don't know pretty well. But I'm really confident when it came to something that can satisfy my ego- (and No one can hurt my pride! Hah!)
I'm a solitude person and don't really have friends (cuz' I don't think I need them anyways) I'm not good with words so I mostly communicate through my actions. I tend to be uncomfortable around very cheerful ppl (and people around me are mostly that type of person, So I often Isolate myself from them)
I have low determination and often find academic things boring.
I'm very strict about privacy. I don't intrude other's and They can't intrude mine. (If they went to far, I immediately stop and cut of everything)
My favourite animals are Reptiles and Avians. Mainly Snakes and Hawks, Owls, Ducks.
Here's my informations!
Hope I don't mess anything up here ehe-
Btw thanks for accepting my request 🙏💟💗💓✨
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Welcome to my page, dearest! You're so talented! I'm impressed!
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I ship you with Kuzan (Aokiji)
I suspect Kuzan would be very intimidating for you to talk to at first. He's a quiet and apathetic guy who also happens to be like seven feet tall. A massive man. For one reason or another, though, I think Kuzan would be interested in you and pursue you, as he actively goes after anything that interests him.
His muted responses and on-the-go kind of attitude seem like they would fit really well with your needs for privacy and solitude. Kuzan doesn't mind giving you space because he also values alone time. But he makes it clear that you can always reach out to him for anything you need.
I think Kuzan would enjoy listening to you play music. Sure maybe he'd fall asleep, but he can't help himself. Your presence comforts him. I think he would like to simply relax in the same room together. No one has to talk or do something outwardly interesting. The two of you could just sit in silence doing different things, maybe you're both reading, or he's playing on his phone, and you're writing. It doesn't matter to Kuzan all that much.
Relationship Trope:: Stanger's to Lovers
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