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Me: Hey, can I please have content for the poc characters on The Boys universe? Especially MM, Victoria, and Marie?
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#but let it be for homelander or soldier boy and i'll get results galore 🙄#no i do not care about those nasty racist yte men give me substance give me flavor give me actually interesting characters#like it's very evident this fandom hardly cares for their black and other poc characters and it shows#like i can't even go through the characters tags without seeing majority content that isn't even about them#especially for mm#i'll never forget how he was literally having a panic attack at seeing sb but everyone was like “SOLDIER BOY IS SO HOT”#like why is there so few mm x reader &/or marie x reader!?#heck there's little for victoria and kimiko! like yall COME ON!#im happy that jordan was able to blow up on here bc at least im getting fed content#but why do i see more stuff them x cate x reader in some way than i do with them x reader x marie!?#yall be doing marie so dirty sometimes 😭#the boys#mother's milk#marvin milk#marie moreau#victoria neuman#kimiko miyashiro#like i just barely find stuff for victoria and kimiko but its not enough 😭#I DON'T CARE ABOUT BUTCHER GET HIM OFF MY DASH
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the elderly and their matching gloves
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#arasawa#jo sawashiro#masumi arakawa#snap sketches#i have one (1) more class today in about an hour and then im freeeeee. until 8am tomrrow 🧍♂️#NO IM MAD LEMME EXPLAIN so the reason why i even drew this was cause i was supposed to meet with my counselor#TO DROP THAT CLASS ACTUALLY cause i very quickly remembered conceptual art was a movement and not. Concept Art#and so here MY DUMBASS sitting in a zoom call for almost three hours waiting for him to get there#and he NEEEVVVER SHOWS UP BRO i have genuine beef with this dude he's SOO bad at responding to emails and showing up for zoom#oh well.... at least i can give everyone old people...#i almost binned this but i liked arakawa's face too much. also i NEVER DRAW THEM OLD I NEED TO POST WHAT I GOT#i actually have more doodles in mind- i had a sawashiro sketch that i didnt like but i really wanna make the concept work#and then i was thinking of a Not Depressing Comic so. yay.#LISTEN we know i love angst and putting everyone through The Horrors but i just wanna see them happy...#ok bye im gonna. Hm.#idk actually i only have an hour and im already dressed for class#i guess ill try sketching out that comic..#BYE
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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy
#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her#she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy#and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general#HOWEVER#i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids#one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids#and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere#like im actually worried about it#i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly#and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on#so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention#anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho#and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job#but im so sadddd#also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group#its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff#and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly#literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving#things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much#but i literally can't see a future here#and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired#she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks#anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids#its just really hard#which is why i've stayed this long#i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss
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in honor of the tpot short with the failed debuters (assumedly) being announced soon heres my tierlist of all the tpot debuters most favorite to least
tags for longer opinions :3
#i dont really hate any of them and avocado is just down there because I kind of enjoy everyone else more . The only I feel like . Any kind+#+of Real negativity at all to are nonexisty and 9ball#nonexisty because fuck off and 9ball because that’s just 8ball but different gimmick . And 8ball is already not the best imo#tpot#happy taggy got in bc they n winner were my favorites . I have my reaction to taggy getting in recorded I love taggy a lot#what can I say im a :3 girl#i like leek because it’s a plant also they put a hatsune miku ref in the episode with the flip phone triple baka#pda is a device which is always awesome forever and it looks like theyr gonna have a role in the short which is :DDDDDD#onigiri is fun because it’s a fun romaji . it would also be funny if they called em jelly donut . but onigiri is cool they look like+#+a rocky clone Maybe or if they’re just mute hey I Really Like Mute Characters So Win. cause I Think they were the only one who didn’t+#+speak in the episode . Don’t take my word for it I haven’t watched tpot 1 in a while lol (I think boom mic didn’t speak either actually)#boom mic; clapboard; and camera I speak as 3 together . Theyre super awesome and it would be fun to see if they have a dynamic . Cuase+#+theyre like . All movie equipment . Idk I remember long back ago i roleplayed em they mean a lot to me#i like tha vhsy a little more because reminds me of that freak from TAOT who i just adore . Also novel rectangular thing also kind of prett#tape friend looks like a menace and I like characters that are menaces I think them and six could be friends#sink I just like the design of lol . also I like the song kitchen sink by tøp#salt lamp is cool because I like salt lamps and they’re pretty colors both on and off#shopping cart is silly . I like wheeled characters#blender is an appliance I like how they did the asset#discy’s prettyyyy colored#battery is small and cute they also might be the mute character idr I haven’t seen them talk personally . Feel free to correct me if any+#+info I say here is wrong btw#Snare drum is small and cool and I like how they look#Anchor is also I like how they look also listen to anchor by caize#shell is like emo and a good shape#rubber spatula; scissors; tax guy I forget their name; and shampoo I think have good designs#avocado im so sorry I just like everyone else more than u im not the biggest fan ever of things like donut mouth#and I already explained the last 2 awesome 👍
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Today.............. has genuinely. Been. A Day.
Have some OC doodles I started yesterday before tragedy struck and are like the bare minimum effort for today to finish. Since the two princes were originally not /in canon/ for another plot but rather made for a mafia AU as cousins to one of the main characters for the base plot. I was like. Huh let's give them a happier life. So here they're just princes and instead of the police department/detectives that most of the main cast is in base plot, those are the royal guards around the twins' castle.
#my characters#the funny thing is that the princes are like......... made for an au of another plot#and here they are in another au of the plot#so like yeehaw everyone i love my ocs and i love putting them in situations#also idk what its worth but hey happy pride atticus is trans im proud of him#it has zero relevance to the plot but its important to me that hes trans#he also is like.... an absolute bundle of friendliness which is a huge contrast to the twins cousin#who is extremely stoic for the most part and finds it hard to feel emotions and thinks#everyone feels the same way all the time like him - WHICH IS DEPRESSED BY THE WAY#but he learns that ah nope thats just him and oh hes better by the power of love#and he doesnt actually get it ?? like in canon or mafia or as a prince hes just like#huh i like this guy and he makes me want to smile which is really odd im gonna stay by him if i can#and doesnt even realize right away hes fallen in love#atticus and caspian however are very aware of their emotions and are v happy to see their cousin feel things#and are constantly there to tease him but support him and help him and theyre all good boys#ill shut up in the tags now bc the tags are taking me as long to type as the art took to doodle
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curse of ireland's only real known, widespread influence outside of ireland being a youtuber and a musical artist. like babes im so sorry to ruin whatever quirky fairycore bogland or super hype loud fun idea you may or may not have of ireland but. it isnt that im sorry. its literally just a place
edit: i put too many fucking tags on this post and it broke so youre just going to miss out on my immaculate rants. tumblr fucking hates me
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in general, sometimes i really wonder what sort of impression i make on this place
#some told me (ily muach) but this sort of question do appear sometimes#like i know my personality and such#but like writing wise#and like from things i do here i really wonder how people see me#probably because im also new here and a bit tmi but this is like the most active i have been in socmed after quite a l o n g while#everyone here has been nothing but kind to me tho ily everyone#im glad im here hahaha#maybe one day i will talk about how happy i am whenever i talk to someone here#as a shy person it really means a lot to me haha#okay this is getting embarassing but yeah that question does exist#babblings#it's been 3 work days right so yeah let me be noisy this once again#or maybe i should make another blog that i treat like a priv acc and i dump everything there#hey thats a good idea actually#there are many things i want to say but all in all im really happy to be here. thank you everyone#i am still learning on how to express it and about interaction all in all as i am still as much of as a grandma as when i first start#but there is that. ily everyone#just putting this out here for a bit haha. might as well
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#i have been lying around with the urge to like um erase myself teeheeeeeeeeeeee#i love having a thin skin and also gng through PMS and also just being idk someone who hates themselves a lot hahahaahahahaha#I JUST WENT TO FUCKING THERAPY FOR MY FEELINGS OF NEEDING TO BE USEFUL AND KEEP PEOPLE HAPPY#JUST LAST WEEK#WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKKKKKKKKKK#MENTAL HEALTH IS SO MUCH FUCKING HARD WORK I HATE IT HERE#IVE BEEN FEELING TIGHTNESS IN MY CHEST ALL DAY TODAY AND THIS STUPID THING JUST DETONATED#AND ITS A FUCKING SUNDAY I HAVE TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW KNOWING I FEEL LIKE ABSOLUTE SHIT AT WORK#i feel like everyone probably hates me AND they should bc im so useless#AND IM SOMEHOW SUPPOSED TO UNLEARN NEEDING TO FEEL NEEDED????? WTF?????????????? GIRLLLLLLLLLLL I DONT HAVE THAT KINDA SELF ESTEEM L O L#i mean we all know hahaha yeah self esteem its something ure supposed to build yourself! it takes work!#I DONT WANNA DO THE WORK IT SUCKS HERE WHY CANT EVERYONE JUST LOVE ME AND FOR ME TO BE AWESOME AND FLAWLESS OMG IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR#fuck i know it is. and im supposed to sit down and imagine sitting down with some older fucking wise self and idk sit down and watch myself#so i can see how my brain is beating me up for jack shit but god its painful to even think about#and dinner is happening soon and i dont have any excuse for not gng to the dinner table soon#meanwhile im having a breakdown lolllll gotta pretend everything is fine and im not losing my mind so my parents wont call me a lil bitch :)#NEGATIVITY#i hate how much suicidal ideations are imprinted into my brain hehehehehehehe
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I'm now doing a perfect job at work :) senior engineers found no problems with my work :) I know this was only two projects, but this has been my goal for 3-4 months and I'm finally there.
#totes bro#i need a generic tag for my disclaimer#but this is for me when i go back through my blog in the future#i used to 'blog' more but this is fun to see 3 years from now#disclaimer over#granted he isnt really trying but im doing better than a guy thats been here 18 years#im right now the most reliable engineer 1 :)#which means I get more projects and harder projects which i normally dont like#i like to be able to do nothing#but theyre fun when theyre hard#and.....im actually happy to go to work because its enjoyable#which is good that im on good terms with everyone and dont get annoyed#because im here for the next 25 years#i do everything with an understanding that im setting up my next 25 years so dont makr this stressful#the reason being if im here that long i get pension#so essentially double social security when i retire#+ a very good matched retirement account#work for the government. you make less now but i go home at 4:30#benefits are great
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"why are you dropping e**ie for to**y? you just want to see bvck with a man, it's not about him having a good relationship!"
btch i could give you a 100 reasons why T0mmy is a good relationship for Bvck (not that any of you would listen) & that there's nothing wrong with enjoying the actual canon queer couple on my screen over a fanon one just cuz YOU think the story is heading in a direction that has never been promised to you and you can't let go of your fandom ideals.
in the mean time i'll be over here cheering on Bvck's canon happiness with his possible soon-to-be future canon boyfriend.
#once again i am not tagging this#cuz im sick of seeing ppl's negative opinions in tags#& i am adamant about not doing that myself hence the censored names#like i loved bddie for years#and their friendship still means the world to me#but im not holding onto something that may never happen#and letting it get in the way of what is actually being written and given to me#esp when what's being written is being done with so much care and thought put into it by everyone involved#im happy here#YOU guys are the miserable ones because your feelings are being hurt that not everyone wants to cling to fanon#& the reason for that is because it makes you scared that if not everyone screams their desire for the fanon ship that it'll never happen#news flash the fandom is only thousands of people#the GA is millions#you don't have much say and leverage as you think you do#especially because so many of the fandom's views don't actually officially count towards the ratings#a harsh fact but a necessary one to realize
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I feel like for me- PERSONALLY- the way you write the members through your view has actually influenced me into seeing them in a light I never thought of before, and now I realize how well you seem to read them even without seeing them act upon super sexual situations, although we may never know what they’re like 100% (even though I’m sure Jay is spooning you and reading this over your shoulder rn)
jay is absolutely spooning me rn like "good job babe, now if you could stop sharing how i am in such an intimate light it would be nice, that's for you only."
no but really, my opinions of them both outside and inside of sexual situations come solely from their astrology charts bc i'll be fucking damned if that shit isn't accurate in my own experience.
ppl can write mommy kink jake all they want [me] but it doesn't change the fact that if he has a mommy kink u better be begging him later bc he needs what the stars say he needs KJFHDSKJFHSDK
#ask#anon#im flattered tbh#it's very easy to see ppl a specific way through fiction even if it's based on realistic aspect and/or real scenarios#not everyone has the same spirituality as i do but i see them this way solely for fun-- astrology isn't always spot on after all but#it's fun to put them in characters solely because we can imagine it- but always remember none of it is real at the end of the day#not saying you would but some people are fucking stupid and genuinely take this shit into irl and/or fan meetings and it's like BITCH??????#we have fun here. if they actually match how i write them COOL!! none of us should ever know unless...yknow....jay PICKS ME. [pick me jay]#as long as we all know this isn't serious and is entirely fiction-- im so so happy to know i've influenced you#c:
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same soup... different day
#hello it is sarah in the tags again#i feel like i tell myself i'll actually use this as a blog and then i forget and then i remember and then i forget again#venting ahead if that is not ur jam (talking to the 2 followers who actually see my posts)#i like tumblr because it;s so removed from my personal life that it feels really like a place i dont have to be anything for anyone#anyway i've been wondering if i should go back to therapy again but i feel like they might get tired of me because i keep bailing and comin#back like an addict lol like i swear i'll commit this time! sike. ghost be upon ye#anyway this time i'd come in for the big D#i don't like the floor it just feels closer to being six feet under and a bit like where i belong#i feel like a great number of things have happened in the past year and i've met all of it with a very lukewarm sense of dread and anxiety#its not even about feeling happy i dont even think i can feel shaken by anything. i feel like people see my apathy and think it's confidenc#anyway im not going back. they always say the same thing. can't do shit about shit life syndrome. and i don't want pills i'm so sick of the#isn't it something that i'm especially depressed the day before i start my new job? it's a tradition at this point. cheers#isn't it cruel that everyone in my life seem to put me on some kind of bizarre pedestal and no one questions my decisions or authority and#i battle with myself to figure out if i'm doing the right thing (no one will tell me the truth they are all scared of me getting angry)#was talking with a friend about how it'll be if i join their group project in a module we're taking soon.#and she's like well isn't it obvious? everyone will just listen to whatever you say and we'll end up doing well.#no one would challenge you because you're always right. and it's like.. yeah. i guess. okay. (hate that i know she's not wrong)#lol can u tell this is why house is kind of getting to me. learning lots of things about myself watching that man commit medical malpractic#anyway. i didn't ghost my therapist this time i remember now. she left the clinic lol she asked me to connect on linkedin. that was amusing#i always feel like the therapists here never know what to do with me and i kind of have to hold their hand a bit through my psyche#also they seem to be a bit at awe of me which is a bit annoying. and i know that definitely sounds like Issues but it's just like#ugh not you too. please stop i'm sick of it i'm sick with it. i don't want you to be inspired by my awful life and how i handled it#and i have nothing to say for it but... *gestures vaguely* of all of this
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fuck
#like idk i never realized just how bad she hurt me. i didnt even rly realize she hurt me at all#bc there are so so so many ways she sldve reacted so much worse. but like i never thought someone cld just straight up ignore it.#like i get the way i told her was dumb and confusing. ok. i can understand that. whatever#but idk. she said she wished my sister had told her years earlier so that she cldve helped her back then#but then suddenly it's different when it's me. suddenly it's 'but youve always been my little girl' and 'oh i dont know that sounds dangerou#s' and 'are you sure?' and 'how long have you felt like this'#well it's been almost 5 fucking years now and it hasnt changed. i havent changed. fuck#i trusted her. i trusted her to be there for me and to support me and to accept me and she threw it back in my face and never even blinked#i can never ever trust her again and she doesnt care. she doesnt even know bc shes so wrapped up in all the fucking lies she tells herself#fuck. she did everything wrong. fuck. i can never fully trust anyone with this part of me again bc of her#and it's awful bc it's such an important part of me. it brings me so much joy and i think on it often and i love myself for it#but it's just simmering in my chest and every time i think of letting it hit air again i freeze bc i thought it was safe once and it WASNT.#i wanted to get my name changed before high school. i wanted to start the medical process. i wanted all the thing i thought shed do for me.#my wants and my understanding of my identity has changed now but it still hurts.#it hurts so bad to see other ppl my age get all of that and to have the support of their family and to not be afraid to put a name to it all#im happy for them. but it's so awful hearing her point those ppl out w no self awareness like oh thats so good for them isnt that sweet#I AM RIGHT HERE! YOU COULD BE DOING ALL OF THAT! I NEEDED YOU TO BE THAT FOR ME!#and every time she does acknowledge it she gets it completely wrong or it's just to bemoan how little she understands#'oh everyones changing their name now its so confusing' 'im really trying i dont know what else you want from me' NO YOURE NOT! YOURE NOT!#YOUVE NEVER BEEN WILLING TO TRY. NOT FOR ME.#you never fucking loved me you loved the idea of what you thought i would be and you cant fucking let it go even when the truth is staring#you dead in the face. fuck. you complain about how i 'hate you' or 'think youre stupid' well maybw treat me with an ounce of respect and act#like you understand the things youve EXPLICITLY BEEN TOLD. even a little.#but honestly it's too late. if she were to suddenly have a change of heart now i wouldnt give a damn.#the damage is done you dont get to have this part of me and act like youre such a good and supportive mother.#i cant even say i hate her. i love her but shes hurt me more than anyone else ever has and i can never trust her to actually love me or even#fucking see me or support anything about me that actually matters to me#i dont know. i dont know. thinking about it again.#ive thought abt telling my dad. not bc it wld do any good but bc ik he values honesty and maybe hed throw me a 'damn that sucks'#my sister said this is something i have to fight on but she doesnt get it. i have no ground to stand on as far as shes concerned
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it is so hard for me not to post every single thought i have on here the moment i have it
#if you think i post a lot (i do) you should see my drafts alkdsfj#A RECAP: i loaded in cori's mom and dad earlier and it made me so sad i was on the brink of retconning cori's entire bg so#that their dad is still alive :(#i did zot as gnb and it was going so well i was about to compliment urianger on here and then he let me die twice to the mob right before#the final boss. rude. also estinien is the only one who actually follows me when i keep running lol#i dont think bard is going to be canon for cori but the deepshadow crossbow IS and i think they would use their aetherotransformer with it#like they do with their multitool/automated crossbow#also im thinking about giving cori back their summoning ability before DT bc im impatient and i feel bad for them :(#but i want them to be primarily mch for DT. but im tired of making them suffer its been almost a YEAR (for me) i want them to be happy agai#and now im going to go take a shower and hopefully write a little bit before i go to bed. BEFORE MIDNIGHT#okay. im free. sorry to everyone who followed me for that corishtola photoset and now have to deal with me akdjfa#i need a text post tag
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More!!!! More!!!!! More bird art!!!!! So much fucking bird art!!!! I actually had variants of those chibi pics I wanted to post as well that I actually can’t because I have!! too much bird art!!!! And, a lot of these are actually pretty old tbh? I just never got around to fully finishing them. I have now tho! So yeah!!! Finally! I can post birds!!
#aphr#ares#ocs#original character#original characters#doodles#ghasts ocs#the alternate vers of the chibis were just gonna be them without all the filters and stuff. and I might still post those to my twitter!#we shall see#but yes!! have birds!#first pic actually aphr is not a bird… it’s her like humanized.. still a wings tho ghgh-#at the time of drawing these I was v happy cuz I felt I was finally getting the hang of drawing ares#but it’s been a few months now and I can confirm my brain has immediately LOST the hang of it gghg-#he looks so nice here…. why can’t I draw him looking nice… I could before what happened ghgh-#my fave pic in this photoset is probs the last one..#I feel a lil sad that the leash aphr is holding is kinda crooked ghgh. she’s supposed to be holding it taught. so it should be straight#but!!! other then that one thing. I love that pic. I think it’s very cool… the pose. there expressions. the collars#the fact that they’re BOTH wearing collars and holding each others leashes. because they’re BOTH manipulating each other#the way that ares is staring transfixed at aphr. like in awe. while she instead looks coyly to the audience#aphr needing more than just ares. needing everyone’s love. while she’s obsessed with just having hers… it’s GOOD. IM PROUD OF THAT PIC#I had a concept and I think I executed it well and it conveys there shit good ghgh-#ok anyway… I hope u all like the art lol#*while HES obsessed w just having hers#it’s like 8 am as I’m writing these tags ghghg my brain fucked up sorry lol#also.. for the chibi aphr pic. I’ve changed my mind on simplifying her red chest feathers as a heart shape..#I actually think a diamond shape would work a lot better!#ok anyway!!! enjoy fucked up codependent birds!!
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I know I haven’t been on here much but I gotta say, cutting myself off of most social media and not interacting with toxic people has probably been the best decision I’ve ever made
#im incredibly happy with my life at the moment it’s a dream come true#and i literally have ZERO drama#ive realized that debating/arguing about things on social media means absolutely nothing#people waste so much time and energy over the most stupid things#like anytime I see any discourse on here im reminded of how none of it actually matters#anyway it’s late and I’m rambling like an old person but idk#im just so happy I’ve found true peace and hope everyone else can be happy as well#rubytext
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