#im gonna stop for real now
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honestly, i would love to read that?

#only if it wouldnt be much of an inconvenience#honestly straight up nothing comes to mind when i try to think of rules#obviously im aware of them at some exctent considering the anxiety inherent to going outside and how my behaviour changes a lot#but i figure its less bc of Understanding the Rules™‚ but more... learned survival responce?#like‚ putting random values into an unknown formula- and the answer is somewhat correct? you don't know why though. it works.#there are five more answers btw and thats only the accepted ones. some answers are politely ignored‚ others are wrong but who cares at that#point.#anyway ill stop myself here lol#i would be interested in reading that‚ is the point‚ but i wonder how much of those tend to pass cross-culture#eye contact mb. stranger on the street interaction‚ but those might be country specific... and class specific now that i think of it#oh god‚ there are so many arbitrary rules and none of them are necessary#im gonna stop for real now
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apperently a hot take: specific phobia flags should not have the thing the phobia is about on the flags. i just saw an entomophobia (phobia of bugs) flag with a huge bug on it. like, thats inaccessible to (some, would argue most) people with that specific phobia, and thats your target audience. please think about another symbol that could do it (for example a fear symbol). thank you.
#i would respectfully throw hands if i requesed a sciurophobia flag and got a flag a gigant squirrel on it#like be for real now... is this a -phobia flag or a gender/xenoid/species/literally anything else flag#chatting service!#im gonna spam tag this with coining tags MAYBE it will stop#mad coining#mad pride#phobias#phobia#qai community#qai term#mogai community#liom community
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May I offer you a hastily drawn picture to wish you a good get-through-the-week? :3

HELLO ??????? HELLO hot gluing this to my eyes IMMEDIATELY thank you so much i feel myself becoming stronger already
#fave#'snap i thought you were sleeping' i am not immune to notifications AND I AM REWARDED GREATLY#snap chats#that parks and rec meme You Know The One i havent stopped staring at this for the past five hours <- its been twenty minutes#PLEAAASSE this is so cute omg thank you so much .... ill cherish this until i die and even then ill continue to cherish it in death#PRECISELY the vision i had earlier you get it ......... im OBSESSED#will have to save this to my phone and refer to it like a sailor lost at sea missing his wife#BOTH wives even .... woAh ......#i dont wanna post this cause i just wanna keep lookign at it whenever i open my inbox. like i need this stapled In My Inbox#we'll do the next best thing il'l print it once i can ....... motivation to not fumble these next few weeks and life tbh#AAA THANK YOU AGAIN MY FRIEND for ALL you do. i STILL have to check the drive you updated i saw that vjLEKJEAJ#a morning endeavor surely ..... for now i bid you good night and a heart Thank You for the nineteenth time !!!!!!!!!#I JUST KEEP SCROLLING BACK UP TO LOOK AT IT PLEAAAASSSEEE ok im gonna sleep FOR REAL NOW#GOOD NIGHT and thank you once more !!!!!! i love it sm .......
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made a thing that kinda applies to @letsdrawcastiel's monthly prompt of winter cas I suppose since those are Christmas cookies right there. this is a continuation of another art piece thingy I made a little while back
the epic saga continues. Dean and Cas somehow managed to actually make the cookies, but never got around to decorating them for...important reasons and as usual, we shall now all bow our heads in prayer for Samuel Winchester and this miserable existence he calls life
(poor poor Sam, like he's not the one who hung up the mistletoe and I can still never spell that word right on the first try ghbgiy)
(12/12/24)
#my art#supernatural#spn#spn fanart#castiel#dean winchester#destiel#sam winchester#poor sam lol#seasonally appropriate art#my prompts#my challenges#letsdrawcastiel#krita#i think im gonna stop tagging krita when i use it since it seems like im gonna continue using it now#even though i don't like the result as much as i do when i use flipaclip#sam should lowkey be compensated for his suffering#like one of those commercials about bad water at military bases from the late 1900s and they're like oops i guess people are sick now#sam should definitely be using his lawyer skills to get paid for his eternal suffering though real talk#jurys still out on whether the fact that dean and cas are now actually kiss instead of just staring will make things better or worse#knowing them probably worse tbh#it's a miracle those cookies exist at all and we all know it#sam just snapping the head off a gingerbread man bc his head is exploding irl#you know like you do
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Stars, I have seen them fall
Huge credit to @my-private-tsukuyomi and their Stardust AU for the inspiration for this! Open for better resolution
#i read the fic and this spawned in my brain so of course i had to make it#our beautiful vitya shining like he deserves#also apparently this piece is wack on some screens so if something looks odd shhhhhh screen settings#“but the proportions-” ssssshhhhhhh its the settingsssss the mistakes you see arent reallll#anyway uh yeah im back on my contrast bs so and i do not intend to ever not be on it#i had way too much fun making this to stop making pieces like this so hope yall enjoy#also yes hair so much hair because hair is the best and no one will every convince otherwise#theres nothing like shading hair#oh and obligatory tag#id like to thank viktor for canonically having long hair#dw lil i gotchu#well make it real#anyway im gonna post this now before i find another detail im mad at and edit it and resave it for a 70th time#be free my star#yuri on ice#yuri on ice fanart#fanart#art#arom antix art#arom antix#viktor nikiforov
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GAMING IS MY SON AND IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HIM IM GONNA KILL EVERYONE IN THIS ROOM AND THEN MYSELF!!

LOOK AT HIM HES SO CUTE
i still have hope in getting the other boys too



its ok they can be a band or smth.. at least then gaming wouldn’t have to be so disappointed in people not hiring him bc he’s just having fun with his boys…
#it took me soooo long to realize his name can also be 'gaming' and idk if i should be ashamed or proud lol#his hashtag is gonna get real funny real quick#is it actually an intentional business decision made by hyv#no way this was accidental#anyway im disappointed in his hair design but i stopped feeling much since all genshin charas always have the ugliest hairstyles#also him being another bennett just not as unlucky#he works so hard and still tries to achieve his artistic dream at the same time#but people just smile and ignore him…PAY THE DUDE!!!#ALSO ALSO.. chiaki 2.0 and they better add all other ryuseitai next#i just can get over how energetic and cool genshin concept designs are when the game keeps slapping us with a downgraded version every time#not to say current designs aren’t energetic or cool.. just not as much lol (still salty about red xiao and those flying nahidas)#now i know why they still not doing an art book yet.. they’re ashamed to admit of the amounts of good designs they never use#AND I LOVE GENSHIN DESIGNS honest (otherwise why would i keep doing fanart of this game and this game only for 3 years)#sorry i dont post all of them.... i have issues#but i cant help but feel robbed when i see these designs knowing what they could’ve been#and it’s in no way hyv’s fault *glance at leakers* and the new designs are getting crazier and cooler but#please for the love of god hyv stop with the mullets PLEASE!!!#gaming#ga-ming#gaming genshin#genshin impact
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attack for @/pi_peeppeep_pi (art fight) !!!
#my art#art fight#artfight 2024#team stardust#team seafoam#YAAAAAY FIRST ATTACK runs around in circles#do u guys have any idea how proud i am of this!!! bc i am literally framing this in my brain im so happy with how this came out and im even#happier that pipi likes how they turned out :] i had so much fun working on this#even when i was trying to figure out how everything would look i still really enjoyed the process and found it really therapeutic#last year i had an art class and we drew a lot of skeletons (all human) and i think one cow skull and i also really enjoyed doing those#and working on this reminded me a lot of that class!! AND IM ALSO HAPPY BC I FOUND A BRUSH THAT LOOKS LIKE A COMBINATION#OF ALL OF MY OTHER FAVORITE BRUSHES AND I FEEL LIKE I CAN DRAW WITH IT THE WAY I WOULD A REAL LIFE PENCIL AUUGHHHHH IM WINNING#oh yeah halfway into figuring out how everything was gonna look the basement started flooding. for context i have a desk in the basement#where i draw . bc it's quiet . and it started flooding . LMFAO so i had to stop for 2 hours to take care of that with my dad#all is fine now lol just pray we dont get any more rain. then we might not be as fine but its all good
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perpetually pissed about how the internet treats the circus show and i dont mean the fandom rn...
#i should be less bitterr about it..#like i dont even care if people dont like the show thats not the issue#the issue i have is when ppl designate a show they arent interested in#as inherently for middle schoolers or badly written or that it Must be some sort of cash grab#i feel like the amny of scrutiny this show recieves is like. absurd#even not critically. ppl decided oh thats the thing a preschooler watches so im not even gonna be a like huge hater of the show or whatever#just deaignating it as Lesser and not even worthy of discussion#just an absolute refusal to engage w the concept that it could be good . just deciding arbitrarily it wasnt worth anything#and like. truthfully thats the same idea that stopped me from watching it for so long#like 'cringe is dead' or whatevwr but i think nothing has changed#and ive spent like all my life with interests widely seen as stupid so i have a bit of a complex about it#i just wanna like smth without feeling scrutinized for it#or like i can only like it if i were to critique literally anything about it and only enjoy it from a distance#that im not allowed to find it deep and meaningful otherwise im Reading Too Much Into It#anyway this post is very negative im just like. idk. it bothers me#its not a big deal at the end of rhe day theres bigger problems in the world obviously#but i wish i didnt have to spend every minute im relaxing or happy considering how people would scrutinize me#for daring to like the show that 'was popular for a minute but now only middle schoolers like'. whatever#im still not gonna be online much today but im feeling bitter and there was a delay in leaving#so you get me being bitter now. sorry#now i leave properly ill see you all later for real this time
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new year, new WIP post! at the end of 2024 i had 8672 words edited and marked as Done on the Big WIP. now i'm up to 8865
#just a short section finished this time but it IS finished. & i did a lot on the next section too#im glad i took several weeks off from it i have come back Refreshed#going through in order now!! doing battle with chapter 2 which is the Cringe Chapter#it isnt actually. it's fine. but it's old and has a lot of side characters in it#so editing those scenes sometimes makes me recoil with embarrassment#been doing good with that though. cringe may not be dead but it is ailing#i made newt weirder in a few scenes#he didnt seem like himself. he needs to say like 10% more odd shit#and im almost done what im calling Chapter 2a for now#chapter 2 is gonna be too fuckin long and im almost done editing up to the earliest point i could insert the chapter break#so im calling that first bit 2a and the rest 2b#probably not where the break will actually go but we'll see. depends how long 2b ends up#dreading the point where i have to renumber the chapters lmao#they have titles but im so used to the numbers...#also i swapped the titles for ch3 and ch4 but if i renumber the chapters then ch3 will become the 4th chapter#so it'll be chapter 4 with the original ch4 title but the contents of what was ch3 💀#so. 2a and 2b until i bite the bullet and renumber#tin kitchen in the garret#ive levelled up from trying to edit some shorter more straightforward fics lmao#we are getting SO close to 10k words here. next section probably#also OH my god. google docs is so annoyed with me :/#WIP document is 385 pages and it's lagging real bad... i'm going to have to empty the 'discard' sections again so it'll stop but. uuuugh#copy pasting things into a 2nd document is such a pain... why...#google docs what is your problem. 400 pages shouldnt be a big deal#all of that isn't even 70k words!
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#shout out to me for being an insufferable loud mouth in my group therapy class for over controlled losers#which is funny bc 1) i used to b extremely extremely shy and afraid of speaking to ppl and 2) bc im probably a normal amount of talkative#now lol. but in this class. its a class setting but im not getting a grade and the material isnt beyond my compression and psychology is a#soft science so i can argue back on things and not b objectivly wrong. so im like fuck it im gonna b annoying bc there r no consequences#except ppl thinking im annoying and like why tf would i care. i only see these ppl in this specific setting#and they have no authority over me and also they're annoying too bc they have similar issues to me but different. and there r archetypes.#like some ppl get real caught up on the rules and terminology of the material and im like ugh ur missing the point. the details dont fucking#matter. just think abt how u can use the idea. or some ppl r like really judgy and think theyre right abt things and im like. ugh. u sound#so insufferable. shut the fuck up. or some ppl r just extremely quiet and blank faced and just giving u nothing u have to carry the whole#conversation to make up for their lack of input. and i dont mean that in a bad way. i think everyone has the right to b annoying. i still#like them. so im like. well fuck it. i can b annoying too. so my annoying things r that im very padantic about the examples that our#instructors give. like: that doesn't fit with what u just said. or this is why i disagree with the idea. or actually i already do this thing#were learning today. which like. if i was an instructor. at least id b glad me as a student was engaging seriously with the materials#and is hopefully clarifying aspects of things. im told im good at conceptualizing things into metaphor.#whatever. i dont care. i mean. i feel intolerable but like also im not gonna stop bc who gives a fuck#also everytime they talk abt evolution stuff or data from studies im very suspicious. like show me how the fuck they quantified the number#of expressions the human face can make. show me the fucking data bc u cant fucking tell me its not an infinite number if u consider every#varied muscle movement in every combination. and its apparently very obvious when im disagreeing bc i make a face#which one of the instructors tried to prement my comments today but i was critical from a different perspective than she thought lol#anyway. shout of to being insufferable. as fucking lyrics from jc superstar wrattle endlessly through the empty caverns of my mind#i fucking love that musical. its rocketed up to like number 3 position. i lov musicals so much#bc im cringe and i don't give a fuck#unrelated
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it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent
#xmen#xmen comic#krakoa#cherik#snap chats#until the divorce of course but until then its actually so funny#how you really couldnt go a page or two without one or the other and the other one was close behind#ice climber ass duo over here. the delightful children from down the lane kind of proximity what the fuck was their PROBLEM#i feel like if one of them was teleported the other would just materialize right next to them thats how close they were#fuuuck what was the issue where sabretooth and co are in like. Brain Prison or something#and victor imagines charles but everyones like 'wait its weird if its just him where's magneto'#ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY and i NEED to know what issue that was .... to add it to my collection ....#also killed me how in immoral x-men issue 1 charles was yappin bout erik bein gone#and- God Bless Who i forget i think it was hope- was just 'can you please shut up about your dead boyfriend im begging you'#moira stronger than me if i had to deal with thing 1 and thing 2 on a daily basis i woulda snapped sooner frankly#ig when you live ten times through The Most Bullshit ever youre numb to most things but still. my god theyre so obnoxious#sorry im cackling at the bit in HoX where charles is about to announce krakoa to the world and erik's putting his hand on his shoulder#and you justs see moira in the back like dawgggg right in front of her .... can you two get a room#GENUINELY no im GENUINELY surprised they dont share a bedroom#im not even talking sharing a bed im taking my shipper goggles off im actually baffled they dont sleep in the same building#obvi id be lyin if i said i didnt love it tho To Be Real .. genuinely love seein them work together as a team .. until they werent </3#in every timeline they WILL divorce each other that's just the rule. actual canon event it cannot be changed or stopped its integral#ok ramble over. but not really not in spirit cause ill never be over this ill die before i am#im gonna go eat now i think i think thats something i As A Human has to do at least once a day
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DAVE: what if i [remembers that making suicide jokes is not conducive with the goal of improving the wellbeing of himself and everyone around him] transform into an oyster
#source: @maningning#now you may be thinking. mod dave. wouldnt this work better with one of the seadwellers#i however raise you this: I Cant Stop Saying This Post Out Loud In Real Life#i keep saying 'im going to become an oyster' when shit goes mildly wrong for me#i cant stop. i cant. im gonna turn into an oyster#homestuck#incorrect homestuck quotes#incorrect quotes#mod dave#dave strider
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People saying "character x would never love you or anyone" and drawing shit like "character x SAYING they don't love you" and I'm like
THEYRE NOT REAL!!! WHY DO YOU *CARE* IF CHARACTER X WOULD LOVE A STRANGER OR NOT! HE LITERALLY HAS NO OPINIONS ON ANYTHING AS A FICTIONAL THING. STOP BEING MEAN TO STRANGERS FOR NO REASON.
#regarding folk who just really dont like certain oc x canon i guess#it really bugs me#like. hes not fucking real stop caring about “he wouldnt fall in love!!!” he cant breathe sandra hes not real#timidwords#ANGERY POST#im gonna tag my rants like that now.
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goodbye, gleam destiny. you've served caeru well.
i haven't actually seen the abyssal future text before, so this is a cool glimpse of it!
it's just a shame about the, y'know,
name.
there's a reason i wanted to obtain st destin's through this specific method. sure, the slowcake notability route is available year-round (and is probably fully within reach given how many BDR items caeru has accrued by now) but. the torment destiny is special.
a permanent, unremovable deduction to all main stats, and a representation that the only thing awaiting your character is pain and misery everlasting.
perfect, i think, for a man with "doomed" in his title.
we don't have long now. the next candle on the list is st erzulie, which- spoiler alert- will be found in the nadir. the two candles following it will both be found at the chapel of lights, which is a place caeru actually gained access to awhile back- he's been displaying its book this whole time!
i insist on doing the SMEN candle hunt in order, though. for the flavor of it all.
happy feast of the rose, everyone. the future looks hungry.
also:
nice 👍
#there is technically nothing stopping me from grabbing the remaining 3 candles as soon as possible and Ending It™#but caeru will remain in london til his outstanding rp stuff is wrapped up#i do think i know what im gonna do at the gate. but i'll leave that unsaid. for now.#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#smen spoilers#i keep being dramatic on my semi-liveblog posts like this for no real reason lmao#sorry if anyone is bothered by it. im sure at least one person is. the dramatic narration will continue though
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ive made myself more wet and pathetic
#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL#its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed#because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH#how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would#be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing#or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late#i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed#the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either#because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember#the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either#the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with#crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure#BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION#im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real#really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and#thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT#you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without#making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY#yapping#doodles#puppysona#edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule#and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened
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it's important to keep in mind that RGGS is making games for 1) to make money and 2) the ENTIRE fanbase which is way more broad than just the fandom. Majima is and historically has been the most popular character. the gaiden-style game only just proved itself to have potential. of course RGGS is gonna have Majima headline the second gaiden game. Plus the story jumps off IW so people who boarded the franchise with that entry can pick this up without having to worry too much about previous installments. RGGS wants the game to be successful so these choices shouldn't be surprising (one would think...)
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#snap chats#couldnt have said it better myself friend#unrelated whose car is outside my house i almost thought it was my friends vJEALVKEAJKLJ#ok Related Now but yeah !!#rgg doesnt make fanservice per say but they acknowledge what the community is into and make games with that in mind#i cant for the life of me think anyone was ACTUALLY surprised that yk3 wasnt announced or whatnot#My Personal Theory Again just follows after majima disdain and richardson coming back thats my theory based on observation#its just that the sentiment has blown up THIS much is the real appalling part liiiike oh wow .... mates are Mad mad#i still cant comprehend stopping enjoying a thing or drawing a thing just cause of something like this#but i aint gonna tell people how they oughta feel their feelings are their feelings. i will however say it just a wee funny vELKVEAJ#anyway im outta grapes this is a NIGHTMARE
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