#im gonna lose my fucking marbles.

[lokh]

what do I do if a link refuses to open in app and keeps redirecting to the play store page in browser for the app. which i already have.

[starry-bi-sky]

mmmmmm read a disciple shen yuan/shizun luo binghe fanfic about two days ago where the first chapter was the Immortal Conference arc, and SQQ was the one who had to be pushed into the abyss (he was still the villain) except Luo Binghe was refusing and was like, lowkey losing his mind about SQQ being so close to the edge. SQQ ended up having to be the one to fall in himself because of the system's punishment system. The rest of the fic is leading up to that moment. But like, MMM i've been obsessively thinking about that first chapter for DAYS ever since.

now i've been in svsss for a grand total of *checks watch* a week. but god obsessed with that. I want to write/read a fic where disciple SQQ goes a little nuts down there. Like keep all of the things that make SQQ, SQQ, but just. Throw in a little bit more trauma in there. A little bit of a mental break. Let him go a little nuts as a treat. Just a tad unhinged. I wanna see him go, just a little, "god fuck it, i've tried so hard to change this shitty story's outcome and it feels like everything i've done has been for nothing. I'm going to die in this world no matter what I do, I've been doomed from the start, so might as well die the way I want to." and he just, breaks a little! Under all the stress.

He still retains the traits that makes shen yuan, shen yuan, like his overwhelming kindness. But he's just! yk. A little less patient. Paranoid. Jumpy. Colder. A little more aloof and closed off. A little more Shen Jiu. He's no asshole child abuser, but he was a Number One Hater in his past life and he's leaning into that old habit a little more now.

(On a totally coincidental not-at-all related note, there's not enough SJ-and-SY-are-the-same-people fics out there that i've found. This is totally unrelated...)

The Endless Abyss turns the mind into an over-sharpened blade, and SQQ is both fascinated and perhaps a little excited to explore a place that doesn't have a lot of info on it in the mortal realm, but still terrified out of his mind. And he's no Luo Binghe, he doesn't have the sheer brute strength and power to just bulldoze his way through, so he has to be a lot more sneaky and cunning if he wants to survive.

The fic itself role-swapped LBH and SQQ so that SQQ was the half-demon (which lowkey fucks) and LBH the human, but I'm equally-if-not-more obsessed with the idea that LBH remains the half-heavenly demon and SQQ the human. If only because I keep thinking about SQQ befriending some demons (particularly and specifically a group of succubi) and they grow very attached to this Human Cultivator so through magic plot stuff they create some kind of seal/illusion/talisman that makes SQQ appear as a demon because a human cultivator in the endless abyss may as well be the equivalent of putting a giant neon target on your back.

And iirc Shen Jiu was taught demonic cultivation by that one guy(?? i've only been here a week so im not caught up in ALL of the lore yet) so that could totally happen here.

(On the other end of the realms, poor Shizun Luo Binghe is just. losing his fucking mind over losing his most precious and beloved disciple. About .5 seconds from burning down the peaks himself. somebody sedate him.)

The Endless Abyss sucks and SQQ is having a really terrible time and can feel himself going lowkey mad, but also holy shit look at all this WORLD-BUILDING. look at all this flora and fauna, and oh if he had the equipment for it he'd be writing all of this down. ALL OF IT. He was kinda-sorta-already planning on never leaving the Abyss as some sort of fucked up self-exile and self-preservation thing, but now he might? actually just?? never leave if he can help it, like he lowkey likes it down here.

anyways the next time anyone ever sees SQQ again he's got hair so long its almost touching the ground and he's either in rags and half-feral or he's been completely dolled up by his adoptive succubi sisters and still about three seconds from biting anyone who tries to touch him. (he's also lowkey trying to book it back down to the abyss even if he has desperately missed all of his friends and shizun)

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

assorted scribbles and Love Bites!!!!

[sig-got-a-gun]

AGG

I CRAVE PHYSICAL AFFECTION

[neodiekido]

kaede constantly dragging shuichi around in the prologue and chapter 1 is so funny i love them. her emotional support depressed guy

[elkkiel]

hi i'm drunkkiel who wants to make out (no eye contact tho because I will cry‼️‼️🤩👍)

[dipperscavern]

i need more storage omfg. WHAT DO U MEAN I CANT ADD MY DIVIDER AND UPLOAD MY DRAFT??? STOP THIS MADNESS AT ONCE IVE GOT NOTHING LEFT TO DELETE

[fef-in-the-flesh]

IT WAS LATE AS HELL LASTNIGHT N I FORGOT TO LABEL THEM PROPERLY BUT JUST,, PRETEND I DID LMAO

anyway ancestor headcanon heights lmao

[theclosetedskeleton]

ONE OF THESE DAYS IM GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE/NEG

[eggs-can-draw]

RANTARO NOOOOOOO

[strafepanzer]

Anything? 👀

I AM ON MY KNEES!! THEYRE BLEEDING AND FULL OF GRAVEL FOR THIS MAN!!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hm. so the phrase "as above, so below" has a couple related meanings: a) what happens in the microcosm is a reflection of the macrocosm, b) what happens in a higher plane of existence also happens in the lower one, c) the microcosm is affected by the microcosm

all of this means pretty much the same thing: the below echoes the above

so, may i ask, what the Fuck is the bigger side to the so-below image? what is the above to Wally's dark below?

[grimble9000]

todoroki only using his fire again after izuku tells him to im gonna lose it

[oso-nan]

i need to get out of florida

[the-unofficial-village-idiot]

Signs I'm fucking spiralling (sort of in order of intensity):

Oh, , we're really in it now.

Hurt/comfort fic time!

I should listen exclusively to the mountain goats and/or mccafferty

Rambling to myself alone in my car with the music turned up decently high

Reobsessing over shows I watched in middle school (either from before it got bad or from when it was really bad, depending on everything)

[cigarette-catgirl]

Chainsaw Man anime episode 9

actually now that i think about it if denji beats katana man this episode that means there might be at the very most 3 episodes where angel devil is animated holy shit holy fuck goodness gracious

none of you are ready for what's coming