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#dont mind me im just gonna go cry#good omens#ineffable husbands#hannigram#hannibal#supernatural#destiel#something about being told your a sinner#just for loving someone so deeply#and becoming desperate to forgive and be forgiven in return
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metamy is insane. like.
what if i was the hero you loved gone wrong. defeated and destroyed. rebuilt as my own greatest enemy. what if i lost everything. what if i had been reprogrammed to despise all i had once fought for. what if i couldn't even remember why i had fought at all.
and what if you were made of roses. what if you represented every beautiful thing i once died trying to protect. what if you wore flowers in your hair and cared for small creatures and had eyes the color of the forests i used to call my home. what if you were everything i once loved.
those memories are just out of my reach. infuriatingly. maddeningly. but if anyone knows who i am (who i used to be) it's you. if anyone can make me feel like who i used to be (who i really am) it's you. i can't speak, i can't breathe, i can't remember anything (but you).
you are the world i have been ordered to burn. i am the weapon you have chosen to resist. i was (am) the hero that you loved.
you are my only memory.
i will do anything to make you believe me.
#sonic#metamy#metal sonic#amy rose#like. the motifs man. the robot falls in love with rose.#he fought and died to protect nature. her name is AMY ROSE.#he fought and died to protect nature and HE WAS CONVERTED INTO A METAL WEAPON. used against his OWN DREAM.#you are a weapon against yourself. what do you remember? i remember her (i remember failing her)#he's cold. (un)dead. sharp. made of metal. enemy of life. LITERALLY AT WAR WITH HIMSELF (metalsonic v sonic).#she's so so warm. bright. soft. covered in flowers. the only thing that could be good and patient and loving enough to endure him.#it's about his unspoken obsession. he has no mouth he makes no sound he cannot blink or smile or cry.#so he stares in silence at a girl so beautiful and gentle he almost remembers. almost. almost. almost.#all she sees (at first) is a tool. a cold imitation of her love. staring unblinking. unthinking unfeeling.#and then. confusion. and then curiosity.#and when she figures it out. it turns to horror.#BUT THATS FOR LATER!#the best part to me is that weird phase where amy is like. what is this thing doinggg😭 (secretly affectionate) while metal stares at her👁👁#and composes love poem death threats (2 sonic) in his mind.#its about jealousy. im the true sonic. you say you love sonic and im sonic why dont you love me? love me. love me#-> you are kind to me. i had forgotten that feeling. i wont lose it again. so im gonna kill your boyfriend . if thats okay😁beepboop!#the dynamic between amy and sonic and sonics weird undead evil robot clone WHO WANTS TO BE 'THE REAL' SONIC SO BADLY is sooooo yummy.#esp if sonic in turn is like. 'is. is he actually a contender in this. AMY. YOURE BETTER THAN THIS.'#sonic's own sense of ego and entitlement (/pos i love him hes a rat) clashing in two separate forms. two separate lifetimes.#but! that rose! that same rose!!!!!!!!!!!#(clutches head in hands)#.txt
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I just saw not one, not three but TWO leaks from the next season of Hazbin Hotel (if you haven't seen the leaks or don't want potential spoilers TURN AROUND)
If it's true and Rossie owns Alastor's soul I'm going to be devastated and feel rly rly stupid for adoring their friendship.
WDYM THE FRIENDSHIP WAS AN OWNERSHIP ALL ALONG?
I need a minute...
#hazbin hotel#rosie hazbin hotel#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel leaks#who the fuck let that happen#WHO THE FUCK thought that destroying this friendship was a good idea#WHO THE FUCK LET THE LEAKS LEAK#I'm gonna have words with someone#dont care who just give me someone so I can have words with them#Im going to cry in the corner dont mind me
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i just want you to be happy, even if it isn't with me. we were happy, once. never found tallahassee.
#swanfireedit#swanthiefedit#emmaswanedit#nealcassidyedit#ouatedit#onceuponatimeedit#**#swanthief#swanfire#emma swan#neal cassidy#ouat#once upon a time#otp: i love you; i probably always will#dont mind me im just in my feelings 🥺#their faces 🥺 im gonna start crying
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i am so happy for the increase of people like Clarisse La Rue in the new show (and im ignoring the people who don't like her) (also, i have not watched the show yet, in support of Palestine's boycott against Disney+ and am currently too sick to figure out the safest way to 🏴☠️) because she is such a good character and i would cry for a well-written book/fanfic series from her pov
like. she truly is the epitome of "my dad is the worst man alive and i am his favorite daughter" and i super respect the decision that this adaptation has towards going towards the whole "in my version, Clarisse will never win her father's approval because she isn't his son" sentiment. not to mention, the decision to couple that by having her be cast as a person of color in addition to her pre-existing character having been someone who has been frantically trying find the opportunity to prove herself, being indirectly one-upped by white boy Percy coming into camp day 1 having fought a minotaur. the intersectionality of her misdirected fury is impeccable. fantastic, no notes
but im also just psyched for her and Chris Rodriguez and i really wish they had more focus in the books. because they are as fantastically amazing as all the other S-tier ships in the series. i think they could even rival Percabeth (notice: i didn't say "could beat", i said "could RIVAL", no Percabeth fans send me hate), honestly, if Clarisse/Chris had been given a chance to somehow be of focus. because you're telling me angry, overlooked Daddy Issues(TM) Clarisse gets to find love with Chris "calm and patient while caring greatly for Clarisse" Rodriguez? the son of Hermes who said "fuck Camp Halfblood, fuck these gods" and went to Kronos and Luke's side? who went into the labryrinth and was driven to insanity? by King Minos himself? who Clarisse was so gentle and sympathetic for, even when others thought he might be a lost cause? even when others debated even helping him because he was "the enemy"? who, after Dionysus (and lets be honest, also Clarisse, because she was his caretaker until he could be brought to Dionysus) cured Chris of his insanity, this guy saw what a catch Clarisse was to have in your life, seeing her as someone sweet and loving (because she can be! she is!!), that who she is as a person single-handedly conVINCED HIM TO LEAVE KRONOS' SIDE AND COME BACK TO CAMP??? SO HE COULD BE HAVE A CHANCE TO BE WITH HER??
their love is so iconic. and that's just the one big moment we get from their story; im so sure there is more that we dont get to see all due to them not being focused on in the story. im so glad theyre still together and so in love. its what Clarisse deserves. i hope the show shines a light on how powerful their love is too. Chris fixes none of Clarisse's tragic father-induced issues, but it helps to remember that at least she has Chris, and im so glad she does. Clarisse is a warrior that deserved a great love-story
#clarisse la rue#chris rodriguez#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#percy jackson show#im ngl i dont trust riordan to write their story well but id be so down for a riordan presents book focused on them#riordan has had some Writing Women As Characters issues (esp women of color) and has also had some bad takes in politics like with Palestin#but also someone doing a ''hunger games from peeta's pov'' level fanfic all about clarisse instead would be amazing#anyway. dont mind me im just gonna go cry about clarisse/chris some more amidst my time of frail health 🥺😔🥺😔
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dad taiju
#i dont do moodboards so this is ass#but i needed u to see what i see when i mention him as a dad#he cant leave her alone for a second ughhhh#i love him bas u don't understandddddd#again all venus and vicos fault they brought the idea of dad taiju to me mind and it hasnt and will never leave#im actually gonna cry hes so cute#does everything for his baby that he never did for hakkai and yuzuha#even after theyve mended their bonds he still feels guilty#at least now he can show them that hes truly changed and it wasnt just all talk#also didn't put any of how i think he'd look like BUT OH I HAVE IDEAS#i think first kid he still has his muscles but he's a little bit softer around the edges#kinda like a rugby player yk how theyre all strong but they dont have super defined abs or muscles as like. 2005 taiju yk#i think by the second or third kid hes kinda lost the definition but hes still strong ofc ofc#for thatttt i'd say sakuraba haruto when he wrestled#again vicos fault for putting that idea in my mind ughhhhhhhhhhhh#☆— yapping#tokyo revengers#shiba taiju#taiju shiba
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come here son i am going to infect you with my inosuke + kanao sibling agenda
(do not tag as ship)
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#kny spoilers#demon slayer spoilers#inosuke hashibira#kanao tsuyuri#ignoring aoi amd inosuke forever. i do not see it. sorry. it is bad. it annoys me#im not annoyed at aoi im annoyed that they paired two characters who barely ever interact ever togwther#and didnt give aoi any character or agency. shes just “inosukes wife” now.#its not good! there ks no foundation for their dynamic at all!!!#IM NOT GONNA RANT ABT IT TOO MUCH I PROMISE ;__; SORRY#i did finish the manga and i think its going to hold a very special place in my heart#i will cry. i dont cry too easily when reading stuff but when this gets animated i guarantee u i will sob#anyways. back to what i was actually going to talk about#KANAO AND INOSUKE SIBLING MOMENCE FORWVER!!! ATTACK!!! IM MOSTLY THINKING 2 RHE SCENE WHERE THE FIGHT DOUMA#i think thats his name right? douma?#NOTHING BRINGS TO CHARACTERS TOGETHER LIKE SHARED TRAUMA!!!!!!!!(joke)#*two#i imagine in my mind they would grieve together. they both have something in common. their loved one was killed by the same demon#not only that; but i just love their dynamic#and of course that chaoter cover where inosuke is still grieving over his mother and kanao silently supports him as they walk out#You ever remember how theyre all children. theyre just children. theyre kids. theyre not even 18 yet. you ever think about that
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In the words of Jessica Day, "Work sucked today, my friends"
#at least im 90% sure she said that once#anyways it sucked. a LOT#i i paid for something i shouldnt have causing my boss to have to reimburse me and they were. less than pleased#and like i get that i should have communicated better but maybe so should you guys?#i dont know. i think im not completely in the wrong about this but its hard to tell right now#i just want to cry and not think about it ever again#at the moment only one of those is happening#i just. it cant have been ENTIRELY my fault#and i honestly dont know why its such a big deal#but my boss and i have VERY different minds#uuuuuuugggggghhhhhhhhh#i feel like everything turned out fine but i also feel like its all my fault and everything sucks#and maybe i should stand up for myself but. i do. not. want. to#i KNOW im gonna say my thoughts on it and theyre gonna say something else and ill be like uuuuhhhhh#sure yes whatever im clearly wrong#sigh
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Heya! I imagine your notifications tab must be flooded, so I have personally come to deliver this sort of low-poly 3D model I made of Talas-
It was very relaxing to make and it turned out to be one of the best models I made so far!
I attempted to rig him as well but that sadly didn't turn out to work because the fin got all wacky at some places aaand textures went poof ((I detected the issue but it's too complicated to fix)). Otherwise it wasn't so bad!
So I hope you'll like it! Your characters are so awesome and your art inspires me a lot!!
I wish you a wonderful rest of the day :3
AWW THIS IS SO COOL HELLO!!!!! THE ABSOLUTE SWAG I AM BLOWN AWAY OMG I WANT TO SEE MY LITTLE BOY (HERE HE COMES)
I love the low poly look to him too its one of my fave aesthetics ever, you did him so good!!! super super thankful oh my gosh
#LOSING MY MINDDDDD people be out here making 3D models of my guys AAAHH#the purple lighting is so nice too....... actualy i might color pick these pics if u dont mind!!! nice shades for ourple#art for me#talas#ask#SOBBING AND CRYING (REAL)#im gonna be ooking at this forever thank you
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repeating “jealousy is a disease get well soon bitch” in my head every time i block rude anons and delete hatemail so i can try to brush it off but i am not ur strongest soldier so can you all stop being mean 🩷 please
#♡.gabi barks#im okay i prommy (im crying rn)#like omg seriously what did i do!!!!! i dont do anything but mind my fucking business!!!! and talk to my precious little friends!!!!!! but#apparently i cant even do that bc no matter what i always get meanies in my inbox 🤞#like im seriously not doing anything i just came back and im already receiving asks telling me to kms and deactivate like do yall realize#im a person too.. like im literally real and i have feelings and im not a complete ditz#like what is so hard about treating people with kindness!!!!#ive spent all morning blocking mean anons and deleting asks and trying to brush off the mean words i see and receive and it hurts!!!!#im just a girl#if u send hate or tslk meanly to or about me im assuming ur a LEWSER and have no life bc i dont even do anything fr!!!!! im coolin!!!!!#i was gonna post this with the jealousy is a disease get well soon girl meme but i couldnt find it#anyway im fine!!!! (as im actively texting my therapist)#no bc im so upset and so angry WHAT AM I DOING WRONG#what am i doing to deserve this like please give me a valid answer so i can fix it im so tired of being sad and mistreated and bullied :(#i know i promised i was gna try to be more active but my little heart is so heavy and sad
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#JUST CRYING DONT MIND ME#LOOK AT THEM#PLEASE#( sugusearrings likes * )#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#geto suguru#suguru geto#nanako and mimiko#NO IM NOT READY FOR TOMORROW#probably gonna write a drabble about this 😭
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i am a metronome of 'this problem is easily solvable if you talk to a certain person in your life and it'll only get worse if you leave it be, calm down and bite the bullet' and 'you've already left it a long time and asking for help even from loved ones is really really hard so actually cry in a ball'
we must destroy the grey head jelly for being the most inconsistent and rude bastard in the world
#its not even that serious its just paying for school stuff but. ough.#i have big issues about feeling 'worth it' to my family so any time i have to approach my mom and ask her to fork up money that my loans#dont cover i feel like Dog Shit. like she always finds it#and she doesnt mind it. and has stressed in the past that its fine and she isnt mad and she just wants me to tell her#but im Bad At Things so i always end up waiting and feeling like Shit#oughhhh#plus i dont wanna do it over the phone but also cant get home to do it in person without her help either#and i always feel like im ruining her day and oughhh#it is not good. 0 stars. ill probably talk to her about it tomorrow because yeah but#good GOD#so yeah im gonna work on getting employment not even for a sense of freedom but just so i dont feel gross all the time#like even if i make 1k a month living at home over the summer. thats pretty much enough to cover what my loans and scholarships dont#literally thats not even enough for taxes to be involved or whatever#anyway. the human spirit is indominable#i had a little cry over it all and im feeling better#im gonna draw some hot man legs. and get ready for dnd tomorrow#and its gonna be fine. i know it will#the plot twist is i went into psychology to help OTHERS but in reality im learning how to help ME
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#aaaaaaa i rly know how to pick my interests huh#im watching sentinel again#its so funny its so funnnn#once again we got an ep with a new Sexy Mysterious Mystery woman whos just so sexy and mysterious#and im OBSESSED with these fucking. corny 90s fade to black slo-mo sex music with sparkle sound effects and cheesy synths we get#and obviously more background characters with one ear pierced#im getting fashion influenced tbh im gonna start wearing just one earring because of this stupid fucking show#its just. such a nothing show in the grand scheme of things i dont rly know who to talk to about it#i dont have anything profound to say about it i just find immense joy in watching these stupid repetitive episodes#my post#YES this is like my hundredth 'my post' about sentinel what of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#all of them have these stupid corny one liners like all the time im gonna cry#im losing my MIND im trapped in a CAGE#its this🤏 close that ill just start pacing around my room talking about this stupid show out loud to myself#why??????????? i didnt choose this life#if heaven is real its just me getting to explain episode plots one after another
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gonna be remaking my pinned to include warnings for my mental illnesses as they can get extreme at times esp my bpd and abandonment issues when it comes to ls/uu
#when flame killed zam i couldnt sleep until my qpp comforted me at like 5am. I am mentally ill there's nothing i could do to stop myself#from acting that way#and i will also cry or get very sad if someone tells me that im a fake fan for getting sad when my duos are fighting#like im sorry but i dislike seeing them argue unless thats what i like about them?#I live in my mind. I go to lala land and frolick with all of my personal interpretations and aus#prolly gonna gte some medieval/mutiny styled blinkies that say I HAVE BPD and LS ZAM/UU WEMM INTROJECT HOST#i dont think people understand how much bein an introject of ls zam and uu wemm affects my viewer experience Because Everything makes me#hurt and feel anguish#paired up with the fact that im a naturally overly sensitive and emotjonal person im kinda cooked#May was right when he said that watching ls streams especially zam streams is basically unitentional self harm because of my reactions and#mentallity too#whatever#THE BEES#yap
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"I hate this song...”
Screenshot redraw from Visions of V! Ref under the cut
#devil may cry#v dmc#visions of v#dont mind the background#his tattoos took me tf out#im dying squirtle#i arted#gonna try to do colors soon#maybe even some fancy rendering/blending/whatever the fuck its called#that fancy shit
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