#uuuuuuugggggghhhhhhhhh

[accidental-spice]

In the words of Jessica Day, "Work sucked today, my friends"

[skylarkblue]

I have an article due (deadline tomorrow night) and I’ve already requested two extensions on it so I am not getting another one

I am having a “write a sentence, read the sentence, delete the sentence” kind of day about my writing.

This is not conducive to my article getting done.

[franeridan]

auuuuugggggghhhhhhhhhshsgdhdhfhfgfhdhxhdhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgggggggggggnnnnnnnnhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[autonoes]

logged onto instagram for the first time in ages and now i’ve been staring for five minutes at a message from a friend asking me to go to a gig in two weeks and it’s sosonice of him to ask but i would fucking HATE to go to that gig and there are literally no valid exuses and all of my existence is just focused on not just saying ‘nah’ to him uuuuuuugggggghhhhhhhhh

[dont-reblog--i-moved]

[TW: Depression Venting]

I guess sad bitch hours are first thing in the morning for me today. ☹

Idk if it's burnout from working on so many (vanilla) projects, stress from the pandemic & cases about to increase from schools reopening, or just my typical depression side of these stupid cycles i go thru, but I've been super down the past few days. I've been continuing to work hard but not too hard. There's a lot on my plate rn tho and I hate the idea of being unproductive when I have all this great stuff in the works. It's not like I don't enjoy working on it, but my body and brain both wear down so quickly I can't handle much work at all.

I've been lacking a lot in self-care lately too. I get up early just fine, but can't seem to bring myself to exercise or make a real breakfast. Then Daddy's gone all day and when he is I forget to eat/drink water and I slack on my chores. But I still exhaust myself by trying to get things done while my head is telling me a bunch of nonsense all day, and by the time Daddy's home I'm way too worn out to make dinner and obvs so is he so we just get pizza or something equally unhealthy. My skin is awful, I always feel gross, and I don't even have Daddy to talk to during the day so I feel lonely as hell too.

I just wish it didn't feel like I have to choose between being barely productive but being content and being rly productive but feeling crazy depressed & exhausted. I shouldn't have to waste my energy fighting stupid negative thoughts all day when I could be spending it on important things!

Ugh, I hate my brain so much sometimes...

[therealstaples]

Anyway fuck Father’s Day The worst holiday

[zenscrypt]

gUYS I FUCKED UP SO BAD IM TAKING THIS ONLINE PE CLASS BECAUSE FUCK DOING THAT AT SCHOOL AND BASICALLY I GET TO GO TO MY NEARBY GYM FACILITY THING TO WORK OUT AND DO TESTS AND QUIZES ONLINE AND SHIT BUT MONDAY WAS THE DAY THE FINAL EXAM CAME OUT ON THE WEBSITE AND IT CLOSED YESTERDAY AND I COMPLETELY FORGIT ABOUT IT ON TOP OF THAT I LIED TO MY MOM ABOUT SAYING THAT I DID IT SO NOW MY ASS IS GONNA GET A WHOOPIN FUCK MY LIFE WEVE BEEN HAVING SNOW DAYS TOO SO ALL IVE BEEN DOING IS RELAXING AND I DIDNT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT I THOUGHT I WAS DONE WITH IT FUCK FUCK FUCK

[thegreatobsesso]

UUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH THIS. 💯

Can I just: “Firelight danced over the sand”

Also: “Something that wasn’t fear twisted around her heart, pressing into her lungs like knuckles against soft skin. I’m not just a shell anymore.”

Friend, how????? I am in awe of how good these are. 

Thank you for the tag too :D :D D

Word Find Game

Tagged by the fabulous @akindofmagictoo, thanks!!

Feet (Deathdancer - Ailin POV)

Ailin vaulted into the pit. Sand puffed around her feet, and she blinked through it, head down just slightly to keep her eyes hidden. Prickling pain jittered across her, faint tremors as the young man considered starting the fight early.

A hush washed over the stands as she straightened slowly. The young man stared at her, face frozen. His breathing was shallow, and far too fast. Firelight danced over the sand, shadows rippling between them. Torches cracked loudly in the sudden silence.

“Honored audience!” cried Lalit, breaking the moment. “Your challenger! The Deathdancer of Aramzind!”

A terrible roar swept through the crowd, anticipation chilling the air, setting the torches jumping dangerously. Whatever happened, they knew Ailin would give them a good show.

Feel + Free + Fear (Deathdancer - Ailin POV)

For the first time in what seemed like forever, she actually knew what to do. Prepare. Fight. Win. Vanish. It should be easy, to let the familiar rhythms take her over, moving instinctively, falling into that old life where she was just a shell with a fancy title.

Something that wasn’t fear twisted around her heart, pressing into her lungs like knuckles against soft skin. I’m not just a shell anymore.

The emotion vanished before she could identify it. So did the fear. So did everything else.

Ailin sighed, and pressed her palms over her eyes. As relieving as it was to be free of fear for a moment, it left her hollow. Left an emptiness deep in her insides where her emotions should live and breath. She’d almost forgotten what that felt like, the sudden snuffing of feeling.

I tag (no pressure!!): @sleepyowlwrites, @the-orangeauthor, @ink-fireplace-coffee, @ashen-crest, @thegreatobsesso and open tag for anyone who wants it!

Your words are: Hands, Numb, Stuck, Bold

[lillotte17]

Uuuuuuugggggghhhhhhhhh I have 238765837483274629 things I could/should be doing and I can find the “Can Do” for none of iiiiiiittttttttt  -____-

[hyunjining]

ugggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh UUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

[kristiikatz]

My boss just walked from the back of the office to the front going "uuuuuuugggggghhhhhhhhh" and honestly, mood

[tinrart]

tryign out a new style for the rest of the comic dont judge me

[jessikapavaisalesbian]

on this episode of i hate my coworkers: this asshole told me reylo wasnt abusive then showed me a dumb meme and told me to”get triggered” 

[kasreeen]

i would like to carry out all interpersonal interactions via email please

[itsthatalexchick]

I'm going to lose my fucking shit! 😬😫

[quantumslut]

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