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mischieviem · 1 year ago

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#dont mind me im just gonna go cry #good omens #ineffable husbands #hannigram #hannibal #supernatural #destiel #something about being told your a sinner #just for loving someone so deeply #and becoming desperate to forgive and be forgiven in return

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forget-me-ghost · 3 months ago

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I just saw not one, not three but TWO leaks from the next season of Hazbin Hotel (if you haven't seen the leaks or don't want potential spoilers TURN AROUND)

If it's true and Rossie owns Alastor's soul I'm going to be devastated and feel rly rly stupid for adoring their friendship.

WDYM THE FRIENDSHIP WAS AN OWNERSHIP ALL ALONG?

I need a minute...

#hazbin hotel #rosie hazbin hotel #alastor hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel leaks #who the fuck let that happen #WHO THE FUCK thought that destroying this friendship was a good idea #WHO THE FUCK LET THE LEAKS LEAK #I'm gonna have words with someone #dont care who just give me someone so I can have words with them #Im going to cry in the corner dont mind me

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shwarmii · 1 year ago

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i am so happy for the increase of people like Clarisse La Rue in the new show (and im ignoring the people who don't like her) (also, i have not watched the show yet, in support of Palestine's boycott against Disney+ and am currently too sick to figure out the safest way to 🏴‍☠️) because she is such a good character and i would cry for a well-written book/fanfic series from her pov

like. she truly is the epitome of "my dad is the worst man alive and i am his favorite daughter" and i super respect the decision that this adaptation has towards going towards the whole "in my version, Clarisse will never win her father's approval because she isn't his son" sentiment. not to mention, the decision to couple that by having her be cast as a person of color in addition to her pre-existing character having been someone who has been frantically trying find the opportunity to prove herself, being indirectly one-upped by white boy Percy coming into camp day 1 having fought a minotaur. the intersectionality of her misdirected fury is impeccable. fantastic, no notes

but im also just psyched for her and Chris Rodriguez and i really wish they had more focus in the books. because they are as fantastically amazing as all the other S-tier ships in the series. i think they could even rival Percabeth (notice: i didn't say "could beat", i said "could RIVAL", no Percabeth fans send me hate), honestly, if Clarisse/Chris had been given a chance to somehow be of focus. because you're telling me angry, overlooked Daddy Issues(TM) Clarisse gets to find love with Chris "calm and patient while caring greatly for Clarisse" Rodriguez? the son of Hermes who said "fuck Camp Halfblood, fuck these gods" and went to Kronos and Luke's side? who went into the labryrinth and was driven to insanity? by King Minos himself? who Clarisse was so gentle and sympathetic for, even when others thought he might be a lost cause? even when others debated even helping him because he was "the enemy"? who, after Dionysus (and lets be honest, also Clarisse, because she was his caretaker until he could be brought to Dionysus) cured Chris of his insanity, this guy saw what a catch Clarisse was to have in your life, seeing her as someone sweet and loving (because she can be! she is!!), that who she is as a person single-handedly conVINCED HIM TO LEAVE KRONOS' SIDE AND COME BACK TO CAMP??? SO HE COULD BE HAVE A CHANCE TO BE WITH HER??

their love is so iconic. and that's just the one big moment we get from their story; im so sure there is more that we dont get to see all due to them not being focused on in the story. im so glad theyre still together and so in love. its what Clarisse deserves. i hope the show shines a light on how powerful their love is too. Chris fixes none of Clarisse's tragic father-induced issues, but it helps to remember that at least she has Chris, and im so glad she does. Clarisse is a warrior that deserved a great love-story

#clarisse la rue #chris rodriguez #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #percy jackson show #im ngl i dont trust riordan to write their story well but id be so down for a riordan presents book focused on them #riordan has had some Writing Women As Characters issues (esp women of color) and has also had some bad takes in politics like with Palestin #but also someone doing a ''hunger games from peeta's pov'' level fanfic all about clarisse instead would be amazing #anyway. dont mind me im just gonna go cry about clarisse/chris some more amidst my time of frail health 🥺😔🥺😔

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potatobugz · 1 year ago

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come here son i am going to infect you with my inosuke + kanao sibling agenda

(do not tag as ship)

#demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #kny #kny spoilers #demon slayer spoilers #inosuke hashibira #kanao tsuyuri #ignoring aoi amd inosuke forever. i do not see it. sorry. it is bad. it annoys me #im not annoyed at aoi im annoyed that they paired two characters who barely ever interact ever togwther #and didnt give aoi any character or agency. shes just “inosukes wife” now.#its not good! there ks no foundation for their dynamic at all!!!#IM NOT GONNA RANT ABT IT TOO MUCH I PROMISE ;__; SORRY #i did finish the manga and i think its going to hold a very special place in my heart #i will cry. i dont cry too easily when reading stuff but when this gets animated i guarantee u i will sob #anyways. back to what i was actually going to talk about #KANAO AND INOSUKE SIBLING MOMENCE FORWVER!!! ATTACK!!! IM MOSTLY THINKING 2 RHE SCENE WHERE THE FIGHT DOUMA #i think thats his name right? douma?#NOTHING BRINGS TO CHARACTERS TOGETHER LIKE SHARED TRAUMA!!!!!!!!(joke)#*two #i imagine in my mind they would grieve together. they both have something in common. their loved one was killed by the same demon #not only that; but i just love their dynamic #and of course that chaoter cover where inosuke is still grieving over his mother and kanao silently supports him as they walk out #You ever remember how theyre all children. theyre just children. theyre kids. theyre not even 18 yet. you ever think about that

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silverselfshippingchaos · 2 months ago

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ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..

#ash rambles 💚#negative #part of it is definitely the weather #it's so dark and dreary and i never wanna leave my bed #but also just. my mood akdjajs I'm kinda down in the dumps today #im recovering from being sick which always fucks me up #and i just cant shake this feeling of anxiety..? and i feel kinda a lot like my f/os wouldnt like me or would fall out of love or never see #me as more than a friend and other stuff like that #i.. actually got broken up with yesterday irl!#it wasnt messy. he said that this isnt what he wanted and it was fine and we're back to being pals. i wasnt sad at all in the moment and #i dont think i am now..? it's weird. we were laughing like always literal minutes after having the chat. when we got together we said that #if things domt work out we wanna keep being friends. and we're doing just that. honestly i saw it coming and idek if i LOVE him anymore #what even does love feel like..? regardless I'm not upset or sad at my breakup since i saw it coming and I'm honestly happy he just. Talked #to me about it. we communicated and then three minutes later went back to talking about x.enoblade LMAAOO it was fun!#but it is ridiculous for me to expect to feel NOTHING at no longer being in a relationship. i cant just feel nothing. i dont feel sad per s #just... in my thoughts i guess? I don't think the feeling of my f/os not liking me stems from me being dumped though. i think thats just me #being me sjdjaksj I'm very insecure a lot of the time. i dont think being dumped helpd very much though LMAAAOO #I'm doing okay i promise. and I'll be alright. theres just both a lot and nothing going on at the same time and i feel... idk what i feel.#i hope my f/os love me 😭 i hope that a lot #and honestly i know this community is ass and I'm more than happy in my own corner with my couple of followers but. ngl I've really felt as #though I'm not valued here and all that junk as of late. yeah just.. i think everything is happening at the same time and I'm tired and #i feel like I'm a confused kiddo who doesnt know anything anymore BAHAHAHA #holy shit it just sounds like i need a shower and a nap huh- I'll be alright I'm just. dealing with stuff akdjsks but i also hate to always #bring the mood down like this! i always try my best to be haha silly and all that shit. I'm just gonna try to daydream about f/o cuddles #(and try to convince myself they dont hate me ofc)#oh and. i know i mentioned this but. i hate the weather. so much. I'm sad all the time. November is actually my least favorite month too 😭#I've gotta study a lot today and I'll try to sneak in some k.urohyou and hopefully start watching monster too but yeah i apolgize if #I'm acting off these days ajdjajs I'm very stuck in my own mind these days. not exactly the most fun place to be 😭#delete later #i mean akdjajs i literally started crying the other day because my friend said that my husband (k.yohei) loves me ajdkahdb come on ash..

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hollypies · 11 months ago

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THE GRAMMAR GUEST SITUATION THING?? IM GOING INSANE

They. They said nothing of value WHAT. Way of making someone who has dyslexia anxious and worried about something they made for their own enjoyment I guess???

Yeah ???? I mean, if they're having fun??? Yippee???

Fr though, what 😭😭😭s??? I'm just tryna have fun leave me alone ... I cannot be the only one they've done this too as well

Like notice how they ask me not to tell the to 'stfu' and after I thanked them they got kinda surprised?? Who.. who else are you doing this too.

For anyone who doesn't know what I'm talking about !

Please note that while I was trying to be polite I was actively screaming into my pillow from discomfort. Also wow (Me) Guest really tore into them. I do agree with them tho, I did want to jump into a pool of acid

#holly answers #cozones beloved hellhole #cozone... im losing my mind over here #i havnt screenshotted the new comment but like.. all they did was. say it was interesting at least???? even if??? thsy dont like the ship???#just dont read it if you dont like the ship??? i prommy im not gonna be mad !!! dont like!! dont engage!!!!!!!#literally the number one rule!!! of the internet!!! holy sjit!#anyway i feel like im going insane . help.#the irony is not lost on me either like. oh my goddess.#this is the one time i go out of my way to say HEY!! IM DOING THIS FOR ME! FOR FUN! BECAUSE I STRUGGLE WITH THIS!!#and god pulls the funniest fucking trick and SENDS ME THIS PERSON.#i could cry omg.. tears of laughter or tears of pain?? both

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iwakuraz · 5 months ago

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it'll all be okay because there's only one more day left in the school week and after that it'll be the weekend. wait no what do you mean after the weekend I'll just have to go back to school? what do you mean the cycle of going to school and coming back home completely worn out is gonna continue?

#mole talks #ive been back in school for..... one week.#im so tired i can't stop feeling tired all of the time now this is horrible #i have to walk around school so much and im forved to be around other people anf its just exhausting #for me school would be better if they removed all social aspects #and all you would have to do is work and you wouldn't have to see other people ever #(apart from the teacher who is teaching you about the subject)#because if theres no forced socialisation that also means....... my classmates would never be ableist towards me again #:[ i can't believe i have to continue going to school #and ill probably have to continue going for many years to come #i hate how much it wares me out. i was si productive during the summer but now im not at all #and i JUST started school. it only gets worse from here #i just wanna learn. i dont want some annoying kid to call me slurs #i dont want to wear a uniform that makes me feel uncomfortable in my own skin #i dont wanna walk around the corridors feeling like everybody is staring at me and judging me #i dont want to go home feeling too weak and tired to do anything #i just want to learn stuff #i don't think i even really care about how going to school is good for my future because i don't know whats in the future for me #i just want to learn things in the present #:[#wow i have a lot of homework i need to do. i say i don't mind the work but i haven't finished all of this yet so maybe im just lying #im gonna cry. i dont want to go back to school tomorrow i dont want to be surronded by people who hate what i am #but also i dont want the teachers to infantalise me anymore! im not a kid. im 16. treat me like everybody else im not a kid #why am i crying into the tumblr void again

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phagodyke · 6 months ago

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I'm so fucking tired of ppl assuming I'm a teenage boy I'm not that young and I'm not a guy and it's funny when it happens occasionally and I'm in an amiable mood and idm being a little gnc ik I present somewhat masc even if its not rly intentional and ik my autistic/adhd mannerisms make me come across a little childish sometimes even if im constantly masking at work or in public and I can't control how other ppl perceive me and ik its natural for the human brain to make social assumptions all the time bc there's so much information going in and out it has to process so it automatically categorises shit so I don't mind it happening OCCASIONALLY but I've been getting so fucking many unnecessary comments lately and not just from strangers but ppl I know too and if one more person says some offhand shit to me I'm going to black out and bite until there's blood leave me the fuck ALONE

#got home and im so so so angry its not even that big a deal i dont even get annoyed when it happens every now and then #but these last few weeks ive had a fucking deluge of weird comments abt my age and my gender i dont fucking know why its happening more #and ive had enough im abt to snap. its been on the back of my mind as a vague irritation but it just keeps fucking building #so much stupid shit i cant even list it all here and its not just ppl mistaking me but sometimes going out of their way to be rude #and the fucking misogynistic shit ppl keep saying to me too especially at work please fuck off forever and die #i dont wanna get into it bc ill just get more pissed off im just gonna go cry in the shower and then ill be fine after #probably just feeling it more today bc i didnt take my afternoon meds anyway. altho this isnt the only time its upset me so.#ugh whatever..... its out of my control. and im not gonna go out of my way to try and conform more easily to other ppls ideas of me #bc im comfortable in myself and my body and with how i present so im not going to change that. just tired of dealing with assholes #and im tired of constant misunderstandings its much more than this superficial assumptions abt appearances like ppl who know me keep #making wrong assumptions or miscommunicating or just general poor judgement and that bothers me way more but its much harder to express #so im just getting more angry at the superficial shit as a proxy for it. ugh!!!!#well anyway. hopefully theres enough hot water left for me i want a scalding shower #grinds my teeth so loudly #.diaries #.vent

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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 7 months ago

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oh I should nottttttt have worn my binder to work today

#in my defense. my only clean work shirt is the one that actually fits me correctly (which in my mind means its too small)#and i was having a minor. crisis abt being able to see my chest this morning. so at the time it was a good idea #but now i am. lifting things and climbing stairs and moving around ant #oaaugh. okay. bad idea. uhm. i am maybe going to take it easy today #im not even.2 hours into my shift im gonna cry. ive been sitting in the frog room for like a hafl hour trying to catch my breath. hhhhhh #okay !!!!! mistakes were made i will admit it !!!!!!!!!#ill just. refill my water a bunch today. stayin. hydrated i guess.#goddddd i sat down though and now i reallt really REALLY dont want to get back up. ah fuck.

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theeryn-the-gold · 7 months ago

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i like to think that in the default world state for dragon age, hawke is 1000000% not romanced because of his (somewhat hidden) feelings for varric

#for some reason it would not take my custom world state and i didnt feel like messing with it #so when you ask default hawke about his friends hes just like ‘theyve all scattered’#whereas my canon hawke talks about fenris #so i fully believe in my little world that default hawke doesnt have anyone because itll always be varric for him #so if you dont mind me #im gonna go cry in a corner now #dragon age #dai

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dizzybevvie · 1 year ago

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Feel free to ignore this!!! this is kinda like public journalling?? i dont wanna keep talking to my friends about it <3

#So obviously i dont want to “make this about myself” but im gonna push that aside to examine my own thoughts foe a bit #obviously 6 hours isnt a good time scale but i want to get this out of the way #so ive journaled some thoughts about how I WANT to let myself feel discomfort #-and gross and stuff so I can release it instead of pushing it aside and just prolonging the feeling #I want my brain to know i forgive myself for feeling like this in spite of not being the injured person because its normal #I am not worried for the guy that got hit because I know that other than a broken leg he is all around okay #although i did find out that my age estimate of 13-14 was wrong and hes actually 11 or 12 #i feel bad for him obviously !!!#but this is for me to get out my own feelings #I am easily disturbed and his leg was VERY broken #ive not broken a bone before (or really been injured at all) and it made me very uncomfortable #I felt sick and/or like i was going to cry #I called my mum but she had to go in a rush because of Plans (totally fair!!!!)#The noise of the hit was insanely loud and definitely whats twisting me up the most #since i wasnt looking i dont know if it was just him getting hit OR if it was also the bone snapping #although the bone snap could 100% be something my mind made up #i think thats psrtly whats frustrating idk how much of this is real #like I thought i saw the inside of his leg but i almost definitely didnt #i dont know #im not like. DISTRESSED.#Im just feelinf kinda queasy i havent stopped thinking about the noise it made and how LIMP his leg was #I was so anxious crossing the roads on my way home #and getting off my bunkbed makes me think im gonna snap my ankle everytime #But its natural to feel that yknow?? like ill move forward and after that ill be able to move on too #I think feeling it is the easiest way to do this i dont want to push it down #i cant ask for a day off for reasons #oversharing on main #beverly says stuff #tw bones #tw car accident

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transgender-catboy · 1 year ago

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I love my friends

#i think im just going to talk in the tags for a moment. got a lot on my mind #for starters. the fnaf movie comes out soon. really looking forward to that. think its gonna be awesome and amazing and I'm super excited!!!#secondly. waiting on funds so i can buy that mask i saw the other day and some Halloween candy from Walmart #i . want to do little goodie bags for the kids in my building. but im too scared to go up to their parents and ask candy preference and #allergy concerns. so. idk. maybe I'll just save it. I think it's a cute concept but it makes me feel like my mother.#she loved to do little gift things for people. but it was always people that didn't like her. i don't want to be that way #i know my value. i know my time and energy means something. i don't want to waste it on people who don't give a shit. ya know?#not saying the kids are those kinds of people. not what i mean. but just as an overall thing. i don't like being like her.#...yeah. i dunno. you get raised by one person your whole life. you pick up some of their characteristics #i can't sob without sounding like her. safe to say i am a little emotionally constipated. so i seek other means to relieve that feeling.#like yesterday when i threw up. i played it off like that was a blunder on my body. but i know what i did.#hey. at least it's not the other method. right?. .. yeah. okay. i know. not great either #but it hurts. and I'm so fucking sick and tired of crying over her. genuinely. it's exhausting crying all the time #but that's the only way I can get those emotions out #I've tried to do the counseling thing. but other things made that impossible. then i moved.#and i tried the grief thing but instead i just got a talking buddy? he helps me get out of the house yeah.#but we dont talk about her #... i dunno. I'm just here.#guess i waited long enough. now you get a mini secret. every time i make an i love my friends post. I'm reminding myself why I'm still going #I'm usually sitting around somewhere in my apartment (desk couch bed) crying. alone. thinking about you guys.#so uh. thank you.#i love you guys so much. and i don't know where I'd be without you #probably dead.#💖#vent

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lovecrazedpup · 1 year ago

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just had one of the worst cries of my life i think

#going out soon but idk im just so full of anxiety n everything sucks #ive been throwing up since like 3am too bc im so anxious #like i fucked up last night and it hasnt left my mind #n then i have to join a discord and get interviewed and play a game that i find terrifying bc itll make him happy (first world problems ik)#and now i have to go out to lunch today #which would be great but !!#my jeans are a tiny bit tighter than they usually are which means i gained weight !!!! i havent eaten today so its not bloating !!!#and then i went into the bathroom to look at myself and i saw how bad my eyebags are so i went to put on makeup #but i looked fucking stupid so i took it off and now im just sitting here kinda bawling over how ugly i am #i fucking hate it !! im so disgusting #im so tired i just want to kms and cut #how am i meant to talk to him when i cant stop crying and how am i meant to go outside like this #like im never gonna post my face here but u guys rlly dont know how gross i look #god im gonna meet him in like 4 months dude i fucking cant hes gonna find me so repulsive im going to cry #wtf do i do im so fucked nothing is going to save me #hes just gonna spend like 3 days with me probably fuck me and then just leave me i fucking know it #its so over man its so fucking over someone just run me over with a car #jamie.txt

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kissayoubasard · 2 years ago

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gratefulness sounds tacky and deceitful when youre not doing well mentally but now that im better. i Am grateful for a lot of things, actually.

it's hard to remember on bad days but i think if i make it a habit it would help me a lot.

#POST ABOUT PERSONAL THOUGHTS JUMPSCARE #but yeah. i keep Experiencing Things & going oh im so glad im alive #even if it's just seeing a vulture on the lamp post outside my window #or seeing weird birds. and weird animals. and smelling The Smell of sap when my backyard tree is pruned #and also. not really mindfulness but just. Experiencing the moment (like the post about crying at the supermarket because of the wonders)#like eating bread and thinking. how many people worked for this. how many people have helped me survive and im unaware of #human connection is there even when you dont see it #and idk. as an extremely lonely person it makes me feel less lonely #k im gonna go sleep now

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pink-booty-butts · 2 years ago

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going on a mini hiatus! I'm SO sorry to the anons who've requested things that I haven't written yet, I promise I will write them at some point!! and I'm so sorry I'm taking forever to write them in general!!

#i hope no one blames themselves for this im just very sad and i dont have the capacity to be positive right now #and if i cant be positive then its really hard for me to be around other people ngl 😂 i feel like im being depressing and i hate that #idk i feel like im making their life worse if im sad ya know?#anyways im gonna go cry now lmao 😂#yall are free to send requests still of course but pls keep in mind it might be a hot minute before i get to it!#love you all #💛💛💛

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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Y'know I'm not big on shipping so sometimes I'm like: "Man, why is it all Kazumaji." when searching for fanart but then I am on Twitter and... I think I am fine with Kazumaji on Tumblr.

i don't know the further implications of this and the diff between twit and tumblr kazumaji but Personally to me it just isn't my cup of tea and i don't really get the pairing

#snap chats #maybe its cause its popular and i have popularitis or something idfk i just cant see the appeal #or. i CAN but not personally yk. i understand why other people like it is what i mean it just doesnt do it for me for some reason #like Sorry Everyone Trying To Scroll The Kazumaji Tag Rn In Peace but ima spit #nvm i forgot what i was gonna say. never mind i remember #anyway it just doesn't do anything for me #like it's not wholly established and there isn't even a lot of in-text reasons to like it which . Hasn't Stopped Me Before #but like i don't have anything to go off of... like the pairings i like i have something to point at and go 'ah there it is mental illness'#and ig with kazumaji there's SOME things like Again I Can See Where People Are Coming From #but it's nothing that makes me go Ah.. The Brain Barnacles Are Here #we been over this but it's been a while but kiryu and majima's relationship really does just feel professional after a certain point #like y3 the earliest but ESPECIALLY after saejima comes into the picture #idk im rambling about something that WILL get me shot but i'm speaking my truth on my blog #moving on. watched the first half of tonbi today..... crying...#i have to update my Top Cutest TTM Charas list now...#but i gotta do these comms first ok bye #then im watching the second half if these dont take me all night..

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