#im gonna call tomorrow
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this is like day 4-5(?) of being without my antidepressants and the brainzaps are so..... like im down for the count. the zaps, the dizziness, vertigo, nausea, etc etc & on top of that, body aches... pray for me yall bc its serious
#the reason im without is bc i ran out & cant get a refill bc my dr needs to approve it#im gonna call tomorrow#otherwise i aint makin it til xmas#.chatter
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i have a fifty dollar bill coming up and i still havent actually started with my job yet :')
life is very stress
#personal#inwas sick for 1 and a half weeks but also they keep on not making the schedule#im gonna call tomorrow
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personal happiness or what the fuck ever
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#jeans here too but ssh#snap sketches#i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i#so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic#i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now#which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway 💀#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again#LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me#maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw#anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone#i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE
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adler can’t stop holding bell’s face when he kisses them.
and not gently, either, not the caress of a flower petal, delicate and sweet- bell’s barely a rose if not for all their thorns, and he wrings a hand round their jaw like one might wrench out a weed. rid and tossed to the dirt with all the rest. with all the red. with all that makes them wrong. with everything that came before.
if he can’t muzzle his dog, who can?
he bends their head upward in the interrogation chair, thumb dug into their cheek, squeezing the blood from their mouth into a sanguine rivulet between the web of his fingers; he jerks bell’s face toward the evidence board when their empty eyes fix on him a moment too long, enough to unsettle him; he stamps their chin under a hard thumb when he turns them to the light, soft pupils blown wide as he watches the sweet drug take hold; he digs his fingers into their jaw when they bark too loud at their duly master, shaking sense into his dumb mutt’s whistling hole of a head.
when he deigns to let them go, he makes a point to tear his hand away, sharp and spiteful, so even with the sting they still manage to find suffering in the loss. to yearn for the hand they bit back.
so the rest comes violent, too. the rest comes hungry. the rest comes when he wants it, and he wants bell, with such a blind fervour it drives him mad. where better men might leave, kick their losses to the curb and go elsewhere to get their fill, adler digs his heels deeper in the mud, the dirt where he buries all that red he carved out of them. if it’s tenderness he wants, he can take it for himself, and leave them with the hurt. it isn’t stooping to their level if he’s the one with the leash.
he kisses bell like he’s eating them from the inside. one hand squeezed tight around their flushed face, mouth forced open into an o-shaped pucker. he nicks their lip as smirking proof of his callousness, snags it on his sharpest canine. a peck that mocks affection. licks his way inside their mouth like it’s a threat, a proclamation. you let me do this to you. you let me in, bell. let me in, let me in. such a good dog when they do, loll their tongue out pathetic and starving. he drives his thumb inside, hot, wet, forces their mouth open by the hinge of their stiffened jaw- the last laughable vestiges of their reluctance, crumbling into dust fine enough to sift like sand between his fingers. guess science still has its limits, but so do you.
when he’s worked bell’s mouth nice and wide, he flattens their tongue with a thick finger, face clamped between the rest, and while they’re just about learning to make peace with it all- the humiliation, the degradation, submission made sanctification through the eager expectation of praise- he spits inside, and makes them swallow.
#got inspired by an old movie gifset i saw that is my headcanon for how adler kisses#this was gonna be a little ramble but turned vaguely into bad prose so idk how i should format this idc#it’s 2am!!!! im so so so sleep deprived but haven’t written adlerbell in a couple days#this doesn’t make sense probably but i wrote it for me…… sorry i sound pretentious </3#might tidy this tomorrow but idc#thoughts#adlerbell#adler#russell adler#bell#cod bell#adler x bell#adbell#russell adler x bell#cod#cod bocw#cod cw#cod cold war#call of duty cold war#call of duty black ops cold war#my writing
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my favorite guys <3
#cod#call of duty#kyle gaz garrick#könig#gaz call of duty#könig call of duty#cod mw2#gave könig big naturals on accident. dont worry about it#im gonna reblog this so much tomorrow#merry christmas look at my Boys#hobos creations#gun game#lovebug
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Day 1 Graduation!
@ppkm-week
#ppkm week#ppkm#butterfly soup 2#butterfly soup#noelle butterfly soup#akarsha butterfly soup#digital art#fanart#art#doodle#was falling asleep while making this so i had to call it quits#gonna work on tomorrows day during class tomorrow wish me luck#goodnight im tired#i love these guys#reminds me of my graduation whichwas like a day after i started dating my gf#i love my gf did i mention that#we cosplayed min and akarsha for a con a few months ago#ppkm week 2024
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DCA Promptober Day 16: Naughty
After day 15's, y'all can have a little treat, a little snack if you will, and by little treat I mean Moon and by little snack I mean you're kissing his flat face, read the content warning and have fun~
Content warning: Heavily suggestive themes, kissing and such, little bit of wire play, you know the drill, make smart choices and all that
Word count: 741
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Bonk.
You clench your fist slightly, but remain facing forward in your chair, eyes trained to the security camera feed.
Bonk. Jingle.
Your eye twitches, but you relent, you won't let him win. Even though he's won pretty much every other time, you won't let him have this one.
Jingle, click. Jingle, click, click, click.
He's going to have to give up eventually, right? He knows you're at work! That you have a job. Sure, it's a pretty easy one and really, requires very little of your own attention span that you could allot time for, other activities, and honestly it's been a few days and you've been lacking any form of affection so really-
Bonk. Jingle. Bonk. Jingle. Bonk.
You lightly pound your fist against the desk and turn around, tight-lipped.
"Moon," You say, eyeing him as he stares down at you, hanging upside down from that wire of his.
His eyes are crinkled with glee, "Hello, Star."
"May I help you?"
He swings back and then forward, "I think you already know the answer to that."
His faceplate almost meets your lips, but you stick your hand up just in time, "Ah ta ta ta ta, not so fast," You gently push him back, "I don't have time for this right now and you know it!"
"You're staring at a camera feed that has had the exact same level of activity for 45 minutes."
"And it could change at any time!" You throw your hands up, "I have to stay vigilant, on guard. Doing my job, so in case anything does happen, I'm well prepared for it."
Moon's face plate spins, and you cross your arms with a huff.
When a few moments pass and he doesn't speak up, you spin around again, seeing the issue as settled for the time being.
"It sounds to me that you just don't want to kiss me."
That, awakens something in you. Something angry. Annoyed. Maybe a little aroused, you will admit.
You flip around again, "Oh that does it."
Moon snickers as you take hold of his face plate, tilting it down toward you.
"You think being a nuisance, a pain, naughty, gets you what you want, huh?"
"Seems that way," He chuckles.
You trace a finger along the side of his faceplate, "You're about to find out."
You kiss him, hard. Right across that stupid smile of his. Then another, and another. Sharp, quick kisses that shift from his mouth to his cheek, then down again. You reach a hand up, snaking it around the end of his hat and using it to tug him more down to you.
Craning your neck, you tuck your head under the bot's chin and just behind his faceplate, allowing you access to the wires there. You open your mouth and trail your tongue along the metal of his neck. You feel a shiver erupt through his entire frame.
You didn't know he could do that.
But you're not done yet.
While in that same position, you find a wire and gently bite down. Moon freezes and you also pause. Then, his fans get a notch louder than they already were. You take it as a sign to continue.
In the meantime, his hands keep themselves occupied by sneaking under the neckline of your shirt, tracing patterns into your collarbones. Your hands keep occupied by playing with the ruffle around his neck or tapping against his shoulders.
When you're satisfied with your efforts, you pull away, staring at the dazed bot for a moment. Then, you plant a final kiss on his smile.
You swipe your thumb over your lips, "Well, did you get everything you wanted?"
He has the audacity to giggle.
"I... suppose," His faceplate spins. You think if steam could come off of him, it would be.
You lick your lips, nodding. Your face is on fire, "Good. Glad that's settled then."
"Now then, if you'll excuse me," You turn around in your chair, scootching in, "I need to get back to work."
You jump when you hear a loud thump against the wall. Turning, you see Moon's fist has slammed into the light switch. You see his other hand is gripping his wrist, in a, really quite poor, effort to stop the action. With that, he goes limp on the wire, letting out another fit of giggles and a sigh.
You turn around again, infuriated, as the lights come on.
Bonk.
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Another treat from the drafts for you all
Find the masterlist here, thanks for reading!
#this was gonna hit the queue tomorrow morning#but I then realized that it would be QUITE the wake up call#There's a John Mulaney reference in here somewhere#and Im so sorry if that just ruined this for so many of you#couldn't help myself#dcatober24#fnaf dca#dca fandom#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf moon#dca fic#x reader
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i dont wanna draw gojo back again bc it feels like such a cop out for me even tho i know yall like it
that being said i really fumbled the art ball this weekend by getting distracted by every possible side quest….and i still wanna draw smth
#tomorrow im going on a hot friend date with an extrovert#and im like…..#coaching myself#were gonna meet her open up with a HAIIII girlie ur looking very mindful today very demureeee#*through ground teeth* DONT BE AUTISTIC RECOGNIZE JOKES AND LAUGH#not laughing at jokes is something ive been called out on#and ots like idk girl maybe ur not funny or its a me thing#like im not fully convinced the person behind the diagnosis for autism wasnt just pissed that some autistic kid a long time ago didnt laugh#at their joke and they just went: damn humor broken for these ppl#like was the joke funny tho…#maybe u suck and u cant just go blaming groups of ppl for ur lack kf a standup comedy career
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You doing ok?
hi
#i'm alive. simply being chewed upon by multiple things#work is more stressful than i'd like it to be. for instance i'm hoping that i submitted my time off notification for tomorrow correctly#because otherwise it might read as a no call no show and i would . like to continue having a job#now to be fair. i do have it on the system that i requested it at the beginning of the month and i emailed my supervisor about it last week#so even if i didn't submit it correctly i'm likely in the clear#but nonetheless. i also got a firm talking-to the other day and now i am on ✨thin ice✨ for dicking around too much#because they track ur idle time at my work (computer) and mine was Quite High so my supervisor was like man what the hell is this#but even though she was kind of baffled at me spending so much time dicking around#she couldn't even really be all that mad in the end because i'm still doing good numbers and have made no (zero) mistakes#so she was just like. it's kind of impressive that your numbers look this good when you literally have 50% idle time#so she goes imagine what you could do if you weren't wasting so much time#and yeah i can whip out some Really Good Numbrers when i put the effort in.#so the problem is not my numbers it's just that i'm not spending long enough doing my tasks for the day#but i don't want to drag out those tasks intentionally so i've just been upping my own standards/goals#as much as i hate giving any more of my brain power than is necessary to giant corporations#it's still easy to feel smug after you get Talked To and then immediately turn around and show off#like yeah i coulda been doing this good the whole time. literally pulling up by 20 points. i just didn't want to.#trying to keep everyone's expectations low but accidentally toed the line of um. not working enough to keep my job#...anyway. EAS national weather system issued a . hi#i haven't forgotten about all of you i'm just having trouble tracking all my shit that i got going on ✨ yaaaaaaay#im gonna post things on AO3 soon. i promise. my weakness is that i get sidetracked trying to unwind from work#...i know i said 'soon' last time. but this time for real#asks#not sexy#anonymous
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Guess who's sick. And still has to work tonight
#jane journals#not self ship#ok i guess its kinda my fault#i thought if i waited it out id feel better and be able to do my shift#now im at my shift and i feel like fucking dogshit#theyd better let me call out tomorrow or else im gonna burn this fucking place down#im sorry im ornery cause i dont wanna be here ; u ;#but seriously im gonna flip if they dont find someone to take my shift#its not my fault they dont have the people for it#just hire more. idiotss
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so turns out doing homework at 2am was not the right move. i will not be learning from this.
#the scary discussion board is done tho#hate discussion boards#brb vs the call of the academia#im posting this as validation that i should be allowed to nap.#will i? nah#i gonna study for the personality exam i have tomorrow#today's just been like *slow blink* Time to go already?
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They've been in and out of my apartment every day for the past week because there's a leak in my downstairs neighbor's bathroom which is fine but they haven't notified me at any point that they were in my apartment so sometimes I just come home and someone's been in my home, and today they left the door unlocked and every single light on
#ive called the main office and complained and im gonna call the local office and complain tomorrow#and if i ever find theyve been in my apartment without notifying me again there will be hell to pay
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 3#yakuza series#yakuza 3#yoshitaka mine#snap sketches#i was thinking about all the weird mine variants that exist and theres more than i thought there was#i JUST wanted to do suit variants tho none of the extra okinawa and new year rggo cards. and a bare variant#because i can ...... also cause i needed to exercise the knowledge that his plushie's undies are white SOMEHOW#funny enough the only time i like properly assembled mines colors was on my kirin mine sheet so yay for a semiproper color sheet#anyway. the grey suit's inspo'd from the date scene in y3- that shot with him and kanda#i chose a brown tie to act as an in-between transition from blue tie to gold tie#the rggo cards are forever funny to me but while i was drawing these i remembered that for some reason#with the newest card mine's sleeve is. white ???????? its white .#i only realized this after posting these to twitter so if you saw this there first and are like 'girl his sleeve changed color'#Thats Why <- literally no one is thinking that#ok i have nothing else to say probably im gonna eat one more bowl of pasta then go to bed#i keep mentioning kirin mine so maybe ill doodle one of my things with that tomorrow ..#if not i have stuff i wanna draw tomorrow so if im not tired after grocery shopping Theres That To Look To#ok bye its pasta time <- has decided to make pasta my personality for june#oh my god wait its june now jesus christ. yeah happy pride month ive finally drawn mine again#ok bye bye pasta's calling my name
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they always just carryin him around like a bag of apples
(X-Men #19)
#xmen#xmen comics#charles xavier#professor x#and like. everyone else too ig vJARLEKJAKL#hi scott. hank. bobby. warren. ily#jean's too busy being kidnapped rn she cant join roll call </3#snap scans#its not even my scan but thats jsut gonna be my panel-posting tag ig#anyway. charles being carried >>>>#i always like it when they carry him .. idk why .. its just a nice detail ig#he gets carried around more by mimic in this issue but i like this panel the most#i was rereading old issues today just cause i felt like it hi. also cause i needed to remind myself of stuff for a joke im drawing#aka that wip i posted earlier. all will make sense in time As I Said In That Post jvawvLKAJvl#ok thats all i just needed to charles post cause i got stuff to do tonight so i cant draw him </3#tomorrow tho ... i will find time ...
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"I'm nobody. I haven't done anything with my life like you have."
Todd Phillips, Scott Silver, Lady Gaga genuinely, lovingly, fuck you.
I will never forgive you. I hope every day your bones get softer and softer and then one day when you're not expecting it, I shall be there, and I will gnaw through your Achilles heel<3
#LIKE WHAT THE FUCK???? IVE NOT DONE ANYTHING WITH MY LIFE#SHES SUPPOSED TO BE A DOCTOR SHE SPENT OVER A DECADE IN FUCKING SCHOOL IM GONNA FIGHT#IM THROWING HANDS WITH EVERYONE INVOLVED THATS SO NASTY#idc i will not be acknowledging this as an actual Harley cause shes not. i dont fucking care.#the Only thing making her Harley is that they called her that. change her hair color and color scheme and bam PUNCHLINE#but no they decided to be stupid and insulting and ignorant.#this genuinely makes me so mad.#i watched the trailer and every time im like jfc okay its gonna suck they just release something absolutely worse#i will be spending my entire therapy session tomorrow ranting passionately about my hatred for todd phillips#i would fight him for a corn chip#harley quinn#harleen quinzel#baby im so sorry to be tagging you i know this aint you baby!!! you're better than this!! you deserve better#dc comics
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i will kiss you if you do jj and weird girl pt 2 🤭
Well im making weird girl texts with jj so we have to mack it now…… soooo……
#come here#LOL#but seriously im making the texts#i was gonna post tomorrow cause it was supposed to be my day off#but i got called in for a morning shift sadly#but we’ll see!!!#angels <3#anon <3#weird girl!reader
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