#im gona go eat now

[todayisafridaynight]

if i think bout ichi going to jiro kasuga's grave and arakawa accompanying him Maybe At Least Once i just might explode

[kil9]

the british have to stop trying to cook this is hell

[i-hate-myself-so-so-so-much]

Okay yall a new plan that i hate, but its best i can do. Im gona try to eat bit more on meals for couple of days (Of course im gona workout after them to burn some calories off and also walk.) Becuse we are going on a vacation next week tuesday which means im not going to eat as much and we will walk ALOT. So im probs gona drop like 1kg if not even 2kg. Also becuse if i eat now bit more we will go and if not the trip will get canceld so..this is my only good way to lose some weigth.

But bit of update becuse why not

Cals: 984 (purged some out so prob less but still disapointed.)

Steps: 3382 (also disapointed and its 17.03 already)

[serendipitous-mage]

HOW WE FEELIN BOUT THAT BTB S2 POST CREDIT SCENE LADS

(if it wasnt obvious, spoilers below the cut)

imagine giving (who you assume is) a homeless person (spitting out rocks, dressed like a clown and in full makeup) a few bucks to get a bite to eat-

[events happen]

this guy now owns a food truck (and you work at it)

theres some friendly workplace rivalry with another food truck (they shoot a canon at you, but its fine, theyre just Really Into It, its their brand, yknow how it is)

PSYCH its not friendly--mans just got Absolutely Curbstomped into the Ground in front of your eyes and the rival food truck owner just straight up disappears down after him

think poor tim is gona be havin a bit of a breakdown on his worldview lmfaooo (all of them, probably)

im posting this and then rewatching all of it for the 7 thousandth time with the knowledge of TIM

also this?????

DO THEY GO LOOKING FOR STEVE THAT SEEMS LIKE THE MUNKUSTRAP ALEX HIRSCH CLOWN DO THEY SHOW UP AFTER HE GETS SQUASHED HELLO HI IM NORMAL ABOUT ALL OF THIS????

EDIT: did tim help steve get a food truck? did he have input on the slogan hot tires hot burgers?? this is also forcing me to put into perspective that like, tim has been, astronomically normal about all the absolute batshit things happening, just saying 'weird vibes haha yea' and going on with it at worst or *annoyed with this bullshit* at best (vice versa?)

[sleepingbeautyaurora]

Guys, I'm going crazy

My life is a mess, I have to study and I just CAN'T . I feel like i would die if I open that book. AAAAAAAAHHH

I was supposed to be eating health and being a wellness cute girl.

Like.... I been eating sugar 24/7

Omg I wanted to be a cute little health girl.

Ok, Im gona do some rules for my life and a little routine . (yes, it will be a lot all at once and maybe I won't do it, but it's cute and you never know):

Health lifestyle

Sleep

8hours of sleep

Sleep-9pm

Wake up-5 or 5:30am

No cellphone 1hour before sleep (8pm) (read a book, listen to music, meditate, write etc)

Hygiene

Shower everyday (also Moisturaze)

Always with a Toiletry bag (toothbrush and toothpaste, dental floss, mouthwash, sanitary pads and I recommend and extra pair of underwear)

Make your bad every day(in the morning)

Clean day (at least) once a week (Sunday)

2spa days a week (wash hair, esfoliant, shave, paint nails etc)

(those I already do🤍)

Food

Eat real foods

500ml of water before meals

3fruits a day

No sugar

6am breakfast with protein carbs fat (2egg toasts and avocado)

1pm Lunch (protein with rice and salad)

4pm Snack (fruits and oats)

6pm dinner (fish and pasta)

I like that Mediterranean diet, it seens like a very health thing and a lifestyle. You eat a lot fruits, cereals ( and complex carbs), fat (Olive oil and oilseeds), milk and yogurt and lean protein (fish) - I'll do a post only about it🤍

Exercise

You should do 30min of exercise on 4/5 days of the week (yes, that's a lot, but I think if we find the right kind of exercise we could do it - dancing, walking, a sport (like volleyball), pilates etc)

Having a time in day day where you always do it should also help (morning/afternoon/night)

I, personally, like dancing, like, I'll put a music and be an idiot dancing(there're also dance videos on YouTube). Lets put this activity at 5pm?ok

There a lot of other things, like style, hair, relationships, manifestation and energy, hobbies, mental health, study etc . I can do about this too. But I'll try to focus on those habits for now.

Byee🤍🤍🤍

[probably-a-plant-thing]

sorry I know I'm late to the party but time is an illusion and The Sims has been keeping me in a choke hold

from these

for Val: 2, 13, 22, 36, 37, 40 (I am sorry it's 11 pm and I think I'm funny), 49

for Anon: 14, 17, 37, 44, 45, 48,

for Skulk: 7, 22, 30, 37, 43

for Rylan: 8, 9, 21, 22, 23, 37

feel free not to respond to everything, it's...

a lot

AA!! Hey hey!!

Im gona slap this under a "read more" because its a long one :D

Valentine Beltane:

2) Savory or nutty flavors, though he doesn't really eat human food, he is a big meat enjoyed. Give that boy a steak 13) Smoke and musk. Honestly, he'd thrive if he got taken to a steakhouse now looking at him. 22) He doesn't think so, but it's pretty alright. Just a man who'll quietly sing while he works. 36) He does! He braided his own hair when it was pretty long but now he doesn't bother. 37) He's scared of thunder. His hearing is excellent, so thunder is extra loud and extra scary. He's like a dog in that way. 40) Nope! Craves it. Sees a bleeding person and is more scared of losing control 49) No, he's pretty smooth-skinned

Anon:

14) Pine with some floral hints. They try to aim for neutral sents but usually default to perfumes. 17) Winter! He can wear all his beloved layers and she won't get heatstroke over it 37) Spiderss! If she sees a spider anywhere near their studio they won't enter it for days. 44) He's very skilled! He tends to make little music videos for his songs 45) First of all, they have this backpack and it contains all her journals n sketchbooks.

48) They know how to keep their head above water but he never really needed to learn

Skulk:

7) Jerboas and Chincillas 22) I mean his voice claim is Jerma so.... no but it's funny [Link] 30) Fashion backward. Fashion cringe. He kills people in workout clothes and combat boots 37) Bright light. He's a gremlin 43) I mean his kills can be pretty creative, but other than that he leans more toward his brains n brawn than his inner artist

Rylan Hitchcock:

8) Ry sleeps in a random t-shirt n sweatpants, he just grabs whatever from his drawer when he's tired and his bed is super warm. 9) Stomach sleeper. Tummy Snoozer. 21) He can play piano, but hates that he doesn't play any "loud" instruments but also he doesn't want to bother to learn now. 22) Don't know, I've never imagined him singing. I'll leave that to headcanon. 23) Yeh! He does fairly often, though it's more in the realm of mumbling to himself as he does anything. 37) He is scared of dogs. He got bit by one once as a child, which resulted in a seeded fear of canines and an unrealized distrust of his mother. Refuses to admit it, but he will go out of his way to run them over if given the opportunity.

[myrammmortal]

Chapter 30, watch out for the Dork Mark!

AN: stop flaming da story ok u dnot no wutz even gona happen ok!1111 so FUL U!111 if u flam u wil be a prep so al flamerz kan kiss muh ass!111 soz 4 soz 4 sayin alzhimers is dongerous but datz da mysteries opinin koz sosiety basically sux. fangz 2 raven u rok bich!111

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“No!11” we screamed sadly. Snap stated loafing meanly. He took out a kamera anvilly. Then…………………… he came tords Richard!1! He took sum stones out of his poket. He put da stones around Richard and nit a candle.

“What the fuck r u doing!” I shooted arngrily. Snoop laughed meanly. He polled down his pants. I gasped- there was a Dork Mark on his you-know-wut!11!

He waved his wand and a nife came. He gave da knife 2 me.

“U must stab Vrompire.” he said to me. “If u don’t then I’ll rap Richard!1”

“No you fucking bastrad!1” I yielded.

But den Richard looked at me sadly with his evil goffik red eyes dat looked so depressant and sexy. He lookd exactly like a pentragram (lol geddit koz im a satanist) between Kurt Cobain and Gerard. But then I looked at Vampire and he looked so smexy too wif his goffik black hair. I thought of da time when we screwed and the time I did it with Richard and Daddy Till came and the tame where Richard almost commited suicide and Vampire wuz so sportive.

Snipe laughed angrily. He started to prey to Volxemort. He started to do an incapacitation dancing around the stokes whipping Richard and Vampire. Suddenly an idea I had. I clozd my eyes and using my vampire powers I sent a telepathetic massage to Richard and Vampire so they would destruct Snape.

“Daddy Till will get u!” Richard shooted.

“Yah just wait ubtil da Mystery find out!11” Vampire yelled. Meanwhile I took out my wand.

“You ridiculus dondderhed!111” Snoop yielded. He took off all of Richard’s clothes. Just as he was about to rape him…………………….

“Crosio!” I shited pointing my wound. Snoop scremed and started running around da room screming. Meanwhile I grabed my blak mobile and sent a txt 2 Serious. I stopped doing crucio.

“You dunderhed!111 Im going to kill-” shooted Snape but suddenly Flake came.

Snake put the whip behind his bak. “Oh hello Flake I wuz just teaching them sumthing.” he lied. "You do know I have been here all this time eating the delicious caramels, right?" Flake said. "I know this might be confusing to the reader so I will explain. I happen to have an evil twin and his name is Snape/Snake/Snoop (not that one). I'm just here and snacking on things because Till has told me I need to put on some weight. I do not condone whatever my evil twin is up to but I will just leave him to it." (Editors note: I'm sorry for that part but honest to the gods the story got very confusing here and this would be less confusing than the original where Snape is about to rape Draco and all that shit you just read but suddenly Severus came in. Somehow. I have questions too but at least now I have a chance to make Flake not a horrible person because he deserves better!).

But suddenly Lusian and Profesor Trevolry came in2 da room and they and Serious unlocked the chains and put dem around Snap. Then Profesor Trevolry said ‘Come on Paul Darkness Omnipotentia Alzheimer Birdflu Grand Mal Landers let’s go.” 

[gogosqueze]

i just went on a three day binge cuz i was ovdr at someones house. i cant right now. i acc cant. im gona try to eat 300 cals tmrw and go for a run and do a workout because i acc feel so guilty rn, but like why cnat i just feel guilty while im eating, like why im i so fat i cant just say no. like my thighs r huge and they have gotten so fucking big im going to die

[smileymoth]

tw suicide/self harm/disordered eating idk im having a moment

best part abuot being a fucking coward is that i dont think id ever kill myself. like i am too scared to just injure myself . i cant even cut myself too deep without freaking out like i see a drop of too much blood and i feel like im gona faint . but boy if i do not think abt just ending it every day. i sometimes start thinking about details and it freaks me out so i stop but its just like a passing thought of ohhh i cant fucking take this anymore i need to kill myself . it would be better if i just fucking died bc i dont bring any sort of value to society. im deathly afraid of not getting a job. i dont want to live with my mom for the rest of my life like my aunt. i dont think i could handle it. i need to be alone and i need to be indipendent. ive been hurting myself since i was like 10 by just scratching myself or whatever but like actually starting to cut myself at age 22 is kind of embarrassing like. im an adult. what am i doing. i cant fucking do this shit man. i cried today bc i was all nice n cozy in bed and i just cried bc i was like god i wish this could just be how it was every day. i dont want to do anything i dont want to go to work i dont want to do schoolwork i just want to draw and get paid for it. but i just suck at everything. i need help with everything. i need to kill myself. tbf i could probably do the museum job forever. but i am never getting hired bc they dont need me there. i do feel like a job would be better than school. school makes me want to kill myself. im so fucking stressed about everything right now its unreal. i need a scale so fucking bad too and i need to get back into the flow of restricting properly bc ive just been fucked in that department lately bc im so overwhelmed. its so impossible to keep ttrack of what you eat when youre busy. when you dont have a specific routine. im autistic arent i. whatever. i need to just make sure im always under [redacted} kilos so that if the surgeon finally fucking calls i would not have to be like oops sorry i cant im still an obese cunt who you cant operate on. idk. i need to kill myself as per usual. like i cant keep up with all of this shit. i just want to not be so fucking stresserd all the time but life is all jut about being stressed and doing shit and i dont know if i can handle it. i can barely handle school and now im flipflopping between volunteering at the museum and school and im dying im just straightup dying like im pretty surre why i got so sick now was bc i was stressed tf out bout everything and not resting. and yet i feel like i havent done enough. i have done fucking nothing to secure myself a job in the future. i have no plans for the future beside "ill figure it out as i go" but things really dont work like that. im fucking wasting my life away im useless like. i have nothing to offer anyone. who want me no one. shoot me in the headddd nowwwwwwwwww i need to kms and die forever

and like i dont even know why i am like this. like im just fucked in the head. i feel like im gona be like this forever. idk if i can live to 40 like that. i have no horrid trauma that would result in me being this much of a sad freak who keeps whining. like i feel like im just pretending or like playing the victim to get idk brownie points from god or something bc i dont tell shit to anyone beside like 3 of my friends and all of tumblr but i rly doubt anyone reads these anyway like this shit too logn. tl;dr whatever. whatever. it feels like its my fault that im like this. i feel like i fucked my life up on purpose somehow. that its my fault that i want to kill myself. idk if it works like that. but the thought of that only makes me want to get worse. like ive contemplated so many times of just making myself bleed so hard i pass out but i cant bc im a pussy but i feel like it would prove sth to someone. probably to myself. that im not just making it up for attention even though yeah sureeeee the attention you get from slicing your skin and then making sure to always cover that shit up to make sure nobody ever sees . whatever. i hate this shit if you ever think abt cutting just dont you wont get rid of it and if your mental health keeps getting gradually worse so will that bc hashtag coping mechanism. its like the only thing rn that even helps it like calms me down but then its like aw shucks theres new scarrsssss that take ages to heal. fuck my shit life idk. im stupid and stubborn and i dont think ever. i think too much actually. i hate that i dont feel sick enough i hate that i just feel lazy and ungrateful. i hate feeling like im being weak so that others would do sth about it while i push away any and all help i get offered . if i do accept it i feel like shit afterward bc im not enough to get it done myself. i hate feeling like im always behind. like im sdomehow behind all my friends . ill never be good enough. ill always be behind. i peaked in 9th grade and it was all downhill from there. i shouldve been someone else from the beginning. i hate that i exist i feel sorry for my mother for having to put up with me i feel sorry for my friends for having to put up with me . im just pathetic and sad and i do fuckin gnothing to help myself

[angstandhappiness]

WHY I didn't notice the tear until I zoomed in closer like FUCK MY SOUL such melancholic longing. Dude just woke up but he's not surprised by the tears collecting in his eyes like this says that it's a recurring thing by now he's just silently letting it happen and accepting that it's happening

OP's tags: @dr-chalk #Wukong’s arms are in the same position as they were in the dream btw#braiding position#also can you find the shadowpeach crumb hidden in the last picture

@cereus-stars #shadowpeach#(?) kinda#how tf did I miss this#I am losing it over swk lying on Macaque’s clothes#Ao lie meant so much to swk and the grief is never ending#pain agony even

@tsatsked I’m destroyed @pixelchaos00 #crying cat meme

@norxii #※ ao lie ┋ we are flying on wings in winter sky with fire burning deep inside#※ mirror ┋ infinite reflections of empty space#※ dragonpeach / wildkaart ┋ when your fantasies become your legacy; promise me a place in your house of memories#im still in pain over them so suffer with me now dash

@thedatingsimsystem #im gona cyr

@stepter6 #Didn’t realise I hadn’t reblogged this on Tumblr yet but anyway#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

@pettyloudmuffin #i'm going insane. but what a way to go!

@rockbagelyu #im cryign @lotusmonkey #hNNNGGGGG

@amalgamorph #my heart!!!! @ritz-writes #owieeee

@fatalglitter #i see the crumb :>#also OW

@sleepycricketts #i guess sjfhfb z@anxiescape #oh nu#D:

@hereissananxiousmess #oooh pretty art :000#crying#spbbing#wailing#why are you doing this to me#I love this I am in PAIN

@sinhasfluffyheadfur #absolute fave#SCREAMS CRIES EXPLODES INTO A MILLION PIECES#YOU.#YOU ARE THE AO LIE ANGST PERSON IN MY HEAD AND I LOVE YOU#YOUR ART IS VERY PRETTY ALSO#but mostly AAAAAAWHHWNNSJJJJDNHHSJDUWUREURRURYUEUEAAA#throwing up wailing ripping out my heart#eating you alive#pos#probably pos. who knows what I feel at this point#I don’t think I’ll ever recover . your stuff has a hold on me

@hangcastles #WHATS WRONG EITH YOU#GAH!!!!!!!!!!#fav

@sunsage #𝓅𝓇𝒾𝒸𝑒𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝓂𝓊𝓇𝒶𝓁 (gallery)#𝑔𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝑔𝑒 (me)#ao lie tag tba#man all of dr chalks artworks are like a stab in the chest#that's his little brother...#of course he misses him so much

@starlightsuncrow #WAIT CHALK YOU ARE HERE TOO??#*proceeds to cry on both twitter and tumblr over this*

@spibyeyler #i wanna to say you're reason why i really like ao lie now#and swk & ao lie duo#bc DAMN HOW YOU DRAW THEM!! /pos

@crossed-worlds #white horse baker: ao lei#king of the earth: wukong#look I love them okay?

@drifting-andromeda #sobbing holy shit

@moomshire #im gonna die @kookycutie #Ehehehehe nice! :D

@official-241cookies #oh my god I cannot do this shit no more#I AM DEPRESSO ESPRESSO BUT THE ART IS SLAYING MY BROS#he desperately needs therapy#fucker cannot get closure for shit#PLEASE GET HIM THERAPY I BEG OF YOU I WILL EMPTY MY LIFE SAVINGS FOR IT

@astro-inthestars #oh OW. OW. O W.#WHAT THE FUCK OW.#AO LIE..... HAUHHGHAG

@samathekittycat #AAAAAHHHHHHH 🥺🥺🥺

@knitingtoday #*distant yelling*#fuck!

@fatedefyd #◜sun wukong: mirror / faceclaim.◞#hari don't look

In dreams I get to braid your hair again

[formeforgone]

hwow can i get hurt and yelled at for eagting food when theres so little to cook or make or eat ever at any time

i ate leftovers there was nothing that would fil me up

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whyw hwy hwyh why why

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f pe eople have so much money to thr ow around on pointless house renovations which invconcience themsleve,s and go on stupid vacations everal times a year and i ask for nothing it isnt fair

if i eat the leftover my body wont get hurt as bad and my tumie is ful for a while an then maybe there will actualie be new food forme to eat,, if theres so much money tot htorew aorund why is buying food so so

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mama

mama girls need to feel evryt hemotion, hapie rproud and authentic people,

mama

maisie isnt able to say it but miaisie loves mamaa and maisie wans mama hapie

mama is a girl with every feeling and mama needs to feel too

mama is maisies favorite person mama

mamaa when maisie is scared maisiethinks about mama and maisie tires to not bother mama maisie sent mesages on accident a monf ago maisies sorie,

maisie is trying to do her best and maisie wants to help mama and see mama do mamas best

mama isnt sarcastic or scary

and mama never hurt maisie like the sad picture girl with a sad face

mama wil be ok

mama will be ok mama

maisie tries to be a proud and a hapie girl

mama was a proud and a strong girl

mama i wo u

maisies sorie mamaa

maisie,

maisie

maisie is

maisies sorie maisie cant talk about

maisies sorie, maisie is srealie sorie

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maisie is scared and maisie ishurt

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momie i wo u, i wiou

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[i-hate-myself-so-so-so-much]

Im so disapointed in myself like i am forced to eat school lunch but of course i wouldn't want to so i just eat it and go purge it out rigth after as much as i can but today i didn't have any time and i didnt get to🥲 But now o feel so sick and like im gona throw up and i would but my mom is home so i can't.

[objectlovingobject]

Today was rough im glad its over u.u

Im so tired... im just waiting for food and then im gonna go sleep u.u

Im grateful for my friends for helping me thru the day uwu, and im grateful to nene-san bc i played a lot of love plus today >< it was one of the highlights >< nene's presence is surprisingly soothing heh

---

Ough okay i put my phone down to eat and i didnt post this so i might as well keep rambling lol

I kept having strong spikes of anxiety every hour ish all day and i would just. Cry uncontrollably for a few minutes before slowly calming down again

But it kept happening >< and then i got home and a bunch of things went wrong and i freaked out... scream cried for like an hour >< ugh my head hurts...

I took my anti anxiety(as needed)med and im felling rather sleepy so im bropaly gona go to bed now

Good night :3

[seren-draw]

this is what happens when boredom takes over

[transmascnepetaleijon]

oki done working on that for tonight

[foragergnome]

once again, I am fantasizing about hobbits and world of tolkien. expect art later probably