#im going to be fucking sick

[crispywisp]

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[eosofspades]

the way that abstract (psychopomp) is like. the streetlights-on-rainy-pavement kind of haze that clings to painful memories. trying so desperately to provide some kind of comfort to the animal in its last moments. all the love that remains. all the desperation that's still not enough. the way that all my love and terror balanced there between those eyes is like. we are standing in the middle of the road and there is an ocean between us. we are standing on a knife's edge. once this ends it will be gone forever. i want to reach for you. if i make the smallest movement everything will shatter into a million pieces. everyone else moves on. i will never find my way out of this moment for the rest of my life. we're still standing in the middle of the road. i love you more than anything. it still won't be enough.

[gojuo]

this'll be the last fucking time gege will ever draw him ......

[ileftherbackhome]

I think the most upsetting lyric parallel is "i grabbed a pen and an old napkin and i wrote down our song" with "on the way home, i wrote a poem, you said what a mind, this happens all the time" actually

[junietuesday]

FINALLY FINISHED GOOD OMENS S2 AND LIKW. HOLY FUCKING FUCK AS SOON AS THE EPISODE ENDED I LITERALLY ROLLED OFF THE COUCH AND DROPPED TO THE GROUND IN SHEER ANGUISH OH MY GODDDDDD 😭😭😭

[rhys-is-puffs]

Intimacy

When you first meet her, she's a stranger You let her in your car for the two hour drive she joined last minute She shares your humor, she has a pink cowboy hat You find yourself listening for her laughter when she's been silent for a while Just to make sure she's still enjoying herself You stand in line for four hours with her She complains her feet hurt You swap your cowboy boots for her heels She takes a picture with a cosplayer with you-- Because you were too anxious to go alone There's genuine concern in her eyes when she asks if you're okay-- Because you were joking about a panic attack She laughs at your jokes in the group chat She buys a reed diffuser for you-- Because she knows you like Sanrio and aren't in town to get it yourself You blow off homework just to hang out with her She lets you sit on the edge of her bathtub-- When you ask her to do your hair You stare at the tattoo peeking out from the waist of her jean shorts-- Because it makes you nervous looking anywhere else She shampoos and conditions the color, her thigh pressed into your side-- As she leans over you You take her to Taco Bell and buy her a supreme burrito at 10pm She shares a towel with you when you both have dripping hair She takes you to her upstairs bathroom to style The Hello Kitty brush she uses on you-- Is her own

[girlfictions]

palestine is in a complete and utter blackout with israel launching hundreds of its heaviest airstrikes so far across gaza. this is a mass slaughter and we won't even know the extent of the casualties until it's over; israel have cut off telecommunications so they can commit their atrocities in the dark. there is a genocide happening right in front of our eyes and every person who has ever defended israel's "right to defend itself" has the blood of palestinians on their hands. we cannot ignore what is one of the most devastating massacres in human history.

[beastlyidiocy]

my sweet old man who is genuinely too kind for the world he lives in :(

[spaciebabie]

hello everyone yes i have heard that biden has dropped out but i also have hope for the future b/c its not over until its over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pick yourself up!!!!!!!!!!! kamala harris is probably going to run if you give into despair we're going to end up in a dictatorship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! have hope for the future and be proactive in your action or you're going to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! vote for her or have a dictatorship!!!!!!!!!1 two options!!!!!! have a good day and drink water. dont give into doom scrolling and take care of yourself through whatever grief you might feel right now

[fleapit]

can we pleasee please please stop fucking fearmongering and blaming trans men for the predstrogen situation. please god. posts about "trans men teaming up with terfs to get trans women banned!" with zero sources all over my dash. blaming "transandrophobia truthers" for all the transmisogyny. have you all lost your fucking minds?? what the fuck happened to t4t??? what the fuck happened to trans solidarity??? why is "transfem separatism" even a subject worth entertaining????

anyone who says other trans people are the enemy is a fucking fed. jesus christ

[xxplastic-cubexx]

Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto

Bonus:

[inspjavert]

@dragqueenpentheus WAIT STOP i almost put in the heart of wood quote but didnt feel like tracking it down BUT I ALSO NEVER MADE THE CONNECTION OF ARBORIST JVJ 😭😭😭😭😭

im FINE

[ecofear]

i need help with vet bills (again).

hi. for those of you who remember, earlier this year i asked for donations to help me afford toos' vet bills, who we found out through your help had kidney failure, and again with your help we got her on medication for it. unfortunately it wasn't enough, and we lost her. and then shortly after, dexter began deteriorating, which we put down to his grief of losing toos - she kept him young, he followed her everywhere, he only played because of her, he only ate when she ate, etc. without her he just stopped. and then he started to have seizures and fits daily. we got him blood tests, but he was suffering so badly. we made the decision to put him down. i didn't ask for donations this time, because i was so deeply embarrassed to ask for help again. but we are still recovering financially from that, as well as the parts of toos bills that didn't get covered from donations. my mother hasn't worked for a very long time, she's disabled and very sick, and she receives PIP from the government that only covers her monthly medications that are not covered by the NHS. my father retired early to become her full time carer, and we are living off his pension. i am too disabled to work, but because my mother already receives PIP and i live with them, the government are resistent to giving me any help - so i have zero income, and rely entirely on my parents.

this is jenny. she's a 14 year old cairn terrier, who loves when we garden because she wants to help dig holes. she helped us bury dexter and toos, digging their graves for them with my dads help. she's an angel, and loves people so much she likes to escape under the fence and join other families for awhile. one time she got into someones back garden and asked to come in as they were eating lunch. she really hates flies, and will try to bite them out of the air (she has never succeeded but i believe she will one day). she will rub her face against you until you start stroking her, and will growl and even bark if you stop! we don't have the money to take jenny to the vets, for a checkup or for anything they may want to do. this has been an ongoing issue, but toos and dexter took priority, and it hasn't been a bother to her. she existed as normal for a long time, but that's since changed.

jenny has this lump in her mouth, it is larger than the picture shows, but she is a nightmare to force open her mouth since this got so big, i think it's uncomfortable or painful for her. she can't properly close her lips now, and it has pushed all her front teeth away, misshaping her mouth, and sometimes it bleeds profusely. eating has become difficult for her, she can't eat anything hard, and currently will only eat soft human foods like rice, scrambled egg chopped up so small she doesn't have to chew, and things like soups and gravy. she's lost a lot of weight, and i'm getting frightened. to add onto it, i've found lumps like this across her body. i've done as much research as i can, and i believe it to be an oral tumor, it fits, and it looks right, and it spreading across her body is called 'full staging'. and going by all i've read - they will want to remove them in surgery. according to my research, this will cost anywhere from £585 - £4,740 for just the lump in her mouth. that's not including any checkup/test costs, or the other lumps on her body.

she hasn't been to the vet yet, i don't have any secure goal or bills to share, just my assumptions and beliefs from researching myself online. my parents refuse to take her because we can't afford it. i want to save up money, have it in my bank, and show them that we can help her now, before it gets worse, or it's too late. as i said before, i don't have any income, so the only way i can do this is with help.

here's a link to my paypal.me

the icon is a little mouse, and the @ is rivellon

i struggled so badly posting the first post like this for toos. i felt so guilty and embarrassed and ashamed. but i have no choice again, i want to help jenny. i don't want her to suffer. and selfishly, i can't handle losing another dog so soon. this year has been waking nightmare, and i need your help to stop it getting even worse.

please reblog and share, even if you can't donate.

thank you for reading.

[wtfforged]

[professional-d]

ITS CONSUMING ME

[bunnyboy-juice]

NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???