#im going to be fucking sick
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the way that abstract (psychopomp) is like. the streetlights-on-rainy-pavement kind of haze that clings to painful memories. trying so desperately to provide some kind of comfort to the animal in its last moments. all the love that remains. all the desperation that's still not enough. the way that all my love and terror balanced there between those eyes is like. we are standing in the middle of the road and there is an ocean between us. we are standing on a knife's edge. once this ends it will be gone forever. i want to reach for you. if i make the smallest movement everything will shatter into a million pieces. everyone else moves on. i will never find my way out of this moment for the rest of my life. we're still standing in the middle of the road. i love you more than anything. it still won't be enough.
#im going to be fucking sick#mine#music#hozier#unreal unearth#abstract (psychopomp)#have you ever heard a song so so agonizingly desperate. the devotion of it all. the love that remains
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this'll be the last fucking time gege will ever draw him ......

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I think the most upsetting lyric parallel is "i grabbed a pen and an old napkin and i wrote down our song" with "on the way home, i wrote a poem, you said what a mind, this happens all the time" actually
#our song into sweet nothing into you're losing me#im going to be fucking sick#my jaylor heart#taylor swift
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FINALLY FINISHED GOOD OMENS S2 AND LIKW. HOLY FUCKING FUCK AS SOON AS THE EPISODE ENDED I LITERALLY ROLLED OFF THE COUCH AND DROPPED TO THE GROUND IN SHEER ANGUISH OH MY GODDDDDD 😭😭😭
#june speaks#june watches television and such#I CANT EVEN TAKE THIS OH MY GOD#IM GOING TO BE FUCKING SICK
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Intimacy
When you first meet her, she's a stranger You let her in your car for the two hour drive she joined last minute She shares your humor, she has a pink cowboy hat You find yourself listening for her laughter when she's been silent for a while Just to make sure she's still enjoying herself You stand in line for four hours with her She complains her feet hurt You swap your cowboy boots for her heels She takes a picture with a cosplayer with you-- Because you were too anxious to go alone There's genuine concern in her eyes when she asks if you're okay-- Because you were joking about a panic attack She laughs at your jokes in the group chat She buys a reed diffuser for you-- Because she knows you like Sanrio and aren't in town to get it yourself You blow off homework just to hang out with her She lets you sit on the edge of her bathtub-- When you ask her to do your hair You stare at the tattoo peeking out from the waist of her jean shorts-- Because it makes you nervous looking anywhere else She shampoos and conditions the color, her thigh pressed into your side-- As she leans over you You take her to Taco Bell and buy her a supreme burrito at 10pm She shares a towel with you when you both have dripping hair She takes you to her upstairs bathroom to style The Hello Kitty brush she uses on you-- Is her own
#im going to be fucking sick#hey guys i recently remembered why i identify as bisexual#i need to carve my heart out of my chest with an engraved blade#or whatever#peter wentz when i see you its on sight#oh also this isnt finished i just couldnt focus on anything till i wrote this shit out#sedate me please#hales poetry#hale writes
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palestine is in a complete and utter blackout with israel launching hundreds of its heaviest airstrikes so far across gaza. this is a mass slaughter and we won't even know the extent of the casualties until it's over; israel have cut off telecommunications so they can commit their atrocities in the dark. there is a genocide happening right in front of our eyes and every person who has ever defended israel's "right to defend itself" has the blood of palestinians on their hands. we cannot ignore what is one of the most devastating massacres in human history.
#i don't even have the words ive never felt this sick to my stomach before#and people are just posting abt their fucking halloween costumes or a new album drop like im sorry but i cant even understand how#anyone can possibly not care about whats going on.#palestine#free palestine
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my sweet old man who is genuinely too kind for the world he lives in :(
#decadentart#bloodborne#retired hunter djura#he makes me so sick hes actually so fucking sweet when i think about it#Yes i gave her a skirt. whenever i draw the people of old yharnam i slways give tbem little accesories :)#the colors are a bit wonky because i intially drew it Reeaaalllyy Dark also idk i picked out some weird ass colors for the pallete#every time you shoot him off that tower an angel looses its wings#legimitately got upset when i killed him for his set#made sure he didnt fall to his death though. thats called bullying when you knock him off btw#also yeah i hc that the beasts are chill w him . and slso he knows all of their names#first maintagged art on this blog. shudders. i hope the fans dont eat me alive im serious you guys scare me#the halo was necessary btw#so anxious…. SEND IT! RAHHH!!! MY AUTISM BLAST GO!
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hello everyone yes i have heard that biden has dropped out but i also have hope for the future b/c its not over until its over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pick yourself up!!!!!!!!!!! kamala harris is probably going to run if you give into despair we're going to end up in a dictatorship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! have hope for the future and be proactive in your action or you're going to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! vote for her or have a dictatorship!!!!!!!!!1 two options!!!!!! have a good day and drink water. dont give into doom scrolling and take care of yourself through whatever grief you might feel right now
#VOTE BLUE OR YOU'RE GOING TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS ISNT EVEN A JOKE AT THIS POINT!#spacie spoinks#HAVE SOEM FAITH FOR FUCKS SAKE#IM SICK OF YALL AND THIS DOOMSDAY SHIT#PICK YOUR ASS UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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can we pleasee please please stop fucking fearmongering and blaming trans men for the predstrogen situation. please god. posts about "trans men teaming up with terfs to get trans women banned!" with zero sources all over my dash. blaming "transandrophobia truthers" for all the transmisogyny. have you all lost your fucking minds?? what the fuck happened to t4t??? what the fuck happened to trans solidarity??? why is "transfem separatism" even a subject worth entertaining????
anyone who says other trans people are the enemy is a fucking fed. jesus christ
#my blood is fucking boiling right now and my heart is breaking#i keep seeing people go off the deep end with 'trans men arent oppressed! trans men face no discrimination because they have male privilege#its the fucking 2010 “trans men are betraying their female gender!” shit all over again!#transandrophobia#fleapit's patented rants#sorry im just. so sick of it.#saw it from a fucking FORCE-MASC BLOG like are you serious???
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while i'm imperialposting. imperial dragon lore that makes me want to tear my hair out. web weave
#lich says shit#all of this info is from the wiki or links from the wiki btw. you can learn these things. for free#take my hand. you too can be sick about a species of dragon from hit browser game flight rising. that isnt real and nobody knows about#flight rising#fr#fr imperial#the raising a family short story is so upsetting to me. what#'would never be separated again' ok..... im fine and doing good. starts sweating blood#also that FUCKING lightweaver quote...#imperials bbies you deserve better than her. yes im a light flight bitch yes im a lightweaver hater yes we exist#is this stuff common knowledge among flight rising players???? are the majority of FRers going about their days knowing this stuff????#going to baldwin's knowing about imperial burial rites. going to tomo's knowing about that one lightweaver quote. going to swipp's kn#knowing about 'there's a reason they don't live at the beacon anymore'. doing my fucking archaeology knowing about luminax backstory.......
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Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus leshnerr#snap scans#i dont scan ever please forgive me for. Everything jvAE:KJ i tried my best to match the purple as how it looks in person#i love the purple used for this whole comic .. its really nice#all the comics have different colors its neat yall should check it out if youre able. its a lovely silly collection#BUT GIRL PLEAAAASSSEE IM CRYING#as a part of my Visiting My Family For The Weekend trip my bro and i went to the store#and i told him about the wolverine cat comic and the whole collection and he found it while we were browsing ....#naturally i got it. because i love the idea of cats being heinous freaks ESPECIALLY to my faves#this all did happen because of a cat. btw. phoenix possessed one while scott and jean were baking a cake#which had everyone trying to catch it. leading to. this. jWLRAKJAWRLKJKJ#this is 1000% has 'we'll be back by 8PM please keep the house clean' vibes i'm sobbing LIKE WHERE ARE THEY RETURNING FROM#also can i just say ... i love it when american comic book characters get the manga treatment#idk i just love it ... i esp love how wolverine's drawn in these comics but. this aint about him#i just wanted to gush about my favorite old people LIKE PLEASE CHARLES IS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE I SEE IT#the fact they still got that goofy lil 'welcome back charles and erik' banner im going to be sick. theyre the whole mansions dads#anyway i have an assignment to do. because my prof hates me Who The Fuck Makes An Assignment due At 12:59AM#bye bye hpoefully ill be back with my own doodles ajvlekjla
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@dragqueenpentheus WAIT STOP i almost put in the heart of wood quote but didnt feel like tracking it down BUT I ALSO NEVER MADE THE CONNECTION OF ARBORIST JVJ 😭😭😭😭😭


im FINE
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#i just like when the tables turn and its sanji whos annoying and picking on zoro#imnot even gonna put a caption man im going to sleep#goodn=bye. leaf me alone. i dont want to look at these fucklechucks anymore. i hate them#get away from me#i always struggle with both of their hairstyles. especially sanji. i should shave him bald im sick of you im so fucking sick of you#okay image-crunchinator 5000. hit me with your best fucking shot. you better make it count. you better kill me in one shot#edit: it did. orz#wtf... art#one piece fanart#roronoa zoro#zoro#sanji#sanji black leg#can be these if u squint ->#zosan#sanzo
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ITS CONSUMING ME
#limbus company#project moon#art#don quixote lcb#don quixote limbus company#limbus don quixote#BHBAHBHBHABUHUHGUHUGSH#SHES A FUCKING BUG#A MINISCULE THING#im sick in the head#going to bed now
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[ID: a digital drawing of riz gukgak from fantasy high. in the front is a relatively small drawing of riz juggling books that are falling out of his hand and a phonecall, and he has a huge backpack on. he looks a bit overwhelmed, hair flying in all directions, and has a nervous smile on. in the background is a large shadow of riz, only one glowing eye and a shining gun visible. the background is red, giving an eerie feel. End ID]
Kill your best friend
Cheat your way to your rogue teacher
Announce your presidential campaign
Don't let them know how angry you are
LEARN TO RECOGNIZE A MONSTER
#riz gukgak#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year spoilers#ik the 'uh oh i fucking miscalculated big time' applies to all the bad kids BUT riz is my little blorbo so#and he was the first to go full brutal in s1 and was likely the one ppl would've seen it coming from the least#i dont need to justify myself i love all their dichotomies. my homicidal blorbos who're on a slippery slide to becoming the villains#as they grow more powerful but still react to threat with a 'no holds barred' approach#wait wait this isn't an analysis post jskdjsdjk art! had a lot of fun with this one#have the funniest 'sketch' for this that i did that was me drawing w my laptop touch pad (? the touchy mouse thing) w notes so i dont forge#the idea back when i didnt have the juices to draw it and was also in the armchair writing fic and didnt want to move stations#im still experiment with colours and now im also figuring out gradients which is super fun! correction layers my beloved <3#also didn't use my usual canvas size and had to keep making it bigger and bigger so its unfortunately compressed#such is life#did some warmup before this for once bcs i felt like working on my no-underdrawing drawing skills#have this beautiful pen brush and a new big (for me) sketchbook so i went to town with some references open#also working on tackling the wretched face angles. why do our faces Do That#anywayyyy the list is from kipperlilly's pov in case it wasn't clear#im looking forward to eventually rewatching s3 and giving her another chance#like i COULD get sick abt her. theres potential there bcs i do love angry annoying women who stick to their shit#im leaving now i simply have to hydrate its been hours#eyestrain tw#sorry for the late tw i work with so many layers of eye protection on my laptop that it took looking at this on my phone to go uh oh
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