#im going insane does anyone want anything?

[raposada]

[sojirosteacup]

Gonna talk about the ending of totnt bc I never do it here and I'm still not over it despite it being a 2020 kdrama.

Like, I don't dislike season two, I really don't. It's better than season one when it comes to most things and was more enjoyable to watch overall because the writer finally acknowledged Yeon's flaws and made him less of a Gary stu compared to his season one self. Yay, character development!

But season two felt kinda like an AU? Because it was an AU. The time travel didn't fix anything, it just created an alternative timeline where Rang and the new gods from s2 got to live a happy life and stuff. But this is not the same Rang, this is the Rang from decades in the past who never got to meet Suoh or Yuri (not even her past life self?? Wtf writers why didn't they interact?). He never ressurrected the imoogi and didn't have a few more decades of built up resentment towards his brother. He was more innocent and foolish, still had some beliefs s1 Rang didn't have anymore (like not wanting to disguise himself as girl bc girls are icky or whatever his reasoning was, while s1 Rang disguised himself as a girl all the time without care) and still had his own gang of wolf friends with him and a girlfriend.

Meanwhile s1 Rang is still dead. Yeah, he is going to reincarnate or whatever, but he is not going to have Yeon as his brother again, he is not going to see his adopted son grow up bc of course he lost him AGAIN, he is not going to see Yuri be happy with her husband, he is never meeting someone that appreciates him as much as he deserves (bc let's be honest, Yeon likes him but Jiah is obviously his favorite person and priority). And that's unfair??? Yeah, he did bad things. After EVERYONE ruined his life before he was even an adult. He deserved better than an alternative timeline ending that his s1 self is not the one living anyway.

Again, season 2 rang feels like an AU of season 1 rang. An enjoyable AU, but if an AU was enough to see him happy then reading a fic would have the same effect.

If I got a coin everytime a sassy villain adjacent character I liked sacrificed himself at the end of the story to save someone important to him after being treated like crap by a family member I'd have two coins which isn't much but WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS????

[discosmackdown]

This is so hard to draw but IM!!! TRYING

[kamuro-junrenka]

Is that fucking mine's kirin. That's his kirin. It is isn't it. It is.

[jedimitsopolis]

based on this post going around on twitter

[chocottang]

the more i think abt goldica the more i like it

[maythedreadwolftakeyou]

making a HUGE to do list for next week and i really had the audacity to put "bake a cake to celebrate Veilguard release" above "mop the floors" and "work on edits for manuscript for publication"

[cloudycaffeinatedcryptid]

sometimes the writing process includes watching the same quarry live stream over & over to make sure you have the character's voices & mannerisms right & sometimes teensy little details crop up that don't REALLY matter but you know you'll think about the whole time you're writing & then you want to rewrite everything again to make sure everything is as accurate as possible even tho you can't & it's not a big deal but it is & how many times can I watch this live stream before I'm considered clinically insane

[masonsbf]

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[ratatatastic]

[parasprite]

without randy there is no benson......

[aysepuramu]

Honestly congratulations to y'all that have been in DBH fandom for YEARS. The headcanons drama get very annoying over time like, I've always been in fandoms but I never saw people literally bashing on each other's hcs like that instead of just completely avoid discussing about something they don't like. I mean it's ok to discuss PACIFICALLY, but it's literally a hc war at this point. I think it's so cool how some fandoms can simply ignore each other's hcs and enjoy whatever without accusing people of shit because of a certain hc (example: in DBH I've seen some accusing people who see Connor and Hank's relationship as family to be homophic and ageist and others accusing people who see their relationship as romantic of being pedophiles pro-incest.) Does anybody that have been in the fandom for more than half a year has a tip of how to keep at least half your sanity in this fandom by maybe, not scrumbling across hc war? I don't have the patience to block half the fandom like some people do lol. I simply don't want to let this ruin the experience for me by making me insane. No, I'm not willing to leave the fandom because I'm obsessed with this game, I've just been in tons of fandoms in my life and none were like this. 🫠

[bibleofficial]

ok so man that i hooked up w like 2 weeks ago that i wanted to see for like dates: cancelled. i’m bored of him 😭😭😭

[if-im-being-honest]

In a silly goofy mood (it's called self destruction)

[neck-thats-made-for-bruising]

Whenever this gets brought up my mom always says "aw I know how you feel I have body dysmorphia too :(" bro I don't have body dysmorphia I know I'm skinny and most of the time I like how I look that's not even the problem so literally just stop brining it up constantly