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@thetomska i love your video essays man but what the fchuk
#video#tomska and friends#tomska#thomas ridgewell#im going a little bit insane over this#he also said something about ignoring the signs of autism and thatās a huge fucking mood my man#also if he actually sees this im gonna eat a brick /j
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thinking about touch starved touch sensitive gojo again. Absolutely desperate for even the most grazing touches from getou and yet overwhelmed by it all.
#anyway irl i think i just went on the most awkward coworker not date but a little too sus to just be a casual dinner#what made it sus i think was one the deliberate choice to not invite any other coworkers#and two the fact the conversation had a direct flight to our dating histories#but also im insane maybe this is Normal dinner coworker conversation IDK#IDK ANYTHING ABOUT SOCIAL INTERACTION#HE WAS MAKING AGGRESSIVE EYE CONTACT AND I WAS LIKE BRO CAN U STOP THATS A LITTLE TOO INTIMATE MAYBE WE CAN JUST LIKE STARE AT EACH OTHERS#EARS OR SMTH PLEASE?#me starring at my cat all the time until he comes over or meows#me whenever someone else stares at me: u gotta stop that i have anxiety#anyway i just crave the SOCIAL interaction of ppl who are not clinically online like i am#i wanna speak to ppl who see the sun#in hopes i may glean just a bit of normalcy from them#im gonna go read copious amounts of fanfic
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save button briefly remapped to dialog advancer in climactic scene of visual novel. 10 dead 30 injured
#unironically that was so fucking cool. i love video games#remapping your save feature to an advance button at a pivotal moment as a way to raise the stakes... god. genuinely so cool#worth noting that i dont think it was physically possible for you to fail the game after this point which means there was no ACTUAL danger#in messing with the save feature which is absolutely how something like this should be done imo#but. god. trying to save my game before CONFRONTING A MURDERER and instead having that action set off the GUNSHOTS is insane#SO cool. i understand why this game has such a high rating now#AND ITS A FALSE ENDING TOO!!! I STILL HAVE MORE CHAPTERS TO PLAY!!!! YESSSSSS#sorry. i love game design especially when it breaks the 4th wall a little bit im going kind of insane over here#personal
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I got so insanely mad while drawing this
+ closeup and normalness
#alek art#zane julien#previous master of ice#ninjago#lego ninjago#2024#aka the scene i wish we got in snake jaguar ...#zane is like 30 here#im mostly thinking about dr juliens perspective on this night. we have very little to go off of but he was very weirded out#random very sick old man shows up at your door and takes an āinterestā in your son. he isnt even over for an entire day. with him comes col#he was striken with winter and something about him felt off. he leaves without a word. after his arrival your son begins acting weird.#then another old man arrives. asking for your son. wonder what happened there#for anything about passing on powers or losing them its always some big event... hm#i think the previous master really did need shetler. we know he was old and died shortly after the power giving. i dont know what about#zane caught his eye. i do think its very interesting that this man of few words was so obviously fascinated that dr julien noticed.#dr julien isnt the most socially aware and in the little bit he said about the previous master... he sounded concerned#imagine weirding out the weirdest man alive#i think zane caught on too. he felt eyes on him the entire night. they ate dinner with the man.. gave him shelter... but he felt he wanted#more. sometime that day he gave zane the power of ice. which effectively changed the course of his entire life. zane and dr julien hadnt a#clue what happened. 'yesterday a man arrived' so not even within a day did he see zane and decide that he was the one#thinking about how zane acting like his self now is 'strange' and was out of the ordinary. what was he like before? how do you even pass a#power down. we see people get their powers stolen and its always a spectacle and its so exhausting and so on. how did dr julien not see#anything. there was no questions? he just noticed the previous master found his son interesting and then he left ?#goddddd im insane i wanna write a fic about zane pre series
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Guys I'm having such a bizarre moment. I didn't expect to win like this, or to have my personal headcanons be confirmed so directly, but I also feel simultaneously robbed because Akutami is reaching into my head /jk
We received so little about Sukuna, but those brief brief brieeef moments of existentialism really caught me and I've thought about him for so long because of it. He was a fantastically terrifying villain, but there was always that dissonance there, between some of his words and actions, that portrayed that aimless longing and hurt and what that meant as a characterization point, and I'm honestly so hyped we turn around and get this in 271:
(scanlation for this panel because I think it gets the sentiment across better)
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I'mā
Y'all I started my draft for my Sukuna Reincarnation AU months ago and I never expected canon to validate me. They leave it easier and more open-ended, of course, but I'm coming on the record to say I wasn't crazy for my stretch of a character exploration and also I called it.
I won't go into the specifics of my "study Sukuna like a cockroach" notes now I just wanted to come grab the mic and announce that I beat Akutami to it >:D /lh
I'm being a good noodle and not stretching myself thin by starting a new multichap now, but I've had With the Storm in the works since January, and in light of the end of JJK and this lovely little tidbit, I'm tossing a sneak-peak from Chapter 7 because why not:
But maybe it could be. Maybe, just maybe, Uraume could accept this proffered hand and continue to hope.
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Yetā¦ things were different now. Things changed. Uraume changed, Sukuna changed, and even though they were still themselves, there was a myriad of shifts that piled on their shoulders until something gave way. Maybe a subconscious part of Uraume had braced for that to be a crash, but instead, Sukuna had been nothing but accepting and open. It only made them more nervous about losing him, just as they feared losing Pops. Uraume was not used to wanting, or hoping, but there was a powerful need in their chest that childishly demanded that they should get to keep both their kinder father and this happier Sukuna close, even if that may not be possible.
They nodded, not trusting their words at the moment, and Sukuna relaxed slightly.
āGood. Though that reminds meā¦ You never really answered my first question. What do you want to do? With this life, I mean.ā
There was that want again. Uraume felt the pull at their lungs until it was unbearable. They knew what he was asking; the question didnāt hinge on his involvement anymore, just them. Sukuna said he wanted to live peacefully, so what, then, was Uraumeās answer?
As much as they felt like a coward saying this, maybe that was okay. Sukuna felt the same way, after all. āI like this life tooā¦ā Uraume answered, and it was very different saying those words aloud. āPops isnāt a shaman at all, and heās good company and a good father. If I wasnāt able to find you, or you were not of this world, thenā¦ I would stay as his family.ā
āThatās good,ā Sukuna agreed, lifting yet another anxious weight from their chest. āI get that. Nobody else in my family are shamans eitherāat least, not reallyāand theyāre all good people. Itās a good life, and even though I would have never expected itā¦ I donāt want to lose it.ā
It was amazing how similar they were, then and now. Uraumeā¦really shouldnāt have worried about a lack of understanding. Sukuna didnāt have to say it, but it was clear that their thoughts had wandered down a similar road yet again. Their families, full of normal people living normal lives, were an unexpected treasure; to willingly become a monster, to become a scourge upon the world for whatever reason, would forfeit that. More than that, having people to care about made the desire to spread destruction lessen, rather significantly. Maybe that hurt and rage and bitterness was still there, in between their ribs, but in the ones that were dead and buriedāa part of them, but also not quite there anymore, like when a scar ceases to constantly itch and ache and becomes only a mark on functioning skin.
They didnāt have to be monsters anymore. There were calmer, kinder things available to wantāavailable to receive, even.
āThis is so weird,ā Uraume blurted, staring at their small hands and thinking of the strange miracle their lives turned into.
Sukuna barked a quick laugh before it was muffled into something like a snicker. āI know, right?ā He leaned back in a stretch, his face catching the sun and lighting him in something that wasnāt a fire, but equally bright. āItās not bad though.ā
It was weird, to be a child, to be without some far-off goal, to be loved and happy, in the sense that it was absurd and foreign and absolutely unexpected. It was a breath of fresh air after years and years of having frozen lungs. Weird, surprising, but unmistakably good after so long of believing that no such term, deceptively simple, could have ever been applicable.
āNot bad at all,ā Uraume agreed, a bright and blooming thing in their chest as their life began to slot into a new place. Still open-ended and perhaps a little terrifying for it, but Pops accepted them, and Sukuna accepted them, so maybe they could truly accept themself now, and whatever that will look like.
#jjk#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 271#with the storm#with the storm sneak peak#i wrote this months ago i'm going insane /pos#this is also the most i've pre-written for a fic lol#got a collective 120k under my belt#80k of ready to go stuff#wasn't planning on posting until i was done with runaways but the end of jjk made me wanna#the compromise with myself is sneak peak only lmao#i've been sitting on too many sukuna feelings to be healthy for a while now and i can't believe im being validated#i gotta ignore the little canon bit about the curse in his stomach though sorry fam#i put too much effort into sukuna's and uraume's backstories they're mine now#i had too much fun writing them as kids too#that moment when you remember you were the scourges of an era but you're a modern first grader now#though dw with the storm catches up to jjk present eventually ahahaha#if I had a nickel for every good guy villain au that became a full series rewrite......#i'll shut up now I just gotta go insane over jjk some more byeee
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2023 Las Vegas Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso
#i realized. its actually so unwell of me how i basically make the same exact interview gifs of him ever single day of a race wknd#like hes basically doing the same thing in all of them#and yet every time i still go absolutely insane iver ever one like OH YM GOD LOOK AT HIM!? ISNT HE ADORABLE?? ISNT HE THE BEST??#so uh yeah hope you too are insane like me and obsess over every little bit of footage we get#that meme 'its like a reward' literally me after every session making these#sometimes i feel the impulse to apoligize but then im like what no this is my blog i can make whatever i want#the important thing is that it makes ME feel incredibly unwell to the point of screaming#also might be because its 5 am and ive had a red bull... maybe that...#^ first gif made me in near tears due to these conditions i think. or maybe im just really that insane abt him. prob that.#'im done with his ass' i say as i make odd animal noises over a simple clip of him#the screenshots from both this and the quali interview....gahhhh im so mentally unwell#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#2023 las vegas gp#we do a little bit of f1
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#thriller bark#ch462#theres been someone whose been slowly reblogging some of my like. really old posts#and doing some absolutely fantastic character analysis in the tags#but oh my god you're reminding me of the cringe captions i used to leave on every post#i did that FOR LIKE. IM PRETTY SURE OVER A YEAR.#IF IT WASNT SO LONG I'D GO BACK AND EDIT ALL OF THEM BUT EUGH#all but one i think the birthday post was funny okay that one was funny and i had to consolidate so much to get it to post on the right day#god. i cant believe this will probably post after the blog anniversary#4 years of every sanji. how do we feel guys#as of queuing this i have uh. 2302 followers and i'll probably have a few more by the time you actually see this#absolutely insane that people still follow this silly gimmick blog i've been running since i was 19#ik i have said it before but this little project got so big and i dont even particularly care for op anymore#i just keep this blog running for the bit of finding every sanji and watching people be amazed at the really really small ones#that i manage to find in the background. its a special skill you gain by running a blog like this#anyway no more tag rambles i want to try and finish this volume tonight if i can
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its been so long since human content/new content with no book relevancy even the youtubers and theorists like dawko and john are getting restlessš
#dawko going its not gonna happen steel wool right over glamfred and rhe humans not coming back#and john going 'im... totally okay with that happening š' about mimics story being spoiled in the books 2 years before sotm#like dude even theyre feeling it#dawko would love a fnaf game about absolutely nothing so his excitment about sotm makes sense#but its refreshing seeing john actually criticize it bc it deserves to be even if it was really tame and not really explicitly said#we understand and its just. so nice seeing someone like john actually aware of how stupid it id#instead of everyone being okay with it and not criticizing it for some reason#even tho it kind of sucks#like john is one of the last surviving theorists and a big figure in the community#seeing him actually not shy away from at least implying he thinks its bad and dumb in a video is just.#soo refreshing#like so many times i felt like i was insane for disliking all the mimic theories before ruin came out#i thought it was boring. mimic is a book villain#its so sad seeing john try to actually theorize about mimic in an interesting way with a satisfuing narrative that isnt just c&p#but it just turns out that actually yeah. its game is a rerun of its book lore that came out years ago#and we spent three entire years foreshadowing and teasing 'carnival' in games to hype this game up and its just c&p book lore nothing new#except the new shit being like. stuff about OG freddys and og characters which. are not explaining the mimics backstory#its just like whyy did they do it like this. and they shafted basically every single thing else to do it for years#no wonder dawko is starting to actually joke about them never bringing them back and john is implying his distaste#pandas.txt#discourse#sorryyyyy#its just like i think about sotm and im like i dont need to be that hard on it. theres nothing inherently wrong with a game explaining#mimics backstory#and then i remember how it was spoiled 2 years earlier in the books and everybody already knows its story and theres nothing#new about the mimic in this game save for a random new form#and im like yeah nevermind its okay to be critical about it they somehow handled the mimics story in the worst way possible#up to this point#like if youre a fan of literally anything else in the story youll resent mimic at least a little bit for how much it hijacked everything#even all mimic fans are getting are reruns of shit they already know
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done w social media aus where they all have that [name] [sexuality] [age] [pronouns] format. need 2 make my own parody pages for them. diversify bio styles
#dicks looks like the most generic profile known to man. his twt would look like his linkedin#he posts a picture of a leaf and disappears long enough that he couldve given birth and no one would know#jasons is blank. just replies. lurker#tim can have one of those generic profiles. the ones thatre super common but personally i think are a bit tmi#girl i dont need to know ur bfs handle i dont care#stephs would be joke/bit related#damians would be completely formal w full sentences bragging about his heritage#he has both his parents profiles linked and doesnt understand why everyone makes fun of him for it#proud nepo baby tbh#OH HEY. dami having a following bc of animal videos and getting 'exposed' as a nepo baby#hate comments about his parents and other ppl going 'chill hes like 12'#ohhh discourse about dami turned family angst#god but the mental image#cute video of dami petting his cow and comments being absolutely too cruel to this Little Guy#im laughing about this tbh#need to see dami get raked over the coals when ppl realize his grandpa is ra's#war between um. idk. people who don't go outside vs people who understand that its insane to blame the child#im inventing in universe twt discourse when i need to be sleeping...
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BALD SAINT??? B A L D S A I N T ? ? ?
WHY would you make me do this to my poor little mammal........... Saint doesn't deserve this
#asks tag#my art#saint#Saint my poor soggy beast#here's a sweater. stay cozy#saint im so sorry i had so much fun drawing you naked#i go a little bit insane whenever i see bald saint pop up on the dash.#who started this WHO#NOW PLEASE I GOTTA FINISH THIS OTHER THING BEFORE THE DAYS OVER
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ive been going insane trying to figure this out for a year now like . What does the spirit stat mean and why does Shunsuke have it at 18 and Yuuichi at 48 when everyone else has it at 1. Ive been racking my brain on this trying to think of an explanation for it a while what in the world does it mean ... I refuse to let it go in a story where the little details matter it just has to mean something do tell me your opinions gamers
#re:kinder#not art#i talk!!!#one of the ideas i had on this was. could this be related to the whole visions thing like HEAR ME OUT#im tryna say. does it represent the mental link that gives yuu the capacity to share his memories with shun#like is shunkun just a little bit tuned on that due to his own experiences or something does it represent that memtal link#I HAVE NO IDEA its just so specific that everyone else has that stat at 1 and shunsuke and yuu have it at such particular numbers#when i think of tje word spirit im like. jesus????? but no this isnt an option so ive been at a loss for a whil#WHILE IM HERE WHAT DID THE āi know what you and i desire lays at the bottom of that riverā LINE REFER TO#IS YUU PROYECTING OR IS IT REFERRING TO A HAPPINESS FROM PAIN OR SOEMTJING#IM#ivr been going insane over that line for a year as well what is it referring to i#i would give all my interpretations based on my takes of the blue sea of stars's symbolism but its a lot#so instead i ask what yall think because...dear god my brain is still not over these inner debates
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I need to draw my rook bc I actually do have some ideas for them I just. Have NOT been in a creating mood idk I'm so tired... Aoughgggh
#crow rambles#i want to write and i want to draw and i want to do a million things and i am doing NONE of them...#insane... crazy even...#like. i have several fic ideas i wanna write (nothing new there) but i am not writing them#i. well i dont have any art ideas now but i WANNA draw but ohh. hard :(#i think i may be having a little creative burnout... give me like four days ill be back on my game#i can never stay away from art for too long. i get itchy if i dont draw for a few days#longest ive went without drawing in the past like. decade. has been a week and that was when i got covid#my ass can NOT put the pencil down#i do want to get some of my rook ideas into fic bc i think it may help me flesh them out a little bit#while i do have a lot of criticisms of dav i kinda wanna stop focusing on them so much#bc i KNOW ive been posting about them alot on here#and while i don't think the game SHOULDNT be criticized (it definitely should) i dont want to be solely negative on it#bc i actually did have fun playing it#and i want to reflect it in my posts lmao#however. i love bitching. i am so good at bitching#its a competitive sport and im winning. top tier bitcher thats me#idk i should probably replay the game bc its always easier to make a protagonist for a dragon age game once you know the plot#but also i want to finish my dao replay... and replay da2... and finish my dai replay i never finished lmao#im at the landsmeet in dao so it shouldnt be much longer. i plan on skipping the golems dlc this go round bc i dont really like it and it#doesnt add very much to the plot imo. everytime i play it i get pissy over the harvester. fucking AWFUL boss#tried killing it on hard mode. once. i am never doing that shit again i HATEEEE that stupid thing#<- by landsmeet i meant i am doing the denerim quests right before the landsmeet. im just before the whole 'anora got locked up' thing#am NOT looking forward to the alienage... idk i really want go get to witch hunt šš
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i get the hype behind pink pony club at least
#hot to go im already over bc i keep hearing it on tiktok and uhhhh good luck babe was fine but ended in a way that threw me off a bit#but mmm pink pony club.......................................... yeaaaap#i also like california. < INSANE SENTENCE FOR A TEXAN TO SAY /j#but like being real im like ohhhh fuuuuuuck idk it reasonates a little bit as someone who's Moving Out prospects might lead me out of texas#that said going from TX to MO isnt that. crazy in the american geographic scale but like. oops the latinidad makes it complex#i cant think about this too hard i might actually start crying#STUPIDDDDDD
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2012 February Jerez Testing(via Motorsport)
#more pics from testing since i was going insane over downloading them#seriously why is he so beautiful im AAAAHHHHHH#id usually caption but i rly dont have much to say aside from incoherent rambling pls bear with me#(i think ive said this before but jfc i rly wish i could steal the rbr kit from back then)#2012 february jerez testing#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#sv5#formula one#red bull seb#we do a little bit of f1#maybe i like all these feb testing pics cause its my birthday month...
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coffee dates with your mom have you spilling all your dirty secrets without a second thought š
#kai.rambles#idk what this phenomena is but itās apparently common lol#im gonna tmi in the tags like itās a little face time call bc iām waiting at the airport for my friend#but i had a little coffee date with my mom yesterday bc we both needed a little break since the family is STILL here and hasnāt left#and we just need this whole thanksgiving thing to be over bc weāre going insane with so many relatives in and out of our homes#so we went to a local coffee shop that just opened and itās so cute btw and ITS PET FRIENDLY so i saw many doggies there#and canāt wait to take woody when this whole doggy virus going around calms down š#but anyway she saw that i was like fidgeting in my chair and ask wtf was wrong and i told her that i had a pimple on my ass cheek lol#and she was like how did it even get there like you take such good care of your skin??#and i was like idk it just appeared there š
#and she was like - š¤Øš¤Ø after your bday?#and i said like yeahhhh?#at this point i already knew she was onto me lol and we both laughed and she asked what did my bf and i do for my bday#so i told her and now she wonāt stop laughing at me#for context - hereās the tmi lol - but my bf used whipped cream on me for my bday and we cuddled for a bit#afterwards with the intention of going to shower but we ended up passing out all sticky š#and i quickly took a full exfoliating shower in the morning when i realized but it was already too late and now i have a pimple on my ass š#and itās like more towards the inside of the cheek so it fkn hurts everytime i sit down#and i was so paranoid after that instead of putting one boric acid capsule into my pussy i put two just in case#bc i was so scared that i was gonna get and infection of something but itās been 4 days now#and nothingās happening so i think iām good but yeah i told her and now she laughs everytime she sees me or remembers it š#i donāt mind bc itās her and i trust my mom and tell her everything but i never get into detail about my sex life#so the fact that THISSS is the one thing about it that i tell her itās hilarious#so yeah and now whoever reads this monstrosity of tags knows too#and if you did read this then come here bc iām giving you BIG WET KISSES and taking you out on a little picnic date šš#and we can wear matching outfits and feed eachother dessertsš„ŗ
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Howdy howdy!! Just wanted to say thank you for the likes and your reblog tags!! Itās so heckinā nice to see your thoughts and compliments, it honestly made my day!! Got a big olā goofy grin while at work readinā all your tags!! From one texan to another, I truly appreciate it pardner!! (įµį“„įµ)
OH MY GODDD YOURE SO NICE!!!! ššš honestly this in general made my day, i absolutely adore your art and you are so so so sweet, thank you so much for the ask!!! glad to see another texan out there that isnt causing all hell on the roads!!
#this brouvht me so much joy oh my god#ALSO THE LITTLE DELL DRAWING I AM GOING TO CRY YOURE SO SWEET šššš#im SUPER autistic over dell holy shit dude#tysm for the ask. genuinely squealed a bit when i saw you follow me this is so fucking awesome#WOOOOOO-EEE!!!!#NEW FRIEND LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO#also the texas heat has been INSANE lately#too miserable to even go outside (yes this is off topic but idc)#if you dont talk about how hot it is and how bad the roads are with a fellow texan are you truly texan?
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