#im gonna go read copious amounts of fanfic

[3-aem]

thinking about touch starved touch sensitive gojo again. Absolutely desperate for even the most grazing touches from getou and yet overwhelmed by it all.

[eruhamster]

i keep wanting to read other fics but 1. i dont wanna get distracted from doing my own fanworks and 2. like every time i read a fanfic theres at least 1 ooc thing that bothers me enough to take me out n i KNOW im gonna go through that w the fandom that i disagree with 90% of the time i interact with anyone

i struggle alone despite the copious amounts of help that i just refuse to acknowledge like pre-puck guts

running on like 6hr of sleep not out of necessity but bc i started proofreading old chapters of my hualian fic n got too engrossed. 2am n i was like 'damn this is good writing' to myself like im patrick bateman

[ohfuckimdean]

also just like a pre warning i just, i love texting fics so i’m recommeding at least 2 and at this point i’ve read so many you are just gonna get the ones i most recently thought about such as-

the cost of a thing 

https://archiveofourown.org/works/16228286/chapters/37934285: 

this is SO FUCKING GOOD ISTG with human cas and like, it’s a casefic with some nice classic fake marriage 

chewing our tongues off:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/23270704/chapters/55728595

so, like, bascially dean and castiel are stuck in quartine together and its  very good (it does have some smut but im very, very, ace rn so i just go yeet and skip it)

Chapstick:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13712157/chapters/31499367#workskin

aka the fic i think about when i wake up and before i go to sleep becuase it was never continued and its genderbend castiel and gabriel and im kinda into it because *chefs kiss* THE WRITING babe ya gotta see this

Where the Horizon Ends:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13847475?view_full_work=true

this fanfic *sighs* where to start. so like, it is 100% not healthy for me to be reading this because tis very triggering for me (espeically cause i’m not even a year clean from self harm only like 8-9 months) but anyway this is a personal self destruct fic. and i definitely have some like, very specific triggers that let me just repeat that VERY specific triggers this fic gets at. but it’s a soulmate artist au where whatever your soulmate does to their body they do to theirs. it’s set in high school with triggers for abuse, self harm, suicidal intention, suicidal thoughts and do i know why im reading this? but sometimes i run out of things to distract myself with and you can see how sad i really am

Love Bites:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/19481659/chapters/46374901#workskin

In which Dean is a vampire that Cas’s wounded cat drags dean in bat form in and like idk how to descripe what happesn i suck at descriptions

Arstic Liscense:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/14884280

Such a good fic, I really can’t even- Dean finds sam reading fanfics one morning and reads chuck’s books and gfhuifghfjd

IKR? SMH:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/16066781?view_full_work=true

the best texting fic i’ve ever read it’s quality

He’s Kinda Cute, But Mostly Concerning:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/6913363/chapters/15770515

A GORGEOUS SABRIEL TEXTING FIC I FELL FOR THE FIC SO GOOD ITS FUCKIGN AMAIZNG AND SOFT

Bunker Diaries:

https://archiveofourown.org/series/1689235

Team Free Will is under quarantine and decided to make some journal entries of their experience.

Warning, copious amounts of fuckery ahead. (quality love these sons of bitchs are fuckign MAAIZNG /no jack tho which makes me :::()

DO YOU HAVE FIC RECS (FOR SPN) I H U N G E R

Okay, recently read, yes that is the only criteria I use because i read too much fucking fic and CANNOT organize them all:

Angel’s Wild - Very long, Cas as an Angel that’s creature-like. Falls into one of my favorite tropes of Dean being like “Oh shit most of what I know is wrong” when he meets Cas and also they’re like almost immediately horny for each other. Slow burn so slow it hurts but I do love it.

The Love Story of the Runner Up - PRIME Outside perspective with an OC. Real short but acheingly funny and sweet. Miguel(the OC) is the man. THE man. Basically, he dates Cas for about six months. It’s a sweet thing about how even people who aren’t permanently in your life can still have a big impact.

The Secret Good Supernatural That Lives In My Head, Season One - LieutenantSaavik HAS NEVER DISAPPOINTED. They are my icon, they are my diety, this is excellent. From the narration to the fact that the Winchesters are half Chicano (MEXICO REPRESENT) and the characters we love no longer influenced by misogynistic  and racist writing, this is the good shit.

Made Manifest - This is a Trans!Dean fic, and it hits me? It hits, okay? EXCELLENT USE of Lazarus Rising at the end.

Bring Me To Honey for Amber - This is so random, but it’s also poetry. They’re in love and things are always changing. Historical AU.

Speak Low, If You Speak Love - FUCKING. MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING. AU. BRILLIANCE. I love it. Shakespeare is a comedy, there’s meddling, they’re fucking idiots and British people get punched in the face by the Irish (i.e. Eileen) MOST EXCELLENT

Fata morgana - My wife Bela Talbot as the Queen of Hell do I need to say more?

It Is Not Light That We Need, But Fire - Okay, not everyone’s cup of tea but ABO and they’re escaping prison. The Winchesters and Krushnics are opposing larceny crews but Dean and Cas fall in love in jail and will not leave without each other. I’m explaining it terribly, it’s excellent.

The Moonlighter and the Magician - This one has not left my head in like six months because it’s excellent. 1920′s AU, Cas is a jewel thief and Dean is his neighbor who is pining over him like nuts. Exploration of social issues and unconventional queer relationships + autistic Cas.

Broadway Musical - ONE OF THE FUNNIEST FUCKING THINGS I HAVE EVER READ. Like....it’s canon-adjacent. Cas is supposed to be a matchmaker to bring about the vessels of Michael and Lucifer...he falls in love with Dean instead. Jimmy gets to say fuck. All around excellence.

So Says The Sword - I consider this canon I will have you know this. CANON. GLORY BE TO komodobits AND THEIR GLORIOUS WRITING.

I hope I have fed you. Go FEAST MY DUDE