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bedforddanes75 · 7 months

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ROADKILL IS ONLY 2 MINUTES 55 SECONDS ??????????????????????????????????????????????? WHAT

#I SWEAR IT WAS LIKE 4 MINUTES????????????????????????????#WGAT #WDYM ITS NOT EVEN 3 MINUTES WHAT THE FUCK????????????#im genuinely horrified what the fuck #ive loved this song for months and have NEVER NOTICED THAT??????????????????????#im fully in distress #the 1975 #matty healy #george daniel #ross macdonald #adam hann #blah blah!

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haemosexuality · 8 months

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i just heard someone on youtube (T B Skyen) say that silco loved jinx but didnt quite know how to love powder, while vi loves powder but doesnt know how to love jinx. and oooof oof ouch yeah

also it got me thinking and obviously jinx and powder arent two different people shes just going by a different name now but its also not baseless to analyze them as different "characters", or what traits of jinx are part of powder, etc. like the animators literally have a trick where they change her facial structure how they animate jinx to show when shes behaving more like powder. shes completely changed who she is, its jinx now powder fell down a well, sat on the jinx chair embraces who she is etc etc

#powder is like jinxs inner child #while jinx is- or was before the chair scene- the persona she puts on where she loves Violence and Chaos and shes Crazy HaHaHaHaHa #so when someone says like. ''jinx is being more powder in this scene'' it means shes regressing into being more childlike because of her #trauma or maybe shes so distressed and emotional that her persona fell apart for a second and the sad child underneath showed through #''silco loves jinx but doesnt know how to love powder'' means he loves and supports her being confident and smart in her inventions and #trying to accept and move on from her past. but hes teeeeerrible at that bc he doesnt want to let powder heal #he just wants her to bury that part of herself #and vi loves and cares for her baby sister so so much but shes terrified and doesnt want to accept the reality of what shes become #i do think vi had a point before tho. powder Was in there and while that doesnt negate jinx she could still reach her #and maybe help her out #idk how true that is after shimmer and silco dying tho. again. chair scene. the persona has fully become who jinx is theres no going back #powder fell down a well #arcane #jinx arcane #powder arcane #ignore me im just brainstorming ive been thinking about this show CONSTANTLY for the past few weeks i have so many thoughts on everyone #im sure this is a conclusion people reached years ago immediately after the show came out but im slow #theres a point between the child powder and the crazy terrorist jinx where the real true her lies #and that point has been getting closer and closer to the jinx side

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spitblaze · 3 months

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the best way to have a good and normal time on weed is to take a 50 mg edible and then spend the rest of the day reading about higher dimensional cubes

#spitblaze says things #hypercubes make my head hurt when im *sober*#so its especially fun(?) to get stupid high and watch videos about theoretical mathematics and fully not understand anything happening #(im not high right now. but ive done this a few times and it was fun/distressing)

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piningpercussionist · 4 months

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One day you will feel remorse. One day you will regret the notion of willingly purchasing an object containing sentience, and afterwards doing nothing but brutalize it with sticks.

-the kit[kimpinesdrumset]

@kimpinesdrumset (ooc: for easily running over to the blog 👍)

#(ooc: i saw this ask and knew IMMEDIATELY which panels i needed to use/edit shcjsjch)#(ooc: i have an alt of the second where I don't edit her face- but idk I think it was a better choice)#(ooc: btw if anyone wants the third w/ just the end of Scott's hand removed lemme know. i can get it easy)#ooc: im not gonna do the full tag circuit right now i dont think. i am Tired. so gonna leave some of the additional ones for later #kimpinesdrumset #pine.txt #asks #anon #rp #kim pine #sp comic #spvtwtg #spto #spvtw #art #(ooc: this is Not getting queued like ive been doing w asks lately- as i do not have the art for this other ask done yet- nor do I have +#+stuff ready for others at the moment. slowly but surely gang! slowly but surely....)#?#(for additonal tagging later)#ooc: idk that im fully happy w the work i did on the first one but sometimes i just need to breathe and go ''hey. no one cares. feed the +#+kim enjoyers. okay?'' and hit post #ooc: was gonna crop out the ''is mildly'' in that panel but if I leave it the unclicked cropped view is better. distress....#ooc: ah well. enjoy

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nimoy · 1 year

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today is the day i get surgery or dont. im so nervous lol

#i am still not fully cleared cuz i have to be evaluated by the anesthesiologist which they said they cant do #until the MORNING OF THE SURGERY #because theyre afraid i may have some blockage in my airway passage #im fully going into it expecting to be rejected #and ive mentally prepared #so i will be okay. it will just hurt a lot #but if i do get it. yay #i felt like i havent been able to be excited and im still not #just cuz of how frustrating and distressing this all is #and i hope if i dont i at least get some kind of refund lol #tp

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wish-i-were-heather · 12 days

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ok wait ive only seen like the main points from the debate but im watching it right now and oh my god

#im genuinly distressed #how his trump real #he is fully a joke #but hes not a joke #and its fucking terrifying #hes literally just lying #he's changing facts #im actually gonna cry #im moving out of the us once i turn 18 😭😭#eunoia annoys '♡'

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strangerhands · 6 months

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ohmygodddddd i am a fucking genius...👁️ the fic idea i just came up with. the Specific Line i thought up. its such a random idea but its so so cute and sweet and ugh its gonna plague me forever. kinda proud of myself to be honest so lets just hope i can Actually write it soon🧎

#mmm brain isnt always bad sometimes i guess.#its some unapologetic jake fluff btw #bc he deserves it #also i forgot i cant really spend time on tumblr today bc ill be busy again lol so tomorrow it is (hopefully)#but its gonna be a good day bc me and my bestie are going to see love lies bleeding And immaculate together😋😋#and probably get some lunch and maybe ice cream too #excited #have been looking forward to today #and then after today im looking forward to finally crawling back into my little tumblr cave #hopefully i can Actually Read.#and yk. writing would be nice too.#also im goin back on sertraline today and apparently it can be used for ocd too so i will try to see if any of That feels different as well #raaaaaa #still havent fully researched ocd tho🧎ive been procrastinating🧎as i do🧎#anyways goodnight its 5am.#shouldnt have had that 8pm iced capp #i downed that shit fr #ok bye bye love yall #talkin shit #FUCK YES THIS POSTED LIKE ON THE VERY SECOND 5:15 WAS ENDING YESSS #sorry i actually like am distressed when the minute(s) of my posts arent posted on a 0 or 5 or like the same as the previous number #and when it is i feel like actual relief and joy #and when it isnt i contemplate deleting and waiting until the desired minute to post again.#anddd sometimes i actually do.#i also will just wait several minutes to post something when its not the exact minute i want yet #or ill queue it for like. literally a couple minutes in the future.#yeah i have many issues #okay gn thank you for reading if you read🧍🫶#i always either suck my own dick or beat my own ass.#rarely ever is there an in between

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milfygerard · 6 months

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does taylor have a single debut song on any of the playlists?

#taylor swift #I dont think she does!#im so fascinated w her relationship to debut and how its grown and changed esp as shes started looking at her own life #and how her career and child stardom has affected her #it def seems like the album she has the most complicated relationship w even over albums like rep or lover #bc like. its her first! and she was 15 and not in control of any of it really #i cant wait for the tv of debut i really wanna see what she has to say #esp bc the promotion of the album looking back is kind of. is upsetting the word?#it has that gross sexualized lolita feel to it that her and her mom did a lot to scrub out of the promotion of fearless and speak now #that + her experience thruout the rest of her career w older men slutshaming and aggressive sexualization despite her pushing against it #all while she like. was clearly trying to discuss and explore sexuality in her music but doing that in any sort of public way #wouldve left her even more vulnerable. its a distressing balancing act that she still tries to maintain #idk my thoughts on debut arent fully formed i think id have to go back and look thru a lot of the promo and interviews n concerts #to have a better articulated thesis but its like. i get why shes weird about it #and thats before her just being deeply self critical and it being an album she made with only like 3ish years of songwriting under her belt #i have put all of my thoughts in the tags again

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sharkieboi · 8 months

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i keep having to like fight for my life at the pharmacy to get prescriptions filled and I had a call with my T doctor that was supposed to be a few weeks follow up about switching to T gel, but I haven’t yet gotten the fucking gel because insurance sent it back for prior authorization and this guy is too fucking overbooked to remember to do that and/or this hospital just fucking sucks at communicating between doctors and the pharmacy.

so we had our call to check in and im desperately just like can you do the prior authorization so I can actually start this med like fucking PLEASE I’m so tired!! and he responded “are you okay you sound pretty distressed” and I was clenching my fists to try and respond cause YES. I AM DISTRESSED. I keep having to call and fight for every medicine I need to function as a basic human being and be the person I want to be! I’m so dysphoric right now I want to die but my hands shake like a fucking vibrator every time I try and stab myself so I need to switch my method of T to something not a needle! and I’m constantly fighting for my life to get my adhd meds filled and not to be a meth-head but i legit don’t know how I functioned for 27 fucking years and made it through GRAD SCHOOL without meds cause my brain is so much clearer and I function so much better when I can actually get my thoughts in order and focus for real.

so yeah!! I’m in distress!!! I want my brain to work and I want my body to look and function how I need it to!! and this doctor’s blasé attitude to not being able to get my prescriptions filled is going to be the death of me!!!

#shhh sharkie #LIKE SPECIFICALLY THAT ITS THE PRESCRIPTION IS WAITING ON HIM!!!!!!!!!!#YEAH IM IN DISTRESS CAUSE IVE BEEN CALLING YOUR OFFICE AND THE PHARMACY FOR TWO WEEKS NOW #AND ITS FULLY DEPENDENT ON YOU MY GUY #FILL OUT THE FORMS SO FUCKING HELP ME GOD JESUS FUCKING CHRIST #YEAH IM IN DISTRESS. I JUST WANT MY BRAIN TO WORK AND MY BODY TO COOPOERATE WITH WHAT I WANT IT TO LOOK LIKE #i just. also being on T is a legit mood stabilizer for me.#and I know part of being off it is my own fault cause i do technically have all the prescription! I just can’t with needles right now.#and weekly is hard for me to remember. daily is easy. i take plenty of other daily meds.#I think I do need to switch to a different doctor in this practice cause this is what happens every single fucking time #is he gives me a prescription and then I have to message him way later on cause it never fucking filled cause he forgot to do something #actually will maybe check the patient portal and see if i can request someone else lmao. but like really. yeah this sucks i want to be done.

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hiveswap · 1 year

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Guys hi I'm going to walk off the earth

#okay so when i first got into this series in 2019 i had a biig crush on a girk #i want to just say that im fully moved on. but the plan was that we would go to school together in a different city #and over the summer before we were supposed to both move into the dorm i got really into it. like really into it #because i was a recovering ex catholic and it resonated with me #and last minute she cancelled on me and went back home #i cried a lot and it took me years to love again #so like go to hell i guess #i was 15 ffs im going to eat my phone #and then when i feel fully done they drop this ending #like i feel nothing for her but still. im going to fucking die #in my mind she and i were like this. a lot like this. again i was 15 and wrapped up in her family drama and projecting like crazy #im not even distressed because of that. im distressrd because i know what this would have done to me at the time #i feel like the last piece of 15 year old me just died. some weird as shit closure i just got

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micahdotgov · 11 months

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ive been "watching" house md via the clips channel on youtube bc i cant watch the actual show and every new thing i see makes me feel like im losing my mind. what do you mean house hallucinates wilsons dead girlfriend telling him to tell wilson that he loves him.

#was in genuine distress watching the cancer arc #as i was making this post i just saw cuddy have a nightmare that house and wilson raise her child together???#im so fucking glad i cant properly watch this show i would fully lose it #micah.txt

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anotherpapercut · 1 year

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is there a nice way to tell my coworker that if she keeps staring at me at random points throughout the day I'm going to lose it

#it makes me EXTREMELY anxious and distressed to look up and see someone fully staring at me #she usually does it when im ripping off the skin around my finger nails and like why!! why is this interesting to you!!#or she'll send me a message and stare at me while i open and read it. girl please leave me alone 😩#genuinely wondering if i could get an accommodation to be allowed to put fuckin walls around my desk #im sooo paranoid i spend so much of my time at work frantically looking around to make sure no one is looking at me #i feel like she must know by now that i hate this because i have gotten really short with her a few times #esp if she watches me eat. i cant eat like that. ill just not eat until i get home if i have to

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medicasino · 2 years

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ive just accepted im just never going to fit cleanly into any label or community ever