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THIS TOOK ME OUTTTT
#IM FUCKING SOBBING RIGHT NOW#SCREAMING AND PUNCHING THE WALL#okay but this better be season 3#helluva boss#stolitz#stolas helluva boss#blitz helluva boss#loona helluva boss#via helluva boss#found family#im not ok rn
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All ever go rewatch YouTubers from your childhood? I'm Halfway though my Junior Year of high school and I'm crying over Aphmaus Minecraft Diaries. I forgot how sad it was. 😭😭😭😭
#aphmau#minecraft#minecraft diaries#garroth ro'meave#aphmau mcd#mcd garroth#mcd laurance#mcd levin#mcd dante#mcd aaron#mcyt#im fucking sobbing right now
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the way you drew kokichi .. i think im ascending to the heavens .. i see the light .. chest collapsing .. heartbeat flatlining ..
oho, a Kokichi enjoyer!! tysm!! it was my first time drawing him at the time so im glad i didnt fail him. i dont want to fail any of the kyoto group. i love them all!! even w my clear favoritism
he's nice too, a bit more expressive than Noritoshi so i can finally draw something that isnt :| or >:( even if it isnt by much- i like him too
I like how he's both a dick but also kinda sweet. He's a different flavor of tsun... i can use this. my knowledge on him is limited but FROM WHAT I SAW IN THE WIKI OH MY GOD???????? OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! KOKICHI!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#muta kokichi#kokichi muta#mechamaru#kokichi muta x reader#mechamaru x reader#? i guess#double post lets go im tryna be as fast as lightning#woah a non noritoshi post... crazy.......#my hands feel tingly and weird#my blog is so yume centric that my one track mind made you a love interest right off the bat#fuck it. everyone's in love w you unless stated otherwise#congrats. youre a harem leader/protag now except i have a strong bias towards one guy unless asked abt someone else#AND I JUST FOUND OUT MORE ABT KOKICHI???? WHY AM I FUCKING CRYING????? DUDE WHAT THE FUCK#OH NO THIS IS NOT CORRECT.. IS THIS WHAT SHIBUYA ARC IS???? DUDE#IM GONNA RIP OUT MY HAIR. THIS CANNOT BE. I CANT FAWN OVER ANOTHER CHARACTER W SO LITTLE SCREEN TIME AND CONTENT GOD PLEASE#HE GIVES SO MANY VIBES..... LIKE FUCKED UP 'i'll sacrifice the world for you' VIBES AND ITS MAKING MY BRAIN KRCHAKKRCHAKKRCHACK#kokichi muta... another hidden gem.... wipes tear#we'll treat you right kokichi... sobs. there there#null rot#cloaked cult member
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OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever
#jrwi fanart#cw blood#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#arthur bennett#OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob:#BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay#i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY.#THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL#so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM..#grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that#ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT#arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES#I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM.#I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no#ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE#BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much...#GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that#we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW#he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE..#i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar#I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS#also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that#human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY#i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK#feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh
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I’d like to say that this song with Bucky x reader [or oc] would be fcking heartbreaking and beautiful and thinking about it has me in tears. Even bigger kicker if they knew each other in the 40s and got married before Bucky left for the war 😭 and made it into the future, and see Bucky all over again. Who now remembers them, the one constant in his mind no matter how many times they wiped him. They were a beacon, one he might not have known or understood. But the warmth, the love he felt from this person helped him survive. And when the memories flood back and all he can think about is how he is a ruined person. How they could ever love him knowing all he’s done.
#bucky barnes#james buchanan barnes#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes x oc#can you imagine this holy fuck im still emotional just thinking about it#not helping that im actively listening to it right now#jorge rivera herrans#the man you are for this fucking album <3#someone should write this so i can sob uncontrollably#marvel x reader#Spotify
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arcane season 2 act 2. how are we all doing??
#i have been SOBBING for about 30 minutes straight thanks for asking#before watching the 6th ep i was like 'cant believe how viscerally i react to arcane!' I HAD NO FUCKING IDEA#WHAT KIND OF HORRORS I HAD COMING. I WAS A FOOL#FOR EVER THINKING THAT WAS THE MOST I WOULD FEEL#posting this live btw i cant help myself i need to cope and seethe (except instead of seething im weeping like Big Baby)#back to sporadically queueing everything very soon#almost-spoiler in next 2 tags ->#I NEE DJAYCE TO FUCKING ROT IN HELL IM NOT EVEN KIDDING. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD OHJ MY GOD#HE LITERALLY RUINED EVERYTHING. *EVERYTHING.* IDC WHAT SHIT HE SAW THAT MADE HIM ACT THIS WAY I NEED HIS ASS GONE RIGHT NOW#shut up crisa#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 act 2#arcane 2#arcane league of legends#arcane s2#arcane season two#act 2
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My thoughts regarding MCR´s latest instagram post
#mcr5#my chemical romance#mcr#mcr5 is real#manifesting mcr5#gerard way#mikey way#frank iero#ray toro#my chemical fucking romance#emo#im currently sobbing right now
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this is me ranting about season's of blossom/hamin's flower, so TW SUICIDE, but anyways i don't know what's worse:
->hamin sacrificing his freedom so that jaemin could live freely, yet that freedom making jaemin feel like he's suffocating years down the line
-> somang's speech on how it's because of everyone that hamin killed himself, yet how it's none of their faults, especially not hamin's own
-> them using the phrase "disappeared from this world" to describe his suicide, not outright saying he killed himself
-> the theme of radiance. hamin feeling like somang was the radiant one and he was drenched in darkness, thus trying to distance himself from her. yet somang describing the summer with hamin her most radiant time, only because of his presence in her life, because he shined the brightest to her
-> jaemin who loved the rain because good things always happen to him then just for hamin to kill himself on a day where it rained non-stop. hamin who hated the rain but learnt to love it compared to jaemin who loved it but now dislikes it
-> hamin's suicide indirectly preventing gaeul's and dongchae's attempts. somang being unknowingly destined to lose a loved one either way
-> jaemin's parents not knowing how to handle hamin's suicide, his mother depending on him to be happy and his father being distant and too lax on everything. driving him further into his own abyss. hamin having sacrificed his happiness and acting too grown up for his age to protect jaemin from their parents strictness. jaemin ending up doing the same for his mother, faking a smile and comforting her about the pain of hamin's suicide
-> hamin not having heard the latter part of jaemin telling seonhui that while he resents hamin a little, he still loves hamin most of all. hamin having died thinking jaemin hates him, somang's last words to him calling him a coward
-> jaemin being lowkey passively suicidal and even trying a form of self-harm to understand hamin and deal with the pain of losing hamin
-> the fact that we start hamin's story already knowing how it ends
#seasons of blossom#im thinking of seasons of blossom again and its fucking with me so hard#hamins flower was so perfectly well written that it always makes me cry#it's these thousands of things#the tragedy of it all and that you know what's gonna happen#we already know he'll kill himself but we can't stop ourselves from begging it to be different anyways#the fact that we get both somangs and hamins past and somangs and jaemins present#hamin haunts the narrative and i love that the story is not just about his pain but also about the pain of those he left behind#without making it seem like hamin wasn't hurting the most#god i love them so much#fuck#fun fact seasons of blossom's initials spell sob#WHICH IS WHAT IM DOING RIGHT NOW#HAMINNN😭#hamins flower#seasons of blossom hamin#tw sui implied#tw suicide#tw selfharm#tw selfharm mention#tw suicide mention
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CAN SOMEONE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
PPPLLEEAASSEEE
MAKE A FORD EDIT TO MIRROR MAN FROM OPAL
I’ll actually give u the biggest smooch on the cheek ever
Or hug
Or like the best drugs idk what u like
#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#PLEASE#PLEASE PLEASE#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#Im being so serious man#it finds so much#(they turn me down now I live my night mate gotta be seen by someone out there) ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME#IM SOBBING#SOMEONE DO IT#OR TELL ME WHEN U FIND ON#UGHSHDHDH#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#MIRROR MAN#OPAL#jack stauber#edit ideas#I wrote please so many times it doesn’t look right anymore
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genuinely i am fucking speechless after seeing that art and cassie confirming it as a scene from tlkof like
#i dont even know what i could say right now#other than what the fuck??????#like she just went and did that#DURING PRIDE#like this is NOT on#my emotions cannot take this any longer#stop playing with my feelings cassie#i will genuinely sob so hard when i read that scene#(just as i have cried about this art just now)#<- im a fucking cry baby but seriously this shit made me so emotional#my sister made me tea to calm me down#she the real mvp#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kit x ty#kitty#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tda#twp#tsc
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I was made to pass through fire has such a fucking chokehold on me
#like i cannot stop sobbing over this line#it encases keyleth's ability to survive and persevere so beautifully#anyway im too emotional to say anything profound about the line right now#but i love these episodes so fucking much#and i love keyleth so fucking much#keyleth#keyleth of the air ashari#the legend of vox machina#tlovm season 2#tlovm spoilers#critical role
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what 40c does to an mf
#this is less effort than where i turned them into catmen. help me#i spent i think half day on that and half day on this too#im losing my touch i need to animate more often#this is too simple crying sobbing screaming#animation#scriboozles#thsc#the henry stickmin collection#right hand man reborn#reginald copperbottom#rhm#it was so fucking hot i tunnel visioned into just focusing on this rest of the evening#i am not drawing until 2 days later now (famous last words before one draws again till hand starts aching)
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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girlhood
#i have to fly out to capetown to see mother and im literally debating if i could land in the morning and leave at night on the same day#like. anything longer than that is going to ruin my year.#when she called and did her “katherine. you have to be here on the 10th” i literally sobbed in my bed for the rest of the day 😍😍😍#not dyeing my hair black for a year and its getting lighter and lighter everyday and i look like her again#and my therapist telling me “you need to do things for yourself.” but like can i? sorry that woman traumatised me and i actually cant :)#like everything i do is informed by her#I'm going to go and just like everytime the only way to keep my sanity is to mirror her. talk and sit and speak and read and eat like her#and its such a terrifying experience bc i remember that im capable of emulating her viciousness and maybe i am my mother's daugher 🤢🤢🤢#and im going to come back and its going to take fucking months for me to feel like myself again#“oh you look so beautiful just like your mother” i hope you DIE lol !!! the fact that my conception of beauty was shaped by her#growing up with this cruel beautiful detached woman and realising that at the intersection of beauty and wickness is a lifetime of pain#and still being so desperate for her approval- for any metaphysical proximity to her that i felt elated when#people would tell me i look like her. that it meant i was also beautiful like her and maybe she'll love me a little for it#but now i know for a fact that i do look like her and it makes saliva swell under my tongue - that moment right before you throw up-#when people mention it 😍#last time i was in capetown my optic neuritis flared up (and i know for a fact it was that it was ms-stress related from having to see her)#and i thought i hid it so well even though i had near constant headaches & lethargy until she said “katherine give me the red notebook”#and i knew that she knew all along. it was so acutely humiliating standing there and knowing she knows i cant see which one is the red one#and she tilted her head and said “whats the matter? do you not know what red looks like?”#im never going to have kids. my mother and i read eachother so well it can only mean im never too far removed from becoming her#lol!!!!!!!!!
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This blog is gonna end up posting purely Prism stuff at this rate ..good lord
#i was gonna add more drawings of her but uhhh ohe i don't like and another I want to do a double page spread...i have a sillay idea..#but augh once again her concept art strikes....giving her a lab coat which is more blue than yellow accented....to contrast her canon design#genuinely there's something about her which just captivates me. like idk. her and juniper are definitely my top two at this point i think#like jj is so much fun to just. fuck up I can't state that enough. i can throw 1000 headcanons at him and they all fit ok#prism i can get more nuanced and i have a whole ass narrative of her time at the agency and her friendship with reggie like. AUUUUUUGh#but yeah god i have been on my fully coloured art bullshit right now idk why. then again i did finish all my art coursework so i feel free.#i can just yearn for roxana prism literally every page<3#im sat here just so. good lord. everythung abt her good lord. i need to be sedated#tranquiliser dart might work#head in hands. wild sobs. roxana prism i wish you were real.#ieytd#[agent moose's art]#roxana prism
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