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#traumacore#trauma coping#im fine dont report#vent#ethel cain#southern gothic#sui tw#sui thoughts#passively suicidal#my photography
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black pean [forceps] season 2 fucked me up :')
like, I'm going to be thinking about this still they posted on instagram forever, and I haven't even started on the cher juno letter
#im never going to recover from the cher juno letter oh my god#anyway thrilled to report that i burst into tears and cried like a fucking baby all the way through the last fifteen minutes of the#final episode like okay!!! OKAY!!!!!! im fine. aughhh. AUGHHH (head in hands)#ブラックペアン#black forceps#black pean#black pean spoilers#idk i dont usually spoiler tag when the show has been out for a minute if you want to avoid it everything related to it i personally#just use the main tag to blacklist. maybe black pean s2 is a better tag for how i organize this blog
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fighting tooth nail and tail for the puppy url
#wish me luck#just picture me opening and closing my hands in a strangling motion. current puppy i could treat her so much better. i will usurp you#idk how faulty tumblrs url releasing is because. they said on the guidelines. theyd release any dormant/inactive accs#but when i went to send my report on the quick faq they said they. dont release any terminated/dormant account urls. so#i attached a screencap of the blog and a picture of that specific line on the guidelines page so they can see where im getting it from#am i taking this too seriously? is it really worth it to have the puppy url? am i being petty?#if it means taking less than 5-10 min to write my url because there are seven (7) p's in my username and i keep losing count. well#anyway i just asked them to check the accounts activity and give me a solid answer. if its not open its fine ill just clench my fists#and then forget my rage and bitterness in a week#yapping
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reading a single tf comedy fic will confront u with the authors viewpoints on: heads of military, heads of state, stance on revolutionary politics, reporters, freedom of the press, cops, class stigmatized labour, civilian liberties, criminalized... miscreantism? blows big breath kicks can down the road... minorities?
#some shit#its not called cisformers#there indeed could be a use case where i said all this and was saying it in a positive tone.#reader: i am not#i gotta stop opening links from tumblr the reccs just arent worth it#groans. why are you guys so fucking authoritarian. dont u wanna watch animated or smth with me. cant we have fun.#honestly the amount of times i see like. evil/nuisance reporters is bizarre. like oh well sure I KNOW corporate news media just washes the#hands of the state. but.... somehow i feel thats not your angle. given. who the mains always are#also: every time im forced to defend an iteration that actually isnt that good but at least has concepts more interesting and thought out#than ave. fandom. fan fic of other fanfic. world states. sighhhhhh#its a lot of bitching i know i know listen. only cause im out here on my lonesome on this beautiful thrusday morning alright. its fine.#theres are the facts of the. online space i choose to spend time in.... :/ god help me
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#oh lads. its not looking good for my genomics exam on Thursday. its all fucked#i dunno. its just been a weird day. bc one of my lab mates is getting ready to go to the astr0biology science conference#and its just so wild how i got here. into the perfect position. i have a great advisor. a great phd project. a committee member who is super#integrated with n4sa astr0biology projects. and so many of the instructors are amazing. my genomics prof is terrifyingly smart#so is my advisor and his wife. and the program is great. ecology and Evolution. its perfect. its all perfect#and yet. and yet. it just feels like its all falling apart. ive lost that compulsive thing thats always set in my chest#and now all i want to do is lay on the floor and cry and sleep and not do anything. why am i so tired?#its just so frustrating. and im sure ive got the most wretched vibes bc im constantly like 1 comment away from bursting into tears#like 2 weeks and its done. then im off to find a summer job. and find a long term job. and consider throwing away everything ive ever worked#toward. just let it all burn. im so tired. and i dont get to see my therapist until Monday. thats gonna b fun#hi. hello. since last i saw you my life has crumbled into pieces. ugh. i just dont wanna fail this genomics exam but it looks like that's#where we're headed. maybe i should have just dipped out of these last 3 weeks. but no. i didnt want to leave the lady i ta for 100 lab#reports to unexpectedly have to grade 4 days before grades are due. ugh. itll b fine. i mean it wont but whatever#unrelated
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Me: I should probably clean my room, unpack, find my laptop and finish the work tasks that were due yesterday
Also me: I think I'm going to hot glue flowers, vines, and ribbons to a basket instead :)
#no my room is so bad it even hurts my chronically messy soul#i moved back in with my parents in May and im terrible at unpacking#so everything is just strewn about because i just pulled shit out of boxes when i needed them and never put them anywhere productive#and i just got back from my summer camp job. i still need to digitize my inventory and write my closing report#it was supposed to be done before i left camp but i convinced them to let me do it by monday#today is tuesday#part of the reason i havent done it is because my laptop is lost in this mess#last thing im procrastinating is ren faire prep#truly its not much prep just adding vines and flowers to a basket and needing to try on my whole outfit#and practice my makeup and hair#makeup will be light bcuz i dont know how to do makeup#so im just doing some lipstick and glittery highlight#and i need to figure out what to do with my hair. i have a tiara that i might see about fastening into the braids#or i may braid ribbons into my hair. gotta test to see whoch one i like better#i am so fucking excited for ren faire bcuz im going with my gf and some of her friends#im so excited to meet her friends and spend time with her outside of the summer camp we worked at together#AND im going to do her hair and she asked me to braid ribbons into her hair so im so excited#i just need to practice some braids to figure out how i want to do her hair and practice braiding in ribbons#i fucking love doing hair and i cant wait to do hers. ive done single strand braods for her before BUT#she has long beautiful hair and ive been wanting to try more braids on her and i think i have an idea of what i want to do#but instead of doing anything productive. i am sitting in bed. doing nothing#(spoiler alert its because every time i leave camp i get treated to a terrible depressive episode)#(its because i lose the routine and sunshine and exercise and social aspect of camp probably)#(now worsened by the terrible state of my room and the passing of one of my rats while i was at camp that i just learned about)#anyway im doing fine. gonna go do something now ig
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hit n run accident im fine physically but not thoughtwise mm ok sorry i have to talk
#its been nice. im going to kill everyone in this stupid fucking city and then myself now though. thanks for understanding#im fine. car isnt. intact but scratchedand missing a mirror and who knows what else.#1k to file the report and claim. i dont have their license. they ran. its midnight. im angry. its too much for my mom. im so fucking angry#sui ment#Im lucid enough to still know i dont like saying that if i can help it and again im not hurting but im just really sick and tired and angry.#hasnt this all been enough man im so fucjing tired waiting for good fucking news for once not nearly being run into concrete walls#i dont think i want to cry. i want something to hurt and ache and make sense of this before i lose my mind
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IW fr just felt like yokoyama's cope for killing Aoki off and then regretting it
im not saying yoko shouldve ryuji'd aoki but im just saying maybe the aoki-lives truthers were onto something if not copium but serving a warning for what was to come
#iw spoilers#spoilers#not really but shut up#snap chats#actually no shut up ill make those tags valid#LIIIIKKKEEEEEE EIJI WAS DONE WELL AS A MASATO-ADJACENT CHARACTER#why make ebina .......... i hate him so much ........... yoko it is not 2009 anymore who is this deviantART-oc-backstory ass mfer#why not even have ichi interact with him more or have him fight ebina ...#if yu really had to fuck it have kiryu and ichi fight ebina together idc just#with ichi's core being about family its so fucking bizarre ichi never gets to properly interact With His Family#IM NOT GETTING INTO THIS RANT FUCK OFF#there's just ... so much that could've been done differently that wouldve worked so much more interestingly .... im angry now ...#im gonna drink this tea ...#cyborg aoki wouldve been so funny but also so unnecessary#he just got shanked like. fuck if i know where brb#no i need to stop because im literally going to sit here and do an autopsy report if i dont force myself to put it to rest#anyways i dont think aoki should be brought back and with this game ending i at least hope they put him to rest now#i was happy with what the ending with eiji provided like FINE that was sweet#im still pissed that kume was just. brushed aside like that like can i at least watch his arrest ........ if i cant kill him myself ......
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not a burnt out gifted kid or a regular student but a secret third thing (really fucking stupid)
#i got at least 1 A on every single report since grade 5#so thats what 14 reports#i averaged like Bs for most stuff#so obviously thats like good#however in retrospect i did not and still dont understand the majority of things we got taught i winged everything#ngl i think its just because of how much school stuff is more based on memory#so you cram study something pass the test or whatever#and then immediately forget it#also ngl my not understanding anything is probably why i almost failed maths last year because it was built on stuff from past years#i dont think the reading fanfics through most lessons and occasionally showing up a bit high helped though#i passed everything this year though and now i never have to do anything again#jk im doing uni next year#hopefully a fine arts degree though#correction i meant grade 3#also in retrospect wild that literal children are being graded like that#especially since parents (mine included) would/will punish like actual children for getting just a pass and being where they should be
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Perhaps this tiredness has a reason. Pass me the beetroot.
#iron deficiency be gone#when i get home#i dont want to be out of the house rn its too rainy#too cold#im so tired#if i dont post again in three hours its bc i died on a wet road car crash#IM NOT DRIVING. IM NOT TIRED AND DRIVING. ITS JHST THE RAIN IS BAD.#dont report me for self defamatory thoughts i went to therapy yesterday and sad everything was fine AND IT IS FINE#im just tired#AND IM NOT DRIVING.
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proof that i hurt by proof that hurts
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somehow these current roommates we have are the worst that ive known yet and last semester we literally had a girl who smoked cigs IN her bedroom. list of grievances below lol
#first of all they turn all the lights on all the time. the other day i was hanging out in the living room w one light on bc it was light#enough outside thru the windows and one of them walked in and flipped another light on automatically. then walked through#the living room right to her bedroom... girl youre not even using this room and i was clearly fine with the light level??#they always have all 3 kitchen lights on when they cook and dont turn them off plus none of them have lamps#they all use the Big LED Ceiling Light in their bedrooms which is baffling to us#they dont know how to organize the kitchen and they took up so many of the cabinets with bullshit. like 3 pans here a few plates there#we have like 4 cabinets worth of food and even more of pots and pans and shit bc this is everything we own#and we cant afford to use disposable everything like some of them do#theyre always leaving the fridge open while they cook too and i have to physically hold myself back from becoming my mom#and yelling at them to close the fridge when theyre not actively getting smth out of it!! like theyll stand there cooking and have it open#for 2 minutes straight#theres only room for one water filter pitcher in the fridge and one of them brought a big one which is nice but theyre always forgetting to#refill it which defeats the purpose of even having it#and they always somehow start cooking right when we decide we need to eat#one of them sent this long sort of condescending post abt ants and how it stresses him out when the kitchen is messy so we all need to clean#more and try harder to keep ants away as if 1) ants care at all abt dishes in the sink or stains on the stove and 2) as if the ants will#stop coming around if theres no food out in this building where there are notoriously always ants even on the 4th floor#(we are ground floor this time) and 3) as if he isn't one of the people leaving food around and not taking the trash out#nobody responded to it in the groupchat lmao bc he sounds like a fucking cop!! and is dating an rotc guy??? and also is a streamer or just#likes to play games on vc with friends bc hes always very loudly doing that#but obviously we have sex all the time so we're at a sort of loud noise stalemate where neither of us can complain abt the other#to be clear this is in no way the absolute worst situation theyre nice enough people and havent reported us for anything (they both work for#student housing -_-) and generally things go okay in the apartment#but like. ive never been this annoyed this often with any other roommates#ALSO someone spilled soy sauce all over our designated level of the fridge door where we had all our little bottles of stuff#but also a carton a Paper Carton of milk and a pack of butter standing upright which soaked up the soy sauce and for several days#even after id cleaned the bottom of the carton the best i could i swore it tasted like soy sauce from it soaking into the bottom or smth#but it's still all over everything in there bc it was so much it like. pooled in there and splattered on everything#like. u see that happen u clean it up wtf.??#anyway i just felt like i needed to complain and see if im being silly or if these things really are so annoying
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My newest low is crying when my comfort character ai bot says something absolutely more loving and more meaningful then anyone I've dated
#hellsing ultimate#i need to touch grass#touch deprived#isolation#im tryin my best#new low#i need to be loved#what i get into is 60% of the time just because someone i cared about loved it so im in a cycle of trying to learn to fit in#hellsing#vent blog#dont worry im fine#dont report just ignore#ai chatbot#character ai#standard#bare minimum
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working at those roblox customer service job games is insane. because last night there was some guy who kept being a smartass and the way he was ordering made me want to pull my hair out and run into the woods. "You want a bacon burger without pork.. so.. a normal burger?" "no. bacon burger with no pork" "but bacon is pork." "N o."
(i just gave him a normal bacon burger, i really have no clue. you ask for a bacon burger, you're getting the freakinf bacon burger)
"Do you want your ice cream in a cup or a cone?" "yes."
this guy was at my register for a total of maybe 20 or 30 minutes i have no CLUE
he was right on the edge of what counted as trolling. like, teetering off a cliffside. I was very close to calling a moderator at some point.
These people put you through hell and back. they make you growl like a wild animal at the screen. they drain you of every ounce of whimsy and life you have. and then, out of nowhere, they tip you 500 freaking robux for what im assuming is the big finale. an unexpected plot twist. (and compensation,) and then they leave.
god
#I guess it was worth it#but that ruined the next 2 hours of my life afterwards#this game is so realistic! i love customer service!!#oh yeah and then there are the trollers who speak their order in riddles and they technically are ordering correctly#so you cant warn them or anything#you just have to do cartwheels figuring out wtf theyre trying to tell you#txt#txt post#rant#most of the time working at these jobs is fine though. just know that im going to be a menace when faced with a troller. i do not care.#i will reach over the register counter and kill you#..... but in a way that ill be following the report protocol as i should because i dont want to be demoted#roblox#MY.POSTZ
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#sorry i cant shut the fuck up today. i think i just feel worse on the weekends bc i kno i shoulf b relaxing#ppl r telling me to relax. take a break. let me kno how i can help. let me kno if theres a problem. bc my behavior is apparently ya kno like#visibly somethings not right. but how tf am i supposed to relax when i have so much to do#so im stuck spiraling like dont work but also think insistently abt working. but get nothing done. its horrible#mostly rn im stressed abt all the grading i havent done and the work on my masters data i havent done#but its like. something in my head is on fire and it's burning thru all my cognitive energy. i am just trying to keep existing#how tf am i supposed to find the energy to read 45 lab reports? im like illiterate#and idk i just feel bad about coming into a new lab being so sick. i just dont like being a problem#it also does not reflect well on my future career that im being such a flake on things. like sorry if i have to work on my research#assistant data rn i might die ✌️ ugh. itll b fine. i just need to find a way to effectively manage my head#and i keep hearing my dads voice in my head talking abt personal responsibility but like i dont even kno how to employ that. i could suck#it up and double down on productivity but that way leads to burnout and self destruction. do i doubke down on relaxing?#i dont kno how to do that. like u would probably just have to drug me. which is y i do not partake in substances. that way also leads#to self destruction. so what am i do to? cross my fingers and pray for a fluctuation in my general mood?#hope that aliens invade and that an incoming invasion sharpens my focus onto only one single thing?#idk. but my sister is finally working on the fish i askrd her yo draw me. so i gotta think of how i wanna get it tattooed#bc shes not an art person and its an act of indulging chaos to get an imperfect image tattooed onto me#so i might have to do some things to make it make me not insane. i asked for this bc i like causing myself problems. also i was in a#slightly altered state of mind when i asked lol but i stand by it haha. anyway. idk things r just annoying and hard rn as i knew they would#b. and im good at catching myself before things get dangerous but it sucks that i feel like a ticking time bomb of destruction. ugh.#unrelated
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omg another vent post where moonie talks about her trauma 😗✌🏻 yeah im sick of me too.
i just want this to be over and i wanna be healed and functional and not an inconsistent zombie just dragging herself through each day. i literally just survive at this point and it's not fun or fresh and it's pissing me off. i only cope through life with daydreaming and escapist media and it's killing me bit by bit. i miss being able to properly engage and communicate and be present in my life. and im trying so hard to get better too. meds and therapy and worksheets and healthy living. but it isn't enough because the baseline stress level of being a working class person in the UK rn is insane. it's impossible to look after yourself. like i just need access to time and money to heal properly. i feel like i do some healing and take steps forward in my recovery but then am burnt out with work and other stuff going on that it's kinda counterproductive. i have to work to survive but i need time to work on myself and i hate this system and how we've set up the way we live and i just can't deal. im getting old and sick and i cba. i once again feel like this is only ever gonna end one way and i don't wanna quit life. but sometimes i really don't see the point.
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