#im exhausted and rambling i know

[crispyjenkins]

i don't know who needs to hear this today but the jedi would not be body-shy

especially during the war. some would be uncomfortable, sure, or even heavily dislike being nude and/or bathing around others, but the point of that is that would be respected as a choice. there is a very large difference between preferring not to be nude around others, for cultural religious or personal reasons, versus being ashamed. nothing you can do can convince me jedi would be ashamed or embarrassed of their or others' bodies.

why. why would the jedi think nudity undignified. why would they turn their noses up at it as unseemly, rather than a choice and preference

[divine-misfortune]

Oh.

Rain being the one to crack open the pomegranate. Being the one to dirty his beautiful hands and stain his nails with its gore.

Tear into it with the same ravenous abandon as a ribcage, tear and split. Let the juice run down his wrists, following the veins beneath to foolishly imitate the blood rushing beneath the skin but nowhere as sweet.

Feed each seed to his lover like a last meal. Every mouthful one step closer to damnation, a sentence he chases the flavor of. The taste of sin he hopes never leaves their maw, goes so far as to taint every word that curls off their tongue.

Rain being the one to introduce the unsullied to an eternity of indulgence. No judge nor jury, just the executioner of innocence.

[edwinisms]

see I need ghost clothes to have properties more or less like regular clothes because wearing someone else’s jacket or shirt is one of the most important expressions of affection in existence and yes basically what I’m saying is i wanna see charles give edwin his jacket for one reason or another and see edwin get all flustered and giddy about it

[kallypsos]

@lgbtqcreators event 16 ⇢ raise your flag

[dawnthefluffyduck]

New game interest unlocked

(crow in bottom right belongs to @patchwork-crow-writes)

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

never have i been so entirely exhausted from sitting in front of a laptop in a dark room for three hours gay! and so full of delight and happiness! like wow! i have not felt this good in ages!! and its a good kind of tired! i feel like im glowing!

but shit, the update is more than i could've dreamed of. like i said - three straight hours of combing, and i probably still missed a thing or two! i'm even saving the storytime audio to enjoy in the morning, i haven't listened to it yet!

i already have so many thoughts and emotions but i'm... so wiped out oh my god lmao. so much new stuff at once! i need to sleep on it all! and in the morning i will be more than happy to reply, interact, answer asks on this subject, share my actual thoughts - i just need to take the rest of the night to Process and rest, yk yk

and i know i "missed" some links on my liveblog! i know i know! i didn't add every single thing i found - like most of the Wally audios - because i'll be compiling them all into a labeled post tomorrow! when i wake up! i'm already looking forward to it <3 i'm confident i personally found all of them, though! i was Thorough! i went through everything at least twice, i tabbed through, i clicked on Everything...

but yes i hope you all are having a wonderful Update Day/Evening/Morning/Afternoon As The Case May Be. this is truly a delight and again, more than i could've dreamed of. i'd forgotten what it's like to be so wholly excited and delighted by something! it's been so long since i've felt this kind of genuine joy and whimsy! usually im white-knuckling my optimism and happiness but tonight it was all authentic 100% non-forced From The Soul!

[sideblogdotjpeg]

i am not immune to launchpad sol and albin thoughts

[anadorablekiwi]

Hm.

[softmeetscreatureplz]

I need more tired bear posts.

[lets-all-calm-down-a-bit]

dude i desprately want to know someone like kyle in real life. i just feel like we could have such a productive conversation, yn? i feel like we would be able to rant at eachother without getting tired out or ruining the mood of the hang out. just two guys yelling at eachother in a non-angry way, and learning stuff in the process

[cloudcountry]

if i wasnt for my mutuals i think all of my events would have flopped

[discodiscodemon]

roleplay sounds like so much fun.. i haven't roleplayed since i was like 10 or something 😭 i miss those days

a bullet train roleplay would be so so much fun too omfgggg ughhhh 😞 i just dk where and how to start again LOL

[autisticlee]

that feeling when you get advice from someone who you know is well-meaning and has good intentions....but it's just the most allistic, neurotypical, and/or abled advice you have ever heard and completely invalidates the point you're trying to make about why you struggle to do the thing in the first place.

they're telling you to "do it in this specific way that is completely opposite of how you physically/mentally work" for example, make eye contact/read people's facial expressions and intentions! but you're autistic. initiate verbal conversation and don't be shy! but you're nonverbal or semispeaking. get out of the house more and participate in these physical activities! but you're physically disabled. Just Be Yourself! but you have DID/OSDD/other personality disorder. etc.

i'm sorry. I know you're just trying to help. I appreciate it, really. but it's all things i've heard before and none of it helps me specifically. I have tried (maybe even still try out of habit) and learned I can't just do those things. they don't work for me or cause more issues. practice isn't the issue. not everyone can simply willpower through everything. but thanks for trying 😔✊️

[betweenblackberrybranches]

So uh

Im still a lot less active rn because i just dont feel so great but whenever i do draw something i will keep posting it because it doesnt take too much energy. Ill just probably interact less?

And that is frustrating because i do wanna interact with all of you and i do wanna answer so many asks i have gotten and i do wanna reblog a lot of others art with a buttload of tags to say how cool what they make is but it is just too much rn.

So yea im not as active until i slowly feel better again and also yay hanahaki comic later today (im gonna warn you i have a very loose grasp on hanahaki)

[kerizaret]

Go to sleep it'll be midnight in your timezone soon and you must be dreadfully exhausted after all the hard work you've done this week.

Making you a cozy bed right now. Putting three cold pillows. Spreading a soft blanket over it and tucking you in like a kitten. Rest.

OUDHHSJ DO NOT PERCEIVE MEEEEE (≧口≦)ノ

ITS SO HARD TO SLEEP WHEN YOURE SO EXCITED AFTER EVERHTHING... EVEN DESPITE THE EXHAUSTION...

But thank you.... this is so nice.... oigh... the bed feels so welcoming now....

Damn u made me think about sleeping and now I'm sleepy.....

[decladams]

going to bed at 8:30 👍