#im dying now goodbye
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A definitely beautiful light.
This Ballister Merman design is belonged too @riririkinzi !! She showed it in discord and I HAD to draw it!
(Totally didn't redraw this 3 time in two days...) Also I tried new techniques! (Tap the image to make it more clearer TvT)
#ballister boldheart#nimona#nimona ballister#ballister fanart#nimona au#nimona 2023#merman#merman ballister#au#nimona film au#mermaid au#mermay#im dying now goodbye
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LOVE LIVE!!
redraw of a piece from when i was like 13(ish?) <3 original below readmore
#my art#love live#honoka kousaka#chika takami#ayumu uehara#redraw#this was like.really early nijigaku btw lol. love live to me is still a duology#not that i really love live anymore in general outside of occasionally being insane about chika but well thats how it is#(i think i actually hated her at the time of the original. wild!)#but well now sif is shutting down (sif2 will be a thing but still) and now im like woah.that was core to my early teens!!#and now im gonna be graduating in not too long at the same time sif is ending (tho its been dying a slow death for a while...) ! crazy!#me n sif have history ok. its literally what caused my Ongoing Arm Problems. (at least partially.lol.)#its kind of a yuri situation.#all this to say: drawing the fanart that babyme wouldve wanted :) seeya love live and thanks for the memories <3#(i know love live is still happening.)#(watch 'welcome to the love live' amv. my final message. goodbye)
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RAGHHHH BIRDFLASH
*chew my bars of my enclosure off*
okay so… BIRDFLASH RIGHT?? They make me crazy, I’ve read-ed(??) so much fanfictions about them that im actually going crazy.
jealous dick? YES PLEASE.
jealous Wally? SURE (if it’s not doing too much)
LIKE URGHHHH, I can guess on why Dick is the one being more focused on but we need more focused on Wally.. like Wally is NOT you’re big bad alpha.. he’s just a silly dude (side eyeing these kind of fanfics)
anyway, I’m going now
#birdflash#does it shows that I love wally#wally west#RAGHHH#my boy <3#my boy deserves the world#gotham#central city#flash#nightwing#sighs#sighs loudly#sighs dreamily#i love them#i have a problem#im dying#goodbye now
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It seems November 5 is coming up tomorrow: I don’t know much about Supernatural but apparently this is a big day for the fandom???
as the the supernatural expert amongst my mutuals, could you explain why it’s November 5? i'm worried that if i ask someone else they'll troll and give misinformation
yeah sure !! so november 5th 2020 is the day the episode aired that finally made destiel canon. its the end of 12 years of queerbaiting. also cas died in that same episode. so were celebrating/mourning/being unhinged about the anniversary of a gay love confession and the death that immediately followed it
#i do mean immediately. the confession is what killed him. so#it was like i love you dean :) and now im dying goodbye#asks!#rambling#blob
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oh my god wait....... zombie boy will and zombie man hop.... both were believed to be dead but came back to life.... both went through hell and fought as much as they could and were rescued by a loved one.... will's dad abandoned him and hop's daughter died.... both of them being fated to be family not by blood but by choice.... they cannot change the past but they can make a happier future together as father n son..... oh i'm . i just . i— 🥺😭🤧
#oh i die i am dying to the deaht right now im . goodbye cruel world.........#will byers#byers hopper#willhop#mine
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im going crazy im going to ram my head into a wall until i pass away iiteam is EVIL they are KILLING ME they are STABBING ME WITH KNIVES. I CANT DO THIS
#THAT SUITCASE APPEARANCE. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU#im passing away right now im dying. im dead. goodbye#inanimate insanity invitational#inanimate insanity#ii3 spoilers#mossball.txt
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loooking back on it,,,, maybe everyone in my household having undiagnosed unmanaged and unrealized bipolar was what essentially tore us apart bc we'd always be in our worst moments and when one of us blew up we allll blew up
#also we are black so like#that's just another layer on the cake#like jfc#wasnt always dysfunctional but then MY bi polar started acting up#and when that happened#everyone else's got worse#doomed by the narrative#the catalyst was my dog dying and me getting depressed for 4 years#i am now an expert at non confrontation and leaving without saying goodbye#abandonment issues?? nah#im the one doing the abandoning
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Kaido lore?!
#THE GIRL SANJI HIT HAS A RAT???#if sanji kills the rat he is not going back... this poor woman tho....#sanji didn't really get to dight his siblings so now he is kinda doing it lmao#sanji didn't hit her?? queen did??? omg. sanji don't lose hope.... but i want you to kinda do and succumb to the germa ajskdha#nvm he figured things out.... got the rat and everything... sanji talking to himself with the cage on... yeah..... omg zeff and luffy <3#omg queen got yeeted.... the rat.....#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1061#king asking zoro if he is trying to be a king implies now that as sanji beat queen he is one. now when zoro beats king???. exactly.#omg... zoro dont kill king he is too pretty to die.... zoro.... i was wondering where all the nephilim fanart came from akdjsk#this is so slay... zoro with the king of hell enma fighting an angel.....#kaido with shackles in punk hazard???? is it bc he is an 'ogre'????#wtf.... zoro is seeing a biblically accurate angel akdjsns WAIT. did king say he isnt biologically capable of besting him.#and zoro said he doesnt like those types of excuses. because he is equaling that to what kuina said about being a woman.#please someone tell me this isnt the resolution to that. please. that is so stupid.#also wtf is zoro gonna do against that. thank god he learnt how to cut fire damn. thanks kinemon. hope izo and usopp find you soon#the music. the visuals. slay. oh :( goodbye my angel..... him thinking kaido is joyboy??? you've got it very twisted. it's kinda tragic#how his faith is misplaced and ends up defending evil and dying for it..... :(#the z on the end screen akdhaka.... now o want kaido lore. why was he im punk hazard. i mean ti be experimented on but there's gotta be more#you know whats funny. robin becoming a devil for luffy. zoro becomong king of hell for luffy. sanji just doesn't turn evil :) AHDHAJAJ#which actually could be the most dangerous maybe bc goodbye emotions xd even if the king of hell and a demon could end him#inch resting. i want more about lunarians?? and kaido now. also MORE about zoro and kuina... please that can't be it....#did i explain here how at least in the op spanish speaking fandom there is a gag that zoro is racist?? it started with that woman from bw#he just now killed a survivor of a nearly extinct (or extinct) race xd. you can appreciate why the gag exists#episode 1063#usopp looking for kinemon and the scene hes gonna walk into.... izo please get here soon....#usopp calling them suicidal samurais ajdhak he will cling to life sobbing and full of snot!!! EXACTLY!!! this is actually so helpful.....#like they really are suicidal samurais... committing seppuku for anything.... izo thank god. he's gonna get the kun treatment from now on#episode 1062
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"please, don't hurt them! they haven't done anything wrong!"
man drawing on different angles feels weird
Aaaaand a mental breakdown incoming in 3...2...1...
#asks#thylacines can talk#LOVING THIS#PK'S EXPRESSION IS GOLDEN#also nownim gonna pass out so im gonna answer the other asks tomorrow#almost typed away KFJFJDJ ah yes now i will be dying. goodbye
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i think about EE’s live set sometimes and I think about how this upcoming tour/album cycle they’ll have a full seven albums’ worth of material and the set can only be so long, and they’ll have to rotate out all the RDF material to make room for the new mountainhead things; and i think about how the prior albums all kind of have two songs left in the set, we had my kz/schoolin’, cough cough/kemosabe, notlk/can’t do, and then arch enemy + violent sun in the encore putting re-animator at like 1.5 but distant past/spring sun + no reptiles in the encore leaving gth at like 2.5 lol; and what i’m getting at is I hope they feel like they can leave 3 in from RDF too because i am not willing to give up pizza boy, jennifer, OR shark week. they have to stay there forever
#e e#this has been a post#honestly i think can’t do is deffo on the chopping block because it’s fun but it’s a little unexciting#and sustaining that vocal does nnnot always seem fun or feasible for jon and he has the crowd do it A Lot#though I will certainly miss hollering for jez and mike at ‘im loving the bass im loving the drums’ hehehehe#they’ll probably abandon reanimator altogether eventually too jon hates that album LOL but wcyd#arch jeremy………#anyway this post is nothing goodbye#(i just like. i need the snarly guitar from the jennifer bridge. to like. live)#im going to miss leviathan too UGH WHY CAN’T EVERY SET JUST be 100 years long and play all the best ones im dying#i have to shut up now
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girl (me) and her emotional attachment to that one chat from 2017 is something so spiritual
#vi.txt#and the chat is so embarrassing LMAO#its with this crush i had in ug lol bc ofcourse it is#anyways i have to let go of it now (screaming crying dying)#i finally changed my phone!!!!!!!!!! hi my beloved Android#idk if it was because my old phone was iOS or that it was almost 5 years old (prolly the former) but the rage it develops in me is unreal#it is SUCH a pain to transfer whatsapp chats from ios to Android and after like four failed attempts im giving up ... hence goodbye chats#i can't believe im nostalgic over CHATS embarrassing#to be fair they are worth 5 years so that's something#anyways bye ios hope you cease to exist truly the worse 😭
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Tally's just a liiiiittle bit fed up with my clinginess today
Can't help it tho. She's my baby.
#speculation nation#and i spent an hour in a panic spiral over her and then 5 more hours compartmentalizing and Not Thinking About It#she's fine though. just got a little sick this morning but she seems to be feeling better.#probably just ate smth she wasnt supposed to. it happens.#but ykno. i hesitate to throw around the word 'trauma' willy-nilly. considering it has a lot of weight to it.#but i really do think ive got some trauma due to the cat deaths.#how else would i explain me having a whole panic spiral over tally just throwing up?#it almost makes me wonder whether i should bother with more cats after them. but i know i couldnt live without them.#ive spent all but 3 years of my entire life living with cats. i cant live without them.#but after some untimely ends i am just... so fucking afraid.#tally's about 3 years old now. she should have plenty of life left to live.#but cassy wasnt even 2 years old. and look how that turned out.#i got young cats purposefully bc i didnt want to have to say goodbye to them for a While. and then i had to anyways.#and im always so fucking anxious that im going to have to again. constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop#so when Anything happens i end up a total mess no matter how minor it is...#im sick of it. im so sick of the uncertainty. sick of being scared ill wake up one day to another cat dying.#and theres not really any way to make it better. days and weeks and months and hopefully years#just spent waiting for the other shoe to drop.#i just hope it wont come for a while still. so i can have at least a few years of peace.#animal death ment/#negative/#sorry for the vent etc etc im just. i wish i could bundle them up and keep them in my life forever.#but it doesnt work that way unfortunately. lifetime disparity really is so awful.
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ok listen to me this is probably gonna be hot dookie embarrasing but ummmmm im making a chakha (my warrior of light) playlist and a mitski song gave me a drawing idea so pls do not laugh at me ok ily ❤❤
#i drew this at 2:00 am so u cant make fun of me if it sbad because i was sleepy#i just want an excuse to draw this woman bc i wanna throw her in the sun so bad#in a loving way of course#im resisting the urge to post some things here bc spoilers but like if u dont have the tags for when (if) i post them that is ur fault#stay confused#but anyways this can either be seen as chakha being sad bc ooohhh#avagnar :((((((#her whole family is Dead#but it can be abt her potential wives all dying#ok goodbye love u bbg#just doing normal tags Here now#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#Au ra#ff14
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#tp#THIS IS SO SO VIEPHOBIC I WAS J U S T DYING OVER JAEHYUK WITH HALF SLEEVES AND A CAP#AND NOW HE POSTS THIS IM D O N E#IM SO SO DONE#IM INCREDIBLY DONE AND OVER#GOODBYE#I periSB#*PERISH#his hands my god help this poor girlie of yours
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they should invent birthdays you dont cry on
#idk what it is but the second i wake up on my birthday im crying about the passage of time and feeling acutely unloved and my family getting#old and my cat dying and leaving my friends#and im not scared of getting old yknow. not like ‘my youth is gone and now im ugly and life is pointless’ way#but i dont know ive always been scared of time a bit. i wish i could see the merit in it in some romantic and beautiful way#but all i can imagine are the things i love swallowed by time behind me#i know there will be new things to love. i know that. im just bad at goodbyes.#but today is a good day still. ive got a snow day!!#and i moght go out for dinner with some friends or i might go see my girlfriend idk yet.#my post
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#wont you come down... show me that smile... i know youve been watcing me.............#SHOW ME THE OFFER. PLEASE SIT DOWN. AND STAY FOR A WHILE.#its getting cold. and [our home] is dying .#ETC ETC ETC!!!!!#the whole song might not be relevant but yes i am holding up those lyrics to my blorbos like paint swatches to a wall#okay now im going to write again. goodbye#music#Spotify
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