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randomositycat · 6 months

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loooking back on it,,,, maybe everyone in my household having undiagnosed unmanaged and unrealized bipolar was what essentially tore us apart bc we'd always be in our worst moments and when one of us blew up we allll blew up

#also we are black so like #that's just another layer on the cake #like jfc #wasnt always dysfunctional but then MY bi polar started acting up #and when that happened #everyone else's got worse #doomed by the narrative #the catalyst was my dog dying and me getting depressed for 4 years #i am now an expert at non confrontation and leaving without saying goodbye #abandonment issues?? nah #im the one doing the abandoning

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juniemunie · 4 months

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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]

Hitting a lil' too close to home?

#junie art post #ink sans #error sans #utmv #errorink #implied. but yea not the focus #this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word #we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more #isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad #and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out #we put it away. abandon and leave it behind #what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating #yea that never left me #and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH #imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse #mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life #but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant #but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao #ahhh my favorite idiots. never change #mmmmm #deltarune

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biblically-accurate-dca · 1 month

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painting test with a limited color palette

here's the sun equivalent!

#my art #daycare attendant #dca fandom #moondrop #this one's moon. no ambiguity here i prommy ♡#i've been getting into a new thing recently... it doesnt feel like a hyperfixation just yet but im wondering if i should try and fully #switch gears and try to make myself super obsessed with it.. or if i should stick with my current interest #alas... idk! lol #i do have a habit of making a fandom centric side account and then abandoning it once the interest fades #so... just a warning... hehehehehehe

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liauditore · 4 months

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i forgot what his ingame name was and had to scrub thru a bunch of videos looking for him like a cryptid and i think that's incredibly joe hills of him

#hermitaday #joe hills fanart #joe hills #hermitcraft fanart #hermitblr #my art #I love puppets btw idk i felt like i should let you guys know i adore puppets #they're such charming little guys.. funky little creatures....#i know next to nothing about like. actual puppetry i do know a lot more goes into it than people think #but like im just a puppet fan you know. you show me a cool puppet im like whoa!!#kermit the frog is like. such a handsome little gentleman. yknow.#i love seeing puppets behind the scenes too on their little hangers #they're like. little pet animals. to me.#and creepy puppets are really awesome too. when they're a bit uncanny on purpose #there's this one music video. evil by interpol. the puppet guy in that got abandoned and then they found him and restored him aughh my hear #big fan of puppets. big puppet enjoyer. casual puppet fan.#all that being said joe hills is like a puppet to me yeah even without juppet he just has those vibes #charming little fella. little guy who only goes up to cleo's kneecaps.

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honeyhobbs · 6 months

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We need more gaz calling cards and in this essay I will

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petorahs · 10 months

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perfect killer / easy revenge.

#shuake #persona 5 #goro akechi #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #p5r #my art #help finally finished this bc i got coloring inspiration #90% of my wips get abandoned bc of the coloring stage 😭 youd think i'd learn how to simply stop coloring too #but i want them to be colored !! idk they deserve it #this one im actually proud of though #it fuels my need for akechi and burn my dread line from his theme lyric (plus my p3 bias)#while also having a csm reference ive been wanting to do for a while #lets gooo girl dinner (for me)

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mercurymacaroons · 9 days

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arrives 15 min late with a latte

......sup

#yosuke hanamura #persona 4 #cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags #fellas im surprised hes here and done #did not think that was gonna happen #fuck i forgot smth #eh ill fix it before i make my print #anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i #yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell #i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him #also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1 #bc i wanna do this in gold foil #and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell #but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1 #my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ 𝑛𝑜 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･#so whatever gets done will get done #also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao #if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr #so uh yeah yeehaw #idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years #im not fucking kidding #the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned #hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako #boys lucky to hit top 5 #he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either #maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it #nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is #ill do better by the women i promise

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crepegosette · 22 days

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casual enjoyer of those creatures (deranged)

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venomgaia · 3 months

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KROMERPEDE......I made her in a sudden daze you can get her as a sticker on redbubble!

#driftoodles #art #limbus company #limbus kromer #kromer lcb #kromer dreamer of human wholeness #she looks like a prawn!!! i wanna stirfy her and eat her in a rice bowl!!!#also ik i was gonna abandon redbubble but until i can do an at-home shop. i need the passive income desperately #i know shes a bit messy but i fell madly in love with the idea of her with lil paws #i LOVE.#i love her and the peccatulum luxuriae they are cute to me i want a plushie of one #im gonna make some irl nd make one of then holographic bc. oughfhfhdjrhfurhfufh meat caterpillar #redbubble has a sale but i kinda ask you wait until there isnt a sticker sale so i can actully make money on it shsndnsnbdsk #i only make like 21 cents per purchase despite bumping prices up #the secind i can ditch redbubble proper gsng. im gone

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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i am asleep much in the way that Wally is asleep. that is to say, I Am Not Sleeping

#gave it my best shot for a minute there #really made an effort. its Not Working #see this is what happens when your sleep schedule is Fucked and you usually go to bed when the sun comes up #on a normal night id be jammin to tunes. scribbling with reckless abandon #tonight however i am at Someone Elses place so i need to be Quiet #i need to Sleep i am Driving tomorrow #brain wont cooperate tho. brains a bitch. id like to be unconchus #OH SHIT OH!!! I DO HAVE A JOKE I CAN MAKE BARNABY USE!!!#I HAVE A COUPLE OF OCEAN BASED ONES! FUCK!#sorry train of thought took a detour #im tired. today was mostly very good. had lots of Fun <3 #experienced something new! several somethings!!#and now im lamenting my wide-awakeness in a dark room #my hunting gathering badass self is Bored as Hell #and so: wally scribble of him sharing my woes #scribble salad #not gonna tag it as anything else

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triglycercule · 1 month

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horror being very specific with table manners and he berates people (dust and killer) for eating like fucking pigs

i think it'd be morbidly funny that because there was no food in horrortale but the cutlery and stuff was all there that maybe he would pretend to eat with no food on the plate. it was in a satirical way that he would joke maybe around horror paps or alone where he would pretend to eat and have really good table manners but then the satire joke became REAL and now horror is incredibly specific about how to eat food

you MUST hold the fork in the left and knife in right says horror. no killer you can't duel wield the fucking knives this is a table not a slaughterhouse. dust pick up your elbows off the table. actually how about you get your entire upper body off the table tf why are you SLEEPING ON THE FOOD??? killer's sitting fetal position in the chair because of course he wouldn't sit normally like the idiot he is. dust is forced to put his hood down and reveal his face no more mysterious shadow style because it puts horror at ease. they cannot have a single peaceful meal because once they get past the table manners phase it then becomes a completion to see who can eat the least (because they suck at everything including eating)

#hey guys. every time i don't post it feels like i'm abandoning my own children #NOOO im sorry i'll come back home... i wont abandon you chat PLEASE DONT MAKE ME PAY MORE CHILD SUPPORT #i've been a busy little bee i snicker out. and by busy i mean playing. and by playing i mean hi3 #i'm sorry my brain literally cannot handle having more than one interest. once i get into something else the other thing becomes ignored #IT MAKE ME SO UPSET BECAUSE WHY CAN'T I DO BOTH OF THESE THINGS I LIKE EQUALLY ☹️☹️☹️☹️ is this a me problem #anyways none of these tags were related to the post. i usually do little extra tidbits adding onto the post when i tag huh #i just recently learned (2 years ago) that youre supposed to put the fork and knife in that order. i still mess it up #i've been drawing on this notebook from the same brand from what i drew on in 2019 AND GODDAMN 🤤🤤🤤#this notebook is SO FUCKING SMOOTH I LOVE IT 🤤🤤 drawing on this paper is like drawing on fucking BUTTER it's delectable #a shame nobody likes traditional art i cry out (i'm not particularly skilled in either traditional or digital)#you could call me a jack of no trades master of none #got this idea bcs i was listening to binomi (HARDCORE MARETU FAN SINCE I GOT A PHONE. WHAT YALL KNOW ABOUT MARETU‼️‼️‼️)#and i was like omg food theme.... horror. so i drew it in earlier mentioned notebook #and i was like hmm what positions should i put the fork and knife. and then i got this idea #i KNOW cannibalism songs aren't exactly horror themed. but let me be delusional i wanna give my boy a cool theme and cannibalism is soo coo #killer sans #dust sans #horror sans #murder time trio #tricule hc #bad sanses #bad sans gang #nightmare's gang #this is funny but in a sad way because i added context to it. as is with all my mtt content #it's comedic because i think they're all stupid fucking idiots but i also make them do this dumb shit bc theyre traumatized

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rapidhighway · 27 days

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the way I was introduced to dc was teen titans in which nobody ever uses their secret identity ever. They never use their names, only their pseudonyms and that has stuck with me for some reason. Idek if they know what Robin looks like. Robin is Robin, Starfire is Starfire. Stop calling him dick grayson stop deadnaming him

#ive been watchingggg oh god ive been watching non stop im on s2 #now #love them so much I wanted to read fanfiction #i was slapped in the face with their civilian names #stooppp thaaattt he's robin :(#i kind of have my own hcs on why the teen titan tower isn't really a safe place for ppls secret identities #don't ask idk anything about dc if anyone knows ANYTHING about anything they will get mad at me #i only know basic stuff ok? I've never read the comics or anything I only watched s1 of yj #and the one batman cartoon #but idk i adore the idea of a hero completely abandoning their original identity snd just taking #their hero name as their name and just being someone else you know #robin is robin to meeee #but i do think there should be a scene where his masks falls off in front of like. star or something and she just fucking #covers his face with her hand before she sees him #i like that #teen titans #robin

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howinkonvenient · 2 months

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more normal spinel fans: what if she's still heartbroken about pink diamond abandoning her and has breakdowns about it isn't that so sad

me: what if she's so insecure about her duty of being a best friend that in her efforts to prove she wasn't a fuckup she learns the painful way that she even never knew the first thing about her friend to begin with

she can't name anything pink was interested in or what she liked to do outside of the games spinel played with her

cause spinel never really got to know her (because she was made explicitly as a toy that pink couldn't break and was made by the diamonds who do not know how friendships work (a friend isn't something you create it's a relationship that you develop overtime) except she's also super sheltered and struggles to relate to people outside of the fun and games she's supposed to be facilitating)

and pink never really spent the time to know spinel either (because she was obsessively nonconfrontational and didn't yet see gems below her as capable of being fully realized people, and this was immediately after losing her real friend and she had her walls up pretty high as a result anyways)

mmm the pain of being such a terrible friend that not only were you made to replace a pearl to begin with, your friend had to replace you with another pearl, of all gems

and she was right to, you think, angrily, bitterly

what if she feels an unreal level of guilt about having a near world destroying meltdown and how she tried to kill a kid directly even tho she knew she was never in the right for it. that self destruction forever ruining her chances of becoming friends with the one person kind enough to reach his hand out to you (even tho he really shouldn't have)

do you think that would fuck up all her future encounters beyond a level where she can handle it, do you think in her desperation to be the good friend she needs to be she might repeat her mistakes all over again?

anyways......

#kon speaks #steven universe #spinel #the true tragedy of spinel in my opinion #far beyond the abandonment issues that are so easy to victimize her with (tbf she also victimizes herself with it #to justify the harm she inflicts on steven and others)#but that she is so woefully unequipped to do the one thing she wants the most #the thing she was made for #and even if she hates thinking about it it bothers her a *lot* (as does the guilt you see her breakdown over a little in i am my monster)#theres so much complexity to this silly little clown and i love digging into her even if im mean about it sometimes 💖#(also to clarify i am not insinuating that the whole situation with her getting left in the garden was her fault because it wasn't really)#(more speaking to her own pov of not being good enough and how that might color everything she does)

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birdricks · 10 months

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