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Always keep a lil sample of his cologne in my handbag 🥵😍🔥

the way he draws love hearts 🤣🤣 i need to teach u @coolasice01 ❤️
#cologne#aftershave#my man#pink#love this#in love#cute#HE SMELLS SO FUCKING GOOD#handbag#love hearts#chris sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#christopher owen sturniolo#matt sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#matthew bernard sturniolo#nick sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#nicolas antonio sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#sturniolo#the sturniolo triplets#i have no idea what else to tag this as#taggingwhateveriwant shhhh🤫#secret diary#secret#messy is fun#im being risky#lol#dior sauvage
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little miss. trying to have darius' baby
#ts4#ts4 gameplay#the sims 4#gp2#gp 2#gameplay2#game play 2#the sims 4 edit#ts4 edit#penny pizzazz#EVERY time i go into that save she's thinking of babies#;-;#my willpower is being worn down#im just about her risky woohoo and let fate handle this#CUZ i'm tired ;-;#sim spice?#idk this is pretty spicy
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gonna share this 🤣 like my shit isn't entertaining enough 🤣🤣
no one follow me thank heavens but if anyone does see this talk to me my ask thing is open ✌🏻
i don't know how tags work but I'm going to go for popular things and things relating to my account 😂✌🏻
#wtf am i doing#entertaining#entertainment#funny#lol#love#life#in love#my man#my man my man my man#sturniolo triplets#the sturniolo triplets#chris sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#christopher owen sturniolo#matt sturniolo#nick sturniolo#anonymous#nicolas sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#matthew bernard sturniolo#nicolas antonio sturniolo#sturniolo#sturniolos#messy is fun#im being risky#nda#secret relationship#secret diary#secret
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#having a real one#why. the hell. would one school 2 states away give me a 13k grant for being smart. but the one an hour away. wants me to pay them 13k#after grants.#i would like. to know#i just. i hate it here#she speaks#i dont want to move two states away. thats horrifying. im a wheelchair user. like. are you insane#but. it would be a free ride and id probably get to live w my childhood best friend#but also. id have to apply for state insurance again and id be stranded away from my parents and have to find a real caretaker there#id be away from all my doctors appointments and My Bed and it feels like no one appreciates how fucking risky and scary it would be#greatest hits
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feel like we talked about the editing turn-around time for this video but not about the sponsor? like yes boo chromium based opera but usually sponsors need to approve the video before it goes up, so them doing the insta stories today, editing it, sending it to the sponsor, and getting it back approved all in one day? make it make sense to me
#like theoretically they sent the draft first like heres what were planning on doing. all we'll add is the day of bits. but thats like. risky#someone who knows more about yt sponsorships explain this to me. maybe things have changed. maybe im confused.#its possible they only care about the ad bit being right. but generally they want to ensure nothing else in the video reflects badly on them#maybe phil has a good reputation for sponsored videos? idk#dnp#c.text#dan and phil
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"you are here alone again, in your sweet insanity all too calm, you hide yourself from reality"
since Miss Dissociation is coming back today, I revamped an old fanart I didnt really like (I love it way better now <3)
commission info | patreon| twitter| Ko-fi | VGen
#raiden shogun#raiden ei#genshin impact#my art#I linked the song on the quote - it's THE WORLD by my beloved Yuki Kajiura / FictionJunction#ran the art through Glaze as per usual and since its Genshin fanart I let the weird textures on bc we can never be too careful#im kinda being risky as it is kkkk
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If you would like to see my vision
#speci speaks#im going to attempt the fabled “put your ocs in animal crossing” but in the actual game today#(the game being new leaf bc i already have a hacked 3ds)#id imagine. the process im going to do is much much much harder and riskier on switch rn#so im only gonna go for new horizons when switch hacking is less risky#i still wanna play online games on it guys 😭#risky and more difficult than 3ds afaik
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uu ken could (slightly) undoom parrot if they were closer in this essay i will
#connie rants#needs someone to snap him out of his main character syndrome#like the proton ep??#first of all genuinely almost breaking the stasis so parrot stays in bc like. he KNEW it was risky#bc no parrot! you cannot get out with hope!! you need to see that someone KNOWS how much danger you’re putting yourself (and others) in!!!#SECOND making parrot take the elytra!!!!! oh my god!!!!!#thank god parrot didnt try to fucking sacrifice himself just bc he promised he’d get everyone out#he’s so self destructive without even being intentional just by making enough mistakes that he thinks it’s the only option he has#also ken making fun of parrot is funny and always deserved and he needs to be humbled more#proton kenrrot i will never get over you :((#kenrrot#do they have a duo name#unstable universe#i love ranting in the tags i feel so free im sorry guys
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ok hot take bls taking over the thai drama insdustry kinda worst thing that could've happened ever. and i am talking dramas not lakorns, we no longer have a nadao to make quality dramas where the main point was to tell a compelling story rather than to just be fan service. and that's all the industry is rn. the exceptions are far and few between omg. once gmmtv got a hold of their very own kpop-like formula it was over for everyone. they opened a sick and twisted portal
#and i know i've been mia most of the year but we were already at this point last year#like now looking at what i've missed and all the bad reviews im seeing. where did we go wrong bro#we need to eliminate the gmmtv industrial complex and plant more nadaos in this industry#like. the drama industry i would say was on its infancy because they were all about lakorns over there. to me a drama is different at least#and proper dramas were not very prevalent until hormones. right?#but instead of hitting the jackpot with that quality content. bls got there first. with lots of fanservice lol#which in my opinion is because thailand in general was already making very daring and risky things with their dramas#which eventually led to them being the first to make bls into full length dramas and so quickly breaking into the mainstream too#but the point is.#it would've been nice (and better lol) if all that daring and riskiness had gone towards compelling storytelling and not bl and fanservice
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just had a fucking banger of a session at work with some teens,, i feel like it’s such a breakthrough like this is so rewarding omg
#we’re doing da (domestic abuse) awareness but tailored specifically to them due to their risky behaviour and the fact that one of them was#recently in a da relationship and the group just like abandoned them kinda thing#so we’re doing some work around support systems terminology and intro to the basics like doing scenarios based on real stories etc etc#and after 6 months i think im like actually getting through to them#im not trying to change minds or make them feel bad!! im just trying to give them as much info as possible and as many options and pov’s as#possible and today i think they’re really starting to try and are actively participating#i try not to talk about work too much on here but god fucking damn this felt good#like they went from making fun of each others answers and being silly to actually like?? tearing up at the end??? which having people cry#never nice and is always understandable with this work but to see them all take it serious and to recognise the behaviours and how#unhealthy they are the severity of it all….. like they had a big group hug and then discussed the session as an unprompted bonus (!!!) for#like 20 mins :’)#as fucking corny as it is like THIS is why i do the job kinda shit you know? just feels good to know these kids might be more ok than they#would’ve been otherwise#stelle yaps
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watching @drdemonprince's conversation with Fern Brady and god this is why it's important to hear people like us talk about our experiences. i learn so much from other autistic people.
while talking about alexithymia fern described having ongoing and mysterious pain during a really stressful period of time that never went away no matter what she tried, and as soon as she received resolution on the thing she was stressed about, the pain also resolved. ive this exact experience a number of times and i have slowly been building a very contextually-specific hypothesis about it (my body builds up pain like a pressure valve and as long as i deny it it gets worse, and as soon as i give myself permission to take the rest i need - and take that rest - it tends to resolve. at least the acute moments. for the longest time, i would not let myself call in sick from work unless i was "sick enough", because i was terrified of being seen as unreliable, and because i was worried about losing the income for any missed days of work. i've always used up my PTO on sick days and doctor days because i needed so many of those.
ever since ive been working from home, and then promoted to a a role where i have a lot more ability to work around things like this without losing pay, i've suffered a lot fewer of those maxed out pressure valve moments.
my ibs in general and flareups have all also gotten a lot less acute.
fern's story just gave me a lightning bolt of realization, and put into perspective all this mysterious sporadic and chronic pain i experience that doctors can never really explain or understand no matter how much i describe it or how many tests i undergo. i just saw my doctor yesterday about it and she shrugged and suggested we continue to monitor it and as usual we ruled out all the things it probably isnt.
even ibs is one of those diagnoses of excluding what it isnt.
anyway. it's fucking incredible to hear someone talk about experiencing something and for the first time in three decades being able to point at that and go "yes!! me too!! that's the thing i experience too!!!"
#i have a lot of other thoughts about other topics discussed#especially about the training to be compliant and punishing those who are not#and about socializing feeling so risky and avoiding the landmines#im thinking HARD about how avoidance has characterized and dominated me#ive lost touch with my sense of desire and satiety#also being told we're perceived as aloof or scary or intimidating when we're internally super fucking terrified or overthinking#im having so many bigbrain thoughts and of course it's on a friday evening when im absolutely drained from my week#queerian
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Risky Venus... the bridge is so good... ADDICT!
#i think my favorite crazyb songs are yubisaki no ariadne risky venus anddd hmm either helter spider or honeycomb summer#but i quite like all of them...im curious who will get the first center this rotation. im inclined to believe kohaku#i still want to know what the repercussions of not being there to protect tsukasa during gambit will be
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No seroquel means no sleep for me I guess. I've been trying for hours
#decided if im gonna be awake i may as well do something other than wallow in thoughts that cause me anxiety#just super fucked up that i went from believing i could no longer feel romantic attraction#to suddenly being flooded with feelings#and like he didn't even confess romantic feelings for me he just said hed be down to fuck sometime#usually id just be like yeah that's fine i don't usually catch feelings#so it's fucking me up that im having romantic feelings towards someone who probably doesnt feel that way#and it's fucking me up that i caught feelings from being TOLD he'd like to fuck we haven't even done that#sigh i can't pretend like those feelings weren't already there and just extremely repressed....#kept having so many dreams about being in love w him... I'd do everything i could to shake the feeling off#it comes down to insecurities#feeling like i make too many mistakes to be with someone as good as him#the fear that I'll stress him out#one of the most amazing people I've ever met. he has respected my boundaries for years#and i guess those boundaries were only firmly in place bc i knew deep down it would spark something#honestly i felt a huge spark hours before he even told me#whenever he came up behind me and hugged me on the neck#his lips accidentally brushed against my neck and i swooned#we haven't talked since that night but he said he wants to have a conversation about it when he's not busy#he has two jobs#his 2nd one lasting til 1am#but yeah thinking about what he might say is making me nervous#like what if he suddenly decides that it IS too risky#i don't think ill be able to kick these feelings#at least i let him know head on that i might fall in love w him if we pursue anything else#but we haven't even pursued shit!! and i feel this way already!!#i guess not ''in love'' but the crush is hard-fucking-core#the kind of crush i havent had since meeting my ex 7 years ago...#i forgot what the feeling was like. and it's.... so strong#.bdo
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besties i am crunching this valentines video. but I'll finish it. for you. my three beloved mutuals and the person who reblogs all my art and mildly funny text posts (you are my favorite, don't tell anyone)
#calling out#specific people like this is kinda risky#cause either they'll go YIPPEE I AM ACKNOWLEDGED or they'll go “AH! THE MORTIFYING ORDEAL OF BEING KNOWN!!!!”#but like. im back to live laugh loving rn (almost halfway through the valentines video) sooooooo#.txt
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love watching weather science videos but like. why am i 1000x more interested in tornadoes over hurricanes. they're both spinning air
#we wanted to be a stormchaser when we were younger#nowadays we have to worry about our health too much to have such a risky high-stress high reaction time job#been watching nothing but tornado history videos for days it's one of our intermittent special interests#stemming from the weather science workbook we OBSESSED over as a kid#would read that thing cover to cover multiple times a week. i was the kind of autistic who would read the Encyclopedia for fun#i actually had a fave encyclopedia entry as a kid and now i cannot fucking remember it 😭#i also learned what sex was through the encyclopedia 😭😭😭😭 was legit my first exposure to the concept#but like even though we watch A TON of weather videos including tons of stuff about thunderstorms and blizzards#(thunderstorms my fucking beloved. favourite weather pattern ever. cumulonimbus my bestest friend <3)#most of the videos we watch are mostly tornado videos. and hurricane videos feel boring to us#even though hurricanes are wayyy more powerful#tornadoes are still fucking powerful it's just more. concentrated#tornadoes to me feel Targeted like. that's weather that says Fuck YOU in particular actually#especially multivortex tornadoes where you can literally have two houses both in the middle of the storm at once#and still only one of them gets destroyed#or like pictures you can see of demolished houses with their mailbox in the yard simply untouched#i like to watch tornado videos bc they help me. prepare. just in case#our state gets hit with tornadoes pretty frequently though not as much as tornado alley#and i like to know all the information for sheltering and what to do in the event of a collapsed building and such#i have a little survival kit in the bathroom just in case with like basic first aid and a radio and bottled water#bc thats probably the safest room for me to be in since it's not near any external walls and also hiding in the tub is usually good#also in the event you're caught on the road during a tornado#DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE shelter under a bridge or overpass#those work basically like straws where as the air gets pushed through it goes MUCH faster and gets dangerous way easier#as far as im aware the best place to be is in a ditch or hole if you absolutely cannot find a shelter in time#if you do not have a car with roll protection then being in your car will probably be worse#NOT AN EXPERT THO pls verify this information on your own if you think it is relevant or necessary i have poor memory and can be stupid#i just know that overpasses are dangerous as hell
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i wanna kill the diaz parents with hammers
#all they have done is been shitty parents#its so fucked up that they got what they wanted#that they were just waiting for an opportunity to take chris from eddie#and thats exactly what they did#they didnt talk it out with him they just showed up and said youre being a bad father let chris leave with us#and thats all of eddies biggest fears coming true#being a bad father. scaring chris. losing his son.#and the diaz parents just showed up and made all of those things a reality and they fucking skipped away with chris#fuck you#fuck you fuck you fuck you#even if them taking chris temporarily was for chris's well being. them not maintaining communication between eddie and chris was sooo fucked#thats his son#why is eddie finding out information about his son weeks later from someone who isnt his parent#thats so crazy#i hate this storyline#they moved eddies character backwards. hes like at a precanon state rn and thats so fucked#the only good thing that can come out of this is eddie yelling at his parents (pls for the love of god)#i know thats unlikely cuz 911 loves redeeming shitty parents but still a girl can dream#i hope eddie is like no you know what fuck you im not upending my entire life because you stole my kid#and he goes to el paso yells at his parents and takes chris back to la#this is soooooooo fucked#the thought of eddie deciding that his life doesnt matter. its not that important. it can just be thrown away and left in the past.#that makes me sooooooo sick. hes literally going back to the place he escaped to witness the very thing he was trying to avoid#what the fuckkk#tim when i fucking get you#im still pissed at this storyline if you coudnt tell#eddies risky business dance cant distract me from the horrors forever#me thinks
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