#im being caffeinated

[snogfairy]

*newsperson voice* news of the day: I'll give you the new Meanwhile chap tonight I swear. it's almost done. also, personal slice of life: i spontaneously worked at a food truck today bc someone was ill, got free lunch and cash and then at the café I currently work at during the holidays, me and the boss decided we'd just pay my wage under table so I got several hundred euros in cash that I've been carrying around with me all day I'm feeling rich but in an illegal way

[ganondoodle]

(WIP) for totk rewritten project; the underground zora queen!

a littel bit ago i wrote about my rewrite of the dungeons, and in case you didnt read through that wall of text; the zora one takes palce entirely underground in large, mostly water filled caves and the ancient zora waterworks which here are essential to the surface zora even if they didnt know and have been maintained by a group of now distinctly different zoras that grew from a group of ancient zora that were cut off from the sruface at some point and since then forgotten

now with the cataclysm changing the map drastically, which dries up the zoras domain, connection from the caves to the sruface has been restablished- on your way to get the water going again you explore the udnerground and here, uniquely, you find and fight these different zoras, they have been seperated so long you cannot communicate with them and you are invading their territory in a time of crisis (bc they are trying to keep the waterworks intact/ survive), the bossfight being with their queen (of comparable size to dorephan) and you either gaining her respect or (havent decided yet) sidon healing her after she goes down (since his reworked ability is a shield+ healing)

after the dungeon the cave zora will appear over the whole map, but only at night as they are adapted to the dark and sun would damage them

(it mixes up the thing of dungeons being just filled with monsters that need to be eradicated with a conflict between two kinds of zora that dont understand each other anymore- ALSO explains more and different zora npcs appearing much more easily imo)

[ghost-bison]

<3 family picture <3

[porcelain-rob0t]

my phone died while i was at work so i couldnt jam out to my tunes on the walk home. total bummer.

[itzp1astri]

I've been accumulating thoughts and feelings and I need to vent. I did talk about it a bit on twitter and with some friends, but they're not oscar fans so they don't get it fully.

so. a rant on pipo, whatever happened yesterday and the aftermath

(I can't stop thinking about the pic above sorry)

first of all: yes, I am still angry and I think I'll be for a while. not in an "my life will END" way because I'm an adult with responsibilities, but in a "I can't stand the unfairness from this world with a straight face" way.

do I think he was a bit insane with what and how he did it? yes. do I believe he did it with no ulterior motives and simply went for it because he's been doing it everytime and never got penalized for it? also yes.

it's so clear to me that what really got to him was the lack of consistency and how sudden it was, added with the unfairness of it being a 10s one, given that the week before a similar incident went clean and the race before that someone got a simbolic 5s for causing a collision.

and it's clear that, after that, his frustration took over and he did go a bit irrational. I will say that the radio about team orders took me by surprise and gave me the ick at the time, but I get it now and I can't blame him for it. he was angry and desperate and he clearly wasn't thinking.

but you know what infuriates me the most? the team.

they saw all that, hear him, were aware of what the fia was doing, how he felt and how it'd impact him. and yet, even with all that, stood still. they didn't try to appeal, they didn't run do defend him and at least try to argue his case. they accepted it and moved on as if it was nothing, as if he weren't their driver. and after Austria and the whole turn 4 comments shit show, it is becoming clear to me that no matter how well he's doing, he's still not number 1 for them.

and it sucks, because they're letting him take it all. take the penalty, the media, the commentary, the hate. the fans have gone wild talking the nastiest shit since yesterday and they're just. silent. not even a note or real appreciation.

it makes the aftermath of it all so much more frustrating, you know? because I knew, from the moment thay it happened, that the discourse would be insane, specially with the media "ice-boy" narrative. people are being unforgiving and they're not trying to hide. and with the break, things will go on like this for so long, and it still feels like its only the op81 truthers against them all.

and its also so unfair it happened right before the break, given how the f1 fanbase is always so full of recency bias. and there's also the media, who comes with the full package: recency AND british bias.

I think, at the end of the day, that's what has been making me a bit sad. pipo has had a great year, has shown his talent race after race, is the most consistent driver on the current grid, still leads the championship but now he's being reduced to a harsh penalty and for not hiding his feelings.

sorry, I know it probably makes no sense and is all over the place, but I had a full day at work and I'm tired and I still needed to get it out of my system.

unfortunately I do care and I do feel and if I don't talk about stuff I don't get to move on and forward. so I needed this to be able to leave it behind (as much as possible) and focus on spa and the modeling contract (????) and everything else. and I hope that he takes the break to rest, stays as away from social media as he can and comes back stronger, ready to lock in and serve and secure his title.

he got what he needs to be the champion and I trust him that he'll make everyone that has been talking shit shut up and eat their words.

and if you got this far, feel free to come to my ask and share your thoughts!

[hehe-etc]

another sketch dump :D

[jrueships]

has anyone had the coolata from dunkin?? they still have that, right ? & u can customize it?? does that make it super pricey?? i can pay, but i just like to be prepared so i know. i think i want a medium blue raspberry but my nurses all rave abt 'vanilla bean' ?????

[luffysprincess]

I’m actually so wiped out from this mornings soccer game but now I gotta lock in and paint my deck ᰔ

[nightmare8-420]

caffeine tolerance is stupidly evil

[anthonyed]

top tier 🤡🤡 is me finally caving in and buying matcha milk tea (i hate latte and my usual strawberry matcha place has ran out of matcha till july) and making a disgusted face at the first sip cause its too... strong? thick? i think thick is the word. so now im like, heh. might as well never bought it

[the-pea-and-the-sun]

just realized flavor of the energy drink im drinking is called "sour ropes" umm..... gay...........

[milfbrainrot]

i know other people are tired of female characters having stories revolving motherhood but god it is so nice to get stories about it that are actually... written with care? i imagine some of the fatigue around these stories is bc of how it's done with the assumption that all women must be or want to be mothers or it's done without any actual examination of the woman's characterization--and i also get tired of those! but there are so many female characters who specifically do not have or want kids as well these days, so i am glad that we can have a balance of ones who are fine without kids but also ones who are well-written as mothers??? idk. it makes me happy that we can have both, because parenthood will always be a thing, even if some people... equate their own preference of avoiding those stories altogether with automatic misogyny when a story does include it at all.

[rainswept]

i love closeted freak characters. not even closeted freaks specifically because this guy is very open about being freaky and that’s actually. why the mc trusts him but lik.e. god. demure appearance & evil origins dichotomy will always get me. i’m going to die.

[safety-pin-punk]

yall Im so fucking tired. This month has been exhausting. I promise Im alive, just barely functional atm.

[sourpeachsayshi]

itadori yuji (28) madly in love with the single mom reader (33) - he's known you for five years and is so, so grateful that you finally divorced your shitty husband.

[sectoralchromatics]

co-drivers have to be a very very special breed because if i woke up all night to rewrite my notes after recce and then the next morning they forced me to sit in a car running 98km/h on the roads of safari rally i would have to be admitted into a hospital immediately