#im actually trying to stay positive

[defiledtomb]

you know when you're going through a high stress situation that is prolonged and agonizing but you've put on a brave face and you think you've got this! 💪 and then a week into it you accidentally burn your quinoa and there's smoke and all of a sudden your skin is sloughing off and you feel like alice about to be swept away in a tide of her own tears? mmnnmm yeag.

[authenticcadence18]

can’t sleep. here’s doodles for an animatic I’ll never post. ✌️

[crunchity-munchity]

Having to remind myself constantly that being able to balance bith a job and college at the same time is actually a pretty impressive feat for people like me (disabled both physically and mentally). And that I shouldn't push myself to be perfect all the time because the fact that I'm here at all is impressive

[bewitchedmold]

I headcanon that the reason gyro's belt is like that is so that on the extremely rare, one-in-a-million, stars perfectly aligned chance someone asks where his dick is he can be like "RIIIGHT HERE!!! 😼" like a fucking loser

[skunkes]

the bad: i have been raised without much warmth from my parents in childhood, but also pressured to conform to familial authority, doubt myself always, and value familial connections above all else (<- failed at this, and feel guilt about it.)

but also in experiencing this i have been so isolated from the entire rest of the world and others, that it will be nearly impossible to create my own "family" -> find safety and comfort in anybody else once my family is Gone. despite dis i find it really difficult to break away from the familiar, disobey and disappoint, because, well, why are my wishes more important than anybody else's. why would I cause upset and distress in anybody, and exert so much effort into my doubt filled half decisions, for my meaningless little Wishes. being away would also mean less time with these people who I'll never see again once they're gone. being raised this way is definitely paying off for those who did so.

the good: yaaaay adjacent inspiration for writing talon lore

[nabaath-areng]

Half assed screens, but some of the glamours I might will use for Ieeha throughout the journey of Dawntrail!

[raddestrose]

LETS GOOOO

Ive got the new chapter up

Buckle up my mates this is gonna be a long one

Bros a bookmark? What?

Don’t listen to his lies Atsushi, he’s trying to deceive you

he could not have saved them. He had no clue what was going to happen. Fyodor is lying to this poor child

WHAT is this dang rat saying, y’all I’m so confused

UNHAND HIM YOU FOUL BEAST

NOOO ATSUSHI DONT HES TRICKING YOUNIN SOME WAY

he looks so sad. It makes me wanna cry.

WHAT THE HELLBROWHAT

now seriously,unhand him

ATSUSHI NOOOOOOOOO

He’s doing WHATT TO HIM

IS IT WHO I THINK IT IS??

OH MY GOD YES

YESSSSS HES BACK

WITH A WHOLE NEW ENSEMBLE

Bro has a sword and EVERYTHING

Yoooooooooo

He’s a knight now yooo this is soooo cool

NOOOOOO HE DOSENT RECOGNIZE HIM

GET HIM AKUTAGAWA DESTROY HIIIIIIM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, BRO AKUTAGAWA GET IT MY BROOOOOOOO

[cannibalismyuri]

coming out as a passive jopper hater bc the insane level of capitalist pandering they did with s3 (with ERICA who is like. one of the worst, stereotyped portrayals of a black girl ive ever seen, bless her heart) was truly crazy. combine that with the copaganda and the general attitude of hopper in s3 which was played off as 'awkward loser guy doesnt know what to do with Feelings more at 8' was a bit .... Eh :/ to me. because it is so obviously a fictional character and show but like. disliking hopper/jopper bc of the ideals st is perpetuating and the fact that they arent compatible at All in s3 (to me, atleast) is valid. some ppl might just think that jopper is unhealthy and/or 'overrated'. because they do sort of pay a disproportionate amount of attention to jopper, compared to the other canon romantic ships (afaik, bc of the screen time counter) and that can be Weird, esp with the... how should i say this? balancer/savior role hopper takes in the relationship (we constantly see him placating joyce, sometimes even being slightly patronizing, and also they place a lot of importance on him saving joyce from a lot of stuff, which is cool and sick if it wasnt for the fact that it directly correlates with him being a cop, yk). and the general power imbalance bc he's a Cop and abuses his position of power constantly, and that is exactly Why anything that joyce does is seen as a #insane girlboss category 5 woman moment because she simply has the short stick in the power race and when she does manage to make an impact DESPITE her economic/social/'general uselessness in say in Major decision-making when it comes to authorities' shortcomings it is seen as an amazing win. hopper on his own is extremely fleshed out as well, because we get to see his arc play out with his relationships with his daughter and ex-wife and el and re-learning how to be a parent and how to not let love allude him, and that is lovely! it's so great to see the adults in the show being focused on! but joyce is absolutely disregarded and underdeveloped as a character of her own right outside of her relationships with hopper or her kids. we see that she is determined and a force to be reckoned with and that she cares very deeply for the people she loves and would go to insane lengths for them but all that doesn't Mean anything, because we never see a backstory for her. we never figure out who she is without her family or hopper, or what her motives and aspirations and emotional shortcomings and stumbles and mistakes are. for a character to be fully fleshed out, they need to be an interesting, refreshing and palatable character On Their Own without their relationships with other characters, and we just don't see that with joyce. like u have Thee winona ryder on ur show, and u forsake developing her character in favor of developing hopper's character with /not the best taste/ and causing her to be a blank slate of a mother, lover, woman and friend, but not a PERSON. all she's been reduced to is a Mother and Hopper's Girlfriend, and honestly, that's the worst decision they could've made in relation to her and her relationship with hopper.

anyway, all this to say; these are my thoughts on the matter, but i'm definitely not hating on people who enjoy jopper passively and DEFINITELY not any by/ler (the most predominant fandom im part of in the parent fandom of st) who enjoys them as a ship with their own dynamic separate from canon. because the by/ler fandom is NOT a monolith and nobody is obligated to agree with me or change their opinion if it doesn't align with mine or be forced to look at my opinion and feel bad for shipping anything. im not going to act Holier Than Thou for expressing my opinion and u should definitely continue shipping jopper if it makes u happy! as long everybody recognizes the copaganda and capitalist mindset grind propaganda shit in st (which is Pretty Obvious) and respects that while shipping what they want, i have no problem with it. all that is to say; peace and fucking love. can we (the by/ler fandom) stop fighting abt jopper we all have our own opinions this is bc we are Not a hivemind or a monolith and not obligated to have the same opinions relating to all aspects of st just because we happen to ship one thing. i am a hater and a lover

[sophiethewitch1]

ummm hiiii, can i say that i realllyyy adore your yan! batfam series? because i do! It's rare to see them as romantic so im screaming in joy and squealing everytime i read them hehe

in that note, i wanna also say that you reblogging about palestine had been a part of what pushed me to be unapologetically talkative about it to my family and friends! my granny wanted to go to "israel" to visit the "holy land" alongside with her church mates and it's been months of me speaking up about that they finally stopped this april from going.... also because i basically spammed them abt it TT

ghghgh hiii i am so happy it makes you so happy!!! the entire reason i keep posting it and working on it is because people love it so much... (even if i love it a lot too im just lazy) and you guys!! you guys got me squealing too!!! we are giggling and kicking our feet together anon

(also! i'm so proud of you for speaking up to your family! i know it's especially hard in dynamics you can't escape, and when you do this and make sure your feelings on the matter are heard and staunch you are doing the right and needed thing! you 'basically spamming' your family has made the world a better place, and you should be proud too!! we will see a free palestine!! in appreciation for you fighting the good fight ill make sure to donate again once my next pay comes!!)

[poisonedapples]

Super heavy vent ahead in the tags

[calkale]

guys ngl. i am at my limit

[magiefish]

THEY DID THE METACRISIS AGAIN.

AND THIS TIME HE'S NOT EVEN SAFELY CONTAINED IN HIS OWN UNIVERSE!

AND THEY MADE THE FIRST BLACK DOCTOR PLAY SECOND FIDDLE TO A WHITE ONE AND

OH MY GOD TAKE THAT BOYS TARDIS AWAY FROM HIM GODDAMIT I WANT TO WATCH HIM

DIE

[sourkitsch]

Ok sorry to talk about my breakup again especially on the eve of my hot traumagirl healing trip but like. Kind of miffed that we broke up as soon as things got hard. Aren’t relationships supposed to be about working through things together. Like I get that we were dating for like 2 months but we’d been friends for a year and maybe we should have been able to fall back on like. That mutual commitment ? Especially if i was routinely called their best friend for months before we got together?

[frobby]

Romance manga with a fat mc/love interest: :D

They were only fat because of trauma and now that theyre in a relationship theyre skinny: :(

[tetzoro]

hi hi good morning friendz and happy friday !!! <3

[coolcoelacanth]

i love being triggered so easily and literally crying about it (but also trying not to shame myself for being sensitive but also trying to not let it ruin my whole day and define my importance as a person)