#im trying so hard to stay positive
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raddestrose · 3 months ago
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LETS GOOOO
Ive got the new chapter up
Buckle up my mates this is gonna be a long one
Bros a bookmark? What?
Don’t listen to his lies Atsushi, he’s trying to deceive you
he could not have saved them. He had no clue what was going to happen. Fyodor is lying to this poor child
WHAT is this dang rat saying, y’all I’m so confused
UNHAND HIM YOU FOUL BEAST
NOOO ATSUSHI DONT HES TRICKING YOUNIN SOME WAY
he looks so sad. It makes me wanna cry.
WHAT THE HELLBROWHAT
now seriously,unhand him
ATSUSHI NOOOOOOOOO
He’s doing WHATT TO HIM
IS IT WHO I THINK IT IS??
OH MY GOD YES
YESSSSS HES BACK
WITH A WHOLE NEW ENSEMBLE
Bro has a sword and EVERYTHING
Yoooooooooo
He’s a knight now yooo this is soooo cool
NOOOOOO HE DOSENT RECOGNIZE HIM
GET HIM AKUTAGAWA DESTROY HIIIIIIM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, BRO AKUTAGAWA GET IT MY BROOOOOOOO
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beebundt · 5 months ago
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this is the first time back at my computer since my back injury 3 months ago and i had a hankering for some isabela 💙🗡
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yoshipupz · 5 months ago
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why is bro sad….
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Why. Why is he crodeing. Why is he cried.. why is he cryding on the Charlie plush.
cough . I made this drawing cuz I was down in the dumps so I wanted to draw something sad and this is what I came up with. I guess art really is therapy since halfway through drawing this I changed my sad playlist to my happy playlist awww yeah
also I have no specific interpretation or story behind this drawing, I just drew whatever I felt like drawing in the moment, so if anyone has any interpretations of what this piece could be about then lmk in the comments - or tags if u decide to reblog this - cuz I’d like to hear them c:
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authenticcadence18 · 4 months ago
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can’t sleep. here’s doodles for an animatic I’ll never post. ✌️
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crunchity-munchity · 10 months ago
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Having to remind myself constantly that being able to balance bith a job and college at the same time is actually a pretty impressive feat for people like me (disabled both physically and mentally). And that I shouldn't push myself to be perfect all the time because the fact that I'm here at all is impressive
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chai-berries · 2 years ago
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one of abby’s favorite (and a bit least favorite too) things about you that’s painfully domestic is the fact that you’re almost too good at sticking to sides of the bed. normally people complain of their partners taking over the whole bed. instead abby had to urge you into cuddling into her side for the first few months of sharing a bed. you were just used to sleeping on one side with friends. but now you get to cuddle up with her before you fall asleep and you stay connected somehow throughout the entire night
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dogpixie · 7 months ago
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thunderstorm afternoon :)
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an4lkitt3n · 6 days ago
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parents got confused n chose rot daughter who self destructs every 5 secs
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subsequentibis · 11 months ago
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i'm not feeling my lineart today. you get scribblies
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enbeemagical · 2 months ago
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sophiethewitch1 · 8 months ago
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ummm hiiii, can i say that i realllyyy adore your yan! batfam series? because i do! It's rare to see them as romantic so im screaming in joy and squealing everytime i read them hehe
in that note, i wanna also say that you reblogging about palestine had been a part of what pushed me to be unapologetically talkative about it to my family and friends! my granny wanted to go to "israel" to visit the "holy land" alongside with her church mates and it's been months of me speaking up about that they finally stopped this april from going.... also because i basically spammed them abt it TT
ghghgh hiii i am so happy it makes you so happy!!! the entire reason i keep posting it and working on it is because people love it so much... (even if i love it a lot too im just lazy) and you guys!! you guys got me squealing too!!! we are giggling and kicking our feet together anon
(also! i'm so proud of you for speaking up to your family! i know it's especially hard in dynamics you can't escape, and when you do this and make sure your feelings on the matter are heard and staunch you are doing the right and needed thing! you 'basically spamming' your family has made the world a better place, and you should be proud too!! we will see a free palestine!! in appreciation for you fighting the good fight ill make sure to donate again once my next pay comes!!)
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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 months ago
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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan#i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch#shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else#even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress#but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside#academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project#i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send#myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it#but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or#maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something#just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there#it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so#tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing#ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position#and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle#sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux#i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices#even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it#unrelated
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maractean · 15 days ago
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vanillabat99 · 10 months ago
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I still have the wheelchair my aunt gave me, so I'm not too upset about today, but also I'm just so confused about why my OT doesn't think I need a chair???
My standing tolerance is currently like, 2mins MAX. I understand that I'm working on increasing it so I can actually do things around the house, but how am I supposed to leave my house when there's shitty sidewalks and snow and my walker can't even handle rough pavement. Even now that we have a plan in place to work on my tolerance, I'm not supposed to be standing for more than 1min at a time, so again, how am I supposed to go anywhere or do anything.
My therapist and even the pain specialist I saw both seemed to be on board with me getting a wheelchair, and my Beautiful Wife is of the opinion that I should've had one years ago. My OT seemed really great at our initial appointment and aside from this one thing she was pretty good today, so hopefully this just takes time ._.
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poisonedapples · 2 months ago
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Super heavy vent ahead in the tags
#bird chirps#vent#Talking about political stuff and suicidal ideation#But genuinely I cant anymore with this election. Im fucking terrified#Granted my dad’s a major pessimist and I think he lowkey enjoys others suffering#So his passionate rants about how we have no future and life isnt worth it if Trump wins definitely isnt helping#But holy shit Im actually terrified#Im trying to not crawl into the pit of despair but I really don’t know how life can go on worst case scenario#I cant delay my life four more years minimum for another recession/depression#I cant stay in this house and watch my rights get taken away#Theres just so much shit to be afraid of#And granted I live in a swing state. I think its still a swing state anyway since we tend to vote republican#So the campaigning here gets brutal#But it’s hard to stay positive when it seems like EVERYONE irl is so fucking pro trump#Im just praying theres a silent majority and that isnt the case#But God I cant fucking do this man#Situations where you have little to no control over the outcome are a fucking nightmare#I can vote so at least that’s something. But thats not enough to ease the anxiety#I need the outcome to be GUARENTEED and thats just not gonna happen#So I just sit here as shit gets worse and it’s harder to keep calm#And I dont have a good track record of having Safe Mental Health while in election times#So this just. Really fucking sucks#I hate when I get like this because it feels like such a major step back#And with an event THIS big its hard to push it all away as irrational and a mental health issue#Because my brain goes ‘Well LOGICALLY you WONT be able to go on so this is a correct way to think’#I hate it so fucking much#If Trump wins Ill pick up smoking or something. Fuck it#Deciding on an action like THAT is still less destructive than full on suicide plan#But I just. I cant fucking do this#Can I teleport to 2028 and just pray everythings okay
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calkale · 1 year ago
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guys ngl. i am at my limit
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