#im trying so hard to stay positive
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LETS GOOOO
Ive got the new chapter up
Buckle up my mates this is gonna be a long one
Bros a bookmark? What?
Don’t listen to his lies Atsushi, he’s trying to deceive you
he could not have saved them. He had no clue what was going to happen. Fyodor is lying to this poor child
WHAT is this dang rat saying, y’all I’m so confused
UNHAND HIM YOU FOUL BEAST
NOOO ATSUSHI DONT HES TRICKING YOUNIN SOME WAY
he looks so sad. It makes me wanna cry.
WHAT THE HELLBROWHAT
now seriously,unhand him
ATSUSHI NOOOOOOOOO
He’s doing WHATT TO HIM
IS IT WHO I THINK IT IS??
OH MY GOD YES
YESSSSS HES BACK
WITH A WHOLE NEW ENSEMBLE
Bro has a sword and EVERYTHING
Yoooooooooo
He’s a knight now yooo this is soooo cool
NOOOOOO HE DOSENT RECOGNIZE HIM
GET HIM AKUTAGAWA DESTROY HIIIIIIM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, BRO AKUTAGAWA GET IT MY BROOOOOOOO
#I CANNOT WAIT until November#i’m actually losing it#yoooo#Akutagawa WILL WIN#PLEASE I will actually lose it#Broooo#there may actually be hope#ahhhhhhhhhhh#i will cry actually#yall this is crazy#ughhhhhhh#i can’t#atushi nakajima#akutagawa ryuunosuke#shin sokoku is going to team up and fight them trust me on this#im trying so hard to stay positive#bungo stray dogs#bsd chapter 119#bsd 119#bsd#sorry this is so long#and VERY incoherent
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this is the first time back at my computer since my back injury 3 months ago and i had a hankering for some isabela 💙🗡
#girl. im in so much pain#i hope this gets better with time. these last few months have taken such a mental and physical toll on me#honestly been not feeling good about my art too but im trying sooo hard to stay positive OTL#isabela my lovely save me!!!!!!#isabela#dragon age 2#dragon age#da2#my art#art
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why is bro sad….
Why. Why is he crodeing. Why is he cried.. why is he cryding on the Charlie plush.
cough . I made this drawing cuz I was down in the dumps so I wanted to draw something sad and this is what I came up with. I guess art really is therapy since halfway through drawing this I changed my sad playlist to my happy playlist awww yeah
also I have no specific interpretation or story behind this drawing, I just drew whatever I felt like drawing in the moment, so if anyone has any interpretations of what this piece could be about then lmk in the comments - or tags if u decide to reblog this - cuz I’d like to hear them c:
#art#fanart#charlie dompler#smiling friends#pim pimling#charlie x pim#pim x charlie#charpim#procreate#digital art#vent art kinda#Also uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dw im kinda okay now#Just been having a really shitty day#Life seems to throw 90 problems into my face at once in the most inconvenient of times ever#Trying so hard to stay positive and it’s starting to crumble#I wish I could meet Pim so he could give me his wise words#he always seems to know what to say I love Pim#He’s my idol fr
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can’t sleep. here’s doodles for an animatic I’ll never post. ✌️
#today has just been really hard#im trying very hard to stay positive but#ugh#drawing isa has always been cathartic for me I’m glad that hasn’t changed :)#anyway. rn I’m sketching another animatic that hopefully I actually WILL post but those sketches are even messier than these so#for now y’all get these#I am proud of them :)#phineas and ferb#isabella garcia shapiro#phinabella#phinbella#pnf#vent art#cadence rambles
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Having to remind myself constantly that being able to balance bith a job and college at the same time is actually a pretty impressive feat for people like me (disabled both physically and mentally). And that I shouldn't push myself to be perfect all the time because the fact that I'm here at all is impressive
#we stay positive we stay positive we stay positive (pealse fuck im trying so hard)#anyway ive been struggling recently with school and work#and i need to like .... calm down or something#i also need sleep but my brain said no#its to the point where i question if its stress caused or just my own reluctance#its probably both#crunchy rants#my tags are more a rant than my actual post but whatev#this is a message to all those with disabilities: im proud of you for making it this far
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one of abby’s favorite (and a bit least favorite too) things about you that’s painfully domestic is the fact that you’re almost too good at sticking to sides of the bed. normally people complain of their partners taking over the whole bed. instead abby had to urge you into cuddling into her side for the first few months of sharing a bed. you were just used to sleeping on one side with friends. but now you get to cuddle up with her before you fall asleep and you stay connected somehow throughout the entire night
#THE GIRL JUST WANTS TO CUDDLE WITH YOU!!! GET OVER HERE!!!!#what side of the bed is everyone’s fave?#i’m a left side for sure#left side girlies say AYO?#i don’t sleep well when i’m not on that side#also sharing a bed is so hard for me cause i try so hard to stick to ONE side#but then i stay in one position the whole time and im miserable#abby better be okay with the right or else we’ll have problems#…#safe to say this is a self-insert#abby anderson#mads’ headcanons#abby anderson x reader#🧡🤍🩷#abby brainrot era#sleepy abs
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thunderstorm afternoon :)
#things hav been SO hard w cass wanting to basically constantly nurse half the day but im trying to stay positive and sane#i love mike sm hes been so helpful im so lucky to have him. and for him to have 12 weeks paternity leave!!
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parents got confused n chose rot daughter who self destructs every 5 secs
#trying to stay positive but like it’s so hard when im going through smth every fucking day bruh#god hates me
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i'm not feeling my lineart today. you get scribblies
#ibis art#metalocalypse#charles offdensen#charles foster offdensen#buncha screencap redraws up top bc i want to like.#ok when i draw these guys im trying to crib the show style too much and it comes out looking kinda jank#i wanna get the Vibe of them down in my style. so i wanna do a lot of quick scribbly redraws that feel natural but still Capture the Essenc#the second one is bc i love his overcoat and scarf look so much. also ive seen vampire charles art. I Like That.#i like to imagine whatever the resurrection process was it didn't really. Fully work. he came back a little bit wrong#i think he's Extra pale and grey. skin's always cold to the touch. pulse is fluttery and hard to find. touch of grey at the temples#if he stays in one position for too long rigor mortis sets in and he makes some UNHOLY crunching and cracking noises when he moves#shaking his leg to get the bloodflow back in it while everyone looks on in horror. he shrugs. joints aren't what they used to be
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#stay positive stay positive#but it is really damn hard to believe anyone besides me and a handful of friends are gonna care about my gay little story#that i have poured so much time and effort and love into#that i have spent hours upon hours worldbuilding for and researching for#so i can make this world as diverse as i want and avoid most of the pitfalls#and it has half a dozen reblogs that aren't me and four of those are the same two people#it's uh#it's really discouraging#gonna be honest#im not gonna give up#because i would really like to believe that other people are gonna love this story like i do#but it's midnight and im just.....#i tried so hard#did i go wrong somewhere?#i think maybe it just needs more time? and i need to get braver about sharing it?#but how am i supposed to get braver about sharing it when i try and almost no one even notices#goodnight i guess
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ummm hiiii, can i say that i realllyyy adore your yan! batfam series? because i do! It's rare to see them as romantic so im screaming in joy and squealing everytime i read them hehe
in that note, i wanna also say that you reblogging about palestine had been a part of what pushed me to be unapologetically talkative about it to my family and friends! my granny wanted to go to "israel" to visit the "holy land" alongside with her church mates and it's been months of me speaking up about that they finally stopped this april from going.... also because i basically spammed them abt it TT
ghghgh hiii i am so happy it makes you so happy!!! the entire reason i keep posting it and working on it is because people love it so much... (even if i love it a lot too im just lazy) and you guys!! you guys got me squealing too!!! we are giggling and kicking our feet together anon
(also! i'm so proud of you for speaking up to your family! i know it's especially hard in dynamics you can't escape, and when you do this and make sure your feelings on the matter are heard and staunch you are doing the right and needed thing! you 'basically spamming' your family has made the world a better place, and you should be proud too!! we will see a free palestine!! in appreciation for you fighting the good fight ill make sure to donate again once my next pay comes!!)
#sophie speaks#sophie answers#series:www#palestine#i know a lot of people say you shouldnt celebrate ppl doing the 'bare minimum' but i really disagree#im a bare minimum celebrator girly i see good in the world and i will celebrate it#we need to keep trying and we need to stay positive and the best way to do that is to lift up others around as we amplify palestinian voice#and also just. thanks so much for liking my shit man it makes me geniunely a bit teary#putting my ear back to the grind stone as we speak... really struggling w reader and dick's dialogue atm its killing me#usually im pretty good with it but theyre so incredibly awkward making reader actually talk with him is hard#she just wants to run lmfao
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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan#i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch#shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else#even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress#but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside#academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project#i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send#myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it#but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or#maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something#just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there#it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so#tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing#ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position#and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle#sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux#i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices#even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it#unrelated
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#mar rambles#vent#[man. i have been trying so hard to remain positive throughout this entire ordeal but its just so hard.]#[i spent thanksgiving homeless and seperated from my family. i spent my birthday homeless and seperated from my family]#[and of course purely because the bank is being a fucking shithead and putting a stupid hold on literal government assistance money.]#[im stuck here alone for christmas too.]#[im sorry. i dont like complaining. ive tried to keep it to a minimum this whole time.]#[i know it could be a lot worse. i have people that care about me to offer me a place to stay so i at least have a roof over my head]#[my family has been able to do the same for themselves as well.]#[but i cant help thinking i should be home right now. i should be celebrating with them. i shouldnt be alone. and yet.]#[i dunno man. im so tired of this.]
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I still have the wheelchair my aunt gave me, so I'm not too upset about today, but also I'm just so confused about why my OT doesn't think I need a chair???
My standing tolerance is currently like, 2mins MAX. I understand that I'm working on increasing it so I can actually do things around the house, but how am I supposed to leave my house when there's shitty sidewalks and snow and my walker can't even handle rough pavement. Even now that we have a plan in place to work on my tolerance, I'm not supposed to be standing for more than 1min at a time, so again, how am I supposed to go anywhere or do anything.
My therapist and even the pain specialist I saw both seemed to be on board with me getting a wheelchair, and my Beautiful Wife is of the opinion that I should've had one years ago. My OT seemed really great at our initial appointment and aside from this one thing she was pretty good today, so hopefully this just takes time ._.
#like shes super great about everything else so now im wondering if shes right. you know?#like maybe i dont need a wheelchair.#but also. it was so wonderful for that 1 afternoon i used it.#idk. im just feeling really depressed about it. im so tired.#i missed my choir concert last week and this weeks rehearsal due to pain and fatigue ._.#and i still havent cleaned my room to setup for my wife to visit 😭#trying to stay positive. it is hard.#batty blogging#text
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Super heavy vent ahead in the tags
#bird chirps#vent#Talking about political stuff and suicidal ideation#But genuinely I cant anymore with this election. Im fucking terrified#Granted my dad’s a major pessimist and I think he lowkey enjoys others suffering#So his passionate rants about how we have no future and life isnt worth it if Trump wins definitely isnt helping#But holy shit Im actually terrified#Im trying to not crawl into the pit of despair but I really don’t know how life can go on worst case scenario#I cant delay my life four more years minimum for another recession/depression#I cant stay in this house and watch my rights get taken away#Theres just so much shit to be afraid of#And granted I live in a swing state. I think its still a swing state anyway since we tend to vote republican#So the campaigning here gets brutal#But it’s hard to stay positive when it seems like EVERYONE irl is so fucking pro trump#Im just praying theres a silent majority and that isnt the case#But God I cant fucking do this man#Situations where you have little to no control over the outcome are a fucking nightmare#I can vote so at least that’s something. But thats not enough to ease the anxiety#I need the outcome to be GUARENTEED and thats just not gonna happen#So I just sit here as shit gets worse and it’s harder to keep calm#And I dont have a good track record of having Safe Mental Health while in election times#So this just. Really fucking sucks#I hate when I get like this because it feels like such a major step back#And with an event THIS big its hard to push it all away as irrational and a mental health issue#Because my brain goes ‘Well LOGICALLY you WONT be able to go on so this is a correct way to think’#I hate it so fucking much#If Trump wins Ill pick up smoking or something. Fuck it#Deciding on an action like THAT is still less destructive than full on suicide plan#But I just. I cant fucking do this#Can I teleport to 2028 and just pray everythings okay
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guys ngl. i am at my limit
#i hate feeling like im stupid because i cant do online class for the third year in a row#and im not even in college or uni so it doesnt feel like im actually getting anywhere or doing something that matters#its just the same fucking thing every day and it has been for years#and there arent even little things that make it okay there is quite literally nothing good in my life rn and there hasnt been for months#i cant even go to school in the fall no matter if i get in or not and because of that im so unmotivated and tired#im trying really hard to stay positive but its hard when you have no one in your life#love my online friends obvi but its not what i need rn i need people i get along with and can be myself around in person#but im trapped here#and theres nothing i can do about it#and sorry for the personal rant but i feel like shit
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