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I feel like we deserved a season about Sam coming back from hell. Not the fucking leviathans, bro. I don't fucking care about some goopy ass spank-hideous aliens that play Among Us, alright? I wanted Sam. I wanted Sam to suffer, to have nightmares throughout the night, to have Dean coming in and embracing Sam and soothing him like when Sam's on the verge of death. I wanted Dean to kiss Sam's sweaty forehead while trying to cradle his baby brother into his arms. I wanted Sam's face to be glistened with tears while he sobs in Dean's arms, unable to speak. I wanted Dean's rough fingers running through Sam's hair while holding him, trying to undo the knots as he pets Sam. I wanted Sam to lay his head on Dean's chest, to listen to his heartbeat, and to fall into a dreamless sleep. I wanted Dean to say "I love you so much, baby brother, I'm so glad you're alive and here with me..." to a sleeping Sam, who relaxes even further when feeling the vibrations of Dean's voice. I wanted Sam to wake up to a sleeping Dean who is still holding him. I wanted Sam to tuck his head into Dean's neck. I wanted Sam to say, "I love you, De." I wanted Dean to wake up to Sam softly smiling at him. I wanted Dean to be barely conscious when he mumbles, "how's my baby?" I wanted Sam to wiggle against him and attempt to move --- 🗣️🗣️🗣️❗❗❗❗❗❗
#supernatural#a dream#SamDean#wincest#dean winchester#sam winchester#spn#what if#im delusional actually#i need comfort#im a writer actually
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"I live a lonely life without you. And I may be troubled, but I'm gracious in defeat."(in dreams - ben howard)
fanart inspired by the fic "buried my love in a shallow grave" by iamcringebutiamfree on AO3 / @grahamfolgersdeliciousnotebooks !!Set right after Jon made it out of the buried. I love it so much🍊💙
#jonmartin#the magnus archives#tma#magpod#art#jmart#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#i love alll their works ive read so far some of the best jmart out there#banger after banger#its all so cozy and sad and also hopeful at the same time#have to thank all the talented jmart writers out there actually im so well fed#teaholding#tma spoilers#tma season 4#post buried coffin#more martin in his lonely era
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Here. A bunch of rough doodles of these two idiots bc I wanna draw but don’t have energy for anything fancy hehe
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#drift#gasket#I’m actually going through fics you recommended to me rn#eheheheh#which is#thank you for your recommendations#also Im so damn impressed by their word counts#jazzprowl writers are wild
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Just a fleeting thought :) Credit for this idea goes to my wife @xoleahbeanxo
#Helluva Boss#blitzø#blitzo#BlitzFizz#fizzarolli#my art#actually I think my daughter came up with the idea and my wife continued it#I have a writer's room everywhere I go#Im so grateful to my creative family
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"the creator said in a reddit thread -" "the official twitter account posted that -" "the actors confirmed in a livestream that -"
i don't care and that's not real to me. put it in the text.
#for fun stuff like 'this character's favorite food is meatballs' im like cool but for worldbuilding and stuff? nah#i do understand some nuance with writers or w/e who were held back by corporate teams on confirming a character is gay or something#and wanting to talk about their hopes and intentions#but this is rly about the opposite with creative teams wanting the points for diversity or plot choices#or world building without putting it in the actual story#esp if its bc they just didn't want to piss off bigots or can't write well#sw giving backstory on the sith fleet situation in a TWEET will always be infamous to me#not st#doctor's log
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girl has never had a single spoon in her entire life
#danganronpa#danganronpa v3#himiko yumeno#drv3#my art#mock traditional#digital#fanart#im 99% sure the writers just wanted her to be comedically lazy but shes definitely disabled actually#when she says making facial expressions takes too much energy sometimes. shes so real for that#+ the wolf is her familiar from her love suite event. nothing of that sort going on here i just wanted to draw her with a big soft animal
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oh ok so its the usual no-homo bullshit you always hear, good to know.
#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#guillermo de la cruz#nandor the relentless#nandermo#look im a reasonable guy#i dont get worked up easily and ive been around writers rooms and understand the pressures of writing a big show like wwdits#hell i even liked season 4#but this has got to be one of the most offensive bs ive read that wasnt from 2015#‘its only a small (but vocal) amount of people that actually want to see them together’#‘their love isnt ~s*xual~ they dont need to kiss its more ~profound~ than that’#‘you don’t REALLY want to see them together! (thats gross!)’#also ‘the power dynamic is ~problematic~’??? are you kidding me???#jfc its like someone literally got this out of the queerbating handbook from 2010#and like yeah i know wwdits isnt queerbating but its queerness feels more performative when it treats an actual central relationship#like its a gross kinkything only a few freaks on the internet want#instead of a legitimate plausible story that deserves exploration#nandermo should be a triumph - a victory for the characters and something the writers should be pleased with writing#not…this.#like it’s some problem pressured reluctantly upon them that needs to be carefully defused#this has left a bad taste in my mouth
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#girlblogging#girlboss fr#im just a girl#tumblr girls#funny#this is a girlblog#writers on tumblr#girl problems#this is what makes us girls#tumblr fyp#girlhood#angel dust#angelcore#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#pinterest girl#pinterest#unhinged women#actually mentally ill#hyper feminine#femcore#female#female hysteria#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#manic pixie dream girl#manic pixie nightmare
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games radar and oni press recently posted an interview with the writers of the cotl comic that is being developed and THE LORE thats coming seems quite promising
so excited to see how the lore expands!! go check the Kickstarter out!!
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#i was a bit scared lamb would end up w another set of pronouns but seems like the writers are working w they/them!#since they are referring to the lamb as 'them'#PLEASE DONT DISSAPOINT PLEASPLEAPLSELAP#still follows the story of the game religiously but we'll see lambs actual character and their past so im rlly excited about that
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the thing is. juno & nureyev's relationship has been such a major guiding thread throughout the podcast and the major drive of season 5, and the fandom has built itself so much (as fandoms often do) around shipping the two of them.
and yet nureyev doesn't show up at all in the last episode! or, he does, but it's only implied (for all we know it could be like. alessandra strong)(i know it's not but it would be really funny) and we don't hear his voice.
and it's so important to me that despite the room that their romance has taken in the plot and in our hearts, his absence reinforces that the point of juno steel's story wasn't a lady getting his man, it was about learning to grow as person for himself and for his friends (and not just his love interest), and it was about finding his footing in life and being at peace with himself and his place in the world. and he did! his growth and relative serenity is so apparent and just. a balm to the soul
and the fact that his man is back is just a nice add-on, not a necessity for his happiness
#juno steel#my aro ass has been sitting still and staring at a wall thinking about this ever since listening to this episode#mannnn i'm just. so completely floored about how good this finale was#juno's been all over the place and his growth has been up and down throughout but like.#it's so nice to hear just how. serene he was this episode#he's doing alright guysss#juno steel is fine#he's accepting affection and expressing it back#i Will be reading massive amounts of fanfiction about juno and nureyev'#s reunion when it comes out but i am super happy it wasn't a part of the episode#i was a bit bummed out for sure cos like. hearing his voice is always a good time#but there's a different between what i kinda want to hear and what i actually want out of the episode#and i got allll i wanted outta this one#also i'm super into urban planning (starting a masters in urban governance in september hihi) so the new town description had me 😈 meow#🤌🤌#juno steel spoilers#tpp#tpp spoilers#the penumbra podcast#i am soo excited to find out which mildly unpleasant to outwardly despicable characters the writers will make us love next as they grow#mannnn now im thinking about caroline again#back to staring at a wall bye
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-via the.soundgeist on instagram
#alternative#girlblogging#girlhood#actually mentally ill#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#this is what makes us girls#tumblr girls#this is a girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#female manipulator#femcore#female rage#femcel#female hysteria#mitski#puberty 2#sadgirl#music#alt girl#song lyrics#album#indie music#bury me at makeout creek#retired from sad new career in business#indie rock#women writers#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#im going insane#i'm just a girl
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Actually so fucked up that the x files continues to be one of the few shows ive watched where the relationship between the male and female protagonists feel real to me. Like they arent just love interests from the get go. The romantic subtext isnt as important as their platonic relationship most of the time. Mulder is protective of scully because shes his friend. He checks in on her but it never feels like shes being belittled. She feels comfortable speaking her opinion without fearing that mulder will be condescending to her. Idk it just makes me feel safe to watch as a female viewer, knowing there is this respect between the main characters. That these characters actually care about each other. Very refreshing for a 30 year old tv show
#i hope i explained this right? i just feels like a lot of male protagonists have this vibe of wanting or needing something from the female#or the female character is straight up just a love interest or this poor baby that needs to be protected#or the opposite where the female character just wants something from the guy and diesnt actually care#and you're supposed to root for them but they clearly dont care about each other#im tired im sorry#x files#the x files#tv show writers please make your characters actually like each other
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ok the last post was infodump friendly. this one is NOT.
i expect you to explain your/something about your magic system as badly as possible. i want to be confused. i want to lack context.
i'll start:
big wyrm gives off radiation that is also magic. ohhh no gas.
#i am definitely not doing these posts because im procrastinating actually working on my stories what makes you say that#writeblr#original fiction#writers on tumblr#writeblr tag games#maybe? you guys can do it if you want#im not sure who to tag tho so im just leaving this open#creative writing#magic system#worldbuilding
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Silly/Clumsy WB boys HCs
I see hcs like this and theyre always fun/make me laugh o(`ω´ )o
Sakura’s food went down the wrong pipe at a restaurant and when the waiter asked if it was because it was too spicy, he insisted through coughing and tears that that definitely wasn’t the case (he could tell they didnt believe him though)
Tsugeura sometimes lets one rip by accident when he’s exercising. Not even a little fart either, the kind that stops everyone from what they’re doing.
One time Nirei stubbed his toe so hard, he fell and grabbed onto the nearest object. Unfortunately that was the back of Sakura’s pants, making him accidentally moon a few people in class.
Word recall is hard sometimes. So when Choji calls an ambulance a ‘hospital truck’ really what can you do? At least he’s using words. Sometimes he just mimes the shape or action of the thing and insists that you know what he’s talking about. Will draw a picture if he gets frustrated enough, but if it’s something intangible? Well it’s a guessing word game. (Togame is the best at it, but Inugami is on Choji’s wavelength enough that he’s pretty accurate too)
Hiragi calls the first years by the wrong name sometimes, like a mom with too many kids. He’ll yell and say Sugishita when he means Sakura, but he does apologize before yelling again.
Because he’s around older guys a lot, Togame sometime uses really old words or sayings. You haven’t hear the saying “It’s raining cats and dogs” or he’s “bleeding like a stuck pig” in years until you’re stuck under an awning during a passing storm or he comes back from a rough fight, nose still bleeding profusely. Also keeps bag balm/cetaphil, some other really good lotion for calluses and dry skin and just kinda slaps it on whatever shishitoren member he sees who’s hands are cracking, saying that the skin won’t heal as well when they’re older so they better take care of it now.
Umemiya’s got the worst habit of losing, dropping, or sitting on his glasses. He doesn’t realize it until he hears the snap and he’s got them taped up until he can go get them fixed again.
Kaji’s kind of a messy eater. Especially with ice cream or food with sauce on it. Started to get better with checking his face after eating after Hiragi slapped a wet wipe on his face after he devoured a rack of ribs, leaving him looking like he’d cannibalized someone
#i couldve sworn i did ones like this before but…if i did i didnt put them in the masterlist#mari writes#wind breaker#wind breaker headcanons#sakura haruka#nirei akihiko#taiga tsugeura#umemiya hajime#togame jo#hiragi toma#choji tomiyama#i actually wasnt gonna tag them all but…im trying to be better with tagging#writing these helps clear up some writer’s block i think#getting silly with it is my favorite thing#ive done and do most of these EXCEPT tsugeura’s#the boys at work are constantly doing that shit.#was thinking of doing piercing/tattoo hcs but this is way better#togame is old man coded once again but do you know how many guys i have to chase to moisurize their cracked hands and elbows????#esp in winter when we handle the sidewalk salt?? Its stronger than regular salt and burns my hands smth fierce#i got off topic i should do more of these
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the way writers have been driven off more than once because of anon asks. do you fuckers have no shame? sending death and r*pe threats? i’m not even going to ask if you stupid fucks would ask this in real life because you wouldn’t even have the brain cells to comprehend the fact that you’d just be regarded as a weirdo and a creep. showing up at someone’s house threatening that they DIE. your high horse is a pile of shit, thinking you’re so brave for sending in an “i hope you die!” ask like you aren’t hiding behind a screen like a fucking loser with nothing to do, simply stalking pages and when they do anything you don’t like, you send in the ask like clockwork.
you people merge the online and real life so much you don’t even know how INSANE YOU FUCKING SOUND !!!!!! NO ONE SHOULD BE GOING AROUND SHOUTING THAT THEY WISHED YOUD GET R WORDED OR THAT THEY SHOULD DIE. but what do i know, right? i’m just a little writer for you to bully and push around.
you lot DO NOT see writers as humans, thinking that anon asks are everything you can hide behind but the fact that you even took the time out of your day to send an ask and then willingly turn on the anon button is hilarious. fucking cowards
#actually SHUT THE FUCK UP !!!!!!!#you have NO REGARD FOR WRITERS#not even happening to me but ive seen so many of my moots and other writers getting asks like these#it’s so disgusting#but im not even surprised any more
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I just want kill myself but i’m scared. I guess i’m just coward…
#sad thoughts#depressing shit#depressing life#lonelly#loneliest#im so tired#tired#lost#lost in thought#i'm sad#in pain#writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#mental health#mental illness#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#mentally exhausted#mentally tired#mental heath support#psychology#sorry for being depressing#never enough#negative#i hate my body#i hate everything#hate myself#i want to cry#i want die
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