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screenshot redraw YIPPEE 🐁🐁
We NEEDED to see more of the monkey sidekick having duo 💔 It's okay though, im not angry about this. *my nails dig into my fists*
#wordgirl#wordgirl fanart#wordgirl pbs#pbs kids#digital art#art#pastrami sandwiches#screenshot redraw#professor tubing#captain huggyface#becky botsford#bob wordgirl#bosco wordgirl#wow chat who knew I could draw something wordgirl and NOT related to a.. certain sombody.. twirls my hair#gentlemen PLEASE! I am a man of science! and this is my.. monkey! of. science.#LOVE HIM HE DESERVED MORE TIME TO SHINE WHAT#GRGRGRGA GRIPPING AND SHAKING THE BARS OF MY CELL#also lschool just started for me and um yeah productivity is down like 80% IM SORRY I WISH I COULD JUST DRAW 24/7 BUT I CANT ANYMORE EUEUU#school*#im uh. still making that comic. NONO LISTEN TRUST ME ITLL BE FIRE JUST JUST GIVE ME A SECOND IM ALMOST IM ALMOST READY TO START IT I SWEAR#WHO KNEW YOU ACTUALLY NEEDED TO WRITE THESE THINGS BEFORE DRAWING THEM?? LMAOO#professor tubing... please save me professor tubing...#HES SO SWEET RGGRGRRRR I NEED MORE RRRRR PBS HIRE ME PLEASE#anyways off to ignore I mean work on all 5 of my wips#me when i take several screenshots of boxleitners lab and Frankenstein them together like a mad scientist#tbh that was the only reason i used the pixel effect#MAD SCIENTIST?? DR TWO BRAINS REFERENCE?? somebody sedate me#YOU KNOW TECHNICALLY I COULD TAG tTHIS AS BOXLEITNER BC THEYRE IN HIS LAB- *BAG THROWN OVER MY HEAD*#MMMBMMFMVMF!!#my art
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asmo always makes me wanna draw lol
#this keeps popping in my head lmaoo#return of big eyed asmo#my brain likes to overexaggerate things#obey me asmodeus#obey me nightbringer#self insert#its me but with the pink hair i wish i could have 24/7 hoho#....i miss my pink hair orz#obey me asmodeus x mc#im super late to the party but....thats just how i am with these things#this storyline had me yearning for actual routes in the game ngl#like more than usual#my art
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im trying to draw some 80s comic sabrevine and im just pretending that the whole sabretooth being logans dad thing isnt canon.NUH UH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hes some weird merc logan met and decided to date cuz he also likes fighting and is rich ok
#sabrevine#sabretooth#victor creed#wolverine#logan howlett#like logan in the old comics is like I NEED TO FIGHT 24/7....I HAVENT FOUGHT IN 27 MINUTES I NEED TO LET THE ANIMAL OUT......#and sabretooths like. heyyyyyy :3#and sabretooth needs to KILL every 27 minutes so it evens out. finally a guy he can kill FOREVERRRR in an intimate way<3#like the whole reason sabretooths a merc is cuz hes trying to combat the constant killing urge#meanwhile logan is struggling to be an xmen and everyone always gets pissed that he keeps killing people randomly(CANON HE KILLS A LOT)#so they should...hangout. maybe.#im treating them like a crackship that havent ever met before lmaoo just pretend im shipping them pre-enemy establishing in canon#like woahhh these 2 characters who've never met ever should totally date omg
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is a coincidence that “matcha” and “mizuena” both start with an M?
(madohomu art im using as ref!!)
#not rebloggabble bc a. it’s not my art and b. u can lowkey see my face tho i covered it with a peach sign lol#PEACE* sign lmaoo#dont look at ena’s shoes i color messily and then clean up bc i like Cronchy textures#i wish i could draw without refs 😭 BUT IM LEARNING!!#when i learn how to draw it’s gonna be over for u guys (cus i’ll draw yuri 24/7)#i started making this before mizu5 to decompress and now it hurts to continue it 😭😭😭😭#mizuena#project sekai#mine
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Guys I’m so fucking stupid 💀💀 I just realized I never officially verified my account so I don’t think anyone could’ve messaged me even if they wanted to LMFAOO. Ik I’ve always been like “mutuals message me whenever!!” But now I’ve fixed it and it should actually work!
#“Gio why’d you wait so long to verify ur account you’ve been posting on here for a while’’#I am super dumb unfortunately#LMAOO IM JOKINGGG i just could not be bothered w it what can I say#I was like oh I’ll do that later! and then forgot#just so everyone’s aware you can message me and tag me in stuff whenever :P#I’m bored 24/7 and don’t have much going on in my daily life so. I’ve got endless free time over here#this is making me feel silly bc I think I’ve been missing out on a variety of tumblr features bc of my tomfoolery#I am but a fool wandering the plains of this earth (the tumblr app)
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how many of u guys would actually do great as a player in blue lock (yes even if you're a girl and it's an animanga about men who gives a freak). like unironically you would thrive in blue lock
#because me! im doing great#BC TBH I THINK I WOULD DO GREAT IDK i played soccer n bball in high school . bball varsity but not soccer bc our soccer team was poopie#so was funding but i digress#me n the ohshc ass au of being in bllk as a 'boy' but im actually a girl rotating in my head 24/7 lmaoo#ME N BACHIRA WOULD BE BESTIES...#shushu.txt
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A story of romance, drama, and politics which neither Trevelyan nor Cullen wish to be in.
Canon divergent fic in which Josephine solves the matter of post-Wicked Hearts attention by inviting four noblewomen to compete for Cullen's affections. In this chapter, Trevelyan tries to find Dagna's delivery.
(Masterpost. Beginning. Previous entry. Next entry. Words: 3,457. Rating: all audiences, except for a swear.)
Chapter 12: Unloading Baggage
Trevelyan cascaded through the bowels of Skyhold, sent with special purpose by Dagna. There was a delivery arriving this afternoon, and by the Ancestors, her order had better be there!
Trevelyan had optimistically come this way because she thought—incorrectly—that it might be quicker. Absolutely not. Beneath the main hall, Skyhold wound itself in circles, a grand labyrinth of servants’ quarters, kitchens, larders, and washrooms.
A kind laundress pointed her out of one such room, along a better-suited corridor. It was down this route that Trevelyan finally found her way into the particular kitchen that she had been promised had an external door.
She had hoped to confirm this with the staff working there—but when she wandered into the room, it was remarkably empty. All except for one elven woman, hunched over two jars.
“Excuse me,” Trevelyan said, pointing to the door across the room, “is that the way out?”
The woman looked up. She had funnily-chopped blond hair, incorrectly-laced clothes that did not look like a worker’s wear, and a grin that could only be described as wicked.
Her eyes flicked to the door, then back. “Yeah?”
“Thank you, I will—”
Maintaining eye contact, the woman picked up one of the jars—labelled ‘salt’—and poured its entire contents into the other—labelled ‘sugar’. Trevelyan blinked, mouth hanging open.
“Um…”
“You didn’t see nothing, yeah?” the woman said, a mischeivous glint in her eye.
Trevelyan smiled. “I have no idea what you’re referring to.”
With a cackle, the woman slipped into the shadows. It was this that made Trevelyan realise she’d seen her before—up on the mezzanine, during the gala. She was suddenly very glad she hadn’t eaten anything that night.
Regardless, she had her answer for the door. Trevelyan pushed it open, to the welcome sight of gleaming sunlight, shining down on Skyhold’s courtyard.
Specifically, the stable area, which the kitchen connected to via a small flight of stairs. Trevelyan hesitated to journey down them; their height gave a good vantage of the storeroom entrance below—and the caravan of carts encircling it.
The quietness of the kitchens was at once explained. It seemed that all hands were on deck, scurrying to and fro like industrious insects, helping to unload barrels and crates and sacks. Skyhold had many mouths to feed, and large stores to fill. Finding a small shipment for the Arcanist in the midst of this commotion was no easy task.
But Trevelyan endeavoured to find it anyway. She squeezed her way through the crowd, to arrive at the foot of one of the carts.
A human man stood atop it, well-built, no doubt from many years at this craft—for he slung boxes and barrels into waiting hands like it were an art form.
“Serah!” Trevelyan called, to catch his occupied attention. “Do you know if any of these are for the Arcanist, Dagna?”
The man slid a crate toward a servant with pinpoint accuracy, and puffed out air. “Sorry, miss, not seen that name”—he passed off another box—“and you’re not likely to find it here. Better off asking your quartermaster once all this is unloaded.”
“I suspected as much. Thank you, regardless!”
Trevelyan retreated as he prepared another sack, yet noted when she did that no one came to claim it. Though as many of Skyhold’s staff as could be spared were aiding the delivery, there were about a dozen carts, all piled high. Only so much was possible.
“Would you like me to take that?” she asked.
The man shrugged. “You’re not busy?”
“Finding that shipment, yes—and it seems the quickest way to do so is by helping things along!”
The man chuckled, and hefted the sack towards her. “Can always use more willing hands! How much you carry?”
Very little, since leaving the Circle. Trevelyan certainly hoped her old strength would still remain, but acknowledged privately that she might need a little… assistance.
A week ago she’d never have dared to cast anything in such a public setting, but her work with the Arcanist had somewhat relaxed her attitude. And so she snuck a hand behind her back, and traced a rune against her spine. The energy of the Fade found her little opening, and trickled on through.
The old strength returned, and more. Trevelyan clapped her hands around the sack, and with ease, lifted it onto her shoulders.
“Take it to the storerooms,” the man instructed her, “should be someone down there to say where to drop it.”
Simple enough task. The confluence of other servants would guide her where she needed to go. Weaving betwixt them, Trevelyan exchanged a smile with every passing face. Maker, it felt good to shed the tedium of idle nobility!
Except one of those faces, she recognised. Trevelyan dropped her sack, and turned.
“Lady Samient?” she sputtered. “What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be meeting the Commander?”
Lady Samient smiled. “We just parted. I saw you from afar. Lady Trevelyan, what are you doing here?”
“Oh!” Trevelyan patted her hands against her smock, to wipe off the dust. “Well, there’s a shipment I’m hoping to locate, but it doesn’t get found until the entire delivery is stored and catalogued, it seems. So, I thought I might help.”
She tried to sound as nonchalant as possible. Like it was actually common for noblewomen to randomly muck in.
But Lady Samient appeared unfazed: “Do you need help?”
She couldn’t seriously be offering..?
“No, no, it’s quite all right,” Trevelyan tried to say—but Samient was already loosening her cuffs, and rolling up her sleeves. “You needn’t trouble yourself.”
“No trouble,” said Samient, untying a leather strap from her wrist, to pull her hair into some kind of rudimentary ponytail—though cleverly without unveiling her ears. She positioned herself by the sack. “Lift on trois.”
Shaking off her bewilderment, Trevelyan accepted that she was not to win this argument, and thus, on three, did lift.
Truly, she could have carried it alone, but she did not wish to reject Lady Samient’s offer—especially as the Lady turned out to be quite the capable worker. The descent into the stores was made with ease, despite how narrow and dimly-lit the steps were. Endless, too—they journeyed far further down than Trevelyan had even for the Undercroft. How deep into its mountain plateau did Skyhold burrow?
Eventually, they reached the bottom. No sunlight here—it was a large, torch-lit hall, of which Trevelyan could barely see the other side—if not due to the distance, then due to the amount of containers already consuming the place. Skyhold was stocked floor-to-ceiling. Even the stores at the Circle hadn’t been this well-equipped.
Following directions given by waiting pantlers, they found where they were to deposit their load. Job done, they braved the lengthy climb.
“Did you do this sort of thing, at the Circle?” Samient asked, to pass the time. “You said you worked in their storerooms.”
“Not this, per se,” Trevelyan admitted. “Well, sometimes I moved things—but I was more involved with taking stock and keeping ledgers.”
“Like the quartermaster.”
“Like the quartermaster’s assistant.”
Samient chuckled. “You seem to do a trade in being an assistant.”
Trevelyan smiled. “Stick to what you know.”
Emerging onto the surface, she found herself particularly empathetic towards the reluctance of dwarves in Orzammar—what ought to be gentle sunlight burned into her retinas, glaring and harsh. Blinking it back, she turned to Lady Samient:
“Thank you for your help. I won’t intrude upon your time any further,” she said, despite Samient being the one to have offered it in the first place.
Lady Samient glanced at the carts, still plenty full. “I am not so pathetic that one measly sack would put me at rest,” she replied. “Come, allons-y.”
In a feat of industriousness that put Trevelyan to shame, Samient strode up to a cart, and awaited her next assignment. Trevelyan hurried after her.
She could not help but wonder (for the Baroness had put her in mind) what could be the reason for Lady Samient’s willingness toward such manual labour. Her sheer comfort with such a menial task, and the lack of concern over how it might reflect upon her social image, was all terribly curious.
They were the sort of traits that, perhaps—were the rumours true—might belong to a woman born of a servant; who did not have that haughtiness of high breeding that saw them think themselves better than lifting a barrel. Perhaps that was why, instead of the title that ought to be her birthright—Duchess—she went by the lesser Lady.
But Trevelyan hardly cared from who or what or where Lady Samient originated. Because, regardless of the cause, Trevelyan quite liked this side of her.
“Ey up, you’ve got a recruit!” the deliveryman called, upon their arrival. “Maker’s breath, you ought to be here every week, if you can multiply like that. Here.” He rolled a barrel towards them, and stopped it with his foot. “This do ya?”
“Thank you,” said Samient. She directed Trevelyan to, “take that end.”
Un, deux, trois—up. With scarce strain or struggle, they hauled the barrel to the stores. And the next, and the next. Indeed, they proved quite the formidable pair—a modicum of practice under their metaphorical belts meant that each subsequent task was completed faster than the last.
They were able, even, to loosen their focus, and communicate not about what steps to take or when to drop, but of people and scandal and gossip:
“Is he a mage as well?” Lady Samient asked, upon hearing of Trevelyan’s acquaintance with Dorian.
“Yes, he is,” she confirmed.
Samient hummed. “And where have I heard the name Pavus before?”
“Noble house in Tevinter,” Trevelyan said, “part of the magisterium.”
Samient’s eyebrows flicked upward. “Well, if you’re not quite interested in the Commander, you could do far worse than that.”
“Oh, no,” Trevelyan laughed, “I’m certain he’d be quite flattered, but I’m afraid he doesn’t like women.”
“Oh. How rude!”
“No, no—I mean, he likes men.”
“Oh.” Samient rolled her eyes at herself. “Of course. I see how that would be something of an obstacle.”
Trevelyan quite agreed. “Yes—call me an optimist, but I would prefer my future husband to actually want to marry me.”
Lady Samient did not, as Trevelyan had expected (and hoped), titter at this comment. Instead, her vision trailed across the courtyard, to somewhere behind Trevelyan.
Following it, the curious Trevelyan found a rather disappointing sight. No wonder Samient’s face had soured—there was a group of soldiers loitering near the carts, whispering and laughing about something they apparently found uproariously funny.
That would be innocent enough, if not for the fact their eyes kept flicking in the Ladies’ direction, accompanied by what Trevelyan could only assume were supposed to be subtle points.
“How childish,” Lady Samient scoffed.
Trevelyan rolled her eyes. “Pay them no mind—it must be a good sign! Thedas must be saved, if they have the time to be doing this.”
The remark put a smirk back on Samient’s face, and they returned to their cart—which, thanks to their labour and others’, was nearly bare.
“Are those louts even helping?” Lady Samient asked the deliverer, as he skittered a small crate towards her.
He glanced at the soldiers, and clicked his tongue. “No. Here for the show, I s’pose. Heard ‘em laughing about some ‘noble skirts’ playing pretend at being working folk.”
Lack of creativity aside, it struck Trevelyan that only she was in a skirt, and that it was a plain smock—so the insult did not quite apply.
“Don’t see any nobles ‘round here, though,” continued the deliveryman, quite obliviously, “but let ‘em play, if they are. So long as they’re doing the work, who gives a toss?”
The Ladies chuckled, exchanging a look, as the deliverer went in search of something for Trevelyan to carry.
“Go,” she told Samient, “do not be idle on my account.”
“You’re certain?”
“Of course—we do not wish to be accused of playing pretend, after all.”
Lady Samient laughed, with devious and wicked joy that Trevelyan quite shared. She dutifully parted, off to the stores once more. Trevelyan turned, to collect the sack the man had dropped for her.
A hand fell upon it. Gloved in black, and sudden enough to startle her. She looked to the arm to which it belonged—and then to the man whom that arm belonged to.
The Commander stared back at her.
(And beside him, a small platoon of sheepish-looking soldiers).
“Forgive me,” he said, releasing his grasp. “I hadn’t realised. Take it.”
There was a growling sort of undercurrent in his speech; a shortness, far more pronounced than even when he had scolded Lady Montilyet. Someone, it seemed, was in trouble.
Trevelyan smiled. “No, no,” she told him, “it’s yours.”
With a nod—again, more curt than usual—the Commander hauled up the sack, and slung it into the waiting arms of a soldier.
“We are all the Inquisition,” he lectured, “and instead of aiding our cause, you mock those who do. Save those barbs for the enemy. We work as one.”
To Trevelyan’s great satisfaction, each soldier was saddled with cargo and sent marching to the stores, with the Commander’s disapproving stare burning into their backs. She could not help but smile.
“I apologise for their conduct,” said the Commander.
Or lack thereof. Trevelyan shook her head. “Quite all right. I do not care for the opinions of those who do not know me.” Like his, for example.
“Very well.” He hesitated, as if mulling over his words. “May I ask, are you… well?”
That imperious air sloughed from him once more, and left only the tenderness of their previous meeting. In that moment, Trevelyan recalled the magic she had cast upon herself, and felt it still, quietly coursing below the surface. Yet, nothing on the Commander’s face suggested he had sensed it.
“I am fine,” she assured him. Again.
The sudden thud of an apple-crate beside them was a welcome distraction, as the deliveryman announced, “That’s the last of it.”
Though Trevelyan reached for it, the Commander took up the handles first. “Allow me,” he said.
Trevelyan would have protested—the soldiers’ mockery had not left her so fragile that she could not lift a box—but she had not the chance. For, out of the corner of her eye, she could approximate the shape of Lady Samient, observing them from afar.
“Twice in one day, Commander,” the Lady purred, strutting closer, “to what do we owe this pleasure?”
She spoke her words like honey, moved her body like silk. It was quite at odds with the plainness and practicality Trevelyan had seen of her during the last half-hour. Perhaps she had not been lying about her time with the Commander, and he responded well to such affectations.
Or perhaps not. For the Commander did not respond at all to this velvety question, muttering instead, “I should, ah, get this to the storeroom.” Entertaining not even another word from either of them, he fled.
Though Trevelyan was quite amused by this, Samient appeared rather bemused. She fixed Trevelyan with a peculiar stare, that Trevelyan almost interpreted as suspicion, until she realised that his presence, to Samient, remained a mystery.
“Well, since he shall not deign to explain himself, I shall,” Trevelyan told her. “The Commander was here to scold his soldiers. Quite furiously, too.”
Lady Samient’s mouth sank into a smile. “Ah, I see. Good. As they deserve.”
“A shame you missed it.”
“Yes, but unlike them, I was far too busy working.”
Trevelyan chuckled, and rested herself against the cart. Its bed lay bare, as did those of its brethren. For that, she felt they had quite earnt a break, yet the bustle did not cease—she noted plenty of staff still to-ing and fro-ing, fetching more barrels and crates and chests. Except—these came from the kitchens.
“You take things from Skyhold, too?” she asked the deliveryman.
He was perched on the side of the cart, wiping the sweat from his brow. “Aye,” he said. “Sometimes they have deliveries for us, but usually it’s the empty bits we take back, and fill ‘em up again.”
“How often do you come?” Lady Samient wondered.
“Every week, supposedly—but the Maker has other ideas sometimes. Got delayed this week by weather. No problem, though; I hear you’ve got stores enough to last months.”
Sounded about right to Trevelyan. Any defensible castle did, just in case the enemy ever tried to starve you out.
Lady Samient hummed. “All sounds very efficient. Do they not worry about something untoward sneaking in through these deliveries, though? Seems like you could fit a man in one of those barrels.”
She wasn’t wrong. You could certainly fit a man. Or a Trevelyan. If things ever got too dire, she might squeeze herself into one of those things, and be shipped out on the next delivery to… wherever these carts went to.
But the delivery man shrugged. “I s’pose they check’em. You’d have to ask the soldiers.”
Tsk. There went that plan.
And, as if that weren’t enough disappointment, it seemed the mere mention of soldiers summoned movement in her periphery. Their aforementioned tormentors trudged on up, out from the stores, tails between their legs. But without their Commander’s instruction, they seemed quite at a loss for what to do next.
“Such idleness,” whispered Lady Samient, apparently of the same mind as Trevelyan, “more the sort I would expect from those work-shy nobility.”
Trevelyan laughed. “How fortunate we are not—”
She stopped, on noticing nearby a maid, huffing and puffing and red in the face, attempting to roll an empty barrel towards a cart—entirely by herself. All it took was one wordless glance at Lady Samient, and the two were traipsing off in her direction.
“Do you need help?” Trevelyan asked the maid.
“Oh—yes, please! Thank you, miss,” she replied, releasing her quarry into their capable hands. Though grateful, she fixed them with a curious stare. “Sorry, but... you’re the Ladies here to see the Commander, ain’t you?”
Lady Samient raised an eyebrow. “What of it?”
“Nothing, your Ladyship! Well, you’re such an ‘elp, and—you know, there was a lot of sugar in that delivery.” The maid waited to see their faces change, but the Ladies’ expressions spoke only of confusion. “Well, we need a lot in, you see. Because the Commander—he has something of a sweet tooth, is all.”
Perhaps that was where his sudden sweetness had come from. “Good to know,” said Samient, “thank you.”
“’Course, your Ladyships.”
Armed with this newfound knowledge, they prepared to haul the barrel away—but Trevelyan hesitated. She considered herself for a moment, and whether or not she owed loyalty to the little prankster in the kitchen, or the kind woman she’d just met. It wasn’t a hard choice.
“Excuse me,” she whispered, “just before the cook uses any of that sugar—perhaps a little taste test, may be in order. Your kitchen had a rather impish visitor, earlier.”
Though the maid seemed almost bewildered for a moment, and Trevelyan worried she had misspoken, her face soon resolved into recognition, then annoyance. “Oh, that Sera!”
Trevelyan recalled the name—Dagna had mentioned it on a few occasions. From the description she’d been given and what Trevelyan had caught her doing, she safely assumed that they were one and the same.
Leaving the maid to deal with her mischief, Trevelyan seized her side of the barrel. With Lady Samient’s aid, and practised ease, they hefted it up, and paraded it past the loitering group of soldiers. One bravely asked if they needed help.
The answer was no. And a scathing look.
***
Ser Morris delivered—in the literal sense. Hours after she’d left, Trevelyan raced back to the Undercroft, an intricate little chest in her hands.
Dagna was surprised to see her: “I won’t lie, I kind of thought you just quit for the day.”
But Trevelyan was quite able to explain, and Dagna was satisfied that she had used her time with noble purpose. It did help that finally seeing her order put the Arcanist in something of a good mood.
She placed it upon a workbench, and with great reverence, opened the chest. Even Trevelyan recognised what was inside.
“New enchanting tools,” Dagna said, “straight from the finest smiths in Orzammar. With these, I can do things a little more delicately. Which means the time for theory is over—tomorrow, we enchant!”
Trevelyan grimaced.
Tomorrow she was with the Commander.
#cullen rutherford#cullen x trevelyan#commander cullen#unwanted#unwanted fic#i keep getting in my head about this fic#like theres been so little cullen so far because we were in the 'two leads seeing each other across rooms' stage#and im like idk is this boring#im writing chapters the length of my university dissertation for bag moving scenes lol#but at the end of the day you write fics for yourself first and i'm having fun#posting this is my way of actually committing to writing the whole damn thing lmaoo#edit 25/9/24: this was the real challenge. i knew when i first wrote it that one day i'd have to streamline it. today is that day
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Currently going out of my mind with Leo not eating. I know it’s just because he’s not well and it will pass but I am just so stressed all the time. He’s had like two banana pancakes and part of a croissant all day today. He isn’t drinking much either and it’s sometimes at the point where you even suggest he eats or drinks something and he starts crying. It’s exhausting.
#im on my period which is not helping#a delightful 30 day cycle after last time’s 24#the flo app was like ‘we’ve noticed some trends that may be related to a medical condition’ lmaoo#to be clear i dont think i have any kind of menstrual related condition#it’s probably just stress thats got it all out of whack
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what do i even do now. they played i've got all this ringing. what is even the point of anything anymore
#damien.txt#truly i won't be recovering for at least 24 hours#oh my god........ i cant blieve this happened to me......#i cant believe ive already been to my show oh my god guys i need to go to another one fuck#anyone have a place i can stay at for any of the future shows so i can see another one lmaoo im going to die fr#fall out boy
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which nhl teams does he likes / hates?
Oh god this is a pretty vague question and 32 teams to take into account... so I'm going to go off a whim here... I'll probably base it off teams I think he supports or likes to watch now that he's out of the league, and then the rest that aren't listed then I assume he doesn't give af about.
He probably likes Boston, Toronto, Edmonton, Dallas, Vancouver, Seattle (on the fence with this one), Philly, Vegas and Winnipeg. The last 3 kind of seem pretty self explanatory. I think he'd be a fan of Vegas tbh even if he didn't play for them cause I know he has some good local buddies on there.
#im no doubt inaccurate to like all of them#but couldn't leave you hanging#this initially stressed me out ngl#so i had to make it easier for myself to answer lmaoo#nolan patrick#nolpat#feb ‘24 subs
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#i <3 wanna fucking die <3 all the time#all the god damn time i wish i could just kill myself im so sick of it#but noo bc that's like not good in theological terms nooo my best friend would be fucked up noo i cant cause even#more stress to my family but im so fucking tired and done#lifes been exhausting as shit and im sick of it#and on top of all the fucking health issues this useless piece of shit body is going to hell too#like great!! great! abled ppl can often barely manage to make it by in this country and economy or they#get so fucked by work they become disabled lmaoo i already fucking am#i dont want to even fucking try. i dont even wanna try. most of this life has been pain and mystery and wanting to die!#and feeling like im fucking suffocating#and i can go on and on abt how oh u know u live for the little things life is pain inherently it is what it is and whatever but i just#wanna god damn fucking dir#the years of my life when i was the least physically sick were spend being abused and being fucking exhausted to hell and back#now im almost 24 and ive what. barely managed to finish a univerity with a useless degree which in my parents eyes means basically#nothing compared to what i was supposed to do#its too fucking late for anything im too fucking old my health is too bad and i dont have the fucking energy to#do this shit enough to even just get bt much fucking less have it be anything that id even 5% wanna live for
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Maybe the world isn't so bad (just took a shit)
#ed#eating disorder things#eating disorder#male ed#ed but not sheeran#edblr#my post#im constipated 24/7 pls help#it wasnt the best shit ever but SOMETHING came out so I'll take it lmaoo#gross tw#i guess
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joined a haikaveh server but the only thing i talked about for the first ten minutes was shizaya. im truly hopeless at this point
on the bright side i have learned that i was NOT the only one who thought the shizaya alters (tsugaru, psyche, roppi, delic, etc) were canon and made by narita himself, and i am therefore NOT an idiot :D
#shizaya#soro rambles#i dont do this often outside of tags so bear with me#i cant log into twitter on my ipad for some reason and i only get one hour on my laptop#so im legitimately going through withdawal lmAOO#it’s not the need to connect with people because i have so few people i interact with on there#it is the low attemtion span need to consume new media constantly#i need new art new ideas every waking second and it’s terrifying#need videos to look at images to save and send to discord servers songs to listen to#grahhghghghghg#people are like ‘i quit social media for a month and i didnt even really miss anything’’#I AM MISSING STUFF THOUGH#im missing all the art that gets swallowed by the algorithm after 24 hours#i miss the one off ideas from people whose tweets vanish from my feed#the addiction really is strong with this one#you can almost smell the digital on my breath#i need to touch grass#oh hey i did ramble in the tags actually#thats gotta be my trademark at this point#it’s because the way they separate reminds me of how i type in discord probably#god twitter is hard enough i would die if i tried to limit my discord time#i have Issues!!!
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you parents constantly telling u the shit that you've been trying to unlearn surely is smth
#my mum is very “tough it out” its all in your head meditate and never experience and emotional reaction this way. make rules for yourselfetc#shes the bhuddist equivalent of a bible quotes spewing christian basically. n its cool i know how to control my emotions and shit now but#thats my problem lmaooo. it took me counseling to learn how to feel emotions and im still not nailing it most times#also i used to be so strict about rules i made for myself like “u have to brish ur teeth before bed” that i would stay up until 4am not doi#anything because i was too tired to get up and go brush them until i passed out from exhaustion#unlearning that was very good for me right#mothers undiagnosed adhd most likely lmao and is just constantly teachibg me all the coping skills she developed#and its so fun cuz she just always tells me stuff she struggled with and im like mother youve been telling me this since i was born i GOT I#funnily enough i use all the meditation and bhuddist shit when talking to her specifically#every conversation is me going ok.. deep breath. think from her perspective. calmly explain and address. its not personal. getting agitated#would resolve nothing#and thats fascinating cuz when i moved out i was like oh you people dont receive the training of a bhuddist monk by age 5??#i had a roomate who i didnt get along with sadly who was the complete opposite and had learned to communicate via shouting and confrontatio#like thats literally how she communicated n i had such a hard time saying anything to her cuz id learnt to just go meditate till feeling go#away before talking to someone#like i never saw my parents shout at each other or argue in my life. they usually retired themselves from the situation#when i explained this shit to someone they were like “lucky u my parents fought all the time” my brother in christ youre not hearing me#you can be unhealthy in different ways.#my conclusion now is my mums a cool person just totally clueless on how to raise a child#like i remember feeling very unheard and bad about her becayse literally every sentence out of her mouth is a life lesson#and even if u catch her in a genuine social interaction with u she quickly corrects herself and brings the life wisdom back in#and even if she agrees with you shell go in a ten minute tangent because she wanted to talk about bhuddha when literally there was no point#fuck as a kid with adhd i remember it being torture#now i learnt how to deal with it better but good christ#and yeah just had to tell this to someone because i have the patience of a saint and its not being recognised#like even my cousin is always like you know how ur mom is cuz being lectured 24/7 is exhausting#and fr everytime i talk to her i have to be like “ok. now remind her subtly that you are a human being”#lmaoo#readme.txt
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ʏᴀɴᴅᴇʀᴇ ᴇᴍᴏ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
micheal williams from my wattpad fic
Yandere emo who texts and sends u corny and weird things
yandere emo who has the username "𝖈��𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖋𝖎𝖊𝖉_𝖆𝖑𝖕𝖍𝖆_𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖗յշՅ"
𝖈𝖊𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖋𝖎𝖊𝖉_𝖆𝖑𝖕𝖍𝖆_𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖗յշՅ : Kitten...pick up..dont make daddy angry..
𝖈𝖊𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖋𝖎𝖊𝖉_𝖆𝖑𝖕𝖍𝖆_𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖗յշՅ : Im not playing with you, kitten.. 𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐔𝐏!
𝖈𝖊𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖋𝖎𝖊𝖉_𝖆𝖑𝖕𝖍𝖆_𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖗յշՅ : I will spank you until your ass is pure 𝐑𝐄𝐃, kitten...
𝚢/𝚗_𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚖𝚊: i will skin u and eat u
𝖈𝖊𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖋𝖎𝖊𝖉_𝖆𝖑𝖕𝖍𝖆_𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖗յշՅ : sorry 𝓶-𝓶𝓸𝓶𝓶𝔂... pl-please 𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓸𝓴𝓮 𝓶-𝓶𝔂 𝓽-tip..𝓹𝓵-𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓮 𝓮𝓭𝓰𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷.. :3 👅
yandere emo whose your lil emo gf who wants u to bend him over
Yandere emo who has a whole collection of blood samples of people he beats up, and shows them to you so you could be proud
yandere emo who thinks hes an alpha and ur the omega he needs to breed, humping u as u stared at him, eyebrow raised
yandere emo who is a stinky fuck, needing u to tell him to wash his clothes for him to wash them
yandere emo who 'no one understands' only you understand, and thats why he writes love letters decribing his love towards you
yandere emo who u make so damn horny, whimpering out your name in the dark room, covered in posters, hand over his mouth so his mother wouldnt hear him calling out and moaning out your name
Yandere emo who bullies and starts shit with anyone, fighting 24/7 to try to impress u
yandere emo who loses the fights 99% of the time.. LMAOO
yandere emo who hates his parents, screaming at them 24/7 but then acts like a total meat rider whenever it comes to you
Yandere emo whose a total whore for u, now wearing more emo dark revealing clothing around you
yandere emo who has a pet snake that he never showed anyone other than u, letting u pet the small cute snake as he stared at u with heart eyes
yandere emo who tells u that its him and u against the world, u just stare at him like hes a hobo asking u for crack at a nearby cvs
yandere emo who loves u so very very much in his dark cringy heart <333
#yanderemalexreader#yandere#soft yandere#yandere male#yandere x darling#yandere boyfriend#tw yandere#yandere blog#yandere x reader#clingy yandere#yandere emo#emo yandere#emo bf#destinys worksss<333
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Mannn I wish I had the supplies and general knowledge on how to make YouTube vids it seems so fun 💔 imagine if I could play through persona and yap the whole time…revolutionary
#even if I did have the supplies I wouldn’t be able to bc of how ridiculously loud my household is LMFAOO#LIKE#ITD BE IMPOSSIBLE 😭😭 my brothers would be screaming in the back the whole time#they are so loud…..all of the time….24/7 😓 summertime is my arch nemesis#anyways. I just love to yap#I think I’d be funny in hindsight but when I really sit and think critically abt it —#it would just be videos of me saying “okay Um…okay…um…ummm’’#LMFAOO HELPP#OR ME REPEATING THE SAME JOKE LIKE 50 TIMES IN A ROW#guys unfortunately I am actually…severely unfunny 😢#LMAOO#IM KIDDING#I feel like sometimes I’m funny. and then sometimes I’m just stupid ! 💫#but I can’t tell which is which so I’ll leave that to your discretion ☺️#persona#i also have a tendency to stutter a lot#and then I’ll proceed to get pissed off at my own stuttering#the more I think abt this the more I realize. it would probs not end well LMAOO
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