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you parents constantly telling u the shit that you've been trying to unlearn surely is smth
#my mum is very “tough it out” its all in your head meditate and never experience and emotional reaction this way. make rules for yourselfetc#shes the bhuddist equivalent of a bible quotes spewing christian basically. n its cool i know how to control my emotions and shit now but#thats my problem lmaooo. it took me counseling to learn how to feel emotions and im still not nailing it most times#also i used to be so strict about rules i made for myself like “u have to brish ur teeth before bed” that i would stay up until 4am not doi#anything because i was too tired to get up and go brush them until i passed out from exhaustion#unlearning that was very good for me right#mothers undiagnosed adhd most likely lmao and is just constantly teachibg me all the coping skills she developed#and its so fun cuz she just always tells me stuff she struggled with and im like mother youve been telling me this since i was born i GOT I#funnily enough i use all the meditation and bhuddist shit when talking to her specifically#every conversation is me going ok.. deep breath. think from her perspective. calmly explain and address. its not personal. getting agitated#would resolve nothing#and thats fascinating cuz when i moved out i was like oh you people dont receive the training of a bhuddist monk by age 5??#i had a roomate who i didnt get along with sadly who was the complete opposite and had learned to communicate via shouting and confrontatio#like thats literally how she communicated n i had such a hard time saying anything to her cuz id learnt to just go meditate till feeling go#away before talking to someone#like i never saw my parents shout at each other or argue in my life. they usually retired themselves from the situation#when i explained this shit to someone they were like “lucky u my parents fought all the time” my brother in christ youre not hearing me#you can be unhealthy in different ways.#my conclusion now is my mums a cool person just totally clueless on how to raise a child#like i remember feeling very unheard and bad about her becayse literally every sentence out of her mouth is a life lesson#and even if u catch her in a genuine social interaction with u she quickly corrects herself and brings the life wisdom back in#and even if she agrees with you shell go in a ten minute tangent because she wanted to talk about bhuddha when literally there was no point#fuck as a kid with adhd i remember it being torture#now i learnt how to deal with it better but good christ#and yeah just had to tell this to someone because i have the patience of a saint and its not being recognised#like even my cousin is always like you know how ur mom is cuz being lectured 24/7 is exhausting#and fr everytime i talk to her i have to be like “ok. now remind her subtly that you are a human being”#lmaoo#readme.txt
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can't stop thinking abt the concept of arthur hearing about this 'emrys' throughout different occasions here and there in the beginning of s4, and at first not thinking much of it, then when the name keeps getting repeated from different villains/sorcerers he interacts with, it finally catches his attention and he becomes genuinely concerned. he makes it a bit of a personal mission to find out who he is, but it's all a very lowkey side plot that's not the main focus (think of the 'traitor' arc also in s4). of course he talks about it with merlin, but to avoid suspicion, merlin shuts him down every time and tries to make him think this mysterious sorcerer is nothing to worry about.
as more time goes on, and the more arthur learns about this powerful sorcerer always protecting him from harm, and as much as he hates to admit this to anyone, most of all himself, as he's only ever been taught to hate magic and anything to do with it- he starts realizing 'emrys' is less of this evil entity that he has to hunt down and kill, and more of a guardian angel that he has genuine interest now in getting to meet. which would also be interesting in terms of contradicting morgana's plot in the same season.
then, in the s4 finale, something that merlin does or says at the end makes him finally connect the dots. he says nothing. the season closes with him just.......... left with the unbearable conflict of it all. the feeling of absolute betrayal from his own friend- the closest person to him that he turned out to not really Know at all, the anger at being lied to and his own obliviousness, all with also the gratitude to this man who has been protecting him without asking for anything in return, the confusion of why he's doing any of it, and the question deep down whether he even deserves it. he is just. left with so many questions and contradicting feelings that he just... says nothing. and we are left with this as the cliffhanger for s4's ending.
#LISTEN!!!!!!!!!!!! 5x01 then goes the same way supergirl 5x01 did w the kara/lena confession#merlin finally confesses to him but he already knows!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now he doesn't know what to Do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#LIKE BABY GIRL THE DRAMA THE BETRAYAL THE CONFUSION THE ANGST............... god#then over the next 2 or 3 eps hes Processing it and being all angsty#and gets to KNOW the amount of things merlin had done for him & that's what changes his view. basically just 5x13 but more prolonged#and then the season goes w him accepting magic and legalizing it#and we get to SEE him ruling in peace & merlin being his advisor#and we could still v much have a tragic ending. hell even the exact same one#EXCEPT the past few months/years leading up to it would have the prophecies actually coming true#literally just........... arthur restoring peace with merlin at his side#merthur#bbc merlin#to get back to the point of the og post tho rather than what happens after im fr just......... thinking so much abt arthur#just! getting to find out about 'emrys' at all#like this is literally SO interesting to explore. even if they hadnt really resolved it in this exact way#like the 'dragoon' persona that arthur knew about but never really knew who he was (till the end- tho he didnt even get to reflect on it 💀)#its just truly insane that the person morgana has been obsessing over 24/7 and so many characters speak of in the show...........#arthur just knows NOTHING about#theres nothing except 'not even emrys can save you now' which of course he wouldn't even remember given everything else going on
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Fairly Oddlympics will always be one of my favorite season 6 episodes, why is this 10 year old being ganged up on by 3 different heads of government.
Don't they have fairy politics to discuss or whatever lmao, leave him alone.
#I dont even know what fairy politics would even be about???#actually maybe they really had nothing else better to do#Jorgen and AC would spend half the time arguing over something#and then try to resolve it in the stupidest way possible (like with tiddlywinks)#HP wouldn't really do anything to stop it (he'd probably take AC's side though tbh)#fop#fairly oddparents#the fairly oddparents#anti fairies#fop pixies#fop timmy#anti cosmo#fop jorgen
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Cleave the darkness, and seize the light A brand new dawn's within reach -
Beyond broken fragments of crystal, visions of myriad fates slip away, and she awakens from her dreams to a new dawn.
#mine#ahru hiraeth#verse: under-archon#verse: nothing is lost#verse: everything is here#verse: wanderer's champion#verse: shadowsbane#verse: queen of resolve#sure i'll tag it all that's not likely to happen again 😂#this was a lot if fun though#i was listening to critical role but proi proi is like sharlayan!ahru's theme song. to me.#head in my hands all day thinking about how this ng+ i've been prepping for is#gonna uh... get co-opted by her#anyway i didn't have A Plan going into this just a Vague Idea buzzing incessantly in my head#(i have zero visualization aphantasia i can't prep like that either)#but i'm really happy with how it turned out i just had a Good Feeling#i would have liked to have spent more time on it but its gonna be 3am before im in bed at this rate 😭#i just wanna keep looking at her!!!!!! 😭😭😭
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stan twins the canon cptsd brothers i will always think about all your unaddressed issues that would make perfect plot fuel for your spinoff
and also the whole 'stan getting that poem by bill via a website which contrasts with bill getting one from the axolotl via a website' foreshadowing thing
like idk i would love something like su future but like more optimistic, aka not an accumulated breakdown that has to be mostly resolved off screen at the end :/// but something thats being kinda addressed throughout? (although would love to see one of them turn into a monster thats always fun lol)
stan having severe issues from his dad and those years of being homeless that we keep on getting more info on but never really getting confronted on (the drifter catalogue and tijuana incident...), him being completely alone for like twenty years when running the shack before soos comes along to the point that 1998 is noted as his low point, and him not really learning about bill+what he did to ford until ages after he killed him if he ever did get the full context
while i think amnesia and everyone seeing him as a hero actually helped with stan's 'i'm a worse version of my brother' thing its still a lingering issue too and we now got him being insecure over his own hands
ford being immediately thrown from 'being tortured by bill' to 'being stuck in the multiverse and being chased by bounty hunters constantly', him fully expecting himself to die when destroying bill, and him only now being safe for the first time in 30 years ....relatively safe, he's still in constant danger because of course he is
idk in the end the series wants them to be happy and they deserve it, its why i wasn't too worried about the book being like 'ooh bill is back!! and the book is haunting ford' thing cos i knew they'll be ok
#stan pines#ford pines#stanley pines#stanford pines#gravity falls#stan twins#as for the 'still on your mind' thing to me its stan literally thinking about bill despite ford resolving to move past it#or alternatively me on my same coin theory obsession lmao#me yelling and screaming at ouroboros being used to link to the axolotl and bill and how ford didn't actually keep it#which brings up even more questions about it reappearing in the shack when stan takes over#of course even if him realising about reincarnation being a thing i think its still way less to deal with than his actual issues#something something a same soul doesnt mean much when he already proved himself a better person a million times over#idk my thoughts on reincarnation as a concept is like eh??? anyway#also completely unrelated but stan writing fanfic means he knows what soos meant when he was talking about stan fics#soos seems like a gen fic writer especially with the ones we got as those promos#the train one where he comes up with a giant backstory for the setting that has nothing to do with the fic bros is super funny#but meanwhile we have stan the canonical smut writer who had to be writing it that summer#would he be a self insert shipper? would he projecting on the duchess instead? is he both???#i have many questions#then again judging from hows theres a wedding scene that he got super emotional over he might just be a shipper????#this has nothing to do with my original post#...or does it cos the axolotl last appears reacting to stan freaking out about count li--#anyway if you think this post is longer than my usual its cos i physically made myself delete most tags and put it in the actual post
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I absolutely understand that this is impossible, but I need Charles and Max to one day share first place in WDC with an absolutely identical number of wins, podiums, and everything like that, so that nothing could elevate one above the other, and the FIA would have to accept that Formula 1 will have two world champions that year. And they would step onto the stage together to receive their trophies, then parade around, waving to the fans like a royal couple.
#f1#formula 1#lestappen#It’s not that I need this but I need this#or at least can someone write a fic about it?#that would be the most interesting shit in the world#or!#fia: there is nothing to be done you must resolve this issue as adults#fia: rock paper scissors#and they will end up with one win for Charles one win for Max and one draw#f1 community: even the universe cannot beat lestappen allegations#charles leclerc#max verstappen
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#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#orv spoilers#kdj#sys#lgy#hsy#yjh#yoohan#art tag#digital#ink#pencil#you know joker's pants from persona? that's what i like to put yjh in if i ever drew his whole body#which i never do#i think yoohan should think of each other 'you're just like me' 'you disgust me because of that' 'you're like him' 'you're not enough like#him' 'he is like me' 'he's nothing like you'#fragments of the same existence struggling to recognize themselves. each other.#desperately clinging to something that is almost-just-right and hating it for not being a perfect fit#not to say that everything would be resolved if kim dokja is made aware of their feelings and reciprocates#there will always be a part missing#a part that chafes#but even if nothing works out. even if the pieces can't reconnect perfectly or at all#they keep calling out and leaving pieces of themselves in each other
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you are so lucky to not have watched s4-8
people always ask me 'katie why did you only watch half of voltron??' and i'm just like guys i thought we all agreed that voltron was not a very good show 💀
#so like why would i spend time watching something not very good LMAO#ask#anonymous#actually i was wrong i did watch season 4 and parts of season 5 and season 6#but i had to stop because the lotor plotline was pissing me off too much#if they had kept zarkon alive as the primary antagonist and made lotor a reluctant ally to the team then i would have liked that a lot more#but the whole... lotor becomes emperor and then voltron allies with the new galra empire plotline was just sooo bogus to me like#it was such a shallow way to resolve the voltron vs galra empire story#also i hated the plotline where keith leaves the team mainly because i think the bom are also very boring#i really do think the idea of allura and lotor being the inheritors of altean alchemy is a compelling idea but the way they executed it...#finally i strongly dislike all the random forced timeskips. it just felt like the writers would use a timeskip#whenever they wanted to force a plot development offscreen that they didn't want to devote time to in the story#at the end of the day idgaf about ships i care about the story and character arcs. and i liked nothing LOL
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Getting queerbaited in the big year of 2025, Bobby is STILL dead after weird behaviour from the cast that could imply he’s still alive (???) Athena is STILL miserable and selling the house despite saying she wont ONE EPISODE AGO and Angela Basset is probably leaving because Bobby is STILL DEAD, Chim relieving the same arc for the third fucking time, doing NOTHING with Hen, Maddie’s only story was getting brutalised because they dont know what to do with her, not a single one on one Buddie conversation despite it being one of the MAIN EMOTIONAL STORYBEATS OF THE SEASON, goofy ass baby name, the Texas plot line meaning nothing because it changed fuck all, all important storylines getting resolved off screen, Buck relieving the abandonment arc for the seventh fucking time, Ravi still getting NOTHING to do, OOC Buck and Hen and Eddie oh Tim Minear hell is HOT for you
#Not the worst season finale ive seen because I watched Supernatural and the umbrella academy#but this was one of the most meaningless ones ive seen#all because some guy wanted a ‘realistic’ death like fuck off mate your not him#I didnt like the season much anyway because the characters felt OOC to me personally but hell#literally nothing in this season matters#I can distinctly remember how each storyline in the past impacted the characters but it feels like NOTHING happened here#The disrespect towards Maddie is INSANE#they literally just brutalised her because they couldnt figure out what to do with her#she was literally pregnant again and you couldnt have her speak with the other characters with multiple children???#just give her SOME anxiety about bringing someone new into the house???#How it would affect Jee-yun?? Her career??#NOTHING??#DONT GET ME STARTED ON BUCK AND EDDIE#THE MOVING BACK IS RESOLVED OFF SCREEN?? THE THING THAT IMPACTED BUCK SO MUCH??#THAT WAS A MULTIPLE EPISODE STORYLINE THAT HE HAD TO COME TO ACCEPT??#THAT WAS ONE OF THE MAIN EMOTIONAL BEATS?? AND ITS OFF SCREEN??#MARAS ADOPTION IS OFF SCREEN?? THE KID GETTING BORN??#stupid as fuck name Bobby Nash Han??#COULDNT EVEN MAKE IT HIS MIDDLE NAME??#WHEN CHIMNEY’S FOSTER BROTHER IS RIGHT THERE??#getting Queerbaited in this day and age is insane#Like its textbook queerbaiting we never escaping the trenches 🙏😭#yes ive been dead Ive had finals but im almost free YIPPIE!#911 abc#911 spoilers#911 season 8#911 finale#Tim Minear#Buddie#I have more thoughts and will probably most them later im so pissy
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So Hoopla tells me I’m 50% of the way through oathbringer and also I know some spoilers (many spoilers) so aside from the best character in the entire series (Shallan) and the main character for this book (Dalinar), it is pretty fun for me that my two favorite characters so far are Moash and Elhokar. One is the moral North Star of this book so far (Moash) and the other is like a pitiful wet golden retriever who desperately wants to learn to roll over but is just flopping around on his back, which also makes me suspect of his actual desire to roll over because that isn’t a difficult thing to do (Elhokar). Incredible stuff. Very excited to see when I’m supposed to start hating Moash. Kinda doubting that will happen.
#just truly so far moash is what kaladin wants to be#it’s pretty unfortunate that branderson really flubbed the back third of their arc in words of radiance#you set up 800 pages making it seem like their divide would be about how their views on revenge divide#and then some prince just resolves kaladin’s vengeance quest while moash has no one in his corner and the actual issue is competing oaths#anyways love moash and elhokar i hope nothing happens to complicate that one#stormlight archive#cosmere#oathbringer#moash#elhokar kholin#kalmoash
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idk man the thing about the series post pjo is that it wants you to be aware of all the fucked up traumatic childhoods and systematic abuse all the characters experience but it doesn't want you to be too aware to the point that you're hung up on it and are calling for fundamental changes to the system.
if you dare call out all these issues the response you usually get is "these books are for kids :) what did you expect" "what you want out of it won't happen because this is children's media" .. but like dude look at all the heavy topics we're dealing with here lol. my bad for wanting all these issues acknowledged to the point where there's genuine resolve for these characters
#just thinking about how going to tartarus seemed like no big deal in tsats#and how percy is going to a university that wont admit him unless he gets 3 recc letters from the gods bc hes still paying for his existenc#is it on brand and fucked up for the gods to do this to him? yeah#but why is he just going with it#as if going to a mortal college is not an option for him#if those books went the direction of#“ykw i actually only hung on to this idea bc i buried my trauma so deep and this gave me a reason to keep going”#if both percy and annabeth had realizations at the end of the trilogy that this isnt actually want they want#if there is some emotional resolve for the both of them after years of going through traumatic event after traumatic event#that would actually be such a pleasant surprise and it would show maturity and growth for both characters#which we didnt really get to see with either of them after hoh#its hard to follow the plot of these new books when both these characters (and frankly jason leo and the others) have issues#that are deeply glossed over and not rlly talked about#am i making sense#yeah i do want them to have happy endings but how am i meant to believe they *are* happy when absolutely nothing has changed#ig theres a lot to say about the cycle of abuse and generational trauma#but the execution is :/#and jason died before we could really dive into his trauma#dont get me started on hazel leo and the others#pjo#percy jackson#cin's txt.
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After everything and this was the fucking song. God fucking hell. The heartbreaking poetic irony of it all.
#sleep token#caramel#i am bent over trying not to weep until there is nothing left of me bc fuck#guess we can all agree we're going to be sobbing and singing along to this live#this stage is a prison (FUCKING GOD )#i just wow this is just a lot#and I really do hope it shakes up fans#makes them think twice or reevaluate things#if anything it'll strengthen the resolve of those who do their best to protect them all in any way possible#also there is something so powerful in listening to this in the late hours that i just dont know if#it would have hit the same at any other time earlier
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i get the apartment
#mystery when maybe march maybe may... which would be the ideal tbh#nothing lease-wise has resolved but i have very kind friends#still crying but now it's#yaknow#love and relief.#😭
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Probably fine.
#mtefil#mtefil spoilers#I WAS THINKING i was thinking saving Dante was a little too easy. His safety has been so resolved during these last few chapters because it#has nothing to do with Lucifer--but if Baba Yaga is in control of the place where Verge is keeping Dante's body and there's no guarantee of#her cooperating with Verge--something that was kind of taken for granted before--then we could be looking at Dante Hostage Situation. . .2!#that would also solve the issue I was thinking about of Pacing regarding the danverge and priestmuri reunions presumably happening around#the same time. . . buuuuuut this could be nothing
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i don’t think i updated you guys about the physics nerd but we are on bad terms rn shit went down whoever said not to go for him you were right all along
#talking with atlas !#this is such a long rant i’m gonna try to sum it up bare w me#2 of my friends weren’t being the best people to me and one other friend and we called the physics nerd abt this bc he’s close w tjem#and we r all in the same group of friends but physics nerd and my 2 friends have made a little clique within the friend group#and just started to ignore me and the other friend#so we called physics guy and was like yo this is what is happening rn#and the other person we will call him f he was bashing and lowk crashing out bc of this bc he knows that the 2 friends don’t like him#and f was telling physics about tjis#and physics was like hey i can talk to rjem#and we were like NO#f said he just would drop them after prom#and i said ill figure smth out after prom bc ive been friends w them for almost a decade#but prom goes well but then a few days later the 2 friends call me and start to gang up on me telling me that i’m a bad person#just bc i was talking with f#like wtf what#so while they were telling me abt this i text physics and was like yo did you tell them abt what we talked abt in the car at prom ?#(okay so we dropped the 2 friends off to take pictures and me and f and physics and my other crush and another friend went out to eat)#(and f and i were talking abt the 2 girls)#and he texts me saying he thought we resolved everhring so he told them 2#and i’m here crashing out#and f is feeling actual betrayal bc he told physics so much and physics just told those 2 abt everything we said#it was nothing bad we were just complaining abt how we felt left out in the group#and the 2 were twisting our words and stuff#so yeah that’s why physics is no longer a thing we r dropping that fuck ass ho
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I know the kids like soft Sonadow and that has its time and place but I need more of Shadow impulsively kissing Sonic with blood staining both their teeth after a viscious fight, after which they proceed to not talk about it for a wholeass decade.
#Sonadow#eh fuck it I'll tag it#I also feel like Shadow's emotional intelligence might be greater than Sonic's#Shadow has the whole of Team Dark backing him as well as all his memories of Maria to cushion his resolve#but Sonic canonically struggles with being tied down to others and that includes his best friends#There is nothing more important to Sonic than personal freedom#and while that's his driving motive to protect the world from forces that would conquer/destroy it#It sometimes feels like he ultimately prioritizes his own#He's a very selfless hero for certain#I have little doubt about that#but at his core he's also a very selfish hedgehog#and I feel like that isn't talked about enough#this has been a post
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