#ilysm gray 🫶

[hyuuukais]

{if by some chance my finger slips and i send this earlier than i mean to,, do not open until 12:00am 🫵🤨}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGEOUS !!!!

🥳🎉🎊🍾🎁🎁🎁👯‍♂️🍾🪩🎊🎈🥳🎉🎊

WOAG !!! IT’S FINALLY HERE !!! 🤩 Now, I know it’s your birthday, and you should be the one celebrating such an achievement of another year of life and growth and accomplishments but hey, I am celebrating too!! Today, I am celebrating the fact that planet earth inhabits such a special wonderful person like you — and at the same time as me no less!! 🤯🤯 I hope that everyone in your life lets you know just how important you are to them today. I hope that you are selfish today, that you take time to yourself if you want or need it, that you ask for anything your heart desires, that you say exactly what you feel, because today is all about you. Your very own Lakey Day!!

I can’t let this day pass without telling you just how incredible you are,, how inspiring you are,, how kind and loved you are. Do you realize that you have already made an impact on hundreds of people in this lifetime? A thousand at least. Only a couple of revolutions around the sun and you have achieved what some people spend a lifetime hoping to do. A lot of us here on this platform (or maybe just me) have silly little blogs where we reblog our silly little pictures and that’s it. You on the other hand, with your words and thoughts and ideas and talent, you’ve brought people together. You create entire worlds out of nothing, you bring to life the embodiment of people we love. You provide entertainment and comfort — a little oasis where it feels like you’ve been teleported to another place or even another time. That is just amazing to me. I hope that you can sit with that knowledge today and recognize that YOU make a difference. I know that without a doubt, you will continue to make such a positive impact this little community we have here, and I am SO excited for what’s to come.

I love you so so so much Lakey !!! Happy Birthday 🩵🍓⚡️💙

my gray!!!! when i tell you this made today so much better. ilysm more than words can describe!!! you are so important to me and i really appreciate you and everything you do and have done for me ☹️💙 everyone needs to get themselves a gray 🙂‍↕️ (not this one though 🫵) i don't even know what to say!!!! you've rendered me speechless 🤭 i will finish this reply with photos of how this makes me feel:

[snekthedemonnoodle]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEVER ENDING SONG, THE FIRST SINGLE FROM FOUND HEAVEN AND ONE OF MY FAVORITE CONAN SONGS🫶 I LOVE U⭐️

[lizdive]

being older sibling to boothill and him following u around when he was first adopted and you putting the hat on his head and its way too big for him and and and

HIHI FIRST ANON 🫶 Boothill,,, oh the potential this man has,,,, ilysm anon <3 thank you for requesting ! if you are unsatisfied, just tell me and i’ll redo it !!

notes 𐙚 gender neutral — "you" used to refer to reader ,, pre-game boothill ,, reader as an older sibling ,, platonic ,, pre-game boothill’s name is unknown so he will still be referred to as boothill but his name is never said in dialogue ,, autumn is up for interpretation tee hee ,, not proofread so ignore any typos auhm

Winter is cold with it’s blanketing snow. Your fathers have both went out for reasons you didn’t care to listen to, too busy finding relief next to the fireplace. They would return soon as they always did, so you didn’t worry much. Wrapped nicely in a blanket as the flames’ orange light frames your figure, bathing you in it’s warmth.

The winter is cold, but the fire is warm. Your other siblings are either fast asleep or in their rooms. The winter tends to make them lethargic, and the boredom seems eternal when there’s nothing to do. You and your siblings cannot tend to the farm as easily as before, especially during the night when the cold seems all the more prominent due to the lack of sun.

The fire is loud, but the sounds of a wailing baby are louder. And when the door finally opens and you see your fathers enter, you spot the red-faced baby wailing and shivering.

You did not panic, you had seen the sight many times. It’s how your siblings came to be your siblings. And so, as Nick and Gray rushed to prepare accommodations for the youngest addition to the family, you held the baby in your embrace, warm from the fire and the blanket.

The baby’s wails calm quickly once his eyes make contact with yours, and they are quickly replaced by giggles.

Spring is nice and warm with a bit of a cold breeze. You and your other siblings had went out to tend to the farm and the spring harvest. In your hand you held a basket, and in your arm you held a toddler. His curious eyes didn’t look at a particular thing. Everything that was around you both was glanced at.

"You’re gonna help me harvest the veggies, right?" You ask, and the young boy nods happily as he is placed down on the floor. He stumbles, but soon regains balance.

That was the entire reason he was with you. He saw you leaving the house, and of course got fussy because how could big sibling leave him alone? (Gray and Nick were a bit offended.)

"You can go pull out the carrots." Boothill nods and quickly begins his assigned task. His eagerness makes you laugh faintly, and you begin to harvest the other vegetables nearby.

The minutes pass by as you hum a tune. You don’t know it’s name, but you know it’s your fathers’ favorite because every night while you were tucked into bed by one of them they would sing it to you and it would always lull you to slumber.

Once you were done with your part, you turn to look at Boothill. "Are you done?" You ask, and the loud laugh that leaves you almost surprises you from it’s abruptness. "Look at you!"

Your laughter makes Boothill giggle and laugh as well. To him your laughter was always contagious. "C’mere," you sigh with a smile, picking the young boy up with one arm and the basket with another.

"You’re a mess — how did you manage to get so dirty so quickly?" You ask, sliding the basket down to your elbow as you wipe his dirt-stained cheeks with your sleeve. Boothill squirms but does not complain. "Sorry.." he murmurs, but you shake your head as you make your way back home.

"It’s okay, we all get dirty. But you’re gonna have to take a looong bath!" Boothill’s eyes widened as he clung to your neck, tugging at the material of your attire. "Noo!!" He whined. "Yes~!" You reply in a sing-song tone. He squirms more in your hold until he is able to free himself, falling to the floor with an 'oof!'

Before you are able to check on him for injuries, he’s already running off in the vast fields of the farm, and you panic. "Wha- Get back here!!" You shouted, and so began the chase.

Summer is hot with it’s merciless heat and humidity. You try to find relief in the shade your hat brings to your head, shielding you from the blazing sun’s rays. The horses of the stables relax in their respective areas, and you make sure to greet them all with a pat between the ears before you guide one out, yours, and pet their mane with a smile.

What better way to spend the hot summer day than take a nice ride, the wind hitting your face as your horse gallops across the grassy fields?

Just as you place your foot on the stirup, you hear soft huffs from behind. You already know who it is as you sigh. "Didn’t I tell you to stay inside? It’s too hot for you," you say, turning around to face Boothill. The child pouted. "Y-You’re not my dad!" He retorted weakly, trying to catch his breath.

You smirk. "But I am your older sibling, so what I say goes," you tease, ruffling his hair. You retract your hand quickly, however, with a small hiss. It’s damp from sweat, no surprise, but it is also as hot as an oven. "Goodness- you’ll burn your scalp to a crisp," you frowned. Boothill does not say anything at first, looking away as he crossed his arms stubbornly.

"I’ll be fine!" He insisted, cheeks flushed from both the heat and embarrassment.

You rolled your eyes. The last time he got sick he was insufferable, especially since he got fussy anytime anyone other than you gave him his medicine.

Sighing, you lift a hand to remove the black hat on your head. You could handle the heat, he could not. Lazily, you drape it over his head, watching as it slid down over his eyes and eventually his entire face. He panics for a second at the sudden darkness, and you can’t help but laugh at him.

"Stop laughing!" He shouted in embarrassment as he adjusts the hat. You, in fact, did not stop laughing. Picking up the young boy, you plop him down onto the back of your horse before hoisting yourself up as well. "If you get sick, I’m not taking care of you," you said as your horse begins to move at a leisurely pace.

"That’s unfair!!"

[kaiserkisser]

hiihiii pookie!! just wanted to ask whzt are ur fav bands or artists? or the artists u listen to daily cuz i don't wanna rec u smth u alrdy know lol (also cuz i want to get to know u better :3)

this is one of my favs btw <3

alsoalso pls take care of urself bby drink lots of water and eat on time ilysm 💗🫶🏻

hello hello! uhh i dont really have any favorite bands/artists but if i HAD to choose id probably choose chase atlantic and alan walker (i know a LOT of alan's songs omg, but not as many for chase atlantic) and i know a lot of taylor swift songs too, although not all ofc thanks to my frnds ehe

the thing tho is that normally i just like listen to that one playlist i have, and occasionally my daily mix, so my songs n playlists are just a clusterfuck in plain language lmaoo so basically you're free to recommend me anything theres a pretty good chance i might not know the song ksadgdjska

what about you?? ALSO OMG I HAVE YET AGAIN FALLEN IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG, I ESPECIALLY LOVE THE BIT AFTER THE FIRST CHORUS THINGY WHERE LIKE ALL THE BACKGROUND MUSIC ABRUPTLY STOPS AND THEN THE BEAT RESTARTS A SEC LATER i am in love with that bit esp omgggg and the song itself is so relatable too omg tysm for the rec <33

[jameswilsonsupremacy]

Hi Lucas! Can I pls ask for Gold and Gray? Also can I participate in the ask game, too? Like, on my blog?

-juju🦦 @sarcasstic-jpmvr

OMG HI JUJU ILYSM /p🫶🫶🫶 of course you can participate in your own blog!!! I’ll be sure to send in some asks :)

Grey - is your bedroom themed?

Mine is not!! I’ve always been super envious of anyone who has a themed bedroom, they’re all so pretty!! The closest I have to a theme is that I have numerous musical posters on my walls—specifically Team StarKid and Tin Can Brothers! I also hang up my friends’ artwork :)

Gold - for any new followers, who are you?

A question I ask myself every day lol!! But in all seriousness, on Tumblr, I am just a silly little fandom blog! Primarily House MD, but I dabble in others as well—it’s just focused on one media because I am suuuper hyperfixated haha.

Identity label-wise, I’m a non-binary (they/them in English, elle/elles en español, & iel/iels en français!) latine/latinx student in the USA (timezone: EST). I am going for a BA in Writing, and am a part of my university’s honors college!

My dream job is a journalist covering the real-life stories of queer individuals (especially trans folks) in Middle Eastern and African countries, while also calling out western society & their hypocritical standings of shaming/critiquing other countries for how they treat their 2SLGBTQIA+ citizens when… the government (in the USA) is not doing much to protect their own queer citizens lol… I expect that this work will inevitably be something I cannot make a living off of, since western media tends to blatantly Not Care about anything that will contrast with their values, so I’ll probably work in a coffee shop for the rest of my life and live with a bunch of roommates!

I am also super pro-mental health care, and a real-life example that there is always a better tomorrow. I have multiple diagnoses that sometimes come up in my headcanons of characters because protection is a loved coping skill <3 I’ve been in recovery/healing for about 10-11 months now, and grateful for my opportunity to find love in the form of sunny days and comforting drinks. I still have dark days, and hopelessness still crawls in sometimes—that doesn’t mean my story is over yet. Yours isn’t either. Please stay safe and value your mental health <3

At the end of the day, I’m just a silly, overthinking black coffee lover who writes poetry in their free time and projects onto fictional characters! I’m really bad at answering messages right away simply because life is busy, but I always love making new friends!! Please feel free to reach out!!

[sebsxphia]

Seb!!! Hi <3 said I’d be back in your inbox soon with some Joel thots, so here I am! ☺️ I apologize in advance for how long this got, this one really got away from me haha 😬🫶🏼

SO, since we were discussing Joel having an innocence kink and I CANNOT for the life of me stop thinking about it, I propose:

Dad’s best friend Jackson era Joel 👀👀

Your family has been settled in Jackson for a couple of years now and your life there is happy, safe, if not a little mundane… until Joel Miller moves into town with his daughter, Ellie. And you don’t know what it is, but there’s just something about him — maybe his gruff exterior, his broad shoulders in those flannels, the messy curls, his graying beard, maybe his intense, dark eyes or that deep southern drawl — that just draws you to him instantly.

And it’s just your luck that once he and Ellie had settled in, Joel became fast friends with your father. Your parents inviting them over for dinners, Joel offering to come over and fix things up in your house, sitting outside on your porch and playing his guitar with your dad.

You’ve never really been with anyone, never felt this way for anyone—there was never much time to think about things like crushes or relationships when most of your life thus far had been spent trying to survive the apocalypse. But the moment you meet Joel, that all changes. You can’t deny your attraction to him; can’t help the way your heart rate picks up, skin heating up any time he’s near, a flush building up on your cheeks whenever he speaks to you. You can hardly look him in the eye without stumbling over your words and try as might to hide it, you know he must know.

You think there’s no way Joel would ever reciprocate your feelings, that he probably just sees you as a silly little girl with a crush… But, you couldn’t be more wrong. Because, little did you know, the second Joel saw you he was just as hooked.

Joel definitely goes out of his way to see you, dropping by your family’s house for a beer, or to check out your dad’s CD collection he’d told him all about, to fix the broken door handle in your room that your mom had mentioned one night. Stopping by the town’s greenhouse when he finds out from Ellie that you spend a lot of time there gardening, under the guise of wanting to do something nice and pick out some flowers for her. All in the hopes of getting just a glimpse of you.

He knows it’s wrong, that he shouldn’t be feeling this way about someone so young, his new friend’s daughter nonetheless. You’re in your 20s and he’s an old man, but he can’t help but be captivated by you. Your sweetness, your kind smile, your pretty eyes that dart away from his at any given chance, your plush, pouty lips that he just wants to bite into. The way his name sounds so sweet the rare times it comes from your lips (and how much he’d love to hear you say it all breathy and desperate for him). The pretty little sundress you wear whenever your parents invite him over for dinner that leaves his jeans feeling a little too tight :) And he looooves the way your cheeks blush, relishes in how flustered you get any time he walks into a room. You’re just so sweet, and innocent, and Joel can’t help but fantasize about all the things he’d love to do to you. The ways he’d like to touch you—wondering if hoping he’d be the first, all the ways in which he’d like to corrupt you. Joel just wants to devour you.

Aaaah I’m sorry again, this turned into a novel 😭 you know I can’t control myself when it comes to the Joel thots, but I hope you enjoy it hehe !!! ilysm Seb 🥰 and I’m sending you the biggest forehead smooch and so many hugs!! 🥹💜💕💜💕💜💕 - @sugarcoated-lame 💕

KRICKET! THE MOMENT I READ THIS I LOST MY GOD DAMN MIND, THIS IS SUCH A THOT! 😵‍💫

god! all of this is so incredibly real and i just love love love it all, aaaaaaaaah! it’s the beginnings and emergence of joel’s innocence kink tee hee 🤭

but can you imagine when it first starts to divulge? both of you know that this is so wrong, being your dad’s older friend, but his touch is electric to you. you sheepishly admit that you haven’t had much experience in your life time, with the outbreak and all, and joel is practically salivating at the thought.

he gets to the be the guy that teaches you these things? he gets to be the guy that gets to be your first for some things? he’s staving off his orgasm the moment your hand ghosts his tight jeans.

he teaches you how to deepthroat, how to ride cock, what it feels like to be eaten out, how to squirt, but don’t even get me started on when you first see his erect cock.

your eyes go wide and you swallow thickly. joel doesn’t fail to notice your panicked expression. “y’ okay, darlin’?”

“its just… the other two guys i’ve had… they weren’t, uh, as big? as you are?”

you watch how his cock twitches at your words. joel is having to hold back his smirk, knowing that he’s going to be the first to properly stretch out your tight cunt.

���oh, baby. i know, i know. don’t worry, ‘m gonna take it so slow with you. this old man won’t hurt you, i promise, sweetheart.”

the money i would pay to be joel’s pretty, innocent thing who he wants to ruin with his cock 🥺

please, never, ever apologise my love! i absolutely adored this and i adore you even more! ilysm kricket my love and i’m sending you so many forehead smooches and hugs, mwah! 🥹🥰💗💕🫶🏼

[faithst]

hi hi hi! 🥰

i saw you said you were bored so i will flood you with some questions, bc you did the same for me 🫶🏻

(also bc i want to get to know you more hehe, in a non-creepy way)

this is just a list of questions i thought of, you don’t have to answer all of them just pick whatever

rose’s questions :

how did you get into kpop?

who were your first ults?

have you been to a kpop concert before?

who would you pick if you could be friends with one of the zb1 members? and why?

what are you hoping for in the upcoming zb1 album? like the genre/type of songs?

what inspires your writing?

aaaaaand do you have a song rec? 🤍🤍

omg, hi ‼️ ily btw💕

thank u sm for curing my boredom, i hope you achieve everything u want in life 🤝

answers !!

1) i got into kpop from hearing bts’ dna !! yk the whistle part. yeah suuuuper addicting 🫢

2) my first ult would be nct ! if you’re talking abt bias; my first ult bias is haechan 🌻

3) nope, i’ve never been to a concert before. though, i do want to (who doesn’t 🫣) i’m not going to specify my age but i am quite young to go alone/w my friends. I HOPE I DO GET TO GO TO A ZB1 CONCERT THO💥

4) I WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH GYUVIN SM. he’d be a fun friend ngl. but i do already have a gyuvin-coded friend @trashhdez 😛

5) ngl, i wouldn’t mind any genre of song. i’d listen to it on repeat everyday but if i were to choose maybe songs similar to jellypop/hot summer 👍

6) well, i have alot of delusional thoughts and alot of delusional friends with delusional thoughts 🥰

7) ciipher - stay (i love this song sm)

echan - eternal summer

ateez - mist

conan gray - the exit

rory webley - something super sweet

THANK YOU FIR THE QUESTIONS BTW ILYSM‼️💕

[sleepysnk]

☆ Put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. It's time to spread positivity ❤︎

thank you gray 🫶🏻 ILYSM!!

[saetoru]

Happy New Year beautiful Tee :> i hope 2023 is amazing for you 💖

omg not us sending asks at the same time 🙈 soulmates hehe

HAPPY NEW YEARS MOST SWEETEST GRAY BBY 💋 i hope u achieve all the things u want this year and i hope ur treats u well bc u deserve it mwah ilysm 🫶🏽

[delcakoo]

AY HE'S MORE THEN OKAY IN MY EYES, what he did to Arisu was unprovoked I agree but it's wtv. It was Chishiya so it's fine imo /hj

you said "song reccs" and I had a billion ready in mind

Jobless Monday - Mitski

Too Close - Sir Chloe

Always Forever - Cults

Lovers Rock - TV Girl

Training Wheels - Melanie Martinez (reminds me of Jay ngl)

Rises The Moon - Liana Flores

Reflection - The Neighbourhood

Dreaming of You - Cigarettes After Sex

Must be a Dream - Tempesst

Teen Idle - MARINA

The Cut That Always Bleeds - Conan Gray

Call it What You Want - Taylor Swift

Angry Sea - Mother Mother

I Guess I'm in Love - Clinton Kane

Stalker's Tango - Autoheart

I really hope you like a few of the songs I know my music taste is kinda basic *scratches head*

YES LIKE SOON AS I CAN ON THURSDAY YOU'LL HAVE A DM FROM ME :) OMG YES EXCHANGING SPOTIFYS>>>>>>>

I enjoy it sm you won't even understand, YURR WHEN YOU GET THE MOTIVATION GET STARTED! Spiderwon will be finished one day I believe in you <3

WIPs deserve justice from us fr

"katto" my heart exploded.

nah he said bye and went to get milk 😭😭😭😭😭 oh well

ilyyyyyyyyyy

-😻

PMG OK I ADDED MOST TO MY SONG RECC PLAYLIST ILL LISTENT O EM EVENTUALLY! AND SJDHFJFN BRO I LOVE MELANIE MARTINEZ SO MUHC TRAINING WHEELS IS JUST HEAVENLY 🫶🫶🫶

and thank u for believing in me ILYSM T-T YES KATTO MY BELOBEDDDD <33

[hyuuukais]

our national gf day date as promised 💘

WAAAAH I LOVE IT SM !!!!!!! 🥹🥹🥹

may i also add:

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[hansensgirl]

okay first off baby, I don't want nothing of that negativity on your blog okay???

you deserve nothing less than the world, and this is your blog. ignore them. ignore their comments. I understand fully about the spam likes, and it's literally your blog so you can do what you want???

second off, that shit with them being there since 2012? bitch get in line :))) I've been here that long as well, been shadow banned three times and had my account closed twice.

and yes, most of the times it was spam likes.

third - I can't wait for your lloyd fic tomorrow <3 I have to watch the gray man soon. chris with the mustache is k i l l i n g me.

remember I love you sm and you're my princess <3 <3 <3

DINA BABY HIIIII!!!!

what. the. fuck!!! I AM SO SO SOFT RN HOW DARE YOU!! ugh thank you so so so much sweetie pie!! my precious baby omggg ilysm!!!

the shadowban thing is so very real and annoying!! it happens repeatedly and there’s been no permanent solution!!

HEHEH YAYYY!!! omg i need to know more about your thoughts on lloyd! lmk when you watch it!!

i love you even more!! my queenie!! 💖💖🥰💓💕💖🥰🫶💞💘😘😘😘🤍🤍🥹💞💘😘💗💓💕🤍🥰🫶

[thereallvrb0y]

BYEE ILYSM GRAY, I HOPE YOI HAVE A GREAT AND WONDERFUL REST OF YOUR DAY, AND VENICE BITCH IS SUCH A PRETTY SONG I LOVE IT SM BYEE 🫶🫶🫶🫶

BYE I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCHHHH!!! HAVE FUN AT SCHOOL !! 🫶🫶🫶

[hyuuukais]

comfort channie for you since you aren’t feeling well ☹️🫂😪❤️‍🩹

this is so ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ i love this sm, thank you gray, ilysm ☹️🥺💙🫂🫶

[hyuuukais]

hey hey hey hey listen to me actually. you 🫵 are perfect!! no matter what you wear, no matter what your brain tries to convince you of, you’re amazing. okay?? you shine sooo bright, you’re gorgeous inside and out.

i hope you have a great time out today. i’m manifesting you luck for at least one bang chan on your next album pull 🫶🏼 (because he agrees with me and thinks you’re worthy and stunning and irreplaceable at all times - i called and asked him, it’s true 🙂‍↕️)

ily + don’t u forget it!! 💙🫂🩵🍓⚡️

what if i start sobbing 😭 !!!! you're so sweet and i did have a rlly nice time out :(( got boba and an album, so all was good 🫶 ily so so so so so so freaking much!!!! and i hope u know that all your words are true for yourself too, you beautiful human being 🫵

also! this must be what gave me the luck of actually pulling bang chan! and indirectly gave me luck for eyebrow piercing hyunjin as well 🙂‍↕️

ilysm gray!!!!!!! 💙🩵🍓⚡️

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[sleepysnk]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUMSIE 🫶🫶🫶 I HOOE YOU HAVE THE BEST BIRTHDAY BECAUSE YOU ONLY DESERVE THE BEST >:)

p.s. I told Gagamaru to come over to urs and let you”unwrap” him 😼

AAAA THANK YOU GRAY 🥹🫶🏻🫶🏻 ILYSM

and okg.. he’s coming rn 😈 i will be away while this happens