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Little things they do when they are in love

[ HEADCANONS ] [ Wise, Lighter, Haramusa ]
[ Zenzless Zone Zero ]

Some of my favorite boooys ~ i been craving to read ANYTHING with them so i guess it would be better IF I JUST DO IT MYSELF SINCE I DONT FIND WHAT I WANT!!!
Hope you enjoy it, dear reader ~

Wise
Slowly getting involved on what you like. This is his way to share and get more into your life, he keeps mental notes of things you like and whenever he come across a tape about that topic he keeps it to watch it later (if it is a documental it is even better!), and he does it by things like music and TV shows too, he finds himself having your favorite songs in the background as he works or watching some of your favorite TV shows whenever he doesn't know what to watch and just want to relax
Keeping reminders about important things. Wise in an organized guy, he values a lot order so whenever you tell him something important for you he keeps mental notes, and sometimes even keep little notes about things that are important for you, special upcoming events and dates, he have notes in his wall and reminders in his phone (thanks Fairy for that actually)
Treating you like a child. Its not his intention to accidentally offend you or underestimate you but he is a big brother, he is used to her caotic sister so is just almost instictively that whenever you do something reckless or start to goof around his big brother side kicks in and somehow end up being the responsible adult of the relasionship, letting you just be but being aware in case he need to stop you before you injure yourself or something (although, he does end up talking to you as if you were a child)
Sharing interesting stories. Thanks to his work as proxy he had quite some experiences and funny stories, and after having to restart with a new account after being hacked those stories have just increased since he met interesting people, so he is always up to share those stories (without revealing names or concerning details), and whenever he isn't sharing stories about his work as proxy is about a tape he just saw that it was really interesting!
Giving you unexpected gifts. Wise has the costum to surprise you with small gifts, nothing too extravagant nor expensive but there are incredibly meaningful, but at the same time some of them are quite weird and unique, sometimes he gifts you things he have build himself, other times are small things he got back from hollows thanks to Eus (free from corruption) and other times are things he get thanks to his new friends, but no matter from where it comes the gift or what it is it is always given with a lot of love, just hoping it will make you smile

Lighter Lorenz
Remembering important things for you. Lighter doesn't remember much things, specially from the fights after all for him the fighting is not really important, is just his work (unless, of course, is someone who has ill intentions to any of the Sons of Calydon or you), however he does always remember important things for you, you are important for him so he make mental notes of things he sees important to remember for you, and thanks to that he would surprise you more than once with saying something you mentioned some time ago or by gifting you something incredibly meaningful
Shielding you from everything and anything. Lighter isn't the type to underestimate you but he is the type to put himself between you and danger, between the love and adoration he has for you and his past being protective over you is almost an instinct, he is quick to step infront of you when someone is mad at you, even threat anyone who means to actually harm you, but he is also quick to take place at your side to shield you whenever you two are in crowded places or just when you show the slighlest hint of discomfort
Carrying something that reminds him of you. Lighter carries some things on him of the people he lost, and since can be busy at times for long period of times so he always carries something on him that remind him of you too, he makes sure to never lose it nor get damage, specially if it is something you gifted him (if it gets damage because of a fight he will be furious before start feeling incredibly sad when seeing you again)
Letting his guard down whenever you two are together. Lighter is used to be on guard and to don't express much, he used to be almost all the time in fights and now that he is the champion of the Sons of Calydon too, but whenever is just the two of you Lighter find himself relaxing, his shoulders relaxed a bit as a sigh escape his lips with a smile, something that only happens with you
Openly expression love but in indirect ways. Despite his past and intimidating presence Lighter can be quite shy when it comes to romance, he has no problems with accepting his feelings nor admiting them out loud (well, not much problems) still when it comes to romantic and more direct gestures of his feelings like pda are actually dificult for him, he gets quite shy but still he finds way to express how much he loves you, keeping you close, putting an protective arm around you and giving you meaningful gift and things that could express how much he loves you without words

Asaba Haramusa
Patting your head. Haramusa is someone who loves cats, he love pampering them so there are times when for him you just look so adorable that he can't stop himself from patting your head like if you where a kitty, he may be caught of guard if you point it out and may even feel a bit embarrased but it doesn't really bother him, even if you try to tease him about it he will just laugh before turning around the teasing (and if you get flustered he will just think you are even more adorable!)
Staring at you in disbelieve. Harasuma had quite a lot of problem because of his sickness and the doctor that was taking care of him as a child, he was pretty insolate and sometimes feel self-councious because of his condition so there are times where he doze of while staring at you, his mind wandering around the memories he has with you, wondering how he have even been so lucky to have someone so amazing sticking at his side because of pure and sincere love
Always seaking your company. Between how comforting your presence is and how much he loves you Harasuma is constantly seaking for your company and comfort, but he isn't exactly clingy so he does in more subtle ways and is actually greatful for everytime you two get to spend some time just doing nothing special, those are times where he apreciate still being alive and being able to be with you
Expression love in indirect and child-like ways. Haramusa prefers to takes things easy and in a more laid back way, he does love you deeply but getting specially emotional isn't exactly his thing (he doesn't like it much), so he end up doing it in more child-like and innocent ways, by giving you silly compliments like how you are the best pillow or leaning over you whenever he is pretending to be sick to skip work
Keeping you as emergency contact. Haramusa doesn't like much giving more importance than necesary to his sickness, he doesn't like being stopped by it nor spend the time he still has worrying about it, so keeping you as an emergency contact is pretty much a big step, showing that he trust you with his life but at the same time indirectly saying that he trust you won't look down at him nor pity him for his condition

#zenless zone zero#zenless zone zero x reader#zzz x reader#zzz wise#wise#wise x reader#lighter lorenz#lighter lorenz x reader#lighter x reader#asaba harumasa#asaba harumasa x reader#harumasa x reader#x reader#x gn reader#video games x reader
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yknow i say im a huge multishipper but i wouldnt actually consider myself much of a shipper at all. just open to the idea of trying everything once. the term has typically romantic connotations and follows the assumption that i think, and want, these characters to be good for eachother.
I'm, personally, less interested in the prexisting chemistry than i am in the puzzle of figuring out what differing circumstances could potentially cause two characters who have seemingly nothing in common to become eachothers everything.
This could explain my favorism towards rarepairs and more convoluted dynamics, and my aversion to popular, fluffy pairings that have already been explored a thousand times over, there's no work for me to do there.
Not to mention that when a ship becomes too popular it starts cannibalising itself, and lots of good, interesting characterisations are lost in the sea of people bending characters into pre-orchestrated, saccharine dynamics. alot of which are usually downright fetishy in nature, particularly in mlm pairings.
I mean i would say being able to get ooc and self indulgent is downright mandatory for making a good fic, but there's only so many times i have to read a fic about a big, overprotective, manly-man top who does all the work and the shy, small, swoony, softhearted femme-wifey-bottom before it starts to just be lazy.
I actively have to go out of my way to search 'switch' tags if i want true-to-the-character, mutual emotional reciprocation. which i really, really shouldn't have to do as an ace person who actively skips through nsfw.
And it's not that popular wlw pairings aren't guilty of these problems aswell, but those tend to lean more into the 'soft lesbians who can do no wrong' stereotype, which always completely (butch)ers all nuisance that makes the ship worth shipping in the first place.
As well as that's if they're even the focus of the story at all and aren't just shoved to the side by the main mlm couple. mlw pairings can be culpable of both these things, with the added risk that you find out the author made a twitter post with the characters in front of the 'super straight' flag.
Though i also wonder if me being aspec plays any part as again; im not as interested in the romantic aspects as i am in the possible hurdles they may face throughout the potential relationship.
Anyone else feel like this?
#though its not that i hate popular ships.#ill read anything if i find it interesting#cryptic ramblings#ship discourse (but not really)#fandom critical#fandom crit#fandom#this is about fandom and shipping culture in general but some places i see this in are#homestuck#genshin impact#zhongchi#davekat#dirkjake#ittogorou#kavetham#< these are ships i actually quite like. im just not too fond of the fanon characterizations of#dirkjake has gotten far better over the years though#if you have any more leave them in the tags#yknow for someone who hates discourse i sure do talk about it alot#in my defense it's the people who get really pressed over their pairings#and become aggressive at differing opinions that I don't like#oh and#neuvifuri#kazuscara#longpost#xiaoven#thomato#kaebedo#chiscara
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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY
#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK#ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK#my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3#so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first#which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go#but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it#from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN#about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change#the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even#and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop#to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel#and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember#reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not#the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often#misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#playthru#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#change god#WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK
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Assumption: while you aren't against ship fics, you lean towards found family dynamics more often, with shipping and romance as background/afterthoughts.
True - tho it does sometimes depend on the fandom for the most part yeah I like the relationship to be in the background or atleast not the main focus
#ask#anon#even when i do read a ship centric fic im more there for the drama then the couple actually getting together#its why i usually find myself skipping the ending#and sex scenes im just not interested in that bit#ill literally just read the dialogues to see if anything plot important is being said
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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms
#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww#i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces#but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this#video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one#supposes the point of all of this but idk#its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no#anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when#the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein#like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale#i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to#me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to#refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i#was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing#game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking#regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have#shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i#come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking#to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond#which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the#i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed#with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this#and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have#like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i#dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti#off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh
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Went skimming thru late trimax For Reasons, got caught up reading the Legato fight, realized things about the fight that I never had before & went WOW, I kind of want to write an analysis post right now!
Felt the same kind of insanity grip me, however momentarily, that fueled all my analysis posts however many months ago. Too tired to actually word things coherently right now, but...
I May or may not have a full(ish?) analysis of the Legato & Vash fight a la style of This post analyzing the Trigun: Multiple Bullets fight that got unexpectedly kind of popular. People seemed to really appreciate that one, & I even had some ppl saying it could be cool if I did that for others?
So. Legato fight. Maybe. Feel free to remind me later if u see no mention of it again for over a week lol
#speculation nation#ive been wanting to go back into reading the manga again#ive only slowly (VERY slowly) been puttering along with where i am in my fic#for research purposes with the fic.#i do want to go back through the manga bc i STILL havent done a full reread of it#ive just reread so many different parts of it for assorted research that im probably getting to some 10 or so reads total lmao#i wanna reread it in full tho front to back to sort out any stray details and remember any timeline things i might have slightly skewed.#the problem with reading the manga though. is that every fucking time i look at it. i am consumed by a drive to research EVERY little thing#so me reading turns into 'hm thats interesting. that reminds me of this thing that i know happens in volume 8. let me just check that now--'#and i end up so dreadfully distracted every damn time. bc i end up with all my wires crossed and my attention pointing a million ways#it's exhausting. and so i havent been reading the manga outside of random research dives.#im very good at that. i know every volume of the manga and can find Anything within 1 or 2 mins (at the Most)#which is also kind of the problem lol. fingers in too many pies. so many things to think about.#if i get back into Actually rereading the manga tho you can bet ur ASS ill find more things to make posts about#every time i open up the manga i find new things that i could analyze.#i just havent. bc i dont have time. but. ykno what. maybe i Could get back into it...#remind me later. this is one of my favorite fucking fights with my favorite Fucking panels#and i realized smth about the shit Vash is doing that was making me lose my MINDDDD#later tho. ive been sleep deprived today. and it is time for me to rest.#& yea yea ITNL is still the main focus. but idk i have such a mind for details and i remember So many things about the manga#i wanna show that off to people again. and thus. Analyses!!! :D#later. goodnight for now
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on one hand completely ignoring your emotions is soo good for my mental stability and productivity but man i miss staring at the ceiling and listening to sad songs on loop
#idk if depression is the right word but yeah that author was right you become comfortable in your sadness you start loving it because#it becomes such a defining part of you#if i don't engage in any bad habits throughout the day i start to feel so uncomfortable and wrong and unfamiliar#that i crash and do something old me would've done again :(#the bounce back time has significantly improved tho so that's a relief#also lol who am i kidding pms will come soon im sure#but anyway#i physically can't listen to waiting room rn i listened to the opening notes and it was like#like a dam about to burst#so i just closed the gate very fast#i can't be sad rn because then i will feel lonely and then i will miss people and they won't miss me and ill cry the gasping for breath#i don't know what to do with this emptiness in the middle of my chest crying#man i hope this doesn't have any long term consequences#also i hope one day being good feels like me again and rotting in bed becomes unbearable again#i used to be so active like not physically but idk just like engaged with life more#curiously excitedly#well there's no going back now but i do hope i find a good balance#i was reading normal people and kinda rerealised that woah this sadness will always be a huge part of me. you only get#one childhood and. welp it got too real too relatable#i hope i don't turn out like her every self help book ive read says kids follow in their parents footsteps but god i hope not#this is why boys will always be so scary to me#future seems so bleak sometimes like not my 20s they'll be fire im sure but after that. am i even capable of being loved long term?#if the person who knew me the most well can move on from me in a flash. well then. i don't have anything more to give this is all#what has this post even become oh god. whatever. ill keep trying to be smarter first interesting second hopefully lovable will follow
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the last remaining threads of my sanity are slipping through my fingers rn 🚬 😑
#i'm out of cigarettes i'm incredibly ill and i'm reconsidering my relationship to a certain fandom.#look i'm NOT saying i'm gonna stop the divorce proceedings but uh. fuck. i may have been re reading some of my older works and unfinished#fics and i MAY. i repeat MAY. have some tiny shred of interest posting about st*r w*rs again#motherfucker i'm SO hesitant to speak that into existence and will be absolutley APOPLECTIC if it happens bc i don't fucking WANNA like sw!#i divorced it! i took the kids (my ocs) & filed a restraining order & crossed state lines & broke all contact and yet! and fucking yet!!!!#i find myself in tags i havent visited in over two years on the archive like some beaten dog slinking back home to a shitty master#i honestly hate like. fucking ALL of the shit i've written from then that i reread and some of it was so bad i couldnt even bring myself to#click on it after reading the summary. like. UGH! i have a half baked fic idea i wrote a little for and i think it's more compelling than#any of the literal dogshit i posted back then so i MIGHT work on polishing that up and posting something that isn't actual garbage by my#current standards. all of this is still up in the air tho bc i dont know if the hyperfixation or even the bare minimum lvl of interest has#returned or if it's just fever induced delirium. i've been having INCREDIBLY fucked up bad horrible awful vivid dreams as of late so fever#induced brain fuckery isn't out of the question. sigh. i'm so mad abt this#even if i do regain some interest in the fandom i don't think i'll have any interest in new source material after the mando s2 finale &#tbo.bf sucking ass & the obi show being mid & everything with the ST. i plan on watching ando.r but after that? zero interest in anything#new from sw. so. if anyone still reading this and is getting excited abt me POSSIBLY MAYBE being interested in sw just know i still hate it#a bit and feel like i'm being dragged kicking and screaming back into this mess unwillingly. or it's due to a fever. god i need a smoke#len speaks#that's literally the longest tag rant i've ever gone on. fuck that's a BAD sign
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have you dated a lot?
Not really! I've had 3 official relationships, 1 with a girl and 2 with guys... the girl was first and the guys were after that because I wasn't 100% sure if I was gay. After I broke up with the second guy I just kinda stopped dating altogether for a long while and slowly realized and accepted that I was indeed gay and that I missed being with a girl and that the idea of spending my life with a man didn't appeal to me at all, even though I like guys as friends and can find them cute and attractive and whatnot sometimes too. MOSTLY I've just been single for long periods of time though, and rn I'm like the constant single 9th wheel of my friend group which is getting pretty old hahaha
#the only one i ever felt in love with was the girl but unfortunately it was a v toxic relationship too#i'm more than ready to meet the girl of my dreams and settle down for real now but#i live on an island that is like#EVERYONE knows each other and its super insular and old fashioned in ways so that doesnt really help either#you always feel like somebody's mom is gonna be all in your business or your classmate from grade 4 or sthg and its hard to meet people#especially if youre gay but#im also just really bad at displaying my interest in people i find attractive hahaha#i get told im kinda like daria or something just like hard to read and deadpan#even when i think im being obvious about my emotions#so other people usually have to pursue me#for anything much to happen#mostly im just shy and also worried ill annoy people by coming onto them if they arent interested or also gay hahaha#p
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need to find a fanfic writer bestie or something cause im in the mood (always in the mood) to draw for fanfics but i have a Lot of trouble doing so without being told first (mostly cause i have a lot of trouble reading fanfics period lol)
#mine.txt#i have specific tastes when looking for fics so i cant just read things willy nilly unfortunately#but if a pal told me to read something and then draw it ill do it in a heartbeat#idk its just hard to find inspiration when youre not a naturally passionate person#its why i keep making fanart rather than original art btw#cause when youre making fanart you can just leech off the creators passion#while for original art you gotta manufacture that shit yourself#and since im now back to not having an obsession to cling onto after lowering my interest on zam#im just kinda lost on what to do#theres the fanfics im working on ofc but idk how long thatll last#idk kinda lowkey regret properly engaging with fandom after just lurking#not cause out of anything negative happening but rather the opposite#i miss the times when im able to cling onto an interest in something and creating stuff out of said interest#cause otherwise i dont feel much of anything and it reflects in the way i draw aka very sketchy and just. ''lost''#i know since its a purposeful interest i can theoretically just cling onto whatever i want#but i have certain criteria i like to follow cause otherwise it just feels pointless#its why you dont see me making art for stuff like different kinds of fashion for example#cause yeah im i terested in it and yeah i could make stuff out of it#but i know eventually ill start feeling like its pointless#and itd be nobody elses fault but mine
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i lied reading that was very much a mistake and i am now going to be kinda paranoid for a while
#the classic something that i find upsetting only bothers me afterwards#im for sure going to be reading something tamer next#ill ask anna for recs in the morning i think#and go look through the yuri tag a bit myself#see if anything seems interesting#the next thing i would be reading would probably be okay#but it is tagged gore#which was part of my issues with gardens of gehenna
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😖
#you know when ur so into a thing you cant even watch/read it cause you keep getting too excited or happy and having to take breaks#in other words yea im watching sentinel again how could you tell#i was the same reading monstrous regiment i had to stop reading and take a walk every few pages cause i kept being too happy or whatever#and dreamboy too actually? id pause it and scroll an app for a while so i could like process the emotions or whatever#yea a lot of its also to do with my fesr of running out of The Thing that happens with everything i like#but a big part of it is also just aagh like liking it too much and having to process it for a sec#theres just something so endearing about this series idk why#i think its special cos it feels so exclusive since its so hard to find#but also its a 90s series and i never rly watched a lot of those#reminds me of spn in some ways too and you know that shaped my psyche growing up and all#eeeee it just takes me forever to watch/read/listen to anything cause i have to take breaks to walk around and flail my hands and stuff#id say this is embarrassing but this is the Special Interests website so i dont think ill be criticized for likinh a thing too much#my post#the ep im watching now (s3ep19) is so fucking. friendship is magic shit im gonna CRY#stupid showwwwwww#also its got the endearing factor of early-internet fandom yk#like fansites and terminology i havent even heard before! and like everything feels so different from how its nowadays its so incredible
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sometimes i think about my therapist suggesting i get tested for autism (since it and adhd are comorbidity buds) and like looking back with that lens. maam i dont think i need to be tested.
#remember collecting rocks as kids#collecting everything getting absorbed into niche interests.#TO THIS DAY. I CAN GO OVER WHAT HAPPENED WHEN THE WOLVES AT YELLOWSTONE WERE ERADICATED#FROM A KIDS NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC I READ AT THE OPTOMETRIST#BECAUSE I WAS FUCKING FIXATED ON THAT#GIRL UR RIGHT BUT LIKE IDEK WHERE TO GET TESTED AND ALSO PREJUDICES AND STUFF SCARE ME#the me rn is this and ffxiv lore. ask me anything and ill either know it OR know exactly where to look to find out#(bc my memory is shit)#did you know after the allied tribes quest theres one of the dreamingways teaching ogul the lophop#its so fucking cute omg#she said it was because her grandma taught her the yol dance lmao
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Headcanon that Shen Yuan was hotter than Shen Qingqiu, actually.
Like yeah SQQ being a cultivator gave him a boost to enough attributes + being in a stallion novel where everyone is either unrealistic hot or dog's butt ugly got the Shen Qingqiu body extra points, and he wasn't bad looking to begin with. Plus not being ill is vastly more important to the new Shen Qingqiu than those extra hotness points (Without a Cure notwithstanding). But part of the reason why he's kind of like, meh, at least I'm not hideous or anything, is because Shen Yuan's original body was a knock out.
I also like him as chronically ill, and, as many people know, beauty standards and sustained suffering are not as incompatible as they should be. Shen Yuan was conventionally attractive in part because conventional beauty standards seem to want everyone slowly dying all the time. But even setting that aside, the man had flawless bone structure, an appealing figure, captivating eyes, and the kind of voice that stopped people in their tracks.
All of which was a contributing factor to his antisocial lifestyle, actually. Despite the fact that Shen Yuan does enjoy company and requires a certain baseline of social enrichment for his enclosure, his internalized homophobia and closeting did not play well with overtures from interested parties (regardless of gender). The only way to minimize the odds of him being asked out on dates was to essentially become a shut-in, especially since even Shen Yuan can only make so many excuses before he himself starts to notice that he's going to a lot of effort to avoid specifically that avenue of socialization. Far better to just remove himself from any risk of it, and then vocally lament that oh no he's just too much of a nerd to get anywhere with women!
Anyway this largely doesn't matter much outside of sheer comedy potential for any situation where SY gets his old body/life back. Like imagine a reveal scenario where the System is going to transport them back to their old lives.
Shang Qinghua: well bro I guess this is gonna be the ultimate test of love, right?
Shen Yuan: what do you mean?
Shang Qinghua: our husbands are gonna see what we looked like back before we were glorious cultivators! they're going to have to track us down in our mundane, kinda shitty pre-transmigration lives! it's gonna be at least a little embarrassing, right?
Shen Yuan: *gets his old body back*
Shang Qinghua, normal human with average looks: ...
Shen Yuan, exemplary 11/10: ?
Shang Qinghua: what. the fuck?? bro what the fuck why are you hot???
Shen Yuan: don't make it weird
Shang Qinghua: make it weird??? why were you sitting at home reading my shitty novel when you could have been out there building your own harem???
Shen Yuan: stop exaggerating
Shang Qinghua: oh my god you've always been like this. this is it, isn't it? it wasn't even brain damage from the transmigration or something--
Shen Yuan: hey
Shang Qinghua: --you've just always been completely unaware, haven't you? every time I wrote a beautiful woman who didn't know her own appeal you'd be jumping down my throat--
Shen Yuan: because that's a stupid trope--!
Shang Qinghua: --JUMPING DOWN MY THROAT EXACTLY LIKE THAT but this whole time THIS WHOLE TIME it wasn't even a glow-up issue, you've just been that, personified, yourself--
Shen Yuan: look I know I'm not ugly but I'm not I'm hardly that good-looking
Shang Qinghua: YOU ARE NEVER ALLOWED TO CRITICIZE THAT TROPE AGAIN! oh my god. how many broken hearts did you leave behind when you died?!
Shen Yuan: none, I wasn't even seeing anyone--
Shang Qinghua: yeah full offense but I am nottt taking your word for that. I bet you had a harem you didn't know about in this lifetime too. I bet you had a fan club, like an anime prince
Shen Yuan: *mumbling*
Shang Qinghua: what was that?
Shen Yuan: I said... only in high school...
Shang Qinghua: oh my god
Shen Yuan: it wasn't a big deal!
Shang Qinghua: *frantically trying to see if he can find any trace of it on the internet now*
#svsss#scum villain's self saving system#scum villain#peerless cucumber#shang qinghua#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#bingqiu#moshang#and shades of#cumplane#binghe was ROBBED lol not really though#he likes shizun no matter what form he's in#mobei's also into whatever airplane has going on#cumplane have the kind of relationship where one turning out hot is just more ways for the other to roast him
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Eltingville Club, but... Gen Z
A dumb idea I laugh at, so I draw it out. It's not big on being a "fan" like OG E.C., just annoying internet extremely online users I've encountered as a Gen Z who has been on the internet for more than a decade.
BILL DICKEY
Username : @discardedmrtyr // Bill
Favorite shit : (anime harem), politics, reading, doing reviews, internet drama, leaked content (porn, mostly), shooter games, pepe reaction images.
Occupation : Substitute teacher while in college
Blackpilled anime enthusiast and notorious troll, Bill spends his days spreading hate online while using pepe reaction images because he’s upset how soyjacks are tainted with normies. He’s a vocal critic of all things progressive. He frequently targets minorities, celebrities, and content creators. Bill finds joy in provoking outrage. He’s loves shooter games. He's a Belle Delphine supporter on Onlyfans even when she hasn't uploaded anything. At work as a substitute teacher, Bill abuses his position to indoctrinate impressionable high school students. Off work and college, he gets very active on forums like Lolcow and Kiwifarm. He actively feeds drama with his leaked/stalking finds. In his spare spare time, Bill enjoys reading fanfics and making movies and books reviews that he keeps to himself.
JOSH LEVY
Username : @IHrtSeal // @SealLover123 // Seally // J-Chan
Favorite shit : seals, art, fan content, lost media, roleplay, Harry Potter, Steven Universe, Homestuck.
Occupation : NEET
Autistic Deviantart kid, Josh is similar to Chris Chan, where he has a tendency to fall into rage baits. Josh spends a significant amount of time online since his early childhood. He’s active on Deviantart, Twitter, Tumblr, Discord, etc. Josh customizes his profiles that fit into his aesthetic. His texts are roleplay-like, dramatic, with excessive emojis+emoticons like ♥️♥️♥️(>_<!!!). Josh has a strong interest in fan-content, mainly fanart, often commissions fetish arts from various artists, he commissioned Shadman once. Josh is also prone to harassing others over OOC and selfships. He treats the internet like a safe place diary where he publicize his suicidal ideations and meltdowns. He shows unwarranted sexual behaviors towards strangers online. He is a fan-writer. He writes a lot for character wiki pages and has proship tags in his AO3 works.
PETE DINUNZIO
Username : @VmP175 // @vAMPiro // Ambrose // Leech
Favorite shit : analogue horror, gamemaker games, obscure horror games, illegal/banned medias, true crime reality
Occupation : Cashier and weed dealer
Degenerate loser, Pete accesses the dark web and those Telegram groups daily. He mainly seeks porn of anorexic girls or girls with self-harm scars (prefers it fresh). Self-proclaimed sex icon, Pete would larp as big bad hot alpha men, thirst post on TikTok, showing his muscular body while wearing classic hot men horror masks. He only replies to mentally ill girls.
Dirt poor, with a shitty laptop that can only play roblox and low-quality gamemaker games (always pirates it). Pete is a skilled coder, and he attempts to create games independently. Very huge relation, very socially active. Doxx people online. He uses a lot of AAVE (the white kid with the baggy clothes who's talking like he’s black). Pete has parasocial relationships with content creators. He will defend his favorite creators even after they’re outed as a horrible person. Groomed by a creator he looks up to when he was a kid but feigning ignorance. He does a lot of edgy jokes.
JERRY STOKES
Username : @lv8ryu // リュウ // ryuuuu!
Website : Voidspeech.net // anon
Favorite shit : art, music, memes, brainrot content, cute girls, cute things
Occupation : University student
Leads a double life, Jerry going through University as a rich nepo baby while maintaining his sona online. Jerry fakes an Asian identity. He pretends to be Japanese, using Google Translate. Jerry has an art account with a decent following, where he focuses on his passion, keeping things vanilla and drama-free. He hates seeing reposts of free palestine, blm, etc. Jerry shares his art on Twitter and Newground, usually just girls or softcore porn. Jerry runs a website called Voidspeech, where he posts NSFW political edgy weekly webcomic (and remains anonymous). Pete finds out Jerry is behind the website and manages to get in contact with him. Jerry would send memes and brainrot content in the group chat. He rarely ever talks on group voice calls. Instead, he uses his customized soundboards to show reactions or just quote one of his brainrot content. Jerry would make shitty music he laughs at and forces his friends (especially Pete) to listen via Discord voice call. would say “I get lesbians!”
Bonus (concept design)
I didn't really like Pete's design, so I redesigned his outfit.
#welcome to eltingville#the eltingville club#eltingville club#bill dickey#josh levy#pete dinunzio#jerry stokes#GZEltingville
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 317
Adjective: Handsome
Noun: Enigma
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Handsome: (of a man) good-looking; (of a woman) striking and imposing in good looks rather than conventionally pretty; (of a thing) well made, imposing, and of obvious quality; (of a number, sum of money, or margin) substantial
Enigma: a person or thing that is mysterious, puzzling, or difficult to understand
#im rather late again (so oops)#and this time i actually accidentally fell asleep on the couch#so i guess i was really tired#and rightfully so cos i attended an event in which i basically gave advice to a bunch of college students#i had fun but it was a bit socially draining#as for this prompt i think itll be fun to explore the possibilities#virtually anything could be 'handsome' and 'enigma'tic in this context#and i love that#for me ill probably be boring a make a person the thing thats 'handsome' and an 'enigma'#but im sure ill find a way to make it interesting#thanks for reading#writing#writer#creative writing#writing prompt#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least
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