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"hey! I think I found my footing in life!"
*proceeds to have the most earth shattering and perspective changing months of his life*
#it's been. alot...#some good. mostly bad.#im trying to actually better myself because ive found that i am frankly not that great both mentally and as a person#i get im young and im growing but its just getting tedious. everyday i feel tired. i dont want to get up anymore half the time.#id really like to have a regular ass upbringing and not deal with all this shit.#i haven't stayed with my parents properly since august and thrankly it feels awful#i miss my mum and i miss my siblings#i constantly feel so alone and yet in company i either dont feel better or i make things worse#and god knows i cant keep to a schedule. work is just piling and piling#i also don't want to work anymore. my life is trickling away and im spending my time at a development point behind a cash register#and its not like i can quit because i need to pay for myself#i dont know#i really dont know#ill likely delete this later#vent#random rambles
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holy shit i need to make a post about persona 5 royal’s palace themes
#this is more of a personal reminder than anything else bc ive been meaning to do this but keep forgetting#salty talks#ill likely delete this later#but like. i want to talk abt how the themes reflect the rulers desires and their different wrongdoings and the circumstances around it#theyre all fantastic
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vent comic
you ever call your parent and it just makes everything 30x worse
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so uhhhhhhhh. not to be cryptic and bitchy on main but congratulations to everyone in my messages for like 5 months on being right i guess
#ramble#ughhhhhhhhhhhh ok so#i will delete this later bc idk if this person has tumblr and i genuinely mean no ill will i just need an outside opinion#i vented about it on my close friends story already but i need like. a neutral party#i won't say their name but if you're on other socials you probably know who it is#basically for a while i've been getting messages saying 'this person has hacked your art style' or 'is REDACTED your alt account'#and in the beginning there were like. similarities? but nothing i could really claim and also i don't want to accuse someone of theft#like i don't own any stylistic choices or anything. i've used things from other artists i like. honestly it's kind of flattering#and we are actually really friendly in DMs now and we even joke about it. we message eachother any time we get a comment about it#i made a joke literally 2 weeks ago about how we're two different people i swear#but after adding some Very specific things to my art (like the paper texture/hatching/shiny lighting). they also added them#and i gave them the benefit of the doubt bc i don't like to believe anyone has bad intent with stuff like that. and i've done the same obvs#but recently they dropped some tav lore and it was. basically a panel for panel copy of one of my cyra comics down to the HAND PLACEMENT#and obviously i don't own the Bitch Mother trope or anything but it's just. mmmmm it makes me feel weird#idk it just feels like it's gone a bit far now and i'm not sure what to do about it#like you would think after we became moots they would get scared and stop but i think i was too openly trusting and they just kept going#recently someone on THEIR PATREON thought they were me and they weren't even one of mine (which by itself is funny but. y'know)#i don't want to call anyone out or upset anyone bc it only causes more problems but like. i Know. and idk if they should know that i know#maybe i'm just stupid idk i really trusted that it wasn't happening but it is and i don't know how to feel#hONESTLY I'M JUST MAD THAT I CAN'T DO ANY MORE CYRA LORE NOW BC PEOPLE ARE GOING TO ACCUSE **ME**#also PLEASE do not witch hunt this person i want to deal with this as quietly as possible#i really felt like i was in the twilight zone or just being paranoid so i had to ask
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GUYS I just finished the last archon quest and I'm having so many thoughts about capitano...
Imagine reader falling for capitano while hes staying in natlan, but they have a terminal illness (maybe even related to the abyss like atea's was). They don't want to be a burden to him, he has such important goals he has no choice but to reach and they dont want to waste his time, considering they're going to pass on soon anyways.
And capitano has feelings for the reader, but doesn't want to confess because he knows he's going to die in his deal with the Lord of the night, and even if that doesn't succeed, he's still dealing with too much from the souls he carries and his curse to properly have a relationship with them
So reader doesn't confess, and soon they end up dying from their illness, and they go down to the night kingdom for the afterlife, and guess who they find?
Fucking capitano.
And he's dead!! Well, not actually dead, but actually fused with the Lord of the night, which is somehow even more insane than if he was just dead.
And capitanos surprised cause he thought they'd get old with some random natlanese guy, and hed he stuck dead fused with the Lord but then he finds out they had a terminal illness all this time???
And so you two get to spend time you didn't think you'd have together in the afterlife, and it's really nice lol
#I know this isn't realistic#And the whole capitano fusing with the Lord of the night is a more complex situation#But this is such a sweet idea idkk#Death tw#Genshin spoilers#capitano x reader#Capitano genshin#Genshin x reader#ramblings#capitano x you#Reader x capitano#Also I'm sorry if I didn't approach the terminal illness concept as gracefully as I should have I can edit this if it's like really rude lo#It's probably not but I worry#terminal illness tw#might delete later
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the husband and wife ever btw…
#OUGH ACCIDENTALLY POSTED THIS 2 THE WRONG BLOG AT FORST BUT I DELETED IT#ahem#this one is old too i havent done much drawing recently tee hee#been too tored frkm work#but im going in2 artfight mode so ill at least have those soon ^^#might ask 4 requests later also#anyway#re7#re8#resident evil#ethan winters#mia winters#mithan#i like them a lot ^^#sorry abt the lame ass background im not great at those
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jayce and jinx as ballister and nimona cause someone on twitter made the comparison and i liked it a lot !!! :v



#arcane#jayce talis#jinx#arcane jayce#jinx arcane#jayce fanart#jinx fanart#fan art#hiding in the tags#nimona#kind of#i had to completely change the way i usually go at art for this#my usual style with lineart wouldn’t have worked#i posted to twitter like before going to sleep but no one cared so bad i privated my account and deleted the tweet do not test me i am full#of shame#maybe ill try again later#ok dawg#art#redraw#poster redraw
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Do you ever go insane thinking about how every member of Laios' party is extremely atypical for their species, but a lack of exposure and understanding smoothes out these differences and makes everyone think they're the "typical" representation.
Senshi is terrible with other dwarves since he has no practical interest in mining or weapons craft. We cannot know this until Namari and later, Senshi's backstory are introduced. When we see him interact with dwarves, it's awkward and clear there's a fundamental disconnect.
Chilchuck is incredibly tall for a half foot and as such has to manage his weight more than other half foot dungeoneers so he doesnt set off traps. The first detail takes the changlings to properly understand, the second is referenced in text but is fully explained in additional materials. It is plot relevant that people who don't have the exposure to half foots might not even realize they're their own species.
Marcille as a half elf is kind of obvious to many of the elves who encounter her and they're deeply cruel and assume she's driven by a desire to be able to have children but the party never notices and Senshi especially thinks of her as a typical elf even though in truth she's so outcast she could never dine with her mother at the queens table.
Laios and Falin are a bit more complicated, since we as the audience do have context for most of tallman culture, since it mirrors our own mostly, but both of them have magical aptitude that both people like Marcille, who has a lot of access to mana and people like Chilchuck, who has very little and no magical training, fail to understand how isolating it is to have that much potential and aptitude.
Arguably Toshiro and Namari fall into this as well. Toshiro looks like the embodiment of the silent but noble warrior, but his own party and extra material confirm that he's abnormally shy and introverted, something that makes it hard for him even in his own family. Meanwhile Namari is able to stand on her own as a weapons expert and "typical" dwarf, but total dwarves who are total strangers like Dya know who she is and resent her.
Arguably a lot of dungeon meshi is about peeling back layers and assumptions not working out, but it's so great that every member of the core party gets interpreted by others (and maybe the reader) as "typical", especially with the skills line up, as a human fighter, halfling rogue, and an elven mage are so basic a stereotype. But none of are able to achieve that standard. These assumptions and misunderstandings only thrive because each party member is so inexperienced with both the biology and culture of the others. The only way they gain context is either interacting with a wider pool of people or experiencing it for themself. Everything in this story is so layered and I love it.
#i feel a little silly for typing this all up. maybe ill delete it later#anyway all of the party seems like the stereotype but actually all of them are isolated from their own people. chewing glass#i realize this is an incredibly basic theme of the story but. i find it neat.#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#dungeon meshi#laios touden#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#senshi of izganda
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First time using a poll soo uhhhh which one of these thumbnails should I attempt to make into an animated background??
#poll#delete later#sans#taking advantage of the poll feature because lord knows i cant make a decision to save my life#idk let me know if this is a thing i should do in future#im kinda liking 5 for the vibes but it feels more like ufsans??#i wanna animate something :3#i mean if you have any other suggestions lemme know too#i'm gonna be putting a lot of time into it so i want to get it right lolol#sketch#thumbnails#mine#queued#dont look too hard at the perspective please fhaksjfasf#ill fix it later i swear :')))
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One of my favorite things about the ASL Brothers is the fact that Ace was the one brought out the sake and proposed becoming brothers.
Not Luffy or Sabo but Ace.
Ace, who believes he is unlovable, Ace who believes that his blood is dirty, Ace who believes that he didn’t deserve to be born, Ace who thinks that his life is worthless, Ace who believes that his mere existence is a crime.
And yet Ace saw these two boys and approached them without apprehension or fear of rejection even though he was proposing something as irrevocable, something as bonding as brotherhood
#not to mention ace had these thoughts bc this is how the WORLD sees him#that world put these thoughts into his head and made him believe that#but sabo and luffy only see him. not gol d. or even portgas d. but just ace.#the way ace knew that they wanted this just as much as he did#like he is theirs and they are his and he knew that#i remember learning that ace proposed it and being *so surprised*#cause we had just seen that ace had no self worth and hated himself#but he knew that they accepted him and that they wanted him in their lives#and he decided to make it permanent#they are his family. they are his safe place. they love him unconditionally.#DO YOU GUYS GET WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY#goddd these brothers make me so ill#it’s 2am so if this doesn’t make sense that’s why#i am thinking so many thoughts#i’ll probably delete this later#portgas d. ace#asl brothers#one piece#concha speaks#asl rambles#concha posts
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lapis and peridot get a job and they're really good at it
+ just this alone cuz its silly
#im so mad cuz like a year ago i had a whole idea and i started storyboarding it and everything like i was gonna singlehandedly make my own#fake episode and then i DELETED IT!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭#because it was on my old phone that didnt have a lot of storage#and i was like eh i dont think ill ever finish this#well here i am several months later remembering it#and yet i forgot all the funny lines i wanted them to say 💔#steven universe#su#lapis#lapis lazuli#peridot#extremely rough sketch that i wasnt gonna color but i did anyway#also excuse my terrible handwriting#sorry its almost 3 am whatever
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when people say it's stupid to learn latin because it "isn't useful" i literally go crazy wild like i get violent and aggressive and start gnashing my teeth looking like a dog with rabies or something
#like ill kill you you're so stupid and you're SO smug about it#i don't even need to get into all the reasons why latin actually IS useful#even if it was the least useful thing in the world who gives a fuck everything is worth learning it doesn't need to have a set purpose#latin#classics#personal#sorry just got. overcome with rage might delete this later#these people will never know the joy of going to a ruins site and actually being able to read the inscriptions#and that shit changes your life forever let me tell you
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" WIP DELETE LATER 🤪🤪🤪" ok who gaf?
#me i gaf#anyways wip#ill finish this eventually#keyword#eventually#but i got other stuff to do#so for now here's Hopeful Steward with his staff because i am sorry#but why arent we all talking about how his staff is basically the symbol of the king#and hes the dusk ember#and knows spells#which means hes probably an enchantment kid#and also HE HAS A STAFF THAT MIRRORS DAWN EMBERS POWERS#sky magic is color coded#sky assigns colors to the prophecy elements#gives alef all 4#and hopeful stewards ultimate form is a form where hes an enchanter with a spell staff#and his colors represent water fire earth and 'purple'#(idk the basic enchantment color idk im a fake fan)#also Sky: NEVER ELABORATES#like????????????#anyways its 3:43am#take the ramblings of a mad woman and go#sky cotl#wip#hopeful steward#dusk ember#sky children of the light#this is a lot of tags for something youre deleting later SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHUDDUP#ok gn pookies ily#my art
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hollow heads style :D
its kinda huanization but not really? fejkfhjeskes i just wanted an excuse to draw like. actual human shaped characters cus all this stickman fanart is making me rusty 😭
#pawu.art#i might delete this later idk.. idk if i liked how it turned out tbh#welp if it has umm 10 likes when i wake up then ill leave it be lol#ava#animator vs animation#ava tsc#ava the second coming#ava tco#ava the chosen one#ava the dark lord#ava tdl#ava dark lord#ava chosen one
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i want to draw....a fight comic for roro and yin...fightibg a giant creepy spirit thing....but that means i have to. Draw. Fight Scenes. shrieking
#i want to develop their body language and fight style..#and how they pose and stuff#i cant stop. thinking about them#i have not settled on a weapon for roro yet oughhou. little throwing knives or something??#she is not a heavy hitter she like darts around jabbing you until you fall over#yin just turns his wacky organs into weapons#straight up pulls out a lung and whacks someone in the face with it#roro's powers are still a WIP hmmmmmmm...#oc yapping HAHA#ill prolly delete this later im just talking out loud to myself LMAO#zorangeocs
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Being asexual and possibly aromantic but also being a huge shipper and hopeless romantic is such a wild experience ngl. I'm always freaking out about my favorite ships and giggling internally reading ship fics, getting invested in characters finally kissing or reading about their pining and their love and I think "I want what they have!!"
But then sometimes you have a slamming realization that your sweet shipping scenarios you imagine in your head look totally different irl and that you are extremely aspec.
One time I went down a YouTube rabbit hole and stumbled across Vsauce's "Why Do We Kiss?" video and let me tell you. When I saw that stock video footage of two people kissing each other I was a little flabbergasted lmaooo
#i mean this doesn't apply to all aspecs obviously but like#that stock video footage#they were kissing but it was more sucking each others faces and i was like wait#do people actually do this#lmaoo#it lowkey repulsed me oops#it hit me so hard but it also kind of validated my asexuality a bit too lol#ace#asexual#asexuality#aro#aromantic#aromanticism#aroace#this also may be because i dont watch live action shows or movies that much but still#does anyone else feel like this#ill be hardcore shipping something but i see one minute of irl relationship stuff and feel extremely disconnected#idk if im making sense#id like to hear some thoughts#might delete later but just wanted to get my thoughts out there#someone's probably said something like this before#edit: adding tags#yeah for me imagination of my ships kissing 👍👍👍💖💖#vs#footage of irl people kissing/live action kissing scenes 🫠#fandom#fanfic#fanfiction#my rambles
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