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"hey! I think I found my footing in life!"
*proceeds to have the most earth shattering and perspective changing months of his life*
#it's been. alot...#some good. mostly bad.#im trying to actually better myself because ive found that i am frankly not that great both mentally and as a person#i get im young and im growing but its just getting tedious. everyday i feel tired. i dont want to get up anymore half the time.#id really like to have a regular ass upbringing and not deal with all this shit.#i haven't stayed with my parents properly since august and thrankly it feels awful#i miss my mum and i miss my siblings#i constantly feel so alone and yet in company i either dont feel better or i make things worse#and god knows i cant keep to a schedule. work is just piling and piling#i also don't want to work anymore. my life is trickling away and im spending my time at a development point behind a cash register#and its not like i can quit because i need to pay for myself#i dont know#i really dont know#ill likely delete this later#vent#random rambles
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holy shit i need to make a post about persona 5 royal’s palace themes
#this is more of a personal reminder than anything else bc ive been meaning to do this but keep forgetting#salty talks#ill likely delete this later#but like. i want to talk abt how the themes reflect the rulers desires and their different wrongdoings and the circumstances around it#theyre all fantastic
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vent comic
you ever call your parent and it just makes everything 30x worse
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the husband and wife ever btw…
#OUGH ACCIDENTALLY POSTED THIS 2 THE WRONG BLOG AT FORST BUT I DELETED IT#ahem#this one is old too i havent done much drawing recently tee hee#been too tored frkm work#but im going in2 artfight mode so ill at least have those soon ^^#might ask 4 requests later also#anyway#re7#re8#resident evil#ethan winters#mia winters#mithan#i like them a lot ^^#sorry abt the lame ass background im not great at those
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Do you ever go insane thinking about how every member of Laios' party is extremely atypical for their species, but a lack of exposure and understanding smoothes out these differences and makes everyone think they're the "typical" representation.
Senshi is terrible with other dwarves since he has no practical interest in mining or weapons craft. We cannot know this until Namari and later, Senshi's backstory are introduced. When we see him interact with dwarves, it's awkward and clear there's a fundamental disconnect.
Chilchuck is incredibly tall for a half foot and as such has to manage his weight more than other half foot dungeoneers so he doesnt set off traps. The first detail takes the changlings to properly understand, the second is referenced in text but is fully explained in additional materials. It is plot relevant that people who don't have the exposure to half foots might not even realize they're their own species.
Marcille as a half elf is kind of obvious to many of the elves who encounter her and they're deeply cruel and assume she's driven by a desire to be able to have children but the party never notices and Senshi especially thinks of her as a typical elf even though in truth she's so outcast she could never dine with her mother at the queens table.
Laios and Falin are a bit more complicated, since we as the audience do have context for most of tallman culture, since it mirrors our own mostly, but both of them have magical aptitude that both people like Marcille, who has a lot of access to mana and people like Chilchuck, who has very little and no magical training, fail to understand how isolating it is to have that much potential and aptitude.
Arguably Toshiro and Namari fall into this as well. Toshiro looks like the embodiment of the silent but noble warrior, but his own party and extra material confirm that he's abnormally shy and introverted, something that makes it hard for him even in his own family. Meanwhile Namari is able to stand on her own as a weapons expert and "typical" dwarf, but total dwarves who are total strangers like Dya know who she is and resent her.
Arguably a lot of dungeon meshi is about peeling back layers and assumptions not working out, but it's so great that every member of the core party gets interpreted by others (and maybe the reader) as "typical", especially with the skills line up, as a human fighter, halfling rogue, and an elven mage are so basic a stereotype. But none of are able to achieve that standard. These assumptions and misunderstandings only thrive because each party member is so inexperienced with both the biology and culture of the others. The only way they gain context is either interacting with a wider pool of people or experiencing it for themself. Everything in this story is so layered and I love it.
#i feel a little silly for typing this all up. maybe ill delete it later#anyway all of the party seems like the stereotype but actually all of them are isolated from their own people. chewing glass#i realize this is an incredibly basic theme of the story but. i find it neat.#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#dungeon meshi#laios touden#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#senshi of izganda
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One of my favorite things about the ASL Brothers is the fact that Ace was the one brought out the sake and proposed becoming brothers.
Not Luffy or Sabo but Ace.
Ace, who believes he is unlovable, Ace who believes that his blood is dirty, Ace who believes that he didn’t deserve to be born, Ace who thinks that his life is worthless, Ace who believes that his mere existence is a crime.
And yet Ace saw these two boys and approached them without apprehension or fear of rejection even though he was proposing something as irrevocable, something as bonding as brotherhood
#not to mention ace had these thoughts bc this is how the WORLD sees him#that world put these thoughts into his head and made him believe that#but sabo and luffy only see him. not gol d. or even portgas d. but just ace.#the way ace knew that they wanted this just as much as he did#like he is theirs and they are his and he knew that#i remember learning that ace proposed it and being *so surprised*#cause we had just seen that ace had no self worth and hated himself#but he knew that they accepted him and that they wanted him in their lives#and he decided to make it permanent#they are his family. they are his safe place. they love him unconditionally.#DO YOU GUYS GET WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY#goddd these brothers make me so ill#it’s 2am so if this doesn’t make sense that’s why#i am thinking so many thoughts#i’ll probably delete this later#portgas d. ace#asl brothers#one piece#concha speaks#asl rambles#concha posts
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when people say it's stupid to learn latin because it "isn't useful" i literally go crazy wild like i get violent and aggressive and start gnashing my teeth looking like a dog with rabies or something
#like ill kill you you're so stupid and you're SO smug about it#i don't even need to get into all the reasons why latin actually IS useful#even if it was the least useful thing in the world who gives a fuck everything is worth learning it doesn't need to have a set purpose#latin#classics#personal#sorry just got. overcome with rage might delete this later#these people will never know the joy of going to a ruins site and actually being able to read the inscriptions#and that shit changes your life forever let me tell you
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" WIP DELETE LATER 🤪🤪🤪" ok who gaf?
#me i gaf#anyways wip#ill finish this eventually#keyword#eventually#but i got other stuff to do#so for now here's Hopeful Steward with his staff because i am sorry#but why arent we all talking about how his staff is basically the symbol of the king#and hes the dusk ember#and knows spells#which means hes probably an enchantment kid#and also HE HAS A STAFF THAT MIRRORS DAWN EMBERS POWERS#sky magic is color coded#sky assigns colors to the prophecy elements#gives alef all 4#and hopeful stewards ultimate form is a form where hes an enchanter with a spell staff#and his colors represent water fire earth and 'purple'#(idk the basic enchantment color idk im a fake fan)#also Sky: NEVER ELABORATES#like????????????#anyways its 3:43am#take the ramblings of a mad woman and go#sky cotl#wip#hopeful steward#dusk ember#sky children of the light#this is a lot of tags for something youre deleting later SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHUDDUP#ok gn pookies ily#my art
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I just want to make my screen read my online text book out loud to me because my eyes hurt and I'm tired, and they have the audacity to make them all pdf images specifically so people can't "copy text" (so my computer won't recognize it as text and read it for me) and won't let me change it and I can't figure it out so I'll just have to. struggle
#not art#guys im so tired#already tried messing around in settings and nothing ughh#why are things DUE tomorrow ive been nonstop working since the quarter started#if anyone knows how to get around these things ill kiss you on the mouth#but also im not holding out hope rip#I just feel like if youre gonna make it an ebook you should go ahead and make it fully accessible#sighh#my eyes hurt typing this post#delete later
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hollow heads style :D
its kinda huanization but not really? fejkfhjeskes i just wanted an excuse to draw like. actual human shaped characters cus all this stickman fanart is making me rusty 😭
#pawu.art#i might delete this later idk.. idk if i liked how it turned out tbh#welp if it has umm 10 likes when i wake up then ill leave it be lol#ava#animator vs animation#ava tsc#ava the second coming#ava tco#ava the chosen one#ava the dark lord#ava tdl#ava dark lord#ava chosen one
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Being asexual and possibly aromantic but also being a huge shipper and hopeless romantic is such a wild experience ngl. I'm always freaking out about my favorite ships and giggling internally reading ship fics, getting invested in characters finally kissing or reading about their pining and their love and I think "I want what they have!!"
But then sometimes you have a slamming realization that your sweet shipping scenarios you imagine in your head look totally different irl and that you are extremely aspec.
One time I went down a YouTube rabbit hole and stumbled across Vsauce's "Why Do We Kiss?" video and let me tell you. When I saw that stock video footage of two people kissing each other I was a little flabbergasted lmaooo
#i mean this doesn't apply to all aspecs obviously but like#that stock video footage#they were kissing but it was more sucking each others faces and i was like wait#do people actually do this#lmaoo#it lowkey repulsed me oops#it hit me so hard but it also kind of validated my asexuality a bit too lol#ace#asexual#asexuality#aro#aromantic#aromanticism#aroace#this also may be because i dont watch live action shows or movies that much but still#does anyone else feel like this#ill be hardcore shipping something but i see one minute of irl relationship stuff and feel extremely disconnected#idk if im making sense#id like to hear some thoughts#might delete later but just wanted to get my thoughts out there#someone's probably said something like this before#edit: adding tags#yeah for me imagination of my ships kissing 👍👍👍💖💖#vs#footage of irl people kissing/live action kissing scenes 🫠#fandom#fanfic#fanfiction#my rambles
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can i say something. Enstarries obsession with having arashi wear a skirt or a dress or dress up in pink or whatever because She's a Girl is really fucking annoying and i think some of you need to stop relying on articles of clothing to confirm an already canonically trans womans gender identity. her being a woman doesnt mean she needs to stop wearing pants. and she also does not need to abide by the cisheteronormative view of what being a girl is in order to be a girl either. does she need to look like a barbie doll for you to process her as a canonical woman or something. let her have her own unique identity and preferences and tastes and treat her like her own individual person holy fuck. And also fuyume isnt even wearing a skirt and even if they were they wouldnt have been the first enstars character to do so thank you
#MAYBE ILL DELETE THIS LATER BUT ITS MAKING ME MMAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDD#i hate enstarries who act like theyre queer allies and then need their queer characters to conform to cishet norms#LEAVE THAT GIRL ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!#nat rambles
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And we're a lot alike
In favor, like a motorbike
A sailor and a nightingale
Dancing in convertibles.
And you can hold me like he held her
And I will fuck you like nothing matters.
#loustat#loustat fanart#interview with the vampire#iwtv fanart#nothing matters came on while sketching and HAD to draw them dancing#this is before everything went wrong#artists on tumblr#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire lestat#iwtv#im so tired and i dont really like it anymore#so maybe ill delete it later#that moment ur done with a drawing and you realize the anatomy is off#digital art#gay vampires
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my friend practically DRAGGED me into watching transformers one and i was like FINE. you owe me one. I’ll give this a chance
my eyes are opened. I cant believe it. I guess i am transformed. It’s peak
#my maternal instinct kicks in as soon as i saw bumblebee. what the fuck#LAHSKABDSKDBKDDJFKDK#alright. perhaps ill give this franchise a go#LMAOOOOO#this is so fucking surprising. i avoided it like virus bc it seems stupid but NOW LOOK WHO’S STUPID. i am.#JAHDJDJFJFJFJFKFKFKFKF#never in a million years would I thought that i would love a Transformers ™ movie. life works in mysterious ways#delete later
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okay 💀 i'm gonna post this and then collapse into my bed (im dying from cringe)
meet Allegra Leech, daughter of yuhua and floyd 🥰 she's not canon to yuhua's story post-canon because. like. multiple reasons (that might be elaborated on in another post idk) but there is an alternate timeline where she exists <3
she's, ah, if you couldn't guess--something of a force of nature. if there's something she wants, she'll use any means to get it; whether it be scheming, flattery, or brute force.
aside from loving all things cute and fashionable, what really matters most to her is power and strength, not just the physical kind. magical prowess, intelligence, influence, etc... these are all things she respects and wants to obtain ;)
she is capable of using magic, but i will hopefully develop that and her NRC look/lore at a later date
(more under the cut!)
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if you couldn't tell, she inherited a lot of obvious traits from both parents (such as yuhua's pre-OB eyes and floyd's teeth)-- although the situation with yuhua's traits is interesting and will have to be explained separately
she also resembles them in terms of expression, since she loves and respects them so dearly-- most notably:
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i have to confess she isn't. too well developed at the moment despite having existed for months now-- i uhhhhhhhh have been having Issues and i always feel like developing her can be awkward at times SHFKSJFHKSJFSDF
mostly due to. um. you know. i dont really like posting about floyu on here hKSDFJKSFSD im shy
but whatever!!! i haven't seen any other floyd x oc kids so idk if she's too similar to any of them but we ball regardless!!!!
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#my art#twst oc#floyu <3#cowards' tango <3#allegra leech#oh my god. why does she have a tag. CRIES#<- more like why am i giving her one#sobs#maybe i should just delete this later#WHATVERE we . balllll#explodes#shes born via surrogacy btw#and her magic is... not exactly twst-like#ill explain ✨some day later✨
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grief is so weird. I'll be sitting here minding my business and then something will remind me of him and suddenly I'm sobbing into my coffee. It doesn't matter that it was 24 years ago, it still stings like it was yesterday.
#his name was wayne and he was my favourite cousin#he treated me like a little sister#he died of complications from AIDS when i was a teenager#but he'd had it for over ten years#every time i see an older gay man i want to cry#i miss him#ill delete this later#its been a weird morning
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