#ill go in tommorow
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What pisses me off about the nhs, is how sick you can be and they still expect you to come in.
#i spent a hour on the floor unable to get up#but sure ill come in tommorow#my whole body hurts#i had the worse pots attack ive had in a while#i had 2 salt satchets#and it did nothing#lying flat on the floor my heart rate was 100#sitting up was wild#but sure#ill go in tommorow#its bad when you also hope you pass out and hurt yourself to prove that your actually sick#pots#dysautonomia#nurse#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#nhs#chronic illness#nhs hate#not really free healthcare is a beautiful thing
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sorry for never shutting up about how people treat hazel but ohh my god shes my fave character atm.... i get to be mad!! she has good enough information that you can play around with headcanons freely
the only moments people wouldve brung up is when dev is in the episode, there was no reason for the episode that showed her tendancy to overthink and be emberassed over small mistakes by wishing a do-over and over again, having to realise that running away from the idea of creating a problem wont help her in the long run JUST so people could go "omg haha dev has a crush on her" i could litterly not tell you what the general concensious on most episodes are because i dont know peoples opinions on them because in general they dont discuss them beyond his scenes
fanart too, ive personally muted the dev and devzel tag and when i look up #hazel wells i want you to guess how many posts i find that arent hidden! spoiler alert its barely any of them, listen im not saying im shocked at the fact The Characters Made As A Duo are drawn as a duo, its whatever and while im not personally a fan in general i really do get the appeal, but you have to admit that at some point it gets really suspicious when the only fanart you can find in one character is only with the more popular one, over 200 fics in the hazel tag on ao3 and theres only 20! without the dev tag! (10 more then when i last checked, crazy! go read fly bird, fly now), and my main problem is is that hazel is shown to be her own person OUTSIDE of their friendship, infact wouldnt you know it shes the protagonist herself! the fact that most aus ive seen are focused on dev/dale/peri is whats most confusing to me, "oh but theyre so interesting to work with"
really! youre telling me you cant think of a fic / au idea on her own? miss "i was going to have a previous godparent who didnt listen to me at all", miss "i am very anxious and i overthink to the point where my desicions", miss "i had an encounter with my evil shadow self when i was a fairy" (shout out to fairy bound au btw, im a big fan), miss "my mom doesnt fully know how to handle children inspite of being a therapist and tells me im handling things mature so i feel like i should be", miss "with the fact that im terrified my friends are making fun of me behind my back, i didnt know how to talk to anyone and a cafetiria made me so overworried and i speak to my rocks could imply the fact that i was outcasted at a young age", miss "my brother who has been my anchor and i has taught me everything i need to know has left me and hes also struggling to adjust to everything and we were insanely close to the point where the reason this whole thing started is because of him", miss "i regularly help my dad hunt a ghost that doesnt exist but it makes him happy", miss "i am litterly friends with the coolest kid in elementary school", miss "my landlords are litterly doomsday preppers and our parents want me to get along with their werido twins", miss "i didnt even hestitate to kill myself if i had to save potatoes for humanity after i pissed off mother nature", miss 'i got called out on projecting my past bonding expiriences on my best friend by some werid demon posessing her body right infront of me' none of that makes you want to think of something about her on her own? not even a spark of an idea? its almost like you guys watched exclusively 6 episodes and watched 5 minutes out of them at most
hazel is very interesting and shows her own struggles, she likes puns and fries and rocks and anime and horror movies (and apparently mushrooms if you count that one scene), she tries to problem solve so that no one is unhappy (patty being alive so winn wasnt upset, trying to get the band and orchestra together, accidently haunting her house and wishing her dads day was extra special, trying to find a dinosaur she spontaniously teleported his own job), she has multiple episodes showing her insecurities and how she tries to hide it so she doesnt look like a bad person, but inspite of it all is a understanding person and a peacemaker and doesnt like arguments, hell shes even such good autism represntation im 99.9% sure it wasnt intentional at all
dont even get me started on the takes ive seen in the finale, listen the finale has alot to be said and it definatly wont be everyones cup of tea (i think them trying to refrence every episode felt so chaotic personally) but regarding people with the ending is still giving me a headache, "she shouldve used her wish on him" that wouldve been so boring and predicable, say what you want on what she actually used it for but i think you guys should realise that for the kid whos regressing back into his bad copium mechanisms should get to face his concequences, 'hes 10 and neglected so thats why he acted like that' and 'she doesnt need to put up with how he treats her and hold his hand and be his personal therapist' can both coexist, people being pissed that she lightheartly agreed that he fucked up when HE admitted it is crazyyy CRAZYYY (also the fact ive seen someone say 'her moms a therapist she shouldve known' ???)
this isnt even touching on "hazels other relationships like her friends and family arent developed enough so thats why ppl dont care that much" while that is a valid critism i have with the show in general i still dont think applys to what im specifically talking about to demonstrate dale has appeared in THREE episodes (four if you want to stretch it), meanwhile hazels parents have appeared more often and im barely seeing them in fanart "but dale has a backstory!" so do those two have a whole episode explaining how they met "b-but dale is interesting as a role as a villain!" the guy is barely a villain [so far atleast], but also is being a therapist and a parascienists already not an interesting enough? are you guys suddenly not able to make as much headcanons expanding apon them as you did with dale? thats the thing that confuses me the most, whats stopping you from giving random information from your head to anyone else?, (i didnt know how to word this point so hopefully this makes sense)
listen im going to say it right now MOST OF THIS IS DEFINATLY UNINTENTIONAL AND NOT EVERYONE IS DOING THIS ON PURPOSE but some of u guys might really need to uncover some biases on why you think the black girl should coddle the rich white boy when he wasnt treating her well at the time, if that makes sense
#cupid.exe#im feeling brave ill maintag this . if u guys are annoying i am going to stop u guys from rbing i have school tommorow anyways#the wording might be a little bit werid cuz its midnight n my brain is mush but whatever im going to bed after this#fandom misogyny#fandom salt#fandom racism#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#hazel wells#long post
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i habe so many books i want to read
#not sure where to start#i think ill reread anthem and then go from there#im not really knowledgeable on ayn rand's poltics#all i saw when i read anthem was someone traumatised by the soviet union#its a short read anyway#and i still have notes on it laying somewhere#then ill probably read castle#then the plague and then murakami#and from there aristotle and dante d.t.s.o.t.u.#and im not sure what ill read after that#im very particular about book sorting and order#i need the genres to blend into eachother or feel cohesive at the very least#im only putting the aristole and dante after murakami because i know a song called murakami that gives me the same feeling as the aristotle#and dante book#anyway im reorganizing our books downstairs tommorow#its an absolute mess#you can find NOTHING there#just based on instinct#which is cool but some order would be nice#okay ill stop
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i think the biggest change charlie has had in the course of these 2 months is that they dont have purpetual bags under their eyes. because ironically i'm too tired to always draw em.
being tired all the time is defo a character trait tho. put that on the dnd character sheet
#oc posting#<--- i think that will be the tag ill use for any charlie posts#remind me tommorow when i wake up to go thru my posts and tag em all
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blame it on the
#/lyr#/ref#UGH SORRU FOR THE BAD CAMERA QUALITY#MY HANDS R SHAKY 👎👎👎👎#AAASGGGJFHDJSNS#I cant practice guitar because every time i see the amp i go insane#Btw i found it for like 15 dollars at goodwill which is like WHAT?????#I LITERALLY HAVE A TINIER ONE THAT COST ME 44 DOLLARS AND NOW THAT IM NOT LOOKING FOR IT ITS THERE#But yeah#my guitar journey is going kinda BAD but thats cs im procrastinating practicing and i need some fucking motivation which im trying 2 find#so like one day ill take this shit seriously (hopefully tommorow) (and it has a headphonr jake)#(oh yeah and the headphones im using for it suck( (they hurt my ears) (im gonna buy new ones) (i think)#(theyre the one that came with my cd player) (and speakinh of that i might buy some new cds)#(i fucking love physical media)#(cds ftw)#(oh yeah the song im referencing is called black star by radiohead)#(which is their 10th song on their 2nd album called the bends released in 1995)#(can you tell i like that band)
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school starts back day after tomorrow and hoo boy am i tempted to cram both of thirteen's season of doctor who just so i can say i watched all of nuwho over the holidays, alas i think my brain would literally start rotting,,
#techinically i'm going to help at the library tommorow because. school librarian. im a nerd sue me#so i actually dont think id have enough hours to fit it all in unless i like didn't sleep or something#and too much computer time makes be feel mildly ill anyways sooo
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i know this is very insignificant in comparison to bigger issues, but i lost my favorite cardigan today, & it was one of my favorite clothes in general...It does linger. It does suck
#i got it in a thrift store and absolutely nothing compares. nothing compares to how good it was. not even close#i didnt get to check every place i was in today so ill go tommorow. maybe it'll be somewhere. i really hope...i really do...#but nothing ive ever lost in this city that didnt have my data on it was found. despite lost&found places and some facebook groups existing#which makes me feel very pessimistic but god i hope im wrong.#the only way i could get even close to replacing it would be via ordering a custom one. which. i mean come on.#i *would* be willing to put more money than reasonable into it but i *still* have my limits and theyd probably be crossed#w/ how expensive a handmade crocheted piece would be
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I am bored and lonely and want to hang out with my friends while similtaneously not having the energy to do any of the conversation stuff hanging out with friends generally requires
#my partner is probably going to be out with her Other Person tonight she will be out late on tommorow night and then she is going to dogsit#at her parents' tuesday through to wednesday so i think i am pre-emptivley sulking about the fact it's gonna be ages till we have an evenin#together#not helped by the fact i've been ill for the past week so i've mostly been by myself#idk it's just. bad vibes guys atm#(probably The Lingering Cold)
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Sorry if I send too many asks! I just find you really interesting!
//referring to the many times he has tried to talk to the enemies..... yeah he never minds it as long as its not those fckn forknights hes talking to//
#pizza tower#pmanswers#pepperman#im very tired so ill probably be going slower..... and busy tommorow so!
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all the posts for the next sexywoman round are queued 😁😁😁
#once again taking a gamble on who wins todays round#if im wrong it wont be hard to go in and change the pairings so dont freak out if you see the wrong woman in the masterpost tommorow#ill change it i promise. i just like queuing everything at once
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i love theatre kids so fucking much. i love how they support each other unconditionally and how by the end of the shows they’re basically fucking family. people i’ve never heard of until a few months ago are now some of my closest friends ever and i’ve genuinely bonded with so many people of so many ages. i love the lil jokey showmances. i love the jumping around and hugging whenever shows end. i love the lil dances we do to each other in the wings. the spontaneous listening to hamilton and screaming sessions. going through the hell that’s tech week together. the inside jokes. the acting like little girls as soon as the curtain closes. crying together on closing night. in conclusion i love you theatre kids you’re all little pookie bears and not only do you break your legs but you also break every damn bone in your body you slay that hard
#closing night of seussicals tommorow im in my feels ok#nah i love the cast so much#like i had a prop malfunction#and the first thing that horton and mayzie did was hug me and assure me i did. great like#I LOVE THEM SM OML#AND LIKE AS SOON AS THE CURTAINS GO DOWN EVERYONE JUST STARTS HUGGING#MY LIL SOUR KANGAROO SLAYED SO MUCH#AND MY WIFEY IN HER CREW OF BIRDGIRLS#THIS IS SO SAPPY IM SORRY BUT ILL MISS THEN
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Also, where and when did Andy get the janitors uniform in season 2?
#andy barclay#chucky series spoilers#look its almost midnight#and when i go to sleep#ill have to wake up tommorow and countdown the time i have before i have to go to my retail job#i am always acutely aware of the time#so just#this is my brain right now
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i havent been keeping up with total takes island so its funny as hell watching my mutuals posting about it with no context, shout out to fnaf bonnie and that purple haired guy and whatever they have going on
#total takes island#my post#ill probably go read through the whole tti blog or whatever tommorow i wanna know whats going on LOL
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so this is the redraw of my profile, which is 100% a random girl, no, not me, not me at all, doesn’t look like me anyway. I like the redraw so much more ‘cause of the star eyes, like they are sooooo cute, I love them!!! :)))))
#I’m might keep my profile might change it#Here the art that is food#Like you deserve it girlie#I want to know what it tastes like so inform me of the matter#If you will#they cuties though#Love ig my art now#I think i might hate it tommorow#Anyways redraw should be looking to the right#when it looks to the left#she gets a bit#Quirky….#Anywho#i have an essay due next week too#But after next week I have winter break for a week#I’m sooooo exited#I need the sleep#i have plans#Like maybe ill go out#If im feeling like it#Or winter depression is gonna hit#But its all in good work i live next to a Dunkin’ and Starbucks so im chilling#If I wanna get something ill get somwthing#Like i love donuts#But i think imma go on a diet during break#I weigh like a lot#Ooooo do you think you’ll be interested in hear school drama cause like no one in my family wants to sit through me explained it for an es-#Says length of sentences#Soo if you do tell me#You know i love to talk
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my dussekar head cosplay is done!!!!!!!!!
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hehehe i love making plans :))))
#im going to a skatepark concert to see some bands from my school tommorow and having a day out/sleepover on saturday :]#v happy not only bc now i have stuff to do this weekend but ill be motivated to get my hw done#vic.txt
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